i am in the com lab now.. i am like having free period till the end of the day!! sigh. came to school today only for 2 hours of lessons. so waste time. ergh. but oh wells.

charms is in the com lab too. she is sitting behind me. and i have no idea what is she doing. haha. tomorrow i get to leave school early. yay! haha. but not much earlier. only 1 1/2 hours earlier. and i can't go home till 9pm. so nice.

anyway, i got therapy after school today. i am looking forward to it. i think its going to be fun!! haha. i shall go now. :)




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

today is the first day of school!!! haha. is that suppose to be good or bad?? i think it was okay?? neh.. maybe not. haha. it depends on how you want to see it as. anyway, started the day in school with chapel which was great, good, wonderful! that's what good about school. haha. nice chapels. haha.

after that, we had geograhpy mock paper. i hope it was okay done. but i think i was writing a lot of crap especially for the last question. oh wells. its not the full paper. no map reading. no mulitply choice. only answer 2 questions. haha. then had the maths paper after recess. didn't know how to do a lot. i guess i was jus too tired after geog. and i was like kinda restless during the paper. considering that i am not suppose to cross my legs which i did. bleah. you can't ask the examiner to tell you to keep telling you not to cross your legs right?? haha.

by the way, heard that germaine is down with high fever. TAKE CARE GERMS!!! DON'T LET THE GERMS GET YOU. AND DON'T BURN YOUR BRAIN. KEEP ICYING YOUR HEAD. haha.

ended school a little later than usual. then my dad kept calling me and i didn't know. so in the end i called him back and he fetched me from mobil opposite school to bring me for therapy. haha. and my dad had lunch before i did!! bleah. so in the end i went to macs and both of us ate mcflurry icecream. sigh. and do you know that mcflurry is quite unhealthy. it has like 20g of fats and like ZERO fibre?? oh my. oh wells. but other food there are more unhealthy.. like quarter pounder. haha. if you think i was too free... i was jus looking at the paper on the tray. haha.

anyway, i went up for therapy at 3.30pm. and the first thing i went there was to eat sweets. haha. sweet tooth. mcflurry jus satisfied it a bit. haha. signed in and waited for my doctor to come. i think my doctor is quite funny. i went in and told him that i couldn't sleep the night after he did therapy on me. and he said that he didn't want me to feel discomfort.. he didn't know that i will feel discomfort. oh wells.

therapy went on anyway, this time he said that my muscles are much more relaxed than fridays. but i got tickled when he was messaging. oh wells. he told me to find someone to tickle me for 1 hour before therapy then i won't be so ticklish. haha. and he called me a name. bleah. i won't say. so malu. if you want can ask me.. but i think i will tell you all when i go to school tomorrow. haha. he asked whether i had any pain before i entered for treatment. so i said i was always having pain. and he said:" yah.. you have always been a PAIN!" how nice right?? haha. oh wells. he doesn't mean it.. at least i don't hope so.. haha. he called me a pain the other time.

i get to miss PE this wednesday. yay! cos the doctor wrote a letter for me! so i get to miss PE. but for the rest of the time, i don't know. i think can. see how on wednesday first. and my body is starting to ache abit. i hope i can sleep tonight. or else i am going to die tomorrow cos i got to stay in school until 6!! and i think its the same on wednesday. and i got therapy on thursday. and firday i dismiss school at 1pm cos i have to go esplande for techincal check. saturday i have to go back to school from morning till afternoon for technical check for the concert on the following day. and on sunday, we got concert in school and i don't know what time we have to be there. all i know is that i am going to be home LATE that night. bleah.

its a busy week ahead. and i am so busy. ergh. but good things is that i get to see xiu wen and pauline on friday!! yeah!! haha. they will be performing at the same place as me!! haha. so cool right? haha. i think i am going to have a lot of fun!! let me at the same time make an annoucement.

SINGAPORE YOUTH FESTIVAL
DATE: 1st JULY 2005
VENUE: ESPLANDE
TIME: 7PM
COST: FREE

haha. there will be many wonderful performances going on there. at least i think there are going to be.. haha. come and see. it will be a wonderful experience too! haha. and don't worry dennis... i won't forget your birthday. if you look for me on your birthday around 6 plus.. you will get your wishes.

anyway, i think i should go. i am home alone cos my uncle is flying off today!! oh wells. *yawns*




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

hmmmm... so far.. i have known 3 ppl going for therapy.. and who would ever know that i would be the next one going for therapy too!! oh wells. but therapy is at least something i look forward to. haha. i think you may think i am crazy.. haha. but i am not. quite enjoyable though. having pains at therapy?? haha.. which therapy won't have pain?? haha.

anyway, i have to go for therapy 2 times a week. how nice. and i have a very good doctor cum therapist. haha. so not bad. i went for therapy today though. he was sure trying to liven up the atmosphere. haha. and i asked him a few questions and i had a stupid question asked back at me. haha.

was moaning and groaning during therapy today. he was like pushing and pushing and at a point of time, i told him that i felt paraylsed. and seriously.. i did feel. haha. and he kept tickling me and he said i had to get used to him touching me or else therapy won't help. oh wells. doctors are doctors. and he told me that i cannot cross my legs!! terrible i tell you. my legs jus cross automatically. and my mum caught me once or twice and she wacked my leg. haha.

chem lesson today was quite funny. when we were having break, our teacher was talking about star wars. and he went on and on. and he was acting as one of the cylones in one of the episodes and it was really funny. the whole class was like laughing and laughing. and lessons was suppose to end at 1.30pm. but what time did we end?? 11.30am!! 2 hours different. i mean.. okay.. we don't mind being let of early.. but not like 2 hours?? next time tell ppl earlier. then at least things won't be so havoc. but whatever. had fun at least.

btw, my sis showed me a really good power point about attitude. it says that attitude is really important cos attitude adds up to 100%. let me explain why.

A (1) B (2) C (3) D (4) E (5) F (6) G(7) H(8) I(9) J(10) K(11) L(12) M(13) N(14) O(15) P(16) Q(17) R(18) S(19) T(20) U(21) V(22) W(23) X(24) Y(25) Z(26)

so if you add A+T+T+I+T+U+D+E, you get, 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5=100.

get it? kinda lame right? but i guess it makes sense too. oh wells. got to get an early night. got to be in school at 7.30am!!! haha. i will be nice. its handbells! haha. tataz.





i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

hmmm.. school is going to re-open soon... should i be happy or should i be sad?? haha. i guess there are plus points and minus points. plus points.. to see friends and of course learn. haha. minus points.. haha.. don't want to state the obvious.

anyway, came to school early today for 2 reasons. 1. my dad needed to go to work early.. so he dropped me off 30 min before lessons. 2. CHARMAINE THAM HUI FANG was suppose to be meeting me at 9 cos we wanted to discuss some maths questions together. but oh wells. charms didn't come until.. hmmm... late.. that's all i know. haha. can't remember the time. before 10 i guess. haha. by the way.. only 7 of us turned up for lessons today. how sad.

anyway, met our chem teacher outside class and lessons end at 1.30pm tomorrow!! and we start at 9.30pm. 4 hours of chem. sigh. haven't done my work though. he said he was going to go through the new chapter. so textbook need to bring and his notes too. and let's see.. i was suppose to tell everyone to come at 9.30 tomorrow.. hmm.. will everyone turn up?? or will it be another today? haha. we will see tomorrow.

have to go to suntec for doctors tomorrow. my dad is going to come with me. haha. i hope there will be a good result for once.. at least give hope can. anyway, have to pray about tomorrow. but for now.. jus have fun! hehe. i was watching superstar yesterday. the results that the judges give were like......AH!!! sigh. i wonder how this people suppose to win. the results so low. highest was 32.5. and one of the most good looking one gets the lowest result. sigh. haha. tonight will be the girls. see whether there will be a litte more different. for now.. tataz.




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

hmmm.. school is going to re-open soon... should i be happy or should i be sad?? haha. i guess there are plus points and minus points. plus points.. to see friends and of course learn. haha. minus points.. haha.. don't want to state the obvious.

anyway, came to school early today for 2 reasons. 1. my dad needed to go to work early.. so he dropped me off 30 min before lessons. 2. CHARMAINE THAM HUI FANG was suppose to be meeting me at 9 cos we wanted to discuss some maths questions together. but oh wells. charms didn't come until.. hmmm... late.. that's all i know. haha. can't remember the time. before 10 i guess. haha. by the way.. only 7 of us turned up for lessons today. how sad.

anyway, met our chem teacher outside class and lessons end at 1.30pm tomorrow!! and we start at 9.30pm. 4 hours of chem. sigh. haven't done my work though. he said he was going to go through the new chapter. so textbook need to bring and his notes too. and let's see.. i was suppose to tell everyone to come at 9.30 tomorrow.. hmm.. will everyone turn up?? or will it be another today? haha. we will see tomorrow.

have to go to suntec for doctors tomorrow. my dad is going to come with me. haha. i hope there will be a good result for once.. at least give hope can. anyway, have to pray about tomorrow. but for now.. jus have fun! hehe. i was watching superstar yesterday. the results that the judges give were like......AH!!! sigh. i wonder how this people suppose to win. the results so low. highest was 32.5. and one of the most good looking one gets the lowest result. sigh. haha. tonight will be the girls. see whether there will be a litte more different. for now.. tataz.




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

i went to the National University hospital yesterday to visit my cousin. she went in cos her leg was swollen. and no one knew the cause of it. so the doctors kept taking blood and urine from her. haha. oh wells. anyway, i messaged weekoh but the smart person put his phone in his cupboard so he didn't know that i messaged him. haha. so by the time he replied me.. i was already leaving NUH. sorry! meet you another time i guess. anyway, my cousin got discharged today.. some thyroid? can't remember how to spell.

today, went to suntec city. and i got myself x-rayed! sigh. x-ray 5 times some more. 5 different positions. can die. by the time i came out, i was going to fall asleep. i didn't know x-ray can drain you out! and my mum was wondering what happened to me cos i was like half-dead. she said that the x-ray killed cells in my body. oh wells. so she asked me to eat and eat and eat. haha. i wasn't even hungry. i jus kept wanting to sleep. so i came home and here i am.

got school tomorrow. don't want to go. but i know i have to go. so no choice lor. friday also got to go to school. there one i even more don't want to go. but also got no choice. saturday got to go to school. that i don't mind. haha. long time never touch bells already. so hands a little itchy. haha.

was thinking whether to go for prayer retreat with sam and jie min. but i guess i can't make it. cos i got handbells in the morning at 8am. and i don't think i can wake up so early at hope centre and be in school on time. haha. so i guess i will stay at home. :) oh. and i forgot. i have to see the doctor on friday. so i think that will make me a little more tired too. so if i got for prayer meeting.. i might jus fall alseep. haha. maybe after Os then i will go for prayer meeting. :) pls remind me that i said that.

was thinking about what will happen when school opens. got 2 mock papers when school starts. geography and maths 2. then after that.. i will be having to stay back almost everyday after school or else miss lessons and go to esplande. yikes. thank goodness its only the first week of school will i be living a tired life. imagine.. home.. school.. esplande.. school.. home.. until friday. when FINALLY we will be performing at esplande for Singapore Youth Festival. but it doesn't end there.. saturday may have to practice.. from who knows what time to what time. then FINALLY once again.. we will perform for out Monde Enchante concert done by only handbell choir. haha. after that.. we can break already.

thank goodness we cancelled our singapore tourism board performance or we will be even more tired. i think the ccmc perfromance has also been cancelled. so the last playing will be on founders day, 25th july. then no more cca. no more handbells!! so sad right?? oh wells. join alumni lor. :) tataz.




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

hmmm.. sunday was fathers' day..

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY TO MY DADDY AND DADDY LAI!!

yesterday was 20th june..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL XIAO DIDI!!

today is 21st june..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISA CHAN!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFFANY NG!!

haha.. a bit slow for the other wishes.. but sorry guys.. had no time to blog..

anyway.. hope you all had a great day! tataz



i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

i finally started on my work.. but i wasn't really concentrating.. okay.. maybe i was concentrating a bit.. managed to do a few questions.. but the rest were like.. anyhow do.. then some skip cos i can't remember.. but i actually know how to do. jus depends whether i want to work my head or not.. anyway.. did a bit of maths. paper 1 with so many questions blank.. so much for getting A1 for O levels eh? haha.

i was talking to dennis just now.. and he was telling me how short my entries are these days.. sigh.. how long do you want my entries to be? GP paper ah?? but i know my entries are getting shorter cos i got nothing to write.. and if i write something.. IT'S ALL CRAP!! later i write to much crap.. then i will be called lamelly.. in other words.. lame melly.. jus that it's combined together.. haha. jo chan came up with it. sigh. and the blur me didn't even know. how nice right??

and i managed to talk to alex jus now. i think the last time i ever talked to him was april 1st.. so much for april fools eh? haha.. anyway, sudden change in him.. haha. no more crapping around.. and he calls himself MATURE... *ahem ahem* mature eh?? he told me not to doubt him. haha. i guess that's what JC life can do to someone.. MATURE.. i actually had a good laugh when he told me that. haha. so NOT alex.. but its true.. he used to be laming around whenever i talk to him.. like when i ask him what's up.. he says 'ceiling' but now he doesn't lah.. i end up using on him. and i am the one laming around. sigh. he said he mended his ways.. hmmmmmm......

i was watching some animal planet thing and like animals were being killed.. AH!!!!!! polar bears killing warus.. wild bears killing antelops.. oh my goodness.. my sis, dad and i were like:" woah..." nothing to say.. i pity those animals being killed!! so sad.. thank God that he didn't make me an animal.. *phew*

i hope its going to rain soon.. hasn't rain in days.. and its getting hot. sweat.. perspire.. whatever.. there is thunder now.. jus don't know whether it will rain.. i remembered last time in pri school.. they make us sing 'rain rain go away..come again another day' but now.. i think i will sing.. 'rain rain come this way.. come again every other day!' haha. retarded right?? oh wells.. it happens when i am not in the right straight of mind...

germs and the rest went to ECP today.. and i didn't go.. quite sad though.. but quite happy too.. i guess we will jus plan another ECP outing at the end of the year right?? i am sure germs won't disagree to that.. haha.. unless pong does.. haha. but i am sure that pong is so nice.. she will want to go ECP.. haha. but i wonder what they did today.. i am quite sure i will miss out on a lot of fun.. oh wells.. not like ECP will be gone forever right?? haha..

instead of going to ECP with germs and the rest.. i went to Marine Parade with my mum.. haha. so near yet so far.. okay.. what crap am i talking.. haha. anyway.. i was at parkway parade the whole morning and a bit of afternoon.. shopping.. not really.. marketing.. banking.. posting letter.. yah.. haha.. jus walked around.. look here look there..

anyway, i dropped my phone while helping my dad with the photo copy machine!! yikes.. now got more scratches.. sigh.. i hope my phone survives.. cos it auto switches off when i drop it.. but it switches on by itself.. scary. haha. oh wells.. wish my phone all the best. cos i am not intending to change my phone until next year.. haha.

oh wells.. is this entry long enough?? sigh.. i guess i will end here.. later too lor sor like dennis's blog. haha. kidding.. don't kill me.




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

its already the 3rd week of school hols.. can you believe how time really flies?? one more week and then school starts and everyone will have to start rushing through all their studies for the final term exams.. A levels.. or ppl like me.. O levels.

i was jus wondering to myself in the toilet while brushing my teeth the other day.. (i know.. of all places.. why the toilet.. don't ask me) if you look around you, everyone is rushing rushing rushing. people rush after buses, trains, movies, from place to place, during work etc.. there is very seldom where ppl will be taking their time doing everything. i guess its this thing called getting first in whatever you do so that you can get first??

but getting first is not the main point in life. everytime we are rushing. when do we actually stop whatever we are doing and thank God for giving us this day, lifting up everything to him and at the same time spending time with God.

i remembered that eelin shared with our YSG quite long ago that even though how much rush you are in that is going to cost you to be late for something, jus set aside some time to pray to God. and after that, wonders do happen. for eelin, everything jus fell in place. all the transportation she needed jus came one after another. and she reached the place on time. and let me tell you, its really amazing on how God work wonders like that.

last monday i was suppose to go to school for practice paper at 2.30pm. so i wanted to leave my house at 1.30pm so that i got like 1 hour to go to school in case there was any jam along the way or i can like go to class, put my bag down and stuff. but at 1.30, i was still studying. so i knew i was going to be late. so while i was wearing my shoes, i prayed to God that i lift up everything to him. i went to the bus stop, didn't wait for long and the bus came. there was no jam. not many ppl boarded the bus. and i wasn't late for school. i still had 15 minutes to spare. wonderful.

anyway, always remember to pray.




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

I FINALLY DO NOT NEED TO GO TO SCHOOL... for the time being.. of 1 1/2 weeks. how nice right?? sigh. got to go back to school for another 3 more times.. and some more all consecutive.. and the week after that, SCHOOL RE-OPENS!! time really flies lah..

anyway, i am getting bored due to the influence of alastair cos he is bored.. how nice.. haha. have to get work done or else this holidays are waste of time. haha. germs said that she wants to go East Coast next week. haha. GERMAINE YAP!! DECIDED ON THE DATE THEN TELL ME.. then i will see whether i can go. later everyone don't go.. only you go.. haha.

oh.. let me say this.. germ.. tab.. pee.. dorea.. charms.. jo chan.. sneezy.. sam.. yoyoo all ponned chinese today.. actually danielle was going to pon.. but her mum made her come.. and so did mine. so waste time. but at least ending part of the lesson was a little better. sigh. and charms could tell me that she couldn't come because of what reason?? she was DYING of fever.. haha. interesting way of saying charms.. some more say that she will come for chinese.

and a reminder... watch superstar on channel U tonight at 8.30pm. its super funny. haha. i shan't comment further. jus go watch. :) anyway.. i gtg.. tataz..




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

woah.. it has been a long time since i last blog. oh wells. i guess i am too lazy to blog. i drop by my blog jus to see tags. haha. anyway, so many things have been happening.

chem prac last friday, hist mock paper today. but the good thing is that, EVERYTHING IS OVER FOR NOW!! haha. i mean for the holidays. got no more exam until school re-opens. sigh. got to go back to school for another 5 more days. bleah. this wed and thursday. the last week of hols: thursday, friday and saturday. how nice right? haha.

and jus a reminder to all : this month there is Father's Day. hehe.

i think that was kinda random. but it jus struck me. oh wells. got to play for WKFC that sunday. :)

anyway, school holidays are going to end soon. haha. another 2 more weeks and its rush like MAD. but whatever. got to start doing all those hw that has already started piling on the fall! woohoo! and i have to start speaking in chinese at home to prepare for chinese O level oral. haha.






i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

its the starting of a brand new day and brand new month. and what a nice way of starting it with me staying up right?? haha. oh wells. i was suppose to start on my history cos the mock paper is this coming monday!! sigh. even during the hols also got exam right?? oh wells.

anyway, monday was O level chinese. and i am sure everyone would agree with me that it was this big relief after the whole exam. we were so happy and we all kept laughing. i called my cousin after my papers on monday cos she is also taking O level chinese. and the funny thing was that we bought did the same questions. and for our letter writing, we bought had the same plot!! haha. oh wells. then after calling my cousin, called alastair since he messaged me about his paper. both of us also did the same questions. its like everyone is doing the same questions. talked a while and finally hanged up.

tab, pee, danielle, sneezy, germ, dorea, yoyoo, charms and me went to orchard to celebrate that O level chinese is mostly over. and on the bus, there was hannah, victoria and colleen. and all of us were having a lot of fun too. met zhou hao on the bus too. don't know him though, but i only know that he is in the worship team. and when we were going to get of the bus, danielle was like:" ZHOU HAO!" i think everyone on the bus knows his name already. oh wells. such a small world that even danielle knows him. haha.

while we were at orchard, we were like quite aimless or let me say, we were walking aimlessly?? haha. don't know how to say. words cannot describe what i want to say. neither can my actions. haha. so only my brain can do it. so open it.

washed my brother's car today. and that includes polishing his car. of course. i didn't do all those single-handedly. my sis helped too. and guess what?? i slammed 3 of my sis's finger with the car door. won't say what happened after that. but when i went home, my dad wacked me at my butt for being naughty. but for fun lah.

anyway, have to go back to school tomorrow for maths lessons. and i guess i really have to start doing my history. or else i will DIE. sigh. better have an early night. later tomorrow cannot wake up. oh! i finished Harry Potter's Order of Phoneix. interesting. haha. passed the book to my sis who was at chapter 2 like weeks ago?? oh wells.

have a great month ahead. and goodnight. tataz.




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.