today, is a very very HOT day. well, not the weather, but my body. i have been feeling sick through the day, a little dizziness in the morning with no hot forehead. through the day, i was praying... GOD GOD. HEAL ME PLEASE! i feel horrible. pls pls pls pls pls pls heal me... but it seemed like God wasn't there. It seemed like i didn't have enough faith. then at about 7.30 pm, i took my temperature for the first time. WOAH. 38.7. wah, that's very very high. den on my way to the medical center, God gave this revelation. "My child, i have been protecting you all the way." final temperature check - 39.0. i should be dizzy, i should be sleepy, i should be feeling like i'm dying. but here i am, not bed-ridden, not feeling moodily sleepy, not feeling nasty, but am surrounded by love. Thank You God.

today is the 14th June 2006. today is a ground breaking day. i see breakthroughs in spirit and revelation. today we had our singers retreat. God moved and still is moving. God is... really. amazing. frankly speaking, i didn't prepare much... in fact, all the points i sighted were very superficial points. but God spoke in a way only He can speak. He's God afterall. my heart was so so so stirred. in all our sharings, God spoke to not only me, but EVERYONE. really... thank you Gwen and Sharlene. you could never know how much God used you to speak to me. To Speak Words of Prophecy. To Sing Songs of Healing. To be God's Voice of Hope. yes, we as vocalists have a responsibility to do these things and we WANT to be vessels of blessing. we WANT to be used by God. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! am so so excited for the singers ministry. we're really too small. there's gonna be alot of people coming in soon. ALL PEOPLE WHO CAN SING, USE YOUR TALENTS FOR GOD. and BEWARE. you're being hunted for God. bwahaha!

to all my singers. really really. all i felt was love and encouragement today. thank you all. you guys are not just my cg members, you guys are my family.

realised that i havent blogged for a month. well well well. was thinking of people. many people want to be worship leaders for God. in fact, all of my singers have contemplated that idea. the question is, how badly do you want it. God isnt gonna spoon feed you and make you lead out of the blue. you have to want it, you have to go for it. you have to desire to improve, learn and grow till you can shepherd God's flock. if you want to dream, dream big with faith, cause my God, our God is a very very big God. by faith, with clean hands and a pure heart, He will use you to do things which you never dreamt before. =)