1 paper down.. 3 more to go.. and a 3 days camp this weekend.. seems like this week is a busy week man..

anyway.. i love sundays.. haha.. did worship with stef.. and she was late.. as usual.. i was there at 8.30.. and this woman came in at 9.15am.. i was early.. but she was late.. so she thought me the actions and stuff.. and thanks.. she said that i was like the 'kim sam soon' woman when she danced.. whatever.. i was jus guessing my way through the actions lah!! haha.. so much for ' the deeper the roots grow..' haha..

i gave up holding the mike cos its so in the way.. at least both hands are free to do actions.. haha.. and we 'lelicated' (dedicated) a song to jo.. haha.. cos that time she led.. the kids didn't sing.. so we sang the song so that the kids can sing.. aaawwww... so sweet.. haha.. don't we all jus love jo.. haha..

and as usual.. my name mistakes start occurring again.. sam and i were talking about moses.. and suddenly moses name changed to amos.. thanks to me.. and sam was like 'who's amos??' and i was like 'amos lah.. eh.. wait.. moses..' aiyah.. i don't know any amos.. but i still call moses amos.. i think cos moses look like a person who has the name amos.. haha..

sam and i caught wayne flirting with ruth!! haha.. and we were telling adena and stef that last time.. derek was trying to hit on ruth.. now its wayne's turn.. hiyoh.. this 2 guys ah.. hit on xiao mei mei.. haha.. but not like we can do anything.. and wayne said that sam is dating his brother, nicholas chan.. haha.. but he keeps saying it.. and stef called sam for being a stalker.. stalking nicholas.. haha.. poor thing sam.. haha.. this girl kena bullied a lot today.. haha..

sam and i went to disturb jo's class.. not really disturb lah.. we stood outside her class and started waving at her.. haha.. and she was like 'kids.. look at that 2 jie jie's standing outside the door.' omg.. and cos sam was wearing a dress.. jo was trying to whistle the chee ko pek whistle.. haha..

we didn't get to teach any class today.. cos they apparently aren't ready cos there is some problem somewhere i guess?? so next week they are going to give us a class?? but i can't make it.. so sam and nick can have the class together.. haha.. i don't want to be the lightbulb between this 2.. later wayne come and scold me.. haha..

so here i am at home trying to study for management's paper tmr.. sucks.. but no choice.. everyone is at my aunt's house enjoying themselves except me.. staying at home to study.. but oh wells.. i had my share of fun yesterday..

one of my cousin was so funny yesterday.. he started a rumour about another of my cousin.. saying that she has a boyfriend and that he opens a vegetarian store.. and the rest of us.. being such nice ppl.. went to tell all the adults that she has a bf blah blah blah.. haha.. and we really had a good laugh.. cos the adults were like 'good what.. when you going to bring your bf blah blah blah..' haha.. and we laughed so much till my stomach ached..

and came to blackjack.. and asked one of my cousin to play.. and he commented in chinese.. 'you can win blackjack.. but you cannot win my heart'.. and i was like huh?? but he jus said 'nevermind.. jus joking..' haha.. this cousin of mine.. -_-".. and i think he was my cousin's lucky star.. cos she kept winning when he was there.. but she lost when he went home.. haha..

oh wells.. i guess that's all for my weekend.. tmr is the start of weekdays.. don't know whether to look forward or not.. but i guess it will be ok?? haha.. tataz..




For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

i know you all must thinking that i am too free to do those 2 photos at the bottom.. but sorry lah.. i was really bored.. and then.. the stats paper scared the hell out of me.. oh wells.. i hope all goes well for the stats paper tmr..

ALL THE BEST TO THOSE HAVING EXAMS!!! STUDY HARD YAH??































anyway.. lately.. i've been thinking.. and i've been like feeling like i am an octopus.. i'm doing this at this point of time.. and next i am doing that.. and then i have to do both.. argh.. too much things to do..

looking forward to this sunday.. leading worship together with stef.. and taking a class of P1s together with sam and nic.. sorry sam i can't attend 11.30 service with you.. have to study for 3 papers in that week.. hopefully all goes well this sunday.. no balloons i'm sure.. cos the kids did balloons last year.. haha..

ok.. so i guess that's all for today.. what i thought of today.. maybe it can help those who are having exams..

'though you are feeling weak.. tell yourself that you have the strength.. and you can do the best..'




For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

chinese new year is here.. and it jus went by.. ok.. if you all believe in the 15 days thing.. its not over.. but it will soon be over.. so don't bother.. haha..

anyway.. chinese new year was kinda as usual.. played the usual stuff.. win.. lose.. win.. lose.. so what's new?? haha.. managed to catch up with one of my cousin that i seldom talk to.. good to talk to someone older.. gives better advice.. and the advices he gave me.. 'be tactful and follow your heart'.. haha.. but i jus said 'different ppl have different views..'

got me thinking.. and i guess.. decisions jus have to be made.. or else problems jus can't be solved right?? but i guess for now.. its jus EXAMS!!! oh wells.. i think i am like over stress or something.. kena nightmare that scared the hell out of me.. oh my gosh.. really hate nightmares.. especially if they aren't really friendly..

oh wells.. i did a bit of studying today.. a bit of stats.. a bit of management.. sigh.. so much to do.. so little time.. the weekend is going to be burnt.. but at least i am not going to go visitation on sunday.. sometimes this visitations are really a waste of time.. especially when you go there and ppl are asking you the same qns about how to do this do that.. argh.. i'm not the only person around that knows sg education you know..

went out jus now for dinner.. and got track pants.. and yes.. i guess i have to admit that i am short.. cos i think i am going to fold the track pants a bit.. cos its like long.. haha.. unless i can be sweeping the floor and ppl will be thinking that i am not walking but floating across the floor.. oh wells.. a nice joke to be played.. but so sad.. ppl can play pranks on sub coms but sub com can't play pranks on them.. but sub coms and play pranks with sub coms and ex cos.. but ex cos a bit the dangerous cos there are ppl like lee.. haha..

ok.. so i guess that's all for now.. i've got the weekend to study and get some stuff for camp.. shucks.. i should have got some jus now.. it slipped my mind.. darn.. ok.. tata folks.. study hard.. and those whose exams are over.. (darren.. jx.. jon..) don't gloat.. there are ppl like my besty and me studying.. that's if sherman is even studying.. -_-".. haha.. don't tell him i said that.. haha.. but i'm sure he will be nice.. haha.. tataz






i guess i really have to be tactful??

apparently i was suppose to study when i got home after LTC briefing.. but the great thing was that i ended up sleeping.. how crappy sia.. but i loved my sleep cos i was having headahce.. haha.. 2 hours.. my gosh.. but my cousin messaged me which made me jump out of bed.. sigh.. but when i was going to fall asleep.. she replied.. ah!! so i decided to get out of bed..

but i didn't study in the end.. sat next to my mum while she was at the com.. and i got like 4 mosquito bites in less than 5 min.. so i decided to evacuate myself from the area.. ended up watching tv.. -_-".. and i wanted to sleep so badly cos my headache was still persistent.. oh wells.. came online in the end.. can't remember what i did.. wanted to study.. but my plan failed again as usual..

dad called to say he would be coming in 10 min to fetch us.. and we waited and waited.. and it was more than 10 min before we came.. went to woodlands.. walked around.. and omg.. sometimes.. i seriously don't like rain.. especially with lightning and thunder.. so walked around.. my sis crossed over from where she worked.. and we walked around a bit more.. didn't eat dinner cos i could feel my lunch in my stomach.. too much chilli i guess..

koped a bit of laksa from my dad.. quite nice.. ate the fish cakes too.. haha.. walked around a bit.. then came home.. at 9pm.. went down to shop and save cos they were having midnight sales.. so we thought let's go see what they have.. and guess what we bought?? tiger beer.. omg.. someone kill me.. why can't we have back wine during CNY.. oh wells..

came back.. watched survivor.. and went to sleep.. thought i could wake up late today.. i did.. 1 hour and 30 min later.. -_-".. i thought it was already like 10am or what.. but no no no.. it was 8.35 am.. so i was like 'wth!' never mind.. went back to sleep.. woke up 1 hour later.. aiyah.. get out of bed already lah..

switched on my phone.. 15 min later.. 8 messages came in.. wah lau.. they were messages since thursday and fridays lah.. and i was like 'omg'.. no wonder my phone was so quiet.. haha.. no lah.. jus kidding.. i was jus wondering why ppl didn't reply my messages that's all.. haha.. oh wells.. if you thought your phone had a problem.. i guess its mine.. haha..

went to orchard jus now.. and we were walking in one of the shopping centre.. and we were at the customer service area to collect something.. then this lady brought this 4 year old girl up and said that she lost her parents.. and the security guard asked the girl what was her name.. and she was like 'melody'.. and you should have seen the reaction on my dad, mum, sis and my face.. we were like 'huh?? melody??' haha.. and my dad was like 'eh melody.. you lost ah??' thanks ah.. i am not 4 years ago.. and my dad can still happily say 'if you are 15 years younger.. you are lost..' oh thanks.. and apparently that girl got lost cos she went to get her 'winx club' dvd and couldn't find her parents after that.. so i told my sis 'eh.. i want the winx club dvd too.. and she said 'get yourself lost first lah..' wah thanks. so the girl's dad came up and said 'pao lah.. pao lah' (meant run away lah..) and the kid was so cute.. she said 'i want this..' AH!!! i think if sha sha saw this kid.. she would be like 'so adorable..' haha.. ok.. i shan't rub into it.. haha..

JJ jus came to talk to me and wished my happy be-lated v day.. haha.. and he himself knows that v day was long over.. haha.. but he said that he can kill me.. but me being so nice and stuff.. why should i kill him in his A level years.. haha.. wanted to find out who he went out with during v day.. whether it was sam lee or sam heng.. but sad to say.. it was none.. darn.. no juicy news for our MI clique peeps.. haha..

anyway.. chinese new year eve.. hope all of you are having a great time with your family.. and those in nyp and tp.. study hard for exams.. after cny means exams.. so better study hard yah?? tataz..





For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

i jus can't help laughing when i see what khad wrote for me on friendster.. i know i wrote 1 line in my previous entry.. but i jus have to let everyone see this.. so many things are so wrong.. so i am going to edit it.. for her.. so what is being edited will be written in red..

Happy Vday Melody!! (its already a day after Vday.. so its Belated Vday.. haha..)

so sweet of you to send a msg to muz instead of me!!i'm so sad..tsk tsk tsk..so i have to face the fact that you only remember me during new year.

anyway,melody is a bad bad girl who loves to bully me.each time i step into the lecture theatre,she would scare me to death (i didn't scare her that badly.. i covered her eyes.. and she pushed my hands away.. and her friend banged the lecture theatre handle straight into my hip.. PAIN LEH..) my doing all sorts of abusive stuff.but 1 thing still amuse me,she said she'll love me forever! (and i am straight.. i didn't say i'll love you.. only muz will.. not me..)

haha...i don't want to be your lesbian partner (neither do i)

oh yah!her favourite phrase is "carrot-orange carrot-orange"
haiyoh,can give me peace each time i want to drink our favourite drink? (apparently.. carrot-orange is MY favourite drink.. this woman started drinking carrot-orange cos i wrote in one of my entries ages ago that carrot-orange juice is nice and how it helps the eyes.. and ever since then.. she started drinking.. and when ever i see her.. she's always drinking carrot-orange..)

hahah.. oh yah!i swear this girl change a lot.haha..i bet you'll be the hotest girl by year 3..eh,should promote yourself by showing all the nerdy nerdy pictures first. (if i'm the hottest girl.. you are a girl on fire.. too hot until only muz can have you.. and my pictures are not nerdy.. bleah)

anyway,who you dated today?darren?you can take him if you want.. haha (darren is for you.. and pls state which darren next time.. cos darren can mean darren's friend which is also darren.. haha..)

all the best for your exams!

with love
khad




ok.. i guess i am done saying my piece on what i have to say on that testimonial.. i am seriously laughing a lot on it.. haha..



For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

happy be-lated valentine's day to all of you out there.. hope you all enjoyed the day with your loved ones and friends..

before i continue.. i would like to say 'ppl.. my phone is having a lot of problems.. and so happen that i am talking to you on the phone and the next moment you can't hear me.. don't panic.. cos i didn't get kidnapped or what.. my phone jus died on me.. and it keeps dying on me.. i wonder why.. it doesn't like me!! WHY??!! oh wells.. '

anyway, i had my share of fun yesterday with my 2 valentines jiaen and sha sha.. haha.. had so much fun with them yesterday.. if you find my entry kinda short.. you can go to jiaen's blog.. her link is at the side there.. she has more photos on her blog than me..haha.. i lazy to put all.. but i want sha sha's phone photos!! haha..

so we went kbox and sang for like 4 and 1/2 hours..


















aishah and me






so much fun lah.. and we took neoprints before kbox.. haha.. i like all the photos man.. haha..
























year of the pig.. here we come.. don't run away from our kisses..























i realised that i can really look blur at times..

























anyone who has attitude.. its sure us..























our one and only sweet photo.. happy birthday in advance sha sha..

























look up there.. a monster!!























what's valentine's day without flowers?? we present you 'love with flower!!'






















good friends are hard to come..

























aawwww.. aren't we just the girls next door?? haha..























sha sha and her blue flower..




















jiaen and her sunflower.. haha..




















me and my rose.. that says 'lots of love.'







after kbox.. we didn't know where to go.. so we were walking randomly around orchard.. seeing so many couples and almost every couple had a flower.. haha.. how sweet.. oh wells.. this year is a different valentines day.. ever since in sec school.. we always had flowers for one another on valentines day thanks to the prefects who always organise this kind of stuff.. though last year i wasn't in mg anymore.. but my nice daughter samgan gave me a rose still.. haha.. and i can remember how john asked me whether the flower was for him.. and how he took a small part of the decoration of the flower from me and went round saying 'melody gave me this flower..' oh wells.. that was back then when we were all having so much fun in church.. haha..

this year.. i saw it from a different perspective.. daddy (jiemin) messaged me and said

' we love because he first loved us.' John 4:19

and it occurred to me that everyday is valentines day with God.. cos he is always there constantly loving us.. so those who are single out there.. and felt bored on valentines day.. not to worry.. God was there loving you.. and is always loving you too.. God created us to love him and for him to love us..

valentines day is not jus spending time with your bf/gf.. but with your family and friends.. so its nothing uncommon spending time with your friends.. (so stop asking me why i never go out with guys.. -_-"..) and for goodness sick.. i'm straight.. this khad ah.. happily go to my friendster and said 'melody said she will love me forever..' OMG.. I NEVER SAID THAT!! (at least i don't remember.. ) i am more straight than you can.. haha..

so that was V day.. my mum was surprised that i came home with no flowers.. haha.. i wasn't surprised.. cos the environment is different now.. its a change that i think i can adapt quite quickly.. no girl will say no to roses.. but not having them during special occasions won't kill them.. trust me.. unless she stated ' I WANT ROSES ON V DAY, BIRTHDAY, CHRISTMAS.. ETC' haha.. i do pity those guys.. haha.. but sometimes.. you jus have to please girls.. and i don't deny that.. haha.. i think some of my friends know me well enough to know that.. haha..

ok.. i guess that's all for today.. don't want to know much about what happened in school today.. cos i don't want to make our poor friend malu-ated.. haha.. don't worry jiaen.. we still love you.. haha.. tataz..




For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

ah fang is my really cool friend.. i went to his friendster jus now and i almost had a heart attacked.. the last time i saw him was in dec.. and he still look like a guai boy.. 2 months later.. OMG.. is it the ah fang i knew that i had worked with for 2 weeks??

haha.. its a pity ah fang doesn't have a gf yet.. haha.. he should get one soon man.. i think my cousin would agree with me.. haha.. ok.. i guess that's all for today.. tmr's valentines day.. (that's the second time i am saying that..) its a day to havoc.. haha.. tataz..




For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

ok.. maybe i offended some ppl.. but pls.. having the same thing repeated again and agian.. is very sian.. and we are talking about current things.. and you are all thinking so far ahead.. its not that i am not i am teaching you ppl to not think ahead.. but having to read the same e-mails again and again?? and the reasons that you give may not suit the opinions of everyone cos there are reasons at the back of it?? omg.. but whatever it is.. jus don't think too much about it..

tmr is valentines day.. so here i am wishing all those who are together to have a great time.. and enjoy your time.. haha..

so i guess that's all for today.. tataz..






i'm sorry for what i did.. but i didn't mean to hurt you..

kinda left out some details yesterday in church.. wayne was showing off his $25 sunglasses that he got.. and he wore it for us to see.. and i was like 'oh please.. mine looks better..' and i wore mine.. and guess what that wayne chan said?? he said 'wah lau.. look like ah lian sia..' haha.. too bad.. not like you don't look like an ah beng.. haha.. jus kidding.. nicholas chan.. better teach your brother well.. haha..

ok.. so today.. went to school and wasted my time cos the papers weren't out yet.. so met cheryl along the way out of school.. and this girl ah.. thought that i was going to go and study with a guy.. sheesh.. say me.. say herself lah.. she also study with a girl what.. so what's with me studying with a guy.. haha..

so i met sha sha at toa payoh mrt.. cos later she go to macs there and wait forever for me though i told her that i wouldn't be late.. blame it on the train that took 8min to come.. sigh.. wait until backside open flower.. haha.. went to bk and got food.. walked over to the cc where this sha sha gave me a shock when she 'AHHHHH' cos she suddenly remembered about her mp3 taking a leap of faith.. but apparently died.. haha..

ate first before we started doing our work.. did up my econs notes.. and its done.. and since i had nothing to do.. cos i didn't bring my management lecture notes.. so i started writing stuff.. i wrote a letter to sha sha though she was sitting opposite me.. then i started drawing.. its like what i did last year.. while i was working and i had no customers.. haha..


















i think my drawing can fail.. but.. oh wells..



















decided to sign off..



















tsk tsk.. sha sha and i left a mark.. oops.. :x




















not sure whether you all can see what i wrote.. haha..



















a coloured version.. but it doesn't look very nice either.. haha..


















i folded up and wrote that.. haha..






ok.. cos sha sha and i had nothing better to do.. and we started talking about guys and stuff.. haha.. big joke sia.. so after much talking.. i threw that paper into the bin lah.. haha.. seriously.. its ridiculous.. and i had nothing to do.. and sha sha said that i am asking for too much things.. haha.. but those were what came to my mind.. haha..

went to walk walk with sha sha.. and OMG.. the 2 of us were like.. look at that 99 roses together with the bear that can light up.. SO CUTE!! and so nice.. haha.. and we were looking at some other flowers that were replaced with toys.. omg.. so cute.. so nice..

anyway.. i guess that's all for today.. study hard peeps..




For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

my dad off the wrong switch and my whole computer shut down.. and i was already 1/2 done with my blog entry.. omg.. how sad.. and i have to re-type everything all over again.. argh!! i'm heartbroken sia.. oh wells.. i will type again..

ok.. so i had a very happening weekend.. at least my friday was a happening one.. met up with old friends and stuff.. SO COOL.. haha.. nothing much happened during the day.. class was 0 min long cos i did my work already.. and all i had to do was check the answer sheet that i bought from the photocopying shop.. but stayed for another 1/2 helping ppl buy answer sheets and talking to the lecturer.. went home.. then photo shoot was cancelled..

went to heeren at 5.30pm.. and mich was there.. but both of us didn't know that each other was around.. but the funny thing was that we were walking around the whole building.. called mich at 6 cos i didn't want to be the next target of surveyors along orchard road.. and she was in HMV.. searched high and low and finally found her.. haha. and i felt so honoured when she said ' i could count on you to be early..' haha.. i think they haven't seen me late before.. or else.. its i've never been late meeting them.. haha..

so both of us went into NYDC to sit first.. and we asked for a table for 10.. and guess what? there were only 5 of us.. cos as usual.. ppl were coming late. haha.. so sheryl came not long after.. haha.. and we talked a lot.. then joyce came.. she looked so different.. i haven't seen her for like 2 years plus?? and she is now relief teaching in MG.. so cute.. you get to see what you were like when you were back there in pri school.. haha.. and she was telling us about some of her students.. and them having better handphones than her.. haha.. and how a student went up to her cos her shoelace was undone.. and she asked my friend to tie for her.. haha.. oh wells.. shows that MG girls are spoilt.. but one good example is 'ME'.. haha.. but i am not that spoilt.. haha.. but i won't deny the fact.. since most ppl are already saying that.. then wella came along also.. same.. didn't see her for 2 years plus.. haha.. and she looked like a lobster.. apparently she went to play soccer.. lucky ass.. exams are over for them.. but not for me.. sigh..

so the 5 of us ate.. sheryl and i shared cos we didn't want to eat a lot.. and since the rest of the people were coming late, we decided to go to balcony bar to wait for them.. haha.. went in.. wanted to sit in the aircon area.. but it was kinda small and it was kinda cold.. so we went to the open area and it was the smoking area.. everyone had a different drink.. i had lychee martini.. thought it would be very heavy.. but it wasn't very heavy.. but i would say the nice drinks are joyce's drink and wella's drink..

soon janice came, followed by esther, ivin and last si hua.. omg.. it was so funny.. for one reason.. we know who has bf.. so when the person came.. the first thing would be 'what's the name?? how did you mean him?? where did you meet?? how did he ask you??' haha.. it was so funny.. and ivin got so irritated.. haha.. and some more she didn't want to show me the photo while everyone has saw already.. apparently the picture was on her msn display pic.. but i never got to see.. so i had to go to friendster jus to see..

but i think.. as the rest of us are still singles.. we approve of all those who have bf.. haha.. that's why.. i always say.. 'MG ppl have very good taste.. especially for looks..' haha.. anyway.. that aside.. we were saying that when michelle comes back to sg in june/july.. we would be going clubbing.. haha.. the idea doesn't sound so bad.. but i don't think my parents would allow.. haha.. and we were saying that we would bring our bfs around so that we won't have to hear bad pickup lines.. haha.. but we will see in time to come.. at the most we will be each other's bodyguard.. haha..

anyway.. we had a really good time.. 10 of us sitting there.. reminiscing on the past.. and how we knew each other.. some of us were in the class since pri school.. and we took at pri 4.4 picture.. haha.. i am going to start bugging ppl for the photos already.. haha.. but the funny thing is that.. i couldn't remember them in my pri school class in the first place.. haha.. but sec school can remember.. haha.. then we were talking about which teacher in school is pregnant.. got married.. and wear lime green speedos.. (if you don't know what it is.. nevermind..) haha.. and we were having a good laugh over our pri school teachers and how we missed some of them.. haha..

oh wells.. the experience was so good.. cos we seldom get to meet.. and when we meet.. we have so much to say to each other.. omg.. took bus with sheryl, esther, joyce and wella.. and we were talking so much about guys and how they treat girls.. and how we should choose.. and we were thinking about the past guys and sheryl scolded me for reminding her.. haha.. oh wells.. who doesn't have a sad past some how or another right?? haha..

so much fun i had on the bus also.. haha.. As result are coming out soon.. all the best to them!! anyway.. sat was tiring.. cos i was out the whole day shopping?? and cos the car went for polishing.. we depended on public transport.. haha.. kinda fun lah.. ended up at my uncle's house at night.. and we called mcdelivery.. and for that moment.. i didn't know what was the mcdelivery number.. sigh.. and i knew i could count on ah gong (chien wei) cos i remembered him calling for mcdelivery many times.. and yes!! he knew the number.. thanks ah gong..

that was sat.. slept at 1am cos i was watching a movie on channel 8 though i watched it many times already.. but jus watch lor.. woke up at 7am for a shower today.. and went to church at 8.15am.. and i was earlier than wayne.. yes.. haha.. but when nicholas came in.. he was wearing yellow.. same as me.. and wayne was like 'why you 2 wear the same colour?? wear also never tell me..' and i was like 'nicholas did i tell you that i was going to wear yellow' and apparently.. that guy said 'yes'.. wah.. nicholas chan.. you evil person.. jus because wayne's your brother.. you backstab me.. haha..

anyway.. wayne stressed me to play the songs.. and it was only 3 songs.. and he was like '1.. 2.. 3.. 4..' wth.. and we practiced.. at least he didn't complain so much sia.. haha.. but after awhile.. adena came down and sent nicholas up to level 4.. and our guitarist was late.. and our bass.. eric was suppose to take over the drums.. haha.. that was P1 and P2..

then for P3 ad P4.. helped jo with singing and ppt slides.. haha.. this girl so brilliant.. before worship don't want to practice some more.. haha.. but i won't say that it wasn't very bad.. haha.. then sam and i had a talk with aunt joan.. yay!! we are going to take a class in march.. haha.. i am kinda looking forward to it.. haha.. so sam, nicholas and i can work together to play and teach students. haha.. i think we should really call ourselves MSN lah.. haha.. but its lame.. so forget it.. haha..

after that talked to jo.. but i had to leave cos i needed to go to my uncle's house.. haha.. then the rest of the day.. i was very tired.. so i guess that's all for today.. start studying for exams ppl.. tataz..




For Friendships Made and Pleasure Shared.

today is a day i call 'lesson learnt' day.. haha.. today i saw

1) fate
2) discrimination
3) decisions
4) brotherhood

for fate: i saw fate today together with sha sha.. i don't want to talk about it.. sha sha and i know can already.. we saw it around school today.. but that was jus fate..

for discrimination: i was giving out lollipops to the class cos valentines is next week and i was jus giving them in advance.. and i was told by my teacher that i discriminated him for not giving him a lollipop.. omg.. i didn't even know.. last time i gave him candy cane.. he didn't want.. but i wanted to offer him.. jus that later.. but oh wells.. i got called for discrimination..

for decisions: nothing i want to talk about lah.. but i hope this kind of stuff won't happen again.. really thankfully for ppl for standing up for me.. but no matter what it is.. jus make sure you hear what i say.. cos each sentence has an underlying meaning..

for brotherhood: eh.. though i am not a guy.. but i saw what happened today.. and i feel that no matter what.. i feel that friendships shouldn't be broken so easily.. i jus hope that we all will be fine once again..

ok.. that was jus a brief saying.. i don't want to go into it.. i had quite a good time in school today i guess.. i screamed quite a few times thanks to aishah.. who frightened me while i was going to go to the toilet and while i was going to open the door to the toilet.. wth.. and one thing was cos i was panicking about our report and stats.. so everything i was like so high-pitched.. my gosh.. and everyone was kinda complaining.. haha.. but i'm sorry..

had a good time sitting outside with yann while we were waiting to go back to class for EWS cos i went to the toilet to change into skirt while yann went to the toilet.. and actually.. he was sitting opposite me when i was already squatting.. so i was like -_-".. when i squat.. he want to see me open coffeeshop.. haha..

so in the end.. i sat next to him at the pillar there.. and i was watching him play his so called 'daytona' on the phone.. but its not daytona.. but whatever it is.. haha.. i had fun pulling out his shoelaces.. and i wanted to pull out his whole shoe.. but he said ' don't go for an inch when you have a CM.' but i heard something else.. haha.. don't bother to ask.. haha.. and its so fun to fight with yann.. haha.. kelynn.. which should go to yann's house once again.. we haven't gone there to play for so long.. we miss playing.. haha..

anyway.. i guess that's all for today.. i hope everything goes well soon.. i hope i can help though.. tataz.



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ok.. i am bloggin in school now.. and its like 8.45am.. and i am already in school.. sigh.. my class starts at 2pm.. but i am in school so early.. sigh.. made a mistake in all my timings.. but i will be leaving school later.. and come back at 12.30pm i guess. suppose to meet sha sha and jiaen at 11 to study IT.. but it has to be pushed till 12.30pm. i feel so bad.. all my fault.. fail to manage my time properly..

anyway.. i won't be going for management.. cos i didn't get to sleep well last night.. so i will leave after IT test and go home and rest.. classmates of mine.. lend me your management yah?? haha.. thanks..

oh wells.. woke up today.. felt better i guess.. but for now.. not so ok.. i hope i don't puke later.. haha.. but i have stuff to prevent myself from puking.. sour plum.. haha.. sound like i am pregnant though.. but i guess that's the only thing that can help me for now..

anyway.. i have to say that sherman's really nice.. haha.. so much for best friends right?? he offered to help me carry my laptop to school.. eat macs in school.. then go back to tp for school.. haha.. but i told him not to.. cos i would be feeling better.. haha..

and i did.. my fever was gone by 9 plus i guess.. thanks to panadol.. but i jus couldn't sleep well.. drifting in and out of lala land.. -_-".. and waking up in the middle of the night jus to drink water.. thank goodness there was a bottle next to me.. so i didn't need to walk to the kitchen and scare the hell out of myself if i saw anything.. haha..

anyway. i am going to start studying for IT and do my EWS already.. this week is going to be a busy week.. got to start studying for exams already!! sigh.. why do exams have to exist?? (this qns is not suppose to have a reply btw..)

okay.. i guess that's all for now.. tataz..




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i vomited in the train.. brilliant..

thankfully there was a doctor..

but he thought i was pregnant..

though he said that my vomit isn't a pregnant vomit..

whatever..

but i would like to thank the guy again if i get to see him for offering to help..

cos many people were staring when i puked..

oh my..

it was disgusting..

thanks sha sha, idayu, and idayu's bf for being with me..

sorry if it disgusted to you..

cos i tried my best..

but it was too late..

and *plat*..

all came out..

ewww..

i don't mean to gross you all out..

but jus to say..

try not to puke in the train..

cos you scare the hell out of people..

haha...

i'm still thinking whether i want to do management..

cos i am freezing my ass off in front of the computer..

maybe i will do it tmr morning when i come to school..

pass it to someone..

and go home...

i hate it when i am sick..

and its been a long time since i lasted puke..

eewww..

i had the feeling and smell...

and the best part...

no one had to clue on what caused me to puke..

stomach flu??

food posioning is out.. (cos you are suppose to puke 3 hours after you ate the food..)

oh wells..

i am going to sleep..

sorry if i didn't do my hw and proj..

pls dont' kill me..



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managed to load some photos that i took with my phone.. can't see really well cos the camera aint good.. but you can't expect much from a 1.3 mega pixel cam.. at least its not vga.. haha..


















aishah and me.. with kelynn's finger..




















me and aishah.. sitting outside our PEM's office..





















kelynn and me during management presentation.. we were bored.. trust me.. haha..






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ok.. i have been like charging my phone like everyday this week?? i think its too much hardcore messaging and hardcore listening to songs in my phone.. oh wells.. but hardcore here hardcore there.. i can still live without my phone.. and i sometimes feel.. without my phone.. i live a free life.. no one disturbs me.. no one knows where i am.. and i can be in the own little world of mine which i feel so free.. no worries.. jus me..

anyway.. today i met andrew.. talked to him for awhile before heading back to school.. and i thought something wrong happened to my phone.. after not looking at my phone for like 2 hours.. i had like 3 messages and10 missed calls?? hello shilong.. 1 miss call is enough already.. i will call you back or message.. if its that urgent.. i think maybe 3 will prove the urgency.. but 10?? a bit the over right?? oh wells.. but thanks for the forms anyway..

so after seeing the 10 missed calls.. i thought my phone had a problem.. cos i couldn't get devi.. jiaen.. idayu and suyu.. so i was like.. omg.. what is wrong sia.. everyone decided to dao me like totally.. but thinking that people could call me and i could message out and stuff.. i don't think my phone had a problem.. and so finally.. i called aishah!! but she rejected my call.. -_-".. at least she called me back.. so i knew she was at home.. but she was still kinda sleeping.. but in the end.. she woke up cos i irritated her.. yes!!

and i was so caught up talking to aishah on the phone that i didn't see that devi called me.. so much for ear piece and not looking at my phone.. haha.. but its nice though.. ppl will think that i am talking to myself.. haha.. went to the library and got down to do EWS project.. i think we are almost nearly there.. i hope that everything will go smoothly..

nearly had gastric.. but i was cool.. haha.. got a small bite.. then went for class.. had a break like 1/2 an hour after lesson.. went to SBM club to pass lee a form.. and sat there for awhile.. playing with the guitar and drums.. but the drums.. cannot make it lah.. and i think my drums skill returned to the back of my brain.. haven't played drums in ages.. and i think if i start playing.. its going to sound really weird.. went back to lecture when class ended.. and guess what? i left my wallet at the clubroom.. oh wells.. went back after lecture to collect my wallet though.. i hope no one went to wreck it.. haha..

went to meet jiaen, suyu, kelynn, aishah, idayu and syidah in the library.. they were all doing their project while i was doing accounting hw.. haha.. then while i then music i was listening to ended and it was going to go to the next song.. this jiaen suddenly say 'shuai ge' (handsome guy).. so i looked up.. looked at the direction she was staring at.. and i turned to look around.. but there was none.. haha.. and i realised that they were looking and talking about something else.. su yu can still laugh at me for saying that my reaction was so fast.. haha.. anyway.. like they all said.. nyp standard kinda low.. but who knows.. you will never know till you see everyone in nyp.. haha..

anyway.. came back not long ago from amk.. went there for window shopping.. didn't have mood to do any shopping.. ate dinner and came home.. helped to move some furniture.. and here i am online.. and i am so happy about something.. i no longer see the 45 mark!! haha.. i think eating cum stress helps me to lose.. woohoo.. this holiday might jus be a tough one.. so i don't think i will be putting on any.. haha.. finally one of my new year's resolution coming true?? haha.. hopefully..

so i guess that's all for now.. kinda getting tired.. still thinking whether i should go and study with SBM club ppl tmr.. all the books and stuff.. sian sia.. plus i've got a new sofa tmr.. and i'm suppose to go sign up for a mio plan and get rid of the current one i have?? that's if i am meeting my uncle.. so many things to do.. so little time.. so where should i go and what should i do?? oh wells.. i will decide tmr morning.. tataz..



if all are ok..
doesn't mean its going to be ok..
don't wait for me..
cos there are others out there..




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ok.. finally i can see my blog.. my gosh.. anyway.. today stress level is very high.. everything jus went wrong everywhere.. late to meet jiaen.. not knowing what to do.. not knowing where stuff was.. time was passing to quickly.. and at all those points.. i jus couldn't see where the mighty hand was..

i jus prayed and prayed.. but nothing seem to be happening.. all jus went from bad to worse.. but i guess.. at the end of the day.. the reason was.. i jus had to really trust in him.. but i didn't put my trust in him.. and so it resulted in all these stress..

but at the end of everything.. it was jus a relieve.. i can't be bothered to worry about the outcome.. cos what is done is done.. so i will jus let everything go.. stats spss project and ica2 results came back.. a big disappointment for me.. didn't expect to screw up both of them.. though i passed.. but it wasn't up to expectation for me.. i thought i could do much much much better..

oh wells.. looking on the bright side.. at least i passed.. came back from chinatown not long ago.. jus walked around.. my legs almost gave way.. sudden ankle pains recently.. i think monday's appointment will do me good.. hopefully.. or else.. i don't think i can walk properly.. haha..

so i guess that's all for today.. 1 more project to go.. and its the exams.. wish me luck!! tataz..




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i can't access to my blog page.. but i can blog.. how weird is that??




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