make believe

uh-oh.
i'm feeling it again.
it's here again.
I'M GETTING SICK OF WORK AGAIN.

time to take another long break.
:)
although last week i only worked for three days.
i should take a longer break.
two weeks perhaps?
haha!

it's a weird feeling to look back and remember that i used to be so noisy and all. i was quite a contributor to the noise level in class, in band and in school. used to joke around and laugh. yes, laugh. not at all quiet.


aiyer.
at work im a glummy, quiet boring person.
aiyerrrr.

but oh wells.
i'm looking forward to mushroom soup date tomorrow!

I SO BADLY WANNA GO SCHOOL!
JUST WORKING, GOING OUT AND STAYING AT HOME SO MUNDANE & BORING!

lit up the sky

you know, looking back over the years, i've realised i've this bad habit when meeting people for the first time or not having met them for a long time.

i turn aloof.
you know, aloof as in unfriendly or rather quiet and just won't talk to them.
and it's sucky.
i thought maybe after i get to know the people a little better and when i fit in, i'll be myself.
but that's not the case.
i then realise it's me.
i don't like it.
i miss being me.

the way i was, the way i was noisy.
crazy, always laughing and all.
not at all aloof.

time to change that bad habit and be yourself again, suane!
and be more comfortable with where you are!

counting stars into the night

hey yo.
changed the skin to a lighter one.
thanks alane for the previous skin anyway :D

watched a horror movie earlier on. it was the typical type of horror movie you'd catch at a cinema, just that it doesn't make sense. it seems the just scare you out with their ghastly looking faces and their long long hair. my sister was so freaked out by them, she can't sleep by herself!

i worked like only three days this week, but at the end of today, i felt so tired/ sleep that i dozed off on the sofa! i so wanna get my pay soon lah. then don't go to work for a longgg time. teehees. so on thursday, was supposed to work but since i had got the dates misunderstood, went out with prawny instead! watched fool's gold, and walked around from orchard to vivo. woot! guess who we met there? someone with someone eh! haha!

gotta go off now before i doze again, heehee!

take over the breaks

it feels GREAT!

it feels great to be away from work for like 5 days!
so these past few days i have been just hanging around and lazing at home. in short, just taking a break from busy working life.

trackback, to last saturday, went for dinner with the clique five and with kuya shiek. ate avie's back! and erica as well! ooh, i love the brownies erica had bought! and as usual, we were all late in meeting up, haha. walked around the terminal 3 and exploring the place, nothing much there! i had expected more than what i saw. initial plan was to dine at earle's but the queue was way to long and were all hungry. so we ate at popeye's. left the boring place, met alane at city hall and ate again. we ate deserts at swensens, i asked for discount again. my manager must have been thinking that i've always been asking for discounts cause i've been like patronizing the place! haha!

then yesterday i decided to wake up a wee bit earlier than usual and go jogging. something which i haven't done in a long time. so it took my dad bby surprise when i told him i'll be going out to jog. i think he was so surprise about that he told my aunt that something wrong must have gone into me and prepared my favourite food for lunch. haha! my dad can be such a.. nvm, i won't mention it here but there are times that i totally can't stand him and won't talk to him although we stay under one roof and avoid him. but i guess he just dont know how to express his love for his daughter sometimes. i guess he expresses them in weird ways. maybe. but what i like is that he bought me a new laptop, when i never asked for one :D

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and uh. i was so digusted today. i went to meet my mom at chinatown, we wanted to buy some stuff. on my way to meet her there was this old man walking behind me and he sneezed and and i felt something wet on my legs. it was his phlegm!!!!!! totally yucks, totally yucks can!! SOOO disgusting!

it'll be work for me tomorrow again. i can't wait for payday lah. shopping again. can't wait to buy that nice wallet. and goodness me, we're having FISH for dinner today. 3 dishes of FISHES! SEABASS somemore. AHHH! maybe at this rate i'll lose weight, cause i tihnk i'll just eat an apple. haahaa. where did the ugly fat SEABASS come from? my dad loves to fish, and he caught like 11 or 12 of these fishes. much to my horror. imagine more fishes for dinner. AAHHH. i can smell it from the kitchen now.

oh oh, i'm posted to Nanyang Poly.
i'm appealing though.

and the shadow of the day

hey all.
i'm feeling so so sleepy.
i jusy so wanna say that valentine's day was rocking!!


i'm so sleepy that i'm slurring my words such that my sis couldnt understand me, haha goodnight!









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who doesn't?

AAAHHHHH!

i'm feeling the blues.
boohoos.

i'm feeling the blues.
i'm feeling the blues.
the blues, the blues.

i'm feeling the blues.
i'm feeling the blues.

oh, the blues.

i'm sick.
sick of this, that.
come save me.

oh oh, i'm feeling the blues.

if you're bitchy, i can be bitchier.

okay, so this is how i feel right now:

@#$%&*&%@#$
aahhhh!

why?

cause first of all, i've spent most of money and i'm running dry. second, i chipped my front tooth! i can't have a decent smile now, with a tooth like this lahhhhhh. then most importantly, today wasn't a great day at work.

i'm sick of work, work, work.
i hate work work work now.
and i don't like.
don't like some.
don't like that biatch!

so bitchy. woah, i can be bitchier lah, but i'm trying to be a nice lady by keeping my temper on you. uhh. sick of making mistakes. stressed uh. and i've got phobia of serving certain people already. it was real busy last week during the first few days of chinese new year and the blur me missed out an order for this customer and she berated me with with her scary eyes.
uh.

and so i wanna go for a holiday.
time to relaxxxx!

and oh, happy v day you all :)

there

we'll miss you!
take care, you.

uh.
it wasn't a great week this week for me.
teardrops were shed, at a cost too.

gahh.
but i'd like to take a break.
don't feel like working anymore!

save me

uh.
work sucks.

you cut me open

i had meant to update not only with pictures but with words as well!!
just that i was caught by mom using the computer at 3am, heehee.

so, last wednesday went out for dinner with beth, asyraf and didi.
it was a farewell dinner by the way.
can't believe it's a FAREWELL dinner you know.
and we had planned on dining in at kenny rogers but it was closed for cny!!

so we ended up eating where?
at swensens lah!

awww (:

asyraf, the ____
figure it out.
haha!

didi :D

sooo candid.

earthquake!

tall, short, shortest

then we went bowling!

they looked like ice cream at first you know.

then we walked over to esplanade and sort of cam whored

didi and asyraf

them in the oh-so-fun lift.
we had fun in the lift which only took us a few seconds to get to the next level, haha