well well, first things first. i wanna thank God for sustaining me through today. i'm so amazed. really. i slept really late last night, slept for a few hours, serious, its few. woke up at 445 to start calling ppl for choir and chiong to school for choir till about 1. i was dead tired. i used my headvoice so much that i felt numb. i couldnt feel the ping in my head at all. the more i push, the more pain i felt. zzz. i was like, im so gonna fall asleep during service. den i prayed to God, "please sustain me all the way Lord" and he did! im like, still awake even after tutoring Phoebe and Angela abit. i wanna say sorry to them cuz i was a little impatient and easily agitable due to my fatigue. SORRY. =)

well, as for choir, i think we've really come so far. no turning back, im not going to let all the practices go down to waste. im gonna go all the way. its just a few more days. so much encouragement going around now, i think we've really grown la.

looking at my ministry... i think i can do alot more for God. My God.

When i think about the Lord,
How he saved me.
How he raised me.
How he filled me, with the Holy Ghost.
How he healed me to the utter most.

When i think about the Lord,
How me picked me up and turned me around.
How he set my feet, on solid ground.

It makes me wanna shout,
Hallelujah, I thank You Jesus.
Lord You're worthy,
Of all of the Glory,
Of all of the Honour,
And all of the Praise.

choir choir choir! seems like it has taken the no. 1 spot in my life now... hmm... everyone seems down and out. well, i think that we can make it! i believe. i wanna make every performance a performance for God.

tired. really tired.

choir is getting tiring... but its just TWO MORE WEEKS! and i'll be in full force mugging. been runnign around doing lots of thigns recently. last sun, i thought i did alot of homework, like prepared for the next week. lo and behold. what i did was not enough, am lagging behind AGAIN. zzz... God help me plss... i dunno how... but i really hope God will help me pull through... but just thinking of God helping me isnt really enough isnt it. its an everyday affair. choosing to live His way, choosing to be His child. thanks Dad.