imagine how frantic i was when i woke up at 9.15 this morning when my paper starts at 9.30! i quickly jumped out of my bed, changed into the uniform and rushed out to take a cab. it was such a relief that i managed to arrive in school at exactly 9.30! although something felt not right- in the rush of getting to school on time, i forgot to brush teeth! but at least i arrived in school on time otherwise i'll go ahh!

haha!

now that the mid years are over, there are so many things i wanna do! shopping of course, then suki sushi with alane, erica, anelie and ate avie! then movies- pirates of the carribbean, johnny depp's voice is so nice. haha!

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and have you watched channel 5's latest show, deal or no deal? pardon me but, the show is a bore to me, having know the fact that it's a copied version of the US's deal or no deal. even our philippine version of it is a better watch. and because of the variety of hosts we have, we don't have to see the same host for different shows. like having seen adrian pang or gurmit singh over and over again? i'll rather give it a miss.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALANE!
you're eighteen now!

we're both eighteen.
and i feel old!
haha!

i think english paper 2 killed me.

i think poa was on my mind. since last night that's why i didn't sleep well and i got a very weird dream! i shall not say what i dreamt about musliha and yusuf. HAHA!

but in my dream, i dreamt that i bought an island which looked like to be sentosa island and i was discussing with a guy how we are gonna develop it. suddenly, there was a big wave that flooded the island and there were black rats swimming around. then they began kissing the human beings and then they died with the rats in the mouth. weird and disgusting!

then in another scene, i dreamt i fell asleep on the bus and arrived at the usual bus stop and came musliha, beth, quennie and ana. we were like waiting for someone. then kenneth came, he was not wearing his uniform but on a skateboard. he then crashed onto a pillar.

aiya, i dreamt more weird stuff. but i woke up feeling weird! haha!

okay, enough about the stupid dream. the poa paper was supposedly easy. but i couldn't do it =/
like, when i was sitting for it, i forget how the format looked like. like i blanked out?

tomorrow phy and history!
whoo, history!
love history!

can't wait after the exams end.
i can't wait to go SHOPPINGGGGGG!

english paper 1, maths paper 1, ss and ml paper 1 are done with.

ever since maths paper 1 ended, i have been chillaxin chillaxin chillaxin.
maths was a killer anyway.

exams are not very easy.
come on monkey, get banana! come on suane, get studyin'!

well, history, phy/bio, poa,maths 2, i will come, on the breath of wind!

i feel like screaming!
cause i lost my notebook along with my english mock test in it, somewhere out there!

AHHHHHHHH!

there are so many things that i wanna blog about and share my thoughts. but right now, when i shouldn't even be here, i just feel like sharing some thoughts.

there are two kinds of people which disgust me.

firstly, they are the kind of people who are ungrateful. you do something for them, you give make the effort to make something nice or buy to give them something, and all i want to hear is a thank you. yet, sadly i don't hear anything like it.

but those kind of people are not that bad. i think the other kind of people which disgust me most is people who are unwilling to say sorry when they are in the wrong. these kind of people, i think that they have too much pride in themselves. too much pride in oneself that they are unwilling to accept that they are in the wrong or unwilling to give in to say a word of apology to the other party.

is saying thank you such a hard word to say? is saying sorry likewise, hard to say? although it might seem a small tiny issue, but to me it means a lot. it's two simple to words, but they mean big thing. the significance of one's sincerity.

and no, i'm not trying to say that i'm angry that someone did not say thank you and then didn't say sorry. no, i dont mean that. that's not my point.

the point is, really,
it questions me.
maybe that's why john elton sings the song sorry seems to be the hardest word?


and oh, i'm also not referring to anyone in particular.
hah.

we crossed paths
eyes not meeting.
a sense of familiarity overcame me
i looked back
were you an illusion that i pictured out?
but as you walked away
it dawned on me..
you're still supposed to be a ghost
of the past.

suane is is not going to be distracted.
suane will be focusing.
suane will be mugging mugging!
suane must mug mug!
therefore suane must go on hiatus!

let's go study people!

all the best for the mid years!
till then :)

image from bethany

put aside the books and the studying.
it was time to partayyy!

just last firday night i was worried that things will go awry and the bbq/party will be boring and screwed up. yet on that saturday night, as i lay in bed beaming to myself, i couldn't be more happier.

my 18th birthday, wasn't a debut which i had dreamt and hoped for. but i could say it's like better off than a debut.

so firstly, wanna thank..

the Lord for giving me 18 years of life. and my family.

and

jasper, zul, ayraf, bethany, kenneth, asnastasia, kah khei, pei xian, jia min, junaidi, ryner,gabriel,xiwen, jacksen, zacharie, weeling, steffi, wang zhi, quennie, ngamun, mustafa, kimberley, erin, sherlin, musliha, yusoff, joy,yanci,olivia,pearlyn, shuqi,benjamin, wee,mdm nur laila,kelly,huamin,audrey,florencia, marion,stacey..

and everyone else who came..

and with special thanks to:

kaiying: i LOVE your card can! and your present, you got me what i liked and wanted! THANK YOU!

asyraf: THANK YOU for getting up at the strike of midnight although you were already drunk! and i like the card! it's huge!

bethany: thanks for the help with the bbq stuff, otherwise, i'll go scream my head off. haha!

junaidi: you joker! thank you for helping too with the bbq stuff and the help all the way home. and for the present!

kenneth: thank you for helping me with the bbq stuff and the help all the way home, and i liked the card :D ( i really saw junaidi push you into the pool!)

quennie: thank you for the help with the bbq stuff, and present. love it!

gabriel & jacksen: thanks for the present, it's cute. i'm sorry for the late present gabriel :X

prawny: your mushroom soup was superb! cook more of it!

weeling & xiwen: LOVED your apple strudel, so yummy i eat a portion of it everyday! HAHA!

anelie: i'm sorry i didn't get you a present this year, but i like the necklace! i'll definetely wear it!

antoinette: your card was so nicely written! thanks for necklace whish came along with it! and say thank you too tita dionela too!

jiamin: without you, the bbq would have been impossible! THANK YOU!


and here are more pictures!

did i post this earlier?
kah khei, asyraf, anastasia, erin

muack muack!
kimberley & kah khei

kimberley & anastasia

baba & prawn!

muack again?
kimberley & kah khei

pinoy + pinoy
pinoys!

muack muack!

steffi dropped by!

image from: steffi

look at junaidi!
HAHA!
asyraf steffi junaidi yusoff
axel jacksen

image from: steffi

group photo!

image from:jasper

here are the photos taken last saturday! still have more, but you'll just have to ask me for them!

sorry, i'm pressed for time, and the photos were a hassle t upload, it took much of my time.
so my thank yous to the people will have to do another day!
till then, my next post!

Mid years is just a few days awayyyyy!
i'm so not prepared for it.
*^%#@!@$#@!

the one dollar family?

and their son?

peek-a-boo!

peixian & kimberley

peixian suane quennie

the 4D girls

and the 4D girls again

red yellow and blue-green, we are
suane, kimberley, xiwen

picture of the day: JOY!
SHE GOT THROWN INTO THE POOL!
haha!

weeling quennie musliha huimin

uhh, what were they doing?
asyraf jasper jeremy heng

father & son

candid camera!

gabriel's hand is huge!
gabriel bethany suane

and his fingers are huge too!
gabriel's fingers bethany suane

that's me!

kah khei suane quennie

birthday girl!

4D
formal shot

4D
informal shot

and along with the rest too..

let's cut the cake!

on the way to throw joy into the pool!

peixian & xiwen

musliha & xiwen

weeling & xiwen

JUNAIDI!

bethany, kimberely & ngamun!

HAHA! look at junaidi!

muacks!
jeremy heng bethany kimberely

the half-pinoy, half chinese guy
jeremy heng!

mdm nur laila wouldn't have approve of this.
jasper in his boxers!

jeremy heng bethany axel kimeberly

bethany & axel

brandon and.. who?

peek-a-boo bethany!

gabriel & kimberely!

and they came!
suane sherlin kaiying

suane kenneth and junaidi
this was after kenneth was pushed into the pool
by junaidi?

kaiying sherlin suane

whoa, this ice-cream cake was yummy.
i must be piling on in the kilos..


thank you!