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20050829




Ahhhh a low valley in mah lyfe. These few days have been like that. And I'm not supposed to complain to anyone too! Cos it makes me like some freak or some weirdo. So I'm supposed to bottle everything up. But to those frens I confide in when there was the chance, they made me smile and feel comforted. Thats sooo nice thank u all man. Esp joann (yiru) and shermin hoho.
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whatever larh now i seem like some ***** [cnt find description] girl like toking in a blog purposely let everyone see stuff tat she say mus hide but wan pple to see. eg: 'ToDaY i blah blah. hEarTBRokeN blah blah. i juS CRieD iN MiiE bed. bUt thANks to g00d JIE MEIs (tis word is always here) iM fEeLiNG mUch hAppiEr.. mUmmUuacks to u alL! tHoSe tHAt mADe mE uNhaPPy cAn go biSh.' lol that was a lousy impersonation of anybody.. -.-" but why let people see your unhappy side. like why tell people you just cried if you did? Wouldnt it be better to hide the fact that u're sad and just weeped. Its not nice to weep. hmm would it be better if i let everything out and jus be ren xing and selfish to people around me fer once? [nope im owax liddat. and i still dun feel happy or good.] And I become so snappy at sheena and stuff these few days. And i become super observant. Anything that I notice is not good or not to my liking, even if its like suuuuppper small stuff, i will like shoot it out, making everyone around me unhappy. everyone actually = sheena la.. lol.. heh i apologise here to you mah sister.. [cos ill nv feel like apologising live to you.. quarrel we'll end up in]
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but sundays alwaysss make me smile. First it was church, then the nice nice joann comforted me. with a sweet lil msg she made mah day. then it was singing. shermin comforted me tactlessly.. -.- lol but she did! n i felt better. and then yup! brownie always cheers me up. I feel so happy n comfy wif singingmates. Heh.. my lyfe's owax balance.. good stuff n bad stuff will arise. so now im jus awaiting da good stuff. hey i actually dont feel that bad! took me a blog entry to realise. whats wif a low valley man. this is minor issue! heh im all smiles now.
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and.. congratulations mervyn! im happy fer you. and is honestly happy not those type of fake congratulations n fake happiness. but thats a bit too fast le larh. 2 weeks onli! (>.<) that made me a lil sad. but thats my evilness's part to play. muahaha u can ignore me. realli wish n think you can find ur xing fu wif your girl now. You should be happier already. hehheh. still keep in touch kae. I dun wanna lose my best fren in stars context. only you can explain them to me! =P
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>>>>> hw tyme! exams are better than alcohol in terms of making one dont think of something <<<<<>

さあ、うたう。
3:15 AM

20050822




AHHHHHHHHHHH and there I go making a huge blunder again. What am I doing man. Everything I do in this area is wrong. Halp me someone.
Okay. Being very bad and jerkish myself, I misunderstood that people would be as jerkish as me. LOL. And tada. Mistake done. Aiyo I really wish there was a hole fer me to hide in. Dunno where I can put mah face now. Lol dunno whether to laugh or cry. So freaking embarrassed.
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Recorded 'Wei Wan Cheng' today. So cool the recording studio! We seem like singers recording singles. The feeling RAWKS. Just that I screwed up. Inside the stupid room I blurred out larh! All the stuff that I wanted to look out for and do, I forgot. All the 'dun accent on every beat, hua the ying' all wiped off! My stupid nervousness took hold of me. But owells. Whats done is done. Shermin took a video of us recording in the room! Freaking cool. Woo. Cant wait fer the final product to some out. =D
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>>>>> Forgive me for both times I blundered and still keep in touch kae? <<<<< =P
さあ、うたう。
4:41 AM

20050815




Wahaha! Just learnt about some history of Sheena and me in my mum's tummy. Damn cute.
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My mum didnt know she had twins till the 7th month or so. How amazing! And before that, she went for scans, heartbeat scans and head scans etc. How could they not have known! She said that in the first few months when she did all the tests and scans, there was like only one baby larh. She said that there was only the sound of one heartbeat, even the head scan, they scanned only one head. Woah we were THAT united? Cool larh!
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Yeap then my mum knew only in the 7th month because she did this full body scan. THEN, the doctor was like frowning and stuff, like, 'why are there so many hands and legs!' And my mum was like: 'Is everything ok?' Then the doctor said: 'wait wait' and went to call a younger doctor who was better with scanning equipment.
Then they realised it was twins. HaaHAA!
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Yeap. And an update on previous days stuff. MANY MANY stuff happened. SAd stuff and Fun stuff.
From long ago, OooH! Blogging made me remember to msg domina to wish her HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY DOMINA!!!
Last monday was her celebration day and this monday is the real one! Lucky I remembered before 12. Phew. Yeap! Going to her birthday was like fun fun fun! We had sooo much fun there, playing mafia and goofing around. As if it wasnt enough, we went to countdown to national day! It was the fireworks that sparked us to go larh. Okay and the way we watched it is super hilarious but memorable. We were like still in the train when it was 12.02! So we rushed like mad out of the station by Raffles City. Then out of the door we went. After walking a while in the Esplanade direction, we heard booms! So we ran. Like the wind! LOL. We ran and ran. Then the sounds stopped. We didnt see anything yet larh! Was so disappointed. Then the sounds started agaiN! We started running again. Then we only saw the heads of the fireworks. Damn beauutifoo. Yup and finally, we ran to a spot where we could see the fireworks quite fully and clearly. We were like panting and wahh-ing. Damn cool. Damn pretty. Damn fun! it was worth the run. =D
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Then we hung out with Crystal's friends, playing mafia, and eating, and singing, and stuff till we reached home at 5am. Damn fun kae. And the next day was like that too. Continuous fun with PG pple! Love them loads.
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Yeap and something sad happened on 130805. But no elaborations here larh. But yeah my first love is over. And its my fault! I feel so jerk-ish and s.hole-ish. But this bad feeling will go away soon I hope.
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Many other events occured! But I lazy to type lerh. Just a sentence. Firewokrs are BEAUTIFUL! Saw another bunch yesterday with Sheena at marina south. Damn nice. These are pro, cheorographed fireworks by french people! DAMN beautiful. Still not as beautiful as the hokkaido christmas tree tho. Haahaa! Nice! Off to nap lerh fer now. Tatas!
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>>>>> This bad feeling will get away soon I hope! <<<<<

さあ、うたう。
7:01 PM

20050804




MAN! I'm sooooo freaked out. Who on earth is this guy? Who on earth is [haha]??? Wah. Why is he so freaking popular or attractive. Nvm. Shan't think about it. Haahaa. Wah and the problem is he's just a very normal guy. Okok shall stop. Is it because of peer pressure? Like. People like then others also like? I've never met someone so 'popular' in any context okay. *Censored name* [loliesss] ! You're scaring me. He's some hurricane that sucks all da girls in. A disaster. Lol. Okie don't think anymore!
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Napfa today! Yesterday was too actually. Okay and I think squash really trained me well.
First we did sit n reach larh. That I did badly! I only pushed a pathetic 35cm, which got me a D. AH!
Then was inclined pull up. Hey I was pretty not bad! People told me 20 fer an A, and 20 I did!
Then shuttle run. Wheesh! My fastest timing I guess. Clinched a 11.2 which got me an A too. And I am usually very worried for shuttle run!
Then came broadjump, where my legs went. I was like coaching my friends how to jump. Then I demo-ed too many times I think. But owells. Jumped a 178? Forgot ler. Got a B. >.<
Then was sit-up. 31 to an A! And 31 I did, just nice before the whistle went.
That was yesterday. At first I was totally normal and fine! Then came 2 periods of maths. When I got up after the 2nd period. there went my legs! My muscle pulled. It was damn pain okie. I endured a bad afternoon and evening.
Then this morning, my leg was freaking pain too. But had 2.4km run! Ohno. I like asked the teacher fer a re-run date, and he &@*&((#! -ingly said that THIS was da re-run. So I had to run! *bish bish bish!*
So run I went. Hey but weet! Did the muscle ache help me? I actually ran a 14.04! An A!!!!!! Never before had I an A fer the 2.4. I would be very happy with just a C. AH! Maybe the muscle ache helped me. HAAHAA! What illogical logic.
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>>>>> Okie off to bed now <<<<< [Haha] hurricane go away quick!!!

さあ、うたう。
1:06 AM

20050802




Frustrated! I'm so frustrated. Cos I know I should sleep early today, budd I can't. >.<>
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Okie enough of being grouchy and grumpy, here are some nice cute pics of LWSPG [leeweisong performing grp] and me! Freaking cute and nice to hang out with. I'm always so happy and natural when I'm with them.
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Goukusen 2! LOL I think I really look like a friendly teacher bringing her students out.
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The normal-est picture we took. Sweet! Super trouper, beams are gonna blind me. [Abba medley we sing]
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Everybody, go cute on 3!
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Gooffy!
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Damn amazing. Like, look at da last picture. Look at Angela [Bottom-most] Who in da world would take a pic like that!! LOL. I look at it and laugh to death. And Irwin too [da only guy] Goofy! DAmn cute okie. He tou ji yan-ed. 0.0 WAHAHA! Natural-est and coolest bunch of peeps. Of coursh theres the rest of em who aint in this pic. All cool! Love them lots.
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Sigh. And I feel farnie again. Like something's not going right. Whats it?
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>>>>> Hw hw <<<<<

さあ、うたう。
1:01 AM