Girl: What do you like about me?
Boy: I don't know what i like about you. I don't even know why i got attached to you. I'm regretting it now..


haha.. is that the kind of answers that you are expecting to hear?? haha. it's meant to be a joke.. but somehow or another i can relate to it.

to my friend: 7 years is a long time to be together with someone.. and to think that both of you went to different places to study. over time.. things have changed.. both of you have changed.. that's why now the feeling is different. it's up to you how you want to solve the problem. If you want to say bye in the next month.. make sure you know what you are doing.. :)but i'm sure you know..





1 John 4:19
"We love because he first loved us."

if sorry was so easy to solve all problems..

i don't need apologies.. i don't need anything.. i just want to be alone..



1 John 4:19
"We love because he first loved us."

i have finally started work.. after losing touch with the working world for ages.. oh wells.. not quite used to it.. maybe because it's my first few days at work and there is nothing much for me to do.. it really reminds me of the times when i was doing my internship.. because i wasn't really doing anything during the first few days of work..

they told me that maybe thursday onwards i will get busy.. i hope so.. at least time can pass by faster that way instead of just sitting around and staring at ppl doing work or just staring at the wall in front of me..

sad to say i haven't gotten a com at my workplace yet.. they say i will get it.. but maybe not yet.. see how.. i hope to get it soon.. at least i have something to do by then.. oh wells..

looking forward to the weekends though there is nothing much on because there isn't much programmes to begin with.. oh wells..

i'm looking forward to the time when i can really enjoy myself at work.. though i'm enjoying a bit as i make friends with my colleagues.. not many handsome doctors so far.. haven't seen much.. haha..

i always had this image of doctors being very nerdy.. and that is how most of the doctors look like.. haha.. only a few got that 'look' to make them so good looking.. haha.. the best is to look at those ang moh looking doctors.. haha.. that is more shiok.. haha.. more good looking.. sad to say.. they don't look at me.. haha!!

oh wells.. i guess that's all for now.. i really don't hope that i don't get H1N1.. though there is a high possibility.. better play safe..





1 John 4:19
"We love because he first loved us."

went out with my friends from MI on monday.. really spent the whole time talking a lot of crap.. and yes.. they kept rubbing in the fact that i didn't meet them for coming to 2 years.. haha.. quite true.. but at least i finally met up with them.. :)

lunched at hong kong cafe where we just sat there and hear the guys talk the most regarding their medical checkup they did and shared stories and stuff.. but at the end.. i can conclude that 1 thing hasn't changed for the guys.. their vulgarities.. haha.. it's really used as a full stop, comma, exclamation mark and adjective to make their sentences more flowery. haha. but it's been a long time since i last heard that..

oh wells.. darren is going in tomorrow.. haha.. i'm sure he is not looking forward to it.. but yet looking forward.. so ALL THE BEST TO YOU DARREN!! Have fun.. :)





1 John 4:19
"We love because he first loved us."

can you believe it? half a year is gone.. and we are already in the 2nd half of 2009!!

i found my autograph book some months back.. only took the chance to read it a few days ago since i was so free.. (yes.. i was free..) anyway, that book really brought back a lot of memories.. from P6 to Sec 4.. classmates wrote in it, teachers wrote it in, the actor that became a relieve teacher in our school wrote it in, my fellow handbellers wrote in it. OMG.. it just brought back so much memory..

Especially those written by hanbell seniors and fellow handbellers.. it brought back all the performance memories, all those hard times we trained together.. all those playing times.. composing songs, coordinating.. living in the world of bells and enjoying all those music that we were playing.. it was just so amazing..

having my 1st performance in 2001 during christmas where we went to shopping centres to carol and to 1 army camp to perform.. it was just amazing.. i can remember where we play foolsball at the army camp and how the army guys helped us change our notes to 50 cents so that we can play while waiting to perform. haha.

SYF competition was a stress killer for us with a downfall for 1 year.. (we really made history for MG..) but after that we managed to pull back.. and we did great in the next SYF and we are still doing great now. :) i'm so proud of my juniors.. :)

anyway, handbells was really a motivation for me.. something that made me love those bells so much (besides polishing them..).. those time we spend laughing and crying cannot be found again.. but only relieved.. thinking about them really made me want to play handbells again.. but i'm quite lazy in some sense.. haha. oh wells.. if only time could rewind back to when i was back in sec school.. and all i would do is play handbells all day long..




1 John 4:19
"We love because he first loved us."