If.

If i could be an animal, i'd be a bird, so that i can feel God under my wings.
If i could be a household appliance, i'd choose to be some screen, to show colours which God created.
If i were not with God, i would be doing so many other things. things which fulfil temporary pleasures.
If i were not with God, i would be some RPG freak who has screwed up my O's, my A's, my life.
If i were not with God, i wouldn't be able to sing as i can now.
If i were not with God, i would have made mistakes which i would regret.
If i were not with God, i wouldn't be thankful in many scenarios.
If i were not with God, i wouldn't be able to see how He has protected me in so many ways.
If i were not with God, i wouldn't be able to sit here reflecting about how faithful He's been, even though i haven't been faithful myself.

I was created to be with God.
I was created to sense Him.
I was created to see Him in colour.
I was created to hear Him in the sound of water.
I was created to taste Him in the food i eat.
I was created to feel Him in the wind.
I was created to smell Him in the scents of the air.
I was created to know Him.

So many feelings, so many things thrown together. Chaotic yet peaceful cause of God. the Almighty.