rockin' my world.: July 2006

Friday, July 28, 2006

ACT.468 - life's fantastic =).

i took my nafa test yesterday , and i've got a Gold . =) i was so worried over sit and reach , and standing broad jump cause i knew , i freakin' can't jump all my life . haha . secondary sch , my jumping ability totally sucks .

haha , somehow , i could jump much further than expected . and that's great . but my 2.4 is a freaking 9.18 mins . sigh , i'm so disappointed .

it used to be a 8mins 48 secs . hmmm , i have no idea why , but i guess , i didn't watch my diet anymore , and my legs can't pull my heavy upper torso anymore . haha .

time to diet again . =/

and great , i checked npal for my nafa results . and my nafa is recorded as a fail . bcos my 2.4 fail . 20mins . WTF . I WAS THE FIRST GUY WHO CAME IN .

haha , i seriously dun need such things to spice my life up . oh well ... strike lottery dun have lah , strike this type of things , alot sia .

yeah , next next week , exams start le , and that's so soon . i'm pretty sure i ain't gonna do well for one module , bcos some fucker sure remove 10% from my marks . i'm damn afraid for the first time , cause if i dun do well this sem , there goes everything .

and mum doesn't seem too interested about sending me to Australia . =/

oh well , time passes so quickly , and i felt i didn't spend enuf time at the GYM . ARRRGGGGHHHH !! sin wee's been gone for a month , and now i still look like an idiot , who's skinny and all . what the heck have i been doing ??!! oh well , just gotta work harder then . =) although i already did .

haha , and ya , i've started to notice somebody in school but i'm being the usual me , just being too shy to approach. and for christ's sake , if my classmates they are seeing this , it's not Tna or Rna . haha , and i've got emo when i did gym today , whining and singing the song " mr Lonely . " hahahahahaha .

i love singlehood . but sometimes , u just feel weird without care and concern . and life didn't get any better when Mum gives u a deadline .

" a gf before NS . " tell me HOW ??!! i'm so dead.

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

ACT.467 - a new revolution.

the world hasn't been kind to anybody lately .

so everybody kind of have their fair share of problems . Me getting dumber everyday , unable to complete assignments on a effective and high productivity level , and a couple of dudes stuck and drowning in the pain , love created .

however , heaven's been kind to me , at least my family is still peaceful as b4 . =)

dad got a little unhappy when he found out mum is showering herself with facial courses , to pamper herself . we all know it's not cheap and all .. but i really wanted to say this out : " money , can earn back . next time , mum want to go whatever programs , courses , also can . cause WE sure next time can afford such stuff . "

i got big headed and confidence filled me again i guess . =/

haha , but as least reality doesn't stop me from dreaming ! your so called building castles in the air .

Wanna share a huge home with my parents and bro , a simple private estate will do , with my car right outside , and it's gonna be some Jap sports coupe i bet . and a 4dr sedan for my parents to cruise ard when needed . haha , this is the perfect family i want to see everyday when i go home .

however , such a dumb person like me , it's gonna be hard . =) i mean , it ain't a crime to be dumb too . haha , i din have a choice .

OK , so tomorrow is NAFA test . sian . so not motivated to do anything . i just feel like sleeping thru all my days .

and yeah , i see a new revolution . Love takes up a new criteria . 5Cs for a guy . if only everybody would seek a simple life .

haha , dun even talk about love , cause i feel love really screws people's life up. if only love was like the past ! love at first sight , get married , have tons of kids , and still love each other til the end , somehow . lol .

i can start to picture Chinese soap opera . WOO .

and that reminds me of Taiwan sappy love drama . too ridiculous , even Liu Xing Hua Yuan seemed nice to me now . haha .

gotta go . take care everybody , the times ain't good . esp for the ones in love .

Monday, July 24, 2006

ACT.466 - now i'm a really angry boy .

the times have changed . students no longer fear teachers .

teachers fear students .

and i'm gonna make u pay . by myself . you can't outsmart me .

i'll walk up right in front of you and stab ya , and u can do nothing about it .

have fun panicking .

Sunday, July 23, 2006

ACT.465 - oh well .

i just read wen zhong and alex's blog . well , a bit unhappy here and there , i can see .

well , wen zhong , i just wanna let u know , you ain't a burden in any team project . You're always the one supporting me in my role as a leader , and without you or any of the guys , i can tell you , i'm bullshit . i'm not a leader , i'm just a follower in fact , to support a real strong leader .

over the years , you guys did great , the projects we've done together , is magnificent . and it's been fun too . smashing into other people's cars and all that on project night. =) sssshhhhsshhhhhhhh .

and for Alex , actually , u know , maybe why her parents dun think highly of you , cause it's your impression u give ! haha . u know , u seem short and all that , u have a pleasnt face which doesn't tell much . and usually people get the impression that u are still a boy , but it's all about appearances . and it's your face , you can't change that . and yeah , luckily i'm tall , if not i look like a kid too .

but gain trust from them man , have a chat with them if you can . and things can start off from there , let them know about your aims in the future and all that , that always WORK. in short , it's all actually bullshit anyway . haha . but just put in an effort to change the impression . it's never always nice to have a gf's parents not supporting . it's darn sad .

ok , so anyway , WISP we've got 25/30 . -.- like DUH ! . haha , i really think our presentation was a messed up one , but i dun know why we got so high too . and mr chong told us so far , our grades are solid A . LIKE WHAT THE ?! haha . if given for my Oral Comm teacher , i would be a B i tell ya .

it's been a long time i gave a solid presentation . i dun know what's happening to me , or is it some complex , or is it that i'm not in my groove or whatever . I dun know .

maybe it's the confidence level . how confident i am about the project . usually , projects that i'm darn confident in , i present extremely well . i guess so . =\

sigh , the final exams are near .

who cares , just enjoy life first . =)

Saturday, July 22, 2006

ACT.464 - what the fuck .

i'm pretty sure i'm in deep shit for this semester .

no.1 , my results ain't that fascinating . 70 odds marks like that . and my practical tests are not impressive .

and i have 2 lecturers prejudiced against me . One is mother fucker , whom have taught us for 3 years .

now i'm so fuckin' worried cause this is my last sem already , i dun wanna ruin it all for my uni dreams . if i dun go to uni , i know my family will be so disappointed and i'll be as good as dead .

my ego killed me . badly .

But what's up with lecturers being prejudiced against students who sleep in every lesson or don do work in classes . COME ON , look at my results . THEY AIN'T there for nothing u know ?

i sleep so what ? i lack sleep always and i have dragonboat and intense physical activity almost everyday , for what fuck ? FOR THE DAMN SCHOOL OK . who gives a fuck about us when we win and bring back glory for the school ?

and when we lose , everybody puts us down . WHAT THE FUCK .

i'll never forgive myself if i can't go to uni bcos of this semester . it's so stupid .

and the school only tries to make our everyday worse . to think that we're training so hard everyday .

sigh .

anyway , i think engineering lecturers are the most stupid . I USE THE WORD , STUPID , cause they are STUPID .

Monday, July 17, 2006

ACT.463 - you're still you .

after six months , i look inside of me and i've realised , my heart didn't change one bit .

i missed the moments , though shortlived . and i kind of know ... it's impossible to relive any .

i've stood here since then , but i saw you walking right past me with another guy . but I wouldn't say it's foolish to even wait for u now , cause i still think it's worth it .

what's left to do is for me to move on . cause you done it . long ago.

it was .... all a moment to remember.

Sunday, July 16, 2006

ACT.462 - I LOVE ACTION .

i was working today , some motorla event , Bay Beats , a punk / alternative rock music outdoor concert for everyone and a free dance floor . apparently , the place i was at , not much of action . The other side was ACTION PACKED .

Action only came in , in the last 5 mins of my job . YAWN . when i'm all already tired . and a FIGHT BROKE OUT . and i was like " WTF ??!! " and before i can grab anybody , my partner already got one of the guys and the others just disappearred .

SHIT ! no more chance for action .

the event ends tml , and tml is last chance . to vent anger on some humans . YEAH .

Saturday, July 15, 2006

ACT.461 - yawn.

oh ok , i've been lazing ard for the past week . other than presentations that i actually have to prepare for and all that , yes , i've been slacking . =)

the productivity of me , ng hong bin , has been almost 0% . haha . it's been a long time since i've worked hard for anything .

but hey , at least i started gymming once again , and yeah , life resumes again , all the aches in the body every morning remind u of the gym session the day b4 . haha , but hey , it's a good thing , cause i've finally gone back to the same old fantastic lifestyle . sleep , eat , gym , study , and no worries . =)

the same equation applies . no girls = no trouble .

at least til now , that equation has never been broken .

haha , erm ... so it's about 2 more weeks , then Sin Wee will be back . HOPE she brings me something nice for me . haha , i'm just afraid that she will bring back NOTHING . for me . haha .

oh yeah , i just went to catch Pirates of the Carribean with angelia , it's nice . =) haha . Go catch it if you haven't .

i've got 2 more presentations to go . one clearly untouched . arrrggghh , it's a real tedious one . =\ and i dun know how to go about doing it . frankly speaking , this is the first time in my life , that i dun know how to go about doing a project . therefore , i am very convinced , that i've become ..............

DUMBER !

it sucks to be dumb u know ? arrggghh . shall go slack somemore now , hope that develops more brain cells inside.

Sunday, July 09, 2006

ACT.460 - laziness is a killer .

db chalet was fun =) so there were quite a lot of people , as usual , the year 2 girls , i have no idea where the rest of the girls go , and the year 2 dudes , year 3s most of them , totally cool . although the chalet is damn tiny , i tot it would be the bungalow , where we could pump some MUSIC AND have fun , lol .

so i reached there at 3pm , like WHAT THE HECK so early , when we have nth to do . so dota dota dota with the year 2s , and then BBQ .

my year 3 dudes ain't here yet , so i took a ride on a bike ard , and i saw this play for kids in Pasir Ris Park . Snow White and seven dwarfs . like DUH =.=

but i kind of enjoyed it . haha , u know , it's like the kind of plays u watched in the past , and when snow white was given that damn rotten apple , the kids go : " NO ! NO ! NO ! NOOOOO!!! "

lol , u were doing that in the past too , ain't ya ? WAHAHA .

ok , so i'm a 19 year old kid , and i tot i shldn't be hanging ard such a place , haha , so i got outta there . back to BBQ . lots of food and fun , and the guys came ard , and after midnight , we played SABO poker games , and drank tons of water as the punishment , and i think i drank the most ? hahahahaha . being a dumb arse as usual . all the water was in my head i tell ya . haha .

then we went to changi village to find some hot " chicks " lol . still hanging ard at 4.30am . ain't they tired standing ard . haha , but i tell you , seriously , THOSE AIN'T MEN ! THOSE ARE WOMEN .

haha , some are real pretty , and most dun even portay they are men at all . they walk with style , better than the girls we know , have everything of a girl . haha . but just that they ain't women lah . BUT WHAT THE HELL .

this world is in a crisis ! haha .

so now i'm back at home , having tons of projects on my table . doom is the word i see .haha . and to think that today soccer finals . =\

Saturday, July 08, 2006

ACT.459 - the younger days.

i just went to the doc bcos i was ill and my leg was having this tiny infection but the foot was swollen . haha . i had trouble walking ytd , definitely .

had nydc ytd with my op zero guys , and it was nice . =) some pasta , can't rmb the name , at $10.95 . and they are planning a KL trip soon , just see when we free bah . we're all busy people . =
i had a bad dream ytd . i saw you . when i dun want to . sigh .

Mental block's been in my mind for quite a few months , i just can't get into my groove for projects . haha . or is it that simple , that i've just turned more dumb . dumber , dumber .

oh man , after this week , no more clubbing for me . or whatever . =( just gotta lead the routined life , of gym . haha . it'll be hard to catch up with anyone . but i guess everyone is also too busy to catch up with me . and i'm REFERRING TO YOU ! MAY ANNE ! haha . i bet you dun even know whether i've grown taller or shorter . haha .

i missed my sec sch days so much . esp with the ncc guys . everybody would be sleeping at home , while these grp of kids gotta wake up at 6 and fall in at 7.15 . and go through a couple of hrs of sheer torture . =) it's all about the friends i guess .

and i love my db guys now too . =) life's gotta be real beautiful , with all the hot chicks in orchard on friday nights . WAHAHA . just kidding .

Friday, July 07, 2006

ACT.458 - where'd you go.

it's been another day . and i almost got debarred for Purchasing management . sigh . freaking lecturers , they dun understand how tired it is to go for training and all . bastards .

anyway , rajeeve , js , say meng and me went to Lido and chilled , as usual . haha . wasted time chatting and all that , i could have done my project which is supposed to hand in tomorrow . :S

so not motivated to do any project . study . go school . cause my heart still aches inside .

I know , news got around the entire community , about us , not making it . I mean , what the heck , is it that a big deal ? But it's ok , in 5 mths , we'll change . and we'll uphold the legacy.

so i'm kind of lost . i just wanna gym the hell out of my muscles til they all burst , and row the fucking hell out of myself in the boat . i dun feel like studying man , what's the use . sigh .

all SG does is ask us to memorise . seriously , for what fuck ? that dick head with the short tongue scores a hell lot of points for modules , so what ? can he give a good project presentation ? can he give what customers want ? can he give IDEAS ?

nah . he can just suck balls i guess . =\

so what is this society about memorising . i dun get it .

oh , my clanmate from KL is coming tomorrow . i dun have much of a mood to review his business concepts , maybe just some catching up will do . with my clanmates and stuff . but i feel so much of staying home with my family tomorrow .

i miss my family . we need to spend more time . =)

and all the while i've been peeking out the MRT when it's from yck to ang mo kio . cause amk has this new condo , and there's a rx-7 in there . i would put tremendous effort trying to look for it . but i haven seen it for quite some time . =( sigh , where'd you go baby .

ok , so here's a fact about me . i keep meeting wrong people . wrong girls rather . WRONG WRONG WRONG . all wrong . ok , maybe one right one , but she doesn't want me . =( haha .

ok , at least sin wee is there to share the same boat as me . haha . it's all wrong , i tell ya . and i dun get it at times . maybe i'm just an unlucky kid .

cause when you're not handsome , u get this anyway . =)

i'm tired . real tired .

Monday, July 03, 2006

ACT.457 - a new start .

i didn't go school today . cause i was too tired , and my body still aches as much , i thought i needed a good rest . =)

haha , but i guess one day is not enough , i might consider the entire week off . i mean , who can stop me , cause the lecturers can do nothing about it . =)

it'll be a good resting week for my body , before going harsh on my physical limits . this time , way higher than before . and this comes with more sacrifices . a strict and maintained diet , little alcohol intake , enough sleep / no late nights , very infrequent clubbing , no DATING .

it'll be gyming on mon , wed , fri , dragoboat on tues , thurs , sat , and sun .

anyone who wanna ask me out , pls do so earlier . =)

happened to see yan ling and da jie in tampines . arh , as usual , the same old people i knew . haha . this gives an excuse not to meet up for them for a little while longer .

ok , so for this 5 months , i'll have to deal with little catching up with some old and long lost friends . and little time for my buddies . sigh. =
anyway , we had our race dinner this evening at marina sq and it was great . haha , din managed to take any photos cause camera was out of batt and besides , i don't really have the habit of taking lots of pic for each event unlike girls . men are just too lazzzzzzy , dun ya agree ? updating and posting it up takes quite a bit of work . haha .

i'm happy that germany made it but still sad that spain didn't . oh well ... now , Germany , go GET IT . =)

Sunday, July 02, 2006

ACT.456 - my heart bleeds .

we saw reality monster today . it was hard meeting up with it and god presented a very harsh lesson today. cruel . too cruel for us to take .

and i'll never forget this day . 2 / 7 / 06 .

first time in my life , i needed something more than anything else . i want it . and i'll die for it . to fulfil a promise back then.

rockin' my world.