February 28, 2005
阿桑 Judy / 叶子
词曲：陈晓娟 演唱：阿桑
叶子 是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀 是落在天上的叶子
天堂 原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔
孤单 是一个人的狂欢
狂欢 是一群人的孤单
爱情 原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴
我一个人吃饭 旅行 到处走走停停
也一个人看书 写信 自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你
February 26, 2005
对不起... 今天还是没办法靠自己的力量起床...
我必需多多努力！ 加油！
12点多到学校去找她们... 说好要读IF的...
到了3点多... 还在麦当劳...真是的...！！！
最后5点多才到zz家... 6点多她们就走了...
她们也真是的... 没办法专心... FOCUS lei!!!
看看电视... 吃吃饭... 读读书... 一下子时间过的真快...
好想多留一下！！！
今天... 我好开心哦！！ (",)
February 25, 2005
went to watch constanstine! yah~ finally.. haha..
nice show... cool storyline.. n thrilling too.. worth a $7.50!
next show up! Howl's Moving Castle!!!
i am looking forward to it! *grinz*
February 23, 2005
Yellowcard - Only One
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
February 22, 2005
tml is my commskill role play..
sucks man!
i hate role plays n presentations....
i wan to watch constastine! i wan i wan i wan...!
February 21, 2005
extracted from alex's
Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind. If you
base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for
there are ups & downs in feelings.
Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.
Love her for who she is. Don't even think about
changing any bit about her. 6 billion people in this
world & 6 billion different personalities. She's
special & she will stay that way. You change any
part of her, you'll change her forever. Don't
substitute her for anyone else, they are just
unique in their own ways.
Love whole-heartedly.
She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treassure her.
She could have just got up & date a so much more dashing
guy in town but she chose you instead all
because of love. So love her guys, not play with her.
Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever.
If you're with her, love her.
Don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end up loving
each other out of pity or charity, that's not
respecting love at all. Respect love the way it is &
everything will be the best it can be. I've been
there & I know how it feels.
Don't expect perfection from her. She's the only
one in the world & she's done the best she could.
Tell the truth, never hide anything from her. If you
want her to tell you everything, do the same. Don't
go calling other girls "honey" or "darling", how
would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same
way? Be faithful, enough is enough.
Socialise only when you're single. You socialise &
flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams. Get it
over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.
It never kills to be romantic. Think, be flexible.
Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her.
Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like
you. Something sweet & simple always get the job
done. Money doesn't exist between couples, it's
the love.
Never promise her that you'll love her forever
because your forever might end the next day.
Love her as if each day is the last.
Sweet talks only apply for singles, not for attached
guys. Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart.
Isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her a
sense of insecurity. Remember, INSECURITY.
Promise her & make sure you never break it.
Swear to her & make sure you keep it. Pledge
your love to her & her alone.
Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but
trusting her not to. Instead, she'll cherish it &
protect it. That's love. Give her your heart, your life, your everything.
Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when
the need arises. But stay strong & live through
another day, she can never live without you.
Never, ever walk out of her life. She won't just cry
her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd
die. It her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?
Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory. Don't
leave her once you've won her love. Love her all the
way till the end of time, love her till marriage, love
her till old age, love her till death. If you can love
her till the end of time, you've earned the honor &
respect for you've truly loved her.
She chose you because she believes that you can
fulfil your promise. Win her heart & love her over.
Remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display, she's
someone to love, not to show off to your "friends".
Stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you.
Respect her for the way she is, never despise her
& never mistreat her, never even think of toying with her...
end of extraction
and i love you.
February 20, 2005
啊！！！ 快要发疯了！！！ 在家里超闷...
现在在玩《武林群侠传》... 好闷啊！
想听到你得消息，
却又怕面对你的声音...
想看到你的笑容，
却又怕面对你的温柔...
我一点都不恨你...
而是怕爱你...
却什么都给不了你...
够傻了吧？ 哈哈...
February 18, 2005
有时候用华语来blog也好像蛮好玩的... 哈哈
if you cant see the above words.. please switch ur encoding to UTF-8。 if you still cant.. stop trying.
其 实我根本就没想过要用华语来blog的...是因为今天在找“熬夜”的歌词时，看到别人的blog可以用华语叶！！！ 我一直以为blogger不能够support华文的...可是我一看到她的blog...让我很“肚烂”... 以前很想放很多华文的歌词，可是以为blogger不能support华文，所以就没去管...
原来我才是笨蛋....
今天早上去了学校一趟，在图书馆讨论下个礼拜二要预演的commskills... 迟到的迟到... 无心的无心... 后来勉强作出一点点的东西，算是不错了... 跟何况我还在发烧...图书馆的冷气又这么冷... 叫我怎麽专心呢？
后来更加可怜... 发觉自己的烧越来越高... 本来还像去乌节路的kinokuniya看看书的...可是跟jw和zz在谈宾尼广场的courts的foodcourt吃了皮蛋瘦肉粥后... 头就越来越痛... 没办法...只好会家...
烧又退了... 如果明天还回来的话... 因该会去看医生...说不定是被疫蚊咬的... 咳~...
最好是明天病好了... 我可以去乌节路， 然后去新达城逛逛...然后晚上6点开工...
很久没做工了... 本来是想说不要做了... 可是突然又杀来了一个john looney... 餐厅里又没有其他可用之才... 没办法~ 只好靠我了... 哈哈... 可是可是可是... 我超讨厌星期六做工！！！ 咳...~
得不到的感情， 却想要拥有...
来到的感情， 才发现即使拥有了...
到最后， 还是会痛伤所有人...
这命... 是时候我该认了...
熬夜/陈颖见
就在最近这几天 我总是发呆老半天
盘旋在脑海中不去的是
你的话语和难忘的笑脸
就在最近这几天 离开学校的日子很空闲
我总是有时没事就温习过去
还有重看我们的照片
飞呀 时间为何那麽快的不见
一起欢笑一起流泪的日子
将这几年点缀成美丽的画面
飞呀 我请月光洒在我的身边
我将学习如何去思念
我将熬夜回味这几年日记每一面
我曾经 为你熬夜
只为了做你的生日卡片
一起熬夜 一起准备明天的测验
过了今天 也许只能说再见
能不能再次陪我熬夜聊天
为你熬夜 帮你录下你最爱的影片
一起熬夜 一起在网上废话连篇
过了很多天 我们熬过多少夜
就让我唱这一首歌 请陪我熬夜到明天
飞呀 时间为何那麽快的不见
一起欢笑一起流泪的日子
将这几年点缀成美丽的画面
飞呀 我请月光洒在我的身边
我将学习如何去思念
我将熬夜回味这几年日记每一面
我曾经 为你熬夜
只为了做你的生日卡片
一起熬夜 一起准备明天的测验
过了今天 也许只能说再见
能不能再次陪我熬夜聊天
为你熬夜 帮你录下你最爱的影片
一起熬夜 一起在网上废话连篇
过了很多天 我们熬过多少夜
就让我唱这一首歌 请陪我熬夜到明天
请陪我熬夜到明天
February 17, 2005
she is so near... yet i am so far..
yes.
I AM SO FAR.
i wonder what cant i say?
maybe its just my cowardly me..
shouting NO
today lots of thing gone wrong...
it must be my period.
i got moodswings too.
u just did those things at the wrong time.
i was trying to find some personal space,
some self comfort.
and i am trying hard to make myself smile..
with all those stupid comics..
but i just it didnt help..
sometimes i ask.. WHY ME?
and a voice comes back to me...
WHY NOT?
all i wanted was a simple poly life..
and when i leave.. no one is gonna think of me..
cuz if they do.. but it will never happen.
even so... just.. dont.
i dun wan anyone to know what happen to me..
its hard to keep a secret that mustnt be told..
isnt that a much simple wish?
when can it come true?
its not about who i love..
its not about those confusions..
its not about friendship...
its not about those confessions..
its not about those dates..
and its not about anyone else..
its just about a cowardly me
who cant face
the truth
the fact
the fate
the pain
the past
the wounds
so if one day i disappear...
dun ask..
it was meant to be..
its just a matter of time...
i got too many things left undone..
and i guess there is no time left for you
even if u r my no.1
i skip the sequence and went ahead of other things.
sometimes i ask.. WHY ME?
and a voice comes back to me
SORRY. ITS YOU.
this is so demoralising.
LIFE SUCKS.
ME TOO.
February 16, 2005
well.. 2days since i am back from holidays. I AM LOST! emotionally upsidedownsideways...
i totally lost touch of school work.. even if its just 5 dayS! when i came back.. i know nuts about where to start... lucky that i still have some nice friends..
did i mention i went to sell soap roses on vday? all thanks to the silly boys who either refuse to buy roses beforehand or just on impulse.. and those girls who dun wan to be left out and just hanged a rose by the hand... made myself richer by standing shoutin n promoting from 10-9 infront of tampines mrt. even if it meant embarrassment.. it meant BUCKS. i think bucks are greater. haha... i even skip my foi tutorial! hee... but the rose are really nice. .even nicer than those real going to die roses... hahah...
only one wish.. make it come true! simple wish... come true come true..
February 15, 2005
I am a Cancer.
(Also known as "Crab")
My Horroscope starts like this:
" A failure by definition, a Cancer is both a conservative and an opportunist, stuck in a constant state of self-reflection. Nothing and no one is capable of changing his mind, but he loves to argue, just to make fun of his opponent and look better in his own bulging eyes.
Cancers are quite cowardly, which may cause them to attack first, but they will usually flee at the first sign of danger, seeking the safety of their hole - a place which they love and nurture above all else.
A Cancer will readily slander and poke fun of everything around him, always pretending to be in control of the situation, strong and sure of himself. In truth, he is deathly afraid of everyone and prefers to be left alone in quiet solitude."
(Read more | Find yours)
February 14, 2005
HO PEOPLE! first of all happy valentines.. and thanks to the valentines festive... i think i will be getting a new phone soon! but still.. in a dilema.. haix.. human is never satisfied.. damn man..
next up... its my blogs birthday todaY~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
*makes a wish.....*
grinz
past week was in bangkok. well... first time there.. really cant communicate with the thais there... will be posting stuff up soon... stay tune..
well... for once, i am not gonna be selfish.
February 08, 2005
HEY HEY HEY!
its a hour and half till the start of the new JI NIAN.
and it will be 8hrs till me leaving singapore to bangkok... on a short holiday with my family....
but.. can i dun go? aint in a holiday mood thou... weird aint i? haha..
had my reunion dinner... wasnt much atmosphere in yr... but still.. long time since everyone gathered together.. haha... it was said that all FEAST must have chicken.. chicken will make dinner a FEAST... so did u have a FEAST just now? i had.. hee.. since its the year of rooster.. eat all the chicken away.. XD
i will miss you.. miss you... miss you... miss you!
back on sunday.
February 06, 2005
today is sunday. which means a new week had started, and all my hmwk are still left untouched. haven been working. not doing any spring cleaning. but i aint left with much time. shit this.
the whole week was busy. till thursday. staying out late... home late... and i meant LATE. the whole week never was i home before 12. except thursday. there are so many things to do, so many things to pursue, and a LARGE investment to oversee... (to jw n hq. gRinZ* )
went bugis orchard suntec friday saturday. bought a shirt shorts slippers t-shirt.
its just like throwing $$ awaY~ but they're really nice~ hee...
just some reminders before i forget.
1. foi moodle
3. commskill online posting
4. commskill research
6. clear my room
7. pack my luggage
8. collect my never-seemed-to-be-coming-back debts
9. find sometime to meet ys
10. make myself free for you.
now now.. i am a lazy bum... waiting for dinner.. and a short trip down later to the neighbourhood mart to buy some stuff for the reunion dinner.
which simply means:
1. no time to do tutorial
2. no time to sleep
3. need to rush research through the night
4. no time for cartoons n comics this week
5. but still.. some time specially for you.
that sounds like a great plan.
if u dun mind.. pls stop flickering me... i just don't know what to do. once again.
i just scare it will happen! aRGH! i am not firm enuff. its not time yet.
February 03, 2005
liling.. time to change ur choice... =D
black's gonE! but red's hERE! woot... but i still like the blackie.. its more cool~ haha..
and bye bye to Fucking Over Invested project... but i still have a Ultimately Irritating Research project to do.. not to say about the CMSKill project that is facilitated by the damn irritating meenachibye. maybe one day u choke on ur own excuses. amen.
and for those who are wondering.. i had join SL, got shortlisted n u can see my my GREAT NAME A Y C on the catorgory named Programme Comm. sorry LOG Comm. but i hate boredom. in addition, its always better to stay away from some ultimately unbearable irritance as far as possible. u shld know who u are. but i know he doesnt knows my blog! say HAH~~~ CHEW!. oops. its still bad to say the name so i shld, by all means, avoid it. if u are ever curious, the hint is LAW. BLEAH.
hope it would be a great weekend! *grinz*
happy~ shalala~ its so nice to be happy~
everybody shld be happy~
February 02, 2005
its like asking me to build a ship, and drown it in the sea
its like walking from tampines to jurong n u gave me a ez-link n ask me to go home
its like asking me to write a book and burn it to ashes
its like telling me to wait for u, but its already 3days and there aint sight of u
its like letting me realise a dream, n destory everything that can true.
its hurts. the heart n the soul.
i need some endorphins
i need endorphins
i endorphins
endorphins
endorphins
endorphins
endorphins
endorphins
February 01, 2005
HOHO. did some real shit this week.
i painted my nails! haha... well even if its just for a day.. i felt kind of cool. despite all the GEES and ERRS from everyone... haha... *grinz* guess some of u saw those on monday... but due to some unforeseened circumstances.. i poked a few holes on the nails.. n destoryed everything! aRGH... had no choice but to remove the polish... haix... there goes all the fun..
thanks girl.. =D
to pigshitfrewn: maybe its ur turn nexT! hee...