now now... do looks define YOU?
it's pissing me lately ( just a little) that people keep defining people by looks. I'm not talking about the kind that people treat u nice because u are good looking and because u look not so nice and people treat u bad.now tell me ... is there something the way i look or what? i swear to god ... there are at least 10 people all saying ( the girls) something related to how i look.
for e.g , in 2006 when i was gonna meet xin wei for valentine's day , just a catch up session that landed on that day and subsequently meeting up my gang buddies ( that's the actual celebration, with the guys). I got off the bus stop at far east plaza, headed to tangs and somewhere outside of NIKE B.I.R.D , this girl asked me to get some flowers for her.
And then i said, you know, i don't have a girlfriend , who do i get it for ? then there they go ... " HOW CAN IT BE?! DON't BLUFF LEI! "
well , i don't lie for such bad reasons ... i mean i don't in the first place... but .... i didn't have a gf that time for a long long time. 3 years in accordance of that day.
then came again , my female classmates keep asking me whether i have a gf each and everytime or even so now , when we catch up. I just keep disappointing them again and again in those 3 years in poly. then they say the whole same thing again ...
then again, i got some girls thinking i'm popular with many girls? even so dated til today. I think i know myself very well ... I super am the opposite of that statement.
popular guys ... i only know 2 and this number don't include me. That's oliver and owen.
I just have to re assure people that i'm just a regular guy and ain't got any x factor to get girls to me. Then of late, because my manager sees me everytime in specs and it just happens that i was without specs and he says without specs i look like a womanizer.
What the heck was that? haha. that is very very very harsh u know. esp when it is the total opposite. i ain't popular to start with and now i'm a womanizer? haha. my gosh ... the assumptions are getting worse and worse each year. I won't dare to do any anti aging stuff to myself now or even keep myself toned up.
so tell me ... is it wrong to be who i am or what? haha ... i should start working towards to being the best geek on earth. I should start learning from a mate named dax whom i know in sch. hmmmmmm.
