3 more match to glory



Quarter Finals liao.... cant wait liao.... i'm Italy supporter... all the way Luca Toni, time to break ur duck.... too bad they'll meet Argentina so soon... (tat's if they dun lose to Germany tonite)

Zhi Wei

Heh bro juz wanna let u noe i'm always appreciate your frenship and respect u alot... u'r always very encouraging towards me...

I noe our frenship went along way back... thinking back i can still remember the 1st time i meet u... i noe our frenship went thru many storming in the past... but i appreciate all the times where we got together to help one another... i noe tat if i ever need anything from u, u'll neva hold it back from me....

i trust u alot bro and this trust came from all the times we share... there're tonnes of it and to noe tat i've u as a fren really encourage me... i think i told u b4 when some of the west bro fell away u guys really helped me... i feel alot of support from u all and the frenship really helped me to be spiritual again...

Bro, i noe u can be very prideful towards u, i can see ur humility in all these... thx for ur love for me i can be hard to love on many occasions... u r one of the bros tat noes me the best and u have seen me when i struggle and when i'm weak... u offered me ur frenship...
looking back this 7 yrs there were many up and downs in our frenship but i noe it really helped me alot to learn and to appreciate u....

Thank you bro.... i love you alot as a bro (very hard for me to put this in)
Happy 7th yr....

VICTOR QUEK
Now i share for him 1st not becos he's my small grp leader, but becos he'll be going away for a few days so....

Bro i juz wanna thank you for always being so forgiving and understanding... I noe i'm not always easy to disciple and lead... i can be quite prideful towards you as well...

I think of the time B4 i go army you taking out ur time to come to tiong bahru to spend time with me, to help me be ready for army now it's been almost 3 yrs but i still can remember wat are some of the advices you gave me...

You are very dedicated in your work and your studies always working hard and trying your best... Things may not always be a bed of roses for you but you always rise above it... I also see you as a leader who sticks your head out for orders as well...
Spending the little time tat u have to disciple Tang and help him in his bible study.... i think it really helped him to be closer and to gain more conviction...

You are also very loyal in your frenship, seeing you spendtime wif junliang & jacky last week tells me tat you neva forget them....

Bro i juz want to encourage you to keep doing wat's rite & carry on fighting... have a great trip take care...

Well last nite was leaders meeting, felt abit burden by it... We kinda went thru the schedule for July... Wah busy man!!! then i was also asked to help out with the Hope Flag Day... tat's in 30 Sept... The mth of October is very busy oso it'll be campaign mth.... so it'll be like H4SD all over again....

Haha i was very tempted to be negative, and if u noe me, i can be quite negative and critical some time... i told myself not to be but there's still abit of fear in me... Juz said yesterday i was abit free, i'm surprise at how things can change so fast....

Anyway i decided not to think abt it and do something abt it instead... so i decide to be encouraging to people cos during the mth of June lotsa pple encouraged me....

Now you all noe tat my blog is abit more exclusive, cos i dun want all the pple to come and i'll feel paisei... :-p (since when) i juz dun want pple to be affected by wat i say esp when being sensitive if not my strength...

But i still can be encouraging, so i'm gonna write and encourage pple who i invited to read my blog.... I dun want my blog to be juz abt me... :-)
[but let me qualify tat the order of my posting or encouragement doesnt mean i'm closer to him/her]

This was some time back didn't have time to post it.... Kids Kingdom Rules!!!(if ya not serving in it....)

Well, i'm now quite relax, the long month of June has finally come and go for me... There are so many things that happened that i dun have time to reflect... i was very overwhelm and over-worked, or at least i think i'm....

Now that things have slow down for me, I can think about what i learned in the conference, but a bit hard cos it's been a few weeks and the things i learn is not as fresh anymore... But there're things that i still remember very vividly, like when Harlem share abt how we need to spend time to love people, that the best time to love is NOW! Or when i talk to Vincent and he share how by serving people takes faith and that he encourages me to plan and to be organise.... as i think thru' all these i think God was trying to show me how i can serve people... I see how selfish i was.... Of coz learn alot abt my own leadership from the Sir Issac Shackleton Video....

Then there was the Seremban trip, well the trip was really tiring but very faith lifting and encouraging... I learn to serve to take responsiblity and of coz to communicate wif people... The trip was definitely very fun... though there were times where i was frustrated and impatient wif people... So encourage to see brothers and sisters that were sold out for the Lord, I saw how Burt and Wai Ling serve, seeing bro like chu kee and philip even michelle... thought abt the 1st trip and how they r still trying very hard to evangelise in Seremban! It make my struggle seem so minute when i see the parents bring their kids ard reaching out to people!

Well of coz i learn alot for H4SD as well, planning, painting etc... There were tonnes of work to be done on that day itself but God worked all of it out... I juz wanna thank all the people that helped out... People like ChernYang who got all the cleaning supplies and drove us ard, Jo who serve wholeheartedly(juz look at the paint tat was on him), he did whatever i asked him to do and more... Of coz there is Weiling who did the budget and admin... Susan and Ling for doing the registration and decorations!!! Ronald for the songs and hosting.... Of coz Joyce Tan who taught me how to laugh at watever people throw at you and for always patient and encouraging!!! Thank you to all the bros and sis who serve in everyway that you can.... but i'm gald it's over....

I'm reading the book Tuesday With Morrie... Learning alot, it's people that matters and the time we all spend together... well i really learn to serve and to love people....

Thank God for the chance to serve Him and to serve people.... Btw i just got a msg from Rapheal today asking me if i can help out with the flag day... my 1st thoughts were 'here we go again'... haha sianz... but i agreed to serve... so as to help my heart to give and not to be self-focus....

Get Ready....

Well, it's been a rollercoaster month for me, and it's not even over yet... Lotsa ups and lotsa downs too...

well felt like i neva really rested since the day this mth begin, and it juz peaked during the conference itself... barely have time to meet my mum to even have dinner... i went to church more often than i meet my mum...

have been emotional as well when i think about the things tat happen, at 1 point of time was really overwhelm... i guess i was too disorganise, but so many things i plan doesnt seem to go the way i wanted it to be...

like for the H4SD outta blue, someone in the committee gotta go overseas becos of work... Erm all the programmes and planning have been changed so many times... or when i decide to be giving, people dun appreciate it... sometimes becos of my responsiblity i need to chase after people and they think you are bugging them...

And so i juz go thru these ups and downs...

Btw there are ups, like for the conference, i really see where i was as a leader, in the 1st place, i'm a bad follower of God... i was really humbled and inspired by the conference alot.... as for seremban, it was very encouraging, people were open & we have a great service....

well at the end of this 2 weeks wat did i learn?... i'm tired... well more to come this Saturday... IT will be THE day for me... :-)

Quote from Tuesdays With Morrie
"Accept what you are able to do and what you are not able to do"

thanks for reading & praying for me
i really need to write to sort my heart out, ok need to go back to work liao. Wish me Luck!

well it has been a very eventful week... & gonna be a even more eventful June... well there 're so many things happening in Jun tat i feel abit overwhelm... buried by the tonnes of 'events'

no i'm not complaining, i'm unwinding... anyway there are a few things tat u can pray for me... i'll appreciate it alot...

1) for me to not fall sick, or be emotional & overwhelm...
2) tat i'll be humble & learn something in the conference tat will help me change...
3) for the seremban trip, to have a safe journey up & back (juz read an article in the newspaper, the accident rate is kinda high over the school holidays)
4) also tat someone will study the bible in seremban & tat we'll be fruitful!!!
5)for the H4SD to be organise & tat there will be no unhappy x'tain or old folks!!! (good news maybe the MP of tat area is gonna come down & have lunch wif us!!!)
6) pray tat i wont be burn out after all these :-P hehe...

well all these things kinda wrap up my month of June... i'm trying to take it 1 week at a time but Satan seems to have an uncanning way of winding me up! thanks for ur prayers & support!