rainbows

conditioning.
it's when's your body gets so used to doing something
that you will sub-consciously do it without noticing.

*****

i found the importance to
be grateful with what i have now
and not lament on what i didnt have
at least it will make my life as of now happier

so much of thinking into the future makes everything harder to live for
and you may not expect the future as accurately as you thought you could.
when can i see the rainbow again?

-i think this phase is disappearing as fast as it happened...-