hi everyone.. it's already coming to the end of the year.. and i guess this will be my last entry for the end of 2008..

the year 2008 has been a very interesting year for me.. i've learnt many things, made many friends.. and gone through 3 semesters in this year.. i've also gone on 2 holiday trips which gives me cravings to want to take the plane or have a bus trip once again..

on sunday when i was in church.. danny told the kids to write down 5 things to thank for this year.. and it took me quite awhile to list down 5 things.. but when i was on the way home.. and up till now.. my list is starting to expand.. let me list them..

1. Friends and Family


2. Good Results


3. Able to serve in CM


4. Learning many valuable lessons


5. My Niece


6. Holiday trips (short and long)


7. New Laptop, bag, shoes, clothes


8. Improvement in my back


9. Trip on the Singapore Flyer

I think there will be more.. but i have to slowly remember them and thank God for all of them.. i know sometimes i go through a phase where i keep wondering why must i do this, why must i do this.. i hate this.. i hate that.. but at the end of the day.. i still learn something..

i feel that this year is a fruitful year for me.. actually.. every year has been a fruitful year for me.. i've treausred many things and want to continue to treasure them.. if you ask me what is the thing that has the greatest impact on me this year, i'm not really sure what it is.. it can be helping the old lady i met in macau to having attachment this year..

I have also gone through ups and downs this year.. but some how or another.. i don't really have a clear memory on the downs of this year.. i still remember the ups more than the downs.. or maybe i jus don't remember both of it.. i have no idea why.. selective memory?? maybe that works well for me..

i've jus remembered a down thing that happened this year.. i lost my phone and wallet.. and up till now.. i'm still missing both items.. and there is no sign of my wallet or handphone.. and i jus presume the police has given up looking for my wallet since they don't seem to get back to me about it.. oh wells..

a good thing that happened this year?? haha. i've enjoyed myself with so many ppl.. haha.. everytime i have fun.. its a good thing.. haha.. i love church.. family.. friends.. bf.. it's never ending.. let me share some love around.. haha.. to girls.. i'm straight.. to guys.. i'm taken.. haha. :P

reading my last year's entry.. i felt so high profile due to all the club activities.. but this year.. it has since slowed down.. and it's a great feeling too.. :) we all don't say hi to each other nowadays.. sometimes we just smile to acknowledge each other's presence.. 'the power of silence'. :)

and i'm still very sorry to my mg and mi friends.. another year has passed and i didn't even get to meet up with any of them!! omg.. i feel so so so sad.. i think i should really find time to meet up with them liao.. maybe once poly is over.. better meet up before all the guys go to army.. that will be real sad..

how about my new year's resolution?? sometimes i feel that there are so many things i want to do in a year.. but come to think of it.. how many things can you actually accomplish in a year?? you only have 365 days.. and most of the time we complain that we are tired.. what more trying to do 1001 things??

my resolution for this year was to lose weight.. i guess i did.. though i always see myself as still fat.. many ppl have commented i lost a lot of weight.. and the weight lost was after IPP.. oh wells.. i think overall the whole year.. my weight has been maintained.. so i'm quite satisfied.. whether i want to put weight lost as my resolution next year.. i'm not too sure about that.. maybe i'll jus put it at the KIV section..

i guess i will still stick to a few of my resolutions of last year.. not saying that i didn't fulfill it this year.. but i jus want to continue them.. at least it makes me feel happy..

• Put a smile on ppl's faces
• Continue to serve God in any way
• Have a positive attitude
• Don't jump into conclusion so fast
• Always be patience
• Learn to be forgiving
• Always be cheerful
• Be able to prioritzed my things
• Get into Uni
• Lesser natural disasters
• Have lots of fun!!

not sure whether there will be more to add on the list.. but i don't really have much things for next year.. seems like i just want to improve on my attitude and hopefully to be a better person.

i looked at my last entry of last year.. and i said that the year passed very quickly.. and once again.. this year has passed very quickly too.. both nicholas and siping agreed with me when i said that on sunday.. and all of us were complaining that we were getting old.. so idayu.. you will be 20 next year.. haha.. don't think you can be stuck at 19 forever.. haha.

Audrey: thanks for always being there for a listening ear.. :) meet up soon yah??

i'm looking forward to many things that i will be facing next year.. i hope it's going to be great.. :)


Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!


1 John 4:19
"We love because he first loved us."

I can't stand singaporeans.. though i'm one.. but they jus don't give way to pregnant woman. every time i go out with my sis, you see super inconsiderate uncles and running kids. Once in awhile, you may meet a kiasu lady.

I was already pissed enough with the crowd at orchard cos it was so crowded and it seems that everything on the shelf was free cos ppl jus take and queue.. and it was the same at Macs too. the ice cream was terrible because they serve ppl melted ice cream. -_-".. oh wells..

when we were going to leave our seat.. suddenly a lady appeared behind us and wanted to take the table. i'm ok with it. jus that.. she was blocking the way out for us. how ridiculous. i know everywhere is crowded.. can't you be a bit more patient.. and can't you open your eyes to see a pregnant woman trying to squeeze her way out of a small place. and when i said to her 'can you let her out first?' she jus didn't move and stood there. OMG. she either can't understand english or she is jus damn kiasu. i told her she was a ridiculous woman and walked away. and she couldn't be bothered either. she jus sat down with her macdonalds in her plastic bag. -_-"

p.s. if you are taking away your food.. why go to the table and sit?? take away means you are not eating there.. oh wells..

on a lighter note.. my niece is growing fatter. i've finally decided to put a photo of her on my blog. haha. she's starting to recognize ppl.. at least i think she is. haha.. she's also responding a bit to her name.. haha.. but we call her by her english and chinese name until i think she's quite blur..haha..

isn't she a happy baby?

1 John 4:19
"We love because he first loved us."

Christmas is not the same every year.. but i guess somewhat near christmas is the time i fall sick.. oh wells..

My boy is being posted to officer course in the navy.. and he just went in this week.. i'm so thankful i got to see him during christmas eve or else i will cry. but he broke to me a bad news.. he will be sailing from 31st Jan to 14th March..

i don't know how to describe what i'm feeling now.. a bit mixed.. but i promised that i won't cry infront of him.. though it is only 6 weeks.. it feels like 3 months. oh wells..

i guess i should be happy for him.. i supported him in his decision and so does my family and relatives.. but i guess there are the pros and cons to it.. so many things can happen in those 6 weeks.. finishing projects, studying for exams, having exams, and maybe even getting back results..

i might be at a lost during that period.. so please forgive me if i do anything wrong.. but i must learn to be strong..

Merry Christmas one and all..




1 John 4:19
"We love because he first loved us."

Singapore is out of the Suzuki Cup..

that's like damn sad.. i saw how the match was played.. and i think the other party was too much.. they were rough.. and they act so much.. i think they should jus land themselves in the acting industry.. why play football when your pain after your opponents hit you starts only a few seconds when your opponent is gone.. -_-"

waste so much time.. lucky the referee was good.. jus heck care them and play on.. i think everyone knew their tatics.. oh wells.. you can say i'm sour grapes.. maybe i am.. but i think singapore did a much better job than vietnam.. though they didn't win.. they still did us proud..

i like it when there was 1 singapore player.. who went up to the guy during the match when both were down cos they collided.. and said something like 'you suck' to the other party.. haha.. i think that was so cool.. oops..

but please.. improve on your acting skills.. argh.. singapore.. JIA YOU FOR NEXT YEAR!!!




1 John 4:19
"We love because he first loved us."

the weekend was too happening for me already.. my mood has been going up and down like a roller coaster ride..

i hate the traffic police directing traffic near the causeway cos they gave such an attitude face. they look as if they want to beat ppl up.. super fierce lah..

on the way back.. saw a chao ah lian from a singapore car.. going up to another singapore car.. knocking on the window like an idiot.. just for the person to say sorry cos the person hit her car.. she made it sound like the accident was ok.. but.. the car looked perfectly fine.. all she wanted was the word 'sorry'. how ridiculous singaporeans can get.. will sorry mend back the dent on your car if there is even a dent in the car.. if it can.. i would like to see it..

and back here in singapore.. instead of having a run away bride.. we now have run away maid.. i wonder what kind of movie can this be.. they better do a good job.. or else we can say bye bye to the maid agency..

following that.. i think nebo might have thrown away my card cos they couldn't find it when i went to collect it.. maybe cos i delayed by 4 days.. but finally they still gave it to me.. which i didn't bother.. cos my purpose? jus give me the card.

going to spend the next few days being a maid, doing up my cards, visiting the doctor.. and my list is never ending.. why can't my christmas list be never ending?

argh.. i'm feeling so irritated that i can cry 10 buckets of water..




1 John 4:19
"We love because he first loved us."

some nyp students are jus so irritating.. i know i'm from the school.. but i'm not talking about myself..

yesterday while we were trying to do our project in the library room.. some idiots (all guys) keep knocking on our door and walk away.. and 2 even ran away when we opened the door.. super pissing.. so we all started to stare at those who keep walking by.. until they didn't knock our door but the room next to us.

seriously.. i think they should just get a life.. knocking doors very fun ah?? you might as well go knock your head on the wall.. i think you will have more fun that way..

next.. when we were leaving school.. a dance group was using the atrium to practice their dance.. but they were no where near dancing yet.. and we thought they were jus having a gathering.. and when we walked.. they were like.. please walk that way.. but we jus walked in the middle.. and an idiot (also a guy) said 'don't understand english ah?' if we don't understand english.. may i know what language am i typing now? malay ah? put a sign somewhere so that we know.. and make it visible.. don't make it seem as though the whole school belongs to your dance cca.

get a life man..



1 John 4:19
"We love because he first loved us."

i finally get to meet scott the 3 months he was in army.. haha.. to think that everytime leong comes out.. scott comes out too.. jus that i don't get to see scott.. but today.. and finally.. i saw scott just right in front of me!!! haha..

what a coincidence.. haha.. scott.. you didn't grow at all lor.. we are almost the same height.. haha.. he said that his bag is making him shorter.. haha.. oh wells.. i think i'll start jumping so that i can be taller than scott.. haha.. but i think that will jus make him so sad.. haha..

another 2 more army days before leong and scott officially finish their BMT.. haha.. i guess they must be so looking forward to it.. haha.. i asked scott what he will be doing during his short break.. haha.. he has no idea.. so i told him to drive his mitsubishi lancer around.. haha.. till the day i think scott drives safely.. i won't sit his car.. i think i drive safer than him.. haha..

so much about scott before someone get jealous.. my niece is finally out to see the world.. haha.. Abigial Kuan. haha.. poor little girl has a birth mark on her forehead.. i hope it won't be so obvious when she grows up.. but she's so cute. haha.. she looks like my brother.. haha.. its like my brother became a girl.. or my niece became my brother.. jus a smaller version.. haha.. hopefully i can see her tmr?? or the day after?? oh wells..

i guess that's all for the week. =) long weekend but with 2 icas due on tuesday.. someone help me do my work!! PLEASE!

nighty night.




1 John 4:19
"We love because he first loved us."

This week is killer ICA week..

5 icas in a week..

OMG!!

thankfully i'm done with 2..

another 3 more to come.

please let me be able to cope.




1 John 4:19
"We love because he first loved us."