thoughts

Looking at others,
thinking of what I had done this year is not as meaningful as I was last time.

I don't know why I just like to be alone.
I would rather be alone, than pretend I feel alright.

Knowing that I had lots of things to do
but I just couldn't resist in entertainment.

I knew I had to work superb hard to gain an A+
I always give myself hope
but eventually does it really can happen?
just left some of tests and finals
Is it possible?

The part I like in SAM is it trained me to think more.
You will realise that what we learn last time is nothing.
Teachers spoon feeding you and you seldom think.

I learn a lot.
I was so naive and noob last time.
Well, I was learning to be more observant to the surroundings.

Is it good to have me becoming more and more..?
well, I couldn't describe anymore..
Is this the real me that I was always curious about? Is it?
The one that hate something the most but eventually like that the most?
The one that do not have patience in something?
The one that is selfish?
The one that should say NO
The one that...

I found myself liking things that is challenging
Although I am not good at it, i feel like trying
The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you couldn't do (: 

I don't know why I just can't think so well as others.
Why people can perform so well?
WHY?
How much hard work they did?

Sometimes I think that I was being too greedy.
I was once thought that I was perfect in..
well, came to know that all those are nonsense.

We should be more than what we are now.

If you can't explain it simply you don't understand it well enough- Einstein