July 28, 2005
life have been a mess
its countless nights in bsc room.
i have been almost spending half of july in this room
reviewing, following up projects
i neglected my school work, projects, friends
family and nevertheless.. my lovely darling.
thank you for your support darling..
and i hope i can be more matured and be a better man worth for your care and support.
July 23, 2005
Hell man. its been 4 days since i blogged.
i was in school. CAMPing. not as in offical camps
but sleeping in school. whaha...
have been so busy with planning of projects.
but i have disappoint myself. i have been slacking and sidetracking
why cant i just get work done!
hell man. i am found another thing i should get myself to improve one.
and too.. i guess i have neglected my dear.
SORRY! i will mature to be a better man!
this week muz be hard on you dear...
-when i say i will.. i will.. and do all my best.-
July 19, 2005
THIS MARKS THE 400th post of my blog!
cheers!
this also marks the start of BSC COMMITMENT!
ROAR!
and this also marks the day...
i am going all the way!
10 more days to start of revolution.
-my most understanding dear award-
July 18, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER!
friday.
mahjong at dear's hse with delong, sylvia and alvin. lost.
saturday. steamboat at dear's hse. relative alot come.
mahjong. anyhow play no $$ hahaha.
sunday. bsc gathering. movie fantasic 4. dinner cartel. baybeat.
thank you darling for accompanying all these dayS!
July 14, 2005
today, i went over to lance hse for project.
we had a session over the table. dismissed at 6plus.
i crossed the overhead bridge to the other side of the road
and i boarded bus no.87 to change to another bus no.23
i was on my way to TP.
AND SOMETHING HAPPEN!
In double-decker 23, everyone was seated.
i stood in the back of the bus.
the bus was warm. damn i thought, so hot.
as i hold firmly to the pole, i watched TVMobile.
i realised that people are looking at my direction out of the window
Due to curiousity, i turned to look too.
Its smoking outside. Is there an accident that happen along the road that i miss to see? or isit some irritating motorist with smoking-pipes?
i was wrong. It started to smell of burns in the bus.
everyone was fanning off the burning smell.
it started to get hazy.
a mid-forty uncle jump up from the back of the bus.
fire, fire! smoke followed behind his back as everyone rush to the doors.
the bus stopped at the highway side.
People rushed down the bus as thought the FIRE was spreading.
there is no fire. only smoke.
i can tell you one thing. i was calm. very calm.
as i look at those people, i asked myself, do they think they are going to die?
i was even nearer to the door when people who are sitting further back got down the bus first. it was such a hilarious scene for me.
the bus driver went to the back of the bus and lifted the backdoor.
there is a small fire burning at the back of the engine.
he blew hard enough to extinguish it for a moment.
i am not sure if it continued to burn the next moment.
people started going back to the bus to tap their cards for exit.
HAHA. i followed them too.
we boarded the bus that came along.
people are laughing away in the bus about the smoke.
"Lucky sia! i was so scare just now.. i ran down the bus." one of the 4 working women beside started. " ya lor.. i also think got problem. the air con so hot.. den so smelly.." complain goes on and on..
what an experience.
NOT FEAR.
the sight of kia si singaporeans.
would i grow up to be like one of them?
haix.
July 13, 2005
i like "a lot like love."
its story... the plot.. is good.
thou we din go as we planned..
we had a wonderful day!
but it mus sucked when it started
off with a hell of a project
ARGH. why do that fucking ooi
have to make such a hard projecT?
we only have 1 week leFT!
ARGH!
*grinz*
July 11, 2005
HEY YOU.
YOU OUGHT TO KNOW WHO AM I TALKING ABOUT
ITS ALL ABOUT U
u insensative moron,
always giving empty promises
that you know you will never fulfil.
ALL choices are up to you
and u fail to do it
where is all the WILL and STRENGTH i see in you
when you mother fucking bastard made those promises?
never in my mind i thought that this would happen
where is all that will power?
is that all bullshit? all sweet talks?
THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME asshole.
i am so sad, disappointed, and I HAVE ALREADY
GIVE UP ALL MY HOPES ON YOUyou better think through
make yourself more worthy
not just sitting there whole day
moving your eyes and fingers and your butt on that chair
playing your meaningless computer games
shaking and scratching your legs
WHAT IN THE WHOLE CAN YOU CONTRIBUTE TO?
you are just some worthless piece of shit
that once again, disappoints me and everyone ard you.
i am sick and tired of scolding you
cuz u never listen. u think all this is bullshit
IT HURTS U BASTARD! FUCKING MORON!
GET A LIFE.
NOW, i am seeing a fatass eating his life away
YOU. and YOU better make yourself useful.
DO WHAT U SAY YOU WILL DO AND DO IT GOOD.
if not, give up and go away. i dun need you here.
worthless piece of shit.
.ME.
July 08, 2005
FINALLY OVER!
AA was a killer! damn peter ooi.
i would like to say thank you
to my dearest zhenzhu~
who studied with me thru my exams!
i just receive my pre-enlistment letter.
July 06, 2005
CRA got me right on my ass.
REMAINING QUEST: 1
last quest to be done on friday.
i hate mosquitoes.
July 05, 2005
SAPM gave me a hell of my live
REMAINING QUESTS: 2
July 04, 2005
ARGH! went sch at 10 to study for TAX
aRGH! got a cold
arGH! slacking all the way in com lab
argH! the tax is blasting my head!
argh! THE TEST. LETS HOPE ITS THE HARDEST!
argh.
REMAINING QUESTS: 3
July 02, 2005
we did it again! bus riding.. to airpoRT!
haha! terminal 2 is renovated half done!
with fish&co, sakae and sindaese restaurant!
so cool sia~ cuz its new! haha..
exams are coming peeps! jiayou!
REMAINING QUESTS : 4