ACT.345 - a perfect connection.
when i'm all out of faith , you're the one i think of , the rx-7.
rockin' my world.
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Sunday, January 29, 2006
ACT.344 - the story of an Efini rx-7 man.
I've just caught I not Stupid 2 with my family . I must say ... i feel it's a not bad movie .. most probably .. because i have a connection with it . My family and i , are 2 distant objects .
From small , we were never neglected , me and my bro . Both my parents worked in the morning and afternoon , morning was school for me and my bro , then grandpa would take care of us until the evening . I could never forget my times with him , how much he loved me and whatever i wanted , he would get it for me . haha , a gentle reminder , both my grandfathers are huge triad society members in the past .
When i cried , Dad would look for one person . MY BROTHER ! haha , Mum told me back then ... he would whack my bro if he did anything to me . She said , i was spoilt by my dad .
We were rich back then. $$$ was nothing . I have whatever a kid wants . [ Even for now . =) haha . ]
You know what , until now , i have not did my parents proud . Got into trouble , went against them , studies were pathetic , even for Primary school . My mum tot it was great .. but i knew exactly how my form teacher felt . She felt i could have done much better. I didn't even feel all that happy like my mum on PSLE release day .
Never ever a Meet the Parents session was easy . " Hong Bin can always do better. " , " Hong Bin talks too much in class ." , " If only he is hardworking , he's not stupid u know ." , " Does your child have enough sleep ? Why does he sleep in every class ? "
Then Finally , when i thought much about it in sec 4 , i wanted to make my parents proud by aiming for a goal in life . Carving my way to be a pilot . But my dreams got smashed right on O level's day .
Because i wasn't sensible , i've suffered and did many wrong things in my life . Family crisis when i was in sec 1 and 2 . Dad gone , Mum wanted to leave us . and it was all thanks to one person who held everything together ... my Bro .
Not until a few years ago , then i've realised my parents' love for me . One day i was looking across my shelf , and there was new unopened Automotive Magazine . Being the stupid me , i din realised , my Dad bought it for me . Mum got automags for me too . Bro got me my Rx-8 and got it to me on my BD , even though he was in Camp .
Haha , the past me was also very negative and pessimistic too . and one person had to suffer it all . I shan't repeat who that is. =) i can't believe there's someone on this earth that can tolerate such crap .
I've change so much at the age of 18 . i'm beginning to work towards my goals , through the encouragement of Da Jie ~ She was the one that presented the realistic image in front of me . I was in the midst of ultra deep shit subject , love , but she showed me the way out . Thanks Da Jie .
There's one thing i really wanted to say , at the Presentation of the medals in River Regatta . To the guys , i'm sorry for neglecting Dragonboat and you guys for someone . I thought it was worth it ... but it was a grave mistake . Thank You all , for forgiving me . =)
much consideration have been done on a certain decision . i guess i'm going for it then .
I've just caught I not Stupid 2 with my family . I must say ... i feel it's a not bad movie .. most probably .. because i have a connection with it . My family and i , are 2 distant objects .
From small , we were never neglected , me and my bro . Both my parents worked in the morning and afternoon , morning was school for me and my bro , then grandpa would take care of us until the evening . I could never forget my times with him , how much he loved me and whatever i wanted , he would get it for me . haha , a gentle reminder , both my grandfathers are huge triad society members in the past .
When i cried , Dad would look for one person . MY BROTHER ! haha , Mum told me back then ... he would whack my bro if he did anything to me . She said , i was spoilt by my dad .
We were rich back then. $$$ was nothing . I have whatever a kid wants . [ Even for now . =) haha . ]
You know what , until now , i have not did my parents proud . Got into trouble , went against them , studies were pathetic , even for Primary school . My mum tot it was great .. but i knew exactly how my form teacher felt . She felt i could have done much better. I didn't even feel all that happy like my mum on PSLE release day .
Never ever a Meet the Parents session was easy . " Hong Bin can always do better. " , " Hong Bin talks too much in class ." , " If only he is hardworking , he's not stupid u know ." , " Does your child have enough sleep ? Why does he sleep in every class ? "
Then Finally , when i thought much about it in sec 4 , i wanted to make my parents proud by aiming for a goal in life . Carving my way to be a pilot . But my dreams got smashed right on O level's day .
Because i wasn't sensible , i've suffered and did many wrong things in my life . Family crisis when i was in sec 1 and 2 . Dad gone , Mum wanted to leave us . and it was all thanks to one person who held everything together ... my Bro .
Not until a few years ago , then i've realised my parents' love for me . One day i was looking across my shelf , and there was new unopened Automotive Magazine . Being the stupid me , i din realised , my Dad bought it for me . Mum got automags for me too . Bro got me my Rx-8 and got it to me on my BD , even though he was in Camp .
Haha , the past me was also very negative and pessimistic too . and one person had to suffer it all . I shan't repeat who that is. =) i can't believe there's someone on this earth that can tolerate such crap .
I've change so much at the age of 18 . i'm beginning to work towards my goals , through the encouragement of Da Jie ~ She was the one that presented the realistic image in front of me . I was in the midst of ultra deep shit subject , love , but she showed me the way out . Thanks Da Jie .
There's one thing i really wanted to say , at the Presentation of the medals in River Regatta . To the guys , i'm sorry for neglecting Dragonboat and you guys for someone . I thought it was worth it ... but it was a grave mistake . Thank You all , for forgiving me . =)
much consideration have been done on a certain decision . i guess i'm going for it then .
Saturday, January 28, 2006
ACT.343 - yawns.
Today reunion dinner with granny , uncle and my pretty cousin ! haha , but the entire day is boring loh ! i spent my day don know doing what ... completed the game F.E.A.R i was like a very confused and traumatised state after playing it ... haha , all the horror and blood . but finally complete liao . =)
so much new cool games coming out , and i have no $$ to buy them , and the TIME to play . haha , besides ... filling ur entire social life with games , is PATHETIC . i rather go out .
well ,i've figured i need a lot of stuff . first ... i need 2 BAGS ! one big one and one school one . both my bags killed themselves in the middle of usage . haha ... thanks dudes , for adding on to my liabilities .
Next ... i need a pair of nice jeans ! heck the season of CNY , but i really need jeans .
Tops not so much so of a problem ... haha , cause someone actually bought me something , that i wanted to get . =)
aiya .. so many things to get . watch lah , sunglasses [ cause mine broke after using only a few times ] that's bout it lah . the others .. i think i lazy to go buy or what . Perfumes , i also have so many suddenly . Bought my CK crave back in 2004 , now also haven use half yet loh . haha ...
and my bro's bd is coming .. and i have no idea what to get .. i'm so in a CRISIS .
Today reunion dinner with granny , uncle and my pretty cousin ! haha , but the entire day is boring loh ! i spent my day don know doing what ... completed the game F.E.A.R i was like a very confused and traumatised state after playing it ... haha , all the horror and blood . but finally complete liao . =)
so much new cool games coming out , and i have no $$ to buy them , and the TIME to play . haha , besides ... filling ur entire social life with games , is PATHETIC . i rather go out .
well ,i've figured i need a lot of stuff . first ... i need 2 BAGS ! one big one and one school one . both my bags killed themselves in the middle of usage . haha ... thanks dudes , for adding on to my liabilities .
Next ... i need a pair of nice jeans ! heck the season of CNY , but i really need jeans .
Tops not so much so of a problem ... haha , cause someone actually bought me something , that i wanted to get . =)
aiya .. so many things to get . watch lah , sunglasses [ cause mine broke after using only a few times ] that's bout it lah . the others .. i think i lazy to go buy or what . Perfumes , i also have so many suddenly . Bought my CK crave back in 2004 , now also haven use half yet loh . haha ...
and my bro's bd is coming .. and i have no idea what to get .. i'm so in a CRISIS .
ACT.342 - because of you.
I tot it was gonna be a bad day today . but it turned out to be great ! met old buddies , tx , edwin L , denny , chun chiang , andy ! we initially wanted to sing ktv .. but it was too expensive . Party world suddenly shot up in prices . So we went Nydc instead . Cause i wanted to eat CHEESE CAKE ! haha . i'm so in love with CHEESE CAKE AND TAU SAR PIAH !
Haha , had the first taste of Great tasting Cheese Cake from Kok Yi ! haha , actually ... it was really hard work for him , to learn how to make cheese cake and a lot of effort was put inside ... it was all for one person . haha ... but .. aiya, never mind lah . Kok Yi , your CHEESE CAKE ROCKS !
Then at NYDC , denny ordered the Dynamite pizza , which was insanely spicy . haha , all of us had a share , and we were all sweating . haha , then ting xian challenged me and edwin , to eat a newly ordered dynamite in 5mins and not drink anything . haha , i took it up , cause i jolly well know Edwin's a very trustable guy . =) but somehow , this pizza ain't as spicy as the first . We kind of slipped our way thru . haha ... =)
in our gathering today , i've realised one of my buddies couldn't forget the past. I guessed we all tot he was done and over with it . I saw their picture, the NeoPrint card in his wallet . They broke up back in July , cause it was on the trip to the airport , when my guys told me bout it . Since then , no one talked about it , we assumed he will get on well on his own. But it's only now , i've discovered ... he's still holding so much on to the past . Well , it's his first love ... and the girl played him out after 1 year past .
i'm furious about the entire issue . Reasons given by the girl , are totally excuses . And who would have tot .. it would end up like that .
Well , seems like Lian Hua Dang is indeed cursed except for one . haha , am i right guys ? Jun xian , denny , chun chiang, ting xian , edwin L , Gi Kian , Jia En , and me ~! the only odd one that's not suffering from this curse is ... JIAN SHENG ! Why sia , i'm sure that's the qn on all of our minds .
There's absolutely nothing wrong with all of us but we just don't get anywhere. haha . =(
had a fun day . love tau sar piah and cheese cake . =)
I tot it was gonna be a bad day today . but it turned out to be great ! met old buddies , tx , edwin L , denny , chun chiang , andy ! we initially wanted to sing ktv .. but it was too expensive . Party world suddenly shot up in prices . So we went Nydc instead . Cause i wanted to eat CHEESE CAKE ! haha . i'm so in love with CHEESE CAKE AND TAU SAR PIAH !
Haha , had the first taste of Great tasting Cheese Cake from Kok Yi ! haha , actually ... it was really hard work for him , to learn how to make cheese cake and a lot of effort was put inside ... it was all for one person . haha ... but .. aiya, never mind lah . Kok Yi , your CHEESE CAKE ROCKS !
Then at NYDC , denny ordered the Dynamite pizza , which was insanely spicy . haha , all of us had a share , and we were all sweating . haha , then ting xian challenged me and edwin , to eat a newly ordered dynamite in 5mins and not drink anything . haha , i took it up , cause i jolly well know Edwin's a very trustable guy . =) but somehow , this pizza ain't as spicy as the first . We kind of slipped our way thru . haha ... =)
in our gathering today , i've realised one of my buddies couldn't forget the past. I guessed we all tot he was done and over with it . I saw their picture, the NeoPrint card in his wallet . They broke up back in July , cause it was on the trip to the airport , when my guys told me bout it . Since then , no one talked about it , we assumed he will get on well on his own. But it's only now , i've discovered ... he's still holding so much on to the past . Well , it's his first love ... and the girl played him out after 1 year past .
i'm furious about the entire issue . Reasons given by the girl , are totally excuses . And who would have tot .. it would end up like that .
Well , seems like Lian Hua Dang is indeed cursed except for one . haha , am i right guys ? Jun xian , denny , chun chiang, ting xian , edwin L , Gi Kian , Jia En , and me ~! the only odd one that's not suffering from this curse is ... JIAN SHENG ! Why sia , i'm sure that's the qn on all of our minds .
There's absolutely nothing wrong with all of us but we just don't get anywhere. haha . =(
had a fun day . love tau sar piah and cheese cake . =)
Friday, January 27, 2006
ACT.341 - thank you . for being there for me .
First of all .. Ah Huat's father's tau sar piah is just too great ... it's HEAVEN ! I'm so glad i ordered it ... and i'm ADDICTED TO IT ! just one , will do the job of addiction =)
Anyway ... i think i have a lot of apologies for my poly classmates . Sorry for being so harsh sometimes , or being so f***ed up sometimes . I tend to lose it when sometimes you guys tell me nice and properly . I have not contributed much to all the projects . maybe i'm just too tired . but i know that's a very bad excuse.
next , thanks May Anne for not taking it against me although u and i know , it's all about me . Sorry for everything .
haha , next i really feel bad for .... are my parents ! ! esp my mum . haha , she's been so so so patient with me for 18 years . I'm trying my best to control my frustration and troubles from outside home and not bringing it back ... but i admit , i'm really quite poor at it . Thus , Mum gets all the crap from me . Sigh ... both my parents are really working their lives out there . I sometimes feel that i'm worse off than them , with all the projects and dragonboat . But what they go through is uncomparable with what i'm going thru . mine is too easy going .
Haha , well , mum told me she wants to retire within 6 years . STRESSED SIA ! haha , my bro different , he already up and going liao . well , i'm still stuck in Logistics and not like him , his career is already setting off when he hasn't entered the working industry . haha , sometimes i always think i'm so much lousier than my bro . My bro is too capable . haha , But my mum always tells me , I'm the smarter boy .. just that i don't work as hard as him . haha , don ever tell me i'm smart =P
oh crap .... i just wanna say one thing to end off this post . I LOVE TAU SAR PIAH SIA !!! [ maybe that's why my nickname is Ang Piah . don know why or how it's supposed to link anyway .]
First of all .. Ah Huat's father's tau sar piah is just too great ... it's HEAVEN ! I'm so glad i ordered it ... and i'm ADDICTED TO IT ! just one , will do the job of addiction =)
Anyway ... i think i have a lot of apologies for my poly classmates . Sorry for being so harsh sometimes , or being so f***ed up sometimes . I tend to lose it when sometimes you guys tell me nice and properly . I have not contributed much to all the projects . maybe i'm just too tired . but i know that's a very bad excuse.
next , thanks May Anne for not taking it against me although u and i know , it's all about me . Sorry for everything .
haha , next i really feel bad for .... are my parents ! ! esp my mum . haha , she's been so so so patient with me for 18 years . I'm trying my best to control my frustration and troubles from outside home and not bringing it back ... but i admit , i'm really quite poor at it . Thus , Mum gets all the crap from me . Sigh ... both my parents are really working their lives out there . I sometimes feel that i'm worse off than them , with all the projects and dragonboat . But what they go through is uncomparable with what i'm going thru . mine is too easy going .
Haha , well , mum told me she wants to retire within 6 years . STRESSED SIA ! haha , my bro different , he already up and going liao . well , i'm still stuck in Logistics and not like him , his career is already setting off when he hasn't entered the working industry . haha , sometimes i always think i'm so much lousier than my bro . My bro is too capable . haha , But my mum always tells me , I'm the smarter boy .. just that i don't work as hard as him . haha , don ever tell me i'm smart =P
oh crap .... i just wanna say one thing to end off this post . I LOVE TAU SAR PIAH SIA !!! [ maybe that's why my nickname is Ang Piah . don know why or how it's supposed to link anyway .]
Thursday, January 26, 2006
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
ACT.339 - quality time , ain't the quantity.
out of the blue , i just called my good friend , Adelene up . haha , great to hear she's doing fine . haha , a very good friend of mine since p6 , but we lost contact in our seconday school days . And within this time , she has changed . became a " bu liang shao nian. " but when we regain contact , she was back to the Adelene whom i knew . :S haha . wanna meet up with her again soon ! i rmbed , she is Jia En's eye candy . HAH !
I'm gonna be real busy for the next 2 weeks , and after these 2 weeks , i've gotta gear up for exams . i'm not sure whether there's enuf time for me to prepare for exams .. cause after my intense project weeks , i'll most probably in mental block mood again or too tired and i will have to waste some time b4 getting in my groove for studying.
then after the exams ... MR500 ! haha , it's been a long long long time since i've visited macritchie reservoir . Sava sprint was good ... but we were just not strong enough . So let's see for this round . =)
Chatted with Gi kian 2 days ago . haha , video conversation too . he looks the same to me .. but he said i've looked thinner on the face . haha , hey , is that supposed to be good or bad ? haha , i only know , after the o levels , i was FAT . haha . i can't imagine going back to that stage .
so much has happened within these 3 years . and soon i'm gonna be year 3 , that totally sucks ! haha , i hate to be 19 . seriously . although that's 9 months away ... but ... =( i just haven had enuf of 18 !
out of the blue , i just called my good friend , Adelene up . haha , great to hear she's doing fine . haha , a very good friend of mine since p6 , but we lost contact in our seconday school days . And within this time , she has changed . became a " bu liang shao nian. " but when we regain contact , she was back to the Adelene whom i knew . :S haha . wanna meet up with her again soon ! i rmbed , she is Jia En's eye candy . HAH !
I'm gonna be real busy for the next 2 weeks , and after these 2 weeks , i've gotta gear up for exams . i'm not sure whether there's enuf time for me to prepare for exams .. cause after my intense project weeks , i'll most probably in mental block mood again or too tired and i will have to waste some time b4 getting in my groove for studying.
then after the exams ... MR500 ! haha , it's been a long long long time since i've visited macritchie reservoir . Sava sprint was good ... but we were just not strong enough . So let's see for this round . =)
Chatted with Gi kian 2 days ago . haha , video conversation too . he looks the same to me .. but he said i've looked thinner on the face . haha , hey , is that supposed to be good or bad ? haha , i only know , after the o levels , i was FAT . haha . i can't imagine going back to that stage .
so much has happened within these 3 years . and soon i'm gonna be year 3 , that totally sucks ! haha , i hate to be 19 . seriously . although that's 9 months away ... but ... =( i just haven had enuf of 18 !
ACT.338 - lost from my world.
ever since last semester , i've been all busy with work , schoolwork , dragonboat ... that i have not been busy with my own world . u know .. automotive and stuff like that . I have not updated with it ,for a long long time . I don't even know the new launch models on the road now . =(
Seems like , i don't ever have the time anymore to keep up with the passion . I have been too busy .
i slept at 1 ytd , and woke up at 10 today . and i'm like so so so tired ! i don't know why .. after school , went for DB , and now , i'm EVEN More tired ! haha ... and damn , i forgot there's Ecommerce presentation tomorrow ! i am too tired to stay awake to do already ... =( when i'm tired , i seriously contribute nothing to the project .
i've tried once b4 , with da jie , trying to complete supply chain management report . da jie spent the entire night with me , doing the report .. and she was real tired as well . And what's funny is , after a while , i reviewed the report .. and i found out a little off road from the objective . haha , guess that's the result when 2 tired humans are put together for a project.
haha , anyway ...
for ya: good luck for ur SPA test ok? tell urself science rocks when you're going for the exam . haha . =)
ever since last semester , i've been all busy with work , schoolwork , dragonboat ... that i have not been busy with my own world . u know .. automotive and stuff like that . I have not updated with it ,for a long long time . I don't even know the new launch models on the road now . =(
Seems like , i don't ever have the time anymore to keep up with the passion . I have been too busy .
i slept at 1 ytd , and woke up at 10 today . and i'm like so so so tired ! i don't know why .. after school , went for DB , and now , i'm EVEN More tired ! haha ... and damn , i forgot there's Ecommerce presentation tomorrow ! i am too tired to stay awake to do already ... =( when i'm tired , i seriously contribute nothing to the project .
i've tried once b4 , with da jie , trying to complete supply chain management report . da jie spent the entire night with me , doing the report .. and she was real tired as well . And what's funny is , after a while , i reviewed the report .. and i found out a little off road from the objective . haha , guess that's the result when 2 tired humans are put together for a project.
haha , anyway ...
for ya: good luck for ur SPA test ok? tell urself science rocks when you're going for the exam . haha . =)
Monday, January 23, 2006
ACT.337 - things went the undesired way. and there's no stopping .
guess today's presentation is a new learning experience for me . yeap , i've messed my portion up. Now i've realised , i can't do projects too last minute . My presentation skills will be adversely affected . Well , hope is not lost yet for other projects . =)
i'm feeling all the stress . Exams are coming soon . presentations . Why so many projects and shit .. when exams are the ones that matter ?
Well , Lesson no.1 for this semester : learn how to handle stress ! haha ...
My attitude has been bad . and people around me suffer for it . oh well ... hope this semester end soon !!
Memoirs of a Geisha . can't wait to catch it . it's the ultimate movie for the year ... i guess . =)
guess today's presentation is a new learning experience for me . yeap , i've messed my portion up. Now i've realised , i can't do projects too last minute . My presentation skills will be adversely affected . Well , hope is not lost yet for other projects . =)
i'm feeling all the stress . Exams are coming soon . presentations . Why so many projects and shit .. when exams are the ones that matter ?
Well , Lesson no.1 for this semester : learn how to handle stress ! haha ...
My attitude has been bad . and people around me suffer for it . oh well ... hope this semester end soon !!
Memoirs of a Geisha . can't wait to catch it . it's the ultimate movie for the year ... i guess . =)
ACT.336 - another level of understanding.
i'm stressed out . i'm on the verge of exploding and " dying on the spot " .
at times , i really wish to have someone to depend on. for projects , work and such stuff . i don't wanna be a leader , i wanna learn .
back in sec school , when i took up leadership roles , i had my officers like Mr Lai , Ms Tan , Simon , Marcus , TingJi and so many seniors to depend on . When i encounted problems that stop me in my path , they can provide me solutions , teach me , or even solve it for me . But right now ... i'm on my own . it's hard ... cause i ain't no Donald Trump .
it's a lesson to be learnt and an experience . but it's a very hard lesson to start with . everybody has high expectations of me , but i don't perform at times .
At times , i keep myself low and become a follower . But when i felt that things shouldn't be this way , there was nothing i could do . Because i limited myself .
i'll be frank to all my guys , i am in a very bad state right now . tomorrow is presentation , and we're not even on the right path . I'm panicking like crazy , and my mind isn't getting all the ideas coordinated . Everyone asks me qns about the project ... and it's all making me worse. I can't keep my mind on so much stuff .
Yes , Doris expects a lot from us . and you guys don't feel as much urgency as me , most probably . I can't put up a lackluster performance .
I really wish for all of u to contribute all ur ideas . Don't hold back , if u have anything to say . but anyway guys ... without all of u , i wouldn't have made it so far . thank you.
i'm stressed out . i'm on the verge of exploding and " dying on the spot " .
at times , i really wish to have someone to depend on. for projects , work and such stuff . i don't wanna be a leader , i wanna learn .
back in sec school , when i took up leadership roles , i had my officers like Mr Lai , Ms Tan , Simon , Marcus , TingJi and so many seniors to depend on . When i encounted problems that stop me in my path , they can provide me solutions , teach me , or even solve it for me . But right now ... i'm on my own . it's hard ... cause i ain't no Donald Trump .
it's a lesson to be learnt and an experience . but it's a very hard lesson to start with . everybody has high expectations of me , but i don't perform at times .
At times , i keep myself low and become a follower . But when i felt that things shouldn't be this way , there was nothing i could do . Because i limited myself .
i'll be frank to all my guys , i am in a very bad state right now . tomorrow is presentation , and we're not even on the right path . I'm panicking like crazy , and my mind isn't getting all the ideas coordinated . Everyone asks me qns about the project ... and it's all making me worse. I can't keep my mind on so much stuff .
Yes , Doris expects a lot from us . and you guys don't feel as much urgency as me , most probably . I can't put up a lackluster performance .
I really wish for all of u to contribute all ur ideas . Don't hold back , if u have anything to say . but anyway guys ... without all of u , i wouldn't have made it so far . thank you.
Sunday, January 22, 2006
Thursday, January 19, 2006
ACT.334 - a day of blue .
fitness test today . no improvement , no nothing . hmmm , sometimes , i wonder , what have i been doing the past year . It isn't really an excuse to use [ that incident]as an excuse.
Well , i don't know ... Full of regrets .
I've been starting to feel very guilty for certain stuff i shouldn't have done .
my mind is full of thoughts , i don't know what's wrong with me today. maybe after a night of sleep, everything will seem better.
fitness test today . no improvement , no nothing . hmmm , sometimes , i wonder , what have i been doing the past year . It isn't really an excuse to use [ that incident]as an excuse.
Well , i don't know ... Full of regrets .
I've been starting to feel very guilty for certain stuff i shouldn't have done .
my mind is full of thoughts , i don't know what's wrong with me today. maybe after a night of sleep, everything will seem better.
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
ACT.333 - spirit.
yawn , another day in sch . haha , my day at school starts off like this .
wake up at 6a.m
Brush teeth , wash face [ like so standard right this one ? ]
eat breakfast .
wash up .
dress up.
do hair [ but sometimes i get so lazy . ]
get outta there by 7.00a.m .
grab a ride on dad's machine .
reach sch at 7.30a.m or earlier .
SLEEP IN SCHOOL . =)
and i sleep throughout school today . ermmm .. not really , but i was really tired .
this friday , hope i can meet up with my cousin , MARTIN ~! although i'll be seeing him soon in CNY , but Megan is flying off for further studies , 2 years . I haven't seen his gf for a long long time . haha , and i'm dragging someone along . [ hope you don't mind ! ]
I have 8 projects on hand . including those freaking small percentage tutorials and require so much so of an effort like a project . The last 2 weeks of sch plus exams , will be the toughest time , as yet. and to think that i'm still in my fatigue and mental block mood .. i wonder whether i have time to pick up .
haha , whatever it is .... I HATE SCHOOL ~! =) that's the end of the story.
yawn , another day in sch . haha , my day at school starts off like this .
wake up at 6a.m
Brush teeth , wash face [ like so standard right this one ? ]
eat breakfast .
wash up .
dress up.
do hair [ but sometimes i get so lazy . ]
get outta there by 7.00a.m .
grab a ride on dad's machine .
reach sch at 7.30a.m or earlier .
SLEEP IN SCHOOL . =)
and i sleep throughout school today . ermmm .. not really , but i was really tired .
this friday , hope i can meet up with my cousin , MARTIN ~! although i'll be seeing him soon in CNY , but Megan is flying off for further studies , 2 years . I haven't seen his gf for a long long time . haha , and i'm dragging someone along . [ hope you don't mind ! ]
I have 8 projects on hand . including those freaking small percentage tutorials and require so much so of an effort like a project . The last 2 weeks of sch plus exams , will be the toughest time , as yet. and to think that i'm still in my fatigue and mental block mood .. i wonder whether i have time to pick up .
haha , whatever it is .... I HATE SCHOOL ~! =) that's the end of the story.
Monday, January 16, 2006
ACT.332 - i'm in heaven when you're around.
2day's a good day ~! 11 - 3 , school's great for today . haha , only today . cause other times , it will be 8 - 5 . like what the heck ?!
i'm under intense pressure , we guys must perform this time around ~! for QMGT project . haha , apparently , i have been in a mental block since exams . arrrggghhh ...
today went out looking for my jeans .. i can't find no jeans . zara jeans were too disappointing .. i preferred the last season ones . =( haha , all the new fall shirts were all sold out ~! that's MAD ~! haha ...
enjoyed my day , haha , fancy watching whose line is it anyway in Coffee club . haha .. i bet people were wondering what we were laughing at .
Memoirs of a Geisha coming out ~! must catch sia . it's the most anticipated movie of the year , i guess . Football holigans seemed impressive too . haha .. gonna catch these 2 blockbusters . =)
i'm so so so so in love with the mazda rx-8 ~! haha , and i have one in my room . =) special thanks to BRO .
2day's a good day ~! 11 - 3 , school's great for today . haha , only today . cause other times , it will be 8 - 5 . like what the heck ?!
i'm under intense pressure , we guys must perform this time around ~! for QMGT project . haha , apparently , i have been in a mental block since exams . arrrggghhh ...
today went out looking for my jeans .. i can't find no jeans . zara jeans were too disappointing .. i preferred the last season ones . =( haha , all the new fall shirts were all sold out ~! that's MAD ~! haha ...
enjoyed my day , haha , fancy watching whose line is it anyway in Coffee club . haha .. i bet people were wondering what we were laughing at .
Memoirs of a Geisha coming out ~! must catch sia . it's the most anticipated movie of the year , i guess . Football holigans seemed impressive too . haha .. gonna catch these 2 blockbusters . =)
i'm so so so so in love with the mazda rx-8 ~! haha , and i have one in my room . =) special thanks to BRO .
Sunday, January 15, 2006
ACT.331 - when the past doesn't wanna let go.
there are times when we tried so much to forget , but it's beyond our limits ... bcos the past doesn't wanna let go .
i went shopping today ~! by myself that is . haha , zara rocks as ever , got 2 zara tops and one levi's shirt . no new shoes this year though ... cause no more $$$ le .
after a while by myself , i met up with say meng , then comes js and elaine . =) a short talk cock session . and i'm like so tired .. an entire day of housework . and i slept not a lot .
haha .... when at the age of sweet 18 , kids become adults . they get to do what they finally can legally do . but when the age of sweet 18 comes , it means more tougher obstacles in your life .
this year , is the year i'm supposed to be 19 . that's like so freaking fast . and it doesn't really make much of a diff ... i felt like as if i have wasted the entire year . haha ... oh well .
as more of my friends get attached , the lonelier the rest of the batch will get . haha ... part and parcel of life i think . But what i really feel is that ... friends shld never abandon friends . that's what i'm sure of . =) haha , i missssss lian hua dang ~! gi kian is still in USA . =(
there are times when we tried so much to forget , but it's beyond our limits ... bcos the past doesn't wanna let go .
i went shopping today ~! by myself that is . haha , zara rocks as ever , got 2 zara tops and one levi's shirt . no new shoes this year though ... cause no more $$$ le .
after a while by myself , i met up with say meng , then comes js and elaine . =) a short talk cock session . and i'm like so tired .. an entire day of housework . and i slept not a lot .
haha .... when at the age of sweet 18 , kids become adults . they get to do what they finally can legally do . but when the age of sweet 18 comes , it means more tougher obstacles in your life .
this year , is the year i'm supposed to be 19 . that's like so freaking fast . and it doesn't really make much of a diff ... i felt like as if i have wasted the entire year . haha ... oh well .
as more of my friends get attached , the lonelier the rest of the batch will get . haha ... part and parcel of life i think . But what i really feel is that ... friends shld never abandon friends . that's what i'm sure of . =) haha , i missssss lian hua dang ~! gi kian is still in USA . =(
Saturday, January 14, 2006
ACT.330 - my past life .
i miss my past life . My carefree time , the time when i really loved was the time b4 2nd year started . that holiday , when i was just gymming everyday with kok yi and guys . i carried no troubled mind , no worried heart .
i don't know how to grade my life now . whether i hate it , or i love it . I love most of it , but bcos of one person , my life can be so messed up . My day can be spoilt totally . My parents have to see my attitude face when i come back home . i have to quarrel with my 11year buddy , jian sheng .
I don't know how to lead my life .
don't ever tell me that modelling is good .
Apparently , it's something no one except one can really understand except me and jian sheng . Everyone's opinions on it and proposed actions sound so simple, but when it turns to the actual scenario , nothing can work .
well , this obstacle may be too hard to overcome . I'm not too sure whether all this is pre-planned , so i can learn from the experience .
haha , although i always say obstacles may be too hard to overcome , eventually , i would . haha , so let's be on the bright side , that i can get out of this . =)
My day was entirely spoilt . totally . i didn't imagine it would ended up this bad . it's like a carefree swallow , is locked in a cage .
anyway .. i got BRO a designing website job . haha , all this while , i knew Bro is an extraordinary designer guy , so sad that i din see him get the job for Citibank . cause i knew , his standards and skills are competitive in the industry . and i always hoped for a chance to prove himself .... and i think this is one good project to start off. =) Good luck , bro .
i miss my past life . My carefree time , the time when i really loved was the time b4 2nd year started . that holiday , when i was just gymming everyday with kok yi and guys . i carried no troubled mind , no worried heart .
i don't know how to grade my life now . whether i hate it , or i love it . I love most of it , but bcos of one person , my life can be so messed up . My day can be spoilt totally . My parents have to see my attitude face when i come back home . i have to quarrel with my 11year buddy , jian sheng .
I don't know how to lead my life .
don't ever tell me that modelling is good .
Apparently , it's something no one except one can really understand except me and jian sheng . Everyone's opinions on it and proposed actions sound so simple, but when it turns to the actual scenario , nothing can work .
well , this obstacle may be too hard to overcome . I'm not too sure whether all this is pre-planned , so i can learn from the experience .
haha , although i always say obstacles may be too hard to overcome , eventually , i would . haha , so let's be on the bright side , that i can get out of this . =)
My day was entirely spoilt . totally . i didn't imagine it would ended up this bad . it's like a carefree swallow , is locked in a cage .
anyway .. i got BRO a designing website job . haha , all this while , i knew Bro is an extraordinary designer guy , so sad that i din see him get the job for Citibank . cause i knew , his standards and skills are competitive in the industry . and i always hoped for a chance to prove himself .... and i think this is one good project to start off. =) Good luck , bro .
ACT.329 - brothers.
wonder how you're feeling , ting xian . don't worry , rmb , Lian Hua Dang is cursed . And i'm in it with you . =) only js is the free man.
i miss marcus and sebas. it's been bout 6 months since i saw them . haha , i could remember the times when we were in the airport during 2003 . We had lots of fun there , with the drag RACING trolley . And the bo liao sprinting sessions from the toilet to our spot . haha , with the as usual satanic grp , edwin , derrick , andy and me .
Thanks to Edwin , who has never failed to be there for me . I've never really thanked you before , but i could remember the first time we meet . In Encik Victor's platoon , on the first training ~! When i was hit , you were there . haha , somehow , you were everywhere . Thanks for all that you have done .
anyway , did the show at zouk today . maybe runway jobs is easier . hahz . and i'm supposed to go out with ya today , and everything's so freaking last minute . Sorry bout that . I would back off from the job if i could , but given the circumstances today , i can't . =(
tml DB training and photo shoot . what a tiring week .
wonder how you're feeling , ting xian . don't worry , rmb , Lian Hua Dang is cursed . And i'm in it with you . =) only js is the free man.
i miss marcus and sebas. it's been bout 6 months since i saw them . haha , i could remember the times when we were in the airport during 2003 . We had lots of fun there , with the drag RACING trolley . And the bo liao sprinting sessions from the toilet to our spot . haha , with the as usual satanic grp , edwin , derrick , andy and me .
Thanks to Edwin , who has never failed to be there for me . I've never really thanked you before , but i could remember the first time we meet . In Encik Victor's platoon , on the first training ~! When i was hit , you were there . haha , somehow , you were everywhere . Thanks for all that you have done .
anyway , did the show at zouk today . maybe runway jobs is easier . hahz . and i'm supposed to go out with ya today , and everything's so freaking last minute . Sorry bout that . I would back off from the job if i could , but given the circumstances today , i can't . =(
tml DB training and photo shoot . what a tiring week .
Friday, January 13, 2006
ACT.328 - higher heights.
the study trip to Hong Kong and China is on again . oh man .. i really wish to go . But my friends are not interested . and i don't wanna go without them .
i feel that it's kind of beneficial , just that i've gotta do a feedback report .
hmm , it could be very good exposure to logistics too . cause i only know logistics on paper .
i can't wait for mr500 . and july race .
the study trip to Hong Kong and China is on again . oh man .. i really wish to go . But my friends are not interested . and i don't wanna go without them .
i feel that it's kind of beneficial , just that i've gotta do a feedback report .
hmm , it could be very good exposure to logistics too . cause i only know logistics on paper .
i can't wait for mr500 . and july race .
Thursday, January 12, 2006
ACT.327 - my heart can't possibly break .when it wasn't whole to start with.
Because of you.
i'm sorry to hear this from you ting xian . I don't know how i can help you .. but just give you advice . cause i've been through the exact thing . I can't help but feel sad for you .
words of a fallen man.
i know you've probably lost all ur faith . But keep ur faith and hopes up . It will be easier to get over . Don't lose heart , don't lose that spirit .
I know ... many times . How many times it has happened ... i know . i understand . i've been through the same thing . i totally understand . But what can we do , other than move on ? if we're being defied of what we do .. we just gotta make do .
Maybe it isn't the time . i know you have heard this umptheen times . me too . I have heard it more than you . i have heard girls telling me so many times " it's her loss . " i'm sick of it too . and you probably have no idea why you're suffering this too .
We have no answers for all these . But i live on , in search of these answers . in the journey to change my destiny .
an angel.
in many times , we thought we have met an angel . we get totally mesmerized , that we don't know what we are doing . and in the midst of it all , we get hurt . Bcos we fell too deep . We've fallen too hard , too fast .
Well , that isn't an angel . That's an angel with a revolver.
a new beginning.
it's 2006 ! in a few more weeks time , our luck will start to take a turnaround . then you can be rest assured . A new beginning , a new chapter , a new life . Erase all that bad memories , keep the good ones . Forget bout those that have hurt you , but learn from the experiences .
Life is just like a box of chocolates . You will never know what you're gonna get.
Because of you.
i'm sorry to hear this from you ting xian . I don't know how i can help you .. but just give you advice . cause i've been through the exact thing . I can't help but feel sad for you .
words of a fallen man.
i know you've probably lost all ur faith . But keep ur faith and hopes up . It will be easier to get over . Don't lose heart , don't lose that spirit .
I know ... many times . How many times it has happened ... i know . i understand . i've been through the same thing . i totally understand . But what can we do , other than move on ? if we're being defied of what we do .. we just gotta make do .
Maybe it isn't the time . i know you have heard this umptheen times . me too . I have heard it more than you . i have heard girls telling me so many times " it's her loss . " i'm sick of it too . and you probably have no idea why you're suffering this too .
We have no answers for all these . But i live on , in search of these answers . in the journey to change my destiny .
an angel.
in many times , we thought we have met an angel . we get totally mesmerized , that we don't know what we are doing . and in the midst of it all , we get hurt . Bcos we fell too deep . We've fallen too hard , too fast .
Well , that isn't an angel . That's an angel with a revolver.
a new beginning.
it's 2006 ! in a few more weeks time , our luck will start to take a turnaround . then you can be rest assured . A new beginning , a new chapter , a new life . Erase all that bad memories , keep the good ones . Forget bout those that have hurt you , but learn from the experiences .
Life is just like a box of chocolates . You will never know what you're gonna get.
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
ACT.326 - in a fix that i caused upon myself .
i'm pretty much in a fix , one that can't be reversed . shucks .. i hate such scenarios . But the best part is , i think i have no one else to blame except myself .
how i wish a sorry could heal all things , but i know , it won't . So that's why you realise ... it's hard to say sorry.
What a start for the brand new year . stupid me .
i'm pretty much in a fix , one that can't be reversed . shucks .. i hate such scenarios . But the best part is , i think i have no one else to blame except myself .
how i wish a sorry could heal all things , but i know , it won't . So that's why you realise ... it's hard to say sorry.
What a start for the brand new year . stupid me .
Sunday, January 08, 2006
ACT.325 - misunderstandings.
i hate this when it happens . oh well , maybe i shan't be so frank and straightforward anymore . Yes , i do know being too straightforward isn't good , but i didn't direct it to the person . Cause if i did , it was kind of harsh . So , that means the comments weren't for him to hear , i will tell him , in better words myself . But now , the whole thing gets misunderstood ... and that's what i'm trying to avoid at all costs all my life .
well , i don't know how he takes it , but i'm feeling freaking guilty within . and i don't know how to say sorry about it , i don't know whether he'll get mad . It may be something simple to everyone , but i think , it can adversely affect a man's pride .
things shouldn't be the way right now . But they are .
i hate this when it happens . oh well , maybe i shan't be so frank and straightforward anymore . Yes , i do know being too straightforward isn't good , but i didn't direct it to the person . Cause if i did , it was kind of harsh . So , that means the comments weren't for him to hear , i will tell him , in better words myself . But now , the whole thing gets misunderstood ... and that's what i'm trying to avoid at all costs all my life .
well , i don't know how he takes it , but i'm feeling freaking guilty within . and i don't know how to say sorry about it , i don't know whether he'll get mad . It may be something simple to everyone , but i think , it can adversely affect a man's pride .
things shouldn't be the way right now . But they are .
ACT.324 - lovin' every moment of life .
training started today and i must say it's a good start . haha ... except that the other boat capsized for some appropriate reasons .
next week will be the ultimate " die of stress " week . =) god , GIVE ME STRENGTH !!
haha , if not i will fall sick again . bcos i sleep so little everyday . and my body is so weak to start with .
i haven't been going gym for 3 weeks . THAT's a SIN !!! haha . i must CHIONG liao lah .. no time . time management is the key .
haha , tomorrow going sim lim for a while with my satanic friend , andy . haha , missed him . HOORAY for i am meeting him tml . =)
training started today and i must say it's a good start . haha ... except that the other boat capsized for some appropriate reasons .
next week will be the ultimate " die of stress " week . =) god , GIVE ME STRENGTH !!
haha , if not i will fall sick again . bcos i sleep so little everyday . and my body is so weak to start with .
i haven't been going gym for 3 weeks . THAT's a SIN !!! haha . i must CHIONG liao lah .. no time . time management is the key .
haha , tomorrow going sim lim for a while with my satanic friend , andy . haha , missed him . HOORAY for i am meeting him tml . =)
Friday, January 06, 2006
ACT.323 - wondering what the future holds .
exams over ! and more work coming right up . haha .. but i feel great , that i can sleep for so long ! haha .
Pasta was great this evening .. din even know it was kind of simple to cook ! haha ... can be improved . =) haha .. maybe next time i run over to cineleisure and steal Pastamania's recipe . haha . had fun anyway . =)
haha , and ya ... i promised someone bout something , and i've gotta go down to Park Lane there to order a Pink ferrari . hahahaha .. That's the only place i know , but it's no more there . so i'm wondering right now , where's the ferrari showroom now .
DB training starts tomorrow .... not quite prepared for it though . haha .
and darn , my CNY shopping is not progressing . at this rate ... i'll be so freaking dead . haha , 2 tops , 1 jeans , 1 shirt . 4 items and yet so difficult to find . [ ya , u know i'm fussy . ] haha ... deadline is coming soon loh !
mr500 in 2 months . my last race with oliver and guys ... haha , i'm so slack now . i have no time to lose ...
Last sem of year 2 . so darn critical .
exams over ! and more work coming right up . haha .. but i feel great , that i can sleep for so long ! haha .
Pasta was great this evening .. din even know it was kind of simple to cook ! haha ... can be improved . =) haha .. maybe next time i run over to cineleisure and steal Pastamania's recipe . haha . had fun anyway . =)
haha , and ya ... i promised someone bout something , and i've gotta go down to Park Lane there to order a Pink ferrari . hahahaha .. That's the only place i know , but it's no more there . so i'm wondering right now , where's the ferrari showroom now .
DB training starts tomorrow .... not quite prepared for it though . haha .
and darn , my CNY shopping is not progressing . at this rate ... i'll be so freaking dead . haha , 2 tops , 1 jeans , 1 shirt . 4 items and yet so difficult to find . [ ya , u know i'm fussy . ] haha ... deadline is coming soon loh !
mr500 in 2 months . my last race with oliver and guys ... haha , i'm so slack now . i have no time to lose ...
Last sem of year 2 . so darn critical .
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
what i need.
here's a list of stuff i need soon or ASAP :
keyboard .
speakers [ already ordered it . ]
mousepad .
one pair of jeans
lots of tops .
a watch .
a pair of shoes .
need for speed : Most wanted .
other than that , everything else on earth i have le . haha , branded perfume lah , a computer , bag [ TRY not to change loh , save $$$ ] . oh yeah , i need a driving license soon . =)
here's a list of stuff i need soon or ASAP :
keyboard .
speakers [ already ordered it . ]
mousepad .
one pair of jeans
lots of tops .
a watch .
a pair of shoes .
need for speed : Most wanted .
other than that , everything else on earth i have le . haha , branded perfume lah , a computer , bag [ TRY not to change loh , save $$$ ] . oh yeah , i need a driving license soon . =)
ACT.322 - you're beautiful.
E commerce is over . Business law and facilities planning and design left . Business law is purely a memorising module , just a little application . Mental blockage period is still on =( hope i can lots of LAW into my tiny brain .
it's 1.30 am now . and i just studied finish one chapter . 4 chapters total . 1 chapter 1 hr . at least . haha ... and i ain't superman to chiong 4 chapters straight . i need to rest and NUA in between . haha ... [ i can't believe u don't know what nua means , clara ! ] hahahahah ...
haha , may anne , i would always remember one thing you told me . " Life's too short for regrets . " Life's too short for everything in fact .
anyway , i wanna say sorry to wen zhong . for that time , venting my frustration upon u that Sunday . i was really frustrated back then . Problems never stoppped piling up for me .
Well , if i don't learn to handle this huge load of crap , i never will ! it's tough to be an adult i guess . haha , i'm not saying me . Adults = to lots of liabilities and responsibilities attached + lots of stress .
haha ... sia lah , i better get myself into a uni , so i can SLACK and play more b4 i get into the working world . =)
anyway , this is for you val . Get over him , he's long ago history . find someone else better . But i'm glad this isn't affecting ur studies in any way , am i right ? Don't be sad for anyone who's never sad for u . Get this fact right . Other than that ... stay happy always !
i'm outta here . A long night and long day it shall be !
E commerce is over . Business law and facilities planning and design left . Business law is purely a memorising module , just a little application . Mental blockage period is still on =( hope i can lots of LAW into my tiny brain .
it's 1.30 am now . and i just studied finish one chapter . 4 chapters total . 1 chapter 1 hr . at least . haha ... and i ain't superman to chiong 4 chapters straight . i need to rest and NUA in between . haha ... [ i can't believe u don't know what nua means , clara ! ] hahahahah ...
haha , may anne , i would always remember one thing you told me . " Life's too short for regrets . " Life's too short for everything in fact .
anyway , i wanna say sorry to wen zhong . for that time , venting my frustration upon u that Sunday . i was really frustrated back then . Problems never stoppped piling up for me .
Well , if i don't learn to handle this huge load of crap , i never will ! it's tough to be an adult i guess . haha , i'm not saying me . Adults = to lots of liabilities and responsibilities attached + lots of stress .
haha ... sia lah , i better get myself into a uni , so i can SLACK and play more b4 i get into the working world . =)
anyway , this is for you val . Get over him , he's long ago history . find someone else better . But i'm glad this isn't affecting ur studies in any way , am i right ? Don't be sad for anyone who's never sad for u . Get this fact right . Other than that ... stay happy always !
i'm outta here . A long night and long day it shall be !
Monday, January 02, 2006
ACT.321 - uber stress ~!
exams coming tomorrow , tuesday , wed and thurs . seriously saying , i'm like so dead . hai . it's always common test that i die . haha ... this is the most stressed period i have ever felt . 2 reports , 1 assignment , a few projects to be handed up . how bad can that be ? haha , that's insanity ~!
soon 3rd year liao . kaoz , i haven't enjoyed enuf of poly lei ~! haha ... soon gonna be 19 . can't believe it manx.
haha , recieved my only xmas pressie from clara that day . thanks for everything~! they are really great .. =) ok lah , i din say every pressie's gotta be automotive and final fantasy , haha , if every pressie gotta be that , then like that , won't i be sick of it ? haha , anyway , u sama sama know what i like , i think . haha .
gotta freakin'' get on with studying . E-commerce . i never loved studying . i need motivation ~!!!
exams coming tomorrow , tuesday , wed and thurs . seriously saying , i'm like so dead . hai . it's always common test that i die . haha ... this is the most stressed period i have ever felt . 2 reports , 1 assignment , a few projects to be handed up . how bad can that be ? haha , that's insanity ~!
soon 3rd year liao . kaoz , i haven't enjoyed enuf of poly lei ~! haha ... soon gonna be 19 . can't believe it manx.
haha , recieved my only xmas pressie from clara that day . thanks for everything~! they are really great .. =) ok lah , i din say every pressie's gotta be automotive and final fantasy , haha , if every pressie gotta be that , then like that , won't i be sick of it ? haha , anyway , u sama sama know what i like , i think . haha .
gotta freakin'' get on with studying . E-commerce . i never loved studying . i need motivation ~!!!
ACT.320 - rearranging everything.
i just watched initial d , my heart almost DROPPED out when keisuke takahashi and his opponent was reaching the finish line . haha , Project D. rocks . =)
right now , i just gotta take some time off , sort out my thoughts , rearrange the components that make up my life and move on. =) my life's great , just that i'm seeing things that shouldn't be a burden , as burdens .or even problems . It's a matter of how i look at it .
Dragonboat is starting soon ... MR500 . here we go !
jia en and derrick is going army soon . you guys left without me and the guys sia . haha ... take care anyway .
gi kian is still at USA . haha , his absence is so hard to adapt to . i missed the times at sec 2 , 3 and 4 . lian hua dang , ncc . life was Great back then . =)
haha , GI KIAN , come back the man we all knew all right ?
new year eh .... 2006 . time flies . and i hate to grow up . as every year pass by , i'm slowly blending into the working society and become part of their urban lifestyle .
arrgghhh , URBAN is the word i hate .
what a day . tomorrow i'm gonna fry my brains with e commerce , so god , lend me strength baby !
i just watched initial d , my heart almost DROPPED out when keisuke takahashi and his opponent was reaching the finish line . haha , Project D. rocks . =)
right now , i just gotta take some time off , sort out my thoughts , rearrange the components that make up my life and move on. =) my life's great , just that i'm seeing things that shouldn't be a burden , as burdens .or even problems . It's a matter of how i look at it .
Dragonboat is starting soon ... MR500 . here we go !
jia en and derrick is going army soon . you guys left without me and the guys sia . haha ... take care anyway .
gi kian is still at USA . haha , his absence is so hard to adapt to . i missed the times at sec 2 , 3 and 4 . lian hua dang , ncc . life was Great back then . =)
haha , GI KIAN , come back the man we all knew all right ?
new year eh .... 2006 . time flies . and i hate to grow up . as every year pass by , i'm slowly blending into the working society and become part of their urban lifestyle .
arrgghhh , URBAN is the word i hate .
what a day . tomorrow i'm gonna fry my brains with e commerce , so god , lend me strength baby !
Sunday, January 01, 2006
ACT.319 - all for the ones who never left me .
well , right now , i have my studies , modelling , dragonboat and stage setup biz . does that make me a even more busy man ?
hmmmm , i thought about it , maybe going around with my agent to the stylists gatherings and so on was a waste of time . But i realised , the amount of information i could extract , the amount of things i could learn . How the professional world works . So am i learning all these at the age of 18 when it's supposed to be 25 ?
i'm tired . probably too tired to move on . But my parents are always my motivation . That is probably why , i can't even let go . Even sacrificing my social teenage life , all the fun teenagers would have , it's all worth it .
My parents' dream is a tour around the world . my dad wishes for a Benz . Mum wishes for SLACKATION and facial washes everyday , u know , the Ah Soh stuff . and i'm bent on the mazda rx-7 . =)
and my mind hasn't stopped thinking of business concepts . haha , you probably gotta rip out the entire brain to get ideas as good as DELL . haha , Try lah try lah . =)
Harsh to myself ? This is how i lead my life.
Anyway , i went iceskating with clara , and that bickering couple , edwin and wanhua . SAY , I WAS A TOTAL NOOB ! -__-"" haha , i feel so bad for the 3 of them .
oh yeah , girl , you've got my entire initial D shirt like SASA ambassodor [ whatever u spell that ] shirt sia ! haha , EVERY smell also have ~!
it was a great day . wish i wasn't so tired . =)
well , right now , i have my studies , modelling , dragonboat and stage setup biz . does that make me a even more busy man ?
hmmmm , i thought about it , maybe going around with my agent to the stylists gatherings and so on was a waste of time . But i realised , the amount of information i could extract , the amount of things i could learn . How the professional world works . So am i learning all these at the age of 18 when it's supposed to be 25 ?
i'm tired . probably too tired to move on . But my parents are always my motivation . That is probably why , i can't even let go . Even sacrificing my social teenage life , all the fun teenagers would have , it's all worth it .
My parents' dream is a tour around the world . my dad wishes for a Benz . Mum wishes for SLACKATION and facial washes everyday , u know , the Ah Soh stuff . and i'm bent on the mazda rx-7 . =)
and my mind hasn't stopped thinking of business concepts . haha , you probably gotta rip out the entire brain to get ideas as good as DELL . haha , Try lah try lah . =)
Harsh to myself ? This is how i lead my life.
Anyway , i went iceskating with clara , and that bickering couple , edwin and wanhua . SAY , I WAS A TOTAL NOOB ! -__-"" haha , i feel so bad for the 3 of them .
oh yeah , girl , you've got my entire initial D shirt like SASA ambassodor [ whatever u spell that ] shirt sia ! haha , EVERY smell also have ~!
it was a great day . wish i wasn't so tired . =)
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