Thursday, November 27, 2008

today.

Today I'm grateful for the ability to feel deeply. Sometimes I think it's a weakness that I feel so much so often. Sometimes I wish I didn't have to be this way, especially when it sort of blows up in my face, on occasions when I shouldn't have let my guard down, but have anyways. I actually don't think it's even possible for me to keep my guard up. I've tried. Tried and failed. No matter how many times it blows up in my face, no matter how many times I'm forced once again to feel, my guard is always down.

Today I'm grateful for that. For wanting to love people. For feeling.

Happy Thanksgiving.

4 comments:

  1. i love this. i should be grateful for the ability to feel deeply too.

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  2. Maybe I should take some lessons or something. My guard is ALWAYS up.

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  3. I almost didn't comment on this post. I was wandering your archives, looking for good music and came upon this post from last year. I wish I had words to tell you what this means to me. I feel the same.

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