God turned this...

jin qi ru iaomsdasdon
asidnaodsnasdoadn
asioandoansdoasdasd
asdnaiosasd
asodnasodnasdoa
asdioasdnasdonsd

xie ran kui jia
wo hui lei sha
man hausdhasd
asdhaosdhaosdhasodha
asdohasudhasidas
ashdoasdhasdas

into...

jing qi ru hong
shan dui die ru feng
zhe jun dui wan yan ru long
sha qi ru feng
xie se ru jiu hong
jiang jun wo ao qi ru chong
shen se han ru xiong
huang jin jia ru zhong
tie qi piao han wo xing
ru hong
ru hong

jing se ru dong
xiao se ru feng
gong shi ru gong
hun duan you ru meng zhong
yi jing yi dong
ru song
qian nian bu bian
ru kong
ru kong

xie ran kui jia
wo hui lei sha
man cheng ju hua
shui de tian xia
gong ting zhi shang
lang yan feng sha
sheng si bu guo yi dao de ba


chou hen mian yan ru huo
chou ren mei tou ru suo
qing gan piao bo piao bo
piao bo yi shi ru wo
jin sheng fan hua ru zuo
bing rong xiang jian ru po
qian jun wan ma wan ma
wan ma ben teng na gu rou xiang can ru cuo
chen nian zhan shi ru jiu
cheng bai zhuan yan ru qiu
bian di feng huo feng huo
feng huo hui yi ru xiu
na feng huo hui yi ru xiu
sha lu guo zhong ru fou
na sha lu guo zhong ru fou
feng huo hui yi ru xiu
na feng huo hui yi ru xiu
huang shi xie mai ru duan lui
huang shi xie mai ru duan lui

open hands
open mouth

breathe
rap
sing.

man. i need God to give me chinese linguistic skills!

today i led praise

I think God's family is so different. so much support, so much encouragement. i think like a couple dozen people encouraged me before, in the middle and after praise! thanks to all who did, really, it helps take away butterflies xD

all in all, i learnt alot today. leading, shepherding, clm-ing.

God i really need You. for discernment, for leadership, for everything.

My dad told me recently, this is the last time i'll be looking for a new house. he was implying that he was old. my heart is heavy and burdened. God, help me bring him to You fast. it starts with my life once again.

harry sent me a parcel through matt. thanks matt! thanks harry; it means alot to me.

school's starting. God i'll do it with You.

things are best seen with comparisions.

when you're busy, you'll learn how to appreciate free time
when you're tired, you'll learn how to love rest
when you're stretched, you'll learn how to learn to recover
when you're broke, you'll learn what it means to be blessed
when you're helpless, you'll learn Who's behind you

you need silence to learn sound
you need blank and white to learn colour
you need a traffic jam to know what's speed
you need darkness to learn what's light
you need to lose your voice before you learn how to love singing

often, we take things from granted. it's true you'll only learn to appreciate things when they're gone.

don't reserve your praise, don't reserve your affirmations, don't reserve your love.

God's always nodding. God's always inviting. God's always prompting.

walk towards the bigger picture. dust to eternity

God, its all in YOUR hands.

through this horror week, i had 4 assignments, 2 presentations and 2 exams.

out of all the exams and presentations, i can say that God is really there all the time. like for example, econs exam. 1/2 hour before the paper, tim sat next to me and he shared with me the previous mid sem, out of which like 1/2 the paper din change.

then, yesterday, at 8.30 we rushed to bras basah. found a shop which closes at 6 still having someone and that guy KINDLY helped me print my name cards which takes a day to print and i needed it today.

GOD is in control. though we screwed up for comms, but God i leave it to You la!

You'll come
Let Your glory fall
as You respond to us

Spirit rain
Flood into our thirsty hearts again

God, You promised Your presence. i so need it.