i think david is amazing. i read 1 Kings last night. david was old and well in his age. so his ministers/subordinates decides to get him the most gorgeous girl in the whole of isreal to serve him. despite david being exposed to this beauty daily, he din have physical relations with this girl.

isnt david the person who fell for bathesheba and sinned?

isnt david the one who killed uriah?

isnt david the one who God rebuked through nathan?

he repented. he didn't commit adultery once again. because he has decided to chase after God even in his dying days.

i wanna be more like david. to grow past my sins. to place God above my life, my desires. to live for a bigger person, to live for a bigger picture.

there's simply just so so much to do.

God, today, 21/02/08. just one day before my conversion, i wanna ask of You to use me to change many lives.

i've decided to blog today.

today i failed my driving test. again. initially i was really angry with God. but now that i'm 10 hours past my failure, as i think back, how can i be angry with God over such a trivial matter? i mean, it just means more time, more money wasted on a driving license which i wont even get to use in heaven. how can i be upset with someone who's so much bigger than this time, this now, this present?

eitherway, my next test is in MAY. zzz. God pls make it earlier. i really wanna get over and done with it.

listened to a leadership sermon by bill hybels. wow. got lots to grow in terms of leadership and am i really on the ball for this kingdom? when the grander vision crashes upon you, you just change.

events events events! loads of events coming up.
my schedule for the week.

mon night - ess practice.
tues morning - ROAD TO BECOMING A CIVILIAN!
tues night - service practice, choir auditions
wed night - reunion dinner
thurs and fri - CNY.

so many things happening that i hardly have time to think! God expand my brains man. haha, things happening so rapidly that the impact of me ORDING on tuesday hasn't really hit me.

OMG i'm ending my army life.

okay now it has hit me. but still, i got so many things to handle! shall blog about them.

practice for Hello, Love is starting tmr. OH GOD. we seriously need annointing.
lol, now i gotta do work. remembered that i have lots of stuff to do.

OH YES. i have a study bible at home! i've let it rot. i shall mug it more! its SO COOL to find out about God. lol