Searching for my way of life ...

Sunday, October 03, 2010

Screenshot of the Month

hehehe next goal is ALL GREEN

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

House over House Preflop

PokerStars Game #50241812063: Hold'em No Limit ($0.01/$0.02 USD) - 2010/09/27 20:05:39 CCT [2010/09/27 8:05:39 ET]
Table 'Eudora' 6-max Seat #2 is the button
Seat 1: aquilionTT ($2.50 in chips)
Seat 2: FCTuenn ($7.31 in chips)
Seat 3: shmadey ($1.38 in chips)
Seat 4: Gaston323 ($5.37 in chips)
Seat 5: Petitdanone3 ($1.59 in chips)
Seat 6: Deepkiller ($2.15 in chips)
shmadey: posts small blind $0.01
Gaston323: posts big blind $0.02
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to Deepkiller [Ac Ah]
Petitdanone3: folds
Deepkiller: raises $0.04 to $0.06
aquilionTT: folds
FCTuenn: raises $0.12 to $0.18
shmadey: calls $0.17
Gaston323: folds
Deepkiller: raises $0.40 to $0.58
FCTuenn: raises $1.92 to $2.50
shmadey: calls $1.20 and is all-in
Deepkiller: calls $1.57 and is all-in
Uncalled bet ($0.35) returned to FCTuenn
*** FLOP *** [Qs 2s 2h]
*** TURN *** [Qs 2s 2h] [As]
*** RIVER *** [Qs 2s 2h As] [3s]
*** SHOW DOWN ***
Deepkiller: shows [Ac Ah] (a full house, Aces full of Deuces)
FCTuenn: shows [Qd Qc] (a full house, Queens full of Deuces)
Deepkiller collected $1.46 from side pot
shmadey: shows [Ts Th] (a flush, Ace high)
Deepkiller collected $3.96 from main pot
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $5.70 Main pot $3.96. Side pot $1.46. | Rake $0.28
Board [Qs 2s 2h As 3s]
Seat 1: aquilionTT folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 2: FCTuenn (button) showed [Qd Qc] and lost with a full house, Queens full of Deuces
Seat 3: shmadey (small blind) showed [Ts Th] and lost with a flush, Ace high
Seat 4: Gaston323 (big blind) folded before Flop
Seat 5: Petitdanone3 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 6: Deepkiller showed [Ac Ah] and won ($5.42) with a full house, Aces full of Deuces

Thursday, September 23, 2010

To My Baby

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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Love is a Choice

Love is a Choice

When we meet the right person to Love when we're at the right place at the
right time.

That's a chance.

When you meet someone you're attracted to, that's not a choice.

That's a chance.

Being caught up in a moment (and there are a lot of couples who get
together because of this) is not a choice.

That's also a chance.

The difference is what happens afterwards. When will you take that
infatuation, that crush, that mind, blowing attraction to the next level?
That's when all sanity goes back; you sit down and contemplate whether you
want to make this into a concrete relationship or just a fling. If you
decide to Love a person, even with his faults, that's not a chance.

That's a choice.

When you choose to be with a person, no matter what.

That's a choice.

Even if you know there are many people out there who are more attractive,
smarter, and richer than your mate, and yet, you decide to Love your mate
just the same.

That's choice.

Infatuation...
crushes...
attraction...
comes to us by chance.
But,
True Love that lasts...
is truly a choice.
A choice that we make.

I do believe that soul mates do exist.
That there is truly someone made for you.
But it's still up to you to make the choice if you're going to do something
about it or not.
We may meet our soul mates by CHANCE,
but loving and staying with our soul mates is
still A CHOICE we have to make.

We came to the world not by finding someone perfect to Love...BUT to learn
how to Love an imperfect person perfectly...

[Conclusion]
It is not the matter how to find someone perfect to love... but how to love
someone imperfect perfectly!

"Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen."

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

新不了情

心若倦了,
泪也乾了,
这份心情,
难舍难了。

曾经拥有,
天荒地老,
已不见你,
暮暮与朝朝。

这一份情,
永远难了,
愿来生还能,
再度拥抱。

爱一个人,
如何斯守到老,
怎样面对一切,
我不知道。

回忆过去,
痛苦的相思忘不了,
为何你还来,
拨动我心跳。
爱你怎么能了,
今夜的你应该明了,
缘难了情难了。

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J-vaI4lBE44&translated=1

Monday, June 29, 2009

he loved her...

he realised his mistake,
he lost himself and his love,
he tried to get back his love using every possible means.
he went through hell, went through agony and even tears came shedding uncontrollably through the pain he have to go through.

he was sorry, he tried to make it up...
but all the things he do is redundant,
he treat her the way he should, gave her everything that he could, repenting and repenting, giving his all, but all is useless... useless ... she thinks that he will nvr change and even ask him why did he treat her so good now and treat her so bad in the past, its no use no use anymore.

no matter what he do, be it good or bad , its useless. whatever he do to make up, doesnt work too.

The reason is that , he just cannot see that it is her that made him this way. She chose to give up this relationship, he has never stopped loving her. She chose to end it, he never stopped loving her. The ball is not in his court , thats why no matter what he do , he cant get her back, be it treating her good or treating her bad , there is no chance for him at all.

The ball is always in her court, even after so long , after so long, after so much that he has been through, there is nothing else he can do. He has to realise that it is not his fault anymore, he has done everything that he could, its all up to her already...is she heartless? does this relationship even mean anything to her? why is he taken for granted? there is nothing he can do anymore... except holding on to this last hope and believe in love... its up to her now...

Friday, May 29, 2009

Avril Lavigne "I Will Be"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EchTxGYqLS8

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

Bridge:
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Verse 2:
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

Bridge:
And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Ending bridge:
Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

Chorus:
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay.