as requested by my sheep. ZHANG KAI WEN. who gave me a fluff toy for my birthday. a sheep to remind me of my sheep. LOL.

thanks sheep. you've been a great blessing in my life.

have been listening to Leona Lewis's "Better in Time"

everyone is seeking love. for someone to appreciate. for someone to care. for someone to affirm.

but the truth is, the more you seek love, the more obsessive you become. you'd lose yourself doing things which you wont normally do. you aren't you. love chooses you. in God's word, when the way things work in the Kingdom contradicts the world. give and you'll be filled.

in the end, man chases something tangible when the Intangible is already after man.
God doesn't disappoint you, not like how your friends fail you at times. He's always there for you cuz He lives in you. When you cry, He cries with you. When you're scared, He's watching out for you. When you're screwing up, He corrects you.
God cares for you, His eyes are on your hair. His thoughts towards you are marvellous. He sees the best in you, He affirms you. He backs you up. He celebrates when you win, He picks you up when you fall.

He did all that for me.

God is the void man desperately chases. Love chooses you. God chose me.

one day and my special day is over.

OVER.

Hui Ying
Bao Wei
Philo
Aloy
Louis
Jia
Regina
Tim
Daryl
Shuz
Jency
Jedidiah
My sis
Guo Feng
Dai Xuan
Dennis
Rachel
Hui Mei
Daniel
Maurise
Gwen
Jon Tay
Jon Quek
Simon
Joan
Veron
Debbie
Yao
Xiang
Jing Ting
Gavin
Yan Ming
Hui Ying (HC)
Amanda
Shawn
Florence
Joyce
Kai Wen
Winstar
Sharlene
Joanne
Elsa

Raphael who called at 11.43
Derrick who called at 11.58

Yihui who msged me when i'm expired!

this is in order of who reached me first! i excluded facebook cuz facebook is laggy and for those who wished me on msn, amelia, jeremy, han yang, raphael and a couple of others whom i might have missed in the swarm of a million wishes, i din include you guys too! SEE SHOULD SMS. thanks to my CG who celebrated for me on sunday!

thank you guys so much. =) i feel extremely celebrated.
i'd still want cards though! so get your hands MOVING! XD
stop feeding me! i got a sorethroat and eating isnt a great pleasure now! lol

through the many years i've been alive
i never regretted the day i took the dive
thank You God for changing my life
21 years ago, from dust i was formed
a couple more down the road, hopefully people will mourne.
but as lines start to creep across the ages
may the cross my eyes never depart
through struggles and valleys
God, i will sing praise, never one too many.

All of my life
in every season
You are still God
i have a reason to sing
i have a reason to worship

there is SO MUCH BEAUTY IN THIS LINE.

anyway today my cg celebrated my birthday for me!
haha, seriously, kai wen, thanks for going into details and even getting... SAMSUI CHICKEN!!!! OMGGG. i'd imitate my neice's cry. "YUMMMMMIEEEEEEE" too bad i have no voice to say it.

God heal me man. seriously. suckss.

sometimes. its tiring when people keep pointing you to change.

God, You see the real me. give me time Dad.

today was water baptism day. i think water baptism is such a cool event, it's a milestone to many lives which are to be changed even more, from this day on.

today i witnessed much discipleship! kai wen teaching... ESTHER! haha, so interesting because to the trained eye, i saw how nervous she was and how kai wen and daniel saved the day. lol, so funny but yea! sheep if you're reading this! i'm proud that you're discipling someone alr! have 10000000 guitarists for God! xD

lets move man. in my packed schedule, i'd plan my time and maximise its use better!

to train up people to take over me. i am replacable! GOD I NEED MALE SINGERS.

song writing is hard!
God please give me inspiration.

if you've been to my place, you know that my house has quite a nice view. unblocked and all. i like living high, being able to see far. when everything becomes much smaller due to distance, life seems to slow down.

as waters welled up in windows.
the heart tries to deny unchangable facts.
but the mind knows that we're not that far
and a higher hand holds our paths together.
so with joyful reluctance i bid to you
farewell dear friend, till we meet again.

no need to say goodbye =)