RAINBOWS

my sudden fetish for RAINBOWS since months ago
since i first saw a double archs of rainbow
when i was down..
and realised the beauty of it.
and the hopes it brought to me
pretty, beautiful rainbows...

i saw a rainbow today
a FULL-ARCH of rainbow
it gives me the much needed hopes in my life
that ive misplaced..
somehow
somewhere...

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a simple conversation as it may be
but the lots of effort that it requires
speaks a thousand of what it means...
does it mean just let it go and move on?
or hang on there and persist..?
though i know it's nothingness im holding on to...

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relationship
be it with your friends, families or other half.
it's tough to really let it go
though it easy to say it.
though you say you wont be bothered by them
they wont affect you in any sense
you wont care about any nonsense they are doing
but still
deep inside
you know it cant be ignored...

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i needa wake up
the last thing i would want to be is to be discouraged
i would not want to let anyone down...
the effort will bring the many choices that i want
i know it does...

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i always yearn to see the sun after the rain
when the sunshine will shine those hopes in these tiny droplets of water
when will i ever see a rainbow again?