ACT.39 - i don't wanna grow up .
Time passed by so fast ... a year ago , i was taking my o level results .. not to mention the sad part ... then i was working at Kopi Tiam at swissotel ... then HSBC ... Angela as A.Manager , Alden as Manager ... life was so fun back at kopi tiam ... With guys like Alex , Larvina , Haz , Kevin and to forget Mervin ! Now so much has changed .. manager , a. manager , the tables , the system ... everything ... things can really change in a year !
Then i entered poly .. started off with eric, jia sheng and yeow chong .. then now i'm with eric , wen zhong , alex , yuan hao , zheng hao and firdaus ...
I entered poly with a pretty white and chubby face and a huge tummy ... now with a much thinner look and better muscles ( still not good enough hoh now ! ) ... haha ... it's been a year ... i mean , gonna be a year ...
Then i take a look back , i tell myself , i don't wanna grow up ... as we teenagers grow up , more challenges and obstacles come our way .. then soon , we go into the working society .. and lead a routine life from then onwards ... work work work ...
And i realised after some time in my course , i should be in the business school . I am one guy that should be in a fast changing , challenging industry .. one that can climb all the way to the top position .. as well as fall all the way below .
haha , so after so much research on what course i should take and all that .. i still make a wrong choice .. oh well .. but who cares anyway .. life goes on !
But then again , if i never come to LEM , i won't meet budds like this gang , with the duckie duck yuan hao and the GANGSTEr wen zhong and bossy Alex , and GAY ERIC ... lol , life sure is interesting here in NP .
And as life goes on ... time passed and i've been single for 2 years . wahaha ... why lao tian ye like that !! anyway ... i'm pretty busy right now .. even a gf come .. it may bring me more troubles ... and i'm thinking of getting a dog as a companion .. i'm too lonely liao ... lol ! wanna come home , greeted by my dog .. feel so blessed sia ! Esp if it's a huge husky DOG !!
haha , so here goes , my dream girl :
Sweet smile that can totally melt me , not other people arh
that innocent look .
Nice hair =)
Nice personality , that fits me of course .
Great character and understands me .
Won't forget bout friends when she has a bf .
Filial to parents .
Tall ( this one bo pian lah , i find girls below 160 very jia lat for me )
blah blah blah ..
So let's give u a few e.g : Lin Zhi Ling , Li Xi Zhen , my secondary sch teacher :x my ex stead ...
haha , and of course , i said my dream girl , but actually my gf no need to fit all these criterias ... As long as she's nice can liao ... not like my FRIENDS , Good figure , pretty , nice boobs ... haha , but not the poly gang .. my lian hua dang gang ... haha , i somehow appreciate character as beauty as well ... arrrggghh .. don't know what i saying le ..
k , so we guys went to Suki sushi lot 1 to eat today ... was really full like mad ... i ordered 4 soft shell crab at the beginning .. then 40mins later .. it came .. and we were "!!!!! " cause we are very full liao ... or an 1 hr later ? that dumb ass yuan hao lah .. ask him cancelled , he say forget liao .. then it really came and we almost died ...
Then went to arcade and played initial d ... this guy come challenge me with the Honda Integra DC2 .. that dumb ass biased car again .. almost won him .. because the steering wheel has some problems .. causing understeering .. then he won me , still shake my hand ...
Then i ask wen zhong top up 1 buck for me ... muhaha , this time , i challenge him Usui map .. he got thrashed of course ... haha , at the 2nd critical turn , he was like SIAO LIAO LAH !! then i flew away at the speed of 175 km/hr at the turn .. my highest was 178 .. BYE BYE !! then after the match end .. i shake his hand and he gave me that astonished look ... haha .. he smiled but my face very dao .. lol .. didn't felt like smiling at all ...
hey hey , i was somehow Legend of that map ok .. i ruled at PS that time ... muhahah .... but i suck at initial d now ... HAHAHA !
and i msged Wei Ling and Bev this morning , wishing them luck for the results .. haha , wei ling replied ... haha , somehow she wasn't heartless anymore ... who knows ... Hope the misunderstanding between us cleared .. hope to be friends once again ... haha ..
today long post hoh ? haha .. after buffet i still go gym chiong arh .. apparently too full , can;t do sit ups ... then bout 1 hr at the gym , i zhao liao ...
ok lah .. end here liao ... tired tired ... and still full !
rockin' my world.
Monday, February 28, 2005
Friday, February 25, 2005
ACT.38 - I lost myself .
There was a time when i lost my heart , mind and soul . After the battle was over .. Then i went on a journey, to find myself .
Then at some point of time , i thought i succeeded . I thought i became who i used to be again ... after today , i knew i was wrong .
Oh well , i spent the whole day at school today .. morning go meet up with WZ and guys to do BCA .. ended up i did only one part and the rest wen zhong and the guys do ... wahaha .. i was really tired but that is such a bad excuse ! Then still got POA test ... yawnx .. was thinking of going gym after sch .. then the shit ended so late .. by the time i got home .. i have to leave home for my dentist appointment ...
Haha , i guess our BRO gang is getting more mad .. the only gang that shouts in the school ... but it's totally hysterical ... cherish the time at the poly manx .
And of course , my Clique in DB rocks as well ... i guessed Ryan was very upset bout the last Regatta race . I've gotta work hard and gain back what we lost .
i just know i'm not myself today . Something's wrong . I wanna be Me again . i wonder why in the world something like that happened to me . Oh well , gotta move on with life bah... got to work and wake up at 530 am tomorrow ... guess i'll stop here and sleep early . Kick ass baby !
There was a time when i lost my heart , mind and soul . After the battle was over .. Then i went on a journey, to find myself .
Then at some point of time , i thought i succeeded . I thought i became who i used to be again ... after today , i knew i was wrong .
Oh well , i spent the whole day at school today .. morning go meet up with WZ and guys to do BCA .. ended up i did only one part and the rest wen zhong and the guys do ... wahaha .. i was really tired but that is such a bad excuse ! Then still got POA test ... yawnx .. was thinking of going gym after sch .. then the shit ended so late .. by the time i got home .. i have to leave home for my dentist appointment ...
Haha , i guess our BRO gang is getting more mad .. the only gang that shouts in the school ... but it's totally hysterical ... cherish the time at the poly manx .
And of course , my Clique in DB rocks as well ... i guessed Ryan was very upset bout the last Regatta race . I've gotta work hard and gain back what we lost .
i just know i'm not myself today . Something's wrong . I wanna be Me again . i wonder why in the world something like that happened to me . Oh well , gotta move on with life bah... got to work and wake up at 530 am tomorrow ... guess i'll stop here and sleep early . Kick ass baby !
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
ACT.37 - Dream are just Fantasies .
I had some dreams in my life , both sleeping dreams and dreams that i created . Some sleeping dreams that felt so real , but when i woke up to reality , they didn't happen at all . But , dreams are just fantasies , they don't come true . Unless a miracle happens . I dream of being a car racer .. but i realise , my left hand is weak in turning the steering wheel and my mind cannot multi task . I can't do the turn , with the brakes on , handling the gear system and the tyres . It's something big if i wanna overcome it . But Sometimes , with determination , obstacles can be broken through . I hope so .
Hey Kim , i can't happen to tag at your blog , but i just wanna let ya know , life is like that . Life sometimes gets smooth and peaceful , and out of nowhere , something hits you head on , and the whole scenario changes . I've thought of the same issue as well . People taking me for granted all that . When they need me , they will call me up on my Hp .. when i'm need help and someone , i stand alone .
After that post of yours , people can say they are there for you , people can say that they cherish you , but to be realistic , some people are bullshitting . That's for me , that is . They claim they appreciate you .... but actually , they will only cry on your funeral day . No more .
My Point is .. move on with life . Look for the bunch of friends that really cherish and appreciate you . It doesn't matter if you're alone now. But one day , you'll meet someone or friends that really cherish you . That's what i held on all these years , the hope . I always thought i met the best buddies on earth and i'm the most fortunate guy . Indeed i am very fortunate , but i don't know how to cherish and stop asking for so much . That's something i've gotta learn .
ITL project got extended to Monday and he says we only need to do 10 page ... Am i a lucky boy ! with 3 tests and 3 projects this week , Heaven sent some good stuff down baby ! oh well , guess i shouldn't blame Heaven for all the bullshit he gave me anymore . although it's really CRAP bullshit , but i guess all those crap made me stronger as well . I guess it's a WIN-Win Situation ;)
Aiya , don't wanna blog anymore liao .. leave everything to tomorrow ... i wanna study econs ... bye bye . [ Satan Rules ! ]
I had some dreams in my life , both sleeping dreams and dreams that i created . Some sleeping dreams that felt so real , but when i woke up to reality , they didn't happen at all . But , dreams are just fantasies , they don't come true . Unless a miracle happens . I dream of being a car racer .. but i realise , my left hand is weak in turning the steering wheel and my mind cannot multi task . I can't do the turn , with the brakes on , handling the gear system and the tyres . It's something big if i wanna overcome it . But Sometimes , with determination , obstacles can be broken through . I hope so .
Hey Kim , i can't happen to tag at your blog , but i just wanna let ya know , life is like that . Life sometimes gets smooth and peaceful , and out of nowhere , something hits you head on , and the whole scenario changes . I've thought of the same issue as well . People taking me for granted all that . When they need me , they will call me up on my Hp .. when i'm need help and someone , i stand alone .
After that post of yours , people can say they are there for you , people can say that they cherish you , but to be realistic , some people are bullshitting . That's for me , that is . They claim they appreciate you .... but actually , they will only cry on your funeral day . No more .
My Point is .. move on with life . Look for the bunch of friends that really cherish and appreciate you . It doesn't matter if you're alone now. But one day , you'll meet someone or friends that really cherish you . That's what i held on all these years , the hope . I always thought i met the best buddies on earth and i'm the most fortunate guy . Indeed i am very fortunate , but i don't know how to cherish and stop asking for so much . That's something i've gotta learn .
ITL project got extended to Monday and he says we only need to do 10 page ... Am i a lucky boy ! with 3 tests and 3 projects this week , Heaven sent some good stuff down baby ! oh well , guess i shouldn't blame Heaven for all the bullshit he gave me anymore . although it's really CRAP bullshit , but i guess all those crap made me stronger as well . I guess it's a WIN-Win Situation ;)
Aiya , don't wanna blog anymore liao .. leave everything to tomorrow ... i wanna study econs ... bye bye . [ Satan Rules ! ]
ACT.36 - Long Long Week.
Well ,i'm in ITL class now ... Mr Ng goes whining and whining ... lol , kidding ... i'm just too tired to focus .. gotta study for maths later anyway .. wahaha ..
Let's start with yesterday's dragonboat , i think we did 150 push ups in warm up .. then after that , we ran the campus with one medicine ball .. that was tough man ! esp for guang rong .. wahaha .. he was the one that held the longest ... Then it was Gym... i added extra weight for the 2nd set ... so it was MAD ! i thought it would be manageable ... But b4 my gym session started ... tze hui looked into the Gym and saw me ... alamak ... wrong timing sia .. i was half naked ! wahaha .. who cares bout her anyway ...
Then after gym session .. we did some running / sprinting ... and then we did 150 push ups plus plus some crutches and jumping jets ... yesterday was CRAZY !! but still manageable .. wahaha ... wish to chiong more but ... it won't be effective to do too much ..
Then we headed over the KAP ... haha , after our meals , at the bus stop , rajeev and kok yi were talking shit to thipa ... bout jian sheng and me liking her ... wahahah .... bullshit sia ...
Then i woke up today ... i felt like i'm in hell manx ... so tired ... with an aching back ... can die sia ! so bo pian .. gotta pump protein into my body ... If not , i won't last today ....
This week is crazy , have 3 tests , 3 projects and dragonboat .... i'm not sure whether i have time to complete .. i just wanna get outta here ! =)
Well ,i'm in ITL class now ... Mr Ng goes whining and whining ... lol , kidding ... i'm just too tired to focus .. gotta study for maths later anyway .. wahaha ..
Let's start with yesterday's dragonboat , i think we did 150 push ups in warm up .. then after that , we ran the campus with one medicine ball .. that was tough man ! esp for guang rong .. wahaha .. he was the one that held the longest ... Then it was Gym... i added extra weight for the 2nd set ... so it was MAD ! i thought it would be manageable ... But b4 my gym session started ... tze hui looked into the Gym and saw me ... alamak ... wrong timing sia .. i was half naked ! wahaha .. who cares bout her anyway ...
Then after gym session .. we did some running / sprinting ... and then we did 150 push ups plus plus some crutches and jumping jets ... yesterday was CRAZY !! but still manageable .. wahaha ... wish to chiong more but ... it won't be effective to do too much ..
Then we headed over the KAP ... haha , after our meals , at the bus stop , rajeev and kok yi were talking shit to thipa ... bout jian sheng and me liking her ... wahahah .... bullshit sia ...
Then i woke up today ... i felt like i'm in hell manx ... so tired ... with an aching back ... can die sia ! so bo pian .. gotta pump protein into my body ... If not , i won't last today ....
This week is crazy , have 3 tests , 3 projects and dragonboat .... i'm not sure whether i have time to complete .. i just wanna get outta here ! =)
Sunday, February 20, 2005
ACT.35 - Another crossroad
Ok , first i wanna talk bout that ass who just tagged at my blog . I BE WHO I WANNA BE AND NOBODY CAN STOP ME , if i wanna be selfish , if i wanna be a bastard , NO ONE CAN STOP ME , AND GET THAT POInt in UR HEAD ! and the biggest losers on earth , like to tag bullshit , and then with no courage to put ur name . And i don't know what are u driving with the point selfish , cause i don see any previous post that shows u i'm selfish , but god damn it , i don't care what u say . say what u want , it's ur fucking fingers that type out that whole load of bullshit , and press the button TAG . May Satan haunt u baby .
Moving on - today had dragonboat training and the weather is freaking hot man ! and of course ... i had sun burn . But tanned is better than being white right ? wahahha ... then some problems with my strokes and all that .. gotta go research and solve it ...
Ok , then we guys went to orchard area , kok yi , rajeev , ryan ,js and jun wei ... wahaha .. first time i went out with Ryan sia ... wonder what makes it come with us ... haha ... so we practically wasted our time ... at PS , we went into GNC ... then the guys asked bout the products .. then ended up spending an hour there ... and bought nothing .. wahahha ...
But me and js intending to get the Protein .. costs 138 bucks ... and then somemore only this month promotion .. so it means work work work ! intending to work .. need some cash for some material needs ... like my PCI card , Half life 2 , clothes , so don need ask from Mum liao ... bothers me to go ask her also ...
So i hope to hear good news from my colleague melvin ... then can work with him again and kao pei him ... wahaha ...
Let's end it here .. i have had a rough day ... gotta buck up my studies correct liao ...
Ok , first i wanna talk bout that ass who just tagged at my blog . I BE WHO I WANNA BE AND NOBODY CAN STOP ME , if i wanna be selfish , if i wanna be a bastard , NO ONE CAN STOP ME , AND GET THAT POInt in UR HEAD ! and the biggest losers on earth , like to tag bullshit , and then with no courage to put ur name . And i don't know what are u driving with the point selfish , cause i don see any previous post that shows u i'm selfish , but god damn it , i don't care what u say . say what u want , it's ur fucking fingers that type out that whole load of bullshit , and press the button TAG . May Satan haunt u baby .
Moving on - today had dragonboat training and the weather is freaking hot man ! and of course ... i had sun burn . But tanned is better than being white right ? wahahha ... then some problems with my strokes and all that .. gotta go research and solve it ...
Ok , then we guys went to orchard area , kok yi , rajeev , ryan ,js and jun wei ... wahaha .. first time i went out with Ryan sia ... wonder what makes it come with us ... haha ... so we practically wasted our time ... at PS , we went into GNC ... then the guys asked bout the products .. then ended up spending an hour there ... and bought nothing .. wahahha ...
But me and js intending to get the Protein .. costs 138 bucks ... and then somemore only this month promotion .. so it means work work work ! intending to work .. need some cash for some material needs ... like my PCI card , Half life 2 , clothes , so don need ask from Mum liao ... bothers me to go ask her also ...
So i hope to hear good news from my colleague melvin ... then can work with him again and kao pei him ... wahaha ...
Let's end it here .. i have had a rough day ... gotta buck up my studies correct liao ...
Saturday, February 19, 2005
ACT.34 - Cloudy days .
Well ... been a little unstable lately .. u call that moody bahx ... the trigger of any small spark can cause the fire in me to burn agressively ... oh well .. could be because of my studies ...
First , was pissed by the initial D thing ... then my exam results ... I don't know whether i should blame myself or what . i gotta work hard for next exam . No more wasting of time . and also , GYM MORE !!
Ok , guess i have to tahan for 3 years , STUDY HARD LAH !!! Bear with it and get through with it ! no more fooling around .. only gym , dragonboat , studies shall be in my life .. for now , maybe not thinking bout Gf .. i'm the kind that can't focus if u bring a distraction to me .. i guess a Gf will only hinder my studies ... nahx ,can't have that ..
Moody MOODY MoodY lah ! what's wrong with me ... tomorrow gonna go Derek's house to lao Yu shen with the Db team .. hope to have fun there ... then sunday is a day for work work work ! housework lah , study lah ..
Gotta study hard hard liao lahx ! no matter what !
Well ... been a little unstable lately .. u call that moody bahx ... the trigger of any small spark can cause the fire in me to burn agressively ... oh well .. could be because of my studies ...
First , was pissed by the initial D thing ... then my exam results ... I don't know whether i should blame myself or what . i gotta work hard for next exam . No more wasting of time . and also , GYM MORE !!
Ok , guess i have to tahan for 3 years , STUDY HARD LAH !!! Bear with it and get through with it ! no more fooling around .. only gym , dragonboat , studies shall be in my life .. for now , maybe not thinking bout Gf .. i'm the kind that can't focus if u bring a distraction to me .. i guess a Gf will only hinder my studies ... nahx ,can't have that ..
Moody MOODY MoodY lah ! what's wrong with me ... tomorrow gonna go Derek's house to lao Yu shen with the Db team .. hope to have fun there ... then sunday is a day for work work work ! housework lah , study lah ..
Gotta study hard hard liao lahx ! no matter what !
Thursday, February 17, 2005
ACT. 33 - GOD DAMN YOU !!
i go search in sch today bout the initial d taiwan movie .. and was so damn pissed .
EDISON CHEN AS RYOSUKE TAKAHASHI AND JAY CHOU AS TAKUMI FUJIWARA !! Don't STUPID LAH !!! na bei , u guys are fucked up sia ! Don throw the face of initial D , and of all humans , u guys use Jay Chou and Edison Chen ? U STUPID DIRECTOR , u GOT WATCH INITIAL D ANOT ONE ??? WHAT KIND OF GUY IS RYOSUKE ???? GO CHECK AGAIN PAL !!
Then all the girls on earth will say JAY CHOU VERY HANDSOME AND BULLSHIT .... WAH KAO !! AND U THIS DIRECTOR , did u EVEN THINK ABOUT WHAT KIND OF rACING STANDARDS U CAN SHOW ANOT ???
and FOR UR INFO , it's AKINA MOUNTAIN NOT SOME SHIT MOUNTAIN GOD DAMN IT ! WHAT ARE U GUYS THINKING ? I TELL U , ALL the JAP will be CURSING US CHINESE , THANKS TO U !
IF U REALLY LIKE INITIAL D ARH , U WILL NOT TRY TO CREATE THIS MOVIE CAUSE U KNOW U WILL JUST SUCK , CAUSE THERE IS A BIG DIFF IN JAP AND UR RACING ! U MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I SHOULD NOT LIKE INITIAL D ANYMORE !!
AND WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC ARE U USING ? it's EUROBEAT NOT SOME TECHNO DANCING SHIT AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT ARE U TRYING TO DO !!
my last words , FUCK YOU u bastard !
i go search in sch today bout the initial d taiwan movie .. and was so damn pissed .
EDISON CHEN AS RYOSUKE TAKAHASHI AND JAY CHOU AS TAKUMI FUJIWARA !! Don't STUPID LAH !!! na bei , u guys are fucked up sia ! Don throw the face of initial D , and of all humans , u guys use Jay Chou and Edison Chen ? U STUPID DIRECTOR , u GOT WATCH INITIAL D ANOT ONE ??? WHAT KIND OF GUY IS RYOSUKE ???? GO CHECK AGAIN PAL !!
Then all the girls on earth will say JAY CHOU VERY HANDSOME AND BULLSHIT .... WAH KAO !! AND U THIS DIRECTOR , did u EVEN THINK ABOUT WHAT KIND OF rACING STANDARDS U CAN SHOW ANOT ???
and FOR UR INFO , it's AKINA MOUNTAIN NOT SOME SHIT MOUNTAIN GOD DAMN IT ! WHAT ARE U GUYS THINKING ? I TELL U , ALL the JAP will be CURSING US CHINESE , THANKS TO U !
IF U REALLY LIKE INITIAL D ARH , U WILL NOT TRY TO CREATE THIS MOVIE CAUSE U KNOW U WILL JUST SUCK , CAUSE THERE IS A BIG DIFF IN JAP AND UR RACING ! U MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I SHOULD NOT LIKE INITIAL D ANYMORE !!
AND WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC ARE U USING ? it's EUROBEAT NOT SOME TECHNO DANCING SHIT AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT ARE U TRYING TO DO !!
my last words , FUCK YOU u bastard !
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
ACT. 32 - Another Day...
V day at Starbucks waiting For martin
3 mad guys ...
WHAT IN THE WORLD ??!
Started the day , with LATE in the morning lecture .. wahaha .. i missed the 852 bus by one minute .. then went through the jams and all that ... it took me an hr to get to sch ... oh manx ... my dad only needs 30 min ... if only he still can fetch me !
Was so bored ... wanted to PON POA today ... psychotic bastard with a lousy POA backing ... why the things he said are different from my sec sch teacher , me , my friend , and SP ? what in the world ?! i think he totally sucks , still have to think when i ask him things ...
Then came home ... intending to go to the Dentist ... but then the other dentist charges 40 plus for normal stuff ... so ex .. so i decided to wait for the usual one to open up after it's LONG CNY holiday ..
Then b4 i took my bus 852 , a guy and a nice looking girl boarded 852 as well .... then her friend left at lentor ave there ... then i saw the 2 guys from JC wanted to sit beside her and ahem ahem ... then i was like behind her ... cause she sleeping mah ... then one uncle came and sat beside her ... looked at her ... also like wanna ahem ahem .. then he noticed me sitting behind and i have a perfect view of whatever can happen ... so , nothing happened to her in the end .. but i left at khatib station .. so whatever after that .. i don't know arh ... haha ...
then my cousin and guy friends will sure say " GO FOR HER LAH !!! " -.- haha ... everyday same thing .. when i see my type of girls on the street .. they also will say ... haha , no more such things liao hoh .. i already disgraced myself that time ..
Ok ... so i had pretty bad results this sem ... so i was wondering ... is it something wrong with my time management ? or do i need more time ? hmm .. gonna configure it for a while .. have to adjust my life from - fun - study - gym - dragonboat - rest , to - study - gym - dragonboat -rest . No more fun =(
really bo pian lah .. i cannot waste anymore years of my life .. i already wasted 10 years ... and i might not have tomorrow ... so must work hard hard ... get outta here , go army , go become automotive eng then get on with life !
anyway ... that day V day , i was preparing to go to sch .. when i saw a small photo frame on my table .. then asked where the heck did that came from ... he said mum gave us those as V day pressies ... wahahha .. i also don't know why this year so special .. maybe the both of us are single .. haha ..
V DAY ARH ! don't talk bout V day lahx ... haha , bachelor's night :'( !! even stupid wan teng got date ... wah kaox ! lol .... haha ..
Lately been a little moody .. maybe tired from that little rest or what ... seems unhappy bout certain stuff .. oh well , gonna get some rest and remove this crap from my mind ...
V day at Starbucks waiting For martin
3 mad guys ...
WHAT IN THE WORLD ??!
Started the day , with LATE in the morning lecture .. wahaha .. i missed the 852 bus by one minute .. then went through the jams and all that ... it took me an hr to get to sch ... oh manx ... my dad only needs 30 min ... if only he still can fetch me !
Was so bored ... wanted to PON POA today ... psychotic bastard with a lousy POA backing ... why the things he said are different from my sec sch teacher , me , my friend , and SP ? what in the world ?! i think he totally sucks , still have to think when i ask him things ...
Then came home ... intending to go to the Dentist ... but then the other dentist charges 40 plus for normal stuff ... so ex .. so i decided to wait for the usual one to open up after it's LONG CNY holiday ..
Then b4 i took my bus 852 , a guy and a nice looking girl boarded 852 as well .... then her friend left at lentor ave there ... then i saw the 2 guys from JC wanted to sit beside her and ahem ahem ... then i was like behind her ... cause she sleeping mah ... then one uncle came and sat beside her ... looked at her ... also like wanna ahem ahem .. then he noticed me sitting behind and i have a perfect view of whatever can happen ... so , nothing happened to her in the end .. but i left at khatib station .. so whatever after that .. i don't know arh ... haha ...
then my cousin and guy friends will sure say " GO FOR HER LAH !!! " -.- haha ... everyday same thing .. when i see my type of girls on the street .. they also will say ... haha , no more such things liao hoh .. i already disgraced myself that time ..
Ok ... so i had pretty bad results this sem ... so i was wondering ... is it something wrong with my time management ? or do i need more time ? hmm .. gonna configure it for a while .. have to adjust my life from - fun - study - gym - dragonboat - rest , to - study - gym - dragonboat -rest . No more fun =(
really bo pian lah .. i cannot waste anymore years of my life .. i already wasted 10 years ... and i might not have tomorrow ... so must work hard hard ... get outta here , go army , go become automotive eng then get on with life !
anyway ... that day V day , i was preparing to go to sch .. when i saw a small photo frame on my table .. then asked where the heck did that came from ... he said mum gave us those as V day pressies ... wahahha .. i also don't know why this year so special .. maybe the both of us are single .. haha ..
V DAY ARH ! don't talk bout V day lahx ... haha , bachelor's night :'( !! even stupid wan teng got date ... wah kaox ! lol .... haha ..
Lately been a little moody .. maybe tired from that little rest or what ... seems unhappy bout certain stuff .. oh well , gonna get some rest and remove this crap from my mind ...
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
ACT.31 - If tomorrow never comes .
I woke up at 6 .. feeling really incredibly tired .. with my back aching and all that ... then soon on my way to sch ... and i realised that today is the 15th .. it's wei ling birthday ... so i thought bout it .. so let's just msg her a happy birthday bah ...
Then i recieved a msg ... i was like so surprised .. cause i knew she will never reply .. then she said thankx and who am i ? then my heart sank ... wahaha ... told her who i am ... then at least this time she will reply upon discovering who i am .. Well , i'm glad i did pick up the courage to wish her a happy birthday ..
well , 2 years and a day ago . i was with her .. spending Valentine's day ... i could remember the time , when i asked her out a week or 2 b4 V day ... then she was afraid that i had other dates ... then i was like No no ... got no one date me ... haha ... Still miss the good old days ...
We went to yishun to catch a movie .. cause we still have sch tomorrow ... caught something that wasn't intended .. but it was sure a nice day ... and until today .. i still hold on to that ticket " shanghai knights " in my wallet ...
The other movies which i watched with her , catch me if u can , marrying the mafia , even the tickets ink wore off .. i'm still keeping them .
Well , i guess i should have discarded this crap long time ago ... like how i deleted all her msgs at one go quite some time after our breakup . But like what i've said , i missed the good old days . I really wanna go back time . if not , bring what was b4 , to the present , so i can start it all over again .
Oh well , my friends don't understand what i see in her ... haha .. guess this is where Clay Aiken's The Way can be used ...
WHAT THE HELL !! I KENA MSN VIRUS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wah kao ... anywayx ... i have to restart to solve this shit ... ciaos
I woke up at 6 .. feeling really incredibly tired .. with my back aching and all that ... then soon on my way to sch ... and i realised that today is the 15th .. it's wei ling birthday ... so i thought bout it .. so let's just msg her a happy birthday bah ...
Then i recieved a msg ... i was like so surprised .. cause i knew she will never reply .. then she said thankx and who am i ? then my heart sank ... wahaha ... told her who i am ... then at least this time she will reply upon discovering who i am .. Well , i'm glad i did pick up the courage to wish her a happy birthday ..
well , 2 years and a day ago . i was with her .. spending Valentine's day ... i could remember the time , when i asked her out a week or 2 b4 V day ... then she was afraid that i had other dates ... then i was like No no ... got no one date me ... haha ... Still miss the good old days ...
We went to yishun to catch a movie .. cause we still have sch tomorrow ... caught something that wasn't intended .. but it was sure a nice day ... and until today .. i still hold on to that ticket " shanghai knights " in my wallet ...
The other movies which i watched with her , catch me if u can , marrying the mafia , even the tickets ink wore off .. i'm still keeping them .
Well , i guess i should have discarded this crap long time ago ... like how i deleted all her msgs at one go quite some time after our breakup . But like what i've said , i missed the good old days . I really wanna go back time . if not , bring what was b4 , to the present , so i can start it all over again .
Oh well , my friends don't understand what i see in her ... haha .. guess this is where Clay Aiken's The Way can be used ...
WHAT THE HELL !! I KENA MSN VIRUS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wah kao ... anywayx ... i have to restart to solve this shit ... ciaos
Last Week Friday , Tiger beer at Gk's hse downstairs.
Drunk after 3 or 4 cans ?
do u happen to see ...
Anything at ALL ?
Monday, February 14, 2005
ACT.30 - Bachelors' night .
Spent V day with gk , tx , js , jx and martin ... All of us are all single and lonely ... except for martin that is !
So i started the day by going martin's hse right after school and lunch ... went to help him do his pressie and also go orchard together ... then i took 154 ... and after so much waiting , here's comes a non air con one ... wah , i was hot like mad and almost died of the heat in the bus when it comes to a stop .. this is the first year that i ever feel so hot , til my whole head sweats so much , even my hair can get wet !
To top it off , i slept a little , and a lot of kids boarded the bus and disturb my sleep ..i wanted to screw them /.. but was just too tired ... noisy like siao sia ... then great , i felt something was wrong , i came to somewhere i have never seen b4 , then i went down to ask the uncle , and i was NO where at Lorong Ah soo . Oh great , so i alighted , having no idea how to go manx . Then called martin and walked back and fourth .. then some kind soul auntie asked me where i wanna go ... then she had a friend as a SBS inspector .. also helped me out .. then a young man also helped ... thanks for these dudes ... Really good people .
After so much sweating and all that , i felt so buay song .. wah kao sia ... last time take 154 can reach then i ask the uncle .. he say cannot or he like blur blur onex ... what the hell ..
Then take the bus to martin there , still must walk upslope down slope ... i really felt like taking off my shirt and started running manx ... walking just so ma fan ...
So i ended up not visiting the dentist .. cause we spent a lot of time doing the pressie ... I had 2 spoilt days , ytd also , thanks to one asshole , bout the taxi shit .
But i had a not bad day with the guys today ... we were so so so bored and bo liao at orchard .. 5 guys doing no shit , no plans ... and moaning and whining ... haiz , WHY LIKE THAT !!
Then we settled at Starbucks ... that's when we took a video of some crap ... haha ... that was where the fun started ... some Sex scene ... wahaha ... whose idea ? whose ingenious idea can it be ? ME LAH !! lol ... was feeling so bo liao ...
Then Megan and Martin came in and looked for us ... wahaha ... then my bag had cigarettes inside .. wonder if she saw them .... cause it's not mine ! haha .. still write so big marlboro ...
Maybe i will be single straight for 3 years ... haha , maybe this year will be no exception lohx ... FANTASTIC ! wahaha ... Anyway , can't wait to get my car licsense ... i have to get it ASAP !!
Hmm like what Initial D said .. all the Drivers are all lonely guys ... they had chances coming towards them .. but always bcos they do stupid things , they lose them ... haha ... like me ... always do stupid things when i have a gf ... why like that !! haha ... oh well , guess i have lots to learn ...
Had fun today .. Happy Valentine's day for everyone . Another day nearer to my Angel =)
Spent V day with gk , tx , js , jx and martin ... All of us are all single and lonely ... except for martin that is !
So i started the day by going martin's hse right after school and lunch ... went to help him do his pressie and also go orchard together ... then i took 154 ... and after so much waiting , here's comes a non air con one ... wah , i was hot like mad and almost died of the heat in the bus when it comes to a stop .. this is the first year that i ever feel so hot , til my whole head sweats so much , even my hair can get wet !
To top it off , i slept a little , and a lot of kids boarded the bus and disturb my sleep ..i wanted to screw them /.. but was just too tired ... noisy like siao sia ... then great , i felt something was wrong , i came to somewhere i have never seen b4 , then i went down to ask the uncle , and i was NO where at Lorong Ah soo . Oh great , so i alighted , having no idea how to go manx . Then called martin and walked back and fourth .. then some kind soul auntie asked me where i wanna go ... then she had a friend as a SBS inspector .. also helped me out .. then a young man also helped ... thanks for these dudes ... Really good people .
After so much sweating and all that , i felt so buay song .. wah kao sia ... last time take 154 can reach then i ask the uncle .. he say cannot or he like blur blur onex ... what the hell ..
Then take the bus to martin there , still must walk upslope down slope ... i really felt like taking off my shirt and started running manx ... walking just so ma fan ...
So i ended up not visiting the dentist .. cause we spent a lot of time doing the pressie ... I had 2 spoilt days , ytd also , thanks to one asshole , bout the taxi shit .
But i had a not bad day with the guys today ... we were so so so bored and bo liao at orchard .. 5 guys doing no shit , no plans ... and moaning and whining ... haiz , WHY LIKE THAT !!
Then we settled at Starbucks ... that's when we took a video of some crap ... haha ... that was where the fun started ... some Sex scene ... wahaha ... whose idea ? whose ingenious idea can it be ? ME LAH !! lol ... was feeling so bo liao ...
Then Megan and Martin came in and looked for us ... wahaha ... then my bag had cigarettes inside .. wonder if she saw them .... cause it's not mine ! haha .. still write so big marlboro ...
Maybe i will be single straight for 3 years ... haha , maybe this year will be no exception lohx ... FANTASTIC ! wahaha ... Anyway , can't wait to get my car licsense ... i have to get it ASAP !!
Hmm like what Initial D said .. all the Drivers are all lonely guys ... they had chances coming towards them .. but always bcos they do stupid things , they lose them ... haha ... like me ... always do stupid things when i have a gf ... why like that !! haha ... oh well , guess i have lots to learn ...
Had fun today .. Happy Valentine's day for everyone . Another day nearer to my Angel =)
Sunday, February 13, 2005
ACT.29 - 1 year 364 days ago .
Started this morning by going Ting xian's hse this morning ... bai nian .. then went to meet up with martin to get his V day pressie for Megan .. andy and jun xian also tagged along ...
We practically spent unconstructive time today .. haha .. the only constructive time was spent in PS .. where we went to get the card for Megan ( i intro one , the best place for cards i have ever seen on earth ) .. then got the stuff .. cause he decided to make her something .. so i gave him my idea ... haha ... Then tml have to meet him to give him the stuff and all that .. cause last time i made the identical present for someone also .. had left over ...
Then We visited PS arcade ... some guys playing Maximum tune ... a few sec sch kids playing initial D ver 2 . then andy go challenge ... cause the guy was playing , level 2 , then a level 21 guy go challenge ( kids mah ) , then andy go take revenge , level 12 win level 21 ... muhaha .. andy is a good Representative of Satan ... with the nick SATAN !!
Then he lost ... bo pian , bcos of some circumstances .. i wanted to take revenge from him .. cause i'm pro in Version 2 .. but then , thought bout it ... don want lah ... then during dinner , Martin say , if they touch Andy , he's gonna throw down his plastic bag , then he clenched his fist ( action action ) .. haha ... say very long never do something liao ... lol ...
Haha ... my temper lately also no good .. So maybe if some asshole come di siao me ... he's gonna be dead meat .. can't wait to get my hands on someone ... haha .. Evil hoh ? or crazy ? lol ...
Then we went to esplanade ... wanted to go chill out ... thought got what coffee bean .. then i told them no have , they say have .. then went there, don have ! so went to marina square food court ... Martin smoked .. i got my coffee and the guys got sugar cane juice and chat and chat ...
check this out :
February 12, 2005
Dear Ben,
Some positive developments should be heading your way at this time. A few interesting new opportunities could be available to you, and you should be feeling fairly optimistic right now as well. Try to take the opportunity to get in a healthy exercise session, and remember not to get carried away when it comes to eating too much today.
I did wanted to eat a lot today ! old chang kee , wanted to order Taco bell , wanted to eat ice cream , and also order something at the food court ... wah haha... very accurate hoh ?
1 year 364 days ago . The first V day i spent in my life and the first date i had with her . If only i could cherish that time and not be so stupid .
Guess it was fate ? haha ...i only look in the future , not the past .. i've gotta tell myself that ...
Then on the mrt , saw 2 woman that looked like male .. the first one , i look very long .. then it's not liao .. but really look like guy .. then the 2nd one is arh !! very very very ER XIN SIA !!! Man who is 40 . long hair , RED LIPSTICK < went til translucent shirt ... BELLY ... and a lot of veins in the arms ... oh my GOD !!!!
Bad day i guess .. haha .. now me in love with the song Shou Fang Kai by Li sheng Jie .. i have to learn that SONG MAN !!! mum bought karaoke ... gonna go memorise the lyrics 2nite in my room , hi fi set !
Somemore , i think he shuai sia ! machiam like tay ping hui young , So MAN ... not like what 5566 ... then he wore the coat in the mtv , so power sia ! haha ... i can't wait to get my hands on such formal shirts as well .. notice me only have t shirts ... lazy wear nice nice to school one ... nice lah , but HOT LEI !! haha ... t shirts nice enuf ... =)
1 day to V DAY !!! WHY LIKE THAT !! TOTALLY NO TARGET SIA !! shall date with Lian Hua dang .. wahahah ..
Started this morning by going Ting xian's hse this morning ... bai nian .. then went to meet up with martin to get his V day pressie for Megan .. andy and jun xian also tagged along ...
We practically spent unconstructive time today .. haha .. the only constructive time was spent in PS .. where we went to get the card for Megan ( i intro one , the best place for cards i have ever seen on earth ) .. then got the stuff .. cause he decided to make her something .. so i gave him my idea ... haha ... Then tml have to meet him to give him the stuff and all that .. cause last time i made the identical present for someone also .. had left over ...
Then We visited PS arcade ... some guys playing Maximum tune ... a few sec sch kids playing initial D ver 2 . then andy go challenge ... cause the guy was playing , level 2 , then a level 21 guy go challenge ( kids mah ) , then andy go take revenge , level 12 win level 21 ... muhaha .. andy is a good Representative of Satan ... with the nick SATAN !!
Then he lost ... bo pian , bcos of some circumstances .. i wanted to take revenge from him .. cause i'm pro in Version 2 .. but then , thought bout it ... don want lah ... then during dinner , Martin say , if they touch Andy , he's gonna throw down his plastic bag , then he clenched his fist ( action action ) .. haha ... say very long never do something liao ... lol ...
Haha ... my temper lately also no good .. So maybe if some asshole come di siao me ... he's gonna be dead meat .. can't wait to get my hands on someone ... haha .. Evil hoh ? or crazy ? lol ...
Then we went to esplanade ... wanted to go chill out ... thought got what coffee bean .. then i told them no have , they say have .. then went there, don have ! so went to marina square food court ... Martin smoked .. i got my coffee and the guys got sugar cane juice and chat and chat ...
check this out :
February 12, 2005
Dear Ben,
Some positive developments should be heading your way at this time. A few interesting new opportunities could be available to you, and you should be feeling fairly optimistic right now as well. Try to take the opportunity to get in a healthy exercise session, and remember not to get carried away when it comes to eating too much today.
I did wanted to eat a lot today ! old chang kee , wanted to order Taco bell , wanted to eat ice cream , and also order something at the food court ... wah haha... very accurate hoh ?
1 year 364 days ago . The first V day i spent in my life and the first date i had with her . If only i could cherish that time and not be so stupid .
Guess it was fate ? haha ...i only look in the future , not the past .. i've gotta tell myself that ...
Then on the mrt , saw 2 woman that looked like male .. the first one , i look very long .. then it's not liao .. but really look like guy .. then the 2nd one is arh !! very very very ER XIN SIA !!! Man who is 40 . long hair , RED LIPSTICK < went til translucent shirt ... BELLY ... and a lot of veins in the arms ... oh my GOD !!!!
Bad day i guess .. haha .. now me in love with the song Shou Fang Kai by Li sheng Jie .. i have to learn that SONG MAN !!! mum bought karaoke ... gonna go memorise the lyrics 2nite in my room , hi fi set !
Somemore , i think he shuai sia ! machiam like tay ping hui young , So MAN ... not like what 5566 ... then he wore the coat in the mtv , so power sia ! haha ... i can't wait to get my hands on such formal shirts as well .. notice me only have t shirts ... lazy wear nice nice to school one ... nice lah , but HOT LEI !! haha ... t shirts nice enuf ... =)
1 day to V DAY !!! WHY LIKE THAT !! TOTALLY NO TARGET SIA !! shall date with Lian Hua dang .. wahahah ..
Thursday, February 10, 2005
ACT.28 - i'm no special boy .
Me And Martin In Suki Sushi ... look at my UGLY face sia ... and Martin trying to ACt cool ... like what the heck !!
Js and Tx .. seriously don know what they doing ...
We guys hanging out at Starbucks forum .. btw , this is last wEEK !!
Well .. guessed what i did with my free time during bai nian .. cause bai nian very da boring mah ... i don't gamble onex =) muhaha ...
I took a look around at my relatives ... and i realised that everyone is living life the hard way ... Stress is always in each and one of our lives ... Even as a small kid ... there is stress also ... So i guess no one is spared .
Then my Aunt and uncle have a baby son ... and ever since he was born .. he wasn't normal .. At the age of 3 now ... he still can't speak .. and he needs attention as long as he is awake .. if not he will start crying or shouting or what ... i'm not too sure what is wrong ... or whether he needs attention and strong sense of security ..
So i feel kinda sad for my aunt .. it has to be very very very tiring for her to take care of him ... the other dudes were talking laughing gambling .. while she has to take care of him ... carry him and all that when he's 3 already .... haiz ... why like that ! my uncle is such a good man ... he suffered since young thanks to stupid things ... Why heaven so like that ?
After bai nian .. went to jurong point With Andy ... haha ... and then did really crap stuff ... tired after standing for so long ... Guess what ? i ate so much fast food within this week ... I NEED TO EXCERCISE !! i think i have run 30 km to shack off these fats ... muhaha ...
this week gonna be busy ... Sat Got DB ... sunday have to bai nian at Mr Lai hse ... don feel like going lei .. don't know why ... Then my friends gonna bai nian at Tx's hse on sunday ... or sat ... or don know go denny hse or what ... ARRRGGGHHH !! why like that !! haha ...
Aiya ... i think i also gonna get my friends come over ... Sing KTV here manx !! andy shall entertain us with his Andy Lau , cantonese , hokkien songs .. muhaha ...
Tomorrow school again .. rocks manx ... haha ... anyway , GONG xi Fa Cai to everyone!!!
Me And Martin In Suki Sushi ... look at my UGLY face sia ... and Martin trying to ACt cool ... like what the heck !!
Js and Tx .. seriously don know what they doing ...
We guys hanging out at Starbucks forum .. btw , this is last wEEK !!
Well .. guessed what i did with my free time during bai nian .. cause bai nian very da boring mah ... i don't gamble onex =) muhaha ...
I took a look around at my relatives ... and i realised that everyone is living life the hard way ... Stress is always in each and one of our lives ... Even as a small kid ... there is stress also ... So i guess no one is spared .
Then my Aunt and uncle have a baby son ... and ever since he was born .. he wasn't normal .. At the age of 3 now ... he still can't speak .. and he needs attention as long as he is awake .. if not he will start crying or shouting or what ... i'm not too sure what is wrong ... or whether he needs attention and strong sense of security ..
So i feel kinda sad for my aunt .. it has to be very very very tiring for her to take care of him ... the other dudes were talking laughing gambling .. while she has to take care of him ... carry him and all that when he's 3 already .... haiz ... why like that ! my uncle is such a good man ... he suffered since young thanks to stupid things ... Why heaven so like that ?
After bai nian .. went to jurong point With Andy ... haha ... and then did really crap stuff ... tired after standing for so long ... Guess what ? i ate so much fast food within this week ... I NEED TO EXCERCISE !! i think i have run 30 km to shack off these fats ... muhaha ...
this week gonna be busy ... Sat Got DB ... sunday have to bai nian at Mr Lai hse ... don feel like going lei .. don't know why ... Then my friends gonna bai nian at Tx's hse on sunday ... or sat ... or don know go denny hse or what ... ARRRGGGHHH !! why like that !! haha ...
Aiya ... i think i also gonna get my friends come over ... Sing KTV here manx !! andy shall entertain us with his Andy Lau , cantonese , hokkien songs .. muhaha ...
Tomorrow school again .. rocks manx ... haha ... anyway , GONG xi Fa Cai to everyone!!!
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
ACT.27 - Get a Life Chapter !
ARRggggHHH !! it's time for me to get a liFE !! haha ... CNY also sucks .. very da boring ...not much nice movies to watch ...
so i spent 8.50 on Constantine movie , the first time i spend money and i do not understand what's going on ... why ???? cause i was sleeping !! it's a 1.30 am show !! some areas were so quiet ... so i fell asleep ... just saw angels , hell and demons ... don't get it at all ... haha ... my much awaited movie ends like that ...
Then 2day go bai nian .. yawn yawn .. very da sianx lei ! haha ... was playing with baby cousins tricia and yao feng .. but i also sianx lah ... me not children or baby guy onex ... muhaha ...
Wah .. die lah , tomorrow no plans lah ! haha ...
Later going ride bike with andy and gk .. muhaha , for the first time i challenge myself to such things .. it's already 10.03 pm now and we are going somewhere spooky ... let's check it out manx !
so i ended up eating KFC , bah kua and drinking beer today ... i can't wait to go to the gym and running to get rid of those fats !! arrrGGGHHH !! if only i never sprained my back .. haha ... now still bit pain ... i need to work out !
Hmm ... Then ytd also go back sec sch ... why go back lei ? good QUESTION ... What else ? see Wei Ling lahx ... haha ...
Why am i a Cadet Lieutantent ? so i can see her also ... haha .. so that made me decide to sign on with NCC .. now that she has graduated ... then me have dragonboat ... haha ... then , i think i should concentrate on myself and DB ...
haha , then Colin shouted her name when they were near us ... haha , out to make me pai sei ... but then again ... sad that she can't treat us as friends anymore ... or we can't treat each other as friends anymore ..
So let's start the story ytd morning . Went to sec sch gallery to view the concert and we opened the door and couldn't find any space ... so we went to the end and sat down . Then a guy behind say , " u all very small size hoh ? "
Then i diao him and then say " HUH ?? WHAT U WANT ??? ( hokkien ) "
U kao pei me , u prepare to get the hell from me pal . Remember , i graduated , i can scold all the vulgarities i want , and i can make u die like a ant under my foot . And pick someone your own size pal .
Haha ... then we went over to jia en that side ... cause only we 3 at that side ...then i start to kao pei bout everything ... GOd lah .. Jesus lahx .. the concert lah .. the girls lah ... haha .. then we were laughing and laughing ... then my friend even scolded FCUK when a teacher is right in front of us .... then i was like " U SIAO BO !!! " haha .... but who cares ...
I have no idea , when i go back to sec sch , i'm agitated . cause PHS JUST SUCKS . FANCY A CHRISTIAN SCHOOL . BUUUUULLLLLLSSSSSHIIIITTTT!!!!!!!!!
Then see so little people i know ... luckily wei ling got come arh .. if not i wake up so early all for nothing ... haha .. Then see Beverly also ... haha ... then i called her that night to di siao her .. me and her forever GAM sia ... bullshit and crap ...
But then why me and her Gam not Me and Wei Ling GAM !!! ( sniff sniff ) ... wah haha ...
Anyway ,maybe i've got too bored of my life that i've got bonkers ... maybe study too much that my brain got fried ... haha .. oh well ... i need a LIFE !!
Soccer , basketball , dragonboat , study , all jamming up my life ... i need more time in my life !
haha .. Valentine's day coming ... so what am i gonna do ? haha .. i guess my answer is " NOTHING ... " cause i can do practically nothing bout it ... unless what my trust horoscope source is right ... " A interesting romantic opportunity might come my way ..." haha .... i don't think so ! 9th Feb is gonna end soon and there is no romantic opportunity for the entire day ... haha ...
But sometimes , it just happens , even at the last minute of the day ... so let's just wait and be patient ...
oh well , andy say go home and then come out for biking .. then just now still tell me he at funland .. wah kao!! haha ....
To everyone , Happy new year and huat lah !!
ARRggggHHH !! it's time for me to get a liFE !! haha ... CNY also sucks .. very da boring ...not much nice movies to watch ...
so i spent 8.50 on Constantine movie , the first time i spend money and i do not understand what's going on ... why ???? cause i was sleeping !! it's a 1.30 am show !! some areas were so quiet ... so i fell asleep ... just saw angels , hell and demons ... don't get it at all ... haha ... my much awaited movie ends like that ...
Then 2day go bai nian .. yawn yawn .. very da sianx lei ! haha ... was playing with baby cousins tricia and yao feng .. but i also sianx lah ... me not children or baby guy onex ... muhaha ...
Wah .. die lah , tomorrow no plans lah ! haha ...
Later going ride bike with andy and gk .. muhaha , for the first time i challenge myself to such things .. it's already 10.03 pm now and we are going somewhere spooky ... let's check it out manx !
so i ended up eating KFC , bah kua and drinking beer today ... i can't wait to go to the gym and running to get rid of those fats !! arrrGGGHHH !! if only i never sprained my back .. haha ... now still bit pain ... i need to work out !
Hmm ... Then ytd also go back sec sch ... why go back lei ? good QUESTION ... What else ? see Wei Ling lahx ... haha ...
Why am i a Cadet Lieutantent ? so i can see her also ... haha .. so that made me decide to sign on with NCC .. now that she has graduated ... then me have dragonboat ... haha ... then , i think i should concentrate on myself and DB ...
haha , then Colin shouted her name when they were near us ... haha , out to make me pai sei ... but then again ... sad that she can't treat us as friends anymore ... or we can't treat each other as friends anymore ..
So let's start the story ytd morning . Went to sec sch gallery to view the concert and we opened the door and couldn't find any space ... so we went to the end and sat down . Then a guy behind say , " u all very small size hoh ? "
Then i diao him and then say " HUH ?? WHAT U WANT ??? ( hokkien ) "
U kao pei me , u prepare to get the hell from me pal . Remember , i graduated , i can scold all the vulgarities i want , and i can make u die like a ant under my foot . And pick someone your own size pal .
Haha ... then we went over to jia en that side ... cause only we 3 at that side ...then i start to kao pei bout everything ... GOd lah .. Jesus lahx .. the concert lah .. the girls lah ... haha .. then we were laughing and laughing ... then my friend even scolded FCUK when a teacher is right in front of us .... then i was like " U SIAO BO !!! " haha .... but who cares ...
I have no idea , when i go back to sec sch , i'm agitated . cause PHS JUST SUCKS . FANCY A CHRISTIAN SCHOOL . BUUUUULLLLLLSSSSSHIIIITTTT!!!!!!!!!
Then see so little people i know ... luckily wei ling got come arh .. if not i wake up so early all for nothing ... haha .. Then see Beverly also ... haha ... then i called her that night to di siao her .. me and her forever GAM sia ... bullshit and crap ...
But then why me and her Gam not Me and Wei Ling GAM !!! ( sniff sniff ) ... wah haha ...
Anyway ,maybe i've got too bored of my life that i've got bonkers ... maybe study too much that my brain got fried ... haha .. oh well ... i need a LIFE !!
Soccer , basketball , dragonboat , study , all jamming up my life ... i need more time in my life !
haha .. Valentine's day coming ... so what am i gonna do ? haha .. i guess my answer is " NOTHING ... " cause i can do practically nothing bout it ... unless what my trust horoscope source is right ... " A interesting romantic opportunity might come my way ..." haha .... i don't think so ! 9th Feb is gonna end soon and there is no romantic opportunity for the entire day ... haha ...
But sometimes , it just happens , even at the last minute of the day ... so let's just wait and be patient ...
oh well , andy say go home and then come out for biking .. then just now still tell me he at funland .. wah kao!! haha ....
To everyone , Happy new year and huat lah !!
Tuesday, February 08, 2005
ACT.26 - Key To my Heart .
" I hope you never lose your sense of wonder.
You get your fill to eat But always keep that hunger...
May you never take one single breath for granted .
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed ..
I hope you still feel small when you stand by the ocean ..
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens .
Promise me you'll give fate a fighting chance...
I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance ,
Never settle for the path of least resistance .
Living might mean taking chances ...
But they're worth taking .
Lovin' might be a mistake ,
But it's worth making .
Don't let some hell bent heart Leave you bitter ....
When you come close to selling out...Reconsider .
Give the heavens above More than just a passing glance ...
"
- Ronan Keating : i hope you dance .
" I hope you never lose your sense of wonder.
You get your fill to eat But always keep that hunger...
May you never take one single breath for granted .
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed ..
I hope you still feel small when you stand by the ocean ..
Whenever one door closes, I hope one more opens .
Promise me you'll give fate a fighting chance...
I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance ,
Never settle for the path of least resistance .
Living might mean taking chances ...
But they're worth taking .
Lovin' might be a mistake ,
But it's worth making .
Don't let some hell bent heart Leave you bitter ....
When you come close to selling out...Reconsider .
Give the heavens above More than just a passing glance ...
"
- Ronan Keating : i hope you dance .
ACT.25 - Rotary Engine
Muhaha ...i've falled deeply for the Mazda Rx-8 ... used to hate it for its performance .. but actually it's pretty awesome ... Drift Drift Drift ! saw the Mazda Professional drivers drift and it was like WOW !!
And i'm getting Initial D with Rx-8 also .. the Renesis engine is just so magnificent ! muhaha .. not to mention Mazda Rx-7 2nd Gen and 3rd Gen ... hahahahha ... MAZDA ROCKS !!! EVOLUTION SUCKS !!! [ me against mitsubishi one =p ]
I went crazy with my thoughts yesterday .. i thought of a pretty good idea of a business the other day ... then what i thought , added on to the whole concept ... muhaha ... i cannot wait for the day to come , that i'm experienced and skilled enough to start this project ! hope by the age of 30 can start liao or 35 ... still long right ? haha ... but this is a totally revolutionary idea . Hmm , i have a pretty good feeling , the first time i will fail , but when i start a 2nd time ,there won't be anything wrong this time ... The odds are pretty bad the first round ... haha , not gonna say the entire idea out ... so long and so chim ...
Maximum tune in the arcade also seems so awesome .. with the loud speakers ... love the sound system .. i love to blast music when i race mahx ... Initial d one , some very soft ... the best one is at Dhoby Ghaut .. the car of the engine right behind ur ears and the music blasting in front of you ...
okok , so all car talk eh ? just love cars lah ... Mazda speed Atenza coming out ... better than Rx-8 !! wah lao eh .. cannot wait liao lah ...hahaha ...
i wonder if i ever get a gf , will she know what i'm talking bout ? haha .... talk cars to her arh ... she sure blur onex .. unless i'm such a lucky boy that she love cars and mazda also !!!
all rightx ... gonna go sec sch later ... nahx , no visit sch teachers ... muhaha .. got motive one ... I won't bother to see my sec sch teachers lohx... except for a few ... SATAN RULES LAH ! don't talk christian with me ...
Alex facing problems with Joey eh ? hmmm ... hope that you get it over with her soon ... Tough times don't last when you guys look into the matter .. actually , it should be [ tough times don't last but tough men do ] .. haha ... tomorrow will be better lah ! Ming tian hui gen hao and tomorrow never dies !
all righty .. gonna go get dressed up .. then go out to sec sch ... back 2nite to blog ...
Muhaha ...i've falled deeply for the Mazda Rx-8 ... used to hate it for its performance .. but actually it's pretty awesome ... Drift Drift Drift ! saw the Mazda Professional drivers drift and it was like WOW !!
And i'm getting Initial D with Rx-8 also .. the Renesis engine is just so magnificent ! muhaha .. not to mention Mazda Rx-7 2nd Gen and 3rd Gen ... hahahahha ... MAZDA ROCKS !!! EVOLUTION SUCKS !!! [ me against mitsubishi one =p ]
I went crazy with my thoughts yesterday .. i thought of a pretty good idea of a business the other day ... then what i thought , added on to the whole concept ... muhaha ... i cannot wait for the day to come , that i'm experienced and skilled enough to start this project ! hope by the age of 30 can start liao or 35 ... still long right ? haha ... but this is a totally revolutionary idea . Hmm , i have a pretty good feeling , the first time i will fail , but when i start a 2nd time ,there won't be anything wrong this time ... The odds are pretty bad the first round ... haha , not gonna say the entire idea out ... so long and so chim ...
Maximum tune in the arcade also seems so awesome .. with the loud speakers ... love the sound system .. i love to blast music when i race mahx ... Initial d one , some very soft ... the best one is at Dhoby Ghaut .. the car of the engine right behind ur ears and the music blasting in front of you ...
okok , so all car talk eh ? just love cars lah ... Mazda speed Atenza coming out ... better than Rx-8 !! wah lao eh .. cannot wait liao lah ...hahaha ...
i wonder if i ever get a gf , will she know what i'm talking bout ? haha .... talk cars to her arh ... she sure blur onex .. unless i'm such a lucky boy that she love cars and mazda also !!!
all rightx ... gonna go sec sch later ... nahx , no visit sch teachers ... muhaha .. got motive one ... I won't bother to see my sec sch teachers lohx... except for a few ... SATAN RULES LAH ! don't talk christian with me ...
Alex facing problems with Joey eh ? hmmm ... hope that you get it over with her soon ... Tough times don't last when you guys look into the matter .. actually , it should be [ tough times don't last but tough men do ] .. haha ... tomorrow will be better lah ! Ming tian hui gen hao and tomorrow never dies !
all righty .. gonna go get dressed up .. then go out to sec sch ... back 2nite to blog ...
Sunday, February 06, 2005
ACT.24 - Down on Luck !
ARRRGGGHH !! My Specs lenses broke ..and i don't know why ! for the first time in my life , lenses break ...
i placed it inside my bag during Dragonboat ... then my friend stepped on my bag .. not sure whether that was the impact that caused it to break ... but now more importantly is to get it done ... oh man , this specs is new lei ! Why lately so no luck !
Then i have lost my form [ skills ] in my gaming in an instant ! what in the world ??!!! haha ... so weird ...
Now i'm walking around with a broken specs ... after dragonboat worse , i go to sim lim shop for stuff i need ... imagine let people see me with broken specs .. it looks like i just got punched in the eye ...
My life now is like this --------------------- on the heartbeat monitor . haha , sianx sian sian sian sian sian sian sian and more sianx ! at least CNY is coming ard the corner ..maybe got more stuff to do ... can wear new clothes ! my topman shirt and jeans .. muhahahaha .... Cause my family very weird one , CNY haven come , cannot wear , if not sure kena scolding ...
so what's up for Sunday ? Gym and Home ... was planning to play bball but grandma and cousin coming over for dinner ... muhaha , ask my Cousin for Toyota stuff .. Best got Jacket !
Hmm , heard from my friend today the year of the rabit is gonna have extremely bad luck ... Superstitious or what ? nahx .. it's better to listen then ignore . i mean , maybe why i so sway is bcos of this ! but then , WHY LIKE THAT !!! why my year ? or i guess it's could be just plainly bad luck ...
Car licsense ! can't wait to get it ASAP !! Rajif is gonna get a car as soon as he passes his car licsense .. haha , i was psychoing him to get Toyota .. cause Toyota got discount and Toyota best fuel consumption mah .. But no sporty sporty look lah ... aiya , not me get car also ... =(
Actually , i wish to have a car .. but then , thinking of your bus transportation fees compared to ur daily expenses when u have a car , is such a big diff!!! 2.70 for go and return trips from sch . What bout a car ? Still got parking blah blah blah ... i guess 18 is too young to own a car . Shall wait !
Hmm .. but then if i don't have a car , i can't get closer to the members of Mazda Club ... if i have arh , now sure can go Take a Ride in their Rx-7 and 8s ... haha ... why like that again !!
arrggghh ... hope my luck takes a turn around !
ARRRGGGHH !! My Specs lenses broke ..and i don't know why ! for the first time in my life , lenses break ...
i placed it inside my bag during Dragonboat ... then my friend stepped on my bag .. not sure whether that was the impact that caused it to break ... but now more importantly is to get it done ... oh man , this specs is new lei ! Why lately so no luck !
Then i have lost my form [ skills ] in my gaming in an instant ! what in the world ??!!! haha ... so weird ...
Now i'm walking around with a broken specs ... after dragonboat worse , i go to sim lim shop for stuff i need ... imagine let people see me with broken specs .. it looks like i just got punched in the eye ...
My life now is like this --------------------- on the heartbeat monitor . haha , sianx sian sian sian sian sian sian sian and more sianx ! at least CNY is coming ard the corner ..maybe got more stuff to do ... can wear new clothes ! my topman shirt and jeans .. muhahahaha .... Cause my family very weird one , CNY haven come , cannot wear , if not sure kena scolding ...
so what's up for Sunday ? Gym and Home ... was planning to play bball but grandma and cousin coming over for dinner ... muhaha , ask my Cousin for Toyota stuff .. Best got Jacket !
Hmm , heard from my friend today the year of the rabit is gonna have extremely bad luck ... Superstitious or what ? nahx .. it's better to listen then ignore . i mean , maybe why i so sway is bcos of this ! but then , WHY LIKE THAT !!! why my year ? or i guess it's could be just plainly bad luck ...
Car licsense ! can't wait to get it ASAP !! Rajif is gonna get a car as soon as he passes his car licsense .. haha , i was psychoing him to get Toyota .. cause Toyota got discount and Toyota best fuel consumption mah .. But no sporty sporty look lah ... aiya , not me get car also ... =(
Actually , i wish to have a car .. but then , thinking of your bus transportation fees compared to ur daily expenses when u have a car , is such a big diff!!! 2.70 for go and return trips from sch . What bout a car ? Still got parking blah blah blah ... i guess 18 is too young to own a car . Shall wait !
Hmm .. but then if i don't have a car , i can't get closer to the members of Mazda Club ... if i have arh , now sure can go Take a Ride in their Rx-7 and 8s ... haha ... why like that again !!
arrggghh ... hope my luck takes a turn around !
Saturday, February 05, 2005
ACT.23 - What Good is a Heart
Haven't been online lately .. so here goes a long post ..
Yesterday celebrated Gi Kian's birthday .. Went to Suki Sushi for buffet .. haha .. drank lots and ate lots .. Sushi sushi sushi ... oh man , i've gotta go running very soon .. if not fat liao ...
haha , then we were waiting for the ordered food to come .. then we gave the present to Gi kian .. haha .. i bet he never expected it coming ...
Then Jx, Tx , Js , Gk , me and martin , then later on andy joined us for Kbox .. haha .. we had fun and all that ...
So We made a trip to far east .. and what do u know ? I saw the HSBC girl which i was very "obsessed " with .. haha , cause she's pretty and my typical dream girl , only that she's 20 plus ! haha ... haven't seen her for a year ... muhaha .. ok , so the guys were looking for clothes and all that ... then Js still wanna get more shirts .. so i suggested Flesh Imp at Heerens ..
So After tryng here and there .. nahx , no size for Js .. so i say let's go converse bah .. haha , .. so what do u know ????????????????
The girl that i've asked the number was there that day ! for the past year , i went back , i didn't see her ... So when i saw her at that very corner , i turned away .. and she looked at me .
Of course , i get my friends get out , if not they gonna start some embaressment shit ... haha , so we went to the railing that side .
Then the girl and a friend came out and walked on our side of the railing and as she walked past , she slowed down and glanced at me , these are what my friends said ... then they were like " SO OBVIOUS !!!! "
then we followed downstairs , but one escalator late ... so we just stayed around at the ground floor entrance ... i was so Lost ! haha ... my friends were like , " TODAY's YOUR CHANCe LIAO LAH !! " " then i was like ... wah lao eh ... "
Then she walked past us again from the other side and went up ... haha , then my gang started grumbling again ..
Yeah , the guys were right , all these while i have been hopping over to converse , hoping to see her , but no chance . and when the chance comes , i've just gotta take it !
Ok .. so my plan was to wait until she knocks off at 10 .. so we waited .. and waited ... and when she finally knocked off ... me and gi kian followed her downstairs ... and when we reached downstairs .. she took out a packet of marlboro ... i was like ... " WHAT IN THE WORLD !!!!!!!!!!!! "
Then my confidence and all that dashed ..... i called Alex up , he told me to still go for it .. Gk also say go for it ... i was like " man , my girl can't SMOKE !!! " then say say say liao , ok lah , let's go !
then i went ... and was rejected .
So , u guys get it ? haha ... chances were so high then it went boom , with no particular reason why . anyway , she's no longer that pure , innocent , and sweet girl i used to know . Well , guess humans change .
so what can u expect this boy to do ? Think lah ! what in the world just happened ? it's like i went through a simulation yet i don't learn or feel anything from it . it just went past with me knowing the results , and i don understand a shit from it . Arrrgggh .. what am i saying ..
So the guys and i went to Forum starbucks .. got some coffee there and chit chat lohx ..
haha , i don't know why smoking will come across my mind . Been thinking maybe i should smoke ... i was a guy who said , NO TO smoking for the rest of my life . maybe too sick of life liao bah ... haha , i think eating is better than spending on smoking .. haha , my eating theory always works on anything .... haha ... silly thoughts bout smoking ...
A day of rollercoaster ride ? yeah ! it sure is .
Well , is this the fate i've gotta go through ? haha .. Gk said some good stuff , he said , at least i get through this shit bout my life , i no longer need to go there see her or what anymore . It's done and get over with it .
Haven't been online lately .. so here goes a long post ..
Yesterday celebrated Gi Kian's birthday .. Went to Suki Sushi for buffet .. haha .. drank lots and ate lots .. Sushi sushi sushi ... oh man , i've gotta go running very soon .. if not fat liao ...
haha , then we were waiting for the ordered food to come .. then we gave the present to Gi kian .. haha .. i bet he never expected it coming ...
Then Jx, Tx , Js , Gk , me and martin , then later on andy joined us for Kbox .. haha .. we had fun and all that ...
So We made a trip to far east .. and what do u know ? I saw the HSBC girl which i was very "obsessed " with .. haha , cause she's pretty and my typical dream girl , only that she's 20 plus ! haha ... haven't seen her for a year ... muhaha .. ok , so the guys were looking for clothes and all that ... then Js still wanna get more shirts .. so i suggested Flesh Imp at Heerens ..
So After tryng here and there .. nahx , no size for Js .. so i say let's go converse bah .. haha , .. so what do u know ????????????????
The girl that i've asked the number was there that day ! for the past year , i went back , i didn't see her ... So when i saw her at that very corner , i turned away .. and she looked at me .
Of course , i get my friends get out , if not they gonna start some embaressment shit ... haha , so we went to the railing that side .
Then the girl and a friend came out and walked on our side of the railing and as she walked past , she slowed down and glanced at me , these are what my friends said ... then they were like " SO OBVIOUS !!!! "
then we followed downstairs , but one escalator late ... so we just stayed around at the ground floor entrance ... i was so Lost ! haha ... my friends were like , " TODAY's YOUR CHANCe LIAO LAH !! " " then i was like ... wah lao eh ... "
Then she walked past us again from the other side and went up ... haha , then my gang started grumbling again ..
Yeah , the guys were right , all these while i have been hopping over to converse , hoping to see her , but no chance . and when the chance comes , i've just gotta take it !
Ok .. so my plan was to wait until she knocks off at 10 .. so we waited .. and waited ... and when she finally knocked off ... me and gi kian followed her downstairs ... and when we reached downstairs .. she took out a packet of marlboro ... i was like ... " WHAT IN THE WORLD !!!!!!!!!!!! "
Then my confidence and all that dashed ..... i called Alex up , he told me to still go for it .. Gk also say go for it ... i was like " man , my girl can't SMOKE !!! " then say say say liao , ok lah , let's go !
then i went ... and was rejected .
So , u guys get it ? haha ... chances were so high then it went boom , with no particular reason why . anyway , she's no longer that pure , innocent , and sweet girl i used to know . Well , guess humans change .
so what can u expect this boy to do ? Think lah ! what in the world just happened ? it's like i went through a simulation yet i don't learn or feel anything from it . it just went past with me knowing the results , and i don understand a shit from it . Arrrgggh .. what am i saying ..
So the guys and i went to Forum starbucks .. got some coffee there and chit chat lohx ..
haha , i don't know why smoking will come across my mind . Been thinking maybe i should smoke ... i was a guy who said , NO TO smoking for the rest of my life . maybe too sick of life liao bah ... haha , i think eating is better than spending on smoking .. haha , my eating theory always works on anything .... haha ... silly thoughts bout smoking ...
A day of rollercoaster ride ? yeah ! it sure is .
Well , is this the fate i've gotta go through ? haha .. Gk said some good stuff , he said , at least i get through this shit bout my life , i no longer need to go there see her or what anymore . It's done and get over with it .
Thursday, February 03, 2005
ACT.22 - Searchin' for the Answer .
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
If you’re trying to focus on your own needs and concerns right now, your family may have some other expectations of you, and you might not be able to do everything just the way you’d like today. Don’t be surprised if someone tries to get you to spend more time dealing with some things around the house right now.
Thursday, February 03, 2005
Various family matters could really be dominating your agenda today. Just be careful that you don’t get too caught up in any sort of negative thinking. You might be asking yourself some serious questions about where your life is headed, and some misunderstandings could be possible if you can't find a way to resolve some important domestic issues.
The horoscope i trusted , Got me . it was right . Yesterday i quarrelled big time with bro .Today , i asked myself questions throughout the whole day . I had many thoughts running through my life . I need answers .
I've changed . I used to hang out everyday , til the night , because i've never liked the unstability at ahome . But now , i choose home everytime after school for peace .
I thought about the dreams i've built up in my mind . Car Racing , Pilot and many more . But i realised , I should give up car racing . If i really love cars , i can follow my passion through many ways , not through illegal means .Even through legal means , i can't get anywhere in Singapore with racing .
I thought about starting from scratch as a car technician after NS . Learn and climb up . Then build a shop of my own to facilitate the mazda club . And give lessons to the young ones who have the passion as well and allow them to work in my shop . Maybe i should just do that . Getting dirty and a low pay as a car technician , i don't mind . i don't mind degrading my qualifications .
Initial D is just a japanese anime . it could be a true story , or a fiction one . But it takes place in Japan . Not Singapore . So , stop dreaming . Be somebody .
Well , i just wanna tell my family , i'm 17 going on 18 !!! i've grown up and become much sensible than who i was 4 years back . So stop treating me like a kid anymore . people change , people mature . Please respect me . i've changed . I'm no longer Hong Bin u know anymore .
Thinking too much for today ? yup ... sure thing man ! i guess that's it for today . Mum couldn't get it yesterday . She asked me what was wrong when you're so fortunate .Yup , i am fortunate . i have anything . all i need to do is just ask .
I've got a desktop , a laptop , a hi fi system , a huge TV in my room , a mp3 player , and huge spending expenses which my parents are paying for . But there's just some stuff missing in my life . That i have to go and search .
Oh well , meeting Wen zhong , Alex and Niao at orchard later ... haha .. although i'm not sure go there for what ... Let's just GO and get it on ! also go get Gi Kian's present .. tomorrow celebrating his birthday , surprise him !
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
If you’re trying to focus on your own needs and concerns right now, your family may have some other expectations of you, and you might not be able to do everything just the way you’d like today. Don’t be surprised if someone tries to get you to spend more time dealing with some things around the house right now.
Thursday, February 03, 2005
Various family matters could really be dominating your agenda today. Just be careful that you don’t get too caught up in any sort of negative thinking. You might be asking yourself some serious questions about where your life is headed, and some misunderstandings could be possible if you can't find a way to resolve some important domestic issues.
The horoscope i trusted , Got me . it was right . Yesterday i quarrelled big time with bro .Today , i asked myself questions throughout the whole day . I had many thoughts running through my life . I need answers .
I've changed . I used to hang out everyday , til the night , because i've never liked the unstability at ahome . But now , i choose home everytime after school for peace .
I thought about the dreams i've built up in my mind . Car Racing , Pilot and many more . But i realised , I should give up car racing . If i really love cars , i can follow my passion through many ways , not through illegal means .Even through legal means , i can't get anywhere in Singapore with racing .
I thought about starting from scratch as a car technician after NS . Learn and climb up . Then build a shop of my own to facilitate the mazda club . And give lessons to the young ones who have the passion as well and allow them to work in my shop . Maybe i should just do that . Getting dirty and a low pay as a car technician , i don't mind . i don't mind degrading my qualifications .
Initial D is just a japanese anime . it could be a true story , or a fiction one . But it takes place in Japan . Not Singapore . So , stop dreaming . Be somebody .
Well , i just wanna tell my family , i'm 17 going on 18 !!! i've grown up and become much sensible than who i was 4 years back . So stop treating me like a kid anymore . people change , people mature . Please respect me . i've changed . I'm no longer Hong Bin u know anymore .
Thinking too much for today ? yup ... sure thing man ! i guess that's it for today . Mum couldn't get it yesterday . She asked me what was wrong when you're so fortunate .Yup , i am fortunate . i have anything . all i need to do is just ask .
I've got a desktop , a laptop , a hi fi system , a huge TV in my room , a mp3 player , and huge spending expenses which my parents are paying for . But there's just some stuff missing in my life . That i have to go and search .
Oh well , meeting Wen zhong , Alex and Niao at orchard later ... haha .. although i'm not sure go there for what ... Let's just GO and get it on ! also go get Gi Kian's present .. tomorrow celebrating his birthday , surprise him !
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
ACT. 21 - W . T . F
W T F . Bullshit . FUCK . WHAT THE HELL . FUCKING HELL . [ only those close to me will know why i said all this . Bcos the blog is a restricted area , so i gotta limit my stories . ]
W T F . Bullshit . FUCK . WHAT THE HELL . FUCKING HELL . [ only those close to me will know why i said all this . Bcos the blog is a restricted area , so i gotta limit my stories . ]
ACT.20 - I got Lost halfway .
Had a chat with May Anne today .. i felt like sorting things out with her .. well , as far as i'm concerned , things are coming up to one piece right now .. things are getting clearer ... things we needed to clarify and all that ..
i'm not sure whether we can be like how we were b4 .. things don't look good on my side ... but i'm trying .
i think mertice is right , sort things out , don't drag such things along ... They are burdens instead if you don't do anything bout it ...
Well , i think i should start talking to my bro bout my personal problems .. instead i feel he is also one of the best people i can talk to ..and Martin as well ..
Family is what i cherish most right now . All of a sudden , i feel like telling things to my mum and dad .. i wanna tell them how i've been , how my life is like .. what i'm experiencing .. who i wanna be in the future . how much i love cars ... how crazy i am over Mazda and all that . i have never felt so comfortable with my family b4 . and i'm really grateful for this =)
i guess on my next holiday trip , i'm gonna give Mum a card , to tell her how much i love her . it's something i really wanna say , but can't really get myself to say it .. muhaha .. this is such a good plan ...
Well , to be very frank , i'm very grateful for having such friends from poly esp my classmates . After coming to this course , i don't regret giving up the course at NYP . what can i say ? i can only thank heaven for this blessing ! haha ..
sometimes .. you don't need a miracle in your life . You just gotta look around you . and take some time to think bout it . Do a little of soul searching and sort your thoughts out . You'll get it . now i know why there are no miracles in life . Cause you don't need one .
Had a chat with May Anne today .. i felt like sorting things out with her .. well , as far as i'm concerned , things are coming up to one piece right now .. things are getting clearer ... things we needed to clarify and all that ..
i'm not sure whether we can be like how we were b4 .. things don't look good on my side ... but i'm trying .
i think mertice is right , sort things out , don't drag such things along ... They are burdens instead if you don't do anything bout it ...
Well , i think i should start talking to my bro bout my personal problems .. instead i feel he is also one of the best people i can talk to ..and Martin as well ..
Family is what i cherish most right now . All of a sudden , i feel like telling things to my mum and dad .. i wanna tell them how i've been , how my life is like .. what i'm experiencing .. who i wanna be in the future . how much i love cars ... how crazy i am over Mazda and all that . i have never felt so comfortable with my family b4 . and i'm really grateful for this =)
i guess on my next holiday trip , i'm gonna give Mum a card , to tell her how much i love her . it's something i really wanna say , but can't really get myself to say it .. muhaha .. this is such a good plan ...
Well , to be very frank , i'm very grateful for having such friends from poly esp my classmates . After coming to this course , i don't regret giving up the course at NYP . what can i say ? i can only thank heaven for this blessing ! haha ..
sometimes .. you don't need a miracle in your life . You just gotta look around you . and take some time to think bout it . Do a little of soul searching and sort your thoughts out . You'll get it . now i know why there are no miracles in life . Cause you don't need one .
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