December 31, 2004


today was way too cool!

was late for lecture~ nothing special. haha.. left school at 1 to meet kayan...and we had swedens! haha.. reodo wings~ fries~ baked ricE! weeT~ we were crapping all the way.. almost half an hour.. was too late to realise that the person actually forgot our orders.. and the manager was kind enough to give us some complimentary corn soup.. deh~ their corn soup must be cheap.. taste no corn.. haha..

ate until 4.. marc came.. n off i went home. rain. monkey n elephants.
home to shit.. n read black cat 20. thats the only thing i got after meeting kayan.
rain. dinosaurs n hippos.

marc is damn tall can... 1.9.. he is taller den me by 1 head. CRAP! haha.. =P

went take mrt to go bugis. shopping! sorry peeps.. i was late for my christmas shopping. wasnt really adjusted to the used-to-be-holidays school time.. so had really no time to do seriously gift buyin. tml i will be back to work, so i have to present my presents.. haha.. shop n shop.. buy n go.. hahaa. cute and buY! thats what i did... spend 200plus.. on.. hmm.. 20gifts.. which includes one cute handphone holder for myself! haha..

went to bugis market to find sc... ate at her store.. chat awhile.. n its 11 already! time for home.

wrap wrap.. chatted on the phone.. did some uir.. was so sianz... i think i will put it to sunday to work on it.. and give my best on it! hopefully i can... *grinz* time to sleep people.. its 2005 soon..

5th day of xmas my true love gave to me~ 5 GOLDEN RINGS!


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December 30, 2004


yesterday its just like playing truth or dare..

know the truth.. is better than knowing half of it..

even if i only know half.. i am still waiting for the other half to be revealed..

tell me.. or hide me..

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December 29, 2004


ATTENTION TO ALL TP STUDENTS

sorry for being a wet blanket for this festive seasons.
but i have an announcement to break.
hope it doesnt affect your mood for the festive weeks to go by

FIRST

THERE IS NO TIME LEFT!
according to my little A&F course and my UIR cds,
things i found out

deadline for my assignment 1 UIR 5th jan
deadline for resume submission commskill2 7th Jan

ARgH! its like next week only

SECOND

THE END IS NEAR!
ladies and gentlemen. if u havent realise..
TERMTEST IS ON THE 17th...!!!! oh fuck...

its like 2 weeks away. after all the submission of your cds project, test, and all those commskill shit you getting.. u only have 1 week leFT! OH MY GOD!

THIRD

Holidays are here again...
whaha.. i think thats a good newS?

NO.

it means that we have to continue with our commskill assignment, my new UIR assignment 2, my FOI project. more CMA studying.. more work schedules.
the best part is.. ITS ONLY 1 fucking pathetic week.
and the best of the best... its Hari Raya Haji already. those malays will roam in greens n purples.. reds n blues.. with their chocking perfumes which they think smells better den chou duo fu..

DAMN.

now i am planning 3 weeks ahead. cool man.

mada . 10:40 AM . mada   0 comments



sleepy.. sleepy me...

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December 28, 2004


4th day of xmas. let me correct my programmes.

morning lec. din attend. to tell the truth, drank way tooooo much. legs wobble. sms till 5 plus. den drop dead. thats what i remember. how to wake up at 7? so i struggled at 930. took a cab to sch for the a&f event. was running around the whole thing. frm sports complex, to level 6, to sport complex, ultra supples, design. here and there. tired man. wasnt hungry at all... bloated.

home at 6... after that went metro change some toys... met rongsheng.. thanks for the xmas prezzie! bought a comic. home at 10.

3 more days to new year. haix. years pass like seconds. poof*

mada . 10:38 PM . mada   0 comments

December 27, 2004


pardon me since christmas. hasnt been attending to my dear blog with the events happening ard.
lets start with christmas eve.

was a friday i remember. relatives still at my room, locked me from my hideout. so i decided to wake up early, and head off to school... even if it means boredom. i just dun like hate entertaining relatives, trying to be close... and stuff. heard that the electives were out.. and guess what i got? AA n SAPM.

i still thinking if i can cope the two subjects.. but so long in my poly life, never i had thought of if i shld major in accounting or in finance. tough choice huh? waited for zz n hq to finish their classes...

after that we headed out of school.. jw zz hq n me.. saw eddie n jolyne at busstop.. and together we went to tampines mall.. ate mos burger.. and guess what.. jolyne n eddie bought us a LOG CAKE.. oh man.. its like we gonna eat our lunch.. n u guys bought that log cake.. its not small lor.. how to finish? given the fact that i dun really like log cakes... turkeys.. and christmas FOOD, but i still thank the 2 of them for the surprise.. sorry if i irritated the 2 of u with my nonsensical complains... merry christmas to eddie n jolyne.

after that seriously we dunno what to do for the night. acc jw to go home.. slack awhile.. tinking of steamboat n movies.. jw got bbq to attend.. haix. all planned out for her.. so we have decide ourselves! steamboat seems cool.. so we gathered forces of rf ll ivy, plus me zz n hq.. shopped for FOOD at east point.. den to hq house.. haha..

thanks to hq's mum.. she helped us alot in preparin the food.. soon we started steamboaT! woot... got alot of balls.. sausages.. vegi.. mushrooms.. tofu.. bao bei.. eggs... woot.. since a long time ago eat a "healthy" steamboat. haha.. slack abit.. den we headed off to zz hse..

basically at zz hse.. slp.. mahjong.. tv...

MERRY CHRISTMAS! mahjong... tv... slack..

watched S.H.E. shi zhi luu kou.. damn funny can.. i borrowed from xy n watched again.. WAHA...

ard 5 everyone is tired le.. sit sit.. slp slp.. haha..
ard 6 i also tired.. slp till 8.. zz chased us away woke up us... haha =P

home.. n sleep till 3plus.. woke up.. watched toasted man.. haha.. still at disc 16 only.. 24 more to go.. went to cut hair.. bathe.. den headed off to east coast to eat dinner with my relatives. after dinner brought my nephew to bugis arcade to play games.. till 12 den we reach home..

SECOND DAY OF CHRISTMAS

went to zz hse to do tut... reach there ard 2.. ate lunch.. and started doing. watch tv.. do.. watch tv.. do... finished my IF n FOI... din do my CMA cuz seriously i dunno what crap the lao kok kok has been teaching.. zz was struggling with the CMA... den do FOI... i was there.. watching tv at ard 5 le.. she did until 6 plus.. haha.. watch abit of the charity show.. saw sly n taufik sang.. den we headed off for dinner.. bk. xmas feast. home.

my relatvies are gone! back to hk.. my room welcomed me back.. i moved back my com.. and started all my packing.. cant really slp.. even thought i had had a long weekend.. pack my bag.. did all my stuff... started playing some fish alien game.. till 4/5 den i began to feel sleepy...

3rd day of christmas

school! what crap. people are having holidays in this festive seasons.. and we already (since donkey months ago) started school. there goes our fun holidays. abit late for FOI... den went to print those carol lyrics... ate lunch.. slp awhile.. boring IF tut... den A&F meeting at 5... till 6.. reached home like 45mins ago.. now blogging...

4th day of christmas : i think i had it planned. lec in the morning. A&F event till 5, com lab do UIR and print stuff.. home.. n watch vcd.

i can expect whats coming up for the rest of christmas.

5th: morning tut, lec, tut. maybe a bit of shopping
6th: morning lec, shld be meeting some chick.
7th: its new year eve... working from 2-10. party till wee hours. hopefully can meet the girls after that...
8th: will struggle from some headache n work till night again. ( HAPPY NEW YEAR!)
9th: sunday. lets do tut. some commskill, IF, FOI, CMA and more UIR. deadline this week!
10th: monday school again! sucks man.
11th: lec n commskill.. whats up..
12th:

On the twelve day of Christmas my true love sent to me:
Twelve drummers drumming,
Eleven pipers piping,
Ten lords a leaping,
Nine ladies dancing,
Eight maids a milking,
Seven swans a swimming,
Six geese a laying,
Five golden rings!
Four calling birds,
Three French Hens,
Two turtle doves
and a partridge in a pear tree!

mada . 6:53 PM . mada   0 comments

December 26, 2004


Wish, what is a wish? 2826 82 1 56865 697 6903 494... 163 697 6903 494 85 59 610036...
Wish, what is my wish? 76 2826 82 59 8692 269 8 431996 9883...
Wish, can i wish for someone? 8 2899 5843 199 76 282632 7725 494 5682 2826...
Wish, will my wish come true? 093123 7183 76 2826 3973 5473...
Wish. 8 2826 8 316 4313 6974 7863, 6974 63145, 29 5615 8 8692, 8 9943 697 29...


mada . 2:45 AM . mada   0 comments


MERRY CHRISTMAS

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December 22, 2004


my relative came last night, conquered my room.
boiled eggs... freeze.. n slp 3...

woke up. 7. smash them. mayoed it. breaded. already 815. school.
uir is damn bored can. but seriously its really nothing-to-do-subject.
if others think otherwise.. they haven seen need-to-do-alot-of-shit-n-rubbish-no-time-for-other-nonsense-subject.

meeting. ended in 30mins. so fast. home. take book. out. cma lec. bored. cm tut. slp.

tm. comic.home.

sooon its christmas eve.. yet... i felt nothing like christmas...
i felt like shit.


mada . 6:51 PM . mada   0 comments


meetings... meetings.. meetings.. when can they end?

i finish lessons at 1 today... and my meetings at 5! lucky got ll jw rf n hq pei me... till 3 plus.. if not i died on the sofa also nobody knows...

meeting tml again. what hell!

gimme a dog...
gimme a hp...
gimme you...

mada . 1:27 AM . mada   0 comments

December 20, 2004


ho! i guess this is the first day of 2004 that i ever did my tutorials so seriously.. but still.. i guess i am slacking ard. ask others to come accompany to spend this boring day.. to make it more lifely! haha.. from 3 to 7 we were there... talking.. doing tutorial.. sleeping.. haha.. everything.. but i managed to do 70% of the 3 tutorials.. good enufF! i tried my best.. still.. the mood wasnt there.. haha

eat dinner at interchange... den went off to TR to give a farewell to our dear colleague may. i will miss the big breasts. oops.

home at 1. thanks lance for the ride home! tired.. tml gotta go sch early do some commskill research. what the hell!

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December 19, 2004


My Christmas Wishlist

Pantech GL 100
A Sleek n cool Writing Table and Computer Table

Polo Ralph Lauren Red Tee
Ig's Heaven Mini Fridge
Ig's Heaven Beanie Sofa
Ig's Heaven Mr.P Hangman cup

Sandisk Cruzer Mini USB Flash Drive 1.0GB
Creative Zen Micro Orange
BenQ 17" FP785
Canon Digital IXUS i5
Creative I-Trigue L3500 2.1 speaker system


To santa: i promise to be a good kid, i dun wan to kidnap ur mum again... =X


mada . 11:28 AM . mada   0 comments


-BORING DAY-

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December 18, 2004


Letting go of someone is not letting go of the feelings you have for that person but accepting the fact that the person could never be yours..

i had this feeling donkey years ago... now that i realised i am at a different stage.. guess its time... i settle it..

mada . 3:29 AM . mada   0 comments


went sch in the morning for meeting... till 12 plus only..

den eat.. zz finish her lessons.. waited for nicole n jw to finish at 2..

played at com lab..

after that.. went gelare to eat... the waffle damn nice can... haha...
went ntuc.. buy 4d.. buy tidbits.. den we go kbox... till 9..

ate mac.. foldover... damn filling.. i cant even eat anymore fries..

slack abit.. they came over my hse..

yawnz.. think i am drunk.. haha.. but not to that extend..
dint drink enuff to get me to sleep...

happy celebration for zZ!

something got over me... i just cant another anymore.. empty my heart...

mada . 3:11 AM . mada   0 comments

December 17, 2004


HAPPY BIRTHDAY
ZhenZhu

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December 16, 2004


I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

mada . 10:51 PM . mada   0 comments


morning lec... as boring as usual! i was trying to sleep the whole lec...

went print notes.. n met jiaen at parkway 3pm...
went bk.. and talk n talk n talk.. haha... so long since i met her.. i think she is more cute now.. and of cuz... a babe! haha.. better dun let her see this.. if not she will bhb.. and say " of cuz la... i am already cute and pretty... no need you say ".. she is the most bhb person i have ever known..

talk alot... everything... from parkway to library.. and walk her to her hse.. already 6.. haha.. she going for dinner with her parents... so i went back tampines to look for the others..

eat... buy... home...

TIRED!

tml got meeting again.. what heck...

mada . 10:24 PM . mada   0 comments

December 15, 2004


school is soooo boring today...

LKK is making my life miserable... keep calling my name.. wth..

went shopping... for someone. =D

eat alot for dinner....

tired.

tml only got lec! dun feel like going.. haix.

AGAIN.....

mada . 10:52 PM . mada   0 comments


yesterday is jiawen's birthday! yah~! finally its her turn.. lol... sounds like a bad thing huh? haha.. no la.. birthdays are happy days! morning sang her a birhday song in the lecture... haha... i think she damn paiseh lor! she say she is not.. hha...

after that so sianz.. got commskill to go.. 3 hours of hell... with that meenacheebye.. fuck off bitch!

after that i went home.. refuse to go out with them.. haha... zz hz went jw house... ll n rf went nicole house... so i went home! was watching toasted man so i wasnt really wanting to come.. the exicting part ma! haha..

later went cityhall meet them... went kenny rogers.. on the way i went in tony romas... and talk to WW for some info on the med she gave me... den guess what... ah batt scold me.. for being complacent.. haha...he say we getting out of control.. but seriously it is true la.. haha.. i am being just a bastard..

eat at kenny rogers... den went round suntec... haha. actually we trying to walk to esplanade.. but in the end everyone is trying to lead... foolloow blindly.... and 1 round of suntec we went.. haha... finally got to esplanade..

slack.. ate strawberry chocolate.. see bear.. eat icecream.. haha.. basically we just slack there.. den give jw her CHAO EX present... a mp3 player! said to be $40 per paX! haha... 17 ppl x 40 = 680.. haha.. where got mp3 so ex.. haha...

went back tampines.. slack till 1... went home.. haha

dreams do come true...

mada . 9:02 AM . mada   0 comments

December 13, 2004


Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of a could-be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway

[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around wild indoors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

mada . 9:25 PM . mada   0 comments


i cant even date a friend.

wont happen next time.

mada . 7:20 PM . mada   0 comments

December 12, 2004


today was fucking busy... at night i meant... the crowd came at 5... what the hell.. dun even have time to eat.. beijing (some china man) have to come in at 530 to help me.. he start work at 6. so kind of him. den i go eat... come back.. hell again... haiz. lucky today open until 10.. if not i sure died in tony romas. auntie moh left half a bottle of jack daniel's for us. so 4 of us mixed coke n drank.

now i am kind of drunk.. haha.. cuz i reach home le.. still drink somemore.. really high.. haha..

pls i crap.. just dun bother me..

tml tutorial i haven do! how am i suppose to write in this form? haha... dun wan to do le..

i am totally confused... muz be the reason why i am drunk.

game over. all 10 died. 1 burned as well.


mada . 11:50 PM . mada   0 comments


its must be the xmas seasons! the seasons of giving is here!

busy like hell.. got this 17 yr old bitch celebrate her bdae today.. 30 ppl.. $1k plus.. make me damn busy.. fucking bitch! so young spend so much money.. 18th bdae how? 10k ah? haha...

evelyn signed food for everyone... stayed till 1120... home at 1230.

ONLY 3 SURVIVORS.

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extracted from ruo wen's blog

start of extraction

To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE


Love is like a butterfly.
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts,
but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.
So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are............NOT SO SINGLE

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person."
It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE

Never say "I love you" if you don't care.
Never talk about feelings if they aren't there.
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
Never look in the eye when all you do is lie.
The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...

To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED

Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry."
Not "where are you", but "I'm right here." Not "how could you", but "I understand." Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are."

To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED

The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE

How to be in love:
Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS

Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.
If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....

TO ALL MY FRIENDS.......

My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.

end of extraction

mada . 1:14 AM . mada   0 comments

December 10, 2004


arGH! my skin is peeling off again.

first was blood.
now is peel
wat is worst?

its been like donkey years since i peeled okay.. i cant even do a finger print.

now only 4 survived. no more! pleaSE!

mada . 9:43 PM . mada   0 comments


today is anf dayS! woke up at 6, 8, 930. pack stuff... and went off to school. borrow some stuff from bsc... prepare some shit.. had dunno-what-to-eat-always-eat-the-same lunch... den its already 12. met at lt 17.. registration..

hell man. got so fed up. they are really out there to create trouble for me. look, i plan... u decided to come.. so stick with it can? cant u just listen to me once.. if u treat me a friend.. pls.. cooperate with me right? haix. was really angry with caleb and that bunch of forget-the-name people. well.. jolyne handled it for me anyways.

the brainest was not the way we planned to be..but well.. just to carry on with it. everyone went there station.. and i went to see if everything is okay. power plugs. fuck TP. they just dun wan us to use them. all our plugs cant find. fucked up tp. looks like it gonna rain. but it din. thank god man... was a bit late for final clash.. dragged abit.. and everything was soon.

well.. final clash.. what else can happen... its the after game thingy that everyone get splashed. haha...people are out there to water me.. well.. i am preparED! hee.. broke one of the sports hall's pail... oops. so guilty. who ask tp to be so fucked up. its just plain revenge.. haha..

i guess i missed the prize giving. well nvm.. what else can be new. ate some of the stuff.. at least i tried everyone of them.. was nice! but was too busy with everything else... no time to eat. pack pack chop chop.. and its already 7.

ruifang liling ivy zhenzhu nicole huizhu (think only got 6 of them) went night cycling... not that i dun wan to go.. its really.. i cant go.. for all the days its just today. jw also cant. well.. tml i also got work.. so i guess i cant stay too tired. hope they enjoyed their rides..

reach home 730.. wash my shoes... n jeans... bathe.. eat.. now i am tired..

for once, let me hear something true...

mada . 9:28 PM . mada   0 comments

December 09, 2004




i am on the... TOP OF THE WORLD!

mada . 9:58 PM . mada   0 comments



RUFF!

mada . 9:57 PM . mada   0 comments



the sky is pink...

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got elective's briefing this morning. 845. yawnz. int fin at 10. even more boring. later at 12... gotta do those anf day thingys... haix. i hate being a log comm! seems like i am doing everything like tat. hell... anyways. glad that the year1s came to help me.. and of cuz the girls. chantel n yihan also came.. cuz everyone having a long long break.

finish at 5plus. chop chop and went off to bedok to buy somemore anf stuff.

damn! i was cheated $17. ass. i went into a black shop. ate ljs. tired. home.

great. now i cant sleep again. WASSUP?

mada . 9:18 PM . mada   0 comments

December 08, 2004


today first UIR tut. boring. introduction.. blah blah.. den surf net only. saw sophia online.. she not coming back. damn man.. i never get to visit her in hk. anyways... cma2 lec is as boring as usual. got my a&f day stuff...

head off to tm... eat kfc.. walk around.. bought tickets to catch THE INCREDIBLES. damn all those who said is the best cartoon ever. maybe u all haven seen better ones.. but to me this might be a good and nice one.. but not the best. i will say its worth the 650. cartoons are all worthed this price anyways.

sorry sister cheryl... gave u wrong info... next time we watch movie together k? my treat. =D

maybe i am just too tired. can i carry on? the struggle is too long.

mada . 11:49 PM . mada   0 comments


8am lec. hell. till 10. eat steak. 12 commskill. fucked up. indian bitch. -racist-

home at 3. watch toasted man. 5 school. lec at 6. sleep till 7. dinner at 7.30. home at 9.

tml 9am tut. hell. again.

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December 07, 2004


wee~ first day of school. cant wake up. haha.. hurried to school. haix. first day of school first lab lesson. boring! play com for 2 hrs. mainly was blog hopping. changed cds. got UIR -.0||

saw this laptop roadshow at library. haix. getting nicer n nicer. but no point getting a lappie. haha.. but still... human are never satisfied. i wanna buy a cooool thumbdrive.

eat at tamp 800 mac. went tm. watch a christmas show.. so nice.. so xmas~ so warming.. hee...
went home. sleep. 1030. watch food hunt eat supper. next week got SHE! maybe i shld catch it.

P/S: A&F DAY changed from thurs to fri... and friday actually we dun need come school.. awwweE~!


mada . 2:20 AM . mada   0 comments

December 06, 2004


yesterday i had a very good sleep. too good. i overslept! even jw sms me at 12.. i din even notice. i woke up at 1220. saw her sms.. was laughing to myself.. haha.. took a cab to work. was late by 2 mins! haha thanks to auntie she helped me do all the work. so i went to eat..

work work... boring afternoon as usual...

at night... if i say it was easy.. i am lying.
extended to 930.

damn tired. stand all the way on 518 bus trip. bought bread. home.

waiting for jw to come home.. where are you?

mada . 1:00 AM . mada   0 comments

December 05, 2004


Insomnia. yesterday tried to sleep at 4. haix. i wasnt thinking about anything. i swear. i just cant get to sleep. get off bed n watch apple seed project. lie back at 6. get off again at 9. to work.

damn. its coming back.

am i too exicted about the new sem?

work tml 1-9.

mada . 3:25 AM . mada   0 comments


CAN CAFE Progress report

attendence:me, helva, lance, ruowen, janice, wilson.

ruowen n janice was there early i guess. was working till 11. lance went over first.. to meet them of course. wilson should be there with janice at that time. so i waited for helva to head off to CAN! finally can get to see ting ting. well... she is still so cute! haha.. miss her the last outing. they saw she wore a skirT! damn it.. muz be darn cute. haha

drank my berry manilow. AGAIN. haha... saw sandra there! for the moment i cant remember her name.. just remember is sa something.. tried calling sarah... but like not correct... den i remember is sandRA! haha... she was there with her friend... since i not so close with her so i just stayed within our group.

played some stupid psyhic game that damn bloody helva trying to make us confuse with. asshole! it was just a easy game.. but u muz catch the genes of it.. and he keep sidetracking us.. into believing its something else! wilson was there.. struggling to tell us the trick.. but janice n helva stopped him.. well.. i wan to discover it myself too! with ruowen. haha. lance was sleeping. idiot.

eat some calamari.. no more rings. its just straight cut. taste weird. look weird. lol. still calamari. maybe just some cost cutting scheme. wilson's birthday today! as we talked n time pass.. its 5th dec! happy birthday wilson. haha. his sister came along later at around 2.

nothing much happened. dunno what i shld be doing. its a D- for today.

P/S: the boss looks more and more irritating.

mada . 3:16 AM . mada   0 comments

December 04, 2004


extracted from Mel's blog

At a certain age,no matter who it was,people had baggage and wounds and scars and lives that had hurt or sometimes even broken them. The pattern of scars on anyone's soul determined who they were.Sometimes it enriched the spirit, and sometimes broke it.The secret of life seemed to be surviving the damage, and wearing the scars well.But in Reality, no heart went unscathed.Life itself was all too real.And in order to love someone,whether lover or friend,one had no choice but to be real...

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mada . 1:10 AM . mada   0 comments


back from chalet! was a wonderful chalet... at least in my condition now.. i guess it was the best thing that can happen. shldnt have ate my med.. lol.. everyone was having fun bbqing.. but drowsy me have to sleep.. haha! but well.. its only like 1hr plus i woke back up...

attendencE: me, chenyang, lance, lishern, jiawen, liling, zhenzhu, huizhu, ruifang, nicole, leekim, ivy, eddie... did i miss out anyone? i dun think so ba.. haha...

before everything started.. we were on our shopping list.. prawnz, chix, sausages... drinks.. blah blah.. things u expect when u go for a chalet bbq. bought quite alot.. maybe its me! keep saying buy a bit more this n that.. haha.. i think we have overspent! haha.. still collect so little from us.. next time please ask me.. =P

reach EC ard 130.. so we checked in.. and started packing everything.. and me n hz stayed to marinated the chix n pork! the other 3 girls (zz, jw, ivy) threw us away to go eat. haix. we also vv hungry k! went mac to meet them.. n bought jet jets! lol... everyone like crazy over it.. but.. not as cute as i thought.. but well.. they like it! haa..

ll n rf n leekim came.. so we went to rent blades n bicycles.. play abit.. den the blades were returned and changed to bicycles! anyways.. they were only $12~$8 overnight.. quite cheap..
midway through lishern came along.. so we cycle together! jw still.. dunno how to cycle.. so we rented a 2 rider.. lol.. she still scare.. jiawen.. slowly la! u can one.. dun scare..

after that it seems like more people than bikes.. so bo bian.. go anyway.. ivy muz sit on my bike.. poor us.. sit long liaoz the butt super pain. haha.. lance n cy came.. start the first.. and here is the ultimate bbQ! its almost like chez everything! chez prawnz.. chez dogs... chez pork! lucky they never make chez chix wings.. muz be crazy.. and they even make jiu xia... with the johnny walker leekim brought along... i was like dEH? but it tasted good! haha... eat a bit food nia.. den i go take my med.... bo bian! my throat is damn pain.. haha.. after tat was a bit drowsy. den i sleep. they thought i am drunk... cuz they went cycling.. come back i was sleeping on the bed.. haha.. when i woke up.. was hungry lor~ jw u din cook me anything to eat.. those prawns so la... and the otah is already cooked in the first placE! next time hor.. u owe me! hee..

eddie n nicole came.. from work.. haha so tired le still have to come.. next time rest k..
eddie was sick! but still... he made the effort to come.. thanks dudE! hope u had fun..

after that went cycling... while lance cy n lishern wanted to play.. but its closeD! too bad! so we all met them at mac cafe for a rest.. that 3 fellow stole 3 of our bikeS! damn.. now 3 poor souls have to walk back.. saw this playful snowdog onback at the chalet.. forgot what we did.. lol... but after tat.. we went bedok jetty to wait for sunrise.. yawnz.. stupid clouds blocked it.. so sad. eddie went home to rest... den we headed back to chalet.. eat my med again.. slept till 9!

anyway i was half asleep.. cuz the girls was so noisy.. lance cy n ls went home before i slept..
the moment leekim woke up from her hangover... everyone was teasing her.. cuz she simply forgot what happened.. lol... u all dun so mean la.. tell her all those things tat dint happen... deh~
dunno if leekim know she quarreled with nicole.. haha.. nobody shld have mentioned about it.. cuz i din hear.. if not i fall asleep.. haha..

haha.. den we went to return our bikes.. walk to chalet~ aRGH so far away... we checked out early.. took cab home... back was damn pain... still have to clean the house n keep the clothes before i go to... ard 1230... till 1030! haha.. 10hrs... haven been sleep thing this long! think its the first in this holiday... i had a nice chalet girls! thanks.. hope everyone rested well!

what should i saY? just be quiet. =D

mada . 1:10 AM . mada   0 comments

December 02, 2004


today is a tiring day.... opening for work... busy till lunch.. after lunch was chaos... den till 2... peace. boring till 4.

meet rs, yihan and chantel at bugis.. eat sketcherS! haha.. the food nice.. and the drinks.. was very good! free flow somemore.. drink until we bloated.. went ard to look for vcd.. tired. back to tampines!

to yihan hse... watch SI... play mahjong...den home at 10...
den watch SI... taufik won! yaH! thanks to his fans. syl din win. hate him man. hate his mimicking... so fucking fake. somemore kek his voice like zhou jie lun.. what the hell! make his frewns until so nan ting... kuku...

planning for chalet tml. begone.

mada . 1:02 AM . mada   0 comments

December 01, 2004


what the hell am i doing? yesterday i was watching hunter x hunter greed island and G I Final... was so exicting i watched all the way to 8 plus in the morning... back was in pain.. so i took a break... and... slept.

woke up. 130! what the fuck! help! i am working at 3! how! i haven clean my house.. damn it man.. its already 2 daYS! shit myself.

gone work. late for 15mins. as if they cared. well.. boring afternoons like usual.. no business. at one and a half pack of maggi at 4. dinner at 5.40. been munching food till 10. s11 chix wing ricE! damn i must have grown fatter. but dunno y.. damn hungry.. since last night! haha...

just finish my G I Final! i just wanna continue watching! what a no ending ending! i wan more! haix... i just love hunter x hunter..

just now was at cityhall.. meet jia wen n ivy take mrt go home.. haha.. long time no SEE! i miss them! hee.. chat also shuang. =P tml's gonna be a busy daY! work in the morning 10-3 and den.. i dunno whats gonna happen next.. someone update me! if like tat i will go home.. n die..

i wan earthquakeS! ktV! but pls.. home early to sleep.. hee..

mada . 2:55 AM . mada   0 comments