Monday, July 02, 2007
Just thought of blogging now so just come here to blabber awhile before I head back to work... Just been to the website and browse... Actually have been to the website for awhile and wonder should I really take up the offer... Or rather... Am I ready to meet new people and welcome her into my life... LOL...
SDU is a program where all the single graduates meet and get-to-know each other... Hmmm... Sounds good eh... Something like this can be found and I believe it to be quite true...
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But oh what a rush!
There is a rush of chemicals that make you feel so good when you fall in love.
As we get older, we either stop falling in love, or take longer to fall in love, or we've simply forgotten what it means to fall in love. It might help if we had over-active hormones, but it doesn't mean that we can't fall in love once past our adolescent. We just have to remember how to do it.
To fall requires one to let go. There is of course a risk in letting go, and as we get older, we learn to avoid risk, to manage risk, to minimise risk. As would any investment advisor (i.e. someone who wants your money) will tell you, risk isn't always bad - it's just a matter of balancing risk and potential returns.
So the next time someone piques your interest, don't play down those feelings. Introduce yourself. Explore the possibilities of meeting for drinks. You might get rejected, but hey, you might also get a date.>>
If you are too young or if you are attached, you may not understand how old people like me feel... You will get to know it some day... So give it your best... Have no regrets... Actually its from William Hung...
William Hung - "I gave it my best and I have no regrets."
Always Loving You 10:54 AM
Friday, April 20, 2007
I am so motivated, enriched and excited about the whole program...!!! 5 days 4 nights just pass like a breeze... Without realizing how time really flies... The next second you know... Poof...!!! It's like 5 days later... ARGH...!!! I mizzed those good old days when the group of us are having great fun, laughter, food, lectures, games, hugs, sharing, etc, etc...
Anyway... Back to my story... Haven't really been blogging for quite some time... So just thought of coming back here to blog... Actually wanted to blog on the day when I returned to Singapore from Subang Jaya for the course Money & You... But in the end, I was just being lazy, after unpacking my stuffs and clear some work, I went to sleep next... Actually dragged quite some time before I'm back here again... Blame it on myself for being lazy...
So... I'm back now... Have been chatting with Sabbie, Ellis, Janicia, Shu Wen, Shu Fang, Shu Wei, Li Yan, Irwin, Pauline, Evelyn, Hao Cheng, Andrea, Jasmine, Alvin, Evon, Hwee Siong, Shun Cai, Ah Yin, Pei Fen and Esther lately... Pretty good catch up for some people... Especially with my new group of good friends from Money & You Program... They are such a nice group of people... Anyway... I only mixed with nice people... I think those people who really knows me will know that... Anyway... My best pal, Irwin is coming back... AGAIN...!!! But who knows how long will he be staying here... Will be catching up with him if we are free...
Back to my Money & You Program... I would gladly and greatly recommend my love ones to the course... Especially Mr. Irwin Ho... With such SKEPTICAL mindset... Please brother...!!! Change it...!!! I couldn't really describe the whole program here as I should not disclose much about it and I don't really know how to explain that in great details... But what I know is, this course actually changed my life... Even though it's just a little right now, but I believe in terms of years to come, it will change a great lot... Definitely to the better... As I have already let go of some unwanted past... Life is great... And can be better... I am so damn excited that I'm almost speechless of what to say... If you guys trust me out there... GO FOR IT...!!! Different people will expect different things from the course, but whatever you felt, it will definitely be good for you... I will still go back for unlimited reviews to enriched myself even further...!!! I would also like to specially share this program with Irwin and Li Yan of course, and Ellis, Janicia and Stephanie, as I sincerely believe that this program will greatly benefit them... But Janicia seems kinda young now, hahahahahahahaha... Some day, I will definitely drag her to go with me, if we are still as close in the near future...
Lastly, I love you guys out there...!!! Those people should know who they are... Hahahahahaha... Coz I'm rather vocal and expressive... Shall be off for now... Felt so happy sharing with people about this interesting, exciting, enriching, motivating, fulfilling and life transforming course...
Always Loving You 11:44 PM
Sunday, April 01, 2007
Went IKEA at East side just recently... Somewhere near Changi area... Kinda big... But supplies were quite standard... Saw the double decker bed again... Kinda like it... Actually saw it like years back... But did not buy it... So now I saw it again... So was kinda tempted to buy it... Sigh... Should I or should I not...??? It's like top section is for sleeping... Bottom has a sofa, so it's more of like resting, chatting, gaming, etc... So it's kinda cool... So tempted to buy... OMG...!!! Total cost I think is about $1,000... Including everything... Bed, frame, sofa, etc...
Just realize that I need to restrain myself from easily relying on others... Argh...!!! Bad habit... Sigh... Been having lotsa thoughts lately... Sigh... Should just slowly take my time to re-think about the stuffs and etc... Still slacking... And slacking...
Always Loving You 2:52 AM
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
First time been assigned to travel overseas to oversee a project... Hmmm... Overseas to oversee... Kinda rhyme yah...??? Hahahahaha... Supposingly to travel to Shen Zhen, China, to visit the factory there as we are suppose to buy machines from China... Which is like so insecure... But anyway... We are there... We = Me + Someone elses from my Company... Boring though... Super boring... Argh...!!! Due to somebody's recommendations, we went to Hongkong first... It's like so freaking annoying... My first time was taken just like that... My first trip to Hong Kong... So sad... I wanted to go there so much... Yet its in such situations... There goes my first time... Anyway... Encounter some problems in the Changi Airport... My thumb prints can't be recognized... So took some time out of it... And someone notice it...
Ultimately we arrived at Hong Kong Airport on 15th March 2007, around 6pm in the evening... That particular someone suddenly talked to me... Hahahahaha... She notice that I encounter some problem with the thumb print just now... So we kinda chatted for awhile... I must have been daring to take her contact number... But I didn't... Hahahaha... Never thought that we would meet again... So just left the Airport with some regrets... And some other blah blah blah encounter... Shall skip those useless thingy... But those Hongkongers who came to fetch us are superb... Nice people... So we went to Nan Ren Jie, Man's Street, to shop... Bought a set of black Mah Jong set... Kinda different than the normal ones... It cost me $200HKD... So it's like $40SGD... There goes my first night and ended my first time encounter with Hong Kong...
Next day, took the MRT from Jian Sha Zui to Luo Hu... So finally reached Shen Zhen... And took a damn long drive to Shan Wei, to look at a stupid factory... But in the end... Wasted the trip for nothing... Ended up going to Hu Bin and stayed overnight in one of the hotel there...
Next day... Took an afternoon flight from Shen Zhen Airport to Tian Jin... First time sit on China Airline... Which practically... SUCKED...!!! Delayed for an hour... Or is it two...??? Can't remember... So practically was like rotting in the Airport... Sigh... Finally able to board the plane... But... It sucked also... Argh... But luckily still have some food to eat... So there goes the 3 hours flight to Tian Jin...
Woooo... Pretty cool... I mean the weather... Cold weather... Dusty air though... So our supplier took us to look at the factories... Bad experiences... We are practically wasting money travelling there... Sigh... So more and more blah blah blah... And that ended our trip in Tian Jin... Flew back to Shen Zhen the next day... As usual... Delayed flight... Sigh... What else can we praise about the outstanding service that they provide...???
So back to Shen Zhen for a dinner and that actually ends the day... Oh yah... Just before I forget... The girls in China are really superb... Pretty girls... And its really PRETTY... For those people who know me well enough, my taste are really high... It's really worth looking at those pretty girls... And when most people think a lot of China girls are baddies, they arn't really so... Some are really nice, sweet, pretty and cute... At least I felt that way...
So last day finally arrive... And I'm definitely looking forward to it... Went back to Hong Kong by coach from Shen Zhen station as we have a plane to catch in the late afternoon... Going overseas on a business trip is definitely not fun... Especially if it's with someone that I don't enjoy be with... Sigh... Anyway... It's over... While on the plane back to Singapore from Hong Kong... I saw that girl again... Is it fate...??? Or is it just me...??? She's kinda surprised that we actually able to meet up again... Hahahahaha... Is it fate...??? Or is it just me...??? I really wonder... So... Ultimately managed to talk to her again... And brush up some courage and gave her my name card... Yes...!!! Of course I do have my own name card... So just some catch up here and there... Get to know a little bit more... And... She's older than me... OMG...!!! How can that happened...??? Sigh... But anyway... That's it... All ended when you think there's chances... But... Hmmm... Does it really matter when girls are older than guys...??? I use to hate it... But I'm kinda re-thinking this proposition...
Thought she wouldn't add me in msn or contact me... But after waited for almost a day... She did... So finally able to be in touch again... Well... Shall see how it goes... Maybe I'm too childish for her... Who knows... Seems to be a pretty tough girl... Meaning business woman type... Doesn't seems to be those kind that I would fancy... But... Who knows eh...??? Just see how it goes...
All I want to do is find a way back into love... I can't make it through without a way back into love...
Due to Yan Ling proposition... I shall now add on some pictures...
First Day in Hong Kong... My long awaited Hong Kong trip... But its not on a holiday... Sigh... I will definitely go there again either on my own or with my the other half... Which means my girlfriend lahz...!!!
On the way to Shen Zhen, we took the MRT there... This shows a blur picture of part of the line from Jian Sha Zui to Luo Hu... And we will reach Shen Zhen there after...
This is the once so famour Kowloon Tong... It is still so famous though... But we didn't alight here... But no worries... One day I will definitely alight here and shop around... I don't know when will the day arrive though...
This is the rural area in Shen Zhen... Look at the young kids playing pool... Not swimming pool... And Mr Irwin Ho... Take a look at the man sitting on the stool at the back of the picture... He is using a Handphone Charger to charge his phone... There isn't any whatever you are looking for...
If I didn't remember wrongly... This shall be the picture when we are leaving Ping Hu Hotel...
Shen Zhen Airport... Where all China Airlines gather... China Airlines were once referred as girls... Coz the flights are usually delayed...
Joker on the Plane... Guess who is he...??? Air-steward of coz... Is he dancing...??? Of coz now... He is using the most traditional way of demostrating the safety regulations on plane in case of any emergency... You will definitely get entertained by him... Hahahahaha...
Oops... Supposingly to show a nice set of meal... But I am so hungry that I quickly ate them... And then remember to take a picture of it... So... TA DA...!!! Here is the food from China Airline... Erm... I mean the debris...Always Loving You 10:21 PM
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Its a super nice day lohz... First of all, nothing much to do at work today... Practically slacking my day through... Not as in practically... But literally or whatever... Anyway... That's all about work... So thought of going out to catch a movie with my good friend Shun Cai... So the nearest place is of coz Vivo City... Actually wanted to watch Just Follow Law... Local production by Jack Neo... But tickets left are only for the first three rows... Which I don't want to sit coz of the uncomfortable position... So we changed to Music & Lyrics... Which is a freaking awesome movie... Have been laughing and almost crying... Hahaha... For those who like oldies, music, romance and comedy... This show is for you... Awww... Love it so much... Drew Berrymore is awesome also... Pretty and sweet... Gosh...
Being a nice guy... Of coz I sms my beloved friends to share them this good news... And definitely share with Yue... For goodness sake... She actually replied...!!! It's not like she's evil or bad that she don't reply... But still felt the nice feeling of having her around... Even as a friend... A special friend of mine... Some of you might know who she is... Especially my best friends will know... Till now... Yue is still the most special girl to me... Awww... Mizzed her so much... Anyway... The sms isn't just the miracle... The miracle is I even chat with her in msn when I reached home... Heaven treats me so well today... Hahahahahaha...
Had a good catch up with Andrea also... If you are ever going to read this, I'm waiting for you to be free to go out on a date with me oh... Don't forget the movie oh... Hahahahaha... So looking forward to it...
Practically that's about it... Sigh... 1am in the morning of a Saturday... Still need to go work later... Sigh... Super boring when I've got nothing much to do... Hopefully my quotes or specifications will come in tomorrow morning... Lucky only half day of work... But still need to travel around with one of the contractor to look at different types of furnitues for my toilet... Argh... Freaking pissed with the previous contractors... Super low quality work done... Grrr... To think that we still stupidly trust them to do the job... But anyway... It's over... New lesson learnt...
Have been pretty slack still... Argh... Same topic over and over again... Sigh... Hopefully more miracles will happen...
Always Loving You 12:39 AM
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
REALLY SO HAPPY TODAY...!!! First time ever... For the past 24 years of life never been so happy before... It's not because that it's my darling Janicia's birthday... But it's because... For the first time in my 24 years of life, I finally able to shop so happily and freely without considering much and get anything that I wanted... Including a brand new Microsoft Laser Cordless Mouse plus a Logitech Webcam which I wanted ever since at least 6 years back... Or even longer... And today... Finally able to get all the cheaper things that little money can buy... Due to Chinese New Year season... I bought myself a few sets of nice clothings as well... Damn cool... Total of 2 sweaters, 1 wind breaker, 2 track pants, 1 singlet, 1 shorts and 1 pair of slippers... Plus 1 Logitech Webcam, 1 Brand New Microsoft Mouse and 1 Laptop Haversack... Really first time ever... Splurge on MYSELF like mad... But really happy that I get the things that I want and like... That shows something isn't it...??? The good thing about working is MONEY...!!! After getting all these... I think will stop for awhile... Or maybe need to buy more clothes... Really need to dress up myself... I still lack of shoes also... And new spectacles... And braces... Hmmm... More shopping coming soon... Another good thing is being single... So that all my money belongs to me only... HAHAHAHAHAHA... That's so lame... Zzz... Single is so sad... Sob... Sob... Sob...
Always Loving You 1:03 AM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Cool... Had a great time celebrating my lunar new year... Hahahahaha... Not so cool on the first day... But it's today that is cool... Coz I went to Aunty Joyce's house and had a great time there... Quite great... Coz I managed to see my darlings over there... And my dearest aunts also... Good in the sense that we managed to chat up quite a lot today... And managed to share quite a number of things too... Though getting quite a number of confrontations about "somethings"... Hmmm... Never know that I've caused such a hassle previously... Sigh... But anyway... It's over... Didn't managed to chat lots with my darlings though... Coz... As usual... Not much topics still... Sigh... Kinda regret that I wasted so much time in the past and not spending enough quality time with my darlings and aunts... And few years down the road... I can foresee that chances are lesser... Sigh... So just wanted to spend more good times with them before times up... Really loves them so much yet time are so limited and age is catching up... Sigh... Even though I love them, but it's like one-sided affair... Zzz...
Chinese New Year is passing by like a wind... Going to start work again on wednesday... Heard that it's a bad day to start work... And definitely it's going to be... As I need to bring my worker for check up... Sigh... Pretty sad thing... Basically... Just need to tidy up some work this week and enjoy my weekend of new year again before another long year starts... Hmmm... Going to put on braces soon... Maybe going earlier than planned... Shall see how it goes...
Plans, plans, plans, and more plans... But how well can I managed them and will I be able to juggle and fulfil them well...??? Hmmm... Tricky... As money is so hard to earn... And save... Spent quite an amount buying new clothes for this festive season... Going to spend more buying nicer clothings... Though I've bought something that is not so nice... Grrr... Kinda regret and stupid to buy that ugly track pants... Grrr... Anyway... Will have to buy more clothes as my clothes are really pathetic... Wearing the same over and over again... Time to have some dressing sense...
Just hoping for the best in everything I do and hoping for a good relationship with as many people as possible... Especially my darlings... Love you all lots...
Always Loving You 2:11 AM