last sem after exams imm visit with chau ly n tan =)
whoa. been some time since i updated and tons to things happen within this week. 4 meetings in 5 days, 2 tests, 1 lab report, 1 essay, lack of time to rest and sleep. cant believe i have thrown myself into 3 camps during my 3 months holiday namely cac camp, sea sports camp ( both in programme comm) and sow. well at least looking forward to the holidays after this sem hahah.
its been horrible weeks after the mid term break. tons of work stacking up with projects assignments and tutorials. lab reports not stopping to come in which filled my only day of ending at 2pm aka econs day. really flunk my org chem test without knowing the importance of benzene and reagents, and basically our brains are overloaded still with physical chem stuff having the test the day before until 6 pm. physical chem checking the uploaded answers at least can pass but not fantastically well considering that its an open book test and final exam. biochem as usual never knowing what is going on. what RNA DNA mRNA ATP ADP NADP. all foreign language to me and i never fail to start dreaming or talking and laming around haha. but yay! no more 8am lectures and tues i start school at 2 instead since i am not able to self-declare a free day with the stupid english module. econs test still did pretty okie but just not up to my expectations. working harder for final exams to secure a good grade. aim for this sem: 4.2 to pull up my cap to 4. hahaha. seems pretty impossible with biochem and org chem =X
i want to watch movies! who want to watch with me? openhouse tomorrow! anyone visiting NUS? going to be there for science! going to have IFG bball match in the morning since they can't find anyone and just being there to make up the numbers. knee cap deteriorating day to day, backache getting more serious with each day too. i wonder what's wrong with my body. a protest? i guess eventually 1 day i will be just lying on the bed and doing nothing. no more sports and active stuff for me if it really breaks down. really hoping that day wouldn't come *of course touch wood* but if it really comes guess the only few stuff that i can do is to blog, read and watch tv haha.
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self confidence is how much you believe in your own ability to handle things, situations and poeple around you and determine the way or the style that you express yourself and execute things. a lack of self confidence puts across the message that you are doubtful of yourself and you walk with heads looking down on the floor, hoping that no people will take a look at you as well as not able to really substantiate your points well enough or rather do not create a strong impression on someone. on the other hand, someone who have extremely high self confidence allows people to believe in you, but at the same time beware of whether you are too over-confident. such as doing what is deemed as really non-feasible and possible. the amount of self-confidence that we have determines how much we know about our own real ability and how much we can handle no matter its emotionally physically or situations that we are thrown in. if you think you are having a low self confidence, think of how you can really try and improve on it, even if the tasks are not what you use to do and is uncomfortable about it. i know of people who knows of themselves being low in self confidence but yet do not know how to work on it. it is the environment that they are born in and the people they meet on their way in life. having courage to face up to your own inability is one big step taken before deciding the next crucial step to improving on them. grab people to help you on your way to improvement is definitely an effective way. encouragement and support catalyses the rate of change in you. so let us lend a helping hand to others, grabbing them and let them feel comfortable with themselves first before allowing them or forcing them to take more initiative and believing more in themselves, discovering their inner potential. =)
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alright, time for another MIA time again. perhaps this time i don't know when i will return to write again but meanwhile again take care folks! =)
