New Year Resolution 2026.
Minz wan to reconnect with people I once knew.
Minz wan established new relationship and network.
This should be goal 2 years back. But didn’t happen.
Perhaps is time Minz find back the passion, is not to work, but to life.
This year she does not want to have any episode of mental breakdown and burnt out and signs of depression.
Health condition deterioration because of mental health.
She does not want to come back home crying after the meetup with Jo and HL again.
Regretting network which she once have and then end up broken.
Not sure if this will be buried alive again
Or she can really can fulfilled at least half of it.
Not sure.
Really not sure.
You know…. One of the statements Minz hate is when people comment that she wont leave.
She is loyal to boss K blah blah blah…..
She not loyal
Is just that 欠太多人情债了。And seriously the pay is ok.
And she could not find better pay job as for now. That is why she is still around.
Not that she like it.
When she meet problem at leats her boss is up there to shield the subordinate then to throw her ownself die. This is one of the key things she appreciated. She had enough irresonsible superior.
But is so stagnant here. She lost all her passion all this year.
Even resignation is super difficult.
I mean where got boss make so much effort to keep someone who cant produce, giving tou so much escalation and still want keep you de.
Go where find I asked you?
So you say 太多人情债了right?
Leaving seem not a choice anymore.
Unless I burn the bridge and break off everything.
Ok…. Minz sent out her resignation letter. She don’t what she should do….
Her brain stop working, felt chest tight. She really duno what she can do now.
It could be an impulse, but what should she do now.
Hi Boss K,
Please find my resignation letter as attached.
My resignation letter is future-dated intentionally, as I currently has more than 21 days of annual leave in balance now, and it is sufficient to offset my notice period, which would allow me to leave almost immediately.
I have chosen to set a future effective date so I can assist with a proper handover and help ensure a smooth transition for the team.
However, if you do not require me for the handover and the advance notice, I will re-udpate date and serve the effective date today or a discussed date in request.
Please review the letter and let me know if there are any specific arrangements or steps you would like me to support during this period.
Thank you for your understanding and cooperation.
~~ The Letter content ~~
5 January 2026
Dear Boss K
I am writing to formally tender my resignation from my position, effective 5 January 2026.
I have greatly appreciated your guidance and support during my seven years here. It has been a challenging yet rewarding journey where I learned a lot and grew professionally. However, the prolonged demands have affected my mental and overall well-being, and I believe it is time to take a break to focus on recovery.
As per company policy, I understand I am required to serve a one-month notice. I currently have 18 days of annual leave, which I would like to use to offset my notice period. This means my last working day will be 5 January 2026, and I kindly request confirmation that the public holiday in January will be paid as per entitlement.
Before I leave, I would like to assist you with the transition of my duties to a respective team member to ensure a proper handover of tasks and responsibilities.
Please let me know how else I can assist you in the exit processes. If you require me to postpone my last day to support the transition/handover, please inform me today in writing as, so I can make necessary arrangement
Thank you once again for having me as part of your team. I wish you and the staff all the best, and I look forward to keeping in touch. You can email me at XXX or contact me directly at mobile XXX.
Yours sincerely,
Aminz
Labels: afterthought
你有没有那么一颗，你想打人或想杀人吗。那种心中的无名火，有如火山熔浆雄雄冒出。
今天Minz就有那么一刻：" 当你被冤枉 被无视 无奈 的时候"
那一刻这一幕闪过你的脑海；" 走去茶水间拿起菜刀，然后走进会议室。对着那家伙给出最灿烂的笑容，直接捅进他的心脏。"
好血腥。。。。恐怖片真的看太多了。
很多时候如果Minz不是信于佛法，她可能已经被三障和四魔吞噬了。 Glad nothing happened. Glad her sane has bring her back.
Her kindess still shone on her.
A colleague was sharing to her………… "If we die, company will just replace you.. no liabilities.. But family different ya."
So ya…. It is not worth any silly movement.
Minz heard a good news from one of her work buddy, she had to say, it a love hate relationship with this Indian colleague of her.
He is pain in many pple neck, so is Minz’s too
But in some way Minz really appreciate him from the bottom of her heart. He is someone really truthful and helpful.
He plus is his flaw. Not everyone can appreciate his irritativness.
He going to be deployed to Australia, and the package may allow him to bring his whole family over too.
Wow…. This is such a good opportunity. Minz is so excite for him
Months or even year back, he was having hard time with customer, with his boss etc.
He was rather depressed, and now he had such good opportunity.
He told me, there’s bad and there is something good coming along the way too.
His encounter kinda of make Minz’s day.
At least a little hope.
She just not really to give up actually
But she is just so tired.
Something bad happen and Something good will come too.
Really ?
but I have this episode monthly than i cannot get hold of myself. feeling extreme down depressed and worthless feel like i shld just disappear. lost interest in most things and just eat and watch tv. this happen usually once a month but recently it has become like twice or thrice a month and from 1 day to extended day of 2 to 3 days.
i feeling stress at work but i been through the worst and so by rights this amount of issue is small fry and i shld b able handle. but i keep feeling sleepy and my performance is declining madly. i couldn't get my work done in time but i am just so physical mentally exhausted that i bring myself to do it by working extenden hours. I want to run away but there is no point. denials to work? or i am just being wilful. i dont know. i just come back from 4 days of holiday but back to work i back to the emo state. i am 41 and been working non stop for 20 years. i didn't felt like so bad i feel heavy inside but i can't cry cant scream.
it been 2 year on off. but getting more serious and frequent in these 6 months
i often feel back ache, shoulder ache and block nose
no i haven't seen a doctor yet.
i am deciding if i should quit my job. but i not sure of it is my job which is the root cause or is jus me. quiting a job without backup plan also create a fear anxiety in me. but even i find a new job and move on if my root cause is not solve i just moving to another Nightmare.
but i just rest i have money to sustain my daily life. i do not want to burden my husband or being a parasite at home.
i wan to see a doc to get certified if i am really mentally unwell and request for unpaid leave for months but i do not want to tag in my profile forever as mental patient. i m 40 and fat is not easy to find job for me now
today Minz write to her virtual friend again
pigsan....
whenever i determine to do better n more n stayingmore positive. i get sick, my physical body breakdown with headache bodyache burry conscious.
n when i back to work, i pile with hill of works, backlog and then i start working into wee hours to clear. exerting pressure onto my body. amd then i m sick again n then backlog n then overtime
complain escalation frim customer which led to feeling useless n stressed and then n so on this keep repeating.
i trying stay positive but my environment doesnt allow me to.
i have no backup. i have to work till i die
this is just an record. in case one day minz die i. her sleep or of depression.
to understand this is what she been experiencing.
Minz was working on MC day
Minz was working when on leave
Minz was working when she having holiday or on vacation oversea
All the leave are valid and legit, and do not fall under unpaid.
Minz is not the boss or hold any shares of the company
Minz do not hold a very high post in the company.
The more exhausted and frustrated an individual get, the more mistake it was made
It is not on purpose. It is unintentional.
Whenever some mistakes come, the one who clean is herself, it made her more busy (her boss helped too, but backend she still need to do it)
So if she is on purpose, she is F**king idiot.
When is this coming to an end?
Why is there no improvement.
Why Why Why!!!
Every year just get worst.
Labels: afterthought, work
A colleague was saying this during lunch break…..
“I joined as a furnace but I now a candle light”
So funny and yet so true.
This was the mentality when Minz joined here.
Till the day she realize she don’t have the capacity to do it.
She is just not another Elf Boey. Lack of determination and discipline, and the capability to execute
The day she lose hope and just drown in her despair, really miss Mr Elf.
Pple are good here within the C. But the job, the environment and culture is just too shitty.
Several individual is telling Minz about the impact of Mr Pai on his poor operation leadership which cause such huge despair and motivation impact in the operation team. It is amazing on how 1 individual can cause so much damage.
Well Minz have to be fair on this, before he joined, the situation is already not very good.
Boss K was overwhelmed, and the manager who supposed to support him keep changing and the avg period they stayed was 4+ months. By time Pai joined he is the 6th mgr.
What to you think the environment has become by then?
And u really need a very good one to straighten things out.
And unfortunately, the one we had wasn’t and it just made thing worst , but it is not entire his fault isn’t?
Tired , really tired.
I don’t know how long I can do this anymore.
There always a reason why minz hate working with female colleague, cos all are bitches
每次都被摆一刀。
Gina is definitely one selfish, lazy and think altas one.
Christy betrayed a trust, shouldn't the mentor to be the first to be share the news then being the last? U know minz really treat her like her little sister from my bottom of my heart. Don't blame minz for being heartless on the last day. U have to ask yourself first.
And then now is Amirah who had to steal the headcount. You know was was helping you earlier to fight for push thing out.
Minz seldom put actual name up in this blog, is usually just initial
But let just say these are the name which she need to remember as a reminder to herself.
人善被人欺
天真等死
Minz need to be one of the bitch too. and a evil one.
Hi Boss K,
In the early week of February there is a lack of update in Humatrix, we have 34+ records of abnormalities (e.g awol, missing clocking etc) still showing in Humatrix as of 4 Feb, despite alert & reminder sent in Jan for update.
Hence, we waited until the data is fully updated before compiling for a more accurate result.
The challenge come in when the clocking and leave application is not update on time, and once it miss the allocated period, it will crashed with other stronger priorities to be given to billing, mbr, asm report etc at the later weeks.
We need help to have the clocking to be update on time in order to send on 1rd working day of the month. Thanks.
Best Regards,
Jerilyn
Subject: RE: Absence Tardiness Report - Jan 2025
Thank you aminz for the report. Please ensure that this monthly report is submitted by the 3rd Wednesday of each month. Kindly let me know if you have any questions or need further clarification.
An email which was not sent out ….. in Dec
An anger which was embedded and don’t how long it can be buried.
Hi Finance Mgr,
I’m very apologetic about the error which has incurred recently.
The adding on of scope and more demand of manual deviation of usual billing from the team and customer is increasing, and has been overwhelming for me. Nothing has been done from my management side for support in myself.
To prevent this from happening, is for me to stop working on it. I should hereby tender my resignation with last day effective as 13 Dec 2024 (after clearance of leaves) .
Thank you for all the guidance which has render for the past few years.
Hi Boss K,
Official resignation will be submitted to you in a separate email. Thank you.
Best Regards,
Aminz
From: Finance Mgr
Sent: Wednesday, December 11, 2024 11:15
To: aminz; Boss K; Finance Exe mei
Cc: Directot K
Subject: Billing - Nov 2024
Hi Aminz,
Is that any preventive measure on below?
We have encounter 2 months consecutive errors.
Thanks and Regards,
Finance Mgr
First time minz had this problem.
Minz woke up with a swollen eye, so swell the right eye can’t be open.
Then follow with continuous mucus coming out from the eye for next few days.
Vision keeps being blocked by the mucus and eye was freaking red and dry.
Screen time need to be reduced.
After about 2 days, when the redness of the right eye is reducing, the left eye starts to have symptoms.
It become red and dry too. Doctor said it may swell up too.
On top of this red eyes thingy, she lost her voice on Tuesday morning, she can’t talk, she cant host the meeting, suspect due to the runny nose and cough which only start only this few days. This cough also affecting her daily sleep too.
When she has so much backlog on hand to complete in her job, and she is having a situation in which her health is not allowing her to work.
This is so frustrating.
Is not like Minz love to work.Who love to?
But it is a responsbible to get your own work done. You get paid u do your work in return, to maintain your standrdard of life you work harder.
That is rule to of life.
But her health has been deterioring lately, even when she not sick she get injured.
Just last last Friday she sprained her ankle in Bali, thanks goodness her ankle was better after mutiple massage in Bali, and she manage to complete her trip w/o holding of the others.
Tui Na massage at Reborn Bali is really good.
So many health scare recently.
Womb so severe pain till faint and bleed, burnt out - depression and anxiety attack, then ankle spained and now swollen red eye.
Thanks.
On 24-25 Sep 2024, Minz finally break down.
Symptoms of depression and anxiety can be observed.
Sick and unwell, one of the traits of a low life condition, may have been the trigger, and of cos accumulation of frustration and stress.
The emotion of feeling helpless, useless, intense stress and frustration , the feeling of avoidance is so uncomfortable when Minz think back.
The thoughts to end one lift just because you cannot meet your dateline and the expectation at work, Minz knew is stupid, but the feeling is so real and intense.
The endless gastric pain, heart burn is torturing is just part of it in physical body torture.
She scream, yell, shiver, feeling all body aching, and tearings and diarrhea for quite a number of times at home,
Like a mad women.
She push herself back to work, and working in tear silently.
¾ day later, the shadow was suddenly lifted. And she was ok and back to herself again.
What really happen?
If Minz has not overcome the feeling back then, could she have been worst, admitted and suicide?
Not Sure.
But Minz knows she doesn’t want to go back to that state again.
New Year Resolution 2026.
Minz wan to reconnect with people I once knew.
Minz wan established new relationship and network.
This should be goal 2 years back. But didn’t happen.
Perhaps is time Minz find back the passion, is not to work, but to life.
This year she does not want to have any episode of mental breakdown and burnt out and signs of depression.
Health condition deterioration because of mental health.
She does not want to come back home crying after the meetup with Jo and HL again.
Regretting network which she once have and then end up broken.
Not sure if this will be buried alive again
Or she can really can fulfilled at least half of it.
Not sure.
Really not sure.
You know…. One of the statements Minz hate is when people comment that she wont leave.
She is loyal to boss K blah blah blah…..
She not loyal
Is just that 欠太多人情债了。And seriously the pay is ok.
And she could not find better pay job as for now. That is why she is still around.
Not that she like it.
When she meet problem at leats her boss is up there to shield the subordinate then to throw her ownself die. This is one of the key things she appreciated. She had enough irresonsible superior.
But is so stagnant here. She lost all her passion all this year.
Even resignation is super difficult.
I mean where got boss make so much effort to keep someone who cant produce, giving tou so much escalation and still want keep you de.
Go where find I asked you?
So you say 太多人情债了right?
Leaving seem not a choice anymore.
Unless I burn the bridge and break off everything.
Ok…. Minz sent out her resignation letter. She don’t what she should do….
Her brain stop working, felt chest tight. She really duno what she can do now.
It could be an impulse, but what should she do now.
Hi Boss K,
Please find my resignation letter as attached.
My resignation letter is future-dated intentionally, as I currently has more than 21 days of annual leave in balance now, and it is sufficient to offset my notice period, which would allow me to leave almost immediately.
I have chosen to set a future effective date so I can assist with a proper handover and help ensure a smooth transition for the team.
However, if you do not require me for the handover and the advance notice, I will re-udpate date and serve the effective date today or a discussed date in request.
Please review the letter and let me know if there are any specific arrangements or steps you would like me to support during this period.
Thank you for your understanding and cooperation.
~~ The Letter content ~~
5 January 2026
Dear Boss K
I am writing to formally tender my resignation from my position, effective 5 January 2026.
I have greatly appreciated your guidance and support during my seven years here. It has been a challenging yet rewarding journey where I learned a lot and grew professionally. However, the prolonged demands have affected my mental and overall well-being, and I believe it is time to take a break to focus on recovery.
As per company policy, I understand I am required to serve a one-month notice. I currently have 18 days of annual leave, which I would like to use to offset my notice period. This means my last working day will be 5 January 2026, and I kindly request confirmation that the public holiday in January will be paid as per entitlement.
Before I leave, I would like to assist you with the transition of my duties to a respective team member to ensure a proper handover of tasks and responsibilities.
Please let me know how else I can assist you in the exit processes. If you require me to postpone my last day to support the transition/handover, please inform me today in writing as, so I can make necessary arrangement
Thank you once again for having me as part of your team. I wish you and the staff all the best, and I look forward to keeping in touch. You can email me at XXX or contact me directly at mobile XXX.
Yours sincerely,
Aminz
Labels: afterthought
你有没有那么一颗，你想打人或想杀人吗。那种心中的无名火，有如火山熔浆雄雄冒出。
今天Minz就有那么一刻：" 当你被冤枉 被无视 无奈 的时候"
那一刻这一幕闪过你的脑海；" 走去茶水间拿起菜刀，然后走进会议室。对着那家伙给出最灿烂的笑容，直接捅进他的心脏。"
好血腥。。。。恐怖片真的看太多了。
很多时候如果Minz不是信于佛法，她可能已经被三障和四魔吞噬了。 Glad nothing happened. Glad her sane has bring her back.
Her kindess still shone on her.
A colleague was sharing to her………… "If we die, company will just replace you.. no liabilities.. But family different ya."
So ya…. It is not worth any silly movement.
Minz heard a good news from one of her work buddy, she had to say, it a love hate relationship with this Indian colleague of her.
He is pain in many pple neck, so is Minz’s too
But in some way Minz really appreciate him from the bottom of her heart. He is someone really truthful and helpful.
He plus is his flaw. Not everyone can appreciate his irritativness.
He going to be deployed to Australia, and the package may allow him to bring his whole family over too.
Wow…. This is such a good opportunity. Minz is so excite for him
Months or even year back, he was having hard time with customer, with his boss etc.
He was rather depressed, and now he had such good opportunity.
He told me, there’s bad and there is something good coming along the way too.
His encounter kinda of make Minz’s day.
At least a little hope.
She just not really to give up actually
But she is just so tired.
Something bad happen and Something good will come too.
Really ?
but I have this episode monthly than i cannot get hold of myself. feeling extreme down depressed and worthless feel like i shld just disappear. lost interest in most things and just eat and watch tv. this happen usually once a month but recently it has become like twice or thrice a month and from 1 day to extended day of 2 to 3 days.
i feeling stress at work but i been through the worst and so by rights this amount of issue is small fry and i shld b able handle. but i keep feeling sleepy and my performance is declining madly. i couldn't get my work done in time but i am just so physical mentally exhausted that i bring myself to do it by working extenden hours. I want to run away but there is no point. denials to work? or i am just being wilful. i dont know. i just come back from 4 days of holiday but back to work i back to the emo state. i am 41 and been working non stop for 20 years. i didn't felt like so bad i feel heavy inside but i can't cry cant scream.
it been 2 year on off. but getting more serious and frequent in these 6 months
i often feel back ache, shoulder ache and block nose
no i haven't seen a doctor yet.
i am deciding if i should quit my job. but i not sure of it is my job which is the root cause or is jus me. quiting a job without backup plan also create a fear anxiety in me. but even i find a new job and move on if my root cause is not solve i just moving to another Nightmare.
but i just rest i have money to sustain my daily life. i do not want to burden my husband or being a parasite at home.
i wan to see a doc to get certified if i am really mentally unwell and request for unpaid leave for months but i do not want to tag in my profile forever as mental patient. i m 40 and fat is not easy to find job for me now
today Minz write to her virtual friend again
pigsan....
whenever i determine to do better n more n stayingmore positive. i get sick, my physical body breakdown with headache bodyache burry conscious.
n when i back to work, i pile with hill of works, backlog and then i start working into wee hours to clear. exerting pressure onto my body. amd then i m sick again n then backlog n then overtime
complain escalation frim customer which led to feeling useless n stressed and then n so on this keep repeating.
i trying stay positive but my environment doesnt allow me to.
i have no backup. i have to work till i die
this is just an record. in case one day minz die i. her sleep or of depression.
to understand this is what she been experiencing.
Minz was working on MC day
Minz was working when on leave
Minz was working when she having holiday or on vacation oversea
All the leave are valid and legit, and do not fall under unpaid.
Minz is not the boss or hold any shares of the company
Minz do not hold a very high post in the company.
The more exhausted and frustrated an individual get, the more mistake it was made
It is not on purpose. It is unintentional.
Whenever some mistakes come, the one who clean is herself, it made her more busy (her boss helped too, but backend she still need to do it)
So if she is on purpose, she is F**king idiot.
When is this coming to an end?
Why is there no improvement.
Why Why Why!!!
Every year just get worst.
Labels: afterthought, work
A colleague was saying this during lunch break…..
“I joined as a furnace but I now a candle light”
So funny and yet so true.
This was the mentality when Minz joined here.
Till the day she realize she don’t have the capacity to do it.
She is just not another Elf Boey. Lack of determination and discipline, and the capability to execute
The day she lose hope and just drown in her despair, really miss Mr Elf.
Pple are good here within the C. But the job, the environment and culture is just too shitty.
Several individual is telling Minz about the impact of Mr Pai on his poor operation leadership which cause such huge despair and motivation impact in the operation team. It is amazing on how 1 individual can cause so much damage.
Well Minz have to be fair on this, before he joined, the situation is already not very good.
Boss K was overwhelmed, and the manager who supposed to support him keep changing and the avg period they stayed was 4+ months. By time Pai joined he is the 6th mgr.
What to you think the environment has become by then?
And u really need a very good one to straighten things out.
And unfortunately, the one we had wasn’t and it just made thing worst , but it is not entire his fault isn’t?
Tired , really tired.
I don’t know how long I can do this anymore.
There always a reason why minz hate working with female colleague, cos all are bitches
每次都被摆一刀。
Gina is definitely one selfish, lazy and think altas one.
Christy betrayed a trust, shouldn't the mentor to be the first to be share the news then being the last? U know minz really treat her like her little sister from my bottom of my heart. Don't blame minz for being heartless on the last day. U have to ask yourself first.
And then now is Amirah who had to steal the headcount. You know was was helping you earlier to fight for push thing out.
Minz seldom put actual name up in this blog, is usually just initial
But let just say these are the name which she need to remember as a reminder to herself.
人善被人欺
天真等死
Minz need to be one of the bitch too. and a evil one.
Hi Boss K,
In the early week of February there is a lack of update in Humatrix, we have 34+ records of abnormalities (e.g awol, missing clocking etc) still showing in Humatrix as of 4 Feb, despite alert & reminder sent in Jan for update.
Hence, we waited until the data is fully updated before compiling for a more accurate result.
The challenge come in when the clocking and leave application is not update on time, and once it miss the allocated period, it will crashed with other stronger priorities to be given to billing, mbr, asm report etc at the later weeks.
We need help to have the clocking to be update on time in order to send on 1rd working day of the month. Thanks.
Best Regards,
Jerilyn
Subject: RE: Absence Tardiness Report - Jan 2025
Thank you aminz for the report. Please ensure that this monthly report is submitted by the 3rd Wednesday of each month. Kindly let me know if you have any questions or need further clarification.
An email which was not sent out ….. in Dec
An anger which was embedded and don’t how long it can be buried.
Hi Finance Mgr,
I’m very apologetic about the error which has incurred recently.
The adding on of scope and more demand of manual deviation of usual billing from the team and customer is increasing, and has been overwhelming for me. Nothing has been done from my management side for support in myself.
To prevent this from happening, is for me to stop working on it. I should hereby tender my resignation with last day effective as 13 Dec 2024 (after clearance of leaves) .
Thank you for all the guidance which has render for the past few years.
Hi Boss K,
Official resignation will be submitted to you in a separate email. Thank you.
Best Regards,
Aminz
From: Finance Mgr
Sent: Wednesday, December 11, 2024 11:15
To: aminz; Boss K; Finance Exe mei
Cc: Directot K
Subject: Billing - Nov 2024
Hi Aminz,
Is that any preventive measure on below?
We have encounter 2 months consecutive errors.
Thanks and Regards,
Finance Mgr
First time minz had this problem.
Minz woke up with a swollen eye, so swell the right eye can’t be open.
Then follow with continuous mucus coming out from the eye for next few days.
Vision keeps being blocked by the mucus and eye was freaking red and dry.
Screen time need to be reduced.
After about 2 days, when the redness of the right eye is reducing, the left eye starts to have symptoms.
It become red and dry too. Doctor said it may swell up too.
On top of this red eyes thingy, she lost her voice on Tuesday morning, she can’t talk, she cant host the meeting, suspect due to the runny nose and cough which only start only this few days. This cough also affecting her daily sleep too.
When she has so much backlog on hand to complete in her job, and she is having a situation in which her health is not allowing her to work.
This is so frustrating.
Is not like Minz love to work.Who love to?
But it is a responsbible to get your own work done. You get paid u do your work in return, to maintain your standrdard of life you work harder.
That is rule to of life.
But her health has been deterioring lately, even when she not sick she get injured.
Just last last Friday she sprained her ankle in Bali, thanks goodness her ankle was better after mutiple massage in Bali, and she manage to complete her trip w/o holding of the others.
Tui Na massage at Reborn Bali is really good.
So many health scare recently.
Womb so severe pain till faint and bleed, burnt out - depression and anxiety attack, then ankle spained and now swollen red eye.
Thanks.
On 24-25 Sep 2024, Minz finally break down.
Symptoms of depression and anxiety can be observed.
Sick and unwell, one of the traits of a low life condition, may have been the trigger, and of cos accumulation of frustration and stress.
The emotion of feeling helpless, useless, intense stress and frustration , the feeling of avoidance is so uncomfortable when Minz think back.
The thoughts to end one lift just because you cannot meet your dateline and the expectation at work, Minz knew is stupid, but the feeling is so real and intense.
The endless gastric pain, heart burn is torturing is just part of it in physical body torture.
She scream, yell, shiver, feeling all body aching, and tearings and diarrhea for quite a number of times at home,
Like a mad women.
She push herself back to work, and working in tear silently.
¾ day later, the shadow was suddenly lifted. And she was ok and back to herself again.
What really happen?
If Minz has not overcome the feeling back then, could she have been worst, admitted and suicide?
Not Sure.
But Minz knows she doesn’t want to go back to that state again.