rockin' my world.: June 2005

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

ACT.90 - Anxiety.

This weekend July Race liao . so fast . will meet Wei Ling also . i don't know how to react to her when she calls me . Hope to win . Eliminate NJC . Heaven Bless us .

Next Week World Cyber Games Ngee Ann liao . 5 Laps , at the end of each game , my fingers will be aching loh . Wonder if i have the endurance and focus for 5 long laps . One week to train. 7 days . Must win. Toyota AE86.

i need some guides or experts to advise me on tuning of the car , that's the only component that decides a win or loss , no doubts bout my skills , just the damn tuning .

Forgive and Forget ? The damn Bible teaches us this , but it's something we should learn as well , of course , we must know what can we forgive and forget .

Support me at Atrium if you're free . see me speeding on the race tracks =)

Monday, June 27, 2005

ACT.89 - Need for Speed:Undergound !

Registered today ... Woo hoo !! with Toyota Corolla AE86 , here i come to dominate Ngee Ann ! Been practising everyday ... still not perfect and my skills ain't fine tuned yet , but i just need more practise . arrrGGGHH !! need help with the tuning of the car ... but no fear ! sure got chance ! 100% confidence !

Just unlocked the last map that's included in WCG .. it's so so tough manx ! gotta get my gears up to practise more that damned map ... lol .

Dominate Ngee Ann , get $$$ win prizes , and get more $$$$ !!! wahahaha !!

Wish me LUCK!!!

Sunday, June 26, 2005

ACT.88 - Tomorrow's a new day .

oh manx .. my high fever is back ! and it's back with more action and more new stuff ... i feel so weak now . hahz ... then while i lied on the bed . so many ppl msg me on msn ... of all times , today !

hope i tml feel better and recover , cause i cant' skip school anymore ... and give ngee ann MC , also don't consider attendance one .. nothing to say loh. so tml must go . even if i'm damn sick .

well ... i've been training for need for speed underground . haha , my confidence is at 100% . i'm still trying to perfect my turns and so on , working hard towards it man! hope i don't overwork myself , i know i ain't superman .

With toyota Corrolla , here i come ! **sorry arh , can't use Rx-7 this time . =(

ACT.87 - i believe .

i went down to bedok reservoir after seeing a doc ... of course i've got a little better . Then Ah Huat tell me .. today you're not gonna row , you rest . it's just a small race .

i was a little disheartened of course ... but i knew , my limit is only one set . i can't go any more than that ... so it was right for him to decide that way .

Then when the men's are about to go down for the semi-finals .. Ah Huat asked " Ben , you wanna row ?"

Cause i was still dreaming ... then i replied " Ok loh . "

Then everyone was like " WHAT OK LOH ??!! MUST SAY YEAH !!!! " lol .. i was really happy that everyone was willing to give me a chance .

I was worried .. that i can't give my standard . but i tried my best . and i did ..

We were 2nd , we lost to commando though . but it was a good set .

Then came the Men's final . i really hoped Ah Huat would put me down . But he didn't . i was quite disheartened then .. cause i know , i've still got strength ! i still can row !

Shun de was like telling me , u tell ah huat lah ... i replied : " nah .. he wouldn't place me . "

The men's came back in third , losing National team and NJC . they were happy and joy was in the air . while i was sad . i wanted to row . i wanted to give my best .

Then today morning ,i am sick , with something new , high fever . i guess i already did my part yesterday . well , it's time for me to concentrate on getting well . gonna miss training today . the last training .

Next week is July's Race . all that we were aiming for . gonna do my best and have no regrets .

Friday, June 24, 2005

ACT.86 - Lion Heart.

Lion heart represents great strengths and courage .

i wish i would have a Lion Heart . Besides , i also wished to have the horoscope of the Leo . i wanted to be someone strong . who can stand by himself . who could live this earth by himself .

But i'm just the opposite . i can't stand alone .

Well , i apologised to Wei Ling for the way i treated her in that relationship , i'm not sure whether she accepted my apology , but it's all over . i can't turn back time .

There is a period of time , when everyone will go through the worst of his time . it happened to me last year . But after that incident , i discovered more about myself . or maybe i've changed .

i can't forgive and forget . i'm such a person that bear grudges .

If only i didn't do something stupid last year , all these wouldn't have happened . we could have still lead our lives as we did b4 , or even better . So much changed . for the better and the worse .

Then i realised . i was alone .

i don't care about my guardian angel or a gf anymore . i think i can only rely on the Rx-7 . oh well ... i'm sure i can depend on it . i just wanna get through NS and go become a racer . get outta of this world and live in that fantasy world , with only me and rx-7 . where the fastest and the furious survives .

i'm a cruel and ruthless guy . darkness sometimes falls upon light in me . if i wanted to harm u , i have my ways .. to slowly torture u . make life difficult for u.

But deep down , i don't wanna be so evil . i don't know what's in me that gives me such thoughts . Dear God , please keep the light in me shining bright . don't let it overcome me .

anyway , i have been chosen to row for tomorrow's race . against Hong kong team , NTU , NUS and the rest of the strongest teams in singapore . it's such a tough chance . Believe . Trust in one another . Do my best tomorrow . i know , you told me , the power of belief .

next week july's race . that's the race we have been waiting for . Ngee Ann , work hard . it's now or never .

ACT.85 - Perfect man .

**Alex a.k.a POO

To be frank , no one can be a perfect man . there is no Dao Ming Si or Tai Zi in this world . and yes , i was someone trying his best to be a perfect man for his girl . But boy did it not work out . i let her down .

i just read your blog . i shall just give u my point of views , cause i don't know the full story just yet . Anyway , i believed u look at girls on her birthday right ?

Well , i'm just telling u , that is NOT WROng to a certain extent , but in front of your GF , is just a huge mistake , unless u really know that ur gf doesn't mind 100% . but it can become a really really big mistake ..

I know you're blaming yourself . But i'm just telling u , if you can't pick yourself up , be prepared for the worst . You ARE NOT having faith in yourself , and also not having faith in the relationship .

My cousin's story was like this . his gf didn't had faith in herself at the beginning , b4 they got together . cause she was pretty traumatised over her first relationship and din want to try anymore . But all my cousin said was : " Have faith in me . "

But whether u are a good bf , that depends on whether did u learn a lot from your ex relationships . you see , esp after my 3rd relationship with wei ling , i reflected everyday every night . soul searching and on and on . i thought bout her .. i thought bout how i treated her , i thought bout what she did . i always thought she was the problem , but after one year and more , i realised , it was just plain me .

I only realised after one year plus . and after each relationship , i learnt a lot . really a lot .

Sometimes you can't be so straightforward or so honest about how u feel . Like maybe u felt her newly bought shirt just simply sucks , you can't just say that . You've gotta think , and then slowly process and make a decision , that u can't said that . it's so called " TABOO "
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Tell her , reassure her . convince her .if you don't know what to say , i think u better ask me . and BY THE WAY , i belong to the same emotional category of humans as u do . what u feel , i will feel , what u think , i will understand .

But i just wanna let you hear the bad news . " They say if you love somebody , you've gotta set them free . " . i'm a extremely realistic guy . when things get so bad , you know it's time ... to let go . But when u still can hold on and change things , don't let GO !!

i know you are not unfaithful at all . but it's not about assuring me or getting my trust or from any of us , it's gotta be from her . if you still don't know what to do , please ask me . i can be serious at times , esp such serious matters , i won't joke for sure . but whether u wanna ask me , it's up to u . well , u can say i know quite a lot and can definitely trust me , but it's up to whether i have gained enuf trust from u .

Well , that's quite a crappy paragraph . lol ... take care . Appreciate and cherish her . A relationship doesn't come that easily .

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

ACT.84 - Shou Fang Kai .

When the time comes , you've just gotta let go . The more you hold on ... the more it will wanna break free .

Saturday's race . i wonder whether i'm in or not . thursday we will know the results . i just hope that i'm in for July's race .

i've just went for a interview for BMW . $200 a day . They needed good looking guys and eloquent . i don't think i'm in . i ain't good looking at all , and i messed myself up in front of the interviewer . i didn't project my fluent skills at all . i was like a newbie . oh manx ..

Just hope BMW chooses me . if only it was Mazda . =]

Confidence.

Sunday, June 19, 2005

ACT.83 - Heaven never let us know his plans.

oh well , guess it's a happy day ! ha .. start off with training , arrrGGGHH !! overslept ! got dad to fetch me , wah , yishun to kallang damn long sia, Expressway also useless arh , not like yishun to ngee ann with speed of 100km/h , 10mins sia !

Captain din scold me [ heng arh ! ] .. then start off with training with such a tired body .. but we did well today ! i really feel the drive and everything .. woo hoo !! Way to go Ngee Ann ! and then , we pace against NUS , and boy did we win them .. was happy , but they might not be putting their best effort so mustn't be too happy . but who cares lah ! lol !

then after that , we celebrated Odell's bd at PWD , ha .. boy was Kok Yi shy ! wahahaha ... he made her fav cheesecake , with oreo bits .. and it tasted , great !really a lot of effort he put in sia .. admirable . haha , he should have cleared a little more distance nearer to her liao ;) sure can one lah !

lol ... i'm so anti christ .. wahaha , during the last charge [ the most powerful rowing shot ] , everybody was like " ARRRGGGHH!!! " " CHARGEeeeEEEE !! "

Then i was like " F*** YOU JESUS !!! " " DUA BEI KONG !!! " lol ... of course , shaun behind was always the same " CH** CH** BY* !!! "

oh well , this anti christ thing sorts of motivates me during training . like during the gym , when my muscles are all worn out , but i still have to go . i tell myself " YOU THINK JESUS IS GONNA HELP U ??!!! " er .. then scolded myself some vulgarities ... lol . but this is for motivating myself hoh , not because i crazy or what arh ...

wah , i'm so crazy for Mazda and Rx-7 ,that i think of them everyday . it sort of becomes a obsession , lol . haha .. Dad please get a Mazda 6 2.3L for my bd when i get my liscense ... ;) but then what i really like is Rx-7 , so if u don mind arh .... [ dreaming ... ]

Saturday, June 18, 2005

ACT.82 - Breaking Point .

Went for db training today .. well , i'm kinda sad and demoralised over some issues .. when we were rowing and rowing , the boat seem so so heavy and i was like trying my best , then after that kena scolding from some alumni , wah kao .. not as if my fault or jian sheng's fault lei !

i think i'm not in the men's open team , haiz . only in the IVP team . i see people like jun wei and kok yi in the open and IVP team . the both of us feel so used , cause the other boat gotta have pacers , then the so called lousier boat , sure is the 2 of us lead one loh ... also no choice , hmm ... i think i've gotta use the word Du lan .

Then i train so hard , still so thin , no solid abs , run and run , do so many weights , even resorted to supplements .. still like that . so so demoralised today .

But anyway , after training , jun wei , js and me went to PS , js got his running shoes , and i've got my running pants !haha .. something to be happy about .. oh well , i also not one of the fittest .. so i just take that reasoning to why i ain't in the open's team .

well , haha , i've got very bad bodybuilding genes .. i guess !

ArrrGGGhh ... just study finish , go NS , then go Australia and get on with automotive liao .. can't wait to get outta here .

Friday, June 17, 2005

ACT.81 - Stormy Days .

Hmm , this post is dedicated to Alex a.k.a POO .

Hey , i guess you're thinking too much , trust me you are , but it can't be blamed , it's pretty much of human nature . But trust me in this point , the more you think , the more your relationship will head the wrong way . Believe me .

You've gotta have faith in her , and have faith in yourself no matter what , if you wanna keep the relationship , cause if have no faith , you'll see the end coming .

Don't need to bother about that guy , i mean , try , cause you see , in the very end , your girl still loves you , you still loves her , if she already likes that guy , she won't be with you here today .

You think that she is happier when she's with him , it's most probably you are being too sensitive , if not , is that she only SEEMS to be more happy with him , as she might be facing a little difficulty with u in the relationship currently . and note the word , CURRENT . so don't fear .

And yes , girls are just like you , they love surprises , or when people complement them . of course , they expect everything esp important dates to be romantic , thoughtful and extraordinary , if you didn't brainstorm , crack your brain hard for her birthday event , then you are doing things the wrong way .

Spend as much time as possible with her and always show her that you care . YOU MAY care for her , but it assures and comforts her a lot when u say it to her or show it .

Well , if you're out of ideas , i think it would be a FANTASTIC idea to ask me . and if i'm out of ideas , my bro is there , i can ask him , cause he's fascinating .

When i plan for a girl certain event , i go to great deals of trouble brainstorming , saving up and spending it and creating the pressies and whatsoever , so if you just bought her a nice present and that's all , it's not enuf !!

for now , just take a deep breath , and just do what your heart tells u to . Don't worry , come on , count the mths you guys have been together ! no fret baby !

Anyway , i just read her blog , yeah , she says she lost herself . i experienced that myself , and i never found myself again . But don't worry , just ask her to walk from where she is standing and if possible , find herself back , if not , just move on and be who she is today .

ha ! also ask her don't think too much , and remind yourself again and again ! not to TTM ! well , don't go and tell her , that's something's wrong with her , like as if she's not herself like that , too direct arh , will usually cause a spark and BOOM blasts a fire .

well , i guess what u can do now , is to go bring her out on a REAL romantic date , of course , with some planning backed up , although there is no event coming up , just do it pal . And i've got lobangs , so don't fear baby . no idea , also come ask TEAM huat . my ideas are hungry to be used .

sia lah , that's a huge entry baby ... haha , don't fret , don't worry, just relax , and be steady . Relationship isn't easy , i guess .

Maybe that's why Heaven haven give me girl lah ! cause i think i still ain't ready ... ha , he just tests me everyday and everytime .. won't he help a little by enlightening me ?

talking crap .. haha , outta here !

ACT.80 - Life is just like a box of chocolates.

"Mama always used to say , life is just like a box of chocolates , you'll never know what you get ... "

You'll never know what's next planned for u . One moment you can be so happy , and next comes a tragedy . i guess it's all life . Life ain't fair anyway .

my bro broke up with his gf quite some time ago , it was a short relationship , and i feel kinda f*** up , cause he put so much effort into this relationship . In giving her such nice surprises , such meaningful gifts . i cannot never reach that level of creativity .

well , i guess he never regretted putting " Zeave.bv " on his leather cuff . he wanted to put something vivien one , i told him , don't , cause later ahem ahem arh , u will hate that thing manx .

ha , ytd's training started with a 200 push up warm up ! woo hoo ! my sweat was like a water tap man ... kill those freshies *evil * ! just kidding .

Next week , Hong Kong team race . then next next week , July Race at Marina Promenade [esplanade ] . Gotta do more charity already ... haha !

feel like donating blood later at convention centre ... but still considering , cause i need the blood for today and tml to recover and training ... haha , wouldn't really want it to affect me and my performance . haha , do i sound like a machine ?

in class now , supply chain management ... yawn yawn .. outta here !

Monday, June 13, 2005

ACT.79 - What's my Destiny ?

I watched forest gump in the library ... well , it's a really inspiring show , it's as good as lord of the rings i would say , in my heart , that is . Forest , asked his mama , "what's my destiny , mama ? " on her deathbed .. " you've have to find it out yourself , forest . "

haha .. well , i am tired .. just came home from gym . just checked out the girl shun de liked for 3 years .. well , i think she's great ,and i mean really great ! go for it dude !

anyway , Linda Liao , is just one type of girl i like , chatty , expressive , and lame , love laughing ... hahaz , fantastic ! can laugh at her own jokes one sia ...

am i that picky ? nah .. i don't think so . the only things i would think about b4 wooing a girl , or when a girl likes me , is whether i really like her and we can click , cause if the 2 of us ain't compatible , i'll just tell her that i can't accept her , vise versa , won't woo her at all .

haha .. maybe i AM that picky ... aiya don know lah .. hah ..

Sia lah , wen zhong even have target liao .. chum chum .. Ben , what u DOING ?! lol .. Heaven really against me sia ... why u so like that ??!!

[ hah .. this guy very weird hoh ? like talk to himself then answer himself .. lol .. ]

Another day nearer car liscense and owning a Rx-7 ! [ these keeps me going ... ]

Sunday, June 12, 2005

ACT.78 - Someone to be my pillar of strength .

hai . i'm tired . i need to breathe . my studies are gonna suffer with all these responsibilties . i have to leave some aside now .

with items 24/7 , i can't even have a nice rest at home . as the race draws nearer .. the training gets tougher .

Saturday, June 11, 2005

ACT.77 - 22 men . 1 fire . 1 heart. thespiritwithin.

Gold ! Woo hoo !

i got up today early morning ... packed bag , ate breakfast , bathe , then lighted 3 incense sticks and prayed . Well , i guess you can call this the first time i prayed on my own initiative .

The very moment we crossed the finish line , i saw Derick raised his 2 hands and shouted :'YEAH !!!! " then went jian sheng , and me !!! YEAH BABY !!

we saw Ah Huat running and his face beaming just like your teletubbies baby Sun .. it was my first IVP race . it was the first time i rowed as a competition pacer .

i was kind of nervous .. but i tried my best to keep my self to our tactics . cause i knew , the other time , i screwed up bcos i got too nervous and screwed up . no mistakes anymore !

next race , July race at Marina Promenade [ esplanade ] . this we've gotta win . No matter what . i've told myself once .. in 1987 , Ngee Ann was national Champion . Here we are , gathered again , to uphold that legacy again .

Oh well , but all of us are still worried though . cause all time rival NJC is still as strong as ever . i am really worried inside too . i have no idea to win them . Hope all our training , can outwin them this time , once and for all .

well , i saw Wei Ling [ex- stead ] when i was walking towards our spot . i didn't wanted to look at her and even say hi . i didn't feel good at all . All i wanna do , is win it all , and prove that NPDB is better than any other team out there . i didn't join NPDB because i am in Ngee Ann . it's because i want to be the best .

anyway , i just checked out her pic at her graduation .. she was wearing the necklace i gave her on valentine's day ! it makes me happy in a way ... oh well ... i bet she didn't wear it because i gave it to her .. probably just that it looked nice ... oh well .. i really wanna tell her i'm really sorry . i've spent one and half year everyday , soul searching . and found the answer . Thank you . For making me learn .

haha .. i can't wait for the day i drive a car ! gas on the pedal , release handbrake , half clutch , and here we go ! 1st gear , 2nd gear , third gear , fourth !

and i can't wait for the day my car is ready to drift ! feint turning ,down gear and release gas , add on brake , and gas !

i'm tired ... haha .. time to rest ! tml morning training again ! yawn yawnx ..

ACT.76 - Here we go !

Today Ivp race liao , later going to grab some incense sticks and pray before going out ...

NPDB , feel the spirit within !

Thursday, June 09, 2005

ACT.75 - That Ray of Light.

Sometimes , when things get so bad , or chances seem so slim , but as long as there is this ray of light or hope , we'll hold on . We may know , we shldn't be holding on and sometimes , we've gotta let go ... but our heart just can't . That is when u fell too deep .

I was thinking ..if a guy can come break us apart , it only tells us one thing . Our friendship ain't that strong after all . What's today , it's meant to be . We can't change it . It was a test from heaven i guess .

Today is fitness test ... Yeah man ! my pull ups hit 16 , sit ups hit 50 , but my running ... 9.37 !!! ARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! last time was 9.20 ... why like that ??!!! lol ...

But then arh .. i was so anxious to hear coach Ah Huat's announcement ... bout who will be in the Boat for saturday ...

Men , right rower ... : Shaun .. Ben , Daniel ...

YES !!! finally my first IVP race !! i'm glad . so glad .

Saturday is the race . jia you , Huang Hong Bin !!! [ wahaha ... ki siao liao ... ] haha .. must motivate myself lei .. if not , no one motivate me sia . lol .

anyway .. saturday is also another day i have been waiting for . Tampines , STorm is opening on that day !! YEAH !!!! CAN CUT HAIR !!!!!

haha ... i have been listening to people calling me Ben for quite some time ... i kinda missed my chinese name . Cause people has been calling me that for 17 years , and suddenly Ben ... lol . I thought i hated that name .. but ... i'm still kinda attached to that , haha .. it was where all the nicknames came out from . yesh , my most popular nick name , Ang Piah . don't know what does that mean or represent .. but it sounds like so ang ku kueh or Hum chi Peng right ? lol ...

i'm outta here ... tml 8a.m school ... don wanna oversleep again man !

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

ACT.74 - Prayin'.

In Taiwan , in every temple i went to . I prayed for Ngee Ann Dragonboat team . i prayed for my family .

3days counting down . i sure doesn't know what God has for us , but i don't care . i know we're gonna do our best . With no regrets .

Well ... Patience has its limits you know ... so i do really wanna know what heaven is up to .. Delaying day by day ... lol . If only i am Bruce almighty in the show , i would have a chance to talk to God .

Today pon school .. then today me not gonna train .. cause tml fitness test ! rest rest rest ... maybe later go running . haha .. hope not to be chased by dogs again .
Later gonna study a little ...

Still gotta go get some running shorts man .. Adidas and Nike too Ex sia ... 35 bucks onwards ? haha .. but then again arh .. if 20 bucks arh .. i think i also consider it still as expensive ... don't know how my teammates ever set their mind on a branded running shorts . Singlets or sleeveless still can arh ... cause cheaper somemore .

Gotta get a Gaming mouse and a keyboard .. microphone , earpiece for my mp3 ... i need $$$$$$$$$ !

oh yeah .. i was searching thru my shelves for my taiwan pictorial .. then i found a new automotive Car magazine featuring nissan silvia S15 . Hmm .. must be Dad secretly buy liao then stuff it in ... haha .. my parents are so thoughtful man ! Mum got me a Torque magazine the other time . Then Dad sometimes get me Car models as well . But i guess he doesn't know i'm in love with the only one car . Mazda Rx-7 ! hah .. bet he doesn't even regconise it .. everyday work work work .

all right .. shall go do some housework liao .. since my bro so lazy ... haha , no lah , it's him doing it everyday ... so today my turn !

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

ACT.73 - Now or Never .

Went to watch Forest gump in the library today ... lol , it's still a great show ... but then arh , Lord of the rings still the best ! Gandalf the white ! wahahah ....

Thursday training fitness test ... hope to improve ... please please please ! i didn't train so much for nothing k ...

Running : 9.00 min .
Chin-ups : 15 -16
Sit ups: 50-55

Running and chin ups my main concern ... may GOD give me sTrengTH for tomorrow ! haha ... i always say this to motivate myself ...

Saturday race liao ... kan chiong lei ... hope i can be in the team ... Pray hard . Hope hard . we MUST WIN MAN !!

school's been so boring ... i need to get my inspiration and motivation somewhere and somehow to study . i have to study study study .. MUST !

Initial D movie coming out soon .. ARRRGGGGHHH !! why ain't the Jap doing this movie ... haixxXXxxxxxXXX ...

Monday, June 06, 2005

ACT.72 - DAMN YOU GAYS !!

haha , just read kim's blog so here i come with another list of the ideal Ng Hong Bin's girl ! [ but don necessary need to have all hoh .. not girl fits the bill so nicely anyway .. ]

Understanding .
Committed . [ :'( ... don say liao lah... [ sniff sniff ... ] LOL
Thoughtful .
i don't mind her being loud . [cause i am so so LOUD ! ]
Gentle. [ don't really like rough girls ... ]
Kind nature .
Not materialistic .
Preferably same age as me .
At least 160 or 165 [cause i'm like tall and ... that makes life a little tougher ! ]
Loves mazda and Rotary !
understands my need for speed .

oh man ... i suddenly forgot all ... lol , but not necessary must have all these hoh .. cause one a nice girl comes along and we're together ... i'll accept her for who she is and not what i made her to be =)

So heaven you've heard me eh ? get working on it dude ! ;)

ACT.71 - WAH KAO &*@#$$^ !

today was just like a normal morning ... woke up at 5.40 am , went downstairs get my breakfast mifen ... Took 851 to ang mo kio and took 74 .

And at the macritchie reservoir stop . a bunch of ngee ann students got up and a guy sat beside me . and guess what , he's a !@#$$%%* gay !

He sat close to me , and guess what , i pretty big size you know , and i am squeezed right to the window ... kao , then his elbow and leg were in contact with mine .. YUCKS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Then he tapped his leg gently on mine , WAH KAO !!

I was like telling myself , 10mins 10 mins , and i'm outta here !!!! Oh God , please get me outta here , i can't stand it !

i thought bout a fantastic idea , since i'm such a good di siao guy , i wanted to pretend calling my friend since my voice is so loud as well , : " Hey dude , wah , early in the morning , got some GAY sitting right beside me ... you know hoh .. blah blah blah "

wah haha ... i think i'm the most KP guy you can ever find in your network of friends ... okok , i think not the MOSt , cause i just thought of my other dragonboat friend .. that one arh , cannot fight arh ... lol ..

but then , in the end i nv do anything ... thanks to this guy squeezed me til like that , i've got a little of motion sickness ... this is bad . i haven got motion sickness for the 17 years of my life . no good =[ somemore my stomach in the morning
is pretty weak .. although i have already done some big BIZ in the morning ... then he made me so uncomfortable, that 2nd round is almost out . lol .. .pai sei arh ... for those eating ...

Anyway , Dragonboat inter poly race is next week ! Ngee Ann , this is IT MAN !! June race is also in another month . it's time .

Thursday, June 02, 2005

ACT.70 - desperate for a hair cut !

Storm tampines is down for renovation til 11 june .. and my hair seriously needs a cut !! arrRRGGHHH !!

my hair totally sucks now .. and i am so desperate ... for a HAIR CUT !! IVAN , WHERE ARE U ???!!! lol

ACT.69 - ARRRRRGGGGHHHH !!!!

i was happy ytd for one thing . I found my STUDENT card once again ! been missing for a week man . wOO !!! some kind canoe polo dude passed it to me ...

But then again arh . i'm very Fed up today for one thing . WHERE IS MY DRAGONBOAT Training T shirt and shorts ??!!! i searched the entire house , every spot in the house , for so long , and then , cannot find !! WAH KAO !! i got so fed up that i don even wanna go school ... decided to wait for mum to switch on her hp and i demand a explanation . She lost my race t shirt once b4 , i don know by how , and she also don know . like machiam my dragonboat stuff got curse sia . lol .

Mum please call me soon .... i'm dying of Anxiety and ANGER !! cause if i can't find it , i'm in DEEP SHIT !!

rockin' my world.