I think that while everyone is thinking only in what is good for themselves, he is thinking more about what is good for others and how they are going to feel. Besides this, while others are thinking of one thing, he is thinking in three to find answers... and he is very funny.

It is incredible that someone like him can exist. When I met him in Cajamarca I didn't think he could be so. I imagined him like all the common men. Besides, as everything happened so quickly between us there wasn't much chance to know him, but now and as time passes, I love him more.

This makes me feel a little afraid, because the same as me many girls can see all that I have seen in him and maybe they could try to take him from me. I also have a lot of fear that he will fall in love with someone. But this idea, although it scares me, doesn't dominate everything like in the beginning, and I think that if I let this idea dominate me then I am not going to enjoy all the love that we now feel.

At the beginning I was afraid that he was only with me out of necessity to have someone at his side, but now I know that he loves me, besides, loving someone also implies needing them and what he and I feel is a compliment of that and much more.

I think I always imagined being married, having a house, talking to someone. But I never imagined waking up in the mornings feeling so much love, giving so many hugs, feeling so important, talking about feelings and ideas to help others, writing, and having so much love which is the most important.

I know that I had to leave behind many things, many people who I also love, but I don't regret it because what neither all the things in the world nor anyone could give me what I have now. I would have love, but not to the extent I have now.

I only hope that the same as me many people come to feel the beauty, the realness and the fullness that exits when we have a person who loves us so much and we love them the same. I also hope that a lot of people can understand that if we aren't completely sincere with our feelings and we treat expressing them as if it won't do much for us, and if we aren't a little patient and if we don't always look for the best solutions to the conflicts or problems instead of running away or attacking the person we love, then we aren't going to reach it either.

Being with someone who you really love implies a lot of risks, many important decisions, much willingness to learn, to listen, and to understand. It sounds complicated but it is easier if you love them.

Creo que mientras todo el mundo piensa solo en lo que es bueno para s� mismo, �l esta pensando m�s en lo que es bueno para los dem�s y como se van a sentir. Adem�s de esto mientras la mayor�a de personas est�n pensando en una cosa, �l esta pensando como en tres hasta para buscar soluciones... y es muy gracioso.

Es incre�ble que pueda existir una persona como �l. Cuando lo conoc� en Cajamarca no pens� que pod�a ser as�. Me lo imagin� como todos los hombres comunes. Adem�s como todo se dio tan r�pido entre nosotros no hab�a tenido mucha oportunidad de conocerlo, pero ahora, y mientras m�s pasa el tiempo, lo amo m�s.

Esto me hace sentir un poco de temor, porque al igual que yo muchas chicas pueden ver todo lo que yo he visto en �l y tal vez pueden intentar quit�rmelo. Tambi�n tengo mucho temor de que �l se enamore de alguien. Pero esta idea, aunque me hace sentir miedo, no me domina del todo como al principio, y creo que si me dejo dominar por esta idea no voy a disfrutar de todo el amor que ahora sentimos.

Al principio tuve miedo de que el solo estuviera conmigo por que necesitaba a alguien a su lado, pero ahora s� que �l me ama, adem�s el amar a alguien implica tambi�n necesitarlo y lo que �l y yo sentimos es un complemento de eso y mucho m�s.

Creo que siempre imagin� estar casada, tener una casa, conversar con alguien. Pero nunca imagin� despertar por las ma�anas sentir tanto amor, dar tantos abrazos, sentirme importante, conversar de sentimientos e ideas para ayudar a los dem�s, escribir, y tener tanto amor que es lo m�s importante.

S� que tuve que dejar muchas cosas, muchas personas a las que tambi�n amo, pero no me arrepiento por que esto que ahora tengo no lo llenar�a o no me lo dar�a ni todas las cosas en el mundo ni nadie. Tendr�a amor pero no en la medida que ahora tengo.

Solo espero que al igual que yo mucha gente llegue a sentir todo lo bonito, lo real y pleno que existe cuando tenemos una persona que nos ama tanto y que amamos igual. Espero tambi�n que mucha gente entienda que si no somos del todo sinceros con nuestros sentimientos y tratamos de expresarlos no vamos a lograr mucho, que si no somos un poco pacientes y si no buscamos siempre las mejores soluciones a los conflictos o problemas en ves de herir y atacar a quien amamos tampoco vamos a lograrlo.

El estar con alguien a quien realmente se ama implica muchos riesgos, muchas decisiones importantes, mucha voluntad de aprender, escuchar y comprender. Suena complicado pero es m�s f�cil cuando se ama.