I had a good mind to shut down the blog. Let's face it, it was pretty much dead because I haven't had the mind to go and keep it updated. Plus, the sentimental part of me is holding me back, screaming no.
But I decided. I'm going to start it all over again and I shall start by trashing old posts. I cannot believe how superficial I sound in some of them! Admittedly, I still am somewhat (sadly) superficial which I will promise to turn it down a notch or two from this point forth.
I'm at a point in my life where I'm going through all this self-awareness shit.
Next step is to decide on a purpose for this blog. Honestly, who is interested in reading a blog whose content is details about what someone does or doesn't do in their everyday lives (unless that someone is a celebrity)? Hell, I know I wouldn't.
But what can I blog about? I'm not working as a photographer or journalist for National Geographic, am not even good enough for that. In addition, I'm living in a concrete jungle that is Singapore. How high of a mountain is there for us to climb and to what depths of the ocean can we explore (the sea water is so filthy, it gives me rashes all over)?
Don't get me wrong, I love my country but it's all... Man-made steel and concrete structures. I need me some wilderness to find and photograph beautiful wild animals, a large field where I can prance around and pretend I'm a horse or a lake hidden far away where I can build my own little cottage by the side and call it my magical castle.
Pfft. Sometimes I let myself get too carried away. I pray to God that He guides me in my writing while trying to keep this space updated.
P.S.: Whatever contradictory messages I bring across in this blog are because of my shortcomings and idiocy.