there are so many things in me that makes me look back at the recent months.. and it really made me think a lot.. its not always on jus 1 situation.. but its on many.. sometimes the feeling you have of something.. it jus doesn't seem right and correct.. and the more you see it.. things jus don't look the way you think it looks..

it gets worrying sometimes.. and it doesn't put your mind at ease.. but thankfully for me.. i sleep on it and wake up with things forgotten and not wanting to be dug out from the night before.. but not so thankfully for me.. it might come back once again.. to haunt.. and having that feeling that jus left the night before..

having to jus face reality as it is can be easy and can be difficult.. not thinking about it makes you feel much better.. but when you start seeing it and listening to it.. it jus makes you feel that you shouldn't know about it.. i spoke to someone about it.. and i guess we did understand when you are jus stuck in that situtation..

sometimes you don't know what to do.. giving a smile to assure the other party thinking it would be fine.. but who will know what you are really thinking deep down inside.. is it really ok?? no one will know except the person and God.. but at the end of the day.. its jus stuck with you all the time..

all that is said.. all that is done.. its jus all being taken into each person's stride.. jus going through it everyday.. hoping that it won't be a routine.. or that nothing new would come along.. making things go jus off.. its jus.. something..



its jus called uneasy..

did i say that i got checked for an NC 16 movie.. all thanks to our dear friend.. audrey wong.. we watched hot fuzz.. and all 4 of us had to be checked to see whether we were 16.. haha.. but oh wells.. audrey we don't blame you.. its been awhile since we last got check for a movie.. haha..

went out for dinner yesterday with xt, audrey, david, suban, an officer's name whom i can't remember, musquit and leong.. went to casurina's air-coned prata house to eat prata.. and i thought leong and i were already late.. but there were ppl even later.. haha.. oh wells.. but we all had so much fun laughing and talking..

i think we were a bit high yesterday also.. until the fact that we were hearing the wrong things.. david thought he heard something like ' the girlfriend is a f****** cb'.. haha.. wth.. i had no comments on that man.. came home a bit late.. but could still feel dinner in my stomach.. not bad.. i've learnt how to eat mutabak.. (is that how you spell it??) haha.. oh wells.. new food for an old stomach.. haha..

went to school today for project.. tried to do as much as possible.. thanks leong for helping us along the way.. haha.. it was needed.. we cracked a lot of lame jokes..

leong: this is the SWOT analysis..
me: is it?? i didn't know..
leong: there is a pest one also..
me: huh?? the insect one??
leong: no.. -_-"..

next..

kelynn, devi and suyu were talking about store traffic..

me: huh?? store traffic?? where?? in the store room??
devi: no.. the store's traffic.. you know like how many ppl walk into the store..
me: oh.. right..

oh shit.. something is wrong with me..

ali: i would want to see my gf everyday for the 1st 2 months.. after that.. i'll see her like once or twice a week..
me: why??
ali: cos that's the honeymoon period..
me: your head lah.. its 6 months..
ali: is it??
me: yah..


i think today's project was fun.. but we have to get things going.. before the whole lot of due dates start crashing down on all of us.. 2 ICAs are due next week.. EFMA and Business finance.. the following week.. there should be some more.. crap..

i'm happy with my efma and ict ica1 results.. but i want to see my other modules results.. why can't they return the paper like this week.. why do they always have to wait till the following week?? this is bad.. the tension.. its jus GONED!! haha..

so i guess that's all for this week.. handbells concert tmr.. i hope they aren't stressing themselves that much.. and i hope it will be a nice concert.. :) tataz..




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some photos that i took yesterday.. i forgot to say.. north canteen has new food.. haha.. aishah and i ate 3 pratas.. egg, banana.. and chocolate..



















banana and egg pratas



















chocolate prata.. it can stand..



















we couldn't eat finish.. that's what was left.. haha..






















i was bored while waiting after school.. so i started drawing.. haha..





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xt did this quiz.. so i went to do too!!

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.




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its already the second in the blink of the eye..

had so much fun today..

watched hot fuzz with xt and audrey..

audrey got to eat her mee pok..

great day..



happy 2nd.. =)




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friday's trip to sentosa was fun..

went out with a bunch of year 3 students.. i was the only year 2.. but never mind.. i had fun.. came back home with a swollen middle finger due to frisbee.. don't ask me why.. i had no idea what happened also.. haha..

i was experiencing sea sick even though i was jus standing inside the water.. the current was jus too strong.. i was almost thrown into the water.. but thankfully.. i was allowed to walk in myself.. but in the end.. i still got my whole body went cos he pulled me in..

got to know things better.. and yah.. it was like.. jus funny.. oh wells.. hope things will jus be better.. and hope there is nothing much i can make myself think about.. i jus had fun the whole time i was there..

sun.. clouds.. sea.. sand.. all the elements you can find in sentosa.. i managed to cover back a bit of my tan that i had on wed from ubin trip.. haha.. at least now the tan ain't that obvious anymore.. haha..

currently.. having a lot of blisters at the back of my leg thanks to a pair of shoe that i didn't wear in ages.. so yah.. i have to get use to it once again so that i won't have the blister anymore.. haha.. when adena met me this morning.. she said that i was getting more and more fashionable.. a kid (girl) in my class claimed that my dressing was too sexy.. grace said what i wore was nice.. haha.. leong said that he liked what i wore.. haha.. my sis said that i was too sexy when i came home..

BUT....


once in a blue moon do i do this kind of stuff.. haha.. i would go back to my normal me for the time being.. haha.. until more shopping is done.. we'll see how it goes.. haha.. so i guess that's all for now.. school starts tmr.. i so dread it.. so many projects are due.. shucks.. why does school have to start.. i want holidays..

guess what??

exams are coming in 1 1/2 month time.. crap..

my bro's engagement party is in a month..

my bro's wedding is in a month and a week??

argh!!

i want to sleep and not wake up.. haha..


tataz..




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ubin trip yesterday.. left me with 24 mosquito bites on my arm and legs.. plus i was all red when i went home yesterday.. and my sis was like 'HOW COME YOU ARE SO RED??!!' oops.. i've got a tan.. which i don't like.. i need to clear that tan before my bro's wedding.. how nice..

BUT!!



THE TRIP WAS GREAT!!


xiang ting, audrey, leong and i covered i think the whole of ubin yesterday.. and we had so much fun visiting each part of ubin.. admiring the nice scenes.. knowing new stuff.. resting.. cycling.. and having out butts aching.. haha.. it was jus GREAT!!


so early in the morning at 7.45am.. i left my house to take 59 to meet leong.. but sad to say.. i missed one bus and have to wait for another which took 15 min to come.. so met leong.. and off we went.. called audrey and we found out that she was still at home cos of her bro.. so we decided to meet audrey and xt at tampines.. and leong had this brilliant idea.. we got off 59.. and started walking to tampines interchange.. after much walking.. we took 81 in the end.. haha.. why?? don't ask me.. but the interchange was only a few stops away.. haha..

found xt who thought audrey was lost in tampines interchange.. haha.. so after awhile more.. audrey came and we took 29 to changi village.. went to have breakfast/brunch?? haha.. more of breakfast i guess.. then we headed to the jetty to go ubin.. haha.. boat ride was ok.. not as bad as i thought it would be..

reached ubin and there were a few bicycle shops asking ppl to rent from them.. xt and leong were suppose to teach audrey and me.. but i guess after awhile.. we decided that we should go back and get the twin bicycle.. haha.. so with the twin bicycle.. we scale all difficulties.. haha.. we went to many ends of ubin.. NPCC campsite.. then cycled around.. there were a lot of people around also..

and it was so fun when we go down slope.. and the wind jus blows you.. its jus so nice.. especially the weather being so hot.. the wind cools you down.. and i wasn't that much of a toilet queen yesterday ok.. cos i perspired a lot ok.. haha.. met leong's sister cos she's an OBS instructor.. and she was nice to give me a bottle of insect repellent.. haha.. thanks.. :)

so after that we headed to look for the quarry.. followed leong's sister's direction.. xt and leong went to bash through the trees and bushes to look for the quarry while audrey and i were in the middle of the forest waiting for them to come back.. haha.. so the 2 of us were talking about school.. work life and yah.. some other stuff.. haha.. then finally the 2 of them came back..

went back down to the hut and left the bikes there.. audrey and xt looked after the bikes first.. while leong and i went up to the quarry area.. reaching the top.. he made me cover my eyes.. and when we reached the top.. when i opened my eyes.. omg.. it was beautiful.. the scene was jus so nice.. the water was so clear.. didn't want to go down.. it was jus so nice..

and when i looked up into the sky.. guess what i saw?? a rainbow.. OMG.. so nice lah.. and there wasn't 1.. there were 2.. amazing lah.. God's creation is always so nice.. when i save the photos into the computer.. i'll upload the photos.. by the time audrey and xt went up to see.. the rainbow was gone.. so sad lah.. but at least i photos for them to see.. hahaha..

so we headed forward to go to the resort.. and we went to see what it was like.. and the front pedal of the bicycle dropped off on 1 side.. so since mine didn't drop off.. leong balance and i cycled the both of us.. haha.. met leong's sister along the way.. and she was trying to help us fix it.. but she couldn't.. so in the end.. we headed back to the shop.. haha.. the experience wasn't that bad.. cos we were faster than xt and audrey.. haha.. but only at certain times.. my energy can only last me to some extend.. haha.. but i jus had a lot of fun.. haha.. whenever i start laughing.. i wouldn't be able to cycle.. haha.. oops... most energy used up on laughing.. haha..

the best was going down slope.. it helps to give the kinetic energy.. and its easier to pedal down hill.. so the length traveled is faster.. haha.. i had so much fun.. though tiring.. haha.. so once the bicycle got repaired.. we headed on to other parts of ubin.. we found many other small quarries.. and it was amazing.. the water was jus.. so nice.. :)

met leong's sis once again.. and she was telling us about the german shrine.. so before that.. we stopped by some where to get a drink.. got to see some goddess of mercy statue at the quarry.. then headed to the german shrine.. managed to fine the german shrine.. supposedly they said that those ppl ask for 4D.. toto.. sure strike one.. how true it is.. don't ask me.. haha..

after that.. we headed to the OBS quarters.. apparently.. it was up slope.. and since leong and i were ahead of audrey.. we waited by the hut for the 2 of them to come by.. so we decided to push the bikes up the slope.. and cycle back down.. and while pushing the bikes up.. we saw a cemetery.. interesting yah?? haha.. so when we reached the top.. we cycled down.. the wind was so good.. omg.. so nice lah.. cos the slope was very very steep and we jus kept pedaling and the bike picked up speed.. fun and nice.. wow.. haha...

headed back to return the bikes after that trip.. haha.. audrey, xt and my ass were like hurting.. plus our legs were tired.. haha.. but we loved our trip.. it was fun.. haha.. on the way back to singapore.. we were all tired.. watched a very nice white plane land.. haha.. private jet?? nice sia.. haha..

took bus to tampines central.. met ah ban at macs.. went to change and ate our dinner at macs.. and it was 5.30pm when we ate or was it when we ate finish?? haha.. decided to go simei to play pool.. but in the end.. it was closed.. haha.. I WON THE BET!! but i won't be that bad lah.. haha.. i'm nice.. haha..

then in the end we took bus 5 to novena.. why we went there?? don't ask me.. haha.. anyway.. on the bus.. xt, aud and i were sitting down.. and leong passed me his bag.. after that.. he sat down and didn't take his bag.. so never mind.. too far to pass.. so its ok.. then he changed to another sit opposite us..

me to audrey: he already sit down ah.. but don't want to take his bag from me.. buay zhi dong..
leong to me: help me check my phone can??
me and audrey: HAHAHAHAHAHA
me to audrey: he still buay zhi dong..
*after awhile*
leong: give me my back..
me and audrey: finally...

haha.. our bus journey was like any other ordinary bus ride.. talked.. laugh.. reached novena square.. and we walked around.. at least leong and i walked around.. xt and audrey were tired.. so the both of us walked around.. headed to square 2 and had a drink before heading home..

on the way home.. i think i was a bit too hyper.. from novena.. we are suppose to take the train heading towards jurong east.. but i thought that going to toa payoh would be heading towards marina bay.. so i was like 'huh?' leong was like explaining.. but i was like i thought marina bay?? then when we went down to check.. i was like 'oh yah hor..' and i got a bit hysterical.. i kept laughing and laughing over i forgot what happened.. oops.. i laughed till i cry.. and yah.. it was quite bad.. oops.. haha.. but yah.. i took me awhile.. to calm myself down.. haha.. thinking bad.. i can't even remember what kept me laughing.. but i've laughed like that for quite awhile already.. haha..

headed home after that.. and slept.. that was my day yesterday.. i had fun.. photos of ubin will come up soon.. tataz..




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talking to nicholas chan over msn.. and he is driving me up the wall..

me: eh.. you cheated me..
nicholas: sorry.. no refund..

omg.. and he.. thinks that i am pregnant.. and he thinks that i am 2 months pregnant.. and its time for me to go for my scan.. -_-".. after that he said that cos i'm pregnant.. and thus leading me to be tired.. so therefore.. i was having pregnant fatigue.. that's why i wasn't in church last sunday.. THANKS A LOT NICHOLAS CHAN!! i'm not pregnant!!


nicholas says:
what you want for ya b'day?

Melody- little melly in her own little world when everything is just too complicated bleached-mel.blogspot.com says:
nah

Melody- little melly in her own little world when everything is just too complicated bleached-mel.blogspot.com says:
its ok

nicholas says:
stripper?

Melody- little melly in her own little world when everything is just too complicated bleached-mel.blogspot.com says:
your ass

Melody- little melly in her own little world when everything is just too complicated bleached-mel.blogspot.com says:
no no

nicholas says:
ERR

nicholas says:
=/

Melody- little melly in her own little world when everything is just too complicated bleached-mel.blogspot.com says:
i don't want your ass

Melody- little melly in her own little world when everything is just too complicated bleached-mel.blogspot.com says:
i mean

Melody- little melly in her own little world when everything is just too complicated bleached-mel.blogspot.com says:
nevermind

nicholas says:
hahaha

Melody- little melly in her own little world when everything is just too complicated bleached-mel.blogspot.com says:
i don't want a stripper


jus to let everyone know.. when i typed 'your ass' i meant it as.. 'your ass lah.. why would i want a stripper..' i didn't meant that i wanted his ass ok.. haha..


oh wells.. anyway.. had a lot of fun talking to you nicholas chan.. all the best for your tests next week!!



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the holidays are coming to an end already.. today is already tuesday!! sigh.. so many projects and tutorials.. i have yet to get my french done.. oh darn.. oh wells..

the last 2 days in school were projs projs and more projs.. when school starts.. there will still be more.. oh wells.. we are all in this together right?? haha.. let's jus hope that we can get all these work done soon.. haha..

went to watch shrek 3 yesterday.. BABY OGRES ARE SO CUTE!! omg.. haha.. so are the baby donkeys.. haha.. but don't worry.. i'm not going to give birth to any of those.. haha..

ok.. i've got nothing much to write anymore.. getting tired.. off to ubin tmr.. cycling and fun.. audrey, xt, leong and me.. YAYS!! tataz




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my mum called me 'mary' today..

cos she got tongue-tied when she wanted to call my name..

now even my brother has started to call me mary..

I'M NOT MARY!!!

I'M MELODY!!

GET THE DIFFERENCE??



sigh..




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had a lot of fun with lay teng, teng yao and leong yesterday..

spent most of our time in bugis eating dinner.. which caused 3 out of the 4 of us to smell like the 'ma la' soup.. haha.. the only person who didn't smell like the soup was leong.. don't ask us why cos we have no idea ourselves.. haha.. he was the only person.. ONLY PERSON.. and when all the smoke of the steam boat was heading towards him.. he didn't smell anything like it.. oh my..

so after we ate and walked around.. layteng wanted to go orchard.. so we walked.. WALKED from bugis to orchard.. haha.. we had a lot of fun walking from bugis to orchard.. talking and laughing.. having fun.. and keeping quiet.. haha.. and the 4 of us were walking at different speeds.. layteng and teng yao walked slowly behind leong and i.. haha..

went to taka's art friend where lay teng was looking for something.. after that we headed to cine and we took neoprints.. before that.. went to the machine where you get those display unit toys.. cos layteng was collecting those winnie the pooh toys.. and so she went to the machine to try to get those small poohs out.. haha.. thanks leong for the pig pooh.. haha.. walked around after that.. and not longer headed home..

no one was home except my brother.. and he locked me out of the house but left the keys inside the house.. so how was i even suppose to get into the house when i was already locked out of the house. -_-".. nevermind.. at least he came to open the door for me.. haha..

a lot of projects to do this week.. hopefully we all will have enough time to rest.. ENJOY THE LAST WEEK OF YOUR HOLIDAYS PEEPS!!!

oh yah.. darren cheong.. i dreamt of you last night.. freaky.. but not really freaky.. haha.. jus weird.. cos i never ever dream of darren cheong.. haha.. must be cos long time never see.. haha.. but not very long.. i jus saw him.. a month ago?? haha.. oh wells.. its long.. haha.. hope to see the guys again.. tataz..




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from the time 11.45pm of 15th june 2007..

thanks to Ting Yao..

my blog is now pronounced as a porn site..

cos he didn't know that the website recited to him..

was my blog..

and not a porn site..

THANKS TING YAO FOR THE FREE ADVERTISEMENT..

and because of that..

someone is laughing his ass off now..

idiot..

welcome to the porn site declared by ting yao..




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me: it will take me ages to learn how to ride a bike.

you: its ok.. i'll be with you for ages..





omg.. so sweet.. thanks.. :)

the bedroom furniture came in today.. everything looks ok i guess.. i hope it will be ok also.. haha.. only thing that went wrong was the broken mirror.. haha.. so now we've got to wait for them to call us so that they can send the mirror to us.. but that will be in a few days time.. haha..

oh wells.. went to amk hub after much cleaning up after the movers left.. and did i say.. IT WAS RAINING!!! damn heavy rain some more.. -_-".. oh wells.. so had to clean clean clean.. and i had a cut which i have no idea came from where.. haha.. you know those feeling where its itchy cum pain.. so i was like scratching but yet feeling the pain.. so 1/2 an hour later did i realise it was a cut.. but thankfully.. its jus a small one.. it will go off in a few days.. haha.. jus that its pain.. haha..

and out of all the times that i went to AMK hub.. today is the first time i see AMK hub so quiet!! omg.. and it was like lunch period?? 11 plus to 1pm.. and amk hub was so quiet.. HOW COME?? scary leh.. and its a friday plus a school holiday some more.. i think ppl getting sian of AMK hub already.. oh wells..

my aunt came to fetch.. went to fetch my cousin.. then headed to bugis to send one of my aunts to work and headed to chinatown.. seriously.. i was jus not feeling hungry to eat.. but they all kept asking me to eat.. (including him.. haha.. sorry..) so in the end i ate.. and once i ate.. i made myself hungry.. and we had dessert.. haha.. after that walked around chinatown a bit more and then headed home..

felt so tired that i slept in the car.. when i came home.. cannot tahan.. went to sleep.. but it took me quite awhile to fall asleep.. don't ask me why.. and when i finally got to sleep.. my dad had to call the house which made me jump out of bed.. (alarm clock to tell me that its dinner and he is downstairs waiting.. haha..) so wanted to give dinner a miss.. cos i wasn't feeling well.. got out of bed which made me fall back in.. very bad headache..

but since its dinner.. and i was feeling hungry.. so i forced myself out of bed.. changed and went out.. and we had macs.. family gathering.. 5 of us eating macs.. hmmmm.. when was the last time.. jus the 5 of us sat down to eat macs.. and my brother was being paranoid.. BIG TIME.. and after we were eating.. we headed home.. and something happened in the lift..

bro: am i very paranoid??
me and dad: YES!!

haha.. damn funny.. we jus felt that my bro should jus keep quiet.. haha.. oh wells.. and cos the 5 of us split up when we took the lift.. my mum and sis went to 1 lift.. my dad, bro and i went to another lift.. but both lift reached the 10th floor at the same time.. and once we went out.. my mum, sis and i started screaming.. to see who would reach the house first.. oh dear.. i think we are getting childish by the day.. haha..

and ah ban jus told me that i am short.. once again he has to remind me that i am short.. always like that one.. hiyoh..

and tee jun.. he got a new blog.. but he doesn't want to give me his new blog address cos he locked his blog.. wth.. TEE JUN!! you ah..

oh wells.. i guess that's all for today.. tataz..




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i've grown..
with constant changes..
and many differences..
to what i am today..

the past of mine..
is not a plain cup of wine..
and there wasn't just a cup of wine..
on that table of mine..

it' filled with many cocktails..
with many different tales..
but not tales..
of animals with tails..

many different drinks..
were filled to the brink..
with different colours..
made from many wonders..

many cups on the table..
of which we are able..
which of you are able..
to take any cup of the table?

people would say..
each book is a new story..
i would say..
each drink is a new memory..

for every cup of drink..
has many memories..
of which memories..
are to be kept..

which cup would you want to belong to??

=)




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its the ba chor mee,
and the kong ba bao,
that makes us,
who we are.

=)




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its already half a week ever since the holiday started.. its like thursday today already.. ok.. so its like slightly more than a week.. haha.. so what's the point now is that.. ok.. the projects are like... haha.. i don't know.. but at least most of them have already been touched on.. haha..

but at least i took a break yesterday.. went to catch 'men in white' with leong.. its a very funny movie.. though its a singapore production movie.. but its very funny.. all the ghost and stuff.. thankfully is not GHOST STORY.. but a comedy.. kept laughing a lot.. haha..

headed down to clark quay to meet audrey and xiang ting.. but since leong and i were early.. so we went to walk walk at central.. its a shopping centre at clark quay.. got quite a lot of shops there.. after awhile audrey and xiang ting came.. and we headed to coffee club.. had some drinks there.. and then headed to settlers.. its a place where you play games and have dinner..

the idea was cancelled due to some unforseen circumstances.. and i would really recommend MINDS cafe next time.. haha.. so the 4 of us sat by the singapore river and talked.. there were working ppl doing exercise also.. quite funny.. but mostly were all the older ppl.. there were no young ppl.. decided to walk to marina square after that..

walk along esplande.. then to marina square.. met ah ban at john little and we went to FIN for dinner.. haha.. food was ok lah.. but the rest said that it wasn't nice.. haha.. after that.. went home.. walked pass the stage area where they were selling children clothes.. haha.. and we were saying that the clothes can fit audrey.. haha.. damn funny.. sorry audrey.. haha.. so after that.. we went home.. and that was yesterday.. haha..

today.. went to school to meet for business finance project.. and guess what? i don't have my business finance book.. its with leong.. so nevermind.. i was kinda blour on what was happening for the project cos apparently chien wei was very hardworking and did all quite a lot of work already.. haha.. so left school at 1pm..

met leong and then we left to AMK and we watched movie.. haha.. fantastic 4.. haha.. not bad movie.. haha.. quite funny some times also.. haha.. after the movie headed home.. and ate dinner.. and i almost fell asleep on the couch.. i guess i'm too tired.. but i didn't sleep.. i stayed awake.. haha..

staying mostly at home tmr i guess.. waiting for a new bedroom set to be delivered to the house and waiting for the old one to leave the house.. haha.. so maybe at the most i'll go out with my mum to AMK after that.. my mum wants to buy slipper.. haha.. so i guess that's all for today.. tataz..




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Happy Birthday Jason!!

though i have no idea where you are.. hope you have a great birthday.. :)


ok.. besides that.. stupid darryn make fun of me today.. idiot.. if i knew he would talk crap.. i wouldn't have said hello to him in the first place.. ass sia.. at least when i said hi to dan.. he could still recognise me even though i wore specs.. then this darryn.. idiot one..

at kofu.. i saw darryn.. and i was walking up to him wanting to block his way.. then he was like 'omg.. what happened to you?? are you wearing specs??' and after that.. he said ' eh.. how come your voice break ah??' IDIOT!! he said i was under going puberty.. i think more like he is the one under going puberty lah.. ASS!!

my voice doesn't sound like it broke ok.. its jus.. like that ever since i fell sick.. and bleah.. i don't want to explain.. but this darryn ah.. don't need to explain to me.. everytime like to make fun of me.. 1st time he said that i had some form of intelligence.. now.. he said my voice break.. i wonder what is going to come next..

i think i will hang him alive man.. nevermind.. darryn.. i told you i have all your details.. admin number.. house address.. handphone number.. and what so ever.. you ah.. one more time you try something funny.. watch out.. haha.. bleah..

anyway.. i guess that's all for today.. tataz folks..




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i'm in school now and its 7.27pm.. i think i love school too much to be in school at this time lah.. haha.. school has grown to be a part of me.. what am i talking about man.. haha.. every holiday.. i spend it in school.. except for the long break between year 1's first and second sem.. oh wells..

hopefully trying to finish up with efma.. and get over and done with it.. so that we would have 1 less project to do.. things are looking ok so far.. but its been brain draining.. i think everyone is feeling it.. haha.. hopefully all goes well..

tmr is one of the days this week that i wouldn't need to go to school.. going to have a good rest and wake up late.. like today.. 9am plus.. haha.. i know.. its considered early.. buts its still better than waking up earlier than usual.. haha..

tmr would be a new day.. more fun!! ah ban.. that person would need to go through an interview through all of us.. so you better find one for us to see.. haha..

i guess that's all for now.. maybe i will blog when i reach back home again.. but maybe i wouldn't.. it all depends on my mood once again.. tataz folks..




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i forgot to say in my previous entry that i am a happy girl today..

why??

cos i got to eat donut in school!!!

haha.. oreo donut.. wow.. so nice leh.. i was like so happy when i ate the donut out of school.. haha.. i jus felt so nice and so good about it..

but thanks to my sis.. i'm no longer a happy girl.. bleah.. i'll jus sleep on it.. tmr will be a new day..

tataz..




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CHERYL CHOO!!!

HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME HUH???!!!


this woman ah.. go holiday never get anything back for me.. how can she?? make me so sad.. she forgot about me.. bleah.. when i asked her what she got for me?? she was like 'oh shit.' then nevermind.. she said she will give me instant noodles.. -_-".. Cheryl choo.. you ah.. later you make ah qiu sad cos you never get her anything.. haha..

oh wells.. went to school today and did finish ICT lab 2.. did a bit of marketing management. kinda tired.. and someone was late.. haha.. i wasn't referring to you kelynn.. haha.. but oh wells.. we both still reached at the same time.. haha.. went to school.. ate macs..

kinda tired.. this holidays is filled with so many stuff.. oh wells.. hopefully we can clear most of the things before school re-opens.. haha.. i guess that's all for now.. tataz folks.




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the stars and lights led me home...




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FINALLY THE HOLIDAYS HAVE ARRIVED!!! but i don't feel any sense of relaxation.. after business law today.. i still felt kinda weird.. its like i jus can't let go of all the ICAs.. i think there are jus too many projects to do..

Marketing Management
EFMA
Business Law
Business Finance
ICT Applications
French

that's like 6 out of 7 modules can.. omg.. Intro FS got to wait till when school re-opens.. but i don't think that is helpful by any chance.. cos when school re-opens.. there are still so many projects to rush.. argh..

martin hang told us to really take a break for like 1 week.. start the projects on the 2nd week.. or else we won't be able to last till july.. haha.. i don't even think i can last till july myself at this rate.. maybe i'll get white hair by the end of the semester..

the 9pm show is so funny.. the guy was like 'i know i don't like english tea.. i like chinese tea..' haha.. its so sweet and touching yet funny.. oh wells.. shows are shows.. life is life.. life is like a show?? haha.. ok.. nevermind.. i have no idea what i'm talking about..

club meeting tmr at 9am.. i wonder what time we will end.. lunching outside with xiang ting, audrey, leong and qiu yan?? haha.. not confirm who is going though.. see how tmr.. what's the plan for tmr?? don't ask me either.. brain dead.. tataz folks..




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AH!!! business law is tmr.. yikes.. hopefully i know everything sia.. there is practice for handbells tmr also.. not sure whether i'm going.. 7-9pm.. kinda late.. but oh wells.. see how lah.. then sat got meeting in school at 9am.. oh dear.. i think i might go a bit crazy!! haha.

its going to be the holidays next week already.. but like what i spoke to sherman jus now.. he said he has 5 assignments to do this holidays.. haha.. its roughly the same as me.. haha.. i have 4 projects and 1 french.. haha.. oh wells.. don't know which project to start from also..

and i haven't seen cheryl in ages.. i don't know when she will be back also.. i think before her next round of TEP starts.. she'll be back.. but that's like next week.. CHERYL CHOO.. you better bring back something for me.. haha..

oh wells.. i think i'll be back after a few days.. tataz...




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managed to clear the air today during 1 hour.. but the ppl who are suppose to hear it weren't there.. whatever.. i'm not going to be a middle person..

saw an audi A4 on the way home today.. and i came to a conclusion.. (but its not true.. at least i don't think it is..) the audi A4 looks normal.. jus that it has the latest honda civic as its boot... haha.. sorry.. it jus looks like it.. oh wells.. i hope the company doesn't kill me for saying this.. haha.. and its a new audi A4 some more.. haha..

school today was kinda slack.. i skipped ICT.. but i jus sat outside the lecture theatre.. met ah ban, xiang ting and audrey.. and zainal was there.. we were watching simpsons.. haha.. season 1.. damn funny.. AH BAN!! i want to borrow from you when audrey is done with it.. haha.. anyway.. the funny thing was that i wacked zainal in the ass once and he started coughing.. haha.. i didn't see the link between that.. but oh wells.. haha..

after ICT ended.. headed home.. ate dinner really early.. and then went to the airport to send my brother off.. anyway.. another few more days before the week ends.. i'm so looking forward to it.. hopefully all goes well.. tataz folks.. :)




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thanks for cheering me up,
in all circumstances.
thanks for little things you do,
to brighten me up.
thanks for making me smile,
no matter how down i feel.
thanks for being by me,
always.

thank you.



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i'm jus tired of all that is going on..
its not that i don't have enough to handle..
this happening on and off depending on your mood..
affects not yourself but other people.

repeating the same point over and over again..
do you think it will bring you anywhere??
its jus the same story being repeated..
what's the fun in this kind of stories??

its been happening for so many years..
can't you jus stop it..
give all of us some peace..
and your head a bit of rest??

you bringing all of us down..
makes us bring other people down..
but you jus don't know it..
and you'll never know it..



thanks for trying to talk to me.. but sorry for me not wanting to talk.. at least you helped me release some stress..




tears just came down..

met up with lay teng and teng yao this morning together with leong.. and as usual.. someone talked bad about me when i'm not around.. bleah.. anyway.. lay teng gave me a miss call this morning.. but i didn't see my phone.. cos it was on silent.. haha.. then when i left the house and called her back.. she said leong was the one who asked her to prank call me.. -_-".. fun sia..

anyway.. watched leong have breakfast.. then headed to the library to study.. after much studying.. headed to ltd 2 for intro fs ica.. and i had ppl like basil sitting next to me.. and it was really drama man.. he was like shaking his leg.. he was sighing so loudly.. and after that.. he was like 'GOD BLESS ME' in a whisper.. that i could hear which made me laugh.. after that.. he indirectly asked me whether he could have my sweet during the ica.. -_-"..

so after ica.. quickly rushed about for ICT.. getting things done and stuff.. practicing.. making sure that we get our speeches done in 10min.. which we apparently couldn't cos we were already speed reading.. omg.. and of all times the photocopy shop had to close for lunch.. so devi and su yu went to shopping arcade to get a file instead of getting our report binded..

went to the lab and since we are group 1.. we were the first group to present.. and i was the first to present.. i didn't know whether ppl knew what i was talking about.. but i jus presented.. after that.. i was stoning the rest of the time..

leong told me that he would be at north canteen cos his project mates had stuff to do.. so i went north canteen to meet him together with suyu, devi and kelynn.. so we talked and yah.. couldn't copy efma cos there wasn't enough time.. so went up to class.. and copied efma.. not bad.. speed copy.. copied 3 qns.. until my hands are aching

i don't think i understood what was going on during efma.. if there were to be an ICA for efma.. i think i might have a problem.. so i better start doing something about it.. or else i'm screwed big time for this subject..

had efma ica after efma tut.. but since we had time in between.. and i was hungry.. i had snickers cruncher.. sorry.. i know.. i'm suppose to be sick.. suppose to abstain from this kind of stuff.. those sitting around me were like asking me whether am i sick or not.. haha.. SORRY..

after efma ica.. came home.. watched tv.. do a bit of MM tut.. not really fully done.. but yah.. i don't think i can do anymore.. my brain is already aching.. i think i'll be brain dead soon.. good night world..




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the last week of school.. then term break.. omg.. the last week before term break sucks man.. there is jus too much for all of us to handle.. haha.. 4 ICAs.. 3 on 1 day.. ONE DAY!! they really want us to die.. haha.. 3 icas in 1 day is like my meals for the day.. not meals for the body.. but meals for the brains..

1 in the morning.. 1 in the afternoon.. 1 nearing evening..

breakfast.. lunch.. dinner..

this is crazy man.. its driving most of us up the wall.. at least i don't have to worry about ICT now.. since its already done.. phew.. so left with efma and intro FS.. i think i know efma.. i think.. haha.. reading through jus now.. helped me refresh my mind a bit.. theory.. don't think i'll be studying for efma.. haha..

intro fs.. i read lecture 1 and 2.. got another 2 more to go.. its really dry.. omg.. what am i doing in fs man.. haha.. ica from wed change to monday jus to make sure everyone is having the ICA on the same day.. bleah.. tiring one leh.. so that is my breakfast in take.. eewww.. i might jus puke.. haha..

ok.. i guess that's all for today.. church was fine.. last min had to play cos ede never put chords in the song sheet and germaine was getting all stress.. so aunt lillian asked me to take over for p1 and p2.. my class was ok.. but with little tedious around.. makes job really tedious!! haha.. oh wells.. i was earlier than my parents.. haha.. FOR ONCE.. i waited for them.. not the other way around.. bleah.. now they are out having fun.. while i am at home.. trying to study.. but nevermind.. i don't really want to go kbox with my relatives anymore.. haha..

i guess i'll hit the books before the books hit me in the head.. tataz..




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haha.. someone wasn't happy today when my last entry said that i made ppl happy that i went to see the doctor.. haha.. he said that 'so you mean i'm not happy when you didn't see a doctor lah..' haha..

I'M SORRY!!!

i didn't mean it in that way at all ok?? at least you all can stop worrying about me not getting well.. haha.. and yes.. i got pampered today.. and the pampering made my throat go wrong.. haha.. kelynn or any girls in my class.. PLS DON'T SCOLD HIM!! haha.. my fault.. it was the usual char kway tiao and durain ice kachang.. oops.. :x

haha.. came back.. showered and immediately took my medicine.. now i feel that my throat is swollen.. and its kinda pain when i swallow.. BUT IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH HIM!! so don't scold him.. ok?? haha.. i'm drinking a lot of water now.. so the toilet will be my favourite hang out place.. haha..

i stayed in school today till 7.30pm+++... and guess what it reminded me off?? OGL camp.. cos when we stepped out from free access lab.. devi, suyu and kelynn said that its dark.. and it was like roughly the same time where we were getting ready for night walk.. oh darn.. i should have gone walking in the route.. i think i would have a lot of fun.. haha.. but its all memories.. haha..

i shouldnt have reminded myself of all these.. ah.. i jus wish holidays jus didn't have to end.. anyway.. walked out of school.. and guess who leong and i saw.. SAHARA!! actually.. i saw her first.. then i told him that it was sahara.. so we sneaked up behind her.. then 1.. 2.. 3..

SAHARA!!!!!!!!!!!!


and our dear sahara had a shock of her life.. she started scolding us.. haha.. and she asked us.. 'is it a trend this days for couples to shock their friends..' haha.. i told her that leong would carry her when she faints.. so it won't be a problem if she faints.. leong to the rescue.. haha.. so we talked to her a bit on how we scared her and stuff.. haha..

SAHARA!!! WE LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT!!

haha.. wanted to scare her at the train station also.. but leong said better not.. haha.. i think better not too.. haha.. we are nice ppl.. haha.. once a day is enough.. haha.. oops.. :x

yesterday.. i had teng yao and lay teng messaging me.. -_-".. but at least i have their numbers now.. so anytime i get bullied.. those are the 2 ppl i can look for.. haha.. but like layteng told me.. both of us girls are both guy's smokescreen.. cos both guys are attached to one another.. eeewww.. gross.. haha.. but that kind of stuff.. we don't need to know.. haha.. maybe one day layteng and i may get attached to each other. haha.. that will be something interesting.. haha.. :)

ok.. i guess that's all for today.. all i can say.. i'm not sure whether i screwed up business finance.. and there are 4 ICAs next week.. in which ah qiu said that we can complain to the school.. haha.. i don't know.. see how.. there is jus so much tutorial to do.. darn.. tataz..




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when its always a big hand,
holding a small hand.
when the big hand is gone,
its weird holding a small one.

the big hand came back,
and everything was nice.
its jus never wanting to let go,
but its going to stop for 2 days.

it was the last 2 days,
and now 1 day.
its going to be another 2 days,
and it will be a new week.




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