March 26, 2005
Today marks the end of semster 2.2 for me.
at least.. the last examination paper had finished.
hopefully i can get good results, which is not very possible becuz i know how much effort i have exactly put into this period.
semster 2.2 is quite a experience for me... thinking back.. sometimes i dun really know if things i recall happened in sem 2.2.. or rather recalling my life in TP.
knowing friends
hating them..
liking them..
gossips and chats
slacks and chills...
friends i adore...
friends i neglected..
everything. just made me reflects on myself.
skipping lectures and tutorials..
runaways from school for trips overseas..
money earned and spent.
time valued and wasted
path walked and forgotten
there is so many memories
right now.. i am hoping to save up some cash.. or shld i say alot of it.
i wanna change my desk. my phone. my room. my life.
no luck with debts still. debts are like way overdue.. and i just felt so pushy about asking people to return money. not say its a big sum, nor small. sometimes i just lose respect for them... even if its a good friend, a trusted mate.. it just quite hard to open my mouth to ask for it. its like begging for money, and at the same time making them feel uncomfortable if i will to ask infront of everyone. i just sit there and wait them to feel guilty and return me the money. to those i owe money to.. try to hint me about it.. i may have forgotten about it.
i wanna save up alot. i wanna get something i really wanted. even if its not for myself. i just wana own one. i just.. crave to own it.
the start of holidays. maybe i have some things planned up
some job interview next week..
want to go agency look for job
not to mention the 8 chalets
returning of comics to andy..
passing some stuff to kayan..
working.. (hopefully i can get alot of schedules if i cant get a new job)
SL camp (now i dun really have much feelings for camps)
jap dramas..
guide books..
CAN cafes..
sometimes i just stone there and wonder... exactly what else can i do either than sitting infront of this light-emitting device.
can i live without this computer?
can i live without my handphone?
i wanted to go back to the days i really studied hard...
doing those workbooks infront of TV..
mugging before end of year papers..
feeling no regrets.
not like right now.
I HOPE FOR A BETTER SEM! good sip allocation.. new things to learn..
a good future... for a good mE!
haha.. this sounds like what reflection of the year.. bleah.
March 24, 2005
ARGH!!!! FOI fucked me inside out.
now i am fucked upside down inside out by 2 papers.
WHY?!?!? i am full of regrets... disappointed.. DEPRESSED!
sianz.
March 23, 2005
IF paper fucked me upside down. its like 100% theory.
simple put. fuck it.
well.. its all over... to think of it.. this is the first fucking i was ever bothered about after coming out and still thinking of it after my sleep. crap right?
anyways.. i went to Q for the FREE chalet at downtowneast.
HOHO! we (8 of us) was like top 10~15% of the queue. we joined the Q like 10pm on monday night.
long waits. boring time. no mood to study! cold D`marquee... shivers... laughters.. tiredness..
and we get 8 chaletS! haha... siao us.
some people say I AM SPOTTED! woot! now i am a famous newsboy. HAHA!
selena actually can "recognize" me in split secs for my backview on the news!
GRINZ. i din really see the if i was in the newspaper. jielin left me a msg.
WHAHA.
i really hope to see my pics on the news. bleah.
8 chaleTS! we must be mad... but is FREE! i am becoming a typical singaporean. bleah.
March 19, 2005
its work todaY!
tat was suppose to mean.. how good can my day be?
i was surprised with "today is grace birthday"
i was like HUH? today have party... and like nobody was informed...
sad news was... everyone start leaving.. oops. i meant me.
i got to study! and what the hell.. i just got well...
MEANING:--
i cant drink
i cant smk
i cant eat
so whats there for me to do?
might as well go home right...
and study.
fuck it.
March 18, 2005
I Was Born To Love You
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day...
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life
You are the one for me
I am the man for you
You were made for me
you`re my ecstasy
If I was give every opportunity
I`d kill for your love
So take a chance with me
Let me romance with you
I`m caught in a dream
And my dream`s come true
It`s so hard to believe
This is happening to me
An amazing feeling
Comin` through -
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life
I wanna love you
I love every little thing about you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Yes I was born to love you
Born - to love you
Born - to love you
Every single day - of my life
An amazing feeling
Comin` through
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life
Yes I was born to love you
Every single day of my life
Go, I love you babe
Yes, I was born to love you
I wanna love you , love you, love you
I wanna love you
I get so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely
Yeah, I want to love you
Yeah, give it to me
Freddie Mercury
Band Queen
Album Made In Heaven
Year 1995
March 17, 2005
in the mist of pre-exams period...
i got myself sick. AGAIN!
why am i sick? if i knew the answer i wont be here complaining that i am SICK.
fever again. what happen?
is it dangeE?
am i in dangER?
record of the day is 38.9 at 524am...
my whole body acheS!
your presence is all i need...
what kind of alcohol are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
haha.. sounds cool... but i still like the description they gave fpr alco-pop.. =D
March 16, 2005
i realise i have crazy friends to wake up early in the morning during holidays for breakfast.
i am crazy to go along too!
hee... tired day.. went home sleep after "hitch". its nice!
but robots is nicer.. WOOT!
study study study..
and guess what..
I NEED A JOB! DESPERATELY!
its for PLAN S. not M. not B. not Z. BUT S. yes.. plan S.. hee..
March 13, 2005
SORRY FOR BEING SUCH AN IDIOT
SORRY FOR BEING SO HARSH
SORRY FOR BEING UNREASONABLE
SORRY FOR BEING IRRITATING
SORRY FOR BEING A BASTARD
SORRY FOR BEING AN ASSHOLE
i am just so sorry...
whatever said is said... i cant take back right?
but i still wan to apologize to the ruifang and jiawen...
sorry girls..
HATE ME! if that makes you happier...
sometimes its a choice.. maybe i shld just let go...
March 12, 2005
woke up at 12 today... cuz you called! bought lunch n waited for you...
watch howl's.. haha.. i guess you dun really know whats happening.. but still nice to hear your hubby's voice right? hee..
went cartel have dinner.. and desserT! woot...
i really like the dessert.. esp the name for it.. *grinz*
2 direction idiots called and ask for directions. one of them actually know where.
but she refuse to bother.
and you know what? I AM ANGRY cuz u are damn irritating! both of u!
ARGH. cant u 2 be serious for just one time?
stop laughing cuz its not funny...
whatever is said cant be taken back.. i know the rules and shall bear all consequences..
March 10, 2005
when things aint right..
and things doesnt go my way...
questions come to me
why?
it may sound so stupid and silly...
nevertheless.. voices come back...
why not?
this is always so demoralising..
come to think about it.. i got a perfect answer to that..
WELCOME TO 2005.
that explains all doesnt it?
what a moral booster for some self comfort.
keep to myself that i should expect less than what i expected.
so much for self.. fulfilment!
and mark it today is 10th March 2005. hi stranger.
March 08, 2005
there are always times when you can feel really lonely...
there are always times when you can feel really bored...
there are always times when you can feel really helpless...
there are always times when you can feel something u don't know what kind of feeling is it...
there are always times when you can feel really....
maybe thats what they call...
NOTHING TO DO.
i shouldn't expect that much...
跟你在一起 = 开心快乐
还有...
IVY... 生日快乐！
March 05, 2005
记得我爱你 (光良)
恋人们等星星老 我爱你天荒地老
能不能停在这一秒 多希望爱不乱跑
爱一生中不多不少 会有一次不得了
其实没人比我知道 你就是我的不能不要
记得我爱你好不好 记得心最暖的拥抱
如果有一天你过的糟榚 当你悲伤记得有我靠
有些爱最后才明了 有些爱一生遇不到
不管谁最后陪着你到老 记得有我
曾爱你这么牢 不变的心跳
如果黑夜太难熬 我陪你日夜颠倒
爱一场该付出多少 因为你我不计较
人一生能浪漫几秒 抱着你我就知道
其实我不怕你走掉 如果已拥有这么多美好
记得我爱你好不好 记得心最暖的拥抱
如果有一天你过的糟榚 当你悲伤记得有我靠
有些爱最后才明了 有些人走了找不到
不管谁最后陪着你到老 记得有我 曾爱你这么牢
有些爱最后才明了 有些人走了找不到
不管谁最后陪着你到老 记得有我 曾爱你这么牢
不变的心跳 我的心跳 我的心跳
i got no idea what the hell is going on.
girls, you know what?
guys are stupid.
if there is something on, they wont know.
guys are idiots.
if they know there is something on, they will guess the wrong things.
guys are morons.
even if you hint them, they still will guess it wrong.
guys are insensative.
the best way is to tell them straight.
CAN YOU JUST TELL ME WHATS GOING ON?
sometimes.. words u say just spoil my day...
and i hope you know that i am talking about you...
cuz i know if i approach u... u will still give me that attitude. haix.
today. i dunno if i shld be happy or sad.
NE. tm. lunch. slack. bus. bugis. simlim. icemonster. bugis. mrt. dinner. home.
"Accidentally In Love"
So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love
Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love [x7]
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally [x2]
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love
March 04, 2005
as 3 mths passes... lets look back at what resolutions i have done!
heard that he's alll righty! huuraY~ =)
2. change my tables.... the more i look at them.. the more irritated i get...
IKEA! where is IKEA?
3. get my GL100! the only phone i like...
on 2nd thoughts... i shld save up... n give up tat stupid phone..
4. get a PS2! i miss my gaming paradise...
throw away my com first dude.
5. earn more money money money.. get a new job!
yes yes yes... when u get a good job.. its hard to start to find a new one...
enough of flights.. u go enjoy k? go... n ... enjoy... =)
7. get my class 2 license.
my bro hinted me he getting a car.. but i can only do it if i did no.5
8. get gooood results for studies.
try no.17
9. learn guitar!
and this... 17 too!
10. slim down! hurr..
i think 17 is a popular no...
11. catch up with everyone.. miss all!
why is everything on 17???
12. let my wishes to hit 20000! (see below taggie. i really start from 0! >.<)
peeps.. i can tell 50% of the hits are myself...
13. know myself better.
try asking God.
14. quit smking.
i am not smoking! *puff*
15. wake up early... and be punctual for classes
at least i did a couple of times.. good try... i need more determination!
its like a year since i last ate a sweet. ARGH. i ate one in bangkok. my sister set me up.
17. lazy.. nevER!
look at 18. its very true.
18. maybe i din really cared about all these resolutions
19. oh just shut up bastard... u cared about nothing in the first place
after all.. its like nothing is done! arGH~
*bangs wall*
HARD-DISK Girls:
She remembers everything, FOREVER.
RAM Girls:
She forgets about you, the moment you turn her off.
WINDOWS Girls:
Everyone knows that she can't do a thing right, but no one can live without her.
SCREENSAVER Girls:
She is good for nothing but at least she is fun!
INTERNET Girls:
Difficult to access.
SERVER Girls:
Always busy when you need her.
MULTIMEDIA Girls:
She makes horrible things look beautiful.
CD-ROM Girls:
She is always faster and faster.
E-MAIL Girls:
Every ten things she says, eight are nonsense.
VIRUS Girls:
Also known as "WIFE"; when you are not expecting her, she comes, installs herself and uses all your resources. If you try to uninstall her you will lose something, if you don't try to uninstall her you will lose everything............
haha.. what a nice joke..
nothing to blog about myself..
March 03, 2005
The Boy Next Door
Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDm)
Kind, yearning, playful, you are The Boy Next Door. You're looking for real Love, a lot like girls do. It might not be manly, but it's sweet.
We think the next three years will be very exciting and fruitful ones for you. Your spontaneous, creative side makes you a charming date, and we think you have a horny side just waiting to shine. Or glisten, rather. You enter new relationships unusually hopeful, and the first moments are especially glorious. If you've had some things not work out before, so what.
On paper, most girls would name the Boy Next Door as their ideal mate. In the real world, however, you're often passed over for more dangerous or masculine men. You're the typical "nice guy:" without just a touch of cockiness, you're doomed with girls. A shoulder to cry on? Okay, sure. But never a penis to hold.
More than any other type, Boys Next Door evolve as they get older. As we said, many find true love, but some fail miserably in the search. These tarnished few grow up to be The Men Next Door, who are creepy as hell, offering backrubs to kids and what not.
ALWAYS AVOID: The Nymph
CONSIDER: The Maid of Honor, The Peach
to do the test.. click here
well... i dunno what i had done.. haha.. its fun thou.. cuz some questions dun have YES OR NO OR NEVER OR ANYTHING... hee...