ACT.133 - hero.
hmm , i guessed i think a little too much ytd .
well , i feel better now .
thanks for everything , blue biscuit and may anne .
it was sweet of u , may anne ytd . ;)
life still goes on .
in just that moment ytd , i forgot bout the beautiful things in life . i forgot bout those who loved me . i forgot about many .
Life is beautiful , and heaven has shown it to me . so i should't let go .
If there's this huge rock right in front of me , i'll get it out of my way. if cannot , then i've gotta do more training ! [ that's why must go gym mah .. lol == no link .]
Thank you all .esp yan ling .
at the meantime , the cholrine damage is hurting my left cheek bone . if this persists , i've gotta go look for a specialist soon . my respiratory system could have been damaged too . haha , stupid me , din know chlorine was a poisonous gas , used in the world war 2 .
everybody take care .
gi kian , i don't know where you are , but i'm gonna pray for u soon at waterloo street for your safety . get back to us , once you've reached the port . i hope you're fine .
rockin' my world.
Sunday, July 31, 2005
ACT.132 - One Chance .
i've realised .. it wasn't God's fault .
it's that people never gave me any chance .
today's morning was the same as the ones i've had last year .
Woke up , with a heavy heart .
this is bad . i really don't wanna go back to the past .
I think about what people say to me .
hmm , they made it sound like i'm a perfect bf .
they doubt me when i said i was single for 2 years running .
i don't know , but does it really take for an angel to save me ?
i've tried very hard .. to heal . and i know , time heals .
but the past is so far away , and i'm here today , still the same .
Maybe it's not the past that's hanging on to me . but faith is running out .
Still holding on , i will never let go .
i wanna lead my life , the happy me , back 3 years ago . i don't wanna smile and laugh when i'm outside , and when i come home , i realised , my heart isn't happy .
i love others more than i love myself .
i used to think ,that once i have a gf . she would be no.1 in my life , above of studies and all . silly me . no girl ever placed me no.1 in their lives .
i'm back to this zero degrees world . it's either i find a way to get back , if not ...
prayers . never work .
i've realised .. it wasn't God's fault .
it's that people never gave me any chance .
today's morning was the same as the ones i've had last year .
Woke up , with a heavy heart .
this is bad . i really don't wanna go back to the past .
I think about what people say to me .
hmm , they made it sound like i'm a perfect bf .
they doubt me when i said i was single for 2 years running .
i don't know , but does it really take for an angel to save me ?
i've tried very hard .. to heal . and i know , time heals .
but the past is so far away , and i'm here today , still the same .
Maybe it's not the past that's hanging on to me . but faith is running out .
Still holding on , i will never let go .
i wanna lead my life , the happy me , back 3 years ago . i don't wanna smile and laugh when i'm outside , and when i come home , i realised , my heart isn't happy .
i love others more than i love myself .
i used to think ,that once i have a gf . she would be no.1 in my life , above of studies and all . silly me . no girl ever placed me no.1 in their lives .
i'm back to this zero degrees world . it's either i find a way to get back , if not ...
prayers . never work .
ACT.131 - of a man .
This isn't goodbye .
Even as i watch you leave .
This isn't goodbye .
i swear i won't cry .
Even as tears fill my eyes .
I swear i won't cry .
Any other girl i'd let you walk away.
any other girl , i'm sure ,i'll be ok.
Tell me , what makes a man .
wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around , cry when you're apart.
if you know what makes a man , wanna love you the way i do .
Girl you've gotta let me know .
so i can get over you .
This isn't goodbye .
Even as i watch you leave .
This isn't goodbye .
i swear i won't cry .
Even as tears fill my eyes .
I swear i won't cry .
Any other girl i'd let you walk away.
any other girl , i'm sure ,i'll be ok.
Tell me , what makes a man .
wanna give you all his heart
Smile when you're around , cry when you're apart.
if you know what makes a man , wanna love you the way i do .
Girl you've gotta let me know .
so i can get over you .
ACT.130 - on bended knees .
"God , you've got me .... on bended knees ."
Afraid . of many things .
God . You din give me a chance , and u presented me with such crap .
damn you .
In my life , i've tried my best to help others , giving all i can . it's like you've made life to be so unfair . And when i wanna turn to the bad guy side , u disallow it . and u give me shit once again . Thank you .
i don't know , but it's like i have commited a crime like hitler in my past life . and this is my retribution .
Love . i don't know what's that . nobody made me feel warmth in this world . nobody ever loved me b4 except for my parents . all my 3 ex gf , treated me as dirt .
ask me for patch , and i know , if i say yes , you would make a fool out of me again .
So don bull shit in front of me anymore .
haiz . this is my fate . all i have to tell myself is
" don't lose faith , hold on .... wait for her . "
Lion Heart .
"God , you've got me .... on bended knees ."
Afraid . of many things .
God . You din give me a chance , and u presented me with such crap .
damn you .
In my life , i've tried my best to help others , giving all i can . it's like you've made life to be so unfair . And when i wanna turn to the bad guy side , u disallow it . and u give me shit once again . Thank you .
i don't know , but it's like i have commited a crime like hitler in my past life . and this is my retribution .
Love . i don't know what's that . nobody made me feel warmth in this world . nobody ever loved me b4 except for my parents . all my 3 ex gf , treated me as dirt .
ask me for patch , and i know , if i say yes , you would make a fool out of me again .
So don bull shit in front of me anymore .
haiz . this is my fate . all i have to tell myself is
" don't lose faith , hold on .... wait for her . "
Lion Heart .
Saturday, July 30, 2005
ACT.129 - Rotary .
wah , i have become a biscuit , cum puppy , aka alarm clock liao sia .. lol , i used to have someone else waking me up for e.g like mum or dad . now i wake people up .
i saw JonDog's mazda Mx-5 outside ngee ann poly . Wonder what is he doing sia .. no need WORK ARH ! but still , his mx-5 , is simply beautiful . not to be underestimated .
my eyes are a little swollen . the seawater better not bust my eyes later , cause i still meeting her for a run . wahaha , shall plan a difficult and long distance run for her , make her die ! Wahaha! **EVIL !! **
hope today training not that tough , so i still have energy left for her ;)
Lian hua Dang went to watch Stealth ytd . i couldn't make it , hope they enjoyed the movie . gottta plan a chill session to catch up with the dudes sia .
Projects projects and projects . i think there's only one thing for me left to do , since my group ain't doing ANYTHING . it's when a leader steps in and kick butt . i have to take command , if not my grades suffer with them sia .
Now u know why, that's why when groups or issues need leaders , everybody will " BEN !! " i'm kind of sick of that actually . must it always be ME ? hmmmm .. oh well ...
Haha , then that butoh blue biscuit girl , wake her up , then she just hold on to the phone , down there sleep ... wah , i down there wait and wait .. until i also almost doze off on the couch arh . then my mum was like " OEI !! "
is not that she's a pig , or that she loves to sleep , is just that .. she never ever have enuf sleep ! arrrrgggHHH !
haha , i lately also having little sleep . looks like my eye bags are getting huge .
yawn ... off to prepare for training .
wah , i have become a biscuit , cum puppy , aka alarm clock liao sia .. lol , i used to have someone else waking me up for e.g like mum or dad . now i wake people up .
i saw JonDog's mazda Mx-5 outside ngee ann poly . Wonder what is he doing sia .. no need WORK ARH ! but still , his mx-5 , is simply beautiful . not to be underestimated .
my eyes are a little swollen . the seawater better not bust my eyes later , cause i still meeting her for a run . wahaha , shall plan a difficult and long distance run for her , make her die ! Wahaha! **EVIL !! **
hope today training not that tough , so i still have energy left for her ;)
Lian hua Dang went to watch Stealth ytd . i couldn't make it , hope they enjoyed the movie . gottta plan a chill session to catch up with the dudes sia .
Projects projects and projects . i think there's only one thing for me left to do , since my group ain't doing ANYTHING . it's when a leader steps in and kick butt . i have to take command , if not my grades suffer with them sia .
Now u know why, that's why when groups or issues need leaders , everybody will " BEN !! " i'm kind of sick of that actually . must it always be ME ? hmmmm .. oh well ...
Haha , then that butoh blue biscuit girl , wake her up , then she just hold on to the phone , down there sleep ... wah , i down there wait and wait .. until i also almost doze off on the couch arh . then my mum was like " OEI !! "
is not that she's a pig , or that she loves to sleep , is just that .. she never ever have enuf sleep ! arrrrgggHHH !
haha , i lately also having little sleep . looks like my eye bags are getting huge .
yawn ... off to prepare for training .
ACT.128 - from the heart .
i finally handed blue biscuit the pressie i've made for her . it sure take some time ... and trouble to making it! haha ...
Faith . i hope it motivates you everyday when u look at it .
stupid me took quite some time to give it to her .. inside me , was like ... erm er ... ah ... erm ... the ....
anyway , i attended Stansfield college seminar with her . and i thought ... i haven decided my university education yet . it may seem far ... but , time flies .
i am bothered . i DID plan for my career . and i suddenly felt like , i planned nothing . automotive and all that ... i think it's quite not realistic .
Getting an automotive engineering and management degree in Australia , plus my training of track , my parents will go bankrupt .
So let's just settle down for something more simple . automotive can just stay as my passion or past time .
i'm interested in marketing . a challenging society is what i need . i was thinking of taking it on from my cousin , borneo motors . of course , i ain't a girl , not tall and pretty like her .
oh well ... shall wait and see . complete this diploma of mine .
Today's a great day ! just that i'm tired ... haha . yawn ....
now .. waiting for blue biscuit to get home . then can go orh orh le ... tml DB !
i finally handed blue biscuit the pressie i've made for her . it sure take some time ... and trouble to making it! haha ...
Faith . i hope it motivates you everyday when u look at it .
stupid me took quite some time to give it to her .. inside me , was like ... erm er ... ah ... erm ... the ....
anyway , i attended Stansfield college seminar with her . and i thought ... i haven decided my university education yet . it may seem far ... but , time flies .
i am bothered . i DID plan for my career . and i suddenly felt like , i planned nothing . automotive and all that ... i think it's quite not realistic .
Getting an automotive engineering and management degree in Australia , plus my training of track , my parents will go bankrupt .
So let's just settle down for something more simple . automotive can just stay as my passion or past time .
i'm interested in marketing . a challenging society is what i need . i was thinking of taking it on from my cousin , borneo motors . of course , i ain't a girl , not tall and pretty like her .
oh well ... shall wait and see . complete this diploma of mine .
Today's a great day ! just that i'm tired ... haha . yawn ....
now .. waiting for blue biscuit to get home . then can go orh orh le ... tml DB !
Thursday, July 28, 2005
ACT.127 - the day FD don't mean anything anymore..
my day was bad again . the only good thing in the day , was mum's dinner ! thanks for mum .. i thought it tasted great .
I overslept again today , and my hair was a mess today .
Then there is supposed to be a class rep meeting , then the lecturer din come school and even said that there is no meeting , cause we called her . wasted my 30mins of time .
So i zoomed from blk 47 to canteen 2 , changing my shirt on the way .
breathless , i reached training ground just in time for push ups . i don't know what's wrong with me .. cause push ups today seemed hard . and we did like 150 - 200 once again . my sweat was dripping like mad and my veins were all out in my arms .
Then today suddenly long distance running ... and after runnng a little , my chest started to hurt .. i was like " ??????????????" cannot be what ... i was thinking whether it was stitch or what . or i'm not feeling well . my running just seems so off form today . if my Nafa test next week , 2.4 running , doesn't improve , i really will be disappointed .
We did pool rowing after that . and i am so distracted today . i couldn't focus ..
jian sheng asked me " why you today so blur arh ? "
i don't know ...
but if this continues ..... i will drag the team behind .
and great , my mp3 player died on me . now what's gonna accompany me on the way to school ... and i can't get a new mp3 player until the end of the year .
i'm feel like eating all the sweet stuffs and chips i can get my hands on . it's a sudden urge ...
and also , i suddenly feel ... that FD doesn't matter anymore . i don't know why but ...
i hope things will be better . for you and for me .
my day was bad again . the only good thing in the day , was mum's dinner ! thanks for mum .. i thought it tasted great .
I overslept again today , and my hair was a mess today .
Then there is supposed to be a class rep meeting , then the lecturer din come school and even said that there is no meeting , cause we called her . wasted my 30mins of time .
So i zoomed from blk 47 to canteen 2 , changing my shirt on the way .
breathless , i reached training ground just in time for push ups . i don't know what's wrong with me .. cause push ups today seemed hard . and we did like 150 - 200 once again . my sweat was dripping like mad and my veins were all out in my arms .
Then today suddenly long distance running ... and after runnng a little , my chest started to hurt .. i was like " ??????????????" cannot be what ... i was thinking whether it was stitch or what . or i'm not feeling well . my running just seems so off form today . if my Nafa test next week , 2.4 running , doesn't improve , i really will be disappointed .
We did pool rowing after that . and i am so distracted today . i couldn't focus ..
jian sheng asked me " why you today so blur arh ? "
i don't know ...
but if this continues ..... i will drag the team behind .
and great , my mp3 player died on me . now what's gonna accompany me on the way to school ... and i can't get a new mp3 player until the end of the year .
i'm feel like eating all the sweet stuffs and chips i can get my hands on . it's a sudden urge ...
and also , i suddenly feel ... that FD doesn't matter anymore . i don't know why but ...
i hope things will be better . for you and for me .
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
ACT.126 - raining in my heart.
my day was bad . i guess the only good thing was that , i came early for school today , which was a miracle , cause i took the bus a little late.
supply chain management project . haiz , my group is like not bothered . bro was right , you don't get what people u want all the time .
i today din train at school . i was too .... distracted i guess .
my Logstics Comm test results were pathetic . to think that i studied and stayed up so late . i can't believe this crap i'm recieving .
i guess my friends noticed it . sorry guys , i ain't myself today . you guys always wished for a day ben was quiet , there , you got it .
i can't help thinking . i've gotta encourage myself . faith .
my day was bad . i guess the only good thing was that , i came early for school today , which was a miracle , cause i took the bus a little late.
supply chain management project . haiz , my group is like not bothered . bro was right , you don't get what people u want all the time .
i today din train at school . i was too .... distracted i guess .
my Logstics Comm test results were pathetic . to think that i studied and stayed up so late . i can't believe this crap i'm recieving .
i guess my friends noticed it . sorry guys , i ain't myself today . you guys always wished for a day ben was quiet , there , you got it .
i can't help thinking . i've gotta encourage myself . faith .
ACT.125 - Find myself back.
i've made the biggest mistake today .
i know , God won't turn back time for me , i know , i have to move on from today . mistakes ain't erasable .
i've broken someone's trust . i have only myself to blame . it was a moment of impulse ... i can't stop feeling guilty , thinking bout it every moment . i can't help feeling so stupid .
i know words are quite useless . actions are louder .
i feel useless . for hurting you .
i'm sorry .
i've made the biggest mistake today .
i know , God won't turn back time for me , i know , i have to move on from today . mistakes ain't erasable .
i've broken someone's trust . i have only myself to blame . it was a moment of impulse ... i can't stop feeling guilty , thinking bout it every moment . i can't help feeling so stupid .
i know words are quite useless . actions are louder .
i feel useless . for hurting you .
i'm sorry .
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
ACT.124 - Fighting Fate .
i was late for school . traffic jam thanks to those secondary school kids . very LATE for class indeed , can't find the classroom . tired me ... it started off with a cold morning . was looking for my bro's windbreaker .. cannot find ! =(
haha , wait a minute , do i mention bout cars in every post of my blog ? lol .. am i that of a fanatic ? i can't keep my eyes off the road ... looking out for cars every moment . haha ..
i dozed off at class today ... this is bad . haha .. my eyes get too tired .. always . today teacher ask us to walk for her to see .. Business Etiquette and Image mah . lol .. everybody arh .. down there cheer , don know for what sia ..
Seem like i'm not a man borned with no talent . i have outstanding presentation skills ... but a poor brain with no knowledge ! lol ... haha , seems like i have to rely on those skills to get my way up there . haha , i just love presentations anyway !
i believed this was groomed by NCC . being a specialist , a staff sergeant . thank you .
wah .. i go sleep le .. so tired ... blue biscuit ask me wake her up .. then now she pick up phone then go back sleep .. lol ..
i was late for school . traffic jam thanks to those secondary school kids . very LATE for class indeed , can't find the classroom . tired me ... it started off with a cold morning . was looking for my bro's windbreaker .. cannot find ! =(
haha , wait a minute , do i mention bout cars in every post of my blog ? lol .. am i that of a fanatic ? i can't keep my eyes off the road ... looking out for cars every moment . haha ..
i dozed off at class today ... this is bad . haha .. my eyes get too tired .. always . today teacher ask us to walk for her to see .. Business Etiquette and Image mah . lol .. everybody arh .. down there cheer , don know for what sia ..
Seem like i'm not a man borned with no talent . i have outstanding presentation skills ... but a poor brain with no knowledge ! lol ... haha , seems like i have to rely on those skills to get my way up there . haha , i just love presentations anyway !
i believed this was groomed by NCC . being a specialist , a staff sergeant . thank you .
wah .. i go sleep le .. so tired ... blue biscuit ask me wake her up .. then now she pick up phone then go back sleep .. lol ..
Monday, July 25, 2005
ACT.123 - shopping frenzy ?
went out with blue bizkit girl .. lol , she's in such a shopping frenzy .. haha , and she ask me why i nv go look at my stuff .. cause if i did , i would enter the shopping frenzy and i'm doomed !
had a great time today . nice meeting ur sis ... you and her are .. forever blabbering ... haha , but sometimes me and my bro get so cold . =(
haha .. i'm gonna chiong work , dragonboat , gym , car licsense in the next holiday ... car licsense esp . Dad paying .. haha , one burden off .
i am so disappointed lately .
RE amemiya's Rx-7 is losing again and again in competitions . my Fav tuner company for Rx-7 . oh well ... i don't believe this . first it was HKS's Toyota Altezza [ or ur Lexus IS300 ] then Supra ... oh manx .
Drag racing competition in SG ! it's in August .. can't wait ... wonder if i can get anyone to go with me .. i can't wait .
meet you there , Rx-7 !
went out with blue bizkit girl .. lol , she's in such a shopping frenzy .. haha , and she ask me why i nv go look at my stuff .. cause if i did , i would enter the shopping frenzy and i'm doomed !
had a great time today . nice meeting ur sis ... you and her are .. forever blabbering ... haha , but sometimes me and my bro get so cold . =(
haha .. i'm gonna chiong work , dragonboat , gym , car licsense in the next holiday ... car licsense esp . Dad paying .. haha , one burden off .
i am so disappointed lately .
RE amemiya's Rx-7 is losing again and again in competitions . my Fav tuner company for Rx-7 . oh well ... i don't believe this . first it was HKS's Toyota Altezza [ or ur Lexus IS300 ] then Supra ... oh manx .
Drag racing competition in SG ! it's in August .. can't wait ... wonder if i can get anyone to go with me .. i can't wait .
meet you there , Rx-7 !
ACT.122 - to give up ?
i saw a old lady got knocked down on the motorbike by a car .
then i started thinking , hong bin .. are u gonna be a hell racer and put people's life at risk ? are u gonna be so selfish just bcos for ur need for speed .
From that point on , i have decided , i'm gonna be a safe driver . for my gf / wife , family , kids , friends . i won't put anybody's life on the line , except mine .
Racing was another issue , i can never make it to PRo racing , i can only do it by street . i guess ... i've gotta give up this dream . doesn't mean i'm giving up the FD .
if any stunts i wanna make , take it to the tracks . never risk it on the public.
anyway .... i wanna thank you today . i had fun knowing of what happened to u at work today .. haha .. great time today . just tired ..
my dream ends today . passion , i won't give up .
i saw a old lady got knocked down on the motorbike by a car .
then i started thinking , hong bin .. are u gonna be a hell racer and put people's life at risk ? are u gonna be so selfish just bcos for ur need for speed .
From that point on , i have decided , i'm gonna be a safe driver . for my gf / wife , family , kids , friends . i won't put anybody's life on the line , except mine .
Racing was another issue , i can never make it to PRo racing , i can only do it by street . i guess ... i've gotta give up this dream . doesn't mean i'm giving up the FD .
if any stunts i wanna make , take it to the tracks . never risk it on the public.
anyway .... i wanna thank you today . i had fun knowing of what happened to u at work today .. haha .. great time today . just tired ..
my dream ends today . passion , i won't give up .
Sunday, July 24, 2005
ACT.121 - a duty i must fulfil.
urbanisation got me mad . Dragonboat today , i rowed for 3 sets , tired .... in fact ,i'm a little not myself today . perhaps i'm tired .. that's why .
i wanna wish upon a shooting star , cause there's one particular wish i wanna make , not for myself .
went to wan hua's school's concert , all right lah .. first time experience kallang theatre . i was shocked to see such a small stage . at least it made time for us . i really didn't see derrick for quite some time . i missed the times of 2003 . at changi airport , at the food centre at khatib , the days we tonned at ur house , the days we prayed to guan yin , the days we played bowling at midnight !
haha ... thanks guys , for the beautiful memories . you are a group of friends that really showed true friendship to me . thank you .
"heaven send a guardian angel to heal this heart of mine . "
urbanisation got me mad . Dragonboat today , i rowed for 3 sets , tired .... in fact ,i'm a little not myself today . perhaps i'm tired .. that's why .
i wanna wish upon a shooting star , cause there's one particular wish i wanna make , not for myself .
went to wan hua's school's concert , all right lah .. first time experience kallang theatre . i was shocked to see such a small stage . at least it made time for us . i really didn't see derrick for quite some time . i missed the times of 2003 . at changi airport , at the food centre at khatib , the days we tonned at ur house , the days we prayed to guan yin , the days we played bowling at midnight !
haha ... thanks guys , for the beautiful memories . you are a group of friends that really showed true friendship to me . thank you .
"heaven send a guardian angel to heal this heart of mine . "
Saturday, July 23, 2005
ACT.120 - save me .
i'm really tired . i need a break . my life's gonna get busy again . i need a breather .. but when i'm free , i have no one to go out with . so just spend the time at home .
Studies , i can't let go . but i can't let go of dragonboat too . it's really hard to balance , cause i'm still not fit enuf , i have quite a way to go . i was thinking of taking the easy way out .. but ... it's too risky .
i do need a car . i do need a dog . i wanna hop on to my ride , blast my eurobeat , and fly off . have a dog to talk to , and hug at night . i think my life's been too cold too ...
i am tired . give me a break .
i'm really tired . i need a break . my life's gonna get busy again . i need a breather .. but when i'm free , i have no one to go out with . so just spend the time at home .
Studies , i can't let go . but i can't let go of dragonboat too . it's really hard to balance , cause i'm still not fit enuf , i have quite a way to go . i was thinking of taking the easy way out .. but ... it's too risky .
i do need a car . i do need a dog . i wanna hop on to my ride , blast my eurobeat , and fly off . have a dog to talk to , and hug at night . i think my life's been too cold too ...
i am tired . give me a break .
Friday, July 22, 2005
ACT.119 - drifting.
lately my eyes get tired easily . haha , must be the lack of sleep during the common test.
oh yeah , went to PS to have cafe cartel with the guys , haha , i was so hungry , so i headed for the free flow bread b4 the food came . and i was so FULL after everything ... black pepper ribs with baked potato and greens , and all my friends don eat carrots .. so i had so much carrot !
wah , i lent blue biscuit girl so many vcds , i like machiam her vcd man . lol , slam dunk , sassy girl ,the fast and the furious , gonna lend her initial d [ i must spread to the whole world that it's a GOOD SHOW ! ] lord of the rings ... , now then i realised , i indeed have some vcd collection .
haha , i ended up waiting for her for 45 mins . i din know ng hong bin was so patient . but i was tired .. haha , i really wanted to put my head on the table and sleep . but i scared she blur blur , cannot find me .. hahz , so kept my head up high !
well , i caught a glimpse of your " don be jealous of me " shirt ... lol , you also another weird person like me .. i bought this shirt with my friend from topman " wanted : fast woman for slow shag " haha , the design and colour is nice .. but i'm not that openminded to wear it all a lot of times . people start commenting it .. haha , but i think it's rather comical ! i'm sure my classmates have all seen it .
hmm , after i get some big $$$ , i'm gonna go get some shirts .. i only have T shirts man ! and i need jeans , and they've gotta be levis ! i can't take it anymore , their jeans just rock ! i love the price too , 189 bucks , woo hoo !!
tomorrow training time change to 12.45 , spoil my plans sia . haiz ... bu toh ! haha .. why DB so like that arh ? oh well .. gotta go anyway ... sorry i can't visit you blue biscuit girl .. :(
i haven figure out what to wear for the concert tomorrow . i have to get some way for my bro to lend me his long sleeve shirt to go with my g2000 shirt . but .. he has never able to even consider lending me .. why he so like that arh ??!!
ok , that's it .. blue biscuit girl haven come back , she go orchard til too happy liao sia .. lol , forget that i msged her . :S
lately my eyes get tired easily . haha , must be the lack of sleep during the common test.
oh yeah , went to PS to have cafe cartel with the guys , haha , i was so hungry , so i headed for the free flow bread b4 the food came . and i was so FULL after everything ... black pepper ribs with baked potato and greens , and all my friends don eat carrots .. so i had so much carrot !
wah , i lent blue biscuit girl so many vcds , i like machiam her vcd man . lol , slam dunk , sassy girl ,the fast and the furious , gonna lend her initial d [ i must spread to the whole world that it's a GOOD SHOW ! ] lord of the rings ... , now then i realised , i indeed have some vcd collection .
haha , i ended up waiting for her for 45 mins . i din know ng hong bin was so patient . but i was tired .. haha , i really wanted to put my head on the table and sleep . but i scared she blur blur , cannot find me .. hahz , so kept my head up high !
well , i caught a glimpse of your " don be jealous of me " shirt ... lol , you also another weird person like me .. i bought this shirt with my friend from topman " wanted : fast woman for slow shag " haha , the design and colour is nice .. but i'm not that openminded to wear it all a lot of times . people start commenting it .. haha , but i think it's rather comical ! i'm sure my classmates have all seen it .
hmm , after i get some big $$$ , i'm gonna go get some shirts .. i only have T shirts man ! and i need jeans , and they've gotta be levis ! i can't take it anymore , their jeans just rock ! i love the price too , 189 bucks , woo hoo !!
tomorrow training time change to 12.45 , spoil my plans sia . haiz ... bu toh ! haha .. why DB so like that arh ? oh well .. gotta go anyway ... sorry i can't visit you blue biscuit girl .. :(
i haven figure out what to wear for the concert tomorrow . i have to get some way for my bro to lend me his long sleeve shirt to go with my g2000 shirt . but .. he has never able to even consider lending me .. why he so like that arh ??!!
ok , that's it .. blue biscuit girl haven come back , she go orchard til too happy liao sia .. lol , forget that i msged her . :S
Thursday, July 21, 2005
ACT.118 - Everytime you cry.
Everytime you cry , save upon your tears .
i will be your rainbow when they disappear.
Wash away the pain , til you smile again . =D
Everytime you cry , save upon your tears .
i will be your rainbow when they disappear.
Wash away the pain , til you smile again . =D
ACT.117 - For the ones we love .
Braving through all obstacles , not giving up , for the ones we love.
Common test is over . i won't lose sleep ... for this few coming days . next week will be a harder week .
i'm not sure whether i can go to the gym everyday next week , i want to , but i need to fulfil my main issue here , studies. hope the guys understand ... i also don wanna drift away from them .
in this world , it's a lesson to be learnt , cause even the good guys get burnt .
Braving through all obstacles , not giving up , for the ones we love.
Common test is over . i won't lose sleep ... for this few coming days . next week will be a harder week .
i'm not sure whether i can go to the gym everyday next week , i want to , but i need to fulfil my main issue here , studies. hope the guys understand ... i also don wanna drift away from them .
in this world , it's a lesson to be learnt , cause even the good guys get burnt .
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
ACT.116 - Moving on .
mesmerizing.. beautiful .. amazing curves ... good in what u love to do ...guys always talk about you ... you are ... Mazda RX-8 !!
wahaha , does it sound like some baby chick ? lol ..i guess that's the end of my vocab .. no more adjectives .. haha , my mood today : " ULTRA cRAPPY . "
so today is principles of marketing test . mertice told me it was 4.30 , she almost got my butt burnt . it's 4 !!!!! then i realised .. i din study one whole chunk of a chapter ! heng i rush finish on the bus trip ..
for the test arh .. why HE TEST SO BASIC Things arh ? i thought such a killer module would ask for elaborative stuff and chim stuff .. His first qn ask what already .. wah , i sian half sia .. because i never go study that part ! i do MCQ til so happy , he present such a first short answer qn ..
oh man , my hair is getting thick and long again and can style no crap . if i'm not wrong , i cut it like 3 weeks ago lei .. if go cut so fast , a bit sian sia ... wah lao he , smart arh .. cut in the way i must always go back .. wahahah ...
frizzy hair just makes life worse .. haha , so that's why ask that empty prata girl get for me the product she's promoting .. then til today , she did no nothing ! haha ..
tomorrow 2 tests . and those 2 tests , i almost nv touch in my whole poly life ! 2 together on one day somemore ! haha ... how good can life get ?
study study study ... then common test finish , have project .. then dragonboat starts again .. what a 3 WEEK break sia .. includes common test and common test break .. what a smart strategy . it is as good as 1 WEEK break lei .
haha ... i have to chiong training liao lah .. i am losing weight as time goes by and that is BAD ! i'm losing time and hard work as well .. oh well ..
ok lah .. end it here ,slack slack awhile then study again ..
mesmerizing.. beautiful .. amazing curves ... good in what u love to do ...guys always talk about you ... you are ... Mazda RX-8 !!
wahaha , does it sound like some baby chick ? lol ..i guess that's the end of my vocab .. no more adjectives .. haha , my mood today : " ULTRA cRAPPY . "
so today is principles of marketing test . mertice told me it was 4.30 , she almost got my butt burnt . it's 4 !!!!! then i realised .. i din study one whole chunk of a chapter ! heng i rush finish on the bus trip ..
for the test arh .. why HE TEST SO BASIC Things arh ? i thought such a killer module would ask for elaborative stuff and chim stuff .. His first qn ask what already .. wah , i sian half sia .. because i never go study that part ! i do MCQ til so happy , he present such a first short answer qn ..
oh man , my hair is getting thick and long again and can style no crap . if i'm not wrong , i cut it like 3 weeks ago lei .. if go cut so fast , a bit sian sia ... wah lao he , smart arh .. cut in the way i must always go back .. wahahah ...
frizzy hair just makes life worse .. haha , so that's why ask that empty prata girl get for me the product she's promoting .. then til today , she did no nothing ! haha ..
tomorrow 2 tests . and those 2 tests , i almost nv touch in my whole poly life ! 2 together on one day somemore ! haha ... how good can life get ?
study study study ... then common test finish , have project .. then dragonboat starts again .. what a 3 WEEK break sia .. includes common test and common test break .. what a smart strategy . it is as good as 1 WEEK break lei .
haha ... i have to chiong training liao lah .. i am losing weight as time goes by and that is BAD ! i'm losing time and hard work as well .. oh well ..
ok lah .. end it here ,slack slack awhile then study again ..
Monday, July 18, 2005
ACT.114 - Whatever .
Hey , i don think i know who you are anyway , hui xin .
But if you call me a liar , u can call me that 100 times u want , i don't care . it's damn tough to prove myself in this world , so i rather neglect such people who doubt me .
at times of trouble i run away ? what gives u the right to say that ? Do you at times of trouble, my friend calls me , and i go to him right away , regardless it's gang fight or what ? you think this world is about solitary life isn't it ? all bout u and urself ? Sorry , but that's the LIFE u lead .
if you think friends are there just for show , THEN so be it . i have had friends who shed blood with me , and we are as bonded as ever . and i mean Real blood .
don see my blog if you have so much comments bout me .
Hey , i don think i know who you are anyway , hui xin .
But if you call me a liar , u can call me that 100 times u want , i don't care . it's damn tough to prove myself in this world , so i rather neglect such people who doubt me .
at times of trouble i run away ? what gives u the right to say that ? Do you at times of trouble, my friend calls me , and i go to him right away , regardless it's gang fight or what ? you think this world is about solitary life isn't it ? all bout u and urself ? Sorry , but that's the LIFE u lead .
if you think friends are there just for show , THEN so be it . i have had friends who shed blood with me , and we are as bonded as ever . and i mean Real blood .
don see my blog if you have so much comments bout me .
Sunday, July 17, 2005
ACT.113 - Less than 12 hrs .
tomorrow common test le . i have less than 12 hrs to play with to study SCM excluding sleep . must jia you , seems like it's gonna be a day without sleep . I am feeling tired now , but i must go on . it's a gamble between concentration and knowledge .
pedal to the metal !
tomorrow common test le . i have less than 12 hrs to play with to study SCM excluding sleep . must jia you , seems like it's gonna be a day without sleep . I am feeling tired now , but i must go on . it's a gamble between concentration and knowledge .
pedal to the metal !
ACT.112 - Brave Heart.
Be strong .. i know you can . Forget bout him.. forget bout your ex . Forget bout they have done to you , what hurting stuff they have done . End this chapter of pain and heartbreak , and start a new one . start your life afresh .
Work towards this aim .
Courage . Like what i have said , Heaven may have placed these obstacles right in front of you , for you to overcome them and become stronger . And i know you won't step back and run away . Cause i can see , you are a very brave girl !
Cry out loud if you want to . don't hold back .. if you want someone , my shoulder is there , always . although .. it's a little hard though ;)
Ming Tian hui gen hao . Trust that sentence ,look on the bright side of life and look forward to a better tomorrow . =)
Be strong .. i know you can . Forget bout him.. forget bout your ex . Forget bout they have done to you , what hurting stuff they have done . End this chapter of pain and heartbreak , and start a new one . start your life afresh .
Work towards this aim .
Courage . Like what i have said , Heaven may have placed these obstacles right in front of you , for you to overcome them and become stronger . And i know you won't step back and run away . Cause i can see , you are a very brave girl !
Cry out loud if you want to . don't hold back .. if you want someone , my shoulder is there , always . although .. it's a little hard though ;)
Ming Tian hui gen hao . Trust that sentence ,look on the bright side of life and look forward to a better tomorrow . =)
Saturday, July 16, 2005
ACT.111 - i'll be there .. i promise.
Move on , girl . it's been tough , it's been heartbreaking , i know .
Get over the issue ... it's not worth being sad for a guy you can't rely on . and who doesn't even know you are his girlfriend , or shall i say , treat you as one .
Whatever it is ... concentrate on your studies first . if your emotions sipped in or you just need somebody.. . . i'll be right there with you ... it's a promise .
You told me before .. you're a blessed girl . Don't be sad because of such a guy , appreciate life more because of those around you esp your family . Use them as motivating factors in your life ... just like me , how i use efini rx-7 to push me .
Don't lose faith , don't lose hope , cause i bet there'll be someone out there much better ... who won't let you down .
Move on , girl . it's been tough , it's been heartbreaking , i know .
Get over the issue ... it's not worth being sad for a guy you can't rely on . and who doesn't even know you are his girlfriend , or shall i say , treat you as one .
Whatever it is ... concentrate on your studies first . if your emotions sipped in or you just need somebody.. . . i'll be right there with you ... it's a promise .
You told me before .. you're a blessed girl . Don't be sad because of such a guy , appreciate life more because of those around you esp your family . Use them as motivating factors in your life ... just like me , how i use efini rx-7 to push me .
Don't lose faith , don't lose hope , cause i bet there'll be someone out there much better ... who won't let you down .
Friday, July 15, 2005
ACT.110 - Stay the same .
And i always hope you stay the same .. cause there's nothing bout you , i would change .
Studying marketing the whole day , then realised have to hand in lcom proj by this week , so i went to school to get materials ..
hmm , saw wen zhong and yuan hao in the library . i also don't know they were there .
got my materials and get went home .
Alighted at the bus stop .. saw a old malay lady carrying quite a lot of stuff and had difficulty walking . i don't know why , but i just went up to her and ask " you need some help ? " and she just smiled and said yes with the explanation that leg hurts ..
she lived in the same block as mine , only that 2nd floor . said bye and headed to for home .
Haha , i have been studying for 5 days consecutive , first time ever in my life , ok lah , maybe in my poly life . amazing for ng hong bin sia ..
ooww .. my triceps hurt . luckily my back wasn't INJured .. but was just in pain the other time . relieved to know that .
it's been quite some time since i went out to have some fun .. or maybe even to go to orchard . the only recent thing is watching initial d .. this week and next 2 week's gonna be ultra packed man .
wahaha .. i miss Taiwan !! xi men ding .. shi lin .. the street snacks also .. but please , i don miss smelly dou fu . i guess 300 pics wasn't actually enough lei . i should have took more .
Decided ! Going taiwan with gf or friends b4 NS ! MUST GO ! 7 days one ! no discount ... wahaha , can't wait . i have to go back and ask shi fu .. wahaha. i very worried over my career life lah .
Gi Kian haven been online for a few days , ok , i think 2 days .. seems like he hasn't reach new Orleans . haha , i think it's great to travel . i just hope he comes back fine . and the same man he is .
And i always hope you stay the same .. cause there's nothing bout you , i would change .
Studying marketing the whole day , then realised have to hand in lcom proj by this week , so i went to school to get materials ..
hmm , saw wen zhong and yuan hao in the library . i also don't know they were there .
got my materials and get went home .
Alighted at the bus stop .. saw a old malay lady carrying quite a lot of stuff and had difficulty walking . i don't know why , but i just went up to her and ask " you need some help ? " and she just smiled and said yes with the explanation that leg hurts ..
she lived in the same block as mine , only that 2nd floor . said bye and headed to for home .
Haha , i have been studying for 5 days consecutive , first time ever in my life , ok lah , maybe in my poly life . amazing for ng hong bin sia ..
ooww .. my triceps hurt . luckily my back wasn't INJured .. but was just in pain the other time . relieved to know that .
it's been quite some time since i went out to have some fun .. or maybe even to go to orchard . the only recent thing is watching initial d .. this week and next 2 week's gonna be ultra packed man .
wahaha .. i miss Taiwan !! xi men ding .. shi lin .. the street snacks also .. but please , i don miss smelly dou fu . i guess 300 pics wasn't actually enough lei . i should have took more .
Decided ! Going taiwan with gf or friends b4 NS ! MUST GO ! 7 days one ! no discount ... wahaha , can't wait . i have to go back and ask shi fu .. wahaha. i very worried over my career life lah .
Gi Kian haven been online for a few days , ok , i think 2 days .. seems like he hasn't reach new Orleans . haha , i think it's great to travel . i just hope he comes back fine . and the same man he is .
ACT.109 - where dreams become reality.
haha , that's my bro's slogan for his website . well , i guess he is fulfilling his dream ...but what bout me ?
Future-ready pilot .
Pro.Racer .
well , i have decided to take only Logistics into consideration now , i ain't gonna use what " after NS go Aust for automotive studies " this shit , cause this is only a excuse for me to put little effort into this diploma .
i have always tried to tell others ... do things you know you won't regret . haha , guess it's time for self application .
Stupid me have always knew that i had to work hard , cause i've spoilt my future back in my sec sch days . It's still not too late now , so my words have to be put into action . Start working from here ...
this is the first time i have been studying consecutive days , never go out , except for first day Gym lah .. haha , well , the temptation to go gym and get outta here is strong . but my studies are still in a mess , nothing comes first than academic.
i have lost 2 kg . now i'm 74kg , i can't believe it . no wonder my arms shrunk . this is bad .... i have to quickly get back to intensive training Asap .
Anyway , we guys call plain roti prata as plain prata or kosong right ? there's this girl that calls it EMpty prata ... LOL , no comments hoh ?
haha , thanks for being there for me as well . and disturbing me time and time again . appreciate it . and thanks for ur lame jokes like empty prata , simply unbelievable . take care .
haha , that's my bro's slogan for his website . well , i guess he is fulfilling his dream ...but what bout me ?
Future-ready pilot .
Pro.Racer .
well , i have decided to take only Logistics into consideration now , i ain't gonna use what " after NS go Aust for automotive studies " this shit , cause this is only a excuse for me to put little effort into this diploma .
i have always tried to tell others ... do things you know you won't regret . haha , guess it's time for self application .
Stupid me have always knew that i had to work hard , cause i've spoilt my future back in my sec sch days . It's still not too late now , so my words have to be put into action . Start working from here ...
this is the first time i have been studying consecutive days , never go out , except for first day Gym lah .. haha , well , the temptation to go gym and get outta here is strong . but my studies are still in a mess , nothing comes first than academic.
i have lost 2 kg . now i'm 74kg , i can't believe it . no wonder my arms shrunk . this is bad .... i have to quickly get back to intensive training Asap .
Anyway , we guys call plain roti prata as plain prata or kosong right ? there's this girl that calls it EMpty prata ... LOL , no comments hoh ?
haha , thanks for being there for me as well . and disturbing me time and time again . appreciate it . and thanks for ur lame jokes like empty prata , simply unbelievable . take care .
Thursday, July 14, 2005
ACT.108 - Be strong , boy.
i'm feeling better , probably bcos i sorted out my thoughts . =)
i miss dragonboat . i miss the gym . i miss basketball .
The feeling in the boat , is so undescribable . i won't forget . Thank you , Ngee Ann Dragonboat team . it has become a part of me already , just like basketball .
Thank you for those who are there for me . it's time to move on , i know .
Conquer my fears and let's go baby !
hmm , lately , i have been hearing the Noises of the Misfiring system of the Evo 3 in my head , something which i don like . well , i guess , there's a reasoning behind all those damn noises . haha , i get the hint . [ maybe the automotive frenzy got too INTO me . ]
oh well , from today , i shan't be weak anymore , i shall not be a burden to everyone anymore .
Lion heart , ben .
i'm feeling better , probably bcos i sorted out my thoughts . =)
i miss dragonboat . i miss the gym . i miss basketball .
The feeling in the boat , is so undescribable . i won't forget . Thank you , Ngee Ann Dragonboat team . it has become a part of me already , just like basketball .
Thank you for those who are there for me . it's time to move on , i know .
Conquer my fears and let's go baby !
hmm , lately , i have been hearing the Noises of the Misfiring system of the Evo 3 in my head , something which i don like . well , i guess , there's a reasoning behind all those damn noises . haha , i get the hint . [ maybe the automotive frenzy got too INTO me . ]
oh well , from today , i shan't be weak anymore , i shall not be a burden to everyone anymore .
Lion heart , ben .
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
ACT.106 - Trust.
i don't know who to trust anymore .
i gave my trust to so many people out there , and i come back , utterly disappointed.
and it was some people i seriously din doubt . it's you guys .
You guys say i haven been catching up with u all , then when i DO some catching up with u guys , u go around telling people ,or rather our classmates . well , there is no damn need to let anyone else know , if the whole gang knows , i don mind .
Well , i was right at the beginning , i should have stayed alone in my damn loner world . Bottle all my damn feelings inside , and tell no one still .
haiz . I've lost my trust in this world .
and ... trust can never be gained again .
i don't know who to trust anymore .
i gave my trust to so many people out there , and i come back , utterly disappointed.
and it was some people i seriously din doubt . it's you guys .
You guys say i haven been catching up with u all , then when i DO some catching up with u guys , u go around telling people ,or rather our classmates . well , there is no damn need to let anyone else know , if the whole gang knows , i don mind .
Well , i was right at the beginning , i should have stayed alone in my damn loner world . Bottle all my damn feelings inside , and tell no one still .
haiz . I've lost my trust in this world .
and ... trust can never be gained again .
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
ACT.105 - faith.
Studying rocks ! Supply chain management is a long long module ! so much stuff sia ! haha ... injured my back ... that's GREAT ! lol ..
They say if you love somebody , you must set them free ...
I guess i have evolved to this stage , when i know .. if you love somebody , you must set them free .
Well , i'm contented with my life , family , lian hua dang , my classmates and some special friends .
Sometimes , i get lost in my path of life . i arrive at crossroads , don't know where to go . But i just hold on tight to my heart , and follow where it guides . Even if i'm alone , i'll go on . Cause i know , one day , there will be someone to walk this endless road with me =)
When i get lost , i just think bout Efini FD . after daydreaming , i get back to reality and face life with more confidence and faith .
" Don't you ever wish ,you were someone else .
You were meant to be , the way you are exactly .
Don't you ever say , you don't like the way you walk .
When you learn to love yourself , you'd better off by far .
And i hope you always stay the same ...
Cause there's nothing bout you i would change . "
And what just keeps me going ? it's you ..... Rx-7 .
Studying rocks ! Supply chain management is a long long module ! so much stuff sia ! haha ... injured my back ... that's GREAT ! lol ..
They say if you love somebody , you must set them free ...
I guess i have evolved to this stage , when i know .. if you love somebody , you must set them free .
Well , i'm contented with my life , family , lian hua dang , my classmates and some special friends .
Sometimes , i get lost in my path of life . i arrive at crossroads , don't know where to go . But i just hold on tight to my heart , and follow where it guides . Even if i'm alone , i'll go on . Cause i know , one day , there will be someone to walk this endless road with me =)
When i get lost , i just think bout Efini FD . after daydreaming , i get back to reality and face life with more confidence and faith .
" Don't you ever wish ,you were someone else .
You were meant to be , the way you are exactly .
Don't you ever say , you don't like the way you walk .
When you learn to love yourself , you'd better off by far .
And i hope you always stay the same ...
Cause there's nothing bout you i would change . "
And what just keeps me going ? it's you ..... Rx-7 .
ACT.104 - Wishlist .
FD3S Rx-7 spirit R or type R .
C-west Body kit .[maybe a RE Amemiya Spoiler .]
Yokohama Tires.
Mazdaspeed Rims.
Greddy Exhaust tip.
Greddy Turbo Kit
NOS nitrous kit .
haven tot bout suspension and all that yet .. much research to do .=(
more :
half life 2 game so i can play CS:source .
*Puma Windbreaker , printed with automotive stuff the way i want it.
Puma Pro Racing shoes.
Levi's jeans .
*Logitech Mx510 mouse .[ my mse spoiling le.]
*Logitech Keyboard.[my keyboard is dying soon.]
*White automotive shirt.
Rotary engine keychain [ that time i nv buy .. then no more le ! heartbreak ...]
Final fantasy 8 watch [ wishing for this for years.. ]
*A nice sling bag [ been searching .]
Running shoes .. just bought 4months ago , but the holes are appearing..
DB National Champion.
Squaresoft to Produce Final Fantasy 8 movie.
FD3S Rx-7 spirit R or type R .
C-west Body kit .[maybe a RE Amemiya Spoiler .]
Yokohama Tires.
Mazdaspeed Rims.
Greddy Exhaust tip.
Greddy Turbo Kit
NOS nitrous kit .
haven tot bout suspension and all that yet .. much research to do .=(
more :
half life 2 game so i can play CS:source .
*Puma Windbreaker , printed with automotive stuff the way i want it.
Puma Pro Racing shoes.
Levi's jeans .
*Logitech Mx510 mouse .[ my mse spoiling le.]
*Logitech Keyboard.[my keyboard is dying soon.]
*White automotive shirt.
Rotary engine keychain [ that time i nv buy .. then no more le ! heartbreak ...]
Final fantasy 8 watch [ wishing for this for years.. ]
*A nice sling bag [ been searching .]
Running shoes .. just bought 4months ago , but the holes are appearing..
DB National Champion.
Squaresoft to Produce Final Fantasy 8 movie.
ACT.103 - Cloudy .
haha , i'm glad you told me bout what happened . i'm glad as well , you din bottle it up .. but it sure took me some time to dig it out from u !
well , cloudy days it might be , but don't let it affect your studies . it's up to u how u wanna deal with it , settle it once and for all .. or put it on hold =)
Anyway ... just hope you don't lose faith . i know you're getting sick and tired , definitely , me too , sick of all this shit . but just don't lose that flame burning in ur heart baby . Good guys ain't extinct , just endangered . lol .. but they do Exist !
Call me when you need me ... anytime .
haha , i'm glad you told me bout what happened . i'm glad as well , you din bottle it up .. but it sure took me some time to dig it out from u !
well , cloudy days it might be , but don't let it affect your studies . it's up to u how u wanna deal with it , settle it once and for all .. or put it on hold =)
Anyway ... just hope you don't lose faith . i know you're getting sick and tired , definitely , me too , sick of all this shit . but just don't lose that flame burning in ur heart baby . Good guys ain't extinct , just endangered . lol .. but they do Exist !
Call me when you need me ... anytime .
ACT.102 - Blue days.
i have been troubled for the past few days .. maybe shld i say , i'm feeling lost . i don't know why , and i want to know why . well , i'm sure i'll find it out pretty soon .
haha , Gi kian msg me today , he's in Portsmouth USA . haha .. din tell him i missed him . but reminded him he still has YEARS to go . manx , he's been to the USA . Envy ... my dream is still have a trip down Mount Akina .
My life's been a confused jigsaw puzzled , with one piece of missing . and i'm very sure what's that piece . the guardian angel that can heal my wounds. give me hope .
haha ... but i guess i will be very very patient . i've been so used to it , for 2 years le , another 10 years also no problem lah .. =) i'm only so young haha ... still long lah !
Anyway , respect my parents .. haha , can see they love each other a lot and sometimes put quite some effort to enjoy each occasion .. know what i mean ? my mum can love my Dad despite his very bad temper .. that's respectable . haha , how come all of a sudden say them arh ? lol ..
For the girl having her kosong prata now. : Don't give up on love , don't lose faith . Believe , and keep searching for that special one. =)
i have been troubled for the past few days .. maybe shld i say , i'm feeling lost . i don't know why , and i want to know why . well , i'm sure i'll find it out pretty soon .
haha , Gi kian msg me today , he's in Portsmouth USA . haha .. din tell him i missed him . but reminded him he still has YEARS to go . manx , he's been to the USA . Envy ... my dream is still have a trip down Mount Akina .
My life's been a confused jigsaw puzzled , with one piece of missing . and i'm very sure what's that piece . the guardian angel that can heal my wounds. give me hope .
haha ... but i guess i will be very very patient . i've been so used to it , for 2 years le , another 10 years also no problem lah .. =) i'm only so young haha ... still long lah !
Anyway , respect my parents .. haha , can see they love each other a lot and sometimes put quite some effort to enjoy each occasion .. know what i mean ? my mum can love my Dad despite his very bad temper .. that's respectable . haha , how come all of a sudden say them arh ? lol ..
For the girl having her kosong prata now. : Don't give up on love , don't lose faith . Believe , and keep searching for that special one. =)
Monday, July 11, 2005
ACT.101 - haunts me .
the Loss of the IVP still haunts me . loss of the WCG as well . but it ain't bringing me down baby , cause i'm gonna work harder . and now , the issue is studies , so here we go !
hmmm ... i seem to have lost touch with reality . now u know why i call reality ... the Reality Monster .
i slept for so long ytd , damn it , wasted my time . 12 hrs . later still must go gym ... so i must use of my studying time now ...
my friend said my arms shrunk . Damn it , i take a look at them again , YES ! this is GREAT . thanks to me being sick that time , and i din compensate for it . gotta change this pair of gay arms to something else more bombastic .
haha , i suddenly miss everyone . my friends , my classmates ... may anne , adelene from my primary sch ... and lots more. i've been too busy ... so busy .
the Loss of the IVP still haunts me . loss of the WCG as well . but it ain't bringing me down baby , cause i'm gonna work harder . and now , the issue is studies , so here we go !
hmmm ... i seem to have lost touch with reality . now u know why i call reality ... the Reality Monster .
i slept for so long ytd , damn it , wasted my time . 12 hrs . later still must go gym ... so i must use of my studying time now ...
my friend said my arms shrunk . Damn it , i take a look at them again , YES ! this is GREAT . thanks to me being sick that time , and i din compensate for it . gotta change this pair of gay arms to something else more bombastic .
haha , i suddenly miss everyone . my friends , my classmates ... may anne , adelene from my primary sch ... and lots more. i've been too busy ... so busy .
Saturday, July 09, 2005
ACT.100 - initial d is my life .
i just watched initial d , by myself . it sucks .
initial d is the show that made me fall in love with cars , with most importantly , made me fall in love with Rx-7 . initial d is the anime that started it all for me , to make me want more , to make want to achieve . to make me wanna ..... Drift .
Then came this damn movie ... it spoilt the name of initial d. i'm very sad .. to see the show this way . they used the name initial d . and claimed it is based on the comic book and anime ... my FOOT ! you changed so many things .
itsuki was never driving a silvia S13, and he bought a AE85 levin . he ain't the boss of Akina Speedstars . neither was he the son of the gas station boss .
takeshi nagazato never believed in drifting , he only believed in grip racing . and he was never friends with Ryosuke takahashi .
Bunta never whacks Takumi Fujiwara . He only smokes , he don't drink or fancy girls . Takumi din learn drifting down the mountain all by himself , but with his dad's supervision . and not bcos Bunta got drunk or some shit , that he sent Takumi to deliver tofu. and , he was never ever good at sleeping .
Ryosuke isn't such a arrogant guy . and he's a very very smart thinker . he ain't that dumb , to think that tires weren't a factor in a race . Ryosuke takahashi , is your cool , calm , handsome , pro type of guy . all girls would love Ryosuke takahashi in the anime . what edison chen .. i'm utterly disappointed .
Where is Keisuke Takahashi in the movie ? Ryosuke's bro ? the one that drives the EFINI FD RX-7 ??????????? he's the key racer in Project D . , the team that ryosuke set up to dominate Japan . Don't be a ass , the producers and directors.
cause why ? you guys can't afford paying for a FD Rx-7 ?
then since when there is a triple threat in a race ? don be a joker guys ... if you let initial d fans / japanese see it , you are gonna get RIPPED . racers will haunt you and curse you . One Versus One is the rule. Get it ?
Kyochi didn't bang no car , he's a PROFESSIONAL . stated in the movie , and he isn't a professional lei , he just graduated from the Tendou school , that's all . and he won't BANG his car . he's not a noob ok ? and where is his famous MISFIRING SYSTEM ? can't find it anywhere ? he din only have one dumb turbo kit ok . his EVO was such a big shot bcos of the misfiring system all right ..
Takumi Fujiwara ? Jay Chou ? why get a singer to be a actor ? please , don show me his poor acting skills . and Takumi never ever smiles . even in pictures . Do you producers / directors ever watch initial D ???!!! haiz .
and Mogi din have a very very close relationship with takumi b4 they went out . and she din tell him she bought a very sexy swimsuit or whatever crap .
i'm very sad , with the outcome of the movie . the race was boring . eurobeat ain't there , and you guys were playing some crap music .
And please go visit Mount Akina when you are free . and you just grab some mountain with 5 consecutive hairpins and u call it mount akina ? and please , Ryosuke do not know how to use the drain for faster turning ok ! and takumi only uses it at the last hairpin .
haiz . initial d ? don spoil the name .
i just watched initial d , by myself . it sucks .
initial d is the show that made me fall in love with cars , with most importantly , made me fall in love with Rx-7 . initial d is the anime that started it all for me , to make me want more , to make want to achieve . to make me wanna ..... Drift .
Then came this damn movie ... it spoilt the name of initial d. i'm very sad .. to see the show this way . they used the name initial d . and claimed it is based on the comic book and anime ... my FOOT ! you changed so many things .
itsuki was never driving a silvia S13, and he bought a AE85 levin . he ain't the boss of Akina Speedstars . neither was he the son of the gas station boss .
takeshi nagazato never believed in drifting , he only believed in grip racing . and he was never friends with Ryosuke takahashi .
Bunta never whacks Takumi Fujiwara . He only smokes , he don't drink or fancy girls . Takumi din learn drifting down the mountain all by himself , but with his dad's supervision . and not bcos Bunta got drunk or some shit , that he sent Takumi to deliver tofu. and , he was never ever good at sleeping .
Ryosuke isn't such a arrogant guy . and he's a very very smart thinker . he ain't that dumb , to think that tires weren't a factor in a race . Ryosuke takahashi , is your cool , calm , handsome , pro type of guy . all girls would love Ryosuke takahashi in the anime . what edison chen .. i'm utterly disappointed .
Where is Keisuke Takahashi in the movie ? Ryosuke's bro ? the one that drives the EFINI FD RX-7 ??????????? he's the key racer in Project D . , the team that ryosuke set up to dominate Japan . Don't be a ass , the producers and directors.
cause why ? you guys can't afford paying for a FD Rx-7 ?
then since when there is a triple threat in a race ? don be a joker guys ... if you let initial d fans / japanese see it , you are gonna get RIPPED . racers will haunt you and curse you . One Versus One is the rule. Get it ?
Kyochi didn't bang no car , he's a PROFESSIONAL . stated in the movie , and he isn't a professional lei , he just graduated from the Tendou school , that's all . and he won't BANG his car . he's not a noob ok ? and where is his famous MISFIRING SYSTEM ? can't find it anywhere ? he din only have one dumb turbo kit ok . his EVO was such a big shot bcos of the misfiring system all right ..
Takumi Fujiwara ? Jay Chou ? why get a singer to be a actor ? please , don show me his poor acting skills . and Takumi never ever smiles . even in pictures . Do you producers / directors ever watch initial D ???!!! haiz .
and Mogi din have a very very close relationship with takumi b4 they went out . and she din tell him she bought a very sexy swimsuit or whatever crap .
i'm very sad , with the outcome of the movie . the race was boring . eurobeat ain't there , and you guys were playing some crap music .
And please go visit Mount Akina when you are free . and you just grab some mountain with 5 consecutive hairpins and u call it mount akina ? and please , Ryosuke do not know how to use the drain for faster turning ok ! and takumi only uses it at the last hairpin .
haiz . initial d ? don spoil the name .
ACT.99 - Forever memories.
National Cadet Corps . Where i met my bestest friends , where i've made the best memories in my life . the organisation which made me into the man i am .
I looked at my 2 ranks . Staff Sergeant and Senior Cadet Lieutantent.
when i was a recruit , i marched with pride even though i had no rank . i strived to be one of the best . but i wasn't noticed .
since the day i put on my lance corporal rank , i wore it with pride , watching my actions carefully as i am a senior . that year , was the toughest year of my ncc life . We got whacked crazily , been treated like NS men . but ,we held on . we were ... the 2001 basic-2s .
Then came the most important year . I put on my rank , corporal . Made sure my uniform was always in tip top condition . trained hard , learnt hard . i promoted to 2nd sergeant . that was when i had much more responsibilties , and we were whacked even tougher , this time , by teacher officers . Debrief after every training , having lunch never early . After training , we would all fell asleep on the couch at home .
2003 came . and i was promoted to Staff Sergeant . i took the one of the most important duties , to train the sec 3s . the future of the unit was in my hand , along with MSG edwin and my assistant ting xian . i ORD with a distinction colours .
but thinking back , i wasn't a good platoon sergeant , i was too harsh on them , too vulgar . maybe i wasn't mature enuf .
end of 2003 , we promoted to Cadet Lieutantents ! the officer course , was where i really had the best times of my lives . my campmates made me forget all the worries and troubles i have back in my real life . thank you all .
That's the end of my NCC career . i have chosen to move on to Dragonboat , where a new destiny lies . i miss NCC real a lot , but NCC has changed , i have changed too . Things ain't the same . Thank You , i won't forget the memories we had . The pictures on my wall , will forever be there .
National Cadet Corps . Where i met my bestest friends , where i've made the best memories in my life . the organisation which made me into the man i am .
I looked at my 2 ranks . Staff Sergeant and Senior Cadet Lieutantent.
when i was a recruit , i marched with pride even though i had no rank . i strived to be one of the best . but i wasn't noticed .
since the day i put on my lance corporal rank , i wore it with pride , watching my actions carefully as i am a senior . that year , was the toughest year of my ncc life . We got whacked crazily , been treated like NS men . but ,we held on . we were ... the 2001 basic-2s .
Then came the most important year . I put on my rank , corporal . Made sure my uniform was always in tip top condition . trained hard , learnt hard . i promoted to 2nd sergeant . that was when i had much more responsibilties , and we were whacked even tougher , this time , by teacher officers . Debrief after every training , having lunch never early . After training , we would all fell asleep on the couch at home .
2003 came . and i was promoted to Staff Sergeant . i took the one of the most important duties , to train the sec 3s . the future of the unit was in my hand , along with MSG edwin and my assistant ting xian . i ORD with a distinction colours .
but thinking back , i wasn't a good platoon sergeant , i was too harsh on them , too vulgar . maybe i wasn't mature enuf .
end of 2003 , we promoted to Cadet Lieutantents ! the officer course , was where i really had the best times of my lives . my campmates made me forget all the worries and troubles i have back in my real life . thank you all .
That's the end of my NCC career . i have chosen to move on to Dragonboat , where a new destiny lies . i miss NCC real a lot , but NCC has changed , i have changed too . Things ain't the same . Thank You , i won't forget the memories we had . The pictures on my wall , will forever be there .
ACT.98 - i'll be there.
hey , i've told you , my HP is 24 /7 . you can call anytime .. and i'm glad you did ! haha , don bother bout waking me up .. but give me time , starting starting i'll be blur blur .. cause just wake up mah !
anyway , bout your sis , hmmm , i don't know what happened .. but no matter what , don't take it to heart . Siblings bound to quarrel . just cool off ... and start a new day . i'm sure she cools off soon and things will be right back to normal . like me and my bro , hahz , you can see one day , things get really really fierce .. but the next day , i guessed we understood what each other meant , and forgave each other .
Take care .
hey , i've told you , my HP is 24 /7 . you can call anytime .. and i'm glad you did ! haha , don bother bout waking me up .. but give me time , starting starting i'll be blur blur .. cause just wake up mah !
anyway , bout your sis , hmmm , i don't know what happened .. but no matter what , don't take it to heart . Siblings bound to quarrel . just cool off ... and start a new day . i'm sure she cools off soon and things will be right back to normal . like me and my bro , hahz , you can see one day , things get really really fierce .. but the next day , i guessed we understood what each other meant , and forgave each other .
Take care .
Friday, July 08, 2005
ACT.97 - Walk this endless road with me.
her . someone who i always wished for . to walk this endless road with me . the road of life . tian zhang di jiu. Not giving up . Not losing faith .
i had 2 hrs of sleep today . ok lah , to be exact , 3 ! i woke up with such SIANess . lol ... Logistics Comm , here i come baby !
hmm , did i slept in the bus ? er ... think not arh , my mind was full of thoughts ... hahz .
After school go play bball first b4 gym , kaoz , losers out there sia .. if only i could play like last time . and bcos i played bball today ... my legs start to hurt like how they did in the past.
so lazy lazy me , gonna go check out my this pair of beloved legs liao . i'm only afraid that they will tell me the things i don't wanna hear . like to my friend , they told him to stop whatever he is doing . But you guys all know , i can't give up dragonboat . i have a responsibility , and a promise to fulfil .
tomorrow , got sea rowing with the guys .. wondering whether i shld go , cause i want a nice rest too . haiz .
haha , and something's wrong with my skull bone .. it's like the same pain i felt when i sniffed chlorine stupidly back in sec 4 . it's like the chemical devours ur bone .. arrrggghhh !! why mr ben ng hong bin so many health problems one !! haha , i must take care of myself liao .. cause there is no one to take care of me as well ! lol .. what crap .
Loss at the WCG made me learnt a few things . and Ah Huat had been always saying the same thing over and over again in dragonboat . " Stick to your own game plan . " Stupid me let opponent take control of me . i've fallen into his plan .
My car techniques were better than his . it was such a waste .
Move on , boy . Need for speed : undergound shall be history in your life .
her . someone who i always wished for . to walk this endless road with me . the road of life . tian zhang di jiu. Not giving up . Not losing faith .
i had 2 hrs of sleep today . ok lah , to be exact , 3 ! i woke up with such SIANess . lol ... Logistics Comm , here i come baby !
hmm , did i slept in the bus ? er ... think not arh , my mind was full of thoughts ... hahz .
After school go play bball first b4 gym , kaoz , losers out there sia .. if only i could play like last time . and bcos i played bball today ... my legs start to hurt like how they did in the past.
so lazy lazy me , gonna go check out my this pair of beloved legs liao . i'm only afraid that they will tell me the things i don't wanna hear . like to my friend , they told him to stop whatever he is doing . But you guys all know , i can't give up dragonboat . i have a responsibility , and a promise to fulfil .
tomorrow , got sea rowing with the guys .. wondering whether i shld go , cause i want a nice rest too . haiz .
haha , and something's wrong with my skull bone .. it's like the same pain i felt when i sniffed chlorine stupidly back in sec 4 . it's like the chemical devours ur bone .. arrrggghhh !! why mr ben ng hong bin so many health problems one !! haha , i must take care of myself liao .. cause there is no one to take care of me as well ! lol .. what crap .
Loss at the WCG made me learnt a few things . and Ah Huat had been always saying the same thing over and over again in dragonboat . " Stick to your own game plan . " Stupid me let opponent take control of me . i've fallen into his plan .
My car techniques were better than his . it was such a waste .
Move on , boy . Need for speed : undergound shall be history in your life .
Thursday, July 07, 2005
ACT.96 - fly away from here with me.
when life gets so painful , so stressed and so on , all i wish to do , is to grab the hand of the one i love , and fly away from here.
Left ankle starts to hurt again ... old problem . haha , i really wish to cure these 2 legs of mine . i wanna play basketball as free as ever .
Anyway , sorry May Anne , i know the period right now is painful and hard for you , so if u need anybody , i'm just a phone call away . Pardon me if i haven been contacting you , my life is pretty hectic right now . i know the painful times should have ended long ago , i don't know why they keep re-occuring to u . But i guess only Heaven knows the answers , and you've gotta find them out urself. Move on , girl .
One chapter ends , but a brand new one starts from today onwards .
Anyway , that sleepy girl ask me to wake her up again at 10.00 , wah , always disappear away without a trace .. then just left me a msg ! haha ... i know she will be reading this , so that's why i purposely BLOG ! lol ... sleep sleep sleep ! only know how to sleep !
haha .. talk bout sleep .. i'm pretty sleepy too .. i was in sch , an aching back thanks to the stupid hard chair ... got Dad to fetch me , haha , i'm such a lucky boy that he's around the neighbourhood .. if not have to suffer the long trip home .
haha ... 14mins to 10.00 , u better wake up when i call u arh ! i'm not gonna call u 50times ok !
when life gets so painful , so stressed and so on , all i wish to do , is to grab the hand of the one i love , and fly away from here.
Left ankle starts to hurt again ... old problem . haha , i really wish to cure these 2 legs of mine . i wanna play basketball as free as ever .
Anyway , sorry May Anne , i know the period right now is painful and hard for you , so if u need anybody , i'm just a phone call away . Pardon me if i haven been contacting you , my life is pretty hectic right now . i know the painful times should have ended long ago , i don't know why they keep re-occuring to u . But i guess only Heaven knows the answers , and you've gotta find them out urself. Move on , girl .
One chapter ends , but a brand new one starts from today onwards .
Anyway , that sleepy girl ask me to wake her up again at 10.00 , wah , always disappear away without a trace .. then just left me a msg ! haha ... i know she will be reading this , so that's why i purposely BLOG ! lol ... sleep sleep sleep ! only know how to sleep !
haha .. talk bout sleep .. i'm pretty sleepy too .. i was in sch , an aching back thanks to the stupid hard chair ... got Dad to fetch me , haha , i'm such a lucky boy that he's around the neighbourhood .. if not have to suffer the long trip home .
haha ... 14mins to 10.00 , u better wake up when i call u arh ! i'm not gonna call u 50times ok !
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
ACT.95 - "What's your deepest fear , young man ? "
i've lost today at World Cyber Games . my legs got too shaky , if u know what that means . i stressed myself too much , i've failed myself . i won't wanna elaborate , i won't wanna stir up that anger within myself again .
But i'm glad there was someone standing there right with me , supporting me , a very big thank you to u ! =)
For that , is my deepest fear . Pressure . i am a guy with talents , but however , unable to show it when i need it . i screw up everytime when i get too nervous . i screw up everytime i get anxious , or get pressurized . just that little pressure , causes me to mess everything up .
And i have to conquer this fear . cause if i don't , i will be a loser all my life . i can never become a Pro. racer with this fear.
well , i've tot about it . actually , i was given a very good life , with a very perfect background and everything else . just this small fear , shouldn't affect me at all . cause when i got off the bus ... i saw a blind man walking , and i was amazed by how well , he memorized the route . and i knew , Heaven gave me a perfect pair of eyes , a perfect pair of ears , legs , arms , and a brain that works well . Instead of thanking for all these fortune , i start to be complacent .
hmm , i guess it's time i start to appreciate ! thanks Bro too , for being there for me .
Gi kian is gone for a day . i think i miss him . He was a close friend , but i nv really cherish when he was around . cause i got too busy with stuff .. but i know , i shldn't use a excuse !
haha , Bon Voyage my friend . Hope to see a brand new , better you in a year . And you'll see the same old brand new me .
i've lost today at World Cyber Games . my legs got too shaky , if u know what that means . i stressed myself too much , i've failed myself . i won't wanna elaborate , i won't wanna stir up that anger within myself again .
But i'm glad there was someone standing there right with me , supporting me , a very big thank you to u ! =)
For that , is my deepest fear . Pressure . i am a guy with talents , but however , unable to show it when i need it . i screw up everytime when i get too nervous . i screw up everytime i get anxious , or get pressurized . just that little pressure , causes me to mess everything up .
And i have to conquer this fear . cause if i don't , i will be a loser all my life . i can never become a Pro. racer with this fear.
well , i've tot about it . actually , i was given a very good life , with a very perfect background and everything else . just this small fear , shouldn't affect me at all . cause when i got off the bus ... i saw a blind man walking , and i was amazed by how well , he memorized the route . and i knew , Heaven gave me a perfect pair of eyes , a perfect pair of ears , legs , arms , and a brain that works well . Instead of thanking for all these fortune , i start to be complacent .
hmm , i guess it's time i start to appreciate ! thanks Bro too , for being there for me .
Gi kian is gone for a day . i think i miss him . He was a close friend , but i nv really cherish when he was around . cause i got too busy with stuff .. but i know , i shldn't use a excuse !
haha , Bon Voyage my friend . Hope to see a brand new , better you in a year . And you'll see the same old brand new me .
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
ACT.94 - Where Time has no feelings.
I won my first match . Once the game started , in a while , i saw myself thrashing huge seconds even i can't believe , it was just too short distance . Then he asked the referee some stuff , so i believe he has some technical problems , so i just braked and waited . no point playing anyway , will restart mah . Then i thought , why not i play , try to get into the groove first . then i ran a few rounds . Then the referee refused to restart . Then i was waiting for him at the finish line for so long , i got impatient . just went through without him .
At the beginning , when i chose my car and tuned it , as the referee and my opponent are friends , he told him what car i was using . i hate it when such things happen . He could have picked a car that go against my traffic . But sorry , in this game , Corolla AE86 is the best .
When i found out what car he using , i was like " STEADY LIAO LAH ! " Nissan Skyline R34 Vs Corolla AE86 , sure no fight one .
Then i went home , feeling so disappointed . i din wanna win it this way . i wanted a challenge . Luckily i din drink my red bull . Cause this game needs 100% concentration , just one blink of the eye , mistake , and it's BANGG !! Tomorrow , shall drink ! =)
hah , ytd go ton at Changi Airport , to send Gi Kian off in the morning . Well , when we reached the viewing mall , i became so tired .. cause i know later still have to chat on phone , so just go grab some sleep first =) sure did i sleep well , only that when i wore my windbreaker , i was starting to sweat !
Then chit chat til 5.30 or a bit later . that's really late manx . lol ...
Ate subway for breakfast . Not nice . Don't know why Shun De very fascinated over Subway .
Then Gi Kian went off . Well , we being typical men , just say bye to him . but i'm sure in our hearts , we all wanted to say much more . one year later . i'm sure much will change .
haha , Tomorrow match at 5pm and 5.30pm . Don't miss it !
I won my first match . Once the game started , in a while , i saw myself thrashing huge seconds even i can't believe , it was just too short distance . Then he asked the referee some stuff , so i believe he has some technical problems , so i just braked and waited . no point playing anyway , will restart mah . Then i thought , why not i play , try to get into the groove first . then i ran a few rounds . Then the referee refused to restart . Then i was waiting for him at the finish line for so long , i got impatient . just went through without him .
At the beginning , when i chose my car and tuned it , as the referee and my opponent are friends , he told him what car i was using . i hate it when such things happen . He could have picked a car that go against my traffic . But sorry , in this game , Corolla AE86 is the best .
When i found out what car he using , i was like " STEADY LIAO LAH ! " Nissan Skyline R34 Vs Corolla AE86 , sure no fight one .
Then i went home , feeling so disappointed . i din wanna win it this way . i wanted a challenge . Luckily i din drink my red bull . Cause this game needs 100% concentration , just one blink of the eye , mistake , and it's BANGG !! Tomorrow , shall drink ! =)
hah , ytd go ton at Changi Airport , to send Gi Kian off in the morning . Well , when we reached the viewing mall , i became so tired .. cause i know later still have to chat on phone , so just go grab some sleep first =) sure did i sleep well , only that when i wore my windbreaker , i was starting to sweat !
Then chit chat til 5.30 or a bit later . that's really late manx . lol ...
Ate subway for breakfast . Not nice . Don't know why Shun De very fascinated over Subway .
Then Gi Kian went off . Well , we being typical men , just say bye to him . but i'm sure in our hearts , we all wanted to say much more . one year later . i'm sure much will change .
haha , Tomorrow match at 5pm and 5.30pm . Don't miss it !
Monday, July 04, 2005
ACT.93 - precious.time.
July Race ended yesterday . We've got 2nd for IVP mens and 3rd for IVP mixed . we lost NTU in IVP mens by 0.2 secs . it was a length of a tongue . sucks.
i've got both medals ... and i felt , we could have done a lot better . if only ...
but anyway , we were supposed to find a place to bathe and meet at 7.15 in esplanade for dinner . hahz , we went around the whole place looking for a place to bathe , marina square , oriental hotel , esplanade , one fullerton , fullerton hotel . we decided to just use the toilet at fullerton hotel , although no shower . just used tap water ... hah , laughing all the way and kao pei .
i felt sad , for the fact that we din qualify for national championship men's finals . We lost to NUS , NJC , NJC alumni in the heats . they were so strong . National Champion was my promise to Ryan . and the next race is gonna be different .
well , then to start off my day today , i was sitting in the bus , and i just realised , my damn GNC bottle was leaking , and damn it , it got my bag and my pants , and my sleeveless shirt wet ! and all my notes , logistics com notes , principle of marketing notes i've just printed , and my need for speed underground notes also . this sucks !
i feel more sian about the Lcom notes , cause i used $$$ to pay . sianx ..
hahz , also talked to Wei Ling ytd =)
in stupid principle of marketing class now , so tired , ytd so late reach home , so tired , still have to study . i need rest manx . Tonight , still have to go changi airport and ton , send Gk off . i need lots of rest .
July Race ended yesterday . We've got 2nd for IVP mens and 3rd for IVP mixed . we lost NTU in IVP mens by 0.2 secs . it was a length of a tongue . sucks.
i've got both medals ... and i felt , we could have done a lot better . if only ...
but anyway , we were supposed to find a place to bathe and meet at 7.15 in esplanade for dinner . hahz , we went around the whole place looking for a place to bathe , marina square , oriental hotel , esplanade , one fullerton , fullerton hotel . we decided to just use the toilet at fullerton hotel , although no shower . just used tap water ... hah , laughing all the way and kao pei .
i felt sad , for the fact that we din qualify for national championship men's finals . We lost to NUS , NJC , NJC alumni in the heats . they were so strong . National Champion was my promise to Ryan . and the next race is gonna be different .
well , then to start off my day today , i was sitting in the bus , and i just realised , my damn GNC bottle was leaking , and damn it , it got my bag and my pants , and my sleeveless shirt wet ! and all my notes , logistics com notes , principle of marketing notes i've just printed , and my need for speed underground notes also . this sucks !
i feel more sian about the Lcom notes , cause i used $$$ to pay . sianx ..
hahz , also talked to Wei Ling ytd =)
in stupid principle of marketing class now , so tired , ytd so late reach home , so tired , still have to study . i need rest manx . Tonight , still have to go changi airport and ton , send Gk off . i need lots of rest .
Saturday, July 02, 2005
ACT.92 - July Race starts today !
Today was National Championship ,IVP . We beat NTU at IVP today . happy happy =)
Got first at Open's heats . beating NYJC and seahawk , very happy =)
Open's mixed 2nd , losing njc , almost on par with NTU .
High hopes for IVP . but NUS has the fastest timing . winning us in 5 secs . i am indeed worried , but , believe .
haha , was looking at the race course and wei ling tapped me from the back and said "Jia you ! " and b4 i could react .. she walked off ... well , i'm very relieved that she encouraged me .. we haven talked for years .
I went to caught up with her after her heats , i'm glad . i really wanted to remove that barrier . really apologize to her .
my training for WCG is getting well also , improving and improving . July race , gotta win the IVP BACK !
went to Dreamscar asia today , saw mazda club JonDog's car , it's amazing .
Saw a Keisuke Takahashi Efini Rx-7 on sale . very tempted . Got a free polo tee , so happy .
i wished i really went home and dress nicely for the car show , so take pics nicer .. i looked like some garang guni sia ... haha , headed for the exit , and saw Adeline from 04 . haha , din expect .
there's so much going thru in my life . just want someone to share the joy with me =)
Today was National Championship ,IVP . We beat NTU at IVP today . happy happy =)
Got first at Open's heats . beating NYJC and seahawk , very happy =)
Open's mixed 2nd , losing njc , almost on par with NTU .
High hopes for IVP . but NUS has the fastest timing . winning us in 5 secs . i am indeed worried , but , believe .
haha , was looking at the race course and wei ling tapped me from the back and said "Jia you ! " and b4 i could react .. she walked off ... well , i'm very relieved that she encouraged me .. we haven talked for years .
I went to caught up with her after her heats , i'm glad . i really wanted to remove that barrier . really apologize to her .
my training for WCG is getting well also , improving and improving . July race , gotta win the IVP BACK !
went to Dreamscar asia today , saw mazda club JonDog's car , it's amazing .
Saw a Keisuke Takahashi Efini Rx-7 on sale . very tempted . Got a free polo tee , so happy .
i wished i really went home and dress nicely for the car show , so take pics nicer .. i looked like some garang guni sia ... haha , headed for the exit , and saw Adeline from 04 . haha , din expect .
there's so much going thru in my life . just want someone to share the joy with me =)
Friday, July 01, 2005
ACT.91 - One day Encounting .
Tomorrow is the start of the july race . it's when our 1 year of training pays off .
ytd after training went KAP To eat . came home feeling so tired . can't even train for WCG . was too tired for anything .
This morning late for class , traffic jam at macritichie . was sleeping in bus 74 , til sometimes the bus rocked , and my head hit the window with such a loud noise , i continued sleeping .
i'm so tired . Friday just sucks . see our advisor , makes me bored . today still have briefing . sure go home late one loh . tml need to wake up early also . sure no time for WCG . damn , my time is running out . i've got 5 maps to train , 5 maps of timing to beat . i haven got my tuning shit out , and i'm out of time . tests is also coming , gotta go for a car exhibition also , gotta go sim lim and get new keyboard .
busy me.
Tomorrow is the start of the july race . it's when our 1 year of training pays off .
ytd after training went KAP To eat . came home feeling so tired . can't even train for WCG . was too tired for anything .
This morning late for class , traffic jam at macritichie . was sleeping in bus 74 , til sometimes the bus rocked , and my head hit the window with such a loud noise , i continued sleeping .
i'm so tired . Friday just sucks . see our advisor , makes me bored . today still have briefing . sure go home late one loh . tml need to wake up early also . sure no time for WCG . damn , my time is running out . i've got 5 maps to train , 5 maps of timing to beat . i haven got my tuning shit out , and i'm out of time . tests is also coming , gotta go for a car exhibition also , gotta go sim lim and get new keyboard .
busy me.
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