i forgot to update yesterday when i came online.. but let me wish yesterday's birthday first..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELINE!!!

i actually kinda forgot until like at 12 am then i realised.. sorry angeline!!

okay.. so for today.. another birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVAN!!

doubts he comes here either.. but oh wells. birthday wishes are birthday wishes..

anyway, yesterday had SYF celebration dinner!! had a lot of fun! haha. we were like talking so much crap at our table and laughing at stupid jokes.. and me.. i was being lame.. must be the fruit punch lah..

our juniors is so nice that they are giving us lunch at marche hereen this sat! woah. cool right? they are super nice. haha.

oh wells. i loaded the SYF celebration dinner up.. and my other birthday pictures up too! haha. go and take a look if you have time. haha. i guess that's all for now.




i will remember the promise i had for you.

today is the beginning of a new week!! haha.. anyway, 2 ppl's birthday today..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE TNG!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!!

hmmm.. don't know whether the both of them will see it though.. oh wells.. i guess i will jus message them later!! haha..

anyway.. history paper later.. so i guess its back to studying..




i will remember the promise i had for you.

okay. today is friday. and its the last day of the week! is that suppose to be good or bad?? haha. i think it should be good i guess.

anyway, i went to epecialist centre this morning with my mum and sis. and did a bit of shopping. after that went to toa payoh for lunch and came home. and in the afternoon went for my piano lesson and went out after that for awhile.

my hand is aching lah. so much for my doctor pulling my hands yeseterday cos i told him my shoulders were killing and my arms were pain. my right hand was in so much pain last time.. it took me awhile to get to sleep. haha. but now, its my right hand. oh wells. nothing i can do about it. but my elbow joints love making noise. haha.

anyway, so tired.. my bro getting his new car tomorrow. oh wells. good for him.. finally he can stop grumbling right?? haha.. he ordered his new car since like end of may.. and now its like end of sept.. haha. 3 months?? haha.. maybe he prayed for a sign too! jus that he didn't see the 3 cockroaches that i saw when i prayed for a sign.. haha.

great day tomorrow ahead i guess.. haha. no more birthdays for the next few days.. only start on moday. haha. so that's all folks! tataz!




i will remember the promise i had for you.

*edited 8.03pm*

received a letter from dennis today. haha. got it when i came home. haha. thank dennis!! haha.. so i guess that was what the joke is all about eh?? haha. thanks for the card!

haha. and i forgot to mention.. sam and i saw 2 ppl who look alike like 2 of our friends. the guy working at pizza hut look like edmund. and there was another guy who looked like ivan tan. haha. oh wells. tataz.





no one's birthday today. so no wishing of birthdays. that's sad.. haha

had chem today. it was a down pour. hmmm.. rain?? nah.. bad.. yah... haha.. no further comments on it.

went to pizza hut at BTP for lunch with sam and yunzhen after chem paper. haha. 3 of us had a great time that. we were laughing to much also. i think too much food. made us go a little xiao. i guess i will jus have to stop going to pizza hut for the time being. ate it too many times already. haha. ate it 3 times in 3 weeks.

english O level oral today. found out that one of the examiner is alastair's english teacher. how nice right? but he didn't ask me any questions. haha. oh wells.

my dad fetch me after oral and told me that my bro got his new car plate number. and the car ends with the letter S. and my dad's new car ends with the alaphabet D. and he said that D is for daddy and S is for sonny.. errr.... haha.

oh wells. no school tomorrow. can wake up late. :))) no school on friday also!! :))) haha. don't need to wake up early on monday too cos the paper is at 11! haha. so fun right? haha. tuesday got no papers for anyone. so i don't even know whether there is school for us. but night time there is SYF dinner for all those involved in SYF this year!! haha. had it 2 years ago. haha. had ppl fighting over food. haha. oh wells.

anyway, have piano tomorrow.. oh wells. then meeting my aunt and uncle to eat lunch and later go to visit doctor. haha. oh wells. history is on monday. someone kill me!! haha. oh wells. i guess that's all. tataz.





i will remember the promise i had for you.

okay. someone's birthday today again! haha. the person who thought i stalked him since i go to bishan for my piano lesson and i have to walk pass his house downstairs everytime i am going there. haha. and some more he said " wah!! you sure or not.. my birthday one day after yours.." haha.. like i bluff him got money to take.. haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEEKOH!!

anyway, today had maths paper 2. i don't want to comment further. cos if i do.. i might as well jump of a building. haha. ergh. tomorrow got chem paper some more. after that in the afternoon, got english O level oral. better not eat rubbish tonight that will cause my voice to say bye bye to me and not being able to take my exam tomorrow. haha. i was jus wondering what would happen if i jus yawned straight at the examiners tomorrow cos i am too tired. haha. i think i will get a big fat ZERO staright away. haha.

oh wells. i jus ate dinner.. and i am hungry again. can't take it. i was like hungry the whole day. and i was snacking on m&n chocolates that was meant for my YSG which i apparently forgot to give to them on sunday except sam. she got it when we were at the bus stop. haha. jus hope i don't snack the whole thing before sunday. haha.

feel like going singapore river. haha. don't worry. i won't jump. i jus want to go there to like... i don't know. walk around. haha. the other time i wanted to go there was when i got back chinese O level results jus there i didn't ask anyone to go with me. haha. don't want to go alone either. haha. oh wells. i guess i will go one day. but that one day will be another time i guess. haha. not so soon.

anyway, i was talking to quite a lot of ppl yesterday. hmm.. let's see. i was talking to dennis and mel chan from ttp online. quite fun. talked about diapers. haha. not much into it. haha. then was also talking to jerik. and he was telling me quite a lot of stuff and was always MIA due to personal reasons. haha. seldom talk to him.. so had quite a good talk too. oh wells. and i was talking to stephen yesterday also. he sent me a picture of his band.. and invited me to go. haha. nice birthday present right?? haha. (it wasn't a birthday present by the way)

oh wells. had a lot of fun talking to all of them. i haven't talked to a lot of ppl for a long time. but i guess talking to this few is already getting started. haha. getting really tired. haha. i want to sleep. but if i sleep, i won't know my chem! haha. pls pray for me tomorrow for chem. super scared. jus hope i can at least pass. its a subject which is not really nice to me you know. haha.

okay. i guess i will have to stop. i am like talking nonsense here. nothing really makes sense eh? oh wells. tataz.



i will remember the promise i had for you.

*edited* 7.30pm

michelle tng called me today to wish me happy birthday!! haha. so cool right?? all the way from down under Australia. haha. i don't see dennis giving me a call to wish me happy birthday today. haha. oh wells. KIDDING. he was late for school to send me an online sms. haha. thanks anyway. had a great time talking to michelle today. talked for 21 min and 30 secs. haha. and she went to call her cousin who's birthday is today also. haha.

i was talking to terry online. and he thought i would be shock that i his hair had gone off. haha. but i knew it before sunday. haha. i was shock anyway. couldn't recognise. even my sis couldn't even recognise. so it wasn't jus me. haha.

and someone found out my birthday through friendster and decided to message me to wish me happy birthday. haha. finally found out eh?? haha. oh wells. and CHARMAINE THAM!! WHY IN THE WORLD DID YOU DO THAT ON YOUR BLOG FOR??!!! make me even more malu. AH!!!! oh wells. jus avoid her blog if you can. haha.tataz.




hey hey hey! i had a surprise party yesterday in church. haha. thanks to all who conspired with sam. haha. was a bit embarassed though. haha..

let's see, i went to church in the morning, met sam, and we talked to gareth. oh. and we saw ivan singing on stage. haha. then went to pray. had worship and went up for small group. and we were the last. haha. and at this point of time, i thought got no more celebration for me already cos i actually knew that something was up sam's sleeve. hmmm..

how did i know that something was up sam's sleeve?? she asked me whether i wanted something for a day or something to keep. and she asked me what hans or swensens open. sigh.
anyway, back to the story. i thought everything was over. so after lesson was over, eelin said that someone was at the door, and then jie min was at the door with a cake in his hands! AH! and the first thing i said (not really loudly) "shit". haha. and the whole group had to sing me a birthday song. oh no!

haha. and andre gave me flowers which were from him and sam.. hmmm.. anyway, then chris gave me a present too! thanks guys. haha. then i cut the cake and started giving the cake out. and the point is that none of them wanted to take the cake. haha. it was like the cake had a disease. haha.

oh wells. most of them ate though. and we cleared up after everything was done. there was one piece left though. gave it to ivan. haha. an early birthday present. haha. then took bus back with sam. haha. had funny stares from ppl on the buses cos i had flowers in my hands. hmmm.. oh wells.

and today. had ss paper. what a NICE day right? oh wells. had a lot of messages this morning. thanks ppl. and germs called me to wish me a happy birthday. haha. and my mum was wondering who called me early in the morning. haha. oh wells.

anyway, there is maths 2 tomorrow. so scared cos paper 1 is screwed. oh wells. end school early tomorrow too! haha. ended school early today too! haha. cos they knew it was my birthday right? haha. wait long long. haha.

i guess that's all. thanks for the party! i had a surprised and fun time still though. tataz




i will remember the promise i had for you.

there are 2 ppl's birthday today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALAN TAN!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERYLN!

okay. didn't go out today. so yah.. nothing really happened. jus stayed at home. so poor thing right?? anyway, going to church tomorrow. haha. something to look forward to.

tataz.




i will remember the promise i had for you.

pee jus gave me the links for picture taken in school during the national day celebration. haha. so if you want to see, its jus at the bottom.

anyway, there is no one's birthday today. so sad right? haha. i was looking at the calendar jus now and out of the 31 days this month, there are 17th birthdays. not bad right? more than half. now all i have to do is find the left over 21 ppl who have birthdays that are on the days that have no birthdays. haha.

anyway, i guess that's all for today. tataz folks.




i will remember the promise i had for you.

i actually didn't think that there were ppl's birthday today. but there are 2!! haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE WONG!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DENISE SOH!!!

oh wells. i guess that's all for today. no school today. no school tomorrow. haha.

so i guess that's it! tataz.




i will remember the promise i had for you.

there are 3 birthdays today!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIJING!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIU WEN!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA LIM!!!!

haha. oh wells. today had chem prac and i am jus hoping for the best. haha. i woke up at 8.25am. suppose to wake up at 9am. but since the sun was burning my butt.. i decide to wake up and not be a PIG.

so i was memorising formulas but unfortunately used the wrong formula during the exam. sigh. oh wells. and i was reading through the extra question which i also forgot how to do during the prac. sigh. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!!! oh wells.

anyway, tomorrow got maths paper. one subject i love but its the subject that loves to give me careless mistakes. WHY? WHY? WHY? oh wells. anyway, pray that i don't make any careless mistakes. cos i can't afford to.. not like any money is involved but you know what i mean. *wails in silence* haha.

oh wells. i got to go. tataz folks.



i will remember the promise i had for you.

today is a brand new week. oh wells. didn't come and blog for 2 days. cos got no one's birthday. but today also got nobody's birthday. haha.

had geography paper 2 today. if i studied a little harder.. i am sure i could have done better. haha. everyone says that after the exams. haha. but you can't turn back time. so all we do now is PRAY! haha.

didn't have small group yesterday cos it was full service. so we only gathered as a group to pray at the end of the service. i think it was a service that i actually learnt something. haha. not that i didn't learn anything from other services. its jus that i understood most of the things. haha.

tomorrow got chem prac! don't need to go to school so early cos i am in the last shift. haha. so need to report at 11.15am. and so the good thing is that i get to wake up later. the bad thing is that i got no transport to school. have to take bus. haha. oh wells. talk to God while i am on the bus? maybe. haha. most prob have my discman on. haha.

my sis was telling me that tomorrow's chem prac is jus so easy. jus mixed everything together and *boom* everything explodes. haha. like real lah. the school won't give you chemicals that explode so easily. haha. i am quite scared for the prac though. hope i can do better than the practice paper. haha.

anyway, i guess i have to think properly. have clear mind. and remember all my formulas! haha. oh wells. nothing else to say. tataz folks.




i will remember the promise i had for you.

today is the day.... where chinese O level results are out... so what kind of day would it be?? hmmm.. that will come later.. let's do the birthday first.. we have 2 ppl's birthday today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUN LING!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAN LEE!

oh.. and another thing..

HAPPY 28TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY MUMMY AND DADDY!

anyway, back to chinese O level results.. let's say that
1.it's an answered prayer?
2. a dream come true??
3.as pee says.. God was talking to me?? haha.

so let's talk bout point 1. i had always prayed for either A1 or A2. then after that.. my standard dropped. and i told God that if i got a B3, i would be happy and i would not re-take. answered prayer?

point 2. a few weeks ago. i had a dream. and i dreamt that i got B3 for chinese and there were others around me who had A2, A1. dream come true?

point 3. once i heard that the O level chinese result was coming out, i prayed to God and i asked him for a sign. so from the 9th of aug to the 11th of aug, 3 cockroaches came out to greet me. and they were not small ones.. they were BIG ones. i killed one. my mum killed one and my dad killed another. do you call this a sign??

haha. all this dreams, signs and prayers.. i would say that God had a part to all this. and i am really greatful. even though i cried, it was tears of joy and sadness. i guess sadness because i wasn't contented. go ahead. scold me. i know i should be contented. oh wells. but now i am quite happy. it was the best i gave off.

oh wells. this is out to everyone. I am glad for those of you who have done well. for those who are not happy with their results.. don't be sad. come talk to me.. i will make you happy.. (hopefully.. jus make sure i don't make you cry and scold me.)

i guess that's all for today. oh. and thanks for your shoulder pee and thanks for your comfort trudy! tataz folks.


i will remember the promise i had for you.

hmmm.. today is another's person's birthday.. and this time its my nephew..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY IAN!! YOU ARE 1 YEAR OLD!!

haha.. i didn't get to see him on his birthday. oh wells. hope i can see him on his sis's birthday or else it will be next year during chinese new year! haha. long way to go.

anyway, my cousin is going to get married on the 4th of march 2006! haha. cool. and i get to help out i guess. oh wells. ask her again nearer the date.

prelims started today with english. now english is over. but i can't throw the language away cos i need it for the other papers. *duh*

and there was a fasle alarm yesterday. Pong went to say that Chinese O level results were coming out today. but the results are coming out tomorrow. and i need to go back to school at 10.30 to receive the results!! AH! SO SCARED!!! haha. oh wells.

went to pizza hut at Plaza Sing jus now for dinner which was like at 4.30?? haha. my dad and i didn't eat lunch so we were hungry. a very long time since i last ate at Pizza Hut. the last time i ate was to celebrate andre's birthday. haha. long time ago. :)

i guess that's all for today. tataz folks!




i will remember the promise i had for you.

Chinese O level results come out tomorrow. if i tell you that i am not scared, that's a lie. haha.

Dear heavenly father, i pray for the O level Chinese results that are coming out tomorrow.

I pray that you will allow us to accept whatever results you give to us Lord.

I pray that be it happiness or sadness upon receiving the results tomorrow, i jus pray that we would jus thank you for all that you have done lor.

If we feel that we are in the dark, allow us to know that Jesus is our light. Lord, i jus lift up everything to you.

Bless every single one of us as prelims start for a few of us too.

I pray that you would give us the strenght, wisdom and that we would stay focus in the examination and not get distracted as every second is precious.

Help us to manage our time wisely too Lord.

We do not need to worry cos you have the hand in everything Lord and its going to be alright.

Thank you for everything.

In Jesus name, AMEN!


I love the song below!

My God

Your faithful love has always been there for me
The greatest love that i have ever known
What can i give to You for all You've given to me
You gave it all and You are all i need

You are my King, You are my God
The praises i bring, come from my heart

This is for you, for all You've done for me
And i eanted to show You how much You mean
My God, My God

This is for you.




i will remember the promise i had for you.

there is no school today. haha. yay! i went out to get my birthday present from my bro. all he has to do is jus pay. :P

but today isn't my birthday anyway, so its an early birthday present! haha. thank you.

anyway, today is my cousin's birthday.. so

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARIBEL!!

haha. oh wells. prelims start tomorrow. haha. study hard ppl!! love ya! tataz




i will remember the promise i had for you.

edited 9.47pm

i saw fireworks from both marina south and padang from my house!! that's damn cool right? haha. i enjoyed watching the fireworks. so nice. alex was jealous.. haha.. not really though.. but whatever. tataz.


today is NATIONAL DAY!! haha.

HAPPY 40TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

and of course.. its my bro's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELVYN!

anyway, had lunch at one of the hotels today to celebrate my cousin's birthday which is tomorrow. and we were also talking about my cousin's wedding next year on march 4th. had a lot of fun talking about the wedding. my cousins and i were telling her boyfriend that we won't open the gate if he doesn't give us $8,888. so drama right?? i think watch too much tv already. haha. oh wells. he said that he was going to bar us from helping out at the wedding that day. haha. i am sure he won't cos the rest of us cousins are jus so nice. haha.

anyway, its school holiday tomorrow. so no school. haha. and prelims start the next day! English Paper 1&2 some more. wah. and when is the chinese O level results going to come out?? AH!! i cannot wait! i need to know my chinese result. SOMEONE PLS TELL ME!!! haha. actually, its either thursday or friday. but pls come out on thursday.. so that i don't need to go back to school on friday. haha.

after so long, since the beginning of the year, i talked to alex. haha. long time since i talked to him. haha. quite a bit of fun. he is still the same as ever though. but he is like not talking to me now cos i presume he is watching the national parade on tv too. haha. and i saw all the planes and the national flag pass my house. WONDERFUL! haha. yah yah charms.. you can go ahead and say that i am patriotic. haha.

oh wells. alone at home now. everyone is at my uncle's house. don't want to go over to his house cos i won't get to see the fireworks. and i don't want to see the tv ones. not so nice. see the real ones nicer. haha. i jus love my house. can see everything! haha.

anyway, a little hungry. better go and find some food to eat. haha. tataz.

i will remember the promise i had for you.

had national day celebration today. haha. how fun was that? hmmmm.. i don't know. i was dress in red and white and so were others in school. haha. took a lot of photos. the link is at the bottom. go and take a look. haha. and peizhen told me that i look like a tennis player today... erm... I SO DO NOT LOOK LIKE ONE THANK YOU. haha.

a weekend break.. and now another holiday break. woah.. i wish every other day was like too! haha. anyway, going to head out for piano soon. so tired. i hope i really don't fall asleep some how or another. *yawns*

anyway.. if i want to.. i will blog tonight. :) tataz.

P.S. nobody's birthday today. sad.


i will remember the promise i had for you.

went to church today as usual again. sad to say that there wasn't small group today. but sermon was great today too. haha. oh yah. finally i am at sam's eye level. provided i am wearing my heels. haha.

anyway, went to church with a heart full of joy. don't ask me why. but jus felt quite happy. ate breakfast at parkmall as usual. then went up to wait for sam who was late... AS USUAL! haha.

oh wells. before sermon, jeremy told us to bring non-christian friends to church next sunday. i actually don't mind bringing some of them. but its whether they would want to come? i guess there is one word to describe it.. REJECTION.

i am quite sure everytime we talk to non-christians about God.. its either they turn you down straight away or they jus like act interested cos they do not want to reject you? i don't know. i guess there are many ways to look at this. but rejection is the word for me. i guess i have to work on it.. don't want to see my friends going on a different path from me. *sobs* hope that maybe i can get someone to know God soon. i have been always saying that i would get someone to know God.. but i never got to it. sigh. i will make myself do it.

national day is this week. long break. half day in school tomorrow. can't pon cos my dad doesn't want to write letter for me. sigh. i guess celebrate national day in school for the last time won't kill. jus bring my cam and snap all the photos. haha. anyway, someone's birthday today..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN SZETO!!

oh wells. prelims starting. what to do? study. haha. i guess i shall go now. tataz.




i will remember the promise i had for you.

FINALLY!! yesterday the last day of the week!! haha. can get to rest for the next 4 days. haha. its national day next week. haha. so got long long long long long break. haha.

anyway.. yesterday was someone's birthday again! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEATRICE!! haha. oh wells. really tired.

tomorrow, i am going to church. haha. anyways, i think i am putting on a lot of weight. i need to lose weight!! ah! maybe i should eat less. haha.

oh wells. i know i had something to say here. but i guess i am losing my memory. so i will jus leave it as it is. hope to sleep early today! :) tataz




i will remember the promise i had for you.

today.. there is nobody's birthday!! so sad.. haha..

oh wells.. got history hw today again. don't want to do anymore. why? why? haha. i guess its good for me. i am sure the teachers won't give you work that is bad for you. haha.

anyway, had AMC today. i hope for all the best for myself. haha. get pass i happy already. haha. oh wells. i better finish my elective history soon. hahaha.

super star is on now too. haha. tataz




i will remember the promise i had for you.

today is the 3rd of august. next week is prelims. haha. time flies fast. bleah. oh wells. anyway, today is someone else birthday.

HAPPY BIRHTDAY CLEMMIE!!

haha. oh wells. anyway, came back like at close to 5 today. super tired. but i got like lots of work to do. went for elective lessons today after school. there was like 10 of us. not bad. suppose to go to LT1. but in the end we went to 4B3 classroom. oh wells. I DIDN'T BLUFF YOU SHANNON!! ITS TRUE!

anyway, had quite a fun time walking down with hannah today. haha. we laughed quite a lot. oh wells. and before remedial lessons started at 2.30pm, i was talking to michelle. haha. both of us didn't go for lunch cos we decided to go on diet. haha. best friends decide to diet together. not bad eh? haha. she jus happen to come into my class and saw me there and we both started talking. hehe.

and this morning sam told me that melvin wanted to see me, sam and nicholas to do some disciple thing. and sam told me something about bible college. i guess now is the period that most sec 4s are going through about thinking where to go after Os and stuff. and i prayed to God when i saw some SP booklet given to us a while ago. and i told God that i would leave everything into his hands. can't really remember the whole conversation with sam. but i could sense that God has already a plan for me somehow or another. its whether i want to believe in him and led him guide my way. so i guess i need a lot of praying now.

oh wells. i guess i will talk about this another time. for now.. hit the books! (not with my head though) tataz.

P.S love this song. it jus reads my thoughts i guess.



Running after you

Yeah... yeah..

your word is a light unto my path
your love gets me through my darkness night
and even though sometimes your ways
i cannot understand
i'll never walk away cos my future's in your hands

i don't care what people will say
i'm running after you
i won't turn back and go their way
cos i am running after you
don't matter what may come my way
its you i am following today
i'm running after you

I WILL RUN TO YOU!

hello. 2nd day of august and there is another birthday. hmmm and today's birthday is Yating's and Elyse's birthday!

HAPPY BIRHTDAY YATING and Elyse!

oh wells. anyway.. is anyone going for FOP?? if you are going tell me. haha. jus want to kpo a bit. haha. don't know whether i should go. someone tell me whether i should go. haha.

my mum is coming back today. should be in 2 hours time. haha. tomorrow is a slack day in school. i will make use of my time wisely. hehe. tataz.




i will remember the promise i had for you.

woohoo.. as terry says.. somethings never change.. and he is still the same in thinking i guess.. funny ways of thinking. haha. oh wells. and he said that i was random when i suddenly said that i wanted to go to malaysia.. haha. but it was related to what my mum bought for me. haha.

oh wells. today is the first of august. 10 more days to prelims. sigh. i was telling dennis this morning on how time flies. haha. after prelims.. then got Os.. i tell you.. can die. i got this stack of hw waiting for me to do. haha. thinking of which one to do first. i think i should use my free period wisely from tomorrow onwards.. haha. so that i don't waste time talking crap online. haha.

anyway, this month is a birthday month. so today its.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL THIA! haha. i think i should get going.. tataz.




i will remember the promise i had for you.