some days, you might feel like you're falling through the cracks,
but you can't ever let yourself actually say you've fallen.

you have to learn to pick yourself up and tell yourself
it's going to get better.
it might be the first time i've ever done ____ (whatever it is) or the _____ time
i've done ______ (whatever it is)
but i will learn to do so much better.
and i will.

repeat after me,
I WILL DO SO MUCH BETTER.

or i'd like to think i would.