i'm in total bliss..
and blessed.
i can say that it's one of the best birthdays i've had.
and so i'm grateful to many many people!
till then, my post on the two days!
wait for the pics people!

18 roses for an 18 year old

and oh, THANK YOU ASYRAF!
you wait till i blog again..

have a happy happy 17th birthday anelie!

HAHA!
i just realised something so stupid today.
shall elaborate on it next time.

and oh, i wish yenny a happy happy birthday!
( sry couldn't come for your bbq)

and wanna thank beth, quennie, kenneth and junaidi for the great great help you gave today :)

HELP WANTED:

'COOKIE' LINES

we the cookie committee, have run out of lines.
we need YOUR help to come up with wacky, catchy lines!


REWARD: the cookie of the day

yeah, i know.
this skin was so long ago. but i can't find any nice skins now. alane! make me a new skin! and besides, i should not be looking out for skins when mid years are really around the corner. and it's freaking me out cause i'm slackening and i'm not focused anymore!

@#$%&*

but one thing i'm glad for is that, i've got inspiration for my d&t artefact. YAY!
but it was a boo-boo for today's mt oral which i sucked at. the reading was alright, although i mispronounced some of the words. but the conversation ah, wah. the first conversation topic was 'what are features of a good student?' and i mistook the malay word for features for 'dreams' or 'aspirations'!! shitty lah. the second conversation was all right i hope.

while the chinese students were having their oral in the hall, there was news spreading like wildfire that mr.singh was clearing out the books under the desks. people were like rushing back to their classrooms to save their books. apparently, the 3A people had their books clared out by mr.singh already.

then i met up with gabriel for a cup of sweet talk before going home to meet junaidi who brought my phone home! i asked him to help me put it in his bag during our oral examination, and as i was the first candidate, i forgot to ask him about it, and he left school with it! haha, but good thing he just stays nearby.

and oh people.
the party/bbq venue has been changed!

i feel like screaming.
AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

gahhh!
what a bad sunday :'(

but nvm, the fact that i'll be a year older in no time lightened me up.
i got my early birthday present from mom already!
YAY!
now, i can't wait for my camera from dad!


i've uploaded and posted the pictures taken last friday. but then, cause of time constraints, and me not being of the best moods. i shall update another day.
my d&t folio is really worrying me. we're really wayyyyyy behind schedule and i can't think of anymore problem situations. should have taken art or f&n instead. HUR!

you wanna play this game?
well, i'm for it.
but it'll all go down to nothing in the end.

the things that happen these days are happening so fast, i can't get hold and catch what's really happening. anyway, every once in a while i forget that i have a little blog here, and i don't update. sorry, mid years are coming and it's freakingggg me out. i remember thinking of what i;m going to blog, and now, i forgot what was it all about.

here'a quick uodate.
the flu is almost gone. only the irritating flu is left. i dont wanna bring a box of tissue to school anymore. then i dont think i wanna keeo foing cookies everyday, people must be tired of seeing the same ol people everyday. sian. and we have lots of revision to do. grrr.
and guess what, guess what? my diet plan's doing well!
hurray for me!

and oh, last tuesday was the annual ben&jerry's day. we waited a year for it! but this year we were so busy, we only managed to arrive there berfore 7pm and grabbed only one cone!
but nvm, i'm on a diet. haha!

ben&jerry's day, 2006!

catching the bus this morning was not hard, it just arrived when i came. just on time.

arrived in school, prepared for the cookie time. mdm nur laila was the cookie teacher that day. i wasn't that confident of the line we were going to say. and marion was doing it with me. i reckon she missed doing cookie time. before the cookie time was the book review. the guy was perspiring even before he was up on stage and ms sim felt stress for him. after he left the stage mr lau came up and praised for having the courage to stand up there. then he turned around and said that it's now time for the cookie monster. hah! cookie monster!

anyway, it's such a cold weather, nice to sleep and hide under a blanket. brr. so cold. and oh! we all of asked mr.sim to have it postponed. our last history lesson was like three weeks ago. and i forgot all about the history test! good thing i remembered about the cold war, but about the fall of communism i simply had no idea about the pereisorky thing. that question cost me 12marks!

so after english lesson, we were supposed to have ACE. but since mdm nurlaila was our maths and ACE teacher, she always made use of the period for maths. today, we told her to let us have one last ACE lesson before we have it for maths revision. and she did carry on her ACE lessons. she played her era of music and some showslides. and then most unexpected thing happened, she cried. everyone was shocked lah, and kept quiet. quite emo. then quennie and i asked her what was wrong, she told us that, somehow, hears her taers just came rolling down. haha! she's so cute & emo.

quennie adn i joined the other foreigners to rehearse for the international friendship day for the assembly period. i don't feel like going up on stage for assembly then sing a chorus! i have half a mind to be absent on monday. then rushed for my mock english test since i was absent in school that day. supposed to celebrtae beth's birthday today, but it's postponed tomorrow.

have a happy happy sweet 16th birthday to bethany and weeling!

oh how i love this new skin i just found!
so freaking nice!

let's do a short one for today shall we?
i'm in a hurry, i'm stealing time here!

-i sound manly today, with my voice.
- stupid came so long, and was full
- no cookie time again, mr.lau bad mood
- ate a really hot bowl of bak chor mee!
-flu got worse after running in the rain
-finished my load of homework, yay!
- now i got more work waiting for me!

haha, goodnight!
i'm off now!

ahh, having flu and maybe fever again.
i left school early after the day's first two periods, and went home to sleep on my comfy bed.
i'm feeling much better now :)

just yesterday was the band's syf.
i was fearing that my thoughts would come true. sadly, yes. the band got a bronze.

we were on the way to SCH. on the bus, some were feeling tensed, some were jovial, chatting as usual maybe to ease themselves. will the atmosphere be victorious or sad on the bus back to school?

the band geared themselves up in the tuning room, that's when kaiying and sherlin arrived. shortly after, we hastily wrote our all the best cards for the clarinetists then we joined everyone in waiting for their turn to perform. wished the band all the best, hugged them and ran up after buying sherlin's food.

were just on time to watch victoria band. chicken, the emcee announced wrongly. she said their choice piece is into the light. they were okay. they were followed by another band. then next band walked in, our very own questband. as i watched them, i felt guilty. i should have been there with them. i felt this and that.

oh shut up suane.
all those are over now.

the other bands that followed were average, other than siling sec which i thought to be quite good. and their conductor was, whoa. so tall, like giant. and there was st. theresa convent. i could hear them during their band practice when i'm at home. and their conductor is a lady, we were laughing at her. heehee! ask me personally why.

there was a break before the anouncement of the results. samuel came over to me after sherlin and kaiying left to eat their food. he asked how did the band fared. i don't know how to answer. i don't want to give false hopes or anything.

thne it was time to know the results. the emcee had to read out 20 or more bands that day. CHIJ to payoh had gold. whoa, they scream like they were screaming their heads off. their mouths were so wide open. haha! but only their school had gold that day. pioneer sec school had COP, felt sorry for them. maybe the judges were really strict this time. that's why..

then, school no.21
queenstown secondary school..bronze.
we froze, then the everyone clapped.

we quickly got outside to where the band was. their faces were sombre. some were expressionless, some had red eyes from the crying. we then walked over to the clarinetists and hugged shu qi. i thought hugging was a good way to comfort someone. apparently not to some. and i think i was talking too much. so we kept quiet.

i remember two years ago, i myself shed tears after hearing the results. i remember us clarinetists sitting in a row, holding hands as we listened to the results. i remember kaiying and stacey saying ''oh my God, oh my God!'' out loud before the emcee said queenstown secondary school.. bronze.

on the way back to school, i sat with hoileng. we didn't talk. better to let her have some time alone. even habib was quiet. only the newbie teachers were talking.

back to school. in the music room. the band were seated, ready to hear what has everyone to say. we three came in together with them. but sherlin wanted to go toilet so kaiying accompanied her. i stayed in for a while, and go out. after the auntie went in the band room to tell them that she had lock the school gates, everyone got out of the music room. more people cried. what happened? before that everyone was okay already.
apparently, ho yeung cried after he talked halfway. that poor thing.

we then left school for tiong and ate at our favourite restaurant. sakae sushi! i felt so hungry, i haven't eaten lunch. we ate until were satisfied and decided to have neoprints! took one with the clarinetitsts and rushed home.

i had acutllay planned something special for today's cookie time. but ms azlina wasn't feeling well, and i wasn't feeling well either. so maybe it's a good thing that it'll be postponed to tomorrow. watch out for it people.

to the questband, cheer up and put a smile on your faces. the SYF is now over. the results may have been disappointing but what matters is that these past few months, you guys have bonded together as a band and have closer friendships with people and of course, you guys also did the best you can. the commitment, the effort, the experience will be memorable. overall, you guys dod a great job to have come this far :)

just a while ago, i was fuming mad.
now i couldn't be bothered.
all i want to do now is just read and read my book.
the bronze horseman =D

and i couldn't care less anymore for my d&t folio.
i'm handing it in, unfinished and undone.
ahh!

and tomorrow is the big day.
the day questband will be competing in the syf.
so everyone,

ALL THE BEST FOR IT.

DO THE BEST YOU CAN!
and most importantly, to my fellow clarinetists too!

yesterday's sports day was as i had expected.

belvedere was won the house championship with just a point difference from alexandra. that's okay, but ahh! i didn't expect that alexandra would be last cheerleading lah. when commonwealth and strathmore were competing against each other in the game tug of war, we stopped cheering. it wasn't our house anyway competing out there. piggy saw the judges coming and she quickly led her commonwealth house to cheer, while we just watched them. i didn't know the judges rate us down because we weren't cheering at that time. we can't possibly be cheering only when judges come right? but we've got witnesses to say that we were making more noise than commonwealth. of course lah, since i was screaming for them to cheer louder and i kind of tick others off. but at the end of the day, all i want to have is a yummy meal. i was hungry, my stomach was making some noise.

mr.lau and mr.loh addressing to the crowd.

and look at how empty the stadium was after we left.

my hair, dyed red.
i had to scrub it off two times before it finally came off!

i'm sorry too. i'm glad we're alright now (:



we took pictures in the toilet and kept wang zhi and howe yong waiting.
haha!



we wanted to eat at seoul garden at first, then pepper lunch.
in the end, we finally decided on yoshinoya.



birdy peixian!












hahaha!
peixian with my bag!


charlies angels?

so that was yesterday.
it's such a hot and humid day today. and today, homework day. have to finish taht pile of homework.

have a good friday everyone (:

photo credits: BETHANY

hello, i'm back to blogging.
or maybe.

just changed to this skin again. i wanted to mix and match skins and images but then cause of time constraint, i did not do so. so it's back to this skin. it's feels more personal after a bit of editing.

anyway, it's the month of april already. yay, and boo too. why? yay, cause it's my month and boo cause mid years is a month away and the o's is six months more.

gosh, time flies so fast. i'm going to be 18 soon, so old. and my dad is not for the idea of me having a debut. and he's not too keen on spending too much to have my 18th birthday as i wanted. he wants me to have it in philippines instead, after my grandparents 50th wedding anniversary. boohoos!

today's cookie time was kind of funny. chor hao, zach and i called ourselves the twin towers. and i know i looked really short standing in between two tall guys. haha! the 'cookie time' was zach's idea by the way. good one isnt it?

although the assembly was a good start for the day, it wasn't so. i was feeling kinda of messed up. this and that was on my mind. and now, i can't find the words to describe what i was thinking and feeling. hah.

it was a busy day especially after school. had to do this do that. ahhh! and we got so much homework to do over the 'long weekend'! hah! long weekend indeed! right after the so called long weekend, we got tests tests.

had a good distressing in class. we were laughing and screaming away. and so, after hanging out in class, i went to 'rescue' kaiying at the school gate. went over to outside the music room, asked ms azlina for syf tickets, met everyone in band again. and went for our foodtrip! the good ol days when we always go to tiong for foodtrips after band practices. ah, i so miss those times. crazy times.

and now i'm here, online and not studying. i'm looking at the the pile of homework have to be done. hah, i'm laughing at it now. cause i'm not gonna bother abt it tonight. i want and need to get a good sleep cause i've got panda eyes and tomorrow is our sports day. and how am i gonna lead alexandra in its cheers? i don't know, i may be the only screaming my head off. haha, so dead.

i 'll be on..

HIATUS


and will be back soon (: