too many things to do.. and the whole weekend will be a busy one.. so far.. this week has been spent with most of my time being in school.. thankfully today is the only day that i didn't go to school.. *phew*.. but i guess its getting replaced by saturday and to think that we are going to stay over night from friday to saturday..

i'm looking forward to it.. yet not looking forward to it.. so i'm not sure.. got loads of stuff to do tmr cos some things that were suppose to be done 2 days ago jus wasn't done.. but whatever man.. God didn't give me 2 hands and 2 legs for nothing.. so i'm going to get most of the things done tmr..

a conversation over dinner table yesterday..

dad: how long is your camp??
me: 2 days 1 night..
dad: so short?? and you are like having meetings every day... you make us feel like you are going for a week..
mum & sis: yah..
me: oh?? is that so?? no choice lah.. you don't know what's happening.. so you won't understand.. cos you aren't in my shoes.. and you don't see the situation.. so don't worry.. i won't be away long..


and i'm sorry if i'm going to start being in a foul mood.. i'll try not to be.. but oh wells.. when it reaching the time of the month.. its not something i'm looking forward to.. i've got to start packing my bag for friday.. though its jus 1 night.. but still.. no time tmr.. so i guess that's all.. tataz..




For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

the past few days have been really hectic until i don't even have time to blog.. but i'm not going to blog an entry.. anyway.. some ppl already know what is going on.. so what's there for me to say?? say also no use.. cos everyone has different points of view.. but oh wells.. i respect every view.. and of course.. take into consideration what people say.. but not necessary taking action.. depending on situation..

i'll jus say.. i have a mind of my own.. and won't be manipulated by what people say.

i'm sorry if my above line has offended anyone.. but that's all i have to say... anyway.. went to school today.. and darren was late meeting me.. and this guy damn good sia.. he know he late.. when he met me at the train station.. he gave me a packet of sweet.. and say 'nah.. give you.. sorry for being late.' so sweet.. and some more its the kind of sweet i like to eat!!! ah!!! haha..

ok.. i don't want to type so much.. my hands are getting tired.. tataz..




For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

my day today was good yet not so good.. good cos sharon (group 6 facilitator) still remembers me cos when i went to the toilet.. she sang david tao's 'melody'.. that really made my day.. it was also good cos ppl knew i was nervous and they gave me encouragement by making me laugh..

it was also not so good.. not so good cos i was nervous that i couldn't even spell my name properly on the powerpoint.. i spelt it as meloy.. what happened to the 'd'?? oh wells.. thanks to sharon who pointed out to me.. there were many not so good things that happened too.. but i don't think i want to talk about it..

it jus didn't make my day end well.. my dad came to fetch me at 5.55pm.. and i was jus super quiet on the way home.. i was jus looking out of the window and stoning.. my sis kept turning around to stare at me.. and at a traffic light junction.. my dad thought i disappeared from the car.. he couldn't see me in his rear mirror.. he turned left and couldn't see at the back seat.. finally when he turned right.. he saw me sitting near the door..

me: yah??
dad: i was wondering how come you are so quiet..


oh.. how nice.. so he prefers me to be noisy at the end of the day lah.. but i guess thinks don't end on a high note everytime.. no matter how much i try to hide.. there will be a point of time that the masks has to be taken off and jus break down..

i don't think i've ever stone so much in a day.. stoned on the way home.. stoned during dinner.. stoned while watching tv..

mum: if you are that tired.. jus go to sleep.. why do you even make yourself so tired over a camp??


i guess there are always somethings that parents won't understand.. at least that's what i feel about my parents.. they can't understand why i join SBM club.. they can't understand why i'm not the person i used to be in their eyes..

and best of all.. i can't understand myself at times.. i can't relieve the tension in me cos i don't like playing the piano when people are around.. cheryl can understand me for that.. but that's the only way out for me..

music is one thing that keeps me moving on.. and so are my friends.. cheryl, chris and qy has been really nice to me this few days.. and they try to help me in whatever way they can.. but i'm sorry that sometimes i jus don't tell you ppl what's going on.. cos i don't want to depend on you ppl so often..

i'll jus pray that everything else will run smoothly.. i feel that something is going to go real wrong some how or another.. but i'll take it in my stride...


' I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.' Phil 4:13


that's all i have to say.. goodnight..




I just feel so much better after crying..

got this off zhi wei's blog.. too bored in the morning.. must get my mind off things..

You Are 44% Open

You are a fairly open person, but you also like to maintain your privacy. You definitely will tell all (okay, almost all) to your closest friends... But strangers and acquaintances only get a peek into your life.

For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

have you ever felt that all of a sudden your heart jus drops?? i felt it many times and yesterday night happened to be one of the night.. i jus felt kinda sad.. don't ask me why.. i jus wondered why i felt sad.. but i guess.. maybe i was jus thinking too much..

sometimes i jus take a deep breath and think really hard.. but i jus can't find the reasons behind so many things.. i jus have a feeling that i am doing something really wrong.. and its heart aching sometimes.. tataz




its all part of a fairytale..

i've got good tan from today's swimming.. i've good friends to help me when i have problems.. what more can i ask for??

i jus feel great that i always have friends supporting me in whatever i do.. and they know what i go through.. and they help me when i have a need.. and of course.. apologizing when they know they are wrong.. and i really want to apologize to my friends whom i have always wacked you or scold you during meetings.. but i love you all to bits..

i'm sorry i can't be a help to you all.. but if you all need any help.. do come to me leh.. i really want to help you all yah??

i'm really very very tired over the many events happening over the past few days.. i need a break.. so if anyone calls or messages.. i don't think i am replying.. unless you are sub-com and ex-co.. or else.. i need my sleep.. and get my throat healed before i lose my voice.. good night world..





For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

omg.. damn.. i'm feeling damn demoralised sia.. everyone is so smart.. i'm not going to compare results already lah.. sigh.. nevermind.. i don't want to curse myself lah.. later next sem do worse.. aiyah.. don't want to talk about it..

anyway.. school today was quite ok.. but it got kinda boring at times.. where we all started talking on our own and starting our own underground meetings instead of getting or mass dance done.. but oh wells.. i think its already almost there.. so i hope all goes well..

talked to alexstine on the phone this afternoon.. cos he wanted to kill me with his bad news.. which he apparently almost did.. sigh.. anyway.. we were comparing results.. and he jus had to say 'aiyah.. you all MGS one.. all english speaking one..' dotz.. he buay song.. then nevermind.. still say i 'jia kan tang.' (eat potato..) not like st pats doesn't eat potato lah.. but for alexstine.. he said 'my school eat potato.. but i'm different.. i eat both potato and rice..' wth.. like i don't eat potato and rice.. and i literally eat more rice than potato.. haha.. but he doesn't believe.. anyway.. he is 'nan zi bu liu han'.. haha..

wanted to go and book place for meeting this thursday for the OGLs.. so chris and i went to the SA office.. and the guy started talking a lot of stuff which jus made me so blur.. and i was like huh?? i'm not sure about chris's reaction.. but at the end.. we didn't book our venue.. so we went to find teachers.. and in the end.. we ended up talking to our stats teacher.. i didn't know that the 2 of us had the same stats teacher.. and so we had a good laugh..

chris ah.. don't have the AF look.. while i have the FS look.. haha!! i rock man chris.. haha.. who ask you to go and transfer.. stay as BM.. ppl will say you have BM face liao.. haha.. jus kidding lah.. and my english better than yours.. haha.. JUS KIDDING HOR.. don't kill me tmr.. and THANKS FOR THE SWEET.. though i ate more than 1.. haha.. i think i ate like 3-4 mentos.. haha..

got audrey to help me see what is needed in the first aid kit and stuff.. then rahman came.. and we discussed what we need to do tmr for trial runs of games.. went to look for teachers hoping that we can get some of the venues booked for OGL camp.. in the end.. we met up with rahman's PEM.. and guess what?? the 2 of us sat there for like 1/2 an hour discussing about OGL and Orientation stuff.. and eat chocolates and sweets.. haha.. but i ate 1 sweet and 2 chocolates.. and this rahman ah.. like some buffet sia.. keep helping himself to the chocolates..

and i think his PEM is damn cool sia.. he is like damn lame.. kept cracking a lot of jokes.. he asked me what my name was.. and he kept making fun of my name.. that never mind.. rahman spoilt my reputation.. he told his PEM that i smoked.. wth.. then his PEM was like 'you smoke.. later no more melody already..' and when i said i didn't bring a pen and whether i could borrow his.. he was like 'if you don't have pen.. how the melody come out??' omg.. that one only infront of piano lah.. -_-".. and rahman's PEM was thinking of changing handphone with me cos i brought 2 phones to school cos of my handphone bill.. and we were talking about having a personal chauffeur.. cos i labelled my dad as one.. and rahman's PEM threaten to call my dad to tell me what i said.. haha.. oh wells.. on the whole.. talking to rahman's PEM was totally fun..

did i say.. we found a cockroach at the staffroom area.. and rahman didn't kill until he realised that i was kinda scared.. so when he killed it.. he kicked it to me.. -_-".. lame lah.. and i was like 'OMG OMG OMG!!' haha.. ass sia.. and after meeting with rahman's PEM.. the cockroach was still there.. and cos i was walking behind rahman.. he kicked the cockroach to me.. and i was like 'OEI OEI!!' and quickly ran out.. though i knew it was dead.. but don't ask me why i didn't like it.. sigh.. NEXT!!

went back up to the SBM club room.. and 8 of us were sitting there talking a lot of crap.. gossiping and stuff.. fun sia.. and cos faizal bought stuff from vietnam cos of his immersion programme.. and some of them had this funny taste.. and omg.. we reserved it for better purpose.. hehehe.. all the best tmr.. haha..

so after much talking.. faizal and rahman left first.. the rest of us left later.. after we left.. went back to see rahman's PEM.. settled some stuff.. went to see another teacher who had no interest in what i was saying.. nevermind.. got over and done with it.. my dad came to school and fetch me.. and went to AMK for dinner..

came home and here i am online.. going to go swimming with cheryl tmr.. going to have fun i hope.. tataz folks..




For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

i'm not sure whether i should be happy or not.. my feelings are kinda mixed cos i'm not sure.. my dad didn't have any comments on my results except you better pull up your strings next sem.. (why strings?? don't ask me..) and neither did my mum.. (at least i'm waiting for a reply..)

anyway.. you all may laugh at me.. for not staying up till 12midnight to go figure my results.. i was awake till 11.45pm.. and i was still contemplating whether to stay awake or jus go and sleep.. and i decided to go sleep..

i laid on my bed thinking and thinking.. 'maybe if i jus can't sleep.. i should go and check my results..' and until 12 midnight.. i heard a beep.. *digital watch beeps every hour*.. and i knew it was out.. but i jus didn't want to face it.. sigh..

to knock myself out from surroundings.. i jus prayed.. as long as i don't need to do sub papers i'm thankful.. and i sang this song in my head..


He's the Lord of the Sunshine,
The Lord of the Rain.
He's the Lord of the Good Times,
The Lord of the Pain.

He's the Lord of the Mountains,
The Lord of the Seas.
He's the Lord of the Music,
The lord of the Children,
The Lord of You and Me.


i sang this song in my head many times before i really fell sleep.. and i think i was overly stress of my results that i dreamt of my results.. yes.. it was ridiculous.. my results were so good.. that i got like some 4/4 for GPA? its totally no link lah.. first sem results aren't good.. so how to compute both and get like a total of 4/4.. sigh.. me and my stupid dreams..

and i think i hang out too much with sbm club ppl until i start dreaming of them.. AH!! don't know what is happening to me man.. but all i can say was that.. i felt God with me during the dreams.. he carried me through..






















i woke up this morning at 3 plus am.. i was thinking whether i should go and check my results.. and i was thinking.. nah.. they will message me the results.. and went back sound asleep.. but when i woke up at some 7.30am.. i was like.. crap.. should i look at my phone now or later..

seriously.. i think i was going to have a nervous breakdown that i could cry any time.. i never felt so scared for results other that Os.. but at least during Os.. they gave you a sneak preview on how your school did.. so you can roughly estimate yourself.. but this one.. no one was there giving me a sneak preview on my results.. and so i sat there.. in front of my phone that was charging.. and it said

3 messages received.

one was from lee, the other from cheryl.. and the last was the random number..

so i opened the random number one.. and i was like 'omg..' when i saw my first 2 results.. i was already totally sian already.. the results were almost similar to last sem results.. but at the end of the day.. my GPA still dropped.. (i found out when i went online..) i thought i could either maintain or increase it.. but i did tell myself that there is a possibility that it might drop.. and yes.. the possibility happened.. at least it only dropped by some 0.032.. but its bad enough already.. sigh..

ok.. nevermind.. i'll take what my dad say into consideration.. i know darren asked whether we wanted to go out no matter whether we were happy or sad.. anything suicide can do it the next day.. haha.. i won't do suicide over my results.. cos there are better things in the world to live for.. unless i'm suay enough to get knocked down/killer litter.. then i have no comments.. but trust me.. i won't kill myself.. haha..

i'm heading to school in a few hours to do some stuff.. i'm really thankful for those friends i made in SBM.. those who wanted to help me do things.. i'm so touched.. i love you ppl so much.. haha.. friends help one another.. instead of calling the kettle black.. but whatever it maybe.. i hope today will be good and getting most of the things settled..

heading to school tmr too.. and i think early.. at least i will discuss with cheryl.. we are going to go swimming.. in NYP's swimming pool.. haha.. we are going to start losing our tummies.. maybe we might swim on thursday too?? haha.. i'm not sure.. or else we can run.. but whatever it is.. we are going to be fit ppl.. haha.. hopefully..

i can't wait for the time table for our next sem to come out.. i want to predict my future.. haha.. no lah.. jus kidding.. no one can predict the future.. but i want to roughly estimate what life will be like.. cos its going to be quite busy for the next few months until the beginning of august.. sigh.. pray that i can cope with my studies.. cos in a blink of an eye.. its going to be august where it will be exams for me again.. lucky to those taking TEP.. but whatever it may be.. i'll trust in God..

2 Corinthians 5:17

'Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!'

this is what the kids were taught on sunday.. where they made a butterfly.. ( i didn't get to make one for myself..) they were taught on transformation.. (not the maths one..) but how things can change from one thing to another.. like caterpillar into butterfly, ice to water, seed to flower/plant.. and how people can change from a bad person to a good person by jus reading a bible and getting forgiveness from God.. and God forgives..

there are many lives out there for us to change.. and many lives to touch.. honouring and praising God, many things that God wants us to do for his Glory. when i look back.. i do feel that God has been there with me for many things that i do.. and that actually.. i didn't need to feel anxious.. for everything was already done.. he knows the future.. he knows the number of strands on our head. he knew us before we were born.. so we are jus living a life for God so that more people can get to know him.. and that we can shine for his Glory..

i think i shall prepare for school now.. not lessons.. but yah.. meetings and stuff.. tataz..




For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

ok.. like my previous posts said.. i went to sentosa yesterday with the sub-com ppl!! AH!!! i really had so so so so much fun man!! i am quite sure the rest would agree with me.. haha.. its jus indescribable..

anyway.. supposedly chris, qiu yan, cheryl and xiao ai were suppose to come to my house first before we headed down to harbourfront mrt station to meet the rest of the people.. but in the end my dad dropped me off at the mrt station.. so they didn't need to come over.. when i reached habourfront centre.. i got chris to come up and help me carry the stuff.. heavy sia.. haha.. THANKS CHRIS!! (free advertisement for chris.. this guy very gentleman.. so girls who want a gentleman as their boyfriends.. can find chris.. no problem one.. haha..)

so went down to the mrt station, met shilong, zhi wei and elizabeth.. and chris told me that qiu yan was bluffing me about not turning up at the outing today.. wah lau eh.. qiu yan.. bluff me early in the morning that you not going.. make me so sad.. sigh.. anyway.. waited for like more than 1 hour before we sat off.. (story behind the waiting.. the time was set 1 hour before the actual time cos ppl would be late..) so while waiting.. alexstine told me he was a 'nan zi bu liu han'.. and i thought it was a 'nan zi han'.. haha.. but that's different.. he jus made all of us laughed.. haha.. and he told me that getting tan don't need to go under sun.. jus have chocolate milk bath.. -_-".. it was such a cold joke.. sigh..

and chris still owes me sweet.. and cos he didn't give it to me yesterday.. he will owe me more than 1 sweet when i see him on monday.. and the number of sweet he owes will depend on my mood.. haha.. who ask him.. whole time keep saying 'aiyah.. later we can go and get..' and he said so many times.. until we never got. -_-"..

when everyone arrived.. we headed into sentosa via monorail.. and guess what?? chris and qiu yan's card cannot work.. haha.. damn funny lah.. and on the train.. cheryl acted like as if she isn't singaporean together with sahara.. haha.. sahara very funny.. the whole day she was saying 'i'm from batam.' haha.. cheryl was like 'omg.. singapore got this part meh..' and everyone was very scared of cheryl.. due to her central of gravity.. and we were all laughing at her.. benedict lent cheryl his waterbottle so that she can use it as a 'pole'.. haha.. and sahara tricked cheryl.. saying that the door that cheryl was facing was going to open and cheryl really believe.. haha.. until benedict was like 'i think i can have back my water bottle.. in case it drops out of the train.. haha..

when we reached the beach station.. we walked all the way to siloso beach.. haha.. wanted to take the tram.. but seeing the queue was so long.. we might as well walk.. haha.. so there were like 9 of us.. 3 ex-cos and 6 sub coms.. and we subcoms walked faster than the ex-cos.. haha.. reached where some of the people are.. and we sat down and stone for awhile.. i guess we were kinda shy.. haha..

sorry to interrupt this interesting entry.. but this qiu yan.. jus has to do something to her msn nickname..

*~aH^YanZ~* I'm so bored here~~~ Melody confirm not ok!..

wth.. but nevermind.. me being such a nice person.. shan't bother about that.. haha.. so let's continue from where we left off.. haha..

sahara was playing her guitar and we enjoyed the nice music.. and later benedict decided that we play card games.. and yes.. the cards were kinda distracting.. cos it was FHM cards.. haha.. but oh wells.. we played heart attack until my knee wanted to die already.. not jus one.. but 2.. cos we had to kneel on the sand.. and not say the sand very the smooth.. but it was very the rough.. (the broken english was meant to be like that..) so yah.. after that..we played indian poker.. haha.. and yes.. my knees were turning a bit red by then cos i was kneeling to give out the cards..

cheryl, xiao ai, benedict and me lost.. and we had to do forefeit.. but at the end.. it was jus eating sausages.. haha.. and cheryl kept losing.. until in the end.. we made her do forefeit.. those who had watches.. lent cheryl their watches.. and cheryl had to wear it on her hands.. and approach someone to ask them what is the time.. haha.. it was damn funny.. haha.. the first thing the guy said to her was 'what?!' haha.. i think he knew that we were all eyeing him.. haha.. oh wells.. at least cheryl got over and done with her dare.. haha..

by then alexstine, darren and dorcas came in already.. and alexstine got pushed into the water by the guys.. so we had lunch.. didn't eat though.. kope one mouthful of beehoon from cheryl.. THANKS CHERYL!! haha.. and then qiu yan and i wanted to sun tan.. but cos i didn't want to walk so far away.. we sat near the hut there and sun tan.. cos no sun block.. then chris, dorcas and alexstine came to join us.. and we sat there and talked awhile.. so after some talking.. darren, cheryl, alexstine and me decided to go walk walk along the beach.. so off we went..

walked from where all our stuff to the end of the beach.. we had quite a lot of fun walking.. though i was complaining a lot.. saw a lot of cute doggies.. and alexstine swam across to the island.. which is very near lah.. so he swam while the rest of us took the bridge across.. haha.. then he said we walk slow and he swim faster.. whatever man.. and we saw a school of fishes.. it was darren who spotted it first.. it took me awhile to see the fishes.. sorry ah.. i blind mah.. that's what sunglasses do to you.. haha..

then along the way.. we saw many kids making sand castle.. and this alex ah.. never grow up one leh.. say he wants to build sand castle.. and want to borrow the kids stuff.. and OMG.. alexstine took art in sec school!! AH!! first time i hear guy take art.. my gosh.. he was moulding things out with the sand lah.. haha.. and so the 4 of us sat at the end of the beach looking at kids.. and we started singing.. but darren sang the most.. haha.. i think its singing that keeps the 4 of us together some how or another.. haha..

so after much moulding and singing.. we decided to walk back to where the ppl are.. went back.. drank some water.. and we played police and murderer with those who were already playing.. haha.. had so much fun.. we laughed so much lah.. and ppl thought i was the murder.. and then ppl like chris always get killed on the first or the most 2nd round of the game.. haha.. cos everyone thinks he is the murderer.. does he have a murderer look?? haha.. maybe.. haha.. jus kidding.. don't kill me chris.. haha..

so after that.. we had some impromtu meeting.. and hopefully.. i can remember what we said.. thankfully dorcas is there.. at least another brain is better than mine.. haha.. then after that.. we left and went to vivo to have dinner.. and omg.. we were so malu-ating on the train.. haha.. we did head count.. and then when it came to alexstine.. he was like '12 and 3 ex-co at sentosa'.. haha.. damn funny lah.. we all started laughing.. haha.. went to banquet.. sat down and some of them went to order their food.. didn't eat.. elizabeth help me get milo and i sat there drinking my milo.. haha..

so when the ex-co came.. those who haven't bought their food went to buy their food.. i didn't buy food.. so i sat there and watch those who bought their food eat and those who came back from buying food.. then after much eating.. we all started talking a lot of stories.. haha.. the whole long stretch of table was like split into 2.. haha.. sahara's side was relieving the times in LTC while our side was hearing stories about ppl's driving lessons and have a good laugh.. on the whole.. i feel that dinner was a very good bonding time..

left vivo coming to 10pm.. and zhi wei was like telling ghost story to sahara.. and both darren and cheryl wanted to scare sahara.. haha.. juniors bully senior.. haha.. aiyah.. but its all fun.. took train to boon keng and took bus home.. reached home quite fast cos the bus came quite fast and i walked kinda quick home.. don't ask me why.. cos i jus didn't feel right..

came home.. showered.. talked on the phone for awhile before i peng on the bed.. so tired lah.. oh wells.. at least i got a tan at my back.. not the front though.. haha.. I HAD FUN PPL!! i will load the photos on another entry.. haha.. for now.. tataz..





For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

ok.. i enjoyed myself a lot yesterday at sentosa.. we bonded so much and we got to know one another better.. especially the games that we played.. haha.. my sun burnt is gone.. but i'm not sure whether my shoulder still hurts.. haha.. anyway.. off to church now.. will blog about sentosa with pictures later.. tataz.




For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

ok.. cheryl is complaining that she comes to my blog and has nothing to read.. i'm sorry cheryl.. you know.. the past few days were jus so.. busy.. haha.. busy with what i also don't know sia.. haha.. ok..

tuesday

had meeting at night.. which apparently ended at some 10pm?? i mean by the time we all left.. but i guess.. so far everything was good during the meeting.. we were talking a lot of cock.. haha.. oops.. :x.. but it was fun.. haha..

wednesday

i was out the whole day.. except for a point of time like 1/2 an hour which i quickly rushed home and came out again.. went out since morning for shopping and i bought something that i was eyeing for quite long.. haha.. i will wear it when poly starts.. new term.. new clothes?? haha.. talking crap as usual.. haha.. no lah.. i won't have new clothes when i start this sem.. haha.. then went back to school to check some stuff.. cheryl and qiu yan were there with me also.. then we headed to j8.. and omg.. we had so much fun..

while on the train.. we were talking about having center of gravity.. cos apparently.. cheryl cannot find her center of gravity.. and she was like talking so slowly some more.. (starting to sound a bit like alexstine also..) and she was like 'the center of gravtiy is down...... there here' and she pointed to her belly button area if i am right.. but you see.. for a fast person like me.. when she said 'the center of gravity is down....' i completed with my own word.. 'there'.. haha.. sorry lah.. i was like completing her sentence in my head.. and when i told them.. we all started laughing.. haha.. and to say.. cheryl almost fell down also.. -_-".. haha..

so we went to J8.. and qiu yan so nice want to treat us eat dinner.. but since i was already so full.. cos i had late lunch.. i didn't want to eat dinner.. so share with cheryl waffle.. and cheryl said she had bone air.. (translate in chinese..) don't want qiu yan to treat.. haha.. so we sat there for quite awhile.. and we talked a lot of crap.. and did i say.. cheryl is so embarrassing.. omg.. she was making so much noise before we could be?! until i had to call darren.. ask him to do something.. but he was busy too.. oh wells.. what can i say.. cheryl.. BEHAVE YOURSELF!! haha..

came home.. started to do what i am suppose to be doing.. then after that.. cheryl and chris see me until so stress.. they came to help me out.. and chris very nice.. he was like a listening ear.. he called me and we talked on the phone.. and by the time we decided to stop talking.. it was already 3.25am?? my goodness.. and i needed to wake up at like 7am..

thursday

i didn't even hear my alarm ring.. thank goodness my dad woke me up.. but that was like 7.30am.. shit sia.. quickly rush.. omg.. got ready in 10min man.. record time.. didn't even decide what to wear.. jus chiong.. thankfully i didn't sleep man.. or else sure die.. haha.. oh wells.. went to NTUC and helped my mum carry stuff back.. ate lunch at toa payoh.. and came home..

i estimated my time really nicely when i came home.. what time do what and stuff.. so wanted to sleep for 1 hour before leaving the house later again.. but guess what?? darren messaged me to tell me that he would be late.. and i was already sleeping.. make me jump lah.. sigh.. but i think i went back to sleep until my alarm rang.. quickly went to shower and stuff.. left the house.. and i was late.. by a few min.. cheryl was already there waiting.. haha.. 2 of us are blind ppl.. cos we couldn't find each other at city hall mrt station.. after awhile.. darren came down.. and the 3 of us headed to suntec first.. cos alexstine would be late..

so we went to macs and watch darren eat his lunch.. and we really talked a lot of cock there.. very interesting leh.. and i realised something.. we always go to macs for lunch.. haha.. why macs?? interesting.. haha.. maybe its macs that allows us to understand things better?? haha.. all i can say is that we were making a lot of noise.. there were a few ppl looking at us.. oh wells..

went to walk walk around after that.. waiting for alexstine to come.. walked to carrefour there.. sat at the food area.. sat down and talked.. and i was looking at my list of things to do.. and omg.. oh wells.. changes need to be made.. haha.. i welcome all changes.. haha.. if its logical.. so finally alexstine comes.. first thing i said was 'today ah.. NO HOKKIEN hor..' and we head into carrefour to get the stuff for sbm outing on sat.. and half the time we were discussing what to do and about meetings and stuff.. and the guys got sian.. -_-..

anyway.. i got insulted.. not once.. but twice.. both times were by the guys.. say i got no backside.. wth.. i no backside cannot is it?? sigh.. then after that say that cheryl and i are flat in front.. sian.. this kind of guys ah.. nevermind.. cheryl and i will ren right?? haha.. we are such nice ppl.. haha.. maybe cos last time they don't know me lah.. last time lagi no backside.. now have a bit.. haha.. ok.. nevermind.. out of point.. NEXT..

so after getting everything.. we left the trolley at carrefour and walked around cos our darren needed a coat to do some stuff.. so we went to G2000.. and i had a good laugh.. haha.. sorry chris if it was kinda irritating talking to me when you called cos we were having some good laugh.. oops.. :x.. don't kill me darren.. haha.. then after much walking.. we went to marina square.. sat at long johns to have our dinner.. and alex left cos his mother was at suntec already.. and the funny thing was that.. he messaged darren later and asked whether we were talking about him.. cos his ears were uneasy.. haha..

3 of us were eating and we talked some more crap.. so after eating.. checked my phone and realised that i had 3 missed calls.. and so did cheryl.. the 6 missed calls were from qiu yan.. haha.. so she came over from raffles city and we sat there and opened a small meeting.. haha.. not bad sia.. everywhere we also can have meeting one.. haha.. after much talking.. we went back to carrefour and carried our stuff.. decided to take the train to go home.. met cheryl's ogl.. and we took the train in the same direction..

and we laughed a lot cos cheryl didn't want to hole the pole in the mrt.. cos some girl was leaning on the pole.. so she grabbed onto qiu yan's shoulder.. and when the train was coming to a stop.. she would squeeze qiu yan's shoulder.. haha.. oh wells.. then in the end.. she finally hole the pole.. actually.. not really hold.. touch.. with 2 fingers.. and she almost fell.. did i say.. and her reaction was so cute and funny that the 3 of us started laughing..

so i got off.. and came home.. my hands almost died.. though there were only 4 bottles.. but omg.. it was heavy.. felt so good when i came home.. showered and stuff.. rushed on the proposal.. which i didn't know where i save.. no wonder i sent the wrong thing to ppl.. sigh.. settled some stuff.. and off to bed.. i slept so well... yes!!

friday

woke up this morning.. heard my alarm ring.. but i continued to sleep.. and by the time i woke up.. it was 7.25am.. shucks.. quickly rushed again.. went to school to return clubroom key.. and left.. came home.. edited some stuff and sent it out again.. omg.. i was like cracking my brains.. haha.. oh wells.. and i was talking to chris online.. and this was what he said before going offline..

ChRiS.. HELP!!!! I NID U... YES U... says:

MY Melody.. bye bye le.. c u tomolo wif ur hello kitty...

ChRiS.. HELP!!!! I NID U... YES U... says:
=x


and the hello kitty.. refers to you cheryl.. haha.. didn't get to reply.. or else sure shoot him one.. and this qiu yan.. this is her nickname

*~aH^YanZ~* I'm so bored here~~~ Mel is an OLD WOMEN~~~..

omg.. but when cheryl came online.. it became this...

*~aH^YanZ~* I'm so bored here~~~ Mel is an OLD WOMEN~~~ some idiot is always slping..

idiot refers to cheryl.. haha.. and cheryl's PM is..

SOME IDIOT CALLED ME, AND DEPRIVE ME OF MY SLEEP.


haha.. war sia.. luckily i am not involved.. besides the Mel is an OLD WOMEN.. but its ok.. i not so childish mah hor qiu yan?? haha.. ok lah.. i guess that's all for now.. tmr got SBM club outing.. hope to see everybody and have fun too!! so tataz ppl..




For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

ok.. the weather today is bad.. and i stayed at home after i came back.. besides going out for lunch with my sis.. and i was talking to chris online.. and avoiding every other ppl who asks me about some stuff that i don't want to talk about anymore.. so pls don't ask anymore.. cos some nosey person loves to butt into other ppl's business.. and situation will get worse thanks to the person.. not everything is for everyone to know ok.. and if you know.. jus keep it to yourself.. must you go round telling everyone?? sheesh..

anyway.. that aside.. i think i spent like close to 3 hours talking to chris online so far.. and we have been talking a lot of rubbish.. and he is rubbing in on the fact that i bully him when i didn't even bully him lah.. he then bully me.. and he buay song.. still can say 'i bite you..' wah.. but bite also no use.. cos bones only.. haha.. and we jus talk a lot of nonsense.. and for a guy like him.. not going out?? interesting sia.. haha.. i thought he would go out one lor.. haha.. but i guess.. he is jus guai.. and chris is damn funny.. one moment he says this.. the next moment he says something else.. haha. damn funny lah..

oh wells.. a lot of upcoming events.. hope we are all going to have fun.. sat got sbm club outing.. not sure whether i am looking forward to it or not.. one of the days this week.. going to meet cheryl and the rest to buy stuff for outing on sat.. and before that.. meet qiu yan for lunch at CBD area.. still deciding.. i guess we will settle this one day.. WON"T WE CHERYL?? haha.

so tired.. but don't want to sleep.. haha.. i'm even lazy to sleep.. what's happening to me man.. haha.. must be all the late nights last week.. haha.. so i guess that's all for now.. tataz..


P.S. i realised that it has been 3 years since i had this blog.. wow..




For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

*edited 9.10pm*

got this off from wayne's blog..




thankfully i haven't screwed up my life.. i don't really enjoy arguing with my family over matters that won't even affect them.. but what can i do?? getting a 2nd opinion is better.. but they labelled me as the 'yaya papaya' woman.. but i have already been branded that ever since i went into a mix school.. so what's new?? -_-".. anyway.. i will have to settle it myself.. its jus a matter of time before the whole thing ends..

so today.. is sunday.. i woke up before my alarm rang thinking that my alarm already rang.. oh wells.. nevermind.. so went to church early.. hoping to cut hearts cos apparently in the e-mail.. it said so.. but in the end.. i didn't cut any hearts until during worship.. but oh wells.. pris didn't even know that i will be helping out in her class.. haha.. and got to know shi wei and grace better.. thankfully i am not helping their class.. cos shi wei might jus make me a terrible life in CM.. haha..

but oh wells.. he was rubbing in that he had free labour.. but he didn't know that his free labour was doing sound system for PNP hall.. haha.. so he didn't have any free labour.. so i went to cut my hearts.. sam's friend nat helped me cut too.. and pris came and helped me cut after awhile also.. then after that.. since i am so nice.. and so is sam and nat.. we helped shi wei cut the hearts also.. we are jus so nice ppl man.. and i made a big booboo on the first day being a teacher.. my cutting of hearts were already bad.. but worse was.. when i was going to punch holes in the biggest heart.. i punch at the wrong place.. poor estimation.. (melly.. open your eyes bigger next time!!!) thankfully it was only like 5 pieces out of the 12.. so the rest was better.. but NO.. the rest started falling out also.. so thankfully sam helped me tape the mistakes and we punched the holes again.. sigh..

so i went to class.. and guess what?? a few kids were like ' I KNOW YOU!!!' and i was like 'eh??' but they knew me cos i taught them last year when jason wasn't around.. so nevermind.. when pris asked them what is my name.. they didn't know.. but its ok.. cos i didn't know their names also.. oops.. :x..haha.. but i know most of their names already.. at least those that were present.. haha.. so first time i took pri 2 classes.. very noisy.. they talk loudly.. and scream at one another.. haha.. but i still love them.. haha.. and did i say.. when i stepped into class.. and i was introduced as their teacher.. ( they know me as AUNTY melody.. omg AUNTY..) a boy, caleb.. he came up to me and gave me smarties.. AH!! so sweet.. but i told him that i didn't want.. he can have it.. but if its meant to be yours.. its meant to be yours.. i think he passed it to another girl.. and she offered it to me at the end of class.. so i took it.. haha. offered it to pris.. but she didn't want.. oh wells.. i feel so happy..haha..

helped the kids stick the hearts together.. and it looked so nice. haha.. cos i helped them.. no lah.. jus kidding.. it already looked nice.. haha.. and since there were only some 6 kids.. and i cut out 12.. i have 1 to bring home!! haha.. nat also has one to bring home.. only sam doesn't have one to bring home.. haha.. class ended early for us.. and so we decided to teach the kids to pray and close in prayer.. and cos they didn't have any prayer request cos its the holiday.. we taught them to thank God for anything that they want.. and the kids were 'i want to thank God for teachers.. classmates and parents!!' parents were most of the choices.. 3 out of 6 i believe.. 1 because they scold him for his good.. (interesting..) the other.. cos his relative bought him a lot of xbox games.. (rich relatives..) and the other?? i can't remember.. haha..

so after everything was done.. and we had debriefing.. ( we were welcomed.. haha..) talked to shi wei and grace.. and shi wei was like promoting SMU to nat since nat is going to go to uni.. but we were jus saying that SMU is ranked 4th.. it isn't one of our first priority though its near church.. haha.. but cos we found out that shi wei is from SMU.. haha.. so of course must promote lah.. haha..

after much talking.. we went for PNP service.. the chorus of one of the song really touched me..

Saviour
he can move the moutains
My God is mighty to save
he is mighty to save..

Forever
Author of creation
My God can conquer the grave
Jesus conquer the grave..


jus felt so good.. plus 'How Great is our God'.. oh wells.. maybe cos i haven't been to service.. for so long.. let alone being away from church for 1 week.. oh wells.. after the whole service.. nat, sam and me went over to PS to have lunch.. i saw LiJun.. omg.. a long time since i last saw her man.. AH!!! i can remember her.. cos she took public bus in pri 1 and 2.. and our classes were next door in pri 2 if i am right.. and i was her classmate in sec school also if i am right.. haha.. sam called nicholas for lunch and he came along together also.. ate at pasta mania and we were talking a lot of rubbish.. but we had fun.. and nicholas jus happily told sam and nat that i had a bf cos of my msn pic.. sigh.. i couldn't do anything to stop him.. cos he said everything out.. -_-"..

so nevermind.. sam and nat went to the bus stop while nicholas and i went to the mrt station.. on the way to the mrt station.. this girl ran past me.. and i was like 'IVIN LIM!!' haha.. and she stopped in her tracks.. haha.. i saw this girl very recently.. last month before mich flew off.. haha.. so i had quite a lot of fun talking to nicholas since i haven't talked to him properly in ages.. and made me learn something.. but i can't remember what i learnt from him.. seriously.. i forgot.. but oh wells.. i hope i can remember some day.. some how.. some place..

came home.. rest a bit by playing games.. haha.. of all things.. play games.. then went to simei.. and walk walk around.. shopping centre called east point.. doubt i will ever step there a 2nd time unless i really have no choice.. cos that place will bore me a lot.. haha.. came home.. and here i am online.. going to wake up early for 4 days in a row starting tmr.. so i won't be having late night chats on the phone with you ppl unless.. i stop at 11pm.. and you all must make me stop at 11pm.. haha.. going to be a busy week i guess?? and CHERYL!! we got to go and get our stuff.. my mum say we can leave the things at my place.. and sat.. you ppl can come my place and collect the stuff before going to meet the rest at sentosa.. so what's the plan?? haha..

ok.. so i guess that's all for today.. have a great week ahead ppl.. don't think too much about results.. what's done is done.. cheerios.. :)




For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

*edited 9.10pm*

i saw this qiu yan online.. and before i can talk to her.. her PM on msn caught my attention.. and this is what it says..

'Dont ever agree your friends to go out when they are having double dating... It SUCKS...'

wah.. don't need to have such a big reaction right?? haha.. the 4 of us didn't even do anything leh.. we jus made you laugh.. haha.. don't need to say until so bad right??? haha.. remember.. we will always love you.. haha.. we will help you find a guy too alright?? haha.. tataz..




ok.. guess what?? i think i over spent today?? haha.. went on a shopping spree.. wanted to buy heels.. but in the end.. i didnt buy heels..

i bought sport shoes and jacket.. oops.. haha.. and they were all from addidas.. i have to say.. i really have something to do with addidas man.. i love my shoes.. and i love my jacket.. the jacket is so thick that it can keep me so so so so warm.. haha.. if i can remember.. i will take pictures of it and show.. but that's if i can remember.. or be bothered..

i'm still thinking whether i want to wear my old shoes for OGL camp or new.. but i think i might use old ones.. cos i think some how or another.. it will get dirty.. so since i haven't sent my shoes for washing.. i should let it get dirty some more.. haha.. jus that.. i don't like dirty stuff.. so i'll jus have to think of something i guess.. haha..

i guess that's all for today.. don't want to blog much.. so see you all around ppl.. tataz..




For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

i edited my previous entry on the kbox one.. so cheryl and darren.. if you go and see by any chance.. see what i wrote to your photo.. cos of cheryl.. haha.. she wrote 'they look sweet. awww~' next to my photo with alexstine.. haha..

and a few paragraphs that i forgot.. thanks to cheryl who reminded me.. haha.. so i guess that's all..



THERE IS NO SUB COM MEETING TMR!! SO ALL SUB COMS.. PLS TAKE NOTE!!


so i guess that's all.. not much fun tmr i guess.. looking forward to sunday with P2 kids.. and cheryl.. this is dedicated to you..

'darren and cheryl's love for each other climbs mountains and goes through the valleys.. they can face all obstacles.. no problem.'


aawwww.. how touching.. haha.. tataz..




For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

yesterday i went out to enjoy myself.. went out with cheryl, darren, qiu yan and alexstine.. and we had jus so much fun.. went to meet cheryl at nokia wheellock cos she was going to send phones in and i was going to collect my phone.. so we sat there and wait and wait till our turn came.. haha.. we called darren but that guy never picked up his phone.. -_-".. so never mind.. when he walked into nokia and said hello to us.. we got a shock.. haha.. didn't even know it was him.. haha..

after we were done.. we walked over to taka's macs to have a small bite.. and we were comparing waterbottle.. and darren being a nice guy wanting to help cheryl find her water bottle.. ended up taking out her umbrella instead.. omg.. so funny.. we were all laughing and laughing.. haha.. then while eating.. we had serious talk.. very good leh.. at least we all get to know each other better.. my goodness.. giving each other opinions.. talked all the way until kbox.. ushered to our room and cheryl very enthu.. first one to sing.. haha.. not long after we started.. alexstine came in.. and that guy as usual.. want to sleep want to sleep.. but after awhile.. he became crazy.. he became very high.. haha... show you some photos as evidence.. not jus him high lah.. i think we all were a bit high..

and alexstine damn funny.. he can sing leh.. but i had no idea what he was up to.. his kiss goodbye was really well done and another song he sang.. but after that.. the rest of the song.. i have no idea.. and like cheryl says.. he was singing 90s song.. you know 'xuan zhe'.. haha.. only 3 of us knew.. darren to hip to know that song lah hor.. haha.. but it was nice singing that song.. haha..





















cheryl






















cheryl and me




















darren and cheryl... :)




















me and cheryl.. pretending to be drinking her drink




















oooohhh.. darren and cheryl.. :)























alexstine.. he didn't even know i was taking a photo of him.. and he can still pose for me.. not bad..

























alexstine engrossed in singing..

























cheryl.. don't worry.. its not the same as the beginning pic..






















alexstine, darren and cheryl..

























alexstine.. if you are trying to figure out what word he is saying.. its 'fly'.. haha.


















look at darren.. he sure has comments about that alexstine.. haha..






so after much singing at kbox.. we had to go before qiu yan was going to K us.. haha.. so we went out to meet her.. headed to wisma's food republic to eat dinner.. and it was a dinner that we had a lot of fun.. but i think i over laughed till i had chest pain.. long time since i last had chest pain.. oh wells.. we were laughing so much.. this qiu yan say she see me and say i act very er xin.. -_-".. whatever.. and this cheryl.. eat her wantan.. eat everything.. leaving the prawn behind.. so darren help her eat the prawns.. haha.. so after eating.. we were sitting around and laughing so much.. so we decided to leave.. but visit the toilet first.. and omg.. the toilet is like.. so weird lah.. haha.. but nevermind.. you go the toilet and figure yourself..























over dinner.. alexstine wanted to be poster boy for motorola.. jia you!!






we headed over indochine to chill.. and talk cock.. but we didn't sing song.. cos we already sang.. haha.. anyway.. this alexstine ah.. whole time talking hokkien.. and qiu yan was scolding him.. but he still never change back to english.. only at certain times.. and he damn funny.. everytime he asked for hot water to be placed inside his tea.. darren had to apologise to the waitress for alexstine's funny accent.. haha.. and we were saying that we were at some ang moh place.. and this guy went to drink teh.. haha.. and darren apologised to them for the amount of noise that we were making.. haha.. oh wells.. we were kinda noisy to some extend i guess?? haha..





















presenting to you the guys.. alexstine and darren..





















presenting to you the girls.. qiu yan, cheryl and me..






















the whole group of us at indochine.. qiuyan, cheryl, darren, me and alexstine..






















qiu yan and cheryl..





















qiu yan and me..



















qiu yan, me and cheryl..





















cheryl and her bf, darren.. aaawwww... so sweet..




















me and my bf, alexstine.. we are jus cute..




















one of the drawing that alexstine's student drew for him..



















another drawing by his students.. 'I CHOOSE YOU!!' haha..



















wah.. you at the way they sit under the table.. haha.. open leg big big.. haha..





















the drinks that we had.. nice nice.


























cheryl drinking her drink..

























me drinking my drink.. why not happy ah?? haha..




















alexstine.. he took this himself.. don't ask me what he was up to.. haha..





so after we were done.. we all headed home.. alexstine took bus while the rest of us took train.. very crowded as usual.. maybe everyone did OT on the same day again.. haha.. oh wells.. i will conclude that we all had fun the whole day.. haha.. tmr may have sub-com meeting.. not confirm.. haha.. wait by your phones ppl.. haha.. tataz ppl..





For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

ok.. now for LTC.. i think my post the other time was very brief.. i think if you read this entry.. its going to be long winded.. but i'm sorry.. jus that.. i think i would share what i went through with everyone.. but on the fun side i guess?? haha..

so first day.. woke up at 6.45am cos i knew that i had a few stuff not packed yet.. and the night before.. i didn't pack so much cos i was so tired from the fun with the class.. took a quick shower.. threw in last min stuff.. and went to fetch aishah.. this smart girl didn't tell me that she was sitting at the bus stop.. lucky my eyes sharp.. haha.. went to school.. and i was a bit late.. cos i was suppose to be there at 7.45am.. but i was a few min late.. oops.. :x

so the ex-cos and facilitators came.. and thank goodness.. i was in the same group as aishah.. haha.. so happy.. hehe.. other sub-coms in the same group as me were dorcas and kenneth.. at first kenneth was the only guy.. poor thing.. minority.. but in the end.. another guy called guang zhe joined our group.. haha.. so we got to know each other.. and started thinking of a cheer.. which we did.. haha..

went for a talk at LTD-3.. it was kinda interesting.. but a few of us got her words mixed up.. when she said strength.. we thought she meant friend and we talked about friends.. haha.. and we learnt the E+R=O.. which we came up with ERO.. haha.. Events+ Response = Outcome.. haha.. that's what we brought back with us from the talk.. and learning that jus saying "ME" doesn't mean anything. you have to really prove it but taking action..

had lunch in north canteen.. sat with pat, chris, cheryl and a few other whom i can't remember.. talked a bit.. went back to the LTD and they made us buy 1.5L bottle.. so ran with pat.. and we over took chris.. and his shoe dropped out.. haha.. he can't win us in running.. haha.. went back to LTD and then after that went to board the bus.. wanted to sleep cos didn't have proper sleep the night before.. but couldn't.. when we were going to reach camp christine.. talked to dorcas a bit.. and yah..

went to the MPH (multi purpose hall.. not mental people hospital..) and waited for the rest to come.. and went up to the bunks.. sha sha and i took the beds on top next to each other.. put on the bedsheets and pillow cover.. and i had to do 5 pumping due to my pillow cover.. dorcas also.. sigh.. so we did.. then went back down.. and i think we had to do pumping for taking our time if i am right.. then we went to the feel.. and cos we were too slow.. we had to do pumping.. and cos we weren't heard.. we had to do more pumping.. and pumping after pumping.. my hands were in pain already.. and it started raining..

and so since we needed to make our structure.. we went under 1 of the bunks MPH to do our structure.. though it wasn't that strong.. it was quite well done.. at least i thought it was.. at least all of us made a point to know how to make the basic knot and how to tie the rest of it.. and i really saw how we worked together to like prevent the sticks from moving so that it will maintain.. thought we weren't given enough time.. but we sure did our best out of the whole thing..

and the whole day was a lot of pumping.. we were playing amazing race.. and our first station was jus omg.. it made us do pumping.. 30 if i am right.. and i think cos we did too much pumping. before.. my knees jus gave way.. it was like numb.. no feeling.. so when they asked us to do the same amount of pumpings in 43 secs.. i dropped out.. seriously.. my back and knee were like ouch.. group 7's jesslyn dropped out also.. but she wanted to go back and do with her group but facilitators asked her to dropped out.. jus for in case..

then next station was memorising a passage.. and must say the punctuation out.. and each person say one word some more.. haha.. and by the time we finished completing the passage.. we had only 9 min left.. and like group 7 left.. and 2 other groups came.. we were slow.. haha.. but we managed to work together.. helping people remember their words.. giving hints and stuff.. great job done..

3rd was looking for stuff.. philant (if that's how you spell his name..) made us look for 10 ogl shirt when the paper printed 5.. so sandy and some one came with me and we went round looking for OGL shirts.. and we found sandjit the facilitator.. (if that's how his name is spelt also..) and his group members were like 'wah lau.. jus now got guy ask you don't give.. now girl want.. you want to give..' so in the end.. the 3 of us had to sing the national anthem.. and he lend us the shirt.. so we went into the push up station.. and we got wei long to lend us his shirt.. and after that.. he hid behind at the kitchen area.. haha.. went back to philant.. and he still didn't want to strip so that his shirt can be considered as one of the OGLs shirt.. haha.. so we managed to get everything.. haha. not bad..

after that.. we had to collect sweat.. and we start running.. but we girls.. being girls.. can't get any sweat.. cos we weren't feeling very hot.. haha.. so the guys came out with more sweat than us?? haha.. i guess we have to help one another when things are at its wits end?? haha..

next and last if i am right.. was to do the bandage thing.. and the victim.. needs an injured arm and a broken knee?? and so the victim was me.. how amazing.. why?? cos i was the lightest in the group?? i don't believe man.. how could i be the lightest?? there are ppl who look skinnier than me.. -_-".. so nevermind.. at least they didn't need to literally carry me.. they carried me on a chair. haha.. so that was all.. sat down and we discussed for our skit.. came out with some ideas.. and yes..

we had to cook our own dinner.. on the whole.. i think it was ok.. haha.. but starting the fire was difficult.. cos we didn't know how to use the solid fuel?? so thankfully.. john from group 7 came to help us out.. so that was great.. we managed to cook our food after that.. all the food taste ok.. except the chicken.. at least to me.. it was a bit too peppery.. and i found out that kenneth marinated the chicken twice.. and therefore.. too much pepper. haha.. but on the whole.. i think it was ok.. none of us had diahorrea.. haha.. we all sat down to eat together.. got to know one another better.. and cleared up..

had to do pumping after eating cos the mass tins weren't cleaned properly.. some groups didn't put toothpaste on their mass tins.. and the list jus gets longer.. so we did pumping.. after that.. we had games again.. we played candle walk (wall??) first.. and i think we had a lot of fun.. we tried to come up with strategies.. which we could.. but in the end.. we jus went on and jus have fun.. and cheryl's facilitator. scott, was playing.. and he ah.. no gentlemanly at all.. of course.. his objective was to blow off our candles.. so nevermind.. everytime i went near.. he blew mine off.. then apparently.. he pushed our group member and she fell down.. tsk tsk.. violent!!! haha.. (and from that day onwards.. he saw me.. he had a sian face.. hahaha.. cos i will keep rubbing it in.. and until the last day.. i was still rubbing it in. haha.. i'm evil.. sorry..)

so after that.. we went to play station games.. i can't remember the title of the game.. but it was called some tide thingy.. and so we all had to work together and step on the cloth.. making sure everyone is in it.. and when it came to like the 3rd, 4th and 5th fold.. i had to be carried.. thankfully i'm not the only one.. julia also got carried.. so the 2 of us were hugging each other at the top.. and i almost caused kenneth to fall.. sorry kenneth.. cos i was like falling forward more than i should be falling backwards.. oops.. :x..

then we had spiderweb.. had to like cross over to the other side without touching and part of the strings.. if any part of your body touches.. you kena water bomb.. thankfully.. i didn't touch.. but i had to be carried over.. -_-"... my gosh.. i was like 'why is it always me that has to be carried over..' so we worked as a team to carry people over and made the hole bigger so that people can go through.. haha..

then played 'slip disc'.. where we had to pass a paper plate with our backs to one another.. we managed to get it done the second time if i am right.. we worked together as a group to get the whole thing done.. great.. we learnt take to set an example, take initiative and being a leader if i am right.. can't really remember.. sorry.. then we also played another game of carrying water balloons from one pail to another pail.. did it quite quickly.. we didn't see any problems with that i guess.. haha.. but on the whole we had a lot of fun.. but aishah was hurt.. so sad sha sha.. or else we would really have had a lot of fun!! xing xuan also.. so poor thing leh you 2..

so after the games.. we had debrief and supper.. and headed back to the bunks.. dorcas and i showered our hair in the sink.. went down to the first floor and had a quick shower and came out.. went to bed with our hair still wet.. oh wells.. took me awhile to get to sleep.. i think i only had like 3 hours of sleep?? maybe less?? there were ppl laughing downstairs.. and i thought i was dreaming when i heard ppl laughing..

DAY 2..

woke up when someone's alarm rang at 5.15am?? oh wells.. didn't get back to sleep though i was feeling really tired.. but oh wells.. got up and wore contacts and get ready.. qiu yan was asking why i wanted to go down early.. better go down early than late.. later kena punishment.. anyway.. i didn't do PT.. i stepped out of PT.. and so did a few others from my group.. anyway.. i had quite a lot of fun while the ppl were doing PT.. i know its not right.. i'm sorry sahara.. didn't mean it.. :( .. anyway.. subcom members around were alexstine, darren, dorcas, cheryl, elizabeth and me.. 6 out of 26 subcom memebers.. its as good as like coming to 1/4 already.. oh wells.. during PT.. we kinda got to know one another better..

spilt into breakfast after that.. then went with my group to the kayaking area.. but then cos i didn't kayak.. went back to the MPH to sit.. sat with cheryl, darren and alexstine.. and i think if the 4 of us are being put together.. we are whole group of crazy people.. seriously.. we were talking a lot of crap.. we talked about what we want to be next time.. what course we are studying.. tongue twister.. and many more.. and alexstine can fall asleep real fast.. omg.. he didn't wake up when we tried to poke him.. and when we talked real loudly.. he only woke up when faizal almost kissed him.. AH!! we were like laughing so much lah.. laugh until stomach ache.. and the fact that we did so much pumping the day before that my stomach was already aching.. the laughing jus made it worse..

and when my group of friends came back from the kayaking and we were going to play water games.. apparently.. the 4 of us switched names.. and until now.. i'm still not sure on how the name switching thing started.. so cheryl becomes darren, darren becomes cheryl, alexstine becomes melody and i become alexstine.. and ever since we switched names.. the 4 of us became a bit the xiao lah.. wanted to spoil the guys reputations.. but i think they spoil girl's reputation faster.. oh wells.. and alexstine took my line ok.. cos before we changed our names.. this guy was out to spite me.. so i kept saying 'say some more i pour water on you ah..' and he used that on me when we switched name.. and guess who was jus sitting a few sits away?? mr fuan.. -_-".. someone save me.. haha.. and he could still laugh.. sigh..

so played the blanket game that we played during orientation.. got to know people from other groups.. as in their names.. we never came to an end where we got almost everyone on their side.. but oh wells.. at least we tried.. haha.. after that.. i think all the groups came together and they gave some stuff on which group showers first.. which group can discuss for night time's skit.. and so while they were doing that.. casualties were jus sitting around... but cheryl and i were helping ex-cos with the cooking competition.. so separate stuff and cut stuff.. after that.. i went to find my group.. apparently they all bathed finish.. but since i promised cheryl and darren that we weren't going to bathe till night.. we didn't bathe..

went down to the girls dorm's MPH to discuss for skit.. went back up to the bunk to get paper and when i was going to go out.. there were bees flying around.. sigh.. so i jus stood at the door and watched the bees fly.. and they flew flew flew.. thank goodness no one was being stung.. so when some girls came up.. i quickly went down.. and cheryl came looking for me to shower cos she felt real uncomfortable in dirty clothes?? so both of us went to shower.. leaving darren and alexstine unshowered.. sorry guys..

felt much better after the shower.. came back to complete our discussions.. didn't managed to have time to practice.. but we were jus hoping that everything would jus go fine.. so went for our cooking competition.. at least it was much better.. we managed to clear up everything.. and i think the food tasted a bit better.. thanks dorcas and xin xuan (if i am right..) for doing the display stuff and cooking?? great job yah.. and of course thanks to the rest that helped.. haha.. though we didn't win.. but i think it looks great.. and taste wise.. not bad!! haha..

anyway.. after that.. we started our dinner.. and OMG!! it was one of the fun and best dinner i had in camps lah!! actually we were sitting in our own circle.. then we decided to expand.. slowly expand.. then we asked cheryl to sit in the middle of the circle.. and i realised that john was at the back of me.. and we asked cheryl and him to sit in the middle.. but he die die also dont' want.. in the end.. ALL.. and i mean ALL the campers sat together in one BIG BIG BIG circle.. and this 2 had to sit in the middle of the circle!! and they asked whether any other couples wanted to express their love for one another.. sahara and veenoth ended up in the centre of the circle with cheryl and john.. ahha.. damn funn.. and the guy was suppose to feed the girl 2 scoop of rice and the girl feeding the guy water.. haha.. omg.. it was damn funny.. more funny than romantic.. haha.. and we all had fun didn't we?? haha..

after that was over.. we started talking about some stuff.. and this alexstine.. omg.. he kept saying 'wo yao po ni shui..' meaning.. 'i pour water on you'.. wth.. copy my line.. argh!! then we were talking about 'po shui jie'.. i called it pour water festival.. then pat go and say thaipusam.. -_-".. haha.. went to learn new cheers.. super funny.. i think i heard it before.. but let me write it out for all of you to see..

Superman man man spiderman..
Spiderman man man batman.. (x2)

omg.. haha.. the rest of the cheers.. we learnt it in mg.. haha.. so it wasn't new to me.. haha.. but we had so much fun cos we were competing against the other 4 groups that were like jus next to us.. haha.. then we went for campfire.. not really campfire.. cos it was raining.. so instead of keeping warm.. we were keeping cold.. haha.. and all the skits were so funny.. all act like sahara.. haha.. knock it down.. down 10.. haha.. throw 10 cents.. haha.. my gosh.. but we all had fun.. then they gave us a night of fun.. clubbing.. wasn't in the right mood to do clubbing cos i was tired already.. and it was jus a busy day.. so went back to the bunk.. talked a bit and fell asleep.. and i forgot to say.. my phone died on my that day..

DAY 3

woke up slightly before 4.. omg.. fire drill.. almost couldn't find my specs.. cos where got time to put on contacts.. so quickly rushed.. and i think cos i had a shock.. kena leg cramp.. a lot of casualties this time.. all here pain there pain.. after we went up to pack our bag and stuff.. i didn't do PT.. but after that joined them for the game called 'black market'.. joined the group to play.. i won't say its easy.. cos 1st station i almost want to kill myself.. cos i realised that what i said.. ppl can't understand.. cos they were blind folded.. so nevermind.. after that.. i kena caught by the devil.. cos no one wanted to sacrificed themselves.. the devil chose me.. and when i went to the penalty house.. guess who i saw?? qiu yan.. and i was like -_-".. thiam wei and veenoth was there also.. haha.. apparently.. all our group members didn't come to save us.. haha.. took them awhile.. and finally they came.. haha.. but i rather stay at penalty house.. cos really slack.. talked to thiam wei.. and qiu yan made me tell them jokes so that they could laugh.. -_-".. haha..

after completing all of our tasks.. sahara gave us tasks to do.. count lampost.. then find the object had that number.. then collect 500 leaves.. we over collected.. nevermind.. we used it to make a heart-shape.. haha.. aren't we jus sweet.. haha.. changed out from track pants into shorts.. and then had our breakfast.. that was when cheryl and i found that darren and alexstine went home.. -_-".. and they didn't call us along.. haha.. nevermind.. so we did cleaning up.. i was separating the structures.. and this scott come and disturb me.. so like i said on top.. harped on the fact that he pushed our group member and she fell down.. haha.. but he was nice enough to give me a knife to cut the strings.. and he was like 'eh..' so i was like 'eh what.. i got name hor..' haha.. i felt so bad after that.. hehe..

so after we were done cleaning up.. we did our cheers.. boarded the bus.. and everyone was sleeping except for sha sha, zhi wei and i.. so we went wrong taking picture of our group members and zhi wei group members sleeping.. haha.. damn funny sia.. they all look so cute.. i wanted to put on my blog.. but they didn't allow me.. and i don't have the photos.. sigh.. reached school around 12 plus i think.. not bad.. very early.. we were going to have subcom meeting.. but in the end never.. so went home lor.. sent cheryl and aishah to bishan mrt station..

came home.. watched tv till i fell asleep.. then went to bed.. slept till dinner.. had dinner.. watch a bit of tv.. and slept some more.. haha.. so that was ltc for you all.. sorry if the entry is too long.. haha. :)




For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

i had a great time talking on the phone with cheryl, darren and qiu yan over the phone last night.. started with darren and me.. and it ended with darren and me.. haha.. omg.. seriously.. all this bonding time with one another.. allows us to know each other better.. and of course.. by sharing.. we all know what one another is like.. haha..

and i can still conclude something.. we are still the crazy people in ltc.. we never change.. haha.. we have so much fun.. and jus slack around.. talk about everything under the sun (moon since its night..) one thing so amazing is that we can trust one another so well.. this mutual trust is like so strong amongst all of us.. which i find that is really good.. so we shouldn't break this mutual trust amongst all of us.. haha..

when i was talking to darren till 12am plus.. we managed to conclude that when we all talk.. felt like we have known each other for ages already.. which i kinda agree.. its not easy to converse with people sometimes.. and when you can converse very well with a person or a small group of people.. don't miss the opportunity.. really glad that i can share some stuff with them that sometimes i can't share with certain people.. and how we can understand each other.. really thankful for darren.. cos both of us sometimes may face the same problem.. but we jus see it from a different point of view.. haha.. but that's not a barrier between friends if we have different point of views..

that's why.. i thank God for friends.. i'm quite sure some of you will say 'oh.. you know.. they can be your friends for now.. but in time to come.. you may not know what happens and stuff??' but i dare to say.. i put all my friends in the hands of God.. and i really trust them.. every single of my friends ok.. i am not jus saying ltc friends or sub-coms or ex-cos or what so ever.. you can say that i am naive.. but i rather be naive.. cos sometimes.. i rather be oblivious to my surroundings..

ok.. ltc update will be up in time to come.. hopefully.. cos its going to be a very long entry.. haha.. a i'm serious.. a VERY VERY VERY LONG entry.. tataz


ps. we are like having some personal nick fight between cheryl, qiu yan and me.. haha.. fun!!



don't focus too much time or energy on me..
cos i've already moved on..
and so should you..
no point hanging on already..
if there is something else out there besides me..
jus go ahead..
cos i would jus want a life where i can seriously enjoy..

ok.. its time for blogging.. i think i will start with class outing first..

after exams.. most of us.. met outside the benches near the hall and decided what to do and where to go.. in which we decided to go marina square.. had 2 games of bowling which apparently gave problems to my knee.. but heck.. didn't play to well for the first game.. but did better for the second and if i am right.. i won ali.. hahahaha..

went over to play pool while playing bowling since both were opposite from one another.. so the bowling game ended and we sat around at the pool place and played and watch the games.. then yann came.. took him ages.. even zhi wei came earlier than him.. haha..

so he came.. and we were all deciding where to go since its raining outside and so we can't go for steamboat though there is shelter.. so after much discussion and looking around.. we went to fish and co. shared food with jiaen cos i ain't a very big eater my self.. couldn't eat finish and zhi wei helped eat finish the rest..

after eating.. went out to the fountain.. and we took a lot of photos.. and we had so much fun.. we walked around the fountain and many of them got wet cos we were playing with water.. at least i didn't get as wet.. the guys we worse.. and since my hand was wet.. and yann's shirt was wet.. i decided to clean on him.. which in return.. broke out to be a small pulling and pushing between the 2 of us.. haha.. but we both had fun.. haha..

anyway.. below are many photos that we took..





















me, jiaen and aishah
























kartika, kim and yunting























kartika, kim, yunting, andy, zhi wei






















augu and ash.. *i'm covering my eyes*




















part of our class.. more than half.. not bad























the girls who went..





















now the guys..

























jiaen and yunting

























yunting and me




















idayu, jiaen and aishah






there are more photos.. but i'm too lazy to put all.. those who want all the photos.. pls tell me.. and i will sent them to you through msn..




For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.