*edited 9.30pm*

singapore now has 14 golds!! where did the other 3 golds come from?? haha.. interesting.. the number of medals singapore has is less than the number of gold medal phillpines has.. sigh.. tataz..



if you all know..

IT'S THE SEA GAMES PERIOD!!!

haha.. sorry.. come on.. be proud that singapore has so many golds.. now we have 11 cos the swimming queen got the gold today.. with nicolette teo getting a sliver.. AH!! so cool.. swimming ppl..

anyway.. now is the relay team for 4x100m freestyle relay.. hope singapore can win!! cross fingers.. and our youngest swimmer.. (that's if she is the youngest..) she got a bronze medal.. her first ever SEA games.. haha..

anyway.. SINGAPORE IS FIRST FOR THE MOMEMENT!! but oh dear.. thailands are winning!! yikes.. and its going to be the last person.. dear dear.. where is singapore's strength?? oh dear!! singapore is going to get 2nd.. i am so sure.. thailands are too far ahead..

CRAP!! SINGAPORE GOT 2nd!!! AH!!! cry with me!! haha.. that's so sad lah!! okay.. never mind.. got 1 Gold medal, 2 sliver, and 2 bronze for swimming today.. i don't know about the rest though.. so now we have 11 gold medals.. the rest.. not so sure.. but i think singapore has 42 medals all together.. that can't even beat the number of gold medals phillipines have!! sigh.. never mind.. we are very good already!! haha.. more swimming tomorrow!! hehe..

okay.. so its been awhile since O levels has ended.. and its the last day of november.. so many things coming up!! christmas in 25 days.. and the end of the year in 31 days.. that's how fast the year has passed.. that means there is 68 days to the O level results be coming out!! AH!! panic mode.. haha..

anyway.. charms has started working.. and me leh?? still slacking around cos no one wants me.. haha.. oh wells.. maybe signing up for MI for 1 month is quite good.. new friends.. not saying i will throw away old ones.. haha..

talking about old friends.. i met joyce and si hua today at marine parade.. they were heading to east coast park for class party if i am right.. haha.. okay.. i was out practically the whole day.. tomorrow got practice at night.. 7.30pm.. but i am going to learn from aunt gwen.. they won't start until 7.45pm.. haha.. but that doesn't mean i will be late.. i will be punctual.. but i can leave the house at 6.45pm still.. and not be late.. haha..

okay okay.. hopefully i can go and dye my hair tomorrow.. hehe.. tataz folks..


i will remember the promise i had for you.

i went swimming today!! hehe.. but it was raining.. drizzling.. whatever.. got water droplets coming from the sky.. that's all.. but who cares.. i still went swimming with my cousins, aunts and my mother.. but that was in the afternoon!

anyway.. there was slides at the swimming pool.. and i think its meant for kids.. not for ppl like me.. i am like a little too old for it?? but what the heck.. jus sit.. they didn't say any age limit.. so my cousin and i went to the slide and play.. so we slide and slide until backside pain.. cos once you hit the water.. you hit the floor of the pool.. haha.. cos that water was only 0.3m deep.. haha.. that slide for babies to play.. i am NO baby kae..

so we went to the other slide.. slightly longer.. and its deeper when you hit the water.. but not much higher than 0.3m.. that slide cos my butt to hurt even more.. *ouch* oh wells.. and there was still small boy who kept sliding down that slide.. never mind.. cos we always take the short cut up the slide.. instead of taking the steps on walk one big round to get back to the top of the slide again.. we walk up the slide.. so the boy was coming down.. but before he was coming down.. i told him to pause.. and stop.. but what did he do?? he slide down!!! and i was like.. AH!!! and i hit my knee against the slide and i went down into the pool.. i could have strangled that boy.. he didn't even apologise..

sigh.. so i had a red knee from that point.. so that boy went off to find his khakis after awhile.. so my cousin and i had the slide to ourselves.. so we play and play and play.. and the guy came back again.. i told my cousin :" he is the stalker!!" haha.. and my cousin said that the guy was my stalker.. pls.. that kid is not more than pri 5 lah.. and me?? a sec 4 student?? O level student? with a pri 5? OH PLEASE!! haha.. and my cousin was so smart.. he said :" maybe he fancies O level students.." -_-"out of point..

oh wells.. so we went to the jacuzzi to massage my poor knee.. and LET ME TELL YOU THIS!! when i was complaining how the jacuzzi was making my butt itch.. she said:" that shows that you have blood circulation.." like what?? so when i massage my knee.. i was telling my cousin how itchy my knee was.. and he said:" good.. your blood is circulating.." whatever.. haha.. anyhow quote..

so i went to shower after that.. and went back to my aunt's house to get our belongings.. and we went out to eat dinner.. hmmm.. at like 4.50pm?? dinner?? haha.. and i ate 1 1/2 bowls of chicken rice.. my cousin is like trying to lose weight.. and she is like eating lesser.. and i think she lost 10 kg?? cos she only eats 1 meal a day?? and i am like eating more than her?? sigh.. i don't think i can survive if i eat 1 meal a day..

and can you imagine.. when you like eat less.. and you don't exercise.. yah..you lose weight.. but all those muscles that once were in your body.. become fats.. and your body starts like lossening up.. (sagging)... ewwwww.. but whatever.. i will lose weight!!! i will lose weight!! and of course exercise.. that's if i can get someone to exercise with me.. haha..

but you know what?? after the whole swimming today.. i don't think i was like in the pool for like 2 hours.. I ALREADY HAVE A TAN!!!!! my gosh.. there was NO sun.. NO SUN!! and i can have a tan?? i got like this circle at the back of my body.. cos of the swimming costume line.. yikes!!! haha.. so my cousin's mum said:" wah.. if you no sun get tan like that.. then got sun lagi worse??" so i jus shrugged.. hehe.. i don't really care that much.. i didn't even apply sun block.. haha.. i forgot... and the point.. I DIDN"T EVEN BRING!! haha.. whatever..

okay.. i guess that's all for today.. i don't think there will be anything happening tomorrow.. okay.. tatazz..




i will remember the promise i had for you.

yesterday was such a wonderful day.. but it was kinda rush at the start.. woke up at 8.15am.. and i left the house at 9.30am to go to bugis.. so i went there.. ate a little bit of food.. and went for facial.. and facial ended LATE!! i was like rushing for agape fest cos i left bugis at like 12.45pm?! and when i walked out of OG.. there was a bus 65.. but i was too tired to run for it.. but i am sure i could have.. cos the bus was like waiting for me.. haha.. it stayed there.. but after crossing a small lane.. the bus went off.. sigh..

so i had to pray lah.. kept praying for a bus to come.. but it never came!!! but finally.. the bus came.. thank goodness.. quickly walk to YWCA.. and thankfully.. i was there at 1pm.. i don't know whether sharp though.. and the atmosphere was so different once i step into the ballroom.. oh wells..

and i finally found out that agape fest means love festival.. ooohhh!! cool leh.. and we were like doing aerobics yesterday.. super funny.. cos we were jumping to the music.. love it.. and we were walking round the ballroom like trains cos we were singing 'i walk by faith'.. oh man.. i love yesterday's music.. after the singing was over for the first half, sam and i went out to eat cos i didn't eat my lunch yet.. so both of us shared a box of rice.. and she was telling me how aunt gwen went to put sambal chilli into the rice.. haha. then aunt cat came along and shared that box of rice with us.. i loved the food though.. haha..

then aunt cat was thristy and wanted gassy drink.. so sam and i walked high and low looking for the vending machine that was some where along YWCA.. in the end.. aunt cat told is that it was in the basement.. so we went down the basement.. got the drink and took the stairs up.. (and we weren't wearing shoes.. we were in black socks..) oh wells. what a work out.. tea break wasn't nice.. cos it was bee hoon.. not my type of food.. haha.

and eugene had to call me to ask me to go up to bishan earlier.. sigh.. they thought i was free lah.. haha.. but they were nice enough to come down to town.. hehe.. oh wells.. cos they wanted to buy jigsaw puzzle for wai see so that she would not go out of her house to scare ppl.. haha.. anyway.. back to agape fest..

those ppl who were there were suppose to go for a walk but i also don't know where they walk.. and we were on stage like waiting for them to come back.. so we stood on stage and wait and wait.. then there was this message.. "they are here!!" and there were buckets of dried ice around and we were suppose to pour the water into it.. so we all started pouring and guess what?? no one came in lah.. sigh.. so actually the place was filled with quite a lot of smoke already.. but there was nobody coming in yet.. sigh.. kena play out.. hehe..

so by the time ppl came in.. the smoke was like... gone.. and water was like being poured in.. but very little came out.. so they started to blow the smoke.. sigh.. but it was quite fun.. but when we knelt down to sing and pray.. i jus felt to relief.. i jus started to cry.. and i felt so good.. i had this sense that God has forgiven me for all i've done.. and that he would still continue to love me no matter what.. that really touched my heart.. and i am sure i wasn't the only one who felt that at that point of time.. i am sure there was many others around too.

so i listened to the message.. and they were talking about the DBS bank in heaven..

D- die to self
B- be thirsty
S- seek his face.

i think this will always be with me.. so after the message.. there was worship again.. and it was like the worship was never going to end.. we jus kept singing and singing and jumping like there was no end.. wow.. it was jus wonderful!! we took a group photo and later had a closing prayer after the whole thing was done.

and guess what?? i have a new mother!! and she is sam's mother.. haha.. cos someone in their small group thought that i was aunt michelle's daughter.. and he said that i don't look like aunt michelle but her husband uncle sam! haha. oh wells.. so before i left to meet eugene and jacky.. i went up to aunt michelle and said:" bye mummy.." haha.. and she responded by saying " bye daughter.." wah.. so funny.. and uncle sam was saying that i had a sense of direction cos i was suppose to meet jacky and eugene at PS while uncle sam and the rest couldn't decide where to go.. but he said that i had no sense of direction once i told him that i was going orchard instead.. haha. oh wells.

so i had 15 min to meet eugene and jacky at taka.. and i didn't know where they were lah.. some more can tell me that they are at tower is.. like what is tower is.. i later found out that they were saying tower A.. haha.. and they were hiding at one corner at the open space.. and they can still ask me to walk to some ice cream vender which was an oppsite direction from where they were lah.. so i asked eugene to look for me since he is taller and can see better.. haha.. so we found each other in the end.. and we went to sit at where jacky was and planning what to do when wai see comes.. but before we could make any decision.. wai see was already at orchard.. and eugene had to complain she walks so slow.. some more say what.. short ppl walk very slow.. like tall ppl walk very fast.. (but i must admit.. he walks so fast.. sometimes i feel like asking him to walk slower..)

so we sat down and poor wai see was being called a dog.. and there were many dogs in orchard yesterday.. don't know why.. so whenever there was a dog around.. he would go " GAKINI!" haha.. sigh.. thank goodness we were all jus playing around.. so we started walking and we didn't know what to do and where to go.. so we stood in the middle of no where and started discussing.. haha.. but soon thanks to some eugene.. we moved to the corner.. but we went to cine to eat dinner.. and wai see was so nice to treat us.. but we wanted to pay her back cos we were jus kidding about treating her.. so in the end.. we took our money back.. and went to buy present for her.. so jacky stayed with wai see.. while i followed eugene to the 'toilet'.. like of all places.. haha..

very hard to buy things from cine.. don't know what to buy.. and this eugene is so bad.. but i won't say here lah.. haha.. so we went to taka and went to perlini sliver to buy her a braclet.. a nice one.. eugene choose one.. *ahem* haha.. if he sees this.. i die.. but whatever lah.. then i said he keep the money and i hold the present.. and he really listened leh!!! wah lau.. not gentlemanly lah.. but he offered to carry cos he said i carry got no style.. like what?! next time i will ask him to carry and i will take a picture and see what style.. since he has so much experience.. haha..

then we went down to the food area to get wai see a cake.. a very small one.. and we didn't know what flavour to get her!! and we stood there thinking cos she jus ate chocolate desert.. haha. so we got her cookies and cream chees cake.. and of course a candle.. and eugene had to say BIG candle.. and i was thinking.. giant candle? haha.. oh wells.. and we had no lighter to light.. some more say i stupid cos jacky has.. but we later found out that jacky was with wai see.. cannot go up to him and get lighter and go behind and light right?? so in the end.. we asked from a smoker sitting around and we lighted it.. and i am so sure wai see blushed!! so sad that my camera ran out of batt.. sigh..

and jacky was dared to ask ppl around to wish wai see happy birthday.. and he managed to get 3.. not bad eh.. haha.. so we sat and talked while she ate her cake.. and after much talking.. we went to far east to take neo print.. and it took quite awhile to reach there cos of much playing around and crapping.. eugene and jacky bought wai see some toy.. very cute.. once you hit it.. the light starts blinking.. and she didn't want to keep it.. so i tricked her to giving me her perlini sliver bag.. and i put it in.. haha..

we also paid a handicap that plays underground the orchard tunnel to play a birthday song for her.. but she kept running away.. but she is so much stronger than me lah.. so hard to pull her.. sigh.. so after that.. we went to far east to take neoprint.. quite fun.. i will scan the neoprint one day.. and upload it here for you ppl to see.. haha.. so after that.. we went home.. train was quite empty.. but not really empty.. haha.. and we were like stepping on each other's foot.. and that eugene.. accidentally step also very pain leh.. sigh..thank goodness i get off before them.. or else sure kena..

okay.. anyway.. today.. i woke up at 8am.. hoping to reach church by 8.45am.. but i guess the buses didn't like me.. cos i missed one from my house.. and waited for another at orchard.. sigh.. so i reached church at like 9am.. then had to play guitar some more.. haha.. and the worship leader was like LATE.. haha.. so in the end aunt flower led.. haha..

so raymond the worship leader came in the end.. and then second session we jus played.. and i left immediately after second session to watch harry potter with my family.. ain't i jus a good girl.. haha.. then after watching harry potter.. we went to taka to walk.. then to tiong bahru.. then ate dinner.. and came home.. and i saw the opening cermony of SEA games.. haha.. yeah!! okay.. that's all.. so tired already.. thank goodness jacky didn't come over and my mum didn't allow.. i don't think i can last that long.. haa.. okay.. tataz folks..





i will remember the promise i had for you.

sam and me with the chrismtas tree..















nicholas playing xbox with steffaine..















smiley face with matching eyes..















that's a smiley face.. with nose..
















it was suppose to look like smiley face.. but i call it FLOWER!!




















sam and her muffin















muffins baked by sam's mum




















at sam's front door




















decorating the christmas tree.















making agar-agar



i went to sam's house today instead of going to SP with gakini and eugene.. sigh.. thanks to eugene lah.. got job training.. but anyway.. i had fun at sam's house.. we made agar- agar.. and had really nice claypot rice thanks to her mother's cooking and had super nice muffins to eat too!! *yum yum*

and we decorated the christmas tree.. nicholas came also.. and he was playing xbox.. and i lost in xbox in almost all the games i played lah.. sigh.. i am going arcade to play.. hmph.. not xbox.. haha.. oh wells.. then we were also doing something to some photo frame. haha.. oh wells.. i took some photos.. but there aren't much.. hope you enjoy..



i will remember the promise i had for you.

AH!! sam's ditching me and not going for practice.. (that sounds so wrong...)

sigh.. i have to go for practice on my own.. that's sad.. me lonely girl.. haah..

okay.. i guess that's all for now.. haha..

tataz.




i will remember the promise i had for you.

me and sam



sam and her guitar.



road that i walk up to go to school..



the trees outside our school..



the road outside our school..



sam standing outside school near traffic lught..



me and sam jus outside school.. *sobs*



our assembly area.. AH!!! where are the flags??



daphene, rachel, mrs cheong, me, yun zhen and sam



me, yun zhen, miss ho, sam and rachel



me, sam, rachel, yun zhen and mrs lim



hall of students.



daphene, me, sam, yun zhen and rachel



pee and germs with my little pony..



pee, germ and me.



sneezy, tab, charms, pee, germ and me



me, pee, germ, charms and sneezy



again..



charms, me, germ and pee.



again



again



germ and pee..



charmaine.. acting cool too..



germaine.. acting cool..



what we ate and drank



pee taking picture of me



sneezy



sneezy



pee and sneezy..


i will remember the promise i had for you.

today was the day where we got back our report books.. like finally.. after don't know how many years.. we get back our report books.. haha.. and got leaving cert.. CCA cert.. and my PAE form.. haha.. and we had to write our add on this enevelop that will be mailed back to us next year for founders.. haha.. we were jus like writing a letter for ourselves.. haha.. crap lah.. but whatever..

then after the whole giving out stuff in the hall.. we took a few photos in the hall.. what a sad day lah.. last day in school.. AH!!! oh wells. then after that i went to sam's house.. haha. played the whole day.. and we played car racing lah.. i only won 1 game.. 1 game.. can you believe it.. i rather go to arcade and play.. hmph.. make sure i win.. haha..

okay.. then we went to play guitar and piano.. nicholas.. pls be jealous.. we were jamming without you.. haha.. be happy.. we had so much fun.. nicholas.. you jus missed out a lot of stuff.. haha..

then later sam's siblings came to play with us.. cos sam and i were playing table tennis on her dining table.. haha.. super funny.. we were like trying to chase after the ping pong ball.. and sam's brother very lame.. he said that we were playing like tennis.. then he said:" no wonder its called table tennis.." sam and i were like:" what the... lame.."

then we played blowing the tennis ball across the table. haha.. so retarded.. i hope sam sterilise the table.. imagine the table has sam's, jonathan's, steffanie and my saliva on it.. haha.. ewwwww.. haha.. but we had a lot fun.. i blow until i sore throat already.. haha..

anyway.. i came home.. and guess what?? my mum wants me to go sign up to go MI for first 1 month.. ah!! so how?? oh wells.. i guess i will go lah.. make more friends.. haha.. but i guess i will ask for more advice.. hehe.. okay.. that's all for today..

more tomorrow.. tataz folks.. yesterday's photo above!!







i will remember the promise i had for you.

Rain rain.. go away.. come again another day..

why can't the rain go?? its such a cold day.. and it has been raining all day.. and we had to cancel our sentosa trip and go orchard instead.. how nice.. but i did enjoy myself in the end.. haha.. 6 hours in orchard?? i think i am like going to do that practically most of the time till the rest of the year.. worse of all.. till the O level results come out!!

anyway.. was suppose to meet sneezy at 10.45am at toa payoh.. but then.. she was late.. and i was late.. so by the time we met.. it was already 11am?? haha.. and we went down to orchard cineleisure to meet germ, tab and pee.. germ and tab were playing pool and germ had to scream!!! causing ppl to turn and look at us.. haha.. pee and i quickly walked away.. pretending not to know her.. haha..

so pee, sneezy and i were bored.. so we went to play ferrari.. wah.. i think it's better then daytona.. haha.. i won pee!! hehe.. but when it came to daytona.. i lost lah.. cos i started off and veered off onto the grass.. haha.. so i came in last for that.. hehe.. played 2 games and i already started to feel like i was floating..

so after watching pee, tab, charms and sneezy play.. germs, pee and i went to see what movie to watch.. so we decided to watch oliver twist... ITS SUCH A NICE MOVIE!! i love it!! AH!! i wouldn't mind watching it again.. haha.. and i met annabelle and phoebe after buying the tickets.. and they were there to watch oliver twist also!! hahaa.. and they sat in front of me during the movie.. haha.. cool.. and we met esther wang.. wah.. that girl ah.. she is going to get it from me tomorrow.. i am going to drag her to a corner.. and interrogate her.. hahaa.. i need help of charmaine though.. haha..

okay.. so the oliver twist movie was so nice.. but ppl like pee and me were freezing our ass off.. haha. so cold!! haha.. so after the movie.. we went to the toilet and use the hand dryer to warm us up.. haha.. so nice.. after that.. we headed to paragon.. and germ and pee making a lot of noise along orchard road.. and got a "excuse me?!' from the public cause germ and pee tried to wet me and tab with their umbrella.. sigh..

so we went paragon and had hot chocolate and hot dog.. then we walked around paragon.. took some stupid pictures.. haha. then i found out it was already coming to 5.. so i decided to call eugene since exams over for him already mah.. and so we made our plans and then he passed the phone to jacky.. and i realised it was jacky when he said his usual tamil crap.. sigh..

so put down the phone with eugene.. then called wai see.. haha.. we really talk a lot of crap.. she told me that she has sore eye cos she saw jacky and eugene last saturday.. thank goodness i didn't stare directly at them.. haha.. but eugene said that wai see peeped at ppl bathing.. haha.. that i don't know lah.. haha.. wai see.. only that you know ah.. you want to suan zhang go and find eugene ah.. don't find me.. i am innocent!! haha

so then call back eugene again to tell him all the info and stuff.. haha.. but he talk a lot of crap.. and he is always screaming into the phone leh.. i tell you ah.. by the end of the year, i am going to lose my hearing.. haha.. thank goodness he doesn't shout when i meet him some more.. haha.. or else i will ask him to keep quiet.. haha..

okay.. after much talking of crap over the phone.. charms and i decided to go home.. and not risk our lives like what tab, germ and pee did by jay walking along orchard road.. haha.. so we took 700 home.. and i boarded 154 after i got off 700.. and pearl said she saw me!! haha.. this time she sees me first before i see her.. but she didn't call me cos she didn't know it was me.. haha.. so in the end.. she smsed me and i didn't see it until i was walking home.. haha.. and i think i saw my pri school tuition friend.. but i also don't know whether is it him.. best of all is that.. I DON"T KNOW HIS NAME TOO! haha.. oh wells.. but i lost him some where when i was walking home.. or else maybe i don't even know him.. who cares..

anyway.. tomorrow have to go back to school!! why?! why?! cos i need to collect a whole lot of stuff from school!! i am finally getting my report book.. and all the certs.. sigh.. I AM LEAVING MG!! is that suppose to be good or bad?? haha.. i also don't know.. i am tired.. i want to play daytona again!! i can't believe i was the last!! hmph.. haha..

okay.. i guess i will end here.. nothing much more to write.. tataz.




i will remember the promise i had for you.

today was better than yesterday.. i spent half the day out! haha.. i went for piano in the morning.. if i knew eugene would be at home after my piano.. i should have called him lah.. sigh.. haha.. but oh wells.. he needs to study for Os.. while i don't.. haha.. i am gloating at him now.. hehe..

anyway.. tomorrow is the last days for O levels!! YAY!! so all the best to

1) Alastair
2) Claribel
3) Eugene
4) Wai See
5) Rachel

okay.. i think that's all!! its the last paper tomorrow.. chiong kae!! haha.. all the best..

tomorrow i am going to sentosa.. haha.. play day!! woohoo!! i love it.. haha.. okay okay.. i should get some rest for tomorrow.. okay.. tataz..




i will remember the promise i had for you.

today is such a sian day.. i didn't go anywhere.. and i stayed at home the whole day.. sad sia..

1) i was suppose to go to church.. but i heard that we were going to swim at my aunt's house.. so i thought i could go swim.. BUT THE PLAN WAS BACKFIRED!!!! my aunt said she got no time.. so i had to stay at home the rest of the day.. sigh

2) jacky and eugene were suppose to come to my house downstairs.. but in the end.. they decided not to come.. sad sia.. they made me so sad.. haha.. no lah.. jus kidding.. and jacky was so funny.. cos he was suaning me all the way.. the whole day.. then he called me to apologise.. TWICE some more.. so funny.. i don't see eugene doing that.. haha.. no lah..

oh wells.. tomorrow is a new week.. and i love the week.. got so many up coming plans.. woohoo!!.. sentosa.. getting back certs.. going to SP with super funny ppl.. going for practice in church.. singing for agape fest.. woohoo!! i love it.. haha..

okay.. i guess i will go and watch harry potter on tv.. haha.. tataz folks.. don't miss me.. haha.. i think i too thick skin.. i am so getting influence by jacky, eugene and wai see.. ahha.. ok.. tataz..




i will remember the promise i had for you.

today is a very busy day.. with many events.. is it many events??

1) going for dental
2) seeing the doctor
3) going out with sam and nicholas
4) meeting gakini, eugene and jacky

okay.. let's start from dental.. THAT NURSE WAS OUT TO KILL MY TEETH!!!! she was like poking into my gum to take out the plaque.. and she went straight into the gum.. and her whatever instrument kept poking my tongue.. and i had to open my mouth for so long.. making my jaw so tired.. until she was like:" can your jaw close??" and said i got don't know what problem with my jaw.. she was afraid that it would lock.. what the.. so i left the dental clinic with much pain.. haha..

then i finished at 8.50am.. so i called my doctor to check for earlier appointment.. so i went for my doctors at 9.45am.. hehe.. HE CRACKED MY ANKLE!! and that was good!! yay!! haha.. but oh wells.. can't stand for long.. hehe.. but oh wells.. doctor's appointment was fine.. better than dental.. haha..

waited for sam at orchard mrt.. thank goodness i didn't need to wait so long.. and i saw PEARL!! haah.. my supposedly daddy!! haha.. i haven't seen her since SYF this year!! haha... she is sick now though.. but of course.. she is not having bird flu.. haha.. but it was so good to meet her!! its like meeting a long lost friend!! oh wells.. managed to talk to her abit.. and sam came.. so we left.. and shopped until our dear friend nicholas came down.. after shopping at orchard.. we went to IKEA.. and had swedish meatballs for lunch.. haha.. nice nice.. then we bought some stuff at IKEA and went back to redhill mrt station.. and they left for sam's house.. sigh.. the 2 of you.. hanky panky.. haha.. nothing to do with me..

so i went to meet wai see at bishan mrt.. and met up with jacky and eugene.. haha.. but jacky and eugene took so long to come.. they go arcade and play lah.. so wai see and i went to see xiao yuan super star.. then we were laughing at some and cheering for some!! that guy was good!! didn't know which one though.. looked handsome too!! but i don't know what school.. then eugene called and told us that he was at U2.. AND THAT WAS THE LEVEL BELOW!!! so we went down and spotted eugene cos he is super tall!! haha.. we wanted to wack eugene and jacky.. but eugene siam.. so wai see and i wacked jacky.. haha.. he later complained that there were 2 guys who used 'xiang long shi ba zhang' on him.. haha..

so we went to a coffeeshop near J8.. and we talked for about an hour or so before wai see and i left.. it was so funny when jacky was talking to wai see.. they were like suaning each other.. then eugene and i were like look left.. look right... haha.. so cute this ppl.. haha.. oh wells.. O levels aren't done for them yet.. so ALL THE BEST EUGENE AND WAISEE!! STUDY HARD!!! haha.. and pls decide for SP that day.. haha..

went to toa payoh interchange to buy back dinner.. and here i am.. blogging about today.. haha.. i don't know whether sam loaded some photos that we took today.. haha.. send them to me sam!! haha.. okay.. church tomorrow.. looking forward.. hehe.. tataz..




i will remember the promise i had for you.

another 2 more days!! what the crap!! stress.. 2 more papers for most of us.. AH!! i can't wait!! yet i can wait.. haha.. i am always contradiciting myself whenever i start blogging.. haha.. forgive me for i don't know what i am saying.. haha..

anyway.. yesterday i was talking to sam.. but i can't remember how come we started talking about a statement i made last year.. 'i am deaf but i can hear' yes yes.. i made that statement.. go ahead.. laugh at me.. sigh.. oh wells.. mentally unstable.. haha..

yesterday was quite funny.. when i was talking to eugene.. he asked me whether wai see was wai see's name.. .. so i told him no no.. she is melody.. sigh.. and he called me 'mai lou ti'.. so i called him 'yi you gene'.. but on the way home i thought of another one.. 'eat eugene' (e-u-gene).. haha.. but i can't think of one for shawn.. sea horn?? hmm.. can try.. haha..

and wai see!! your darling come and tell me.. 'if i am going SP, i will message wai see..' not bad.. haha.. keep me updated on your news kae?? haha.. i can help you if you need.. haha.. and when i asked him whether jacky going to SP.. he said that jacky go SP for what?? and when i said for fun.. he called me crazy!! wah lau... he can really be vampire and suck my blood ah.. sigh..

oh wells.. i can't wait for sunday.. hehe.. sam.. we should go for YM service.. like FINALLY!! pls don't go level 3 or 4.. later kena short of someone then we have to replace.. haha.. but i don't mind.. as long as.. *ahem ahem ahem* you know.. haha..

OH YAH!! i am getting my music box for nicholas.. hehe.. yeah!! got 12 songs.. and i thought it had 1 which was london bridge is falling down.. haha.. cool leh.. haha.. i think i will play with it until it spoils nicholas.. then when you take your PhD.. you don't have anything left to show!! haha.. okay.. i will be nice..

okay.. 2 more days.. control excitement.. haha.. i will gloat this friday at some ppl.. hehe.. i am going crazy!! haha.. okay.. i shall go.. tataz..




i will remember the promise i had for you.

O levels end this friday.. for me at least.. TIME REALLY FLIES!!!! haha... i can't wait for it to be over.. yet i don't want it to be over.. quite retarded right?? oh wells.. i am.. hahaa.. another 3 more papers.. and 3 more days... cool..

haha.. i am here starting to gloat.. and then i will start to laugh at alastair, shawn, wai see and eugene cos they got 1 more week!! but wai see and alastair not so bad lah.. only left one paper next week.. eugene ah.. 3 papers at least.. haha.. he takes such funny combi.. shawn ah.. don't know ah.. never asked..

and wai see.. at least you got ppl on msn messaging you asking you 'wad you doing'.. i got ppl smsing my phone asking ' are you melody??' sigh...

anyway.. agape fest next sat!! and choir is singing.. can't make it cos i got stuff on!! haha.. sam you have to sing.. and the events coming up are quite a lot.. hope my throat gets well by then...

i am so happy!!! its going to be over.. play time!!! haha.. but of course.. studies first.. tataz..




i will remember the promise i had for you.

woohoo.. guess what?? my house has some civil defence thing downstairs my house!! super fun.. jus that i didn't take part in it.. but i went to take photos with some of the vehicles..haha.. i wanted to sit the red rhino.. but my sis didn't want to sit with me lah.. so sad.. by the time my dad came back.. they closed the queue for it.. *sob*

and this officer (is he even an officer) approached and asked the 3 of us whether we wanted to sit the red rhino.. but later continued that it was closed cos it was 5.. and they were trying to finish the last set of ppl.. haha.. and he asked me to sit the other vehicle that would bring me up.. so i told him..

me: am i suppose to climb up?
him: no.. we will bring you up.. then you climb down yourself..
me: oh sure.. *laughs*

wah.. flirting fail.. not me.. him.. haha.. but that guy is some tall freak lah.. haha.. guest of honor for this event is ng eng heng (i think that is how his name is spelt).. they are having some skit downstairs now.. but i can't see.. cos the side of the block is blocking.. haha... oh wells.. time to shower..

oh yah.. before i forget..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!! (the one at home.. not jie min)

okay.. tataz..





i will remember the promise i had for you.

4 more papers..

1 more week!!

PLS CONGRAGULATE ME!!

i was already on the verge of breaking down on the first day of O levels.. really thankful that the next few papers were okay!! oh wells.. i hope the last few papers would be fine.. and I WILL BE OVER AND DONE WITH EVERYTHING!!!!

oh wells.. not fair.. eugene is at taka with jacky.. this person really slack.. but his has more papers at the 3rd week.. never mind.. he can slack first.. later i will laugh at him.. hehe..

oh wells.. i have to start studying history!!! woohoo!! tataz..




i will remember the promise i had for you.

no paper today!! hurray.. but i couldn't wake up properly.. headache again! must be due to the panadol.. oh wells..

tomorrow got english paper.. ah!! so scared.. its english.. haha.. hope i can do my best.. and there is also combine science physics tomorrow also.. haiz.. all the best ppl!! i am too lazy to list out the names today.. you know who you are.. ALL THE BEST!!

and JIT YEW!! if you are seeing this.. I WILL KILL YOU!!! you better pass your MEP.. or else i will KILL YOU! haha.. jus kidding.. i won't kill you.. jus torture.. haha..

okay.. tataz folks..



i will remember the promise i had for you.

i hate today.. i so hate it.. okay.. i don't hate it a lot.. but today jus aint' a good day.. i feel like using vulgarities.. but i am not the type.. even after i say it.. i won't feel right.. anyway.. its not right to use vulgarities.. anyway.. birthday first..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL!!

okay.. had maths and ss papers today.. sigh.. no point regretting not studying hard now.. sigh.. what can i do?? cry.. that's all i can do.. but i jus hate it when ppl make comments like.. 'i am here to encourage you..' but the next moment.. puts you down straight away by saying..' you can go to ITE'.. what the.. pls lah. you are here to encourage but at the same time here to curse me?? sheesh.. what's your prob.. you haven't been taking exams for like how many years.. YEARS!! not days you know.. pls lah..

anyway.. i will do away with that.. feeling so sick now.. bad headache.. so tired also.. maybe cos i am not using to waking up at 6.30am like last time when i was going to school.. better get use to it.. or else i am going to fall asleep during exams!! haha. but at least i am not like germ.. she only had 2 hours of sleep!! haha..

i went round asking ppl how was exams today.. and i had really funny answers.. terry told me:" decent" and i was thinking to myself.. how undecent can a paper be?? it can't undress itself.. haha.. terry.. if you are seeing this.. don't kill me.. haha.. ivan also gave a funny comment.. but i forgot.. haha..

oh wells.. tomorrow got combine science (chem).. All the best.. alastair.. clairbel.. eugene.. waisee.. (am i missing out anyone??) and for MEP tomorrow.. All the best.. Preeta and Jityew... don't freak out ppl.. haha.. another 9 more days to end!! hehe..

okay.. i guess that's all for it today.. tataz folks!!




i will remember the promise i had for you.

today was a great day!! haha.. yeah yeah!! i didn't want to go to church at first for 2 reasons..

1) i woke up at 8.45am ( but i realised someone played DOTA till 9am)
2) NO GIRLS WERE GOING!! ( at least at that point of time i didn't know any girls were going)

so in the end.. i still went!! haha.. i had eelin!! woohoo!! haha. i waited for eelin at first floor.. and went to the ballroom together.. and this is the first time i see the hall SO EMPTY!! and it was already 9.25am!! where did everyone go???? oh wells.. maybe cos i was sitting at the 2nd row.. that's what it felt kinda different.. but oh wells.. for a different point of view.. hehehe..

anyway.. watch xiong di (II).. so sad that i missed xiong di (I).. sigh.. but xiong di (II) was super funny.. especially those who were acting.. gal was acting.. but he didn't have any lines... why?? COS THE SHOW WAS IN CHINESE!!!!! haha.. all he could do was *whistle* when they saw girls.. haha..

oh wells.. YSG time was also quite funny.. and our group were so BIG!! we had to bring in any 2 more chairs.. another 2 more.. yah yah.. not much.. BUT IT WAS A LOT!! 15.. haha.. but it still can't reach our highest of 15 last time.. haha. and i didn't bring my bible.. hehe.. so i shared with jerik.. he is super funny.. haha.. then we were talking about some other stuff.. we kinda digress a bit.. but today's topic is about GRACE!!

okay.. so after YSG.. only jerik came to wish me all the best!! so sad right?? haha.. then i talked to eelin until we parted (hmmm) at the park mall carpark.. then walked to the lift in park mall.. entered the lift with chris.. jit.. another guy and don't know who else..

took a train back with jit cos i dont' know what happen with his friend.. so i was disturbing jit the whole time.. super funny lah.. he always "le mai ani kuan lah." and he called me cheapskate.. what the.. then met this girl from PnP choir.. i don't even know her name.. i mean.. i know.. but i forgot.. and she was waving at me and i didn't realised!! haha.. sorry!!

so after the funny train trip.. came home.. and jus now when my bro came back.. he pressed the door bell.. HELLO DOOR BELL??!!! it's only for me to use!! cos i always forget my keys.. but he has keys!! he didn't have hands to open the doors.. but he had hands to press door bell.. so i looked through the small hole to stare at this person that i didn't even know who was it.. haha.. but after a few sec of staring.. i found the person farmiliar.. and i realised.. it was my BRO!! sheesh.. sigh..

TOMORROW IS MATHS AND SS!!! hehe.. oh wells.. ALL THE BEST FOR Os PPL!!! 2 more weeks!! hehe.. and jit ah.. All the best for your O level MEP!! that's the only paper you have lah!!! ergh.. whatever.. haha.. all the best peeps!! tataz.




i will remember the promise i had for you.

eh.. O levels starting next monday!! how how??!! anyway.. there were a lot of birthdays last few days.. jus that i also don't know who's birthday when.. haha..

anyway.. i think my doctor was quite funny today.. he was telling me a lot of jokes.. and he spent 5 min on my ankle and i was like screaming.. (okay not really) but it was pain kae!! sigh.. anyway, his family is quite big!! haha.. so cool!!

oh wells.. i think i am going to have cold feet soon!! monday is approaching soon!! let me wish each one all the best..

1) TWELIFIE ( don't say i don't give you ppl priority)
2) H2O ppl
3) Alastair
4) MGS SEC 4
5) Eugene

haha.. i don't know whether there are many other ppl i left out.. pls tell me!! okay.. i guess that's all.. tataz folks!




i will remember the promise i had for you.