rockin' my world.

ACT.547 - beyond limits.

i'm heading to thailand this week for yet another bigger challenge . this time the exercises will be much bigger , and crazy .

well , if so many people gone through it , i bet i can too . haha. but i'm feeling all numb about it. Nope , i'm not excited about it . Neither fearful of it.

the army really brought me to a much higher level . actually i should say the officer training phase.

My ncc days were tough and mentally challenging. My dragonboat days were crazy physically as well as mentally .

But they have yet trained me enough to be here . As i was an appointment holder ( kind of like a management committee thing ) , all the pressure was on me and all that. It was way beyond my limits .

I almost went into depression. i could no longer smile or joke like last time . for 5 weeks . my weekends were depressing even .

But now my appointment is over , i'm back to a regular cadet . :) hopefully no more confinements and all that , so i can meet all my friends and people i haven't caught up for a long time .

i'm back to my old life for now . :)

posted by Ben @ 4/25/2008 12:35:00 PM 0 Comments

ACT.546 - running in the 90s.



it probably took me 25 years to understand why the man above is a legend . haha . i've fallen in love with his songs all over again . haha and when i talk to shen about jackson , he'll go : " HE'S A FREAK . that's what he is . "

haha , perhaps now he is . but he wasn't in the past . - see ? example above.

man i'm listening to his songs again and again . haha . and i'm going to get his cd man . can anybody explain how does anybody do such a thing below ?




haha , so everybody forgive him for being a paedophile . or perhaps he ain't one after all.

posted by Ben @ 4/06/2008 04:50:00 PM 0 Comments

ACT.545- directional dilemma.

well , it's almost a year since i entered army . i dun know whether it's a good thing or not . people say it's just 2 years , well ..... it's a bit long. erm , correction . it's REALLY LONG !

haha , but well ... at least it's not 2 and half years . I feel for you man , Rajeev. haha . i rmb him being very dulan abt the change cause he suffered for 2 and half years.

entering army means u can no longer pursue your interests . unless you're a super slack guy who ended up being a clerk or a storeman .

I no longer am updated with music , news , automotive stuff , business world , celebrities , world disasters , every and anything .

haha , well , u see , i haven't taken pictures for a long long time . why ? because i spend 80% of my time in camp . and cameras ain't allowed in camp .

but one thing abt this non camera thing is good for sure , so that i can't recall how i look when i was botak back then ! WAHAHAHA !

oh yeah , after i commission as an officer ( hopefully ) , i'm thinking of some plans . like taking up a martial art ( because it will come into handy when i need to beat up some bad boys . just kidding ) , buffing up my memorising skills , beef up for in case i'm going back to dragonboat .

and of course , spend more time with my beloved pet arowana and research . haha . although it's just a FISH , but it's special ok. some how . i dun know how . =)

ok , that's abt it . gotta run .

posted by Ben @ 4/05/2008 11:01:00 PM 0 Comments