What if i stumble, what if i fall.
What if i lose my step and make fools of us all.
What will happen if i lose my faith. will my sheep all be scattered once the dear shepherd is hit? im so worried for them... they are having a hard time for coming to service. God... open my eyes oh dear Lord, remind me and tell me why I'm so committed to you oh God... so that my sheep can learn from it too. You said that if i live my life, showing all your goodness, showing all your love, people would be able to see it. Haven't i lived my life enough for you oh God? why am i fruitless... is this a testing? I don't need to understand... i just just need to hold His hand...

I wanna thank God for so many things. Thank you Lord for letting me learn to walk by faith and not by sight. Thank you Lord for letting me go, so that i may come back closer to you. Thank you Lord for giving me access to your sacred sanctuary. Thank you Lord for letting me serve by giving me these people. I pray you'll help me with my work.. so that i might keep up with it and that i can bring up your people too. I pray that you'll help me remember all the things you've done in my life. Let me worship you with all my heart. All my soul, with all i am. Thank You Lord for the people you've placed around me. Annoint me oh God, people come to me with their problems.. but... sometimes i don't get the words to say to them. The road to you is long and narrow. help me point people to you... but help me look to you first oh God.

hmm...

just wondering... what am i doing with my life?
big big question... i haven't achieved much yet, but i hope what i'm doing will leave an everlasting impact on the world.

use me oh Lord.
-clean hands, pure hearts.-

Choir =D 

pretty neice! 

jun kai, thomas, me, cheryl and mun yee... starting from left 

lots of choir people 

joan ash and me 

choir peeps. 

haha, blessed matthew. never felt so good ever since i bought the bible for derrick. whee. i love my friends. sometimes i wished that my sheep really could be as close to me as they were. hmm... maybe it's time to work on something... to get past that barrier. oh well. anyway, pw is a killer. i hate it totally. and. today's sermon really hit lots of sense to me.

I'm not living for my purpose. It's for God. otherwise he would have taken me up already. so much work to do... im gonna be salt and light. that means... chop chop on wc. lalala. for Jesus.

this is the end.
the end of my 5 day holiday.
it ended all so soon.
i had gastric flu to spoil the last day.
pw pw pw pw pw pw pw pw pw
Poo Wooi! i hate pw.

I want to walk with you,
Everyday of my life.
To talk with you,
in the good and the strife.
You're my friend,
You're my Father,
for all time.

Nothing can keep us apart.
You're the lover of my heart.

half day! finally got some kinda rest... wheee! haha today is a good day =)