rockin' my world.: April 2006

ACT.403 - did i just offended everything on this earth?

hey , i bought this Aasics shoes last week . and it spoilt on thursday . so i went to PS saucony which was previously Aasics . she convinced me it wasn't their problem . But Aasics problem . told me go Marina Sq .

So i went to Marina SQ , and marina SQ which is new , and so damn big , i finally found Aasics .

they told me again , it wasn't their problem . and i'm more on their side . they are talking sense.

so i freaking went back to PS . and the management is overseas . and i have to come back again next time . they are dead , i assure u that . i can be mr nice guy , i can be real nasty , and u can always call me a bastard . haha , all my classmates know that . i'm a realistic boy , u give me bullshit or crap , u are so dead . i'll assasinate u without u knowing it . =)

hey , i bought so many stuff and it all spoilt so fast . creative mp3 player , creative speakers , nokia 3230 , this pair of shoes . my laptop . some network link wire . and lots more .

i even email creative , about their freaking quality management system and they didn't reply . do creative have marketing specialists ?

anyway , so me and my guys were eating at our usual coffeeshop . me , jx , edwin and chun chiang . We say this late 40s guy with a young girl , give it the max my Age , holding hands . we find it weird , then we saw him holding her shoulder or even locking in holding hands .

and they were intimate . so we decided to do justice to it . hahahahahhahahaha .

we can be a real good paparizzi . or even PI . uber stealth boys . haha .

ok , so how have mr ng hong bin been ? well , these few days , there's lots of emo-ing , frustration , work , pissed off shit .

disturbances ? yes , a hell lot . i need a peace of mind , to think properly . haha , cause at such a moment , i'm so dumb and i can't get my ideas right . If i am currently a boss or a superior executive , i am so dead . professionals can't work like that . =\

haha , so i hope there are no disturbing shit to bug me for next week , please . =) BUG OFF !

ACT.402 - spoiler spoiler spoiler .

wong soon fatt's 3 hrs of lecture almost killed me . in that class , i felt like i was in an asylum or some institute for the criminally insane . his words flowed just like a lullaby or it may actually be a string of swords disguised as words . THEY KILL !

the only antidote for u to ever stay in that class is to sleep . YES SLEEP ! if i don't sleep , i'm dead . haha .

i ran over to sim lim square and got my mousepad =) with jun xian of course . and for the first time , jx has something new in his life to spice it up . =DDDDD great to hear that , mary boy .

my day's been bad . don't ask me why . no , my mood's been bad for a few days already actually . hmmm , don talk about a cat , i'll murder anyone if provoked .

for god's sake , give me a peace of mind cause next week is world cyber games.

ACT.402 - emotions flying high .

a huge gang crashed zouk and phuture on wednesday bcos it was gonna be Shun de's BD !

woot , that trip to zouk actually blasted my wallet . haha , what a day .

and so many of my friends got high and maybe too high . as well as drunk . haha , they blasted Shun De with lots of beer , vodka , graveyard as well as a Flaming lamborg.

i saw angie at phuture too . =)

and yes , WORLD CYBER GAMES is hitting Ngee ann again ! =)

i'm joining CS and Dota . no putting high hopes in CS . but a hell lot in Dota . but my stupidity and blurness better stop this week . i just wish my form to be like last time. haha , 3rd year , last competition with my classmates . We joined CS back in 2004 and it was fun .

HUAT arh !

complexity is over . now i know what's bugging me.

ACT.401 - contradiction within oneself .

rx-8. a photo sketch book . a totally cool night.

that was all supposed to happen .

dashed . just like my dreams . they're never coming back.

ACT.400 - night life.

WOO . i want to WATCH THIS horror movie . lots of killing , lots of stuff . it looks totally cool . ^___^

last sat , the guys were all hanging out at nite , was intending for clubbing , but bcos of poor boys like me . we din go , wanted to go pubbing , but we were hungry , grabbed something to bite liao , don feel like going pubbing .

We suggested going changi and after that old changi hospital . haha , some were scared about it bcos of their personal real life incidents told by close friends . But i'm quite sure it's all right .

so i suggested , let's go for HOSTEL , then old changi hospital ! AWESOME . hahahaha . to the MAX .

but we didn't have enuf vehicle capacity . haha , so never go le .

my bro just told me a crazy fact . The first cast of actors and actresses died , after filming Excorcism of Emily rose . the one that was released , was another cast , after a few years .

WHAT THE HELL !

this world is crazy . haha , but i guess i'm not normal as well.

ACT.399 - HERE WE GO !

counting down to the moments of my first lesson of year 3 . haha , the last shot of year 3 . YAWN . attachment is even worse .

just freaking study baby . =)

anyway , I didn't realise Edwin [ i'm so used to him being called Eddy thanks to wan hua ] would be such a good Biz partner . haha , i was looking throughout my social circle or good pal , but i couldn't have found anyone more suitable than him . However , that freaking guy is Studying biomedical engineering , which is a far difference from supply chain management . haha , we'll see how . Other than him , i don think i will trust anybody else.

had dinner with my entire family [ it's been a long long time ] at ang mo kio . haha , and i saw May Anne holding someone's hand [ i couldn't see who he is because the pillar was blocking ] . let's hope he's dilun ! haha . said Hi , and got back to FOOD .

it was a simple dinner at the coffeeshop , but it felt all so good . =)

anyway , i prefer sch . cause there is work . and work just spices up life . isn't it ?? hahahahahhaha , i guess the entire student population will attempt to assasinate me tomorrow once i leave the house.

i'm gonna transform my room into a office alike room as soon as i get the cash . OUT goes the ugly wardrobe , study table and get a office desk .

I'll guess i'll get a few fighting fish in a couple of days . it'll be great to liven up the room full of stress and frustration . =) that is where my salary will go TO ! and that zara jeans .

time to CS . see team huat in sch tml .

ACT.398 - Finally in my life i won something .

me and the DB guys were at Plaza Singapura when Starhub was having this fair . And my junior happens to be working there . and recommend us to play a game that can win us a phone .

so i urged my dude , Shawn , to go play . and yeah , we WON a pair of phones . nokia 7260 . it's a old one , but who cares . i'm gonna sell it for $$$$$$$$. cause i am so poor now .

haha , anyway , it looks nice . Black colour . so tempted to use it .

haha , talk about it , it's the first time i won something . haha . awesome .

I love starhub . BUT I HATE STARHUB INTERNET SERVICE PROVIDER . cause WE SINGnet users , suffer for your lousy capabilities .

ACT.397 - a crazy world we live in.

i just watched this movie in school . [ see see , Ngee Ann rocks . ]

my Review : David Dunn [ bruce willis ] was involved with a drastic passenger train accident however , he was the sole survivor . After this disaster , he was approached by a stranger ,Elijah Price [ Samuel L. Jackson ] who strongly believes in relationships with comics and reality .

After the meeting with this haunting stranger , David Dunn gradually discovered that Elijah's theory is reality . That David Dunn is a hero . Unlike comic books or superheroes , he possess simple abilities or rather , just an aura that helps to protect people around him.

The theory became reality , and David followed just like what comic heros do . Save people . and after appearing in the papers as an unknown man who saved 2 kids after their parents are murdered , he droppped by to visit Elijah .

However , there is a major twist in the story . Totally Unexpected . and it's ultra spooky .

I was watching this thriller , i wasn't really engrossed however , these 2 actors like as if telling me : " hey , stay . there's more . " and after i watched the last part , i was totally spooked . You couldn't believe the ending . and you couldn't even believe it's a true story . i was definitely impressed . Ya ya , the comic books stuff was kind of crap . I guess the actors covered that loophole up.

However , the best movie is still A Moment to Remember . this korean love story is so so so so sweet , but it can leave u in tears [ HEY , it's a KOREAN MOVIE , don't expect NO TEARS ] . However , it leaves u with a convincing ending . Not a sad ending .

Let me ask a question . Must all the leading roles in korean shows , DIE ?! or get some weird disease ??? MUST THEY ?!

I was watching this Lovey Dovey korean drama [ becos at work , i'm so so bored . ] it's called Springtime . The usual stuff , before a couple get together , they will like meet for some weird reason , and then go through a few obstacles b4 falling in love with each other . And then they start dating . And the girl is gonna get some weird disease . I watched only 4 discs , but i saw this girl suddenly fainting twice . and yeap , i bet it's a freaking disease and she's dying.

SO PREDICTABLE .

but the same feeling when i watched these 2 feelings . You go : "awwwwww." and " ARRRRGGGHHH!! "

awwwwww because they are so sweet and loving , and u feel that the world is so so beautfiul with love around .

ARRRRGGGHHH because , shit , i'm still single and i can't possess this sweeeeetness . that doesn't mean life sucks though . =)

I got my pay today . and it freaking sucked . $4 per hour . i want to kill myself . i want to do modelling . but i don't wanna see that freaking gay. ARRRRRRRGGGGHHH!!

ACT.396 - the lowest point .

i'm feeling terrible today . for some reasons .

Yeah , i finally booked my License test date . and congrats to Alex who passed it!

I suddenly felt that i'm like so stupid lately . It's been quite a while since i drove , so i had a lesson today . And Boy did i got lots of scoldings . I almost flared at my instructor . What a bad day . I've failed to watch out for incoming traffic or even look out for stuff . and where the heck did my instructor GET A MITSUBISHI LANCER ???!!! where is the Vios ? OH MY GOD , i can't actually believe i drove a MITSUBISHI . i've betrayed myself , ARRRGGGGGHHHH!!

haha , get this fact right , i hate all mitsubishis on earth .

school's starting in a week , guess i'll be busy with work , and i hope i get more social life instead of staying at home and gaming . which totally sucks of course .

I missed school ! haha .

I thought about it , i think i won't wanna drive a bike next time . Was intending to do that for my uni days and working life . But take a look at me , blur blur , when tired sure can doze off , i'll probably get myself killed. =(

June Race is 2 and a half mths away . But i'm starting to have doubts within myself.

ACT.395 - where'd you go.

i've never felt before how it is to lose someone who's close . or even friend . actually , i took a lot of stuff for granted . I didn't even give Gi Kian a friendly hug before he left . I took it for granted he'll be back .

Well , i just read the article about the Jc student jumping down . the no.1 people i think about are the parents . If i had jumped way back in primary 5 , i don't know how my parents will be now. Haha , i had a hard life in primary school . Study was all i do . Plus that teeny weeny Tv life i had . Caning was every form of discipline . haha , i hate that period !

then came the forum with Mentor Minister . the elders expressed disgust over the young generation , due to lack of respect for Mr Lee . For what he built over the years , the foundation of Singapore . Seriously if u ask me , i too , can't appreciate it . I once told my Mum and i still believe in it , this generation of ours is not gonna go far .

nothing happening is coming up . my mind has became more stupid - u can see from my recent gaming results . my mind is a total blank and i can't think . Hmmm , sometimes i feel i'm so much more stupid than my teen days . =(

ACT.394 - HOLLY CRAP .

guess what . IT's the LAST WEEK OF THE HOLIDAYS !

WHAT THE HECK ! that is so so so so so so so UBER FAST . haha , and i've been working and working and working .. so ... BIG MONEY ! no lah , not that big.

well , i'm gonna get this zara jeans soon . 99 bucks . YEAH . but other than that , i don't know what to spend on . lol.

bag ? nope , cause freaking Crumpler is still having the same range of ugly designs . Not to mention , GAY . plus the increase in 6 dollars of price.

and FINALLY , i've passed my final theory . WHAT THE HECK . u ask me , is it so difficult to pass ? I tell ya , it's easy to drive , but not easy to pass the DARN theory test . I don't know , maybe i'm quite stupid .

if i actually passed it way back in december , i already have my license now . -__-

haha , whatever it is , it feels great to drive again . I AM SO ADDICTED .

i haven't met my LIAN HUA DANG guys for years ! haha , erm... maybe just a month ? and that freaking gi kian is still in the US .

Ever since Dad has started his own co. , he's been working more than 12 hrs a day . He's nearing 50 and too bad this boy of his ain't smart . =(

if not i'll be like that IBM whiz kid , earning thousands of cash from IBM . at the age of 19 ?

haha , whatever it is . talk DB first .

ACT.393 - i don't know anymore.

Training camp is over . and that's a RELIEF ! =) we had fun , we had the painful periods . but we had fun . and that's great.

in this period of 3 days , i was thinking a lot . the team , my friends , and somebody. I couldn't keep my mind on rowing .

will there be a day , when we come up on shore , raising our hands in frenzy , hugging each other , and even some crying , cause we won national champion ? Or will we frown in disappointment again , losing to NTU again and again .

People say , 2nd is good enuf . in IVP terms that is . All of us know , 2nd is not enough , the desire for a gold is so strong . a 2nd will never satisfy us.

Will the middle aged me in my 30s , recall the memories of being a champion with my guys in ngee ann ?

Well , i can't keep my mind off DB . and no way i'll let anything , or a girl interfere with it again .

it's been 3 months 3 days since.

ACT.392 - unexpected .

my aunt is down with cancer. the only thing i can do is hope .

ACT.391 - i hate CATS part 2.

i might be up for murder . murdering a cat .

my mind have came up with so many creative plans to kill it . don't make me kill u , pal .

ACT.390 - mr. vain .

just went to do my hair with edwin . haha , somehow , after a hair session with ivan , the sense of satisfaction is top . haha , don't know why . Maybe cause he changes my hair style everytime he go . But somehow , i don't style my hair according to what he does . haha.

now , since i've got $$$ , go get some Levi's jeans , zara shirts , a bag and maybe a pair of sunglasses . =) yeap , i'm still not intending to change my running shoes .

well , if i were to count the amount of people who called me an Ah Beng , it wouldn't be a single digit . haha , well , maybe the only explanation i have , is like father , like son . and 2 grandfathers.

but if it's because of the blonde hair , just wait for more . i'm betting on a more disastrous colour by the end of this year . my fav colour . =)

Well , come on , it's only when u are young , u can do such stuff . When i enter the working society , just be prepared to meet a nerdy me . Black hair , maybe specs , and all that .

so right now , MAKE USE OF UR YOUTH .

ACT.389 - the devil within.

holly crap , i've got shortlisted for summer hunk . haha , and u know who u are , who got me into this . Well , my agent's so gonna kill me , cause he wants to send me in . instead , i've got in myself .

school's starting again . oh well .

gave in to the devil within.

ACT.388 - good life , bad life.

Well , i've had one of the worst days in my life yesterday . i wouldn't want to mention what i did ytd or what problem i had , if not everybody will be vomiting in front of their screens . haha .

then after 15hrs of work , i come home , so tired , after dealing with such a problem , my computer refused to switch on . i was already uber tired , and i don have the energy for such crap . well , at least it's still working . =)

sometimes i wonder , am i the most suay guy ever ard ? SUAY but don't use it the same way as unfortunate . like the guys who don't have parents or a home . Well , i guess that really sucks . But , i've been in so bad luck lately , that i don know it is just me , or something wrong with me . ARRRRGGGGHHH !

haha , i think i must change my name le , or at least stop scolding the one above . haha .. well , aiya , i guess it's just another bad day of my life lah.

DB TRAINING today ! haha , i bet it's gonna be great .

and yes , finally i've been in a car that brought me up to 180km/hr . YES !

i'm gonna be really addicted to speed for the rest of my life . =)

ACT.387 - a rather difficult complex.

i just calucalated my overall GPA . HOLLY SHIT . it's just a 2.9 .

1st sem : 3.0
2nd : 1.842
3rd : 3.4
4th : 3.4

WHY THE HELL I DIDN't STUDY IN 2nd SEMESTER ?

well , i was working in Swissotel , just to earn money to buy supplements , gyming everyday and dragonboating . Is that a good reason ? haha , wah kao , i freaking regretted not putting in enuf effort . i sometimes think , why am i so stupid in the past . Sec sch and 1st year of poly . =(

last sem now . TO GET MY BUTT into NTU . i've gotta reach for at least a 3.6 . if i can't get into University , i'll be better off dead . STUDY , STUDY , STUDY !!!!! =) [ i don know how i can be smiling and happy if i'm gonna chiong my studies . haha . ]

the guys and i are in some sort of complex . dragonboat terms i mean . it's rather a difficult one and if we don't solve it fast , i can only say our dreams are gone for good .

If we don't get National Champion this year , i know , this will be the biggest regret in our lives . Cause we will never achieve such team and buddies ever again .

ACT.386 - I HATE CATS .

cats are such ungrateful pussies . unlike dogs , they can never be men's best friend .

at my working place , there's this self proclaimed resident cat who's here everyday . Me and the other security guard took pity upon it , cause initially , it keeps moaning and moaning [ u know , those type of ask u go sympathise it one ] . So ok , i was like , oh great , i have nth to give it to eat . felt guilty , it must have been real hungry .

So the next day , i gave it my KFC leftover food , it ate the entire KFC chicken including the bones [ and YEAH , i bet u get constipation after that ] . so i was rather shocked , wow , you've gotta be real hungry .

the day after , i actually went to NTUC and buy cat food , FANCY FEAST $0.95 , bought the cheap one cause it was in a more convenient packing . gave it to eat , and yeah , it sure even licked the floor after finishing .

then at nite , it freaking scratched me . luckily , i had fair reflexes to back off . and only one tiny millilitre of blood could be seen on my finger .

heard from my superiors , the cat actually bit my peer . after giving it food , buying food , playing with it , giving it shelter .

freaking CAT , forget about getting anything from me , u PUNK .

no wonder dogs are so much cuter and adorable than cats . even stray dogs are grateful to u . live on ur own and stop moaning everyday , u piece of crap .

ALL CATS SHLD DIE . well , ok , maybe not all . but this cat shld just get lost . =)

what a post to vent frustration bcos of a stray cat . lol.

ACT.385 - so distant.

miss you so.

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