November 30, 2004
was damn guilty this morning.. i lied to my mum! cuz i was so tired.. i woke up at 11... den i nv do housework! i tell my mum i sweeped the floor.. n cleaned the windows.. but i dint! damn it man.. got to hurry out to meey my sister cheryl! haha..
being a orchard nerd.. i got some trouble remembering where the hell is taka... i just remember is a big shopping mall.. and the thing i realise its in ngee ann city. at least i know how to walk there.. haha.. finally found my sister~ at the lalique counter.. got customer! so i walk ard first.. saw this nice earrings n ring... so tempted to buy for someone else... eh.. not who u think.. anyway.. its was like 400 for the set.. but.. really simple nice! i think its worth the $$.. but on second thoughts.. where the hell can i get so much cash? haha... the lady was nice.. she tell me how to choose.. haha.. look at those designs.. and what is SWEET called.. haha... she muz have been some best promoter for the year or something..
now my sister is frEE! went for lunch at mos burger.. the counter people ask soooo many questions... so irritating! haha.. i mean.. they dun normally do that do theY? ask until i dunno how to answer.. hhaa... saw some tp ppl over there.. guess they din saw us.. fagan.. and 2 more girls.. studying.. haha
starting work at 3... so my sister send me off to the bus stop! guess i was lucky.. 36 came vv fast.. and reach suntec fast too! i wasnt late! still got time to go buy newpaper.. haha..
work is soooo boring in the afternoon.. nobody one.. where did all the people go? sianz..
today i learn new things. its an art to grill ribs.. n chicken.. well.. just the ART TO GRILL
haha.. i thought i knew them.. but i was just a noob! damn it. now i muz start practising..
but i am not gonna practise this thrusday. LET ME REST! dun be an idiot...
hunter x hunter OVA/Greed Island/G I Final.. here i come!
November 29, 2004
forget to say...
lance recently highlighted his hair
now he looks like loanshark. bewARE!
whahahah...
today morning i was so tired.. planned to wake up at 9... drag till 10 my alarm rang... mum nag.. 1020 went out to the sofa.. till 1120 den i wake up.. whole body so sore.. muz be yesterday's work..
clean the house abit.. keep the clothes n went off at 1150...
sleep all my way in the bus.. in the mrt..
meet rowie at cityhall! aha.. what a conincidence... hee
work starto! 1-9... boring.. tired.. and smells like ribs once more...
home at 10... bathe.. hungrY! ate cup noodles.. n hotdog bun.. no hotdog.. bOO~
tml i meeting my sistER for lunch! hee...
when will she ever understand what i am trying to saY? maybe she just dun.
November 28, 2004
jiayu is back todaY! i miss u so much girl!
i must been a bad friend.. even though she is always online.. but i din even chat with her.. haha
sometimes i guess maybe i was just plain lazy... or just felt so fake to just say some greetings.. not just to her alone.. but loads of u...
maybe it will mean a little something.. but... just dun feel like to do these stuff... unless i got some smiliar topic to talk about.. haha...
work today is super super duper tiring! muz be the sudden change of position... its like... let me think.. maybe half a year since i worked in the kitchen? somemore its a saturday.. but today business wasnt that good.. and already i am dead beat... hope tml sunday.. i can get used to it...
i got my schedule planned out! all booked! packeD! those who wan to date me.. please que.. haha..
monday - lunch with my sisteR! work 3-10
tuesday - no workshop! sleep! work 3-10
wednesday - work 10-3... and night... reserved for ktvs.. food.. n earthquakeS! haha
thursday - day/night out. chalET!
friday - out from chalet.. shld be sleeping at home..
saturday - work 10-3/6-11 full daY! can cafe.. here i come! hee
sunday - 1-9 again. the next day is sch. tut! what the hell..
-edited version- x2
school starting!
wish me luck
hope this sem... is a sem i will enjoy! just like all the sems.. haha
November 27, 2004
Sem 2.2 Class list! (to be updated)
01 - meifang, pamela, sohsim, annie, cheryl sim, charlene, ruifang, liling, reyna, pecksin, yuan xin, ouyang, celeste, siew lee, mavis, david, ahmad rifa'ie, preyarathey, andrew, junting, aisyah. (21)
02 - swee choo, qiuxia, sunjit, eeling, iris, paul, zhenzhu, lishern, dickson, yujin, melissa, joanne, wu hao, ian, yuhua, yuqiao, lakshmi, Nursyahidah, (18)
03 - kok yeow, jiaxiang, leekim, juliana, meena, hweechoo, ivy, sze yuen, zahirah, jiun guan, fuad, junwei, joshua, weimin, jasmine ong, rina, yan qi, si yan, sunny, Geok Lin, (20)
04 - farha, claudia, jiawen, caleb, regina, cheryl wong, lance, chen yang, jiahui, raymond, xueting, caiyu, jasming tong, jiapei, maimunah, buvanes, yali, monica, norlen, (19)
05 - jolyne, sarah, eddie, suhana, nicole, nadirah, tricia, farhana, angie, nishita, faith, cindy, raja, jacqueline, anna, verene, Siti Juhaidah, Mohammad Firdaus, Era Ayuni, Nurkhatijah, (20)
06 - zarifah, delong, amrita, shaun, benjamin, huili, soo rui, lynn, daniel, carol, melvin, veronica huang, patricia, denise, nuradilah, ahmad naeem, mei hui, herna wati, amira, tina, (20)
November 26, 2004
today was a damn tired day...
yesterday i really slpt early okay... 2am.. but still... keep waking up..
maybe the med wasnt strong enough. got out of my bed at 8.
was checking this and that... prepared myself.. n left home at 8.40
no.8 left. damn it. i took a cab down to TP. at least waited 10mins for a damn bloody cab
remember those days i was standing there are 630 to 7 and i cant even fetch a cab...
peak hours extra $1 charge.. damn.
was on time. 9 on the dot. but everyone else was late.. slightly later. just doesnt felt right from the start. soon... people start coming at 10.... and look at the turnout! more den 10 din come. means only 20 came. haha... still. was not bad..
really truly honestly, we din even play how to play the game, or i shld say the others dun even know how the games work. nothing was prepared, not more den 40%. everything was so last min. was dragging all along.. i expected to end like 3 or even earlier... haix.
we played blindfold, UFO (waterbombs..), charades(be shou hua jiao), body art(butts.. hands... legs.. argh) and nevertheless... classic obstacle race... 100sec no NG. of cuz... to end the whole day.. we have our mini- final clash.
all thanks to chenyang for coming man.. he had been a great help to me... when i help some log stuff.. he will help me carry... when i need some cranky ideas of how the games shld be played.. he gave me alot of ideas to... he's always there.. like a guardian... haha... thanks dude.
everything ended at around 4.. with a main comm debrief till 530~6... return the log stuff to sports hall... thats end of trial run. lots of things to do. no time! shiT!
went to tampines central, planning to watch polar express... called nicole.. she meeting her friends later.. den jw n ivy gotta work.. irene went home.. so left zz n ll... actually planned to watch THE INCREDIBLES... but.. its like 8.50. haha... so i dun really wan them to waste their $$ even if the show is damn good... they acc me eat mac... and we sat there like from 7 till 10.. haha.. talk so long! we sjb liaoz... went home... 11
my leg hurts...
OUCH
how am i gonna survive next sem? die man..
my doctor wants me to rest for a month.
and i tell him i just finish my holidays
he say give me MC...
i tell him i wan study
he say its up to me...
fucked up flu.
haven been sleeping much... yesterday was even worst...
was half asleep from the moment i was in bed... just cant sleep..
get off bed at 9... clean the house... left home at 11 to buy some stuff for tml's trial run.
buy buy buy... until 1230.. met angie at bus stop to pass me the hula hoops..
lunch
den ard 130.. was in sch to meet delong pass me the poles..
cy came along.. with lishern.. and weiting.. there we work on the things for tml...
rain rain rain....
heavy rain...
cut cut draw draw paste paste.. done at 5plus..
home.. tired..
bathe n went out again..
to rs house.. help fix his com.. think i wasnt any help at all.. i dunno how to do it...
after that left his house.. went downstairs and had a long chat with him..
maybe he really changed.. for the good... good for him..
after listening to his long long long stories... dunno if i shld feel sad.. or happy for him..
happy for him to find someone he really love...
sad for him to afterall... left with nothing...
sweet memories are always so short...
hard times are always so lasting...
muz be hard on him.. all these while.. i haven been a good friend..
all i did was listen.. and maybe that was enough? i dunno...
the only thing i can do is listen. its always so nice to see him laugh and smile when he talk about those great times he had... its been so long since we had a nice chat. since i went poly.
really hope tat he can survive this part of his life...
once for all.. all for once...
and there he goes for his bright future!
home at 12.. din even feel hungry.. so i clean up the dinner.. and here i am blogging...
always in life... there is something to compare...
and thats how i know, how fortunate i am...
November 25, 2004
if i will to break,
i will break hard.
if i will to fall,
i will fall deep.
and i will pick up something everytime i do it.
and i always forget to do it
tats why i am still a poor dick.
November 24, 2004
my friendster downsize to 318!
slept at 7 once again... and this time round.. i woke up at 10... forgot who called. return to sleep... 12 someone call again.... cant get back to sleep... basically just rot on the bed. did nothing great. normal routines.. sweep floor.. empty my bin... yawn at the bathroom... wondered did my sis clean it...
got out at 4 plus. went century... comic shop! bought deathnote 1-3. strongly recommended by the store keeper.. she say if its not nice.. she refund me.. haha... so i bought 3 at a shot... no other comics...
work work work... 2 new noobs i saw today. dunno if they can make it. weipeng wans to be full time. n got no guts to tell batt.. haha... business was so-so... home.
rowie: gary ask u to delete away the scandal pic... i told him.. he ask me who tell me.. haha.. i din tell him.. say i saw the pic.. he ask me where.. i din tell him too.. maybe just delete for him... haha hes worrying! =P
November 23, 2004
Pls b informed tat Fundamental Investment tut begins 1st wk of sch in Lab8/9.
Msg from Mr Chan SM.
she's cute! damnnnnn cute!
special thanks to rowie the boat for sending me this pic...
aRGH! just too cute to resist...
played maple the whole afternoon... still stuck at lv 28.. which i just leveled yesterday....
planned to buy comics.. but no time.. gonna be late for work..
6 started work.. felt so weird... to be back in the kitchen... i think i was used to being outside..
home... 11.00
for once... life sucks like it never sucks before.
November 22, 2004
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today is 22nd of nov. 2 more weeks to sch. i got in 01. looks pretty lucky.. but for me... i dunno if i shld be happy or sad...
today is leekim's bdae.. happy birthday leekim..
yesterday is ruifang's bdae... and happy birthday to you too...
21st. woke up at 3. yesterday cant really slp... was in bed ard 5... but i knew its ard 6 plus 7 that i slept.. cuz i saw the sun shining at me.... its been a long time since i cant go to bed.. ever since i came back from hk if u shld say...
heard some sad news from my dear friend... she gonna break with her bf... cuz she think he is such a bastard... haha.. maybe its better for them... but i just dun like to see couples get break up... some for some lame reasons.. other for other better reasons.. but whatever so.. its just isnt tat nice.. for any reason...
as i was saying.. i got up ard 3.. was looking at my friendster.. 483.. i was asking myself.. do i really have that much friends? i started looking through.. some of them i dun even contact with.. started deleting.. on and on.... some only are hi-byes.. and i deleted them too... some i knew them on irc, icq, onlines-games.. never seen befores... and deleted them too... some others.. maybe some chiobus.. i just kept them for future references.. haha... but still i managed to delete almost to a hundred... cool.. i can keep deleting them if i need too.. i dun haf tat much friends anyway...
its ard 6. liling called.... my hse! its been a long time since ppl call my hse looking for me refering me as "ou yang"... u know.. its my surname.. u shld look for "ou yang quan" instead... its been like 2 years since i got my hp... and no one calls my hse looking for me.. unless they knew how to.. =)
so i got myself clean n dressed... but i was still struggling... really i dun really wanted to go out... for some reasons or another... its like... staying at home i will die... going out ends the same way... maybe the only reason is i dunno if i shld give her the stars... sometimes i just dun wan her to think anymore about it... but... haix.. its not easy for her any other way...
went to took bus... got no small change... and i not very sure if my ezlink got $$.. so i walked to interchange to top up instead.. i realise i can take one more trip... haha... 21cents left.. but nevermind.. i got my way to interchange.. and took 31 down to ec...
was ard 7 when i reach... they renovated the way there.. i mean the neighbourhood... looks cool. was more completed since the time i last went to ec... they bought an icecream cake.. looks delicious.. i tried a small bite.. and they started to smash on each other.. what a waste.. and the rest of the cake ended up on the sand... haha... i dun think they have tried it either... later nicole went to buy a smaller cake... she got saboed with curry sauce.. got into her eye... and everything went wrong for some reason.. but still... we managed to clean her up... at least.. cleaner.. haha... and presents time.. she got her cd-mp3 player.. bear... and my stars... quite heavy... have to carry home.. its already 9 and we are all famished... we headed to gelyang. tampines.
actually planned to go kbox.. and celebrate leekim's bdae.. but kbox open till 1.. sad case.. so we went cheers n slack... count stars.. and home. now blogging. tired...
will start work again tml... but not front of house.. i will be back to the kitchen... victor muz haf spend quite some time persuading batt to let me work back in the kitchen... its been quite a long time since batt refuse to let me go back the kitchen to work.. i also dunno why...
tml 6-10! hope everything goes well...
if only i can... i will...
but i know nothing...
you dun have to bear it yourself...
everyone is here for you...
November 20, 2004
i am back.
November 17, 2004
extracted from Jiahui's blog
start of extraction
>>Today before you think of saying an unkind word
>>Think of someone who cant speak
>>Before you complain about the taste of your food
>>Think of someone who has nothing to eat
>>Before you complain about your husband or wife
>>Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion
>>Today before you complain about life
>>Think of someone who went too early to heaven
>>Before you complain about your children
>>Think of someone who desires children but they're barren
>>Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep
>>Think of the people who are living in the streets
>>Before whining about the distance you drive
>>Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet
>>and when you are tired and complain about your job
>>Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.
>>But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker
>>And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down
>>Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around
>>Life is a gift
>>Live it...
>>Enjoy it...
>>Celebrate it...
>>And fulfill it.
>>And while you are at it, give love to someone today
>>Love someone with what you do and the words you say
>>Love is not meant to be kept locked inside of us and hidden
>>So give it away..
Everything in life is temporary..
Because everything changes..
Nothing can remain so valuable as memory..
Let the best remain forever and let the sad ones go away with the wind..
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Love is like 2 people filling up a piece of paper...
A relationship starts off as a clear piece of paper.
A guy and a gal agrees to write on that piece of paper. When it starts, both are excited as it's their first time working together.
They fill up the paper with the best of things they can think of.
Sometimes the guy writes more, sometimes the gal writes more.
Some people write without thinking much, some writes after some thought.
As the writing carries on, it gets more and more tiring. The couple have to be motivated to keep on writing. This is the commitment and responsibility of a relationship. As long as the urge to write continues, the writing will never end.
It will carry on paper after paper until one pen's ink run out.
This is eternal love till death do us apart...
Some couples prefer to write together, some write their own and combine the efforts. Neither side should be the only one writing, else ink may get blocked for the party who writes non-stop.
Too tired...
The character of a person is like the handwriting on the paper...
Everyone has his/her handwriting. It is very difficult to change one's handwriting. Not impossible but it takes a lot of time and hard work.
The outcome may not be desirable. It is also difficult to imitate the handwritings of another person. The most one can do is to be tidier or more untidy in their handwritings.
Sometimes, to make the writing on the paper look more presentable, it could be necessary for either side to slightly alter the style of his/her handwritings...
A mistake in love is like a smudge on the paper...
Whether purposely or accidentally a smudge is a smudge.
No matter how well the writing has gone.
So far or how lovely is the content, a smudge will leave a mark no matter how well u cover it..
Whether to keep on writing will depend on the perception of the couple. Whether they mind the content more or the outlook of the piece of work more.
Worst case is when the paper is torn. it'll leave a very ugly mark. Well, the decision lies with the couple...
To break-off is to stop writing...
Many reasons can lead to this ending. One party could be the one writing non-stop and really too tired to carry on anymore.
One party or both could be unsatisfied with the content or really dislike what each other is writing (it takes time to know the writing style of someone, it could be halfway through the paper before it is known).
Or a smudge exists and either one or both mind (depend on their level of perfectionism).
Or it could be what they r writing r contradicting each other. It can also be the case where one party finds another
How does your paper look like..??
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extracted from Sarah's blog
Start of extraction
Every night, before i turn in, memories will keep flowing back and everything seems just like yesterday. I remember all vividly especially the ones during my secondary school days. Every single bit of the flash back is so precious. It really taught me how to treasure people around me.
Ever since i graduated from secondary school, my friends and i have drifted apart. I hate the feeling of driftness without a doubt. Even the closest one i had drifted away too. Given our hectic schedule in poly, i know it's hard to keep in touch with each other, but a sms or a call will be enough. Isnt it? It seems like our bond is so
The insomnia is killing me. All the memories and flash backs were revolting in my mind for an hr or 2. Yes, it brings happy memories but what about the sad ones? It'll lead to nightmares. Feeling remorseful each time i think back. Hurting someone whom treats me better than others. Always the one giving in to me, fulfiling my needs and wants.. The list goes on.. But, i've never regreted.
I've been very happy leading a peaceful life. Communication within my family is much better. Least they have given me more trust and freedom. All the reason for their constant nagging and scolding would eventually come to light one day; the day i've grown up and thought maturely.
Friend-wise, though i've a wide circle of people whom i know, the truly close ones are minimal. I can barely count them. Other than that, it's those hi-bye friends which u'll run into on the street. But come to think of it, how long can a friendship last? Nothing lasts eternally, does it? I think it's possible with effort put in.
People around me are so helpful and kind. I've yet to see any scheming types appearing in my class. Unlike other polys which i heard from. Maybe there's some in TP, but definately not in my class. I'm so blessed for that. Or am i too early to make this comment? We shall see. Though i love TP alot i'm not taking sides whatsoever. No offence people! >.<
Is the society we are living in as selfish as we think? They say its human nature to be selfish. Do u agree? [Lets start with social studies] I agree to a large extend that its human nature to be selfish.. blah blah blah.. Haha. Enough of my crap. But seriously speaking, to achieve something that one desires, one might not know how sly others can be. (I think i watch too much Ren Wo Ao You liao. That bitchy YiLin. Oop-sy !) It's too scary to imagine. In a nut shell, don't take people for granted and treasure them like there's no tomorrow. It will make ur life so much better. Happy enjoying life.. Sha-lala. . .
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today is a boring day... and i have not enuff slp...
sleep at 3... woke up at 5... clean dog shit... slp again...
my mum call at 8...arGH! bloodly hell...
go out... fetch her her clothes... buy breakfast... back at 10... eat till 11... slp till 1.... out at 3 again..
to causeway bay! its so boring... and the air is so sick! damn polluted...
all the branded stuff... nothing so special...
i am sick! i am air-posioned!
the weather is so cold...
ARGH! cant i just stop thinking?
November 16, 2004
why is everyone suffering?
money
love
diseases
i hate all these things happening...
for money they work...
for love they scarifice
and for illness... they fight...
why do we come here to suffer?
can we just enjoy the moment....with our friends and family?
i dont wan another friend leaving me... again....
hang on there pal...
went ocean park today!
so fun... all the rides... so fun!
but i spend alot of $$ there.. played those toys games...
i think i spend about $200 bucks... getting only 3 lil toys.. haha
about 4 plus.. went off to central.. to go to the peak! took the bus... to the tram.. up the hill... and i am at the peak!
ate marche... and went up to the roof...
the scenery was sooooooo nice! toook a lot of pics.. but i was shivering there.. its so cold..... soo soo cold..
was struggling to take pics... haha.. alot of tourist also...
home at 11!
i love the ice lemon tea... =P
after telling u so many thoughts.. suddenly i felt i am lost...
i really dunno what i want...
and i felt i am such a bastard....
maybe i shldnt have gave u so many wrong intentions...
or maybe u shldnt have given me them too..
really i dunno its me or its you...
i dun dare to ask... i am such a coward...
i am losing faith...
i am just a fucked up guy... dun even bother about me....
yeah.. dun ask. i wont tell.. whoever u are.
November 14, 2004
today is a shopping crazE!
i bought my sneakers
i bought my pants...
and i broke my leg.
watched lord of the rings again
now i am broked too...
waiting for monday for my mum to return..
i haven even go ocean park... money come... fasteR~!
November 13, 2004
my mum gone missin in shen zhen! she such an idiot.. gone out the whole day... and nv give any call...
the moment i reach my grandmama hse... she tell me she gone missing.. and my uncle and aunt is worried... now make me worry also! u know la.. china is a doggy dog world... snatch money, kidnap... rape.. anything can happen... haix. and u know what? she was home at 10... and she nv call... she cb...
the time i reach home was 12 anyway. she in china i in hk.
yesterday night play mahjong with my cousin... won alot! haha... almost 500HK$ means is 100$~!!! yah... play until 4am...
woke up at 2... went out at 4... to wishin tree! what a cb place.. they force us to buy the praying stuff... at $120! what the hell... got so moodless to wish for anything... cheaters...
den went sha tin... see snoopy world... haha.. took a few pics with those snoops... n woodieS! haha... actually also nothing much.. walk ard... eat dinner.. and home at 11 plus 12...
i bought nov 19... for nothing! i forgot its 21 and 23... damn...
November 10, 2004
shopping.
leg broke.
3 piece home.
simply means... today i went shopping! 1200 at mong kok and tsim sa shui....
went all those shopping streets... bought 2 t shirts from woman street lol...
and 1 polo t from dusty!
quiet happy.. spend quite alot of $$...
walk until almost leg broke.. tired... back home to yuen lang at 1030!
i dun even know how to order food from fairwood... die...
November 08, 2004
Wee!~ now i moved to another hse... with a lousier com.. cannot play MS le... haix...
but here have alot of dvds... ps2... haha... but i dun think i will have the time to play n watch them...
cuz they are here today! my darlings.. hee..
fun shld start todaY~!
travelling is good for the mind and soul.
November 06, 2004
CANCER
June 21 July 21
Considering how charming, caring, and kind you are, youdislike unpleasant scenes, much less creating one yourself. You havegreat tolerance and rarely get provoked into losing your temper. Ifsomeone is unreasonable or trying to create trouble, you are more likelyto walk away quietly. But that does not mean you do not have a temper. Whenangry, in your effort to control your emotions, you tremble, your handsget sweaty, and sometimes you fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyeseasily and the opponent is touched by your innocence and will seek anapology immediately.
November 05, 2004
i am in hong kong now.. dun miss me ppl.. anything email me.
aychuen@hotmail.com
November 02, 2004
i did something so painful to me todaY! and i paid 75 bucks for the pain! what the hell...
anyway i dint pay la.. its my mum.. she forced me to do it.. tats y its so painful...
facial!
diao.
now i am a xiao bai lian.
tml i am leaving. dun send me... u guys wont wake up so early any other ways...
i really do hope that i am not coming back...
this time... i have decided.
been in a daze all these days... too much time... its holidays.. and i doesnt have to work much too... better still... i will have more time when i am in HK...
today. first of nov. hui qi's birthday. seriously i nv been eating so much ever since school ended. basically i nv had anything for lunch.. except some sunflower seeds... while watching aegean sea..
its pouring... and i went to meet zz at tamp control. we decided to be late for once.. meeting the others at city hall. went to meet lance at suntec.. and eat at marche. rosti and soft shell crab. den go arcade.. play some photo hunt.. the others go secretly buy flower for hq.. supposely to make hq feel embarrassed with a super big n clumsy sunflower... but i still think sunflowers are the nicest flower... brings so much joy...
after that we went nydc... they ordered a big O for hq.. birthdays are the best days once a year right? i enjoyed mine this year too... and so i hope hq enjoyed it too... we were so full... and we got no other plans.. so we went home.
home at 11.
sorry to make this entry so down.. no life i realised.. wasnt in the mood..
anyway i am flying this wednesday morning...
for 3weeks.
tag me. i will reply. farewell.
this time... is the last time...