ACT.318 - Precious time.
i'm left with 4 days to study , and i wonder whether i'm gonna die .
i'm studying one chapter of Biz law everyday , cause it's so long and so chim to understand thanks to the weird word sentence synthesis or whatever .
Spent a night in Changi Airport again ! haha ... effective studying i would say . Esp calculation stuff , it's the best site . =) But i'm starting to feel a little unwell , cause i slept at 730 , i need to wake up at 10. my back is aching like crap right now ... haha ... i feel so much like a old man .
I haven't been going to the gym ~!! arrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhh !
i've still got an interview later , i better get the job , if not , it will be a pure wasting of my time . =)
rockin' my world.
Thursday, December 29, 2005
Monday, December 26, 2005
ACT.317 - standing still .
santa didn't visit me . there ain't no rx-7 below my carpark lot ~ ! haha , how childish am i . anyway , check this out .
[ santa ] , rearrange the N in the santa , u get .... SATAN baby ~! haha . I mean .. you never know Satan is disguising as Santa , u know, maybe satan all this while was a good man , But God defied him and all that .. u know u know .. haha , what crap .
I've spent my christmas with my big family and the dragonboat guys . haha , i had a long chat with my uncle , talking to him about Logistics and all . haha , you know , i need to have a chat once in a while with a professional . if only i can meet Donald Trump ~! =)
The gathering with the DB guys always rocked . Loved them to the max . =)
But i'm very glad , that i have a chance to talk to our Deputy Principal . haha , i guess he recognises me ... haha , for the noisy guy in the penang trip .
i'm planning to overseas next holiday . that means .. we need $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ baby ! maybe a getaway site , maybe not so much of urban anymore . =)
haha , Clara msged me from thailand ytd , asking me if there was anything i would like from there ... hmmmmm .. what bout the Four-headed Buddha located in Bangkok ? i would like that very much in my 4 room hdb flat , that very huge figure . haha ...
If there's something you guys don't know about me , it's very hard to get for me any stuff , but if u want a sure hit item , that i would like , it's gotta be Automotive and Final fantasy 8 . Automotive excluding mitsubishi please . =)
But if you wanna get me clothes or stuff ... it's kind of hard , unless we have the same taste , haha , but if u know what i exactly like and all that ... you would be my gf !
I just rearranged my room , yeah , looked so much better , much neater . =)
I'm almost entering the 3rd year of my poly life . how fast can time be ? that it never waits . But let me get out of poly , and NS . so i can quickly enter the working society , so i can free my parents from hardship.
santa didn't visit me . there ain't no rx-7 below my carpark lot ~ ! haha , how childish am i . anyway , check this out .
[ santa ] , rearrange the N in the santa , u get .... SATAN baby ~! haha . I mean .. you never know Satan is disguising as Santa , u know, maybe satan all this while was a good man , But God defied him and all that .. u know u know .. haha , what crap .
I've spent my christmas with my big family and the dragonboat guys . haha , i had a long chat with my uncle , talking to him about Logistics and all . haha , you know , i need to have a chat once in a while with a professional . if only i can meet Donald Trump ~! =)
The gathering with the DB guys always rocked . Loved them to the max . =)
But i'm very glad , that i have a chance to talk to our Deputy Principal . haha , i guess he recognises me ... haha , for the noisy guy in the penang trip .
i'm planning to overseas next holiday . that means .. we need $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ baby ! maybe a getaway site , maybe not so much of urban anymore . =)
haha , Clara msged me from thailand ytd , asking me if there was anything i would like from there ... hmmmmm .. what bout the Four-headed Buddha located in Bangkok ? i would like that very much in my 4 room hdb flat , that very huge figure . haha ...
If there's something you guys don't know about me , it's very hard to get for me any stuff , but if u want a sure hit item , that i would like , it's gotta be Automotive and Final fantasy 8 . Automotive excluding mitsubishi please . =)
But if you wanna get me clothes or stuff ... it's kind of hard , unless we have the same taste , haha , but if u know what i exactly like and all that ... you would be my gf !
I just rearranged my room , yeah , looked so much better , much neater . =)
I'm almost entering the 3rd year of my poly life . how fast can time be ? that it never waits . But let me get out of poly , and NS . so i can quickly enter the working society , so i can free my parents from hardship.
Sunday, December 25, 2005
ACT.316 - a white christmas.
haha , i gotta agree , Jesus was borned on a very very beautiful day . snow and snowflakes .
i've spent the first part of my xmas in some stylist house , his condo is magnificent . but just small . there was even a dj and loud speakers within the apartment , so u could guess how crazy it was !
i left at 1230 . cause my guys and the girls were in east coast . man , i was wearing school uniform . thanks to the party. i was pissed with the taxi driver , make me go one huge long route , i'm gonna memorise the street directory soon .
ok , we so called enjoyed our night there . same , any outing with lian hua dang is always enjoyable . if i could , i wanna spend everyday with them . but ....
haha , actually i was kind of caught in the middle. jun wei asked me out , wen zhong asked me . then i was like ... er ??? haha . but it all didn't came to action cause maybe they found their own plans .
yes, i must get a car license soon ~~! haha .
off to auntie's hse and geraldine's hse later baby ! merry xmas ! PARTYYYY ~! and there's lots of work after today . =(
haha , i gotta agree , Jesus was borned on a very very beautiful day . snow and snowflakes .
i've spent the first part of my xmas in some stylist house , his condo is magnificent . but just small . there was even a dj and loud speakers within the apartment , so u could guess how crazy it was !
i left at 1230 . cause my guys and the girls were in east coast . man , i was wearing school uniform . thanks to the party. i was pissed with the taxi driver , make me go one huge long route , i'm gonna memorise the street directory soon .
ok , we so called enjoyed our night there . same , any outing with lian hua dang is always enjoyable . if i could , i wanna spend everyday with them . but ....
haha , actually i was kind of caught in the middle. jun wei asked me out , wen zhong asked me . then i was like ... er ??? haha . but it all didn't came to action cause maybe they found their own plans .
yes, i must get a car license soon ~~! haha .
off to auntie's hse and geraldine's hse later baby ! merry xmas ! PARTYYYY ~! and there's lots of work after today . =(
Friday, December 23, 2005
ACT.315 - me.
we went over to support mr eric's drama play in his church and yeap , kind of nice to see a friend doing such stuff . haha , but pls spare me the jesus talk . But it's good , that they don have people swarming to u , asking whether you're a christian . Yeap , i went to support a friend , and yes , it's a CHURCH ~!
He's a friend , i have many sorries to say to .
The thing is , i've did many mistakes or even let people down in the past . And yes , May Anne . =) I'm sorry for my stupidity back then . for my immaturity . haha , and yes , for the couple of years , my grumbling , moaning and whining . You've been there all the time . it's a friendship , i won't let go . friends forever . =)
and many thanks for people who have been there for me ! you all know who you are . =)
haha , let's do something like what you did in ur blog wen zhong .
wishes :
ngee ann dragonboat :national champion
my car license
to improve in my working abilities .
to have no unneccesary burdens next year and onwards !
er .. is that it ? haha ... i think so .
Time flies isn't it ? I've grown so much . haha , as every year goes by , i would think that the last year of me was so immature and stupid . haha , sounds lame hoh ?
tomorrow is an ultra packed day ! gotta goooooo !
we went over to support mr eric's drama play in his church and yeap , kind of nice to see a friend doing such stuff . haha , but pls spare me the jesus talk . But it's good , that they don have people swarming to u , asking whether you're a christian . Yeap , i went to support a friend , and yes , it's a CHURCH ~!
He's a friend , i have many sorries to say to .
The thing is , i've did many mistakes or even let people down in the past . And yes , May Anne . =) I'm sorry for my stupidity back then . for my immaturity . haha , and yes , for the couple of years , my grumbling , moaning and whining . You've been there all the time . it's a friendship , i won't let go . friends forever . =)
and many thanks for people who have been there for me ! you all know who you are . =)
haha , let's do something like what you did in ur blog wen zhong .
wishes :
ngee ann dragonboat :national champion
my car license
to improve in my working abilities .
to have no unneccesary burdens next year and onwards !
er .. is that it ? haha ... i think so .
Time flies isn't it ? I've grown so much . haha , as every year goes by , i would think that the last year of me was so immature and stupid . haha , sounds lame hoh ?
tomorrow is an ultra packed day ! gotta goooooo !
Thursday, December 22, 2005
ACT.313 - soul searchin'.
it's gonna be a brand new year soon ! something i was look forward to , cause i always wish to start afresh . =) a brand new year , a brand new chapter , to put behind all the sad past , to bring along the happy memories.
clara , take care while you're in thailand , don't fear bout what the papers say , my homeland lei , don need to be scared ok ! =)
i gotta spend new year's eve doing some ushering business ..... 75 bucks . but i find it kind of little ... NEW YEAR LEI . but i have no choice , i'm demanded that i have to do it . so who still can tell me , modelling is good ?
haha , forget about it . exams . i haven study a shit ~! i have 2 reports due and an assignment . how dead am i . haha .... i'm so freaking stressed .
haha , if only right now , O level was just over ! poly's on such a different level from o's ....
arrrrggghhhh , must enjoy this 2 weeks holiday which are supposed to be study break , Merry Xmas to every one out there . =)
it's gonna be a brand new year soon ! something i was look forward to , cause i always wish to start afresh . =) a brand new year , a brand new chapter , to put behind all the sad past , to bring along the happy memories.
clara , take care while you're in thailand , don't fear bout what the papers say , my homeland lei , don need to be scared ok ! =)
i gotta spend new year's eve doing some ushering business ..... 75 bucks . but i find it kind of little ... NEW YEAR LEI . but i have no choice , i'm demanded that i have to do it . so who still can tell me , modelling is good ?
haha , forget about it . exams . i haven study a shit ~! i have 2 reports due and an assignment . how dead am i . haha .... i'm so freaking stressed .
haha , if only right now , O level was just over ! poly's on such a different level from o's ....
arrrrggghhhh , must enjoy this 2 weeks holiday which are supposed to be study break , Merry Xmas to every one out there . =)
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
ACT.312 - Last christmas.
Xmas is coming soon , haha , and i have no plans . in fact i have , to go for a BBQ held by an editor of a magazine , cause all the big shots are going there ... but . haha , i think i very much wanna celebrate with my friends .
Hmmm , like how did i celebrate last xmas ? oh yeah , i was in town with Lian Hua Dang , spraying that crap snow thing ... haha , although it's a little crappy .... but we enjoyed ourselves . then Last Last xmas , i was in east coast with derrick , edwin , ting xian , jia en , marcus , sebastian , martin and adelene ~! It's been a long time since i saw adelene .. she has changed quite a bit . She's able to lead her life the way she wants it to be , right now .
Time flies . i don wanna move on in time . first thing first , i wanna to row with Oliver and guys again . =)
and yes , Gi Kian is missing out on us ~! come back soon dude !
Xmas is coming soon , haha , and i have no plans . in fact i have , to go for a BBQ held by an editor of a magazine , cause all the big shots are going there ... but . haha , i think i very much wanna celebrate with my friends .
Hmmm , like how did i celebrate last xmas ? oh yeah , i was in town with Lian Hua Dang , spraying that crap snow thing ... haha , although it's a little crappy .... but we enjoyed ourselves . then Last Last xmas , i was in east coast with derrick , edwin , ting xian , jia en , marcus , sebastian , martin and adelene ~! It's been a long time since i saw adelene .. she has changed quite a bit . She's able to lead her life the way she wants it to be , right now .
Time flies . i don wanna move on in time . first thing first , i wanna to row with Oliver and guys again . =)
and yes , Gi Kian is missing out on us ~! come back soon dude !
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
ACT.311 - for time to pause.
caught king kong ytd , i would say it's a okok standard, although the camera angles and all were of superior standard .. but there's just sth wrong with the script . hmmm , i don't know , i think .. there isn't enuf essence . compared to lord of the rings , day after tomorrow all that . haha , but it's not $$$ that went down the drain .
haha , i haven do my xmas shopping yet , anyway , not much ppl to shop for .. but i'm like so DEAD ??!!! oh crap , i din know xmas would come this fast . haha ...
Life's been stable . i wanna get on with my studies , but i don have the right mentality . haha , i'm just like a guy floating and drifting on water , with no purpose or whatever . i just wanna do that , SLACK !!
i'm very very easily tired lately , although having enuf sleep , i wonder what's up with me . is it my eyes ? they get tired darn easily . recently nia lah .
haha , i extracted a tooth . not very pain though , injections and needles weren't so bad , haha , i never ever feared them anyway but how wen zhong described to me , the needle being so big and all that ... haha , got me a little afraid . but not too bad what . it doesn't even hurt now . haha , my body is so weird , teeth got problem , and i'm lack of one wisdom tooth . WHY SIA ??!!
haha ... gonna catch Aeon Flux soon , clara , it better be nice ! cause i'm trusting on ur opinion ! haha ... =) i miss dragonboat .
caught king kong ytd , i would say it's a okok standard, although the camera angles and all were of superior standard .. but there's just sth wrong with the script . hmmm , i don't know , i think .. there isn't enuf essence . compared to lord of the rings , day after tomorrow all that . haha , but it's not $$$ that went down the drain .
haha , i haven do my xmas shopping yet , anyway , not much ppl to shop for .. but i'm like so DEAD ??!!! oh crap , i din know xmas would come this fast . haha ...
Life's been stable . i wanna get on with my studies , but i don have the right mentality . haha , i'm just like a guy floating and drifting on water , with no purpose or whatever . i just wanna do that , SLACK !!
i'm very very easily tired lately , although having enuf sleep , i wonder what's up with me . is it my eyes ? they get tired darn easily . recently nia lah .
haha , i extracted a tooth . not very pain though , injections and needles weren't so bad , haha , i never ever feared them anyway but how wen zhong described to me , the needle being so big and all that ... haha , got me a little afraid . but not too bad what . it doesn't even hurt now . haha , my body is so weird , teeth got problem , and i'm lack of one wisdom tooth . WHY SIA ??!!
haha ... gonna catch Aeon Flux soon , clara , it better be nice ! cause i'm trusting on ur opinion ! haha ... =) i miss dragonboat .
Friday, December 16, 2005
ACT.310 - but , why me ?
the shit has to stop. enough is enough. i can't take it anymore . is this my destiny ? i wish i'm a man with undying and infinite courage . But new crap just keeps hitting me . god , pls , i'm begging u . it has to stop .
the shit has to stop. enough is enough. i can't take it anymore . is this my destiny ? i wish i'm a man with undying and infinite courage . But new crap just keeps hitting me . god , pls , i'm begging u . it has to stop .
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
ACT.309 - forever love .
i'm a busy man , with tests coming up and all that . and i have yet to start studying ! haha ... was doing Bah KUA audition ytd , and had dinner with clara ! din know pepper lunch was good ! =) definitely will visit again .
I'm being controlled now . and i hate it . I wanna regain my freedom . if i knew ... i wouldn't have joined him . I wanna be free like a bird once again . That's the reason ... why my life is so messed up now .
Oh well ... it's ok if it's a girlfriend . but ... it ain't .
arrrgghh , let's forget bout this shit . don't remind me bout modelling . the whole thing sucks .
haha ... ok , so next week onwards is study break .. and i'm DEAD MEAT ! i'm clueless bout my modules manx !
oh crap .. don't feel like blogging anymore . i hate life .
i'm a busy man , with tests coming up and all that . and i have yet to start studying ! haha ... was doing Bah KUA audition ytd , and had dinner with clara ! din know pepper lunch was good ! =) definitely will visit again .
I'm being controlled now . and i hate it . I wanna regain my freedom . if i knew ... i wouldn't have joined him . I wanna be free like a bird once again . That's the reason ... why my life is so messed up now .
Oh well ... it's ok if it's a girlfriend . but ... it ain't .
arrrgghh , let's forget bout this shit . don't remind me bout modelling . the whole thing sucks .
haha ... ok , so next week onwards is study break .. and i'm DEAD MEAT ! i'm clueless bout my modules manx !
oh crap .. don't feel like blogging anymore . i hate life .
Sunday, December 11, 2005
ACT.308 - a duty i must fulfil .
heaven up above , you've placed a obstacle too tough for me to get over . I'm clueless to what i can do , and i wanna lead my life like b4 . I need a counterattack soon , if not , i'll drown in this quicksand that's sucking me in .
haha , usually when mr ng hong bin says his life is messed up and everything else , what's next on ur mind ? his love life is troubling him right ?
well , this time , it's pretty different . it ain't my love life .... i can't disclose it here . just that i have many heavy loads and responsibilties to carry , as well as hindrances .
oh God , what have i got myself into ?
I'm totally lost and i need a guide . Haha , if only such guides are easily acquired like tour guides ~! haha .. what a lame thing to say at such a moment .
Everything's so frantic . haha , it's like , i'm Pearl Harbor ,back in 1942 . leading such a simple and peaceful life , when suddenly Japan Bombers blasted the harbor . and ... i can't fight back . haha .. wow , my descriptive power is so much used here in this post .
oh man ... i miss dragonboat ~!
heaven up above , you've placed a obstacle too tough for me to get over . I'm clueless to what i can do , and i wanna lead my life like b4 . I need a counterattack soon , if not , i'll drown in this quicksand that's sucking me in .
haha , usually when mr ng hong bin says his life is messed up and everything else , what's next on ur mind ? his love life is troubling him right ?
well , this time , it's pretty different . it ain't my love life .... i can't disclose it here . just that i have many heavy loads and responsibilties to carry , as well as hindrances .
oh God , what have i got myself into ?
I'm totally lost and i need a guide . Haha , if only such guides are easily acquired like tour guides ~! haha .. what a lame thing to say at such a moment .
Everything's so frantic . haha , it's like , i'm Pearl Harbor ,back in 1942 . leading such a simple and peaceful life , when suddenly Japan Bombers blasted the harbor . and ... i can't fight back . haha .. wow , my descriptive power is so much used here in this post .
oh man ... i miss dragonboat ~!
Friday, December 09, 2005
ACT.307 - Hui You Na Mo Yi tian .
dear val , i don't know how to help u , it just happens that right now , i'm not in a very good state of mind . I can't process my thoughts and all , my life's messed up. But what i told u , reflect upon it , and GET over it . Don't be too dependent on God though , i tell ya , everything is BOUT U , not God and You . get me ?
I hope you are able to get over this cause ... I think , it isn't worth being sad for someone who has never shed a tear for u . Or let me rephrase it , don be sad for a person who doesn't care bout you at all right now . That's what i tell myself for all these years .
I know it's hard . No one can deny . I took time to get over her and God really played me out . But i managed a counterattack in time . If not , i would have been dead .
I can tell u honestly , my heart is still broken , and it will always be . But i'm living my life well , very well . i have my family , my buddies , may anne and every beautiful thing out there with me . you get me ?
I'm sorry i won't able to help much this time . My life is really in a perfect storm right now , that i can't sort out my thoughts , and let my heart and mind guide me in this path of journey right now.
Time is running out , and i'm losing every second right now . Sometimes , i really wish to depend on someone , but i can't . I have only myself to rely upon . It's sad .
Take care my friend . Lead your life the way you want it to be . Live life without him , cause you are doing just great without him ;)
i'm sorry for all my friends esp lian hua dang , if i neglected you guys . I miss you guys very much so , but i can't dig out the perfect time to catch up with all of you . I really want to ask God for more than 24hrs in a day , but it's impossible . Sorry , not that you guys ain't impt in my life , you guys are part of my life .
dear val , i don't know how to help u , it just happens that right now , i'm not in a very good state of mind . I can't process my thoughts and all , my life's messed up. But what i told u , reflect upon it , and GET over it . Don't be too dependent on God though , i tell ya , everything is BOUT U , not God and You . get me ?
I hope you are able to get over this cause ... I think , it isn't worth being sad for someone who has never shed a tear for u . Or let me rephrase it , don be sad for a person who doesn't care bout you at all right now . That's what i tell myself for all these years .
I know it's hard . No one can deny . I took time to get over her and God really played me out . But i managed a counterattack in time . If not , i would have been dead .
I can tell u honestly , my heart is still broken , and it will always be . But i'm living my life well , very well . i have my family , my buddies , may anne and every beautiful thing out there with me . you get me ?
I'm sorry i won't able to help much this time . My life is really in a perfect storm right now , that i can't sort out my thoughts , and let my heart and mind guide me in this path of journey right now.
Time is running out , and i'm losing every second right now . Sometimes , i really wish to depend on someone , but i can't . I have only myself to rely upon . It's sad .
Take care my friend . Lead your life the way you want it to be . Live life without him , cause you are doing just great without him ;)
i'm sorry for all my friends esp lian hua dang , if i neglected you guys . I miss you guys very much so , but i can't dig out the perfect time to catch up with all of you . I really want to ask God for more than 24hrs in a day , but it's impossible . Sorry , not that you guys ain't impt in my life , you guys are part of my life .
ACT.306 - the day after tomorrow .
my life gets more messy as my age gets on . More responsibilities and burdens cling on to me . i'm soon .. gonna be exhausted .
a tv producer asked me to go for an audition for a show . i sort of rejected .. kind of regret though . But i'm totally new to this industry .. i'm not really that prepared .
well , i need guidance . from angels up above . I have to sort my way out of this deep forest .
my life gets more messy as my age gets on . More responsibilities and burdens cling on to me . i'm soon .. gonna be exhausted .
a tv producer asked me to go for an audition for a show . i sort of rejected .. kind of regret though . But i'm totally new to this industry .. i'm not really that prepared .
well , i need guidance . from angels up above . I have to sort my way out of this deep forest .
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
ACT.305 - a new beginning.
soon , the jiao wei guys are moving to year 3 . time FLIES that i can't even remember all that has happened within this year . haha , and the worst thing is .. i still don know my juniors =X haha , ok lah ... maybe a few .
and .... i'm so dead bcos ... i'm still very much lost , in all my modules ~!
let's take a look at what i have to do :
QMGT report
QMGT presentation and report
Advanced theory test
Security course and test
2 tests
Extraction of teeth
Consultation of Eye specialist .
Get pressies for someone =)
intense gym sessions everyday
and my exams to study ~! am i a busy man or what ?
haha , and right now , i'm still a little unwell ... thanks to the gigantic mosquitoes and the very little amount of water i consumed in Penang . glad to be back in SG , and not glad to be in SG . hah.
and oh shit .. someone caught me sleeping in the general office =X haha , [ val's friend ] sorry , but that's my new fav sleeping spot ~!
The seniors are graduating soon . what can i say .. but ... i will miss them . This is a team , that i cherish very much . and i hope to row along side with them , once again . =) may God create another MR500 in march.
soon , the jiao wei guys are moving to year 3 . time FLIES that i can't even remember all that has happened within this year . haha , and the worst thing is .. i still don know my juniors =X haha , ok lah ... maybe a few .
and .... i'm so dead bcos ... i'm still very much lost , in all my modules ~!
let's take a look at what i have to do :
QMGT report
QMGT presentation and report
Advanced theory test
Security course and test
2 tests
Extraction of teeth
Consultation of Eye specialist .
Get pressies for someone =)
intense gym sessions everyday
and my exams to study ~! am i a busy man or what ?
haha , and right now , i'm still a little unwell ... thanks to the gigantic mosquitoes and the very little amount of water i consumed in Penang . glad to be back in SG , and not glad to be in SG . hah.
and oh shit .. someone caught me sleeping in the general office =X haha , [ val's friend ] sorry , but that's my new fav sleeping spot ~!
The seniors are graduating soon . what can i say .. but ... i will miss them . This is a team , that i cherish very much . and i hope to row along side with them , once again . =) may God create another MR500 in march.
Monday, December 05, 2005
ACT.304 - words of a fallen man .
i'm back , from Penang ~! The most amazing thing is ... I DIDN't BUY ANY CLOTHES OR ANYTHING BACK ~! haha , amazing ? cause u see me , always go for a hell of shopping when i'm overseas . Hmmm , i can't find any nice clothes . =( adidas and nike too .
The guys didn't win anything back , the competitors were strong . I was unsatisfied that we lost .. but i knew , we couldn't do anything more . They were just too strong.
Well , haha , we created an amazing moment in our last race , the minor Finals , and we got 2nd , SINGAPORE STYLE ~! it was a Big gamble by Damien ;)
now i'm down with sore throat , cause i was talking and kao pei~ing throughout the trip . haha , my mouth moved non stop .
And thanks to Rajeev , he sabo-ed me with my junior Isabel , who i only knew when he sabo me . LOL . saying i liked her ever since July race . haha , but i had fun anyway .
Js is now with someone new ... and i start to ponder . What was i doing all this while ... , the present , the past .
It really takes an angel to heal this man .
haha , then i start to wonder , how are you , where are you right now . I feel like a fool ... in this entire game . i'm tired .
I've gotten over you , and it's time to move on . The new year awaits . The day b4 1 jan 2004 and 2005, i told myself this , to start my life afresh . But God didn't permit . It's been 2 years . going on 3 .
Now that i'm back in singapore , i have much to do . Projects , tutorials , Security officer course , Modelling stuff , Dentist , Eye Specialist , and intense gym training . and the list never ends . My life's been so different ever since i joined poly .
Haha , Let's get going then . I'm gonna fall sick anytime soon , but i have no time to lose . Polytechnic life is like a maturity training life for me . [ if you know what that means , haha =p ]
i'm back , from Penang ~! The most amazing thing is ... I DIDN't BUY ANY CLOTHES OR ANYTHING BACK ~! haha , amazing ? cause u see me , always go for a hell of shopping when i'm overseas . Hmmm , i can't find any nice clothes . =( adidas and nike too .
The guys didn't win anything back , the competitors were strong . I was unsatisfied that we lost .. but i knew , we couldn't do anything more . They were just too strong.
Well , haha , we created an amazing moment in our last race , the minor Finals , and we got 2nd , SINGAPORE STYLE ~! it was a Big gamble by Damien ;)
now i'm down with sore throat , cause i was talking and kao pei~ing throughout the trip . haha , my mouth moved non stop .
And thanks to Rajeev , he sabo-ed me with my junior Isabel , who i only knew when he sabo me . LOL . saying i liked her ever since July race . haha , but i had fun anyway .
Js is now with someone new ... and i start to ponder . What was i doing all this while ... , the present , the past .
It really takes an angel to heal this man .
haha , then i start to wonder , how are you , where are you right now . I feel like a fool ... in this entire game . i'm tired .
I've gotten over you , and it's time to move on . The new year awaits . The day b4 1 jan 2004 and 2005, i told myself this , to start my life afresh . But God didn't permit . It's been 2 years . going on 3 .
Now that i'm back in singapore , i have much to do . Projects , tutorials , Security officer course , Modelling stuff , Dentist , Eye Specialist , and intense gym training . and the list never ends . My life's been so different ever since i joined poly .
Haha , Let's get going then . I'm gonna fall sick anytime soon , but i have no time to lose . Polytechnic life is like a maturity training life for me . [ if you know what that means , haha =p ]
Thursday, December 01, 2005
ACT.303 - words of a heartbroken lady.
I pray for you for the suffering to stop . May happiness be a whole new chapter of your life. I wanna see ur true smile behind all that pain .
i'm got the ball rolling for modelling . i was approached and immediately enrolled ...but first gotta get portfolio done and all that . haha , not something i really look forward to , or i'm confident about . but let's see how far i can get . =)
haha . he said my hair looks like a poodle . it's the blonde ~! i hate blonde actually ... but i'm gonna do something bout it , make it something darker , which will fit better . a more natural look .
Ivan's really gonna be mad upon hearing this . i think my hair really looks great , although with that strong blonde , but the base fits well , with the light shade of brown . It shld overall look great . Besides , my guy is a professionl hairstylist . He ain't that for nothing . haha .. i don't know what's wrong with the agent . or is it me that's wrong.
oh well ... thanks may anne , for tagging along this TIRING journey ard town ~!
I pray for you for the suffering to stop . May happiness be a whole new chapter of your life. I wanna see ur true smile behind all that pain .
i'm got the ball rolling for modelling . i was approached and immediately enrolled ...but first gotta get portfolio done and all that . haha , not something i really look forward to , or i'm confident about . but let's see how far i can get . =)
haha . he said my hair looks like a poodle . it's the blonde ~! i hate blonde actually ... but i'm gonna do something bout it , make it something darker , which will fit better . a more natural look .
Ivan's really gonna be mad upon hearing this . i think my hair really looks great , although with that strong blonde , but the base fits well , with the light shade of brown . It shld overall look great . Besides , my guy is a professionl hairstylist . He ain't that for nothing . haha .. i don't know what's wrong with the agent . or is it me that's wrong.
oh well ... thanks may anne , for tagging along this TIRING journey ard town ~!
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