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Here to update abt my life recently... Hmmm How is my life.. wat can i say... a lot of things happened.. trust me.. is really a lot of things... Which one shld i start with... 强颜欢笑 is not a soln afterall...



Yesterday is the event le.. Ok well.. i really think i need to do something for this team who helped in the planning process.... So i decided to personally make breakfast for them.... Even though.. it is not any tasty breakfast or wat.. juz a honey oat bread spreaded with butter and kaya.. But i hope this can make a good start for them..So early morning.. 730.. i went to pr mrt and meet them.. but the prev nite.. i am still worried... i keep thinking hw shld i start the whole day.. hw the process.. if anythng happen.. wat shld i do.. hw shld i give the debrief.. hw can i do this and that.. i flip and toss on my bed for 1 hr past.. den i decided to wake up and do things instead of wasting my time on bed.. so i din manage to slp a wink.. and wake up to double cfm everything is in place le.. coz once i close my eyes.. all the images will be out.. ok.. i noe i am thinking too much.. but den.. is juz my character.. from the time i meet the kids and board the bus.. i tell myself.. the day had started.. and i will have to do the best for them.. seeing them so enthu.. let me feel glad that lao mu planned this day well..i feel glad that i have a team of so enthu personnel.. who go all the way out for this event... i noe xin ku everyone le.. and i noe i am very naggy and long winded.. But words juz cant describe hw grateful i feel... when they reach sentosa.. haha i noe they feel a little disappointed for not being to take sentosa express over.. but i promise that i will bring them to take on our way home.. a blur driver we had for that day indeed... ya.. there are some cock up.. some unexpected things happening.. but.. i feel so grateful when everything ended with a nice weather... when they finally board the bus.. i juz simply... feel so relieved that my tears keep flowing down... and also another thing which let me shear tears.. but i decided to hide it.. no one see it.. i hope.. had a long debrief with the team.. so sorry for this long debrief.. it meant to be short.. but somehw.. mb due to my craps.. it drag.. i wanna to treat all of u drinks actually.. but den.. when i sit down.. juz simply forget abt it... had a lot of feedbacks.. and i feel glad that they really treat this event seriously.. i hope everyone enjoys.. and when gg home.. i saw the kids face are so happy... I feel happy too... but on top of happiness... i feel a sense of lost... a lost that is indescribable..However.. one thing that i had learnt in this event.. Really cant underestimate the will power of one person.. and also in addition with yuan.. it can be really powerful.. trust me..

Sat juz receive a new responsibility...A responsibility that i am quite dreaded of.. Had been asking myself.. am i up to it? can i do a good job? But after some clear thinking.. i decided to take up this responsibility and go all way out for it.. No matter whther am i up to it.. i gg to treat this responsibility with my whole heart..and do my best in watever i do.. JIA YOU HP!!! YOU CAN DO IT!!! YEAH!!! YES!!! no one to motivate me.. i motivate myself.. and when i always think of someone.. i will feel motivated le... this is the motivation that person give me.. and i truly hope that no matter hw heavy is the storms.. this boat will nv sink.. and cont to surf in the big ocean.... We have to look upon the spirit of geese... Yeah..

had been thinking of one issue these few days... do ppl really need to be in hard times.. before they really learn things.. actually i wondering.. look at me.. last time when sx is still in qsn.. i was so dependent of her.. dependent of her ideas... and when she quit.. i felt so lost... and had no motivation to cont my route.. But i pull myself up and do my best.. cont the things that she left behind.. and do the best of it.. but.. do ppl really need to be in hard time before they really learn the survival skills?? One qns to ponder.... for all of u to ponder too.. and comment it on my tag.. if u wan.. Ok la.. end of my post.. this post super lengthy..

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X|aoZhU said…
Hey! Just don't pressurise yourself too much... The harder you push yourself, the bigger the rebounce.

Sometimes, you should just take a step back, slow down and take a look at all the wondeful things around you.

There're encouragements around you, around us, and around all DQs. The ability to see all the QSNs putting in effort to attend the events we planned for them, is an encouragement BIG enough to keep us going...

Jia You wor! =)
Apple said…
hehe Thanks.. Ya.. everytime i feel dismoralised.. when i think of the banyuans face.. my energy come back le.. =)

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