i wanna thank God for everything. i have time to study =) amen! i have friends who support me! hallelujah! i have dedicated teachers to tutor me! yay! praise God for everything. though we're going through what seems to be impossible, just do your best and God will do the rest. =) One Jesus for every storm. whee! a few more days till freedom. AABC i wanna that for God. lala!

PW SUCKS.

seriously there is no worst time to chiong pw now when we're in the midst of preparing for our promos. im so dead. 13 days left... chiong for God... GOD SAVE ME. Emmanuel, God is with us. MIGHTY MELONS! WE CAN MAKE IT! squish yap. =D AABC here i come. God help me.

Plans

well... it's the holidays, i guess i have to plan my time well or else it will all just dissipate into nothingness. i want to meet my sheep up no matter what. i have to. i mean, they have been so stagnant and dead. oh God... please help me. sometimes when things rush by. we tend to forget what's the most important thing to focus our lives upon. things around us may seem alluring and enticing, but we gotta remember that the most important things in life are most often the things which are unseen. i have sheep who aren't really willing to do anything with me. i have no idea why. it could be the fact that i'm taking the wrong approach... or maybe it could be other things hindering them from actually letting me into their lives. as a shepherd, im not here to rule and oversee their lives like some tyrannical warlord. i'm just someone who wants to guide them, help them realise that they're running about chasing the wrong things all the time. the church family is really one which is so warm and loving. basically it's one of the things which spurs me on. i hope that someday, my sheep will be able to feel this warmth as well. =D

my plans for these holidays are actually to study and mug. i gotta catch up with all my homework. and in addition to that, i gotta remember to start pulling up my socks and revise all the things i missed in the first half of the year... blah... and im still blogging?! my goodness. im actually quite redundent here doing nothing for my pw group... i mean, there is only one computer and i can't do anything. BAH. im just gonna edit the whole lot after they're done. =) mug mug mug. study study study. we must do our best man. im aiming for aabc. 2as for chem and econs. b for maths and c for physics. oh God, please annoint me with wisdom and strength to carry on. i believe i can do it and i will do it. For God.