Today is one rare afternoon in which I decided to just sit down and take a breather. School has barely just started for three weeks and it feels like a bomb. This semester is highly trying! Need to settle many things such as internship applications, coping with 5 modules out of which 3 are reading intensive. It feels like I haven't stopped reading since the semester started! Either way, God's been helping me out in small ways.

I put on braces and lost 1 kg. When I first put it on, I couldn't eat at all man! And today the dentist semi-tightened my braces. I was perspiring in pain! I'm at my lowest weight for the past 12 years, ever since I hyperinflated in primary five and shot past the 60kg mark. I. Feel. Scrawny. First time in my life, I'm not saying I'm fat. I've come to realise that I'm practically living in an aneroxic mentality thinking that I was constantly fat last time. Hahaha, seriously, perhaps it's because I was fat and I only grew out of that fat brain mentality recently.

Either way, PLEASE GOD, HELP ME GET AN INTERNSHIP. I need fatter brains for AE too. it's nonsensical doing statistics.

i went out for a farewell today. all i gotta say is... i'm really getting old :X

never would i have thought that i would grow comfortable doing the things i do for God.

yeap, apparently i did and now i'm being thrown out of my comfort zone.