*edited 8.36pm*
let me say this if there are ppl wondering. The handbell choir is very happy that we got GOLD for SYF this year. we are very satisfied with what we have now. i am very sure that everyone wanted Gold with honours. but let me remind. its jus a status. we weren't aiming for Gold with Honours. we were jus aiming for Gold. we gave the best of what we have. and even our A.V.P was proud of us that we got Gold. and that she told us that God is Wonderful. And so with this Gold that God has given to us. we will continue to use our talents to shine his glory. its a time of thanksgiving.

Pearl messaged me jus now and congratulated all handbellers of MGS that we got our GOLD back! and so did belinda, mae sherie, clementine and hanting. we did our seniors proud. (pearl is not MG handbells senior.. she is PL handbells senior). haha. but still.. we have done our school proud!


hmmmm... i had to wake up early this morning so that i can make sure that my nightmare didn't come true. haha. so i woke up at 6 instead of 6.20am. came to school. and i saw so many handbellers along the way. but i went to class to sit down for awhile when actually.. don't need to. and in the first place there was no one in class.

anyway, my nightmare partially came true. why?? cos i FORGOT to bring my clothes for RAP. oops. thank goodness guan brought it for me. Thanks Guan. haha. anyway, i went to michelle's class jus in time to see her putting down her bag. and keisha, jennifer and sam weren't even there yet!!! sigh. keisha and jennifer came a little later and we all went to the room.

and we were suppose to change, put make up and be back at the hall at 7.45am. sad to say, unpro ppl like us, 1. didn't want to get seen by any other MGS girl cos we were at the second floor toliet where the whole sec 4 level is. 2. we can't put make up in 15 min! cos we are way too SLOW for that. haha. so we went back to the hall at 7.55am. and we got scolded. :(

but anyway, we practiced. and the first time we played really well! the next 2 times.. made a few mistakes! MICHELLE!! YOU ALMOST SCARED ME!! haha. but i made mistakes too. haha. then we left for Singapore Conference Hall at 8.45am. on the way there.. the sec 3s were telling lame jokes. all the rubbish started coming out.. and i added in some wrong stuff. haha.

anyway, when we went to singapore conference hall, guess what was the first school we saw? RGS. and i thought they were PLMGS some more. didn't see the belt. so they stared at us, and we stared at them. haha. went to register and guess who i saw?? i saw Pearl and Chin hui!! AH!!! they were in PLMGS SYF 2 years ago. so good to see them. haha. considering i haven't been to church.. so i don't see chin hui and i didn't got for Ning's birthday party last year, so i didn't get to see Pearl. one thing bad was i didn't take pictures with them. when we were on the second floor, we saw what one of the schools were doing and we were laughing and we told lame jokes amongst ourselves. we jus relaxed.. while they tensed up. :P

and let me say. there were at least 10 NS men there. there might be more. but i only remember seeing 10. but that's not the point. why do you even need NS men when it comes to SYF? i don't see the connection. jane said that maybe they are short of ppl.. but i think cos NS has too many ppl.. they give them this kind of work. haha. anyway, we never know. jus guessing. haha. and we all thought that NS men were strong. there was this NS guy who carried one of the big bell cases which consists of base bells. he lifted it up and put it down after that. he didn't even carry to anywhere. and we handbell ppl can carry that case for at least a short distance. BIG JOKE.

anyway, zheng hua sec wore their school uniform on stage? can't blame them. their first time playing. so they may not know that they can wear other stuff. :) when i saw the school u, i realised that they are the 'macdonald school' uniform ppl. and they played a medly of songs and it had pink panther inside. PL was conducted by Mr Fong. *cough cough* haha. and he patted me on the shoulder and said good luck. *shivers down my spine* can he even remember me in the first place. haha. the trebles were laughing at me when i shrug at the tap of my shoulder. haha.

let me tell you. GOD IS GOOD! i prayed before i went on stage that he will take away the anxious feeling in everyone. and he did! when i played, there was no stress. and i kept smiling. and from the side of my eye, i could see everyone enjoying what they were playing. moving to the song. it was jus so amazing. and after the performance, we were talking, and the rest said that they didn't feel stress when they are playing. God does amazing things.

watched RGS play from the tv outside cos we couldn't go in while a school is playing. so we watched and................... *raises one eyebrown*. went in before cedar played and watched the rest of the schools played. to me, i felt that all schools did well. but could tell which school was better than the other. anyway, after all schools played finish, we went out to the stairs, and we were given an option to either stay or go back to school. the sec 4s wanted to stay, but they sec 3s didn't want. oh wells. but we stayed in the end. so we went out for a bite. and when we came back in, the results were already in the midst of annoucing. i was so so so scared. didn't know what to do but hurry to the nearest speaker on 2nd level. and we heard :" SCGS GOLD. *screams from SCGS ppl*" and we were like:"WHAT?! SC got GOLD" so we hurried back to the hall and miss sim came out............

so result was........................ MGS....... got....... *drumroll*.......................... GOLD for SYF!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!! my goodness. we were all screaming and screaming. i was about to cry but very malu. so didn't. we were so happy. so let me tell you all the results.

1. Zheng hua --- Sliver
2. PLMGS --- Gold with Honours
3. MGS --- Gold
4. RGS --- Sliver
5. Cedar --- Sliver
6. St. Hildas --- Sliver
7. SCGS --- Gold
   

look at this. WONDERFUL results i tell you. we practiced so much. and our hardwork paid off. and of course. we cannot forget that God was always there to watch us through this whole period of time. the results mean so much to us.. and i tell you.. the happiness and joy cannot be described. the atmosphere was jus so good. we were all laughing and screaming. we saw PLMGS at the entrance of Singapore Conference Hall and we did a cheer for them cos they did really well for SYF. continue the good work PL!

on they way back to school, we were talking about our Gold result. we were all kidding about. krystle said that because she walked really nicely from the bass to the trebles to play a few notes, that caused us to get gold. yun jing said that it was because of her 3 notes that she got correct that caused us to get gold. haha. but we are all not claiming any credit. we were saying this out of joke. and we were like planning to go back to tell lao shi that we got bronze.. or even worse.. Certificate of Participation. haha. but we didn't lah. haha.

came back to school and quickly went back for lessons. i was quite tired already. but then was laughing quite a lot during chem lesson cos DL was trying to switch on the front lights but he pulled out the switch??? haha. my gosh.

and later for RAP. i think our class did a good job. next week is jingle. we've got to do a very good job again! i have loaded photos of SYF and RAP up. go and see.

anyway... in ALL things. THANK GOD FOR HIS GOODNESS TO ALL OF US!!




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

didn't actually want to come online to blog. but i decided to. haha. i got chem test and i haven't really studied! how?? the only thing i have left to study is mole concept. and let me tell you this. i haven't done tys. and we were told to do TYS! sigh. i will go with the flow. its MCQ. but i am quite sure its hard.

anyway, instrumental ensemble got Gold for SYF! ah! got the info from adele this morning when i saw her at assembly. ergh. and xiu wen sms me jus now that PLMGS harp got GOLD! woah. what's with everyone getting gold?? oh.. i also heard that RI and RJC got gold with honours. haha. and like rgs got gold. haha. sorry mel. didn't mean any harm. haha.

so tomrrow is the last day i guess for SYF! and adele stress me in school. she was trying to physco me to get gold for SYF. but its not like i am the judge. i can't do anything. jus pray hard that no other schools play the same song as us again or else i will cry!

anyway, i think maybe i will want to share something with the group tomorrow if i got enough courage to do it though. haha. something that xiu wen told me. don't know whether applicable to the group. but i guess i will give it a try. maybe pray with the group also. anyway.. wish us all the best. and may all glory be given to God above! tataz.




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

hmmm... if you are quick to realise.. you will noticed that something has been added to the blog. haha. if you look carefully under the links section.. you would see this link that says 'charmsneezemel". do you think whether you can figure out what that is? yoyoo took a long time to figure what it was. sigh. and i had to spell it out to her many times.

so let me tell you more about charmsneezemel. its a blog by charmaine, sneezy(meredith) and me! but this doesn't mean i am closing this blog down. haha. that will be mostly charms blog lah. jus that sometimes meredith and i will blog for the fun of blogging. OH! go and see the template. its so CUTE! haha.

anyway.. today, was a slack day. went to the library during bio free period. walked pass the sec hall and saw the instrumental ensemble practicing. so i stood there watching. haha. they look good. about the sound? don't ask me. i have no idea. haha. and when i was leaving school.. they came back. of all times to come back. they should have came back earlier so that i can ask adele what they got. hmmmm.. they look quite happy on the bus unless my eyes were playing tricks on me. so i presume it was a gold or gold with honours? haha. i will know tomorrow. haha.

anyway, SYF is another day away... *looks far away...* can that day come faster?! haha. xiu wen and pauline are having their SYF tomorrow for harp. All the best! i think most of the competitions will end by this week. all those ang klongs and stuff. haha. oh. and there is RAP this friday. i hope we will get everything done by tomorrow cos after that.. got no more time to do anymore things. if i am correct.. kari told us to stay back tomorrow for 1/2 an hour to do rap. hmmmm.. okay.

so glad that i managed to find a few of my Grace Baptist Church (GBC)friends on friendster. those from Youth Music And Drama (YMAD). i know the name sounds funny. but let me tell you. it was the best bunch of friends i made and i really want to go and see how they are doing. if i ever go down to see them.. it will most proabably be after O levels. that is like LONG LONG LONG WAY MORE! sigh. i remembered i saw one of them at bishan that day but never went up to him to say hi cos i am quite sure they won't remember me.. okay.. the guys won't remember me.. besides those i hang out with which is most. okay.. nevermind. most of the girls will remember me.. unless most of the time they are at guitar.. then i don't think i will see them. haha. I MISS YMAD!!

i think YMAD helped me see things from different views. and i think i was kinda irresponsible cos i was made Soparno 1 I/C and teaching assistant for basic music class. and all this came at the time when i started going to ttp.. which was in 2004. so i was like stuck between 2 areas thinking of which one to choose. so i only went down to help teach for 1 lesson and to introduce myself as I/C for Soparno 1. at least there was a assistant I/C for me so i guess she took over all my duties when i was gone for the rest of the year. sigh. even my conductor hasn't looked for me and my sis too! i will always remember all the fun times i had in YMAD. i think they always made me smile. made me feel welcome when i re-joined 2 years after i stopped in sec 1. and we were always laughing at one another. oh no. talking about it makes me want to cry. :(

i guess i shall go. tataz.



i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

hmmm... today there was the pri school netball competition in school today. and it started right after PE lesson. and after PE lesson, i have free period. so danielle, guan, charms, van, sheryln and me watched the netball game at the bleaches and we cheered the MG junior team on! and we were winning in the beginning. and at the end.. it was going down and down. but guess what? WE STILL WON!!! haha.

didn't get to see the senior team play though. haha. i hoped they won! haha. anyway, had maths test today and i mis-read one of the questions!! AH!! all my tests, i make the same mistake. what's wrong with me. charms keep telling me to stop making careless mistakes. but i always make them in the end. i have to put this to an END! haha.

anyway, during geog, we were checking the booking record. and i expected my list to be a little longer than what i saw.. but i only have 2 bookings in my years in MG. haha. aren't i pro?? but ppl like Ah li has NO bookings!! haha.

chinese oral after school was a little bad. haha. thank goodness it wasn't actually oral or else i could have died. if i told you what happened.. i am quite sure you will be laughing like what my parents were doing. :(

cca later was good yet not. the first time we played when our conductor came in was the best. but subsequent playing went down down and down!! sigh. and we are not having anymore practices! haha. but i am confident! oh. and yun jing had this dream that we got Gold with Honours. haha. at least hers was a nice dream. i had NIGHTMARE. i dreamt that i forgot to bring all my SYF stuff. how bad can that be?? sigh

anyway.. tomorrow slack day. but i have piano... :( oh wells. tataz.




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

today didn't have piano cos my piano teacher had to fetch her daugther and the list goes on. so that means my lesson is on wednesday. sigh. anyway, i today was quite a fun day in school even though i was so tired that i didn't want to go school. but a person like will never pon school. haha. see. i am such a guai student.

anyway, we were doing jingle and rap during english today. and its really nice. haha. oh wells. rap is this friday. i hope its going to be done soon! haha. and charms, danielle, guan and i were talking about planning something after O levels.. *looks over the horizon.. i wonder when will that day ever come* anyway, that's not point. haha. we came down with a list of something. we will decide when time is near. for now, we will think about june hols.

anyway, tomorrow there is PE. and it felt like ages since i last had PE. but it was only last tuesday that i had PE. haha. oh wells. and tomorrow got Chinese Prelim Oral!!! sigh. yoyoo and wen were speaking in chinese. and a few of us were laughing at them. haha. and it was so funny talking to trudy. haha. we were like passing paper during chem lesson. haha. super funny. long time since i did that. haha. and she passed on paper to charms also. haha. and it said:" good job on your jump!" or something like that. haha.

oh. there is handbells tomorrow too! sigh. got to stay back! :( going to the hall to practice again. this time we will try and do better. oh right! this means that i need to be the first person to do oral first cos i need to go for handbells!! AH!! why?! why?! haha. i hope everything will be fine tomrrow. jus pray that i don't talk crap and talk to the point and remember every cheem word that i can use and to know what chinese words fit that english word i am thinking in my head! haha. tataz.




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

my weekend was a okay weekend. at least i went out for awhile each day. haha. yesterday didn't go out the whole day until night came. went out for dinner with my aunts and uncle plus my cousin. and my cousin was telling me some lame jokes. which i tell you.. is almost the same as me. haha. i think like now.. its becoming the lame era.

anyway, her school band got GOLD!! what?! my gosh. i think they got 2 slivers also. one for drama and choir if i am correct. can't remember. the rest were bronze. sigh. thank goodness mg got no band. haha.

anyway, was at raffles city for dinner. and my cousin and i were jus stoning. and occasionally looking at the bride that walks in and out of the restaurant. haha. seems like they are having an anniversary or something. sigh.

and today, i woke up to go to church. went for P&P service. then went out for lunch and came home. did some work and slacked at the same time. actually, my purpose of coming here to blog was to vent my anger. but i decided not to. cos i am too tired to vent cos i am very sure the same thing will happen again and again next time. so i might as well save m breathe and jus vent one whole chunk right into the person's face or else jus write it out here.

come to think about it. i think my language is becoming very bad. learn all the bad things from germaine. haha. kidding. but i don't know. so far, the only 2 ppl who have heard my worse language is terry and dennis. i mean ppl in school also listen to it too lah. but it isn't as bad. oops. sorry guys. haha. oh wells. as terry says.. today is a moody day. everyone is moody. so i guess i shan't blog anymore. tataz.




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

today is a long long day! haha. but it was fun. good thing is that i wasn't as sick as i was yesterday. jus that this time, i keep coughing cos my throat was super itchy. and it is still itchy. haha. and the rashes has passed my ankle. so its going upwards. not good. haha. i told one of my friends that i am having rashes, and he said:" i think you have rashes cos you are too rash." ergh. i think i have too many lame friends. they are killing me. haha. okay. they are not killing me.. jus that i am seeing too many of the same type!

anyway, yoyoo and pee didn't come to school today. you ponners. lao pok. kidding. later pee kill me. esther also pon school. but i saw her in school when i was having lunch. hmmmm.. she claims to be having fever eh? haha. whatever.

cca today was so stressful!! haha. i think everyone is so scared about the competition next friday i guess. so we all start making mistakes. i have to admit. i made a few mistakes cos i can't remember certain areas. michelle ah!! must get your notes correct!! haha. kidding lah. can't blame you cos your hand is pain. haha. must make sure you don't sleep on your hand and make sure it gets better by next week!

germs is bugging me to switch on my webcam. haha. sigh. sorry germs. talking about webcam, i was talking to my hk friend with the webcam on. but i was on the guitar talking to someone else else with the webcam also. and my hk friend went to tell my sis :" i saw small mel playing guitar!!" haha.

anyway, tomorrow is the weekend. i am so glad its here! i need to sleep and lao shi told us to sleep more so that we got enough energy for next week cos its SYF. oh. and we got our tailored blouse today. hmm.. looks quite weird. haha. i don't know. we were like:" errr..." haha. if i take photos, i will put it up. i think i will take on SYF that day. see how. tataz.




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

so glad to be home early today. had a hard time in school today. i tell you.. its not nice being sick. and i haven't be really this sick for a LONG LONG TIME! and having a leaking nose to a block nose and back to leaking nose. this thing went on for the whole time i was in school!

i was using tissues like they were dropping from the sky. used 1 packet that i brought to school, went to the toilet and got a few, asked angeline to help me go to the toilet to get, asked danielle to get for me also and used half of germ's packet. thanks guys! and the only time i was really pay attention in school was during maths lessons. the rest.. i was half-dead. sigh.

went to toa payoh interchange after school with meredith then came home. and i was home along until 4.45pm. sigh. and i got really bad rashes on my feet. and how did they appear?? don't ask me. i thought it was mosquito bite a first. then after scratching for awhile, i took a closer look, and then i realised that both my feet have it too. weird. haha. oh wells.

anyway, my mum and sis wants me to take another dose of panadol before i go to sleep tonight. sigh. last night when i took panadol, i kept sweating in air con, and i slept for awhile. the rest of the time, i was wondering when will my alarm ring. haha. retarded right? oh wells. haha. tomorrow got to stay in school until 5.30pm! i don't know whether i can survive that long. and if i don't go for cca, i will be in trouble. sigh. tataz.




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

*edited at 6.54pm*
jus came back from dinner. i think it was the worse dinner i had. not in the food. but so hard to eat cos my nose kept leaking. so every few bites, had to go and blow my nose. and was going to sneeze but couldn't sneeze. and i kept covering my nose. i think by the way i was acting, my dad might jus think that i am pregnant. haha. BUT I AM NOT! my nose was leaking during lessons today. sigh.

i think i am lacking in sleep that's why i am like that now. oh wells. i think i will sleep at 9pm. 9.30 latest. so don't call me.

anyway, go to this website.. quite nice. its in chinese though. so you may not understand if you don't like chinese.. but jus look at the graphics. maybe you will understand.
http://www.lcbtv.com/flash/movie/tonghua.swf



jus came back from 5 items test. actually finished at like 3 plus. but then pee, meredith and charms wanted to re-take. so i went with them. and i wanted to retake too. but i wasn't allowed. how sad can. sigh. its the worse results i ever had since i started doing PFT. but it won't make any difference if i re-do. bleah. haha. so i guess i will jus be happy with what i am having now. its the max. haha.

anyway, i kept thinking that today is friday. sigh. oh wells. sat in the canteen for like 1/2 an hour drinking and talking and laming around. then waited at the guard house for my dad for another 1/2 an hour. so do you think i wasted a lot of time? yes. 1 hour. haha. but its okay. its bonding with my friends. :P

anyway, tomorrow i am free. haha. and i am suppose to start studying for chinese. and i need to start studying for chem test. i am super deep in trouble. yikes. but oh wells. anyway, i am going to go for dinner now. tataz.




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

hmmm.. today was 2.4km first thing in the morning. and i so didn't want to wake up cos i didn't want to run! scared i get some lao pok timing then super malu. bleah. anyway, my partner was hannah. haha. good job girl! anyway, my timing is still very lao pok lah. i think practically everyone in my class ran faster than me. going to hide my face!! but one thing is that i met at the checkpoint every 2 min. so the 8 rounds timing were like all the odd numbers.. 1..3..5.. and it goes on. so i am sure that you know what kind of lao pok timing i get now. haha.

oh. and one motivating thing is that i ran faster than michelle! haha. but only like a few seconds faster than her. haha. oh wells. should i re-run? i think i will be nuts if i re-run. not like i will be run even better. may run even slower. so i guess i will stay with my timing. and let me say, after running, dont' drink water immediately. i won't go into details.

tomorrow got 5 items. i got high hopes for that especially SBJ and shuttle run. aiming for A. *cross-fingers* haha. anyway, had handbells jus now. and i realised that our concert is like the weekend when school starts in term 3. SO FAST?! and my right leg is aching from 2.4 and standing 3 hours long for handbells.

oh oh. before cca started, all handbell ppl had to go to the AVA room to see how we performed when the taiwanese ppl came to our school. and michelle and i were laughing and laughing non-stop. its super funny. like no one was smiling except sandra cos we had to see someone's face sitting in front of us. (not our conductor) oh wells. michelle and i watched it twice while the rest only watched once. haha. early ppl get to see more. and laugh more.... at ourselves. haha. oh wells.

anyway.. i finished all my maths hw. haha. tomorrow got chem and i haven't studied the table and do finish the worksheet. oh. and my chem teacher pronouces NTUC as aunty lucy. and our whole class bursted out in laughter. sigh. tataz




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

crap. tomorrow got 2.4km run. and i got breathing problems today. oh wells. i think its the air or else my asthma is coming back. have to take in really deep breadth and causing a pain in my body. i hope i can survive the run tomorrow. aiming for A, B or C. no lower. haha. (maybe this is what i always tell the rest.. I got weak heart.. like real)

and on wed, i got 5 items. one day after another. but at least after that, i can take a break from heavy exercise. its not really heavy though. sigh. anyway, today was raining after school and my dad came to fetch me! haha. so nice right? then some more bring me to eat lunch and i got to drink my favourite drink. but after that i had to go for piano. haha. how sad.

i was watching the casino thing jus now and i fell asleep so many times. thank goodness my dad kept talking to me to wake me up once in awhile. but half the time i didn't understand what my dad was talking to me about.

anyway, i am getting sleepy and its till early. i think the alcohol is working a bit. hope it gets me more sleep. *yawns*




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

*edited 5.54pm*
i decided to transfer all the photo links jus above my tagboard. instead of having ppl to go to the route then look for the album. at least it helps those who can't really see. haha. referring to who.. i don't know. haha. i updated all those photos that we took on friday at track meet. and i think i killed my elbow by jus flexing and flexing and then you wack really hard and you hear this snap sound. super pain. but after awhile, it feels relief but the pain is still there. say bye bye to my bones!! haha.



hmmm.. didn't blog for a few days. but i am not going to blog for all the days.

Friday
track & field finals. ran 4x100m and 8x50m. first runner for both events and i can tell you.. IT'S STRESSFUL. okay. forget about that. made 3 new friends in my 4x100 relay team. (duh.. iwas the 4th person.. how to make 4 friends.. haha.) went out for lunch at orchard with sam and dennis. then went back to school for handbells. got a ride from sam's dad. thank you. then left handbells early to go home. showered, changed and left for esplande to watch sound of music. i want to watch it again! (dennis, don't sing anymore songs from there to me..) came home, slept at 12am.

Saturday
was planning to sleep from 12am to 12pm. but i woke up at 10am. how sad. haha. but its not good to sleep so much. haha. oh wells. ate dinner at home. then my bro had to go for mobilisation. sigh. went out to party. like real. haha. came back at like 10pm.

Sunday
woke up at 9.30am. and YM service is at?? 9.30am. haha. so i guessed i missed it. haha. went out to bishan with my mum and dad and then came home. oh. and i saw a few ppl while i was out at bishan. i saw cheng huan. he looks so different. oh wells. didn't get to talk to him cos i was in the car. maybe i should drop by my old church one day. i wonder when will that one day be. maybe after my Os. take a look at the youth choir. then later i saw joyce from mg handbells a few years ago. didn't know whether it was her though. now my aunt is over for mahjong cos my other aunt is working and my cousin is in london! haha.

anyway, tomorrow is back to school. this week is exercise week. got 2.4 and 5 items. one day after another. sigh. thinking of going to run now. but i think i should stay at home and slack. jus chiong on tuesday for 2.4km. haha. tataz




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

no school tomorrow!! haha.. this calls for a celebration. actually got school lah. but got no lessons. haha. and school is held at clementi stadium tomorrow. so that means, we got track and field finals. haha. sad to say i didn't get into the finals for 100m. haha. shows that the poor me isn't a good runner. haha.

anyway, i went to see victoria martin jus now. and it was quite funny. i asked her whether i was running relay 4x100m. but it seems that they need ppl to re-register and crap. so i told her that i wanted to run relay. and she thought i wanted to run 4x400m. i was like 400m?! haha. but actually i don't mind running. but i would be super tired by then lah. haha.

oh wells. so i guess i am running 4x100m tomorrow. go and double check tomorrow. :P and the rest are going for breakfast tomorrow at 6.30am!! haha. i am not going. sorry guys. haha. and i know what reaction they are going to have tomorrow. haha. i guess i will carry plastic bags with me. haha.

anyway, i am getting bored. i guess i will start doing all my hw soon. and charms is coming up with her own time table so that she can study with a time table plan and stuff. haha. i am not gonig to do that. do also no use. cos if there are last minute changes, the whole thing will be haywire already.

and english was fun today. all we did was talking and talking and more talking. haha. we managed to like say what we are suppose to say to defend ourselves and we were made to apologise?! *roll eyes* okay. so we did apologise but we didn't get an apology back. sigh. we weren't the only ones at fault lah. sigh. i guess we will jus sleep on it. haha.

anyway, shall go eat dinner. hmmmmmmm... and i will be watching tv the whole night. yeah! and i am so excited for tomorrow cos i am going to watch sound of music. haha. okay. you can say i am crazy.. go ahead!




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

got this off dennis's blog. oh wells. maybe true though. oh wells. haha.

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i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

hmmm.. today is tuesday but the whole school packed friday's timetable.. why?? cos they said we missed too many friday lessons. oh wells. packing friday's timetable makes me feel that today is friday and i keep thinking tomorrow there is no school. so sad kae.

but today school was fun during chem lesson. for once ever in chem lesson there was no one sleeping. at least i don't remember seeing ppl sleeping. haha. and we were watching some michael jackson joke. i will put the link here one day or who ever wants it can come to me. and we were listening to some Song of Elements. the song consist of all the elements from the periodic table. haha. and DL was swaying to the music?! haha. and he was teaching us about how the molecules fly here and there and they break bonds and change into substances because of some activation energy. his actions were super funny. charms and i couldn't stop laughing.

and the sad part of school today was that we weren't allowed to do book parade. and i found out during cca today that book parade is complusory. sigh. oh wells. so i guess now we have to concentrate more on our jingle and rap. which is like on the 29th april? ergh. long story behind it and i don't think anyone of us can be bothered cos so many ppl are pissed already. sigh.

anyway, tomorrow is wed and i don't have anything on. so sad right? haha. should i go out or not? go where? i also don't know. sigh. oh wells. i will see how. haha. tataz.




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

woohoo! today's chapel was good! haha. not because we were playing. but it was a very good experience. even though there were obstructions like the projector couldn't show the power point, we still managed to continue on. and the power point came up only at the slow songs. but it was good. yolanda started jumping at the song all day. and it was the best! haha. even our AVP started smiling when she was frowning at the beginning cos our power point wasn't working. haha. good job guys! haha. if anyone has any comments, feel free to tell me. cos i haven't heard any comments from anyone yet! haha.

and i think the rest of the time in school today was fun. haha. as i said before.. wake up having a good start.. and the rest of the day will be a good one. but i didn't wake up having a good start. i was super tired. and when i left the house and walked to the lift, there was this paper stuck on the wall that said that my neighbour has already passed away and stuff. but my dad and i didn't know which person in the house has died. oh wells. checked the papers already. so now we know who. but we don't know what he died of.

i realised something when i was on the way home to the carpark when my dad fetched me. my neighbour isn't a christian. he is a hindu. so that's the sad thing. he never got to know God's word. but i am sure that everyone around the world has heard of God's word cos we celebrate christmas and easter. and they would know that God sent his one and only son on earth on christmas to die on the cross on easter. and every year we all celebrate this 2 occasions. but ppl never get to know more about his word. so that's the sad part.

and today, one of my teachers said something that it is really true. everytime we always say we were going to do something. but how many of us really get the things that we want done? some of us get the work done really quickly, some of us jus totally forget about it, and some of us jus take our time to do it.

time passes really fast. and sometimes when we don't get things done, most of the time you will tend to regret when you realised that time is already up. like spreading the gospel. you always say that you want to spread the gospel to someone and you never get to do it. and maybe that someone is like my neighbour. the person has died, and you regret not spreading the gospel to him.

oh wells. jus pending down my thoughts. if anyone wants to disagree or add some more stuff. feel free. haha. will be glad to hear some points from others. :) tataz




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

i updated jus now and everything got washed out. sigh. so i have to re-type again. anyway, i had a lot of fun yesterday. FUN FUN FUN! but of course, i studied too. i tell you, i am so guai. i know how to plan my things so that i can play and have fun at the same time. haha. i am pro right? but i didn't actualyl study and play at the same time lah. haha.

woke up early so that i could be at ttp by 9 so that we can have chapel practice. haha. so we practiced and practiced. by the time we finished and stuff, it was already 12? so i did my SS hw. haha. did one essay in like 1 hour. haha. if i did at this pace for O levels, i would be dead. haha. oh wells. tab and yunling came in at like 1.45pm asking me whether i could play either guitar and piano. so i said yah. and they asked me to play for cell. so we went up to the conference, but it was being used. so in the end, went to another room. and so i had to play guitar since there was no piano there. and a person like me with no pro guitar skills didn't play very well. but at least its a pass i guess. haha.

then my dad fetched me at 2.30pm and we went down to hotel renedvous for high tea cos it was my cousin's birthday. didn't eat much cos i lost my appetite. haha. oh wells. but i still ate in the end. then ate till like 5.30pm.

after that i had even more fun. haha. only those who were there had fun. haha. oh wells. came home at around 9.30pm. that is like the whole day out. 12 hours. okay. yikes! and some ppl found out that i was so nice. but i was actually quite evil though. who cares. haha.

had to wake up early today cos had to play for CM. but some ppl thought i pon church. ergh. I don't pon church. (that was last week). haha. oh wells. haven't seen YM ppl for a long time. have been seeing CM ppl more often. haha. cos played like quite often. hmm.. oh wells. maybe i will see them next week. haha.

going to lead chapel tomorrow. hope everything goes fine. haha. this week is slack week. got no test. at least i don't think so. and we only got 4 days of school this week. cos friday is track FINALS! haha. but i have to go back to school after that for cca. bad. haha. oh wells. but at least got no lessons. haha.

anyway, hope i can get sleep tonight. i am super tired now. but don't know whether can sleep tonight. maybe able to sleep the night after. haha. oh wells. will try. anyway, my cousin has this funny nickname. it says :"life is like a straw and it sucks". super funny. got double meaning. oh wells. anyway, i gtg where?? i don't know. nothing to write already. so i guess i will stone in front of the computer. haha. tataz




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

*edited 10.44pm*
i was so free and i did this.. haha.


You are the 'regular' teen. Don't worry, alot of
people will get this result. However, you set
pretty high/low goals for yourself...and you
believe you are the only one in the world.
But, there are alot of people with your
attitude. You tend to wear regular clothing,
or you are forced to wear colors you don't want
to. (such as your mother always buying you
pink / blue clothing) Sometimes you feel
horribly lonely and want to hide, but as
always, you find something to give you reason
to continue. You can either hate or love
school, one opinion please. Never fear, you
are not one of a kind...and that is kinda nice
to hear, since there are other teenagers out
there with your exact view on life.

You
could get a job as an author, Teacher, editor,
architect, buisness owner, or administrator.
Good luck in life, and don't forget that no one
is ever alone.


What type of teenager are you?
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anyway.. i saw the biggest stalker today. and i can seriously laugh my head off. and i met this girl called jaime today. yo's friend. and she called me studious.. hmmm..


hey hey hey!! today is a bad day. :( it wasn't really bad lah. but it was quite. cos the taiwan ppl from wesley high came to our school on an exchange programme today. and the handbell choir had to play for them as a welcome. and we played really badly. and of course we had to see a face of the principal of our school. *roll eyes* not like we wanted to make the mistake so badly. she has to understand that half of the choir are first time players. and we are not playing with scores. she jus LOVES bringing our morale down. oh wells. got cut by the locks of one of the bell cases and the cut seems to be a little swollen.

anyway, rest of the time in school was okay lah. chem test wasn't really nice cos i realised that i made so many mistakes. ergh. so smart lah. thought i knew.. actually i don't know. haha. oh wells. anyway, after school i went to orchard together with charms, jo chan, yoyoo and meredith. and i tell you.. it is so embarassing can. yoyoo was trying to make friends with a sec 1 mg girl. and the girl didn't want to talk. haha. try harder yo! and the next better thing was that charms screamed on the bus cos she THOUGHT that she was going to fall off her seat and she got scolded by the bus driver. the bus driver called her a "sua-gu". sigh. bus drivers have no manners these days.

then we walked to BK at borders for lunch. and guess what happened?? some smart person opened the door of BK and a bird flew in. and charms started screaming followed by yoyoo. and better still, the bird had to do its buisness on the table causing the table behind us to run out and we left as well. and the bird came to our table as we were leaving and it was pecking at meredith's fries. and the bird finally left, having a meredith's fries in its mouth. sigh.

so we went to borders. and i was only looking for a book.. and guess what did the smart me end up getting?? i got 4 books!! this is seriously crazy lah. melody and books?! erm.. doesn't match. haha. but i am sure i can read them finish soon lah. and i think something is wrong with my left wrist. cos i carried my chem text, math text and mg year book on my hands plus 3 books other books i was getting on my hand, and i was looking for 1 more book but my hand was tired. so i was moving the books from hand to hand and there was this bone moving in and out. same place as in fracture my wrist when i was kid. sigh. its not really pain now. but its still pain.

came home and my mum was looking at this big bag that i was carrying. and i am sure that she thought i was nuts. haha. sigh. maybe cos i am. anyway, tomorrow is quite a realxing day, jus that got to go for chapel practice at ttp and then its my cousin's birthday tomorrow. i think i am going to make sure i do some work tomorrow too! i am going to be hardworking jus for in case some teacher keeps scolding and scolding and threatens us to drop subjects now and then. and some more still ask our parents to go and beg then we can go back for lessons. sigh. so crap. didn't know teachers have to use this kind of methods to deal with students. sigh.

anyway, i will have to do something about the 4 books that i have on my sis's bed now. one of them is for her though. so i guess i can skip that book until when my Os are over then maybe i will read that. see.. i am so nice to buy her that book. if you are reading this.. THANK ME! haha. but i doubt you will. haha.




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

wow. i am super tired and i got a chem test tomorrow plus a performance. i think i am going to die even more tomorrow!! yikes. oh wells. don't feel like studying for chem test. but i seem to know my calculation for energy changes. hmmmm.. don't know about the redox part though.

anyway, i realised that i am super bad a running now. ergh. my morale jus went down and down. haha. ran jus now.. and i think my timing wasn't really good... hmm.. jus hope it wasn't slower than my original timing. haha. not sure whether can be able to get into the finals though. and let me say that my dad was laughing at me.. hmph. he didn't get to watch me run cos he needed to collect something. but at least he sat there with me for awhile. haha. sigh. keep waiting for the results. haha.

that aside, leading chapel on monday. and we need guitarist. thank goodness we got stef! thanks girl. but this sat is kinda rush. ppl have tuition, ppl have cheerleading, and ppl have birthday parties! haha. anyway, we are going to ttp to practice. forget about practicing in school man. its hopeless. haha.

ergh. so happy weekends are coming. i want a break. and i need to sleep. and i need to pass my chem test!! and i am getting weaker and weaker in my chinese!! i need to do better. missed by 1 mark to get A2. how sad can that be?! so crap. i need to start working on my chinese. got no motivation lah. sigh.

anyway, i saw so many ppl today!! actually.. it isn't many ppl. haha. but so happy. actually i don't know why i am happy that i saw these ppl. but i was jus happy. let me see.. when i went there, i saw marissa, esther, petrina, elaine, jo. talked to them for awhile. then everyone left except marissa. so i talked to her till she went for her next lesson. hmmm.. then i saw hui hui.. talked to her for awhile. long time no see.. then i saw jill. and she was looking for her sis. and when i saw her sis, she looked like a photocopy of her sis. and when i told her.. she said that she resented that statement. haha. my dad was jus laughing. who else did i see... oh oh! i saw planet singapore aka gentle man who is gareth. haha. super dao lah he. walked pass him the first time.. and he didn't see me. then when i walked at the back of him, he looked from his left shoulder to his right shoulder and then he found out that it was me. haha. oh wells. said hi and went to sit with my dad.

sigh. i think i should go and study my chem lah. and if i don't pass.. i will be killed. must pass by 3 marks!! so that everything will be balanced. ergh. charms will sure pass. haha. oh. and i updated her blog for her!! anyway, go to go. tataz.




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

yikes!! i keep forgetting that i need to run tomorrow!! i mean i know that i am suppose to run tomorrow.. but then after awhile i forget.. and when i realised.. i will start freaking out! haha. oh wells. anyway, that's tomorrow.. less then don't know how many hours. quite suprising that i can get in from heats to semi-finals. tomorrow is the day to see whether i can get into finals!!

and the smart me did something wrong during the weekend. i threw away the handout that they gave to us. it consist of both heats 1 and heats 2 events. and i threw it away. so i have no idea what time i my event. hope that its the first one. haha. anyway, my dad my go and watch me run tomorrow!! haha. maybe meeting mae sherie during her free period at acjc.

oh wells. anyway, i heard good news from ppl today! i am so happy for you! anyway, i got an SS essay to finish by tonight cos i have SS first thing in the morning tomorrow. sigh. so hard to write level 5 answer. can die. can write every other thing except level 5. anyway, busy week this week! but i am sure going to have fun! woohoo!! run tomorrow!! run!! okay. never mind. i think i am nuts. haha. shall go do my work before i get into trouble.. tataz.




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

i realised something. my friends are so sensitive over what i said lah. i jus said one wrong thing.. yes ONE wrong thing and that's it. end of story. ergh. sigh. next time i must watch what i say. or else i will really get haunted. haha. haunted by my friends.

anyway, school today was quite okay besides finding out how weak i am cos i can't run for nuts anymore. so much for being a short distance runner?! nah. i think it won't work both ways. haha. and let's say that i took my own sweet time to do sit-ups. haha. oh wells. standing broad jump was fine. but not a really nice distance though. incline pull-ups was okay too. but can be better. super tired. so didn't really pay much attention to do this kind of exercise after that.

and the rest of the day was trying to study chinese test. but couldn't really study. was distracted.. don't worry guys.. i wasn't thinking of anything. i was jus stoning. haha. don't think i don't know what you ppl are thinking ah?? always having something up your sleeves. haha. anyway, not the main point. haha.

i could have died because of chinese test. what kind of chinese test was that?! its crazy lah. 2 close passages??? and the han yu pin yin is like 35 marks?! crazy. its amazing that everything adds up to 100. haha. oh wells. anyway, cross my fingers to hope that i can pass!! haha.

1 reason i don't like to go for handbells lately. giving my blister to my finger and a bruise to my other finger. and it all happens to one hand. AMAZING! i think the bell decides to be my enemy now since i have been playing it for so many songs.. haha. and we have to perform for the taiwanese ppl this friday. that means i can skip lesson!! haha. good and bad. cos i will be missing 1 of my free periods. bleh.

oh wells. i think my free periods tomorrow are all burnt too! cos teachers are all coming in and got extra lessons and what crap. oh wells. i think i should start studying for my chem test soon. its like this friday and i haven't studied yet!! and charms was saying that she was trying to study chem... then when she was reading her chem textbook, she was like:" i know all these already!" haha. oh wells. see how everything goes. and i got nothing on tomorrow!! BIG BREAK! haha. not really big. but at least i can come home early for once! and HANDBELLS IS CANCELLED THIS FRIDAY!!!!! another break! woah. relief. but next friday have to go back after track meet for handbells. ergh. not good.

anyway, i think i want to sleep early tonight.. tataz ppl. have an early night too. if you are reading this at like 12 plus, YOU SHOULD ALREADY BE IN BED!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING ONLINE??!! TOO FREE AH? haha..




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

i was talking to my hong kong friend online jus now. haha. and i had so much fun! haha. and he asked me whether i was going to go hong kong at the end of the year to see the hong kong disney land. haha. and then he said that he will sponsor me to hong kong cos i said that he is very young. haha. he doesn't look old anyway. but i think he is 30 plus coming to 40. not sure though. haha. oh wells. i am going to tell my sis. she is going to get jealous. okay. that sounded childish. haha. but oh wells. i will go tell her still. haha.

anyway, i think today is a good day. haha. i felt so relieve during chapel today. jus cried it all out. and woo hoo! anyway, the day ahead was great too! oh wells. you have a good head start in the morning, you get a good day ahead. but i was late for piano though. but its okay. it was still fun.

now only one at home. my mum and dad followed my bro to see a new car and my sis is having lessons. but they are back now. oh wells. anyway. i gtg.. byebye.




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

*edited 7.32pm*
i relented and changed my nickname.. oh wells. why did i do that? but thanks for cheering me up! and jo.. xiu wen is discharged.. so she won't be in hospital.. and she won't be at home on wed cos she will be going back to hospital.. so i guess the visit is cancelled.. so for inconvience..


thanks for the concern from all those who talked to me and tried to get info out from me.. but to no avail, they couldn't.. sorry guys. but some ppl had to resort to methods like daoing me so that i would tell them. terry.. it won't work.. and asking me to change my nickname.. haha.. dennis.. i will change when you can't see it. and i am not deceiving you.. i am not so free..

anyway, i will try to work things out myself. and i am sure i will find a way to things. and i will jus keep sleeping on it. but i can't sleep on it forever. but at least it can help. and yes dennis, you got my promise. haha. and this is no major issue.. so jus relax.. in time to come you ppl will know. it won't affect everyone. only some ppl. but not like those ppl will be affected. so whatever.




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.

*edited 9.22pm*
i feel really lost and i have been far away from many things. and i know that one of them is God. and i think its getting from bad to worse. its what i have been asking myself many times. and it always leave me really sad and always wanting to cry. but i have been missing something. lost many things in the beginning of the year. i guess its the changed of environment and changed in attitude.

i really don't know what to do. all these changes make me really sad. and maybe if you stand in my position you will understand. i keep praying that i will find a way soon to get out of all this problems that i am having. its really stressful and i really want to get out of it. maybe i think i should shut myself off from everyone one day and jus keep praying.



its been a long time since i last updated. haha. wanted to update during the pass few days.. but then i decided to leave the 21 ppl thing there in case not many ppl got to see. so there was like 5 days. and i am very sure all of them have seen except 1 (whom i know won't come to my blog unless being asked to) cos they all came to ask this and that. but i am sorry.. but nothing will be revealed. haha.

anyway, on tuesday, there was the earthquake in sumatra. and my area was affected. ppl like my mum, sis and my neighbours felt it. but why did ppl like my dad, my bro and me didn't feel it?? cos we were soundly asleep. haha. and my mum said:" only pigs sleep through earthquakes." haha. oh wells. and when i was telling jo chan about it, she said something that really struck me. she was saying that its very good to die in your sleep. cos you don't know what is happening and suddenly you die cos of natural disaster. oh wells.

and i was talking to alex sometime during the last few weeks of march and he was telling me that it was going to be april soon. that reminder made me remember so many things that i haven't really accomplish. i was suppose to do but i never got down to do it. and i doubt i will ever get down to do it until the day comes which will then show me the outcome. and this month will be a busy month. lots of things ahead...

1. swiming meet. (yesterday)
2. chinese test (tuesday, 5th april)
   
3. track and field heats 2 (thursday, 7th april)
4. dennis and mel back in singapore (thursday, 7th april)
5. Chem test 4 chapters ( friday, 8th april)
6. Children's ministry (sunday,10th april)
7. History test (wednesday, 13th april)
8. Sound of music ( friday, 15th april)
9. Chinese Oral Prelim (tuesday, 26th april)
10. SYF competition ( friday, 29th april)
    

this is what i have so far. and i am sure there will be more things coming along the way. the list doesn't include all my piano lessons, handbell practices, extra lessons after school. if i added those things, i think my list will be doubled. oh wells.

anyway, xiu wen is in hosptial now. in KK hospital. pls pray for her as she would be going through brain scan in 3 days time cos doctors suspect that she is having internal bleeding and that she won't be feeling lonely while in hospital. if she is going to stay in hospital on wednesday, i am going to visit her. anyone care to join me??

okay. i think this entry is long enough. later ppl complain long and later they also write very long on their blog and then blame on me. haha. have a wonderful week ahead. i think i may jus enjoy my week besides the time when i am going to have tests. haha. tataz




i believe that you are the way, the truth and the light.