Happy Tears..

Today I am forty weeks (plus) pregnant with our first baby. Yes, I'm #StillPregnant! haha. Well that's almost 10 months of carrying a precious life, that is half of him and half of me inside my womb! O__o With Baby A's arrival only days away inshaallah, I can't help but think about how our marriage and friendship will change when we become a family.

It seems like just yesterday we got married..and decided to get pregnant after 8 months of blissfully being a newlywed! Hehe. And now I can't believe that we're just a few days away of starting a family and a new phase of life! ☺️

Throughout this three years of knowing Hazim and being married for a year and a half now, there is never a day that passes by I don't feel happy with him, alhamdullilah. We couldn't believe that we have made it over a year already. We both felt like we're only been married for about 3 months or so! haha. I guess when you're having fun, you won't realize how fast time flies! All praise to Allah, the Creator and Owner of happiness. I know a year is only a short period of time to judge and say this, and we have a long way to go still, but I am grateful with the blessings Allah has given me so far, and I will try to remember everyday that all these are from Allah, and not to take things for granted because he could easily take away everything that I have now... And I know, with a baby comes new responsibilities and a lot of exhaustion. So I hope that no matter what obstacles lie ahead of us, we can get through the early stages of parenthood together and grow closer as a family, Inshaallah.

Well..I never really share this with anyone, but tonight I think I just let my emotions write this... Sorry if I sounded a lil' cheesy here. Because who knows, after having kids, I won't be as romantic as I used to be, and I'll forget how and why did I fell in love with my husband.. - Not that I intend to, but with all the "mommy mode" I'll be having later on for the next 20 years, you never really know right..? So I would like to take this opportunity to say that you're an amazing person and and I will love you forever and will strive to be the best wife and mommy to your children, inshaalllah.  
Thank you for always being by my side through this life creating journey that we will some day tell to our kids as big adventures.. I know when I need someone you will be there. Thank you for being the one I can count on and trust with even my darkest fears and biggest dreams. It's not the big things that you do, but the little things can mean enough for me. I would pick no one besides you to be my partner in life. You are my love. You are my sunshine after the rain..

I know all this sounds cliché but sorry, like I said..tonight I am extra emotional.... thinking and remembering everything that has happened to me before, and how God has planned my life (so far) for the best, inshaallah.. ☺️
I have put all the negative memories behind, the day I met Hazim..but I don't know why, all of a sudden, everything came back in a flash to me tonight, and I remembered how destroyed I felt with everything last time - love, life, friends, etc... and how different my life is now! Syukur Ya Allah. Sometimes I wonder, what did I do right, that I get all these blessings from Him. Alhamdullilah.. I can't thank Him enough.. :'(

I remembered I cried horribly on my wedding day (you know the kind of cry where you can't control your chin and it starts to wobble and making your face look so damn ugly? Haha. Yeah, that type of cry!)  *Yes, big surprise here.. I'm a big weeper! Haha* - I just can't control the feeling of being SO happy, mashaallah. Probably because I was hurt so badly...and suddenly everything changed 360 degrees? So maybe that's why I am feeling a little bit emotional, I guess. -- I even cried in my sleep/dream even after I am already married at the time, because I just couldn't believe how happy I am and how different I feel inside out - Bahagiaaaaaa je rasa. Hahaha. xD

You know that feeling right..when you're too happy that you cry instead of smile? Uh-huh, that one! After the wedding, I actually cried almost every night for a month, when he already went to sleep! Yes, almost every night! LOL. When I looked at him, I just couldn't believe that I am married. That he is my husband and my beautiful fate. I just never thought I would ever feel this way and meet someone who would love and appreciate me in every way, and always strive to make me happy and speak so kindly towards me. It's like Allah answered my prayers and hear my thoughts and rintihan hati.. :') And that someone is not just a boyfriend to me but a life partner, a best friend, a husband and soon Inshaallah the father of my children. Someone that Allah has written his name in Luh Mahfuz as the one for me in this world and in His beautiful Jannah, Inshaallah.  --- He actually got a little confused whether or not I am happy being married to him, on the first few weeks, cuz I always woke him up that time, with the sound of me sobbing like a child in the middle of the night. Hahaha! :p

But I'm all stable now. Dah tak emotional dah. Dah normal balik. hahaha. Everyday I keep reminding myself about how I felt last time so I would always appreciate my husband, and love him whole heartedly and never take things for granted. He is really such an amazing person and husband and inshaallah an amazing dad as well. I am really, truly grateful for everything that has happened in my life, good or bad that leads me to finding this guy and be his lawfully wedded wife. And soon, a mother to his children! :)

All praise to the Almighty, the Owner of Happiness, the best of Planner and the Creator of everything that exists in this world.

I know all these happiness and kebahagiaan that I feel now is just a "loan" to me and a test in this dunya. Someone once told me that a spouse is a bless and a test from God. And I know in just seconds, He can take all these away... And I also know that it takes two people for a successful marriage, so I just wanted to let you know that having a child together will not hinder my duties as a wife to you, Inshaallah. If at first I struggle with the balance of the two, please have patience. We can grow together as parents as we have grown together into the adults we've recently become. My love for you has always been the strongest kind and will always be, inshallah. There's no other person I'd rather be on this journey with. All praise to Allah, the Creator of all things in this life. I know nothing lasts forever except Allah. So my only wish is for Him to be pleased with me and with us. Ameen. Ya rabb al ameen  :)

Enjoying the last few days as one!

Anyway....speaking about happy tears, I just can't even imagine when the day my child is born! Must be 10,000 times more happy than that bahagia feeling I felt when I got married, I guess? Tengok video orang lain beranak pun dah menangis, inikan pulak tengok baby sendiri. Such a beautiful gift! - A gift from heaven and Allah! Oh, I cannot wait!! Hopefully Allah will ease everything for me and for us, inshaallah.. ☺️

Wish me luck guys! Here's to MOMMYHOOD!!!!! :D



XOXO,
Shazzy.

The First Date

I think I haven’t really talked about how me and my husband met, have I? Well, it wasn't really a romantic story, but it is something that I could not forget - How fate and destiny has brought us together. And how true the words, "if it's meant to be, it will find it's way" are. When I think about how me and my husband met, and how I had to go through a lot of obstacles before finding him (which was just right in front of me, all these years!), I could cry...thinking how great God is, and His plans! :)

Life Lately..

Oopss...I did it again! Well hello guys...... I really have no excuse this time! haha. I'm just simply busy lately that I rarely have time to sit down and update this blog properly. Really. :(

Just last night, as I was rearranging my clothes in the closet, my husband stared at me and randomly said, "I'm not sure if you know this hun, or maybe I have told you but you may have forgotten it... But just so you know, being married to you for 3 months now has been such a wonderful journey for me. You're an amazing roommate and a perfect wife. I just want you to know that" --- Then he continues playing with his Candy Crush game on his phone, without waiting for my answer like those words mean nothing to me -___-

I was just about to say "awwwwww....you're too sweet baby..blablabla..." but because he said it in a really cool, casual way,  I didn't know how should I react. Kang kalau cair kang, dia gelakkan aku macam biasa, kata perempuan kelakar sebab sensitif sangat, tu pon nak cair! haha. Sabar je lah -___-' 

Well he's that type. You know...the unromantic type of guy. hehehe..The one who's too macho (or should I say malu?) to show their feelings simply because they're men. Pffft ;p 

Plus the ambiance wasn't too romantic either..I know he was just randomly say that to naikkan my semangat untuk kemas bilik lagi. So I didn't wanna perasan. LOL. So I replied, "Oh...Ok. Cool.", as if those lovely words he said didn't matter to me. hahaha. Tapi dalam hati, Allah je tahu betapa happpppppyyyyy sangat aku, suamiku puji! Pahala oh pahala! My mission to be a perfect wife for him kira menjadi la ni kot...hehehe. Then I continued doing my chores, realizing that my husband IS the reason why I didn't update my blog lately! Heeee. Cuz I'm busy being the perfect wife for him! Happily catering to everything that he needs...

...and always be by his side 24/7! Except when he's outstation.

Well, I'm happy, mashaallah. 

Last time, I used to fill up my free time with blogging and doing random things online or any other things I like to do. But these days, I'd spend all my time being with my husband! Talking...cooking, eating, cuddling, watching movies, shopping, driving, jogging, cleaning...or whatever! I loveeee having him around! He light up my world... Oh, nikmatnya alam perkahwinan! I hope this honeymoon phase will not end. I love being in love cuz I'm a hopeless romantic kinda girl like that! :p 

I bet you must say newly weds are so annoying huh? hahaha. I just really love being a wife! Knowing that everything that I do is pahala! Thank you Allah for lending the perfect husband for me. Alhamdullilah.

Till my next post! ;)

XOXO,

Shazzy.

The Happy Wife

I'm enjoying my life as being a wife so far! Enjoying making breakfast or dinner for him, enjoying cleaning things and keeping them tidy, enjoying arranging his outfit/wardrobe, enjoying working out with him, enjoying watching TV Series that we downloaded for hours with him, enjoying doing things for him or with him....well basically I am just enjoying my married life so far! hehe. People say I look glowing after marriage. They thought I'm pregnant already! haha. Well I'd say, probably it's my husband who make me happier by the day! ^__^ Being married to my dear husband has been such a fun ride. Mashaallah, I'm so blessed to have someone like him to accompany me on this journey of life. He's such a beautiful man, I'm lucky alhamdullilah. 

We've been married for almost 3 months now, but it felt like it has just been a week! We never get bored of each other. We laugh a lot. And we definitely enjoy each other's company. I know we're newlyweds, and sometimes they get a little overexcited on this matter! hehe. But I've known him for 2 years plus now, and it still feels the same...and I hope we will always stay this way forever, inshaallah :) 

Sometimes when I look at him while he sleeps, I could cry...thanking God for this little gift that He gave me and for lending this kebahagiaan to me... and thinking what have I done right to deserve someone very nice to me.. :') Thank you Allah. 

I love mix and match the outfits with my husband. But only to weddings! Otherwise people would think we're that mengada couple! hehe

And I also love working out with him. He says he wants me to follow him for his weekly badminton session soon. Oh no....jogging je cukup laaaa. heheheh

Anyways, I'm not working right now...well at least not at the office! hehe. I work from home and at the same time happily being a part time maid! ;p

Anyone wants to hire me? hehe. Man...I love cleaning! (If you let me use some clean and nice tools that is! Read: Pink! haha)

Those are half of the pink tools he bought me to let me be a good maid ;p

Some brushes, sponges, wipes, dusters, brooms, you name it...I have it, just to make sure my sink looks squeaky clean and shiny! hehe. Yes, I'm partially an OCD

Oh! And I cook too. hehe

...but only simple things. Like this for instance! 

For the appetizer: Mushroom + Asparagus soup, Main Course: Beef burger served with beef bacon, sausages, salads and vege chips. Dessert: Apple Crumble with Vanilla Ice Cream. 

If you ask me to cook Gulai Masam Tempoyak Ikan Patin, sorry but I will send you to my mom's house! And you can learn from her! hehe. Ok, talk soon! It's husband and wife time! ;)

XOXO,
Shazzy.

Almost Settled Down

Oh Hi!! Hello!!!

Oh God. I don't know where to start. I don't even know when and where did I last left this blog? haha. I've never been very busy + exhausted for far too long in my life! Never! I almost forgot what's my password for my blog! That's how long I've left my laptop! I really didn't have time to switch it on..how sad. I was on a very hectic schedule this past couple of months.. Plus, the picture collection that I have with me is massive too! So I don't know how and which one to pick to share with you guys here! So I ended up, leaving you guys with no updates instead! Lol O__o

Honeymoon folder is about 4000 pics, Hilton Reception around 1000+, Nikah is around 2000++.. And the others around 300-500 each folder. 

So tell meeeee...where do I start?! haha

Started off in November 2013, the final month of wedding preparation! Then, December 2013, my wedding month.. Then January 2014, the honeymoon trip! - We went for a vacation for almost a month! Fun times, but super duper exhausted!!! (I fainted on our last day! haha. Too exhausted, my body can't take!)

I just got back in KL two weeks ago, but we stayed one week at my sister's house, because her husband was away to Saudi. So me and my husband had to teman her for that week. That was why I still feel like I'm still traveling here and there, living like a Nomad man although I'm back in KL already! We were traveling to the in-laws house, to the sister's house, to my parents house, and to the new house since we were back on the 20th January. So yesterday was kinda like the first night I sleep on my bed after one month of being away from home! Oh how I miss my bed! No more being Nomad. - Traveling here and there has really weakened my body..that I feel like I need another vacation to recover from my last vacation! hahaha ;p

Last night me and my husband started packing to move to the new house. We wanted to settle down fast and unpack everything...so we can start having a normal life again. I only get to settle some things though.. Still got a lot more to be done... Sigh. Penattttt :(

Anyway, living with my husband is really really fun so far. He's such a fun and funny man, I like! He thinks I'm an alien, though. haha. - I'm a true girly girl and he's a typical practical man. So imagine when he entered my room at my parents house that is full with silly girly stuff! I'd laugh a lot whenever he asks me some cute questions that he doesn't quite understand about girls. hehe...

He questions a lot about my way of living by the way... Like, "Why do you need a lot of pillows when you don't use them but only for decoration?", "Why do you have 4 shades of pink pants?", "Why do you have so many cosmetics/skincare stuff on your table.... Do you use all these?", "Why do you like to arrange and display all your stuff like in shops?", "Why do you have so many clothes?", "And why they're color coded?" and a lot more! So many WHYs! haha. Simple, it's because I'm a girl, sweetie! We just like to have all these things...hehe. God created man and woman to be different so we can complement each other! Like how you never bother to hang your clothes...but now you have me to take care of that part! ;)


So far...we are really having a great time being and living together. Alhamdullilah... I'm so happy being married, mashaallah! This is one of those niqmat Tuhan bagi kat dunia ni.. To love, and be loved. Syukur alhamdullilah.. No words can ever describe how blessed I feel to be married to him. I've found my man, my imam, my best friend, my soul mate. :')

One more final reception to go, and the wedding journey will end! Then we will start our adventure as husband and wife soon, and inshaallah a mom and dad too, if God willing!


Wassalam. Sekian update buat masa ini!


XOXO,
Shazwani.

December 2013

December 2013 is THE month for me! I've been waiting for so long for December to come! I had a lot of fun these past few weeks! I had my ups and downs, happy tears, sad tears, joyful moments, funny moments, etc. And now that December will soon end, I feel so sad..cuz it means I'm no longer a bride....but a wife with lotsa responsibilities! (Although I do have another reception next month, after we got back from our honeymoon! LOL)

Starting with 1st December 2013, and ending in January 2014, inshaallah!

Sorry guys for not updating! I'm toooooo busy running here and there, settling a lot of stuff and enjoying life as a wife! hehehe. Will update all stories pretty soon yeah! Tak cukup masa and tenaga to online these days! huhu. For now, let's enjoy some of the pics I got throughout these past few weeks!

1) Bridal Shower Tea Party

2) Bachelorette Spa Party

3) Hens Night

4) Upacara Mandi Bunga

5) Majlis Khatam Quran

6) Henna Night

7) Majlis Akad Nikah

Our first solat as husband and wife. I'm so happy to finally find my Imam :')

8) Reception 1

Phewwww.... Another two receptions and a honeymoon to go. Then I can finally close my wedding book! And start my journey as Hazim's wife! haha. 

XOXO,
Puan Shazwani.

????!!!!!!?????

I have less than 10 days to be married to the man of my dreams. I don't quite know how exactly I feel right now. I'm excited. I'm scared. I'm happy. I'm sad. I'm nervous. I'm grateful. I'm... I'm....STRESSING OUTTTTTTTT!!!! haha

The four months journey to plan my own wedding day is almost come to a reality now. My parents has given me the freedom to be my own wedding planner. They let me decide and choose whatever I want for my wedding. And for that, I am truly grateful. Alhamdullilah, mashaallah. God knows how grateful I am to be blessed by such amazing parents, who tried to give the best for their last daughter... Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah. Thank you mom and dad! I'm forever grateful!

Well...at first, it was soooo fun, planning my own wedding! So fun that I decided to be a wedding planner some day. hahaha. It has always been my dream to plan my own wedding. BUT, towards the final month of the planning process...I couldn't keep my calm anymore, so much to do, yet so little time!!! (and that explains why you haven't been receiving any updates on my wedding journey here)

This bride-to-be just couldn't handle a lot of things anymore... Time is ticking, yet there's just so manyyyyyy things to think about! There's entertainment, the caterers, the food menus, the invitation cards, the guest lists, the music, the flowers, the dresses, the favors, the decorators, the videographers, yadda yadda yadda, the list goes on and on! So many detail stuff for a wedding!! Thus, I couldn't keep my cool and lost it few weeks ago and became that bridezilla who freaks out like a crazy person! hahaha. (But it was only that one time. Now I sorted that part already! Parents took charge! Phewww... Worry no more! ^__^ ) - I mean, I have 3 weddings and 1 event from my side alone, to think and to plan perfectly! Imagine, planning 4 different menus, 4 different dresses, 4 different cards, 4 different this and that..etc. Almost every thing must times by four! Of course doing it ALONE would make me go crazy if I couldn't get everything ready/done within the limited time frame that I have, right?! It's not like it's a huge wedding or anything. Believe me, my wedding is just like any other weddings you've seen before. So really, it's not that big of a deal, I know. It's the same old, same old process. But hey, I've never been married before! I never handled any events at all...and now, I'm handling and have four events to plan and to think about??! And it's WEDDINGS. Which is a big thing I suppose?  Of course I freaked out when I know time is my enemy, and lotsa things have not settled yet. tskkk. 

I didn't want to susahkan my parents to stress out for my wedding like they did during my sisters' time. Aku yang stress tengok diorang stress last time. lol. So dah cukup bertuah I get what I want for my wedding. My intention was not to burden my dad or my mom with the wedding stress (they have other things to handle and to stress about at the moment). So I just need to do the research on my own and show my mom the quotations, the designs, the info, etc etc. Then she'd say yes or no, and later I'll decide and book. I know I could handle that, and didn't need to add on the stress for them to think, to plan, to research some more for me. Hence I took charge and plan it on my own. Lagi pun, wedding is a fun thing to plan, so I didn't mind at all! BUT......... it turns out, handling YOUR OWN wedding could be such a challenging, stressful, maddening, upsetting task some how. You DO need a planner or secretary to help you out, otherwise you'd be a bridezilla like me! Cuz in those Cinderella/Disney/love  movies you watched, they didn't really tell you the process of getting married. They just showed you the end result on the wedding day itself. LOL. So yes, if you're planning to get married, hire someone to plan for you. Don't plan it yourself! Go focus on being a glowing beautiful bride! (I'm too late for that now! tskkkk T__T )

At first, we wanted to get a real wedding planner. But then...some things happened, and we decided not to hire any. Plus, my mom is a GREAT planner herself. I love her taste and her ideas. So, she decided to plan herself (although two of my sisters did have a wedding planner for their big day last time). But this time around, my mom said, she could handle it as she already has 2 married daughters, and she knows what's she's doing. 

So okay, I let her decide and take charge of my wedding.

But.......a few months ago, after I was being "Merisik". I got really excited that finally, I have a "proper" marriage planning. Excitedly, I did this "Road To My Wedding" book, and showed to my mom some of my ideas, likes/dislikes, etc. She was quite impressed by it as the book is kinda detailed I guess? She never knew that I kinda know a bit about wedding stuff kot? lol (Well, this girl watched a heck of a lot of love/wedding movies! So that helps! hahah :p)

I guess because of this detailed book, she kinda overlooked to plan her daughter's wedding, as she thought she had a planner already! LOL. So because it seemed like my mom gave me the green light to plan on my own few months ago, so I did all the planning by myself. I put my heart, body, mind and soul to my big day... With ups and downs, and sleepless nights of course! hehe

I did all my researches. I did my bookings. I did my negotiations. I went here and there, up and down, left and right. And I did all the planning! So now...after all the dramas and ups and downs, I'm finally going to close the book...and relax a bit, and just waiting for the day to come :')

So because I did all by myself...I really cherish every part of planning my wedding...and decided to document every moment towards my big day! 

Hence, that explains The Book! ;)

Some of the parts in the book...

This was the beginning... The Chapter One, in April 2013. 

And here comes December! My wedding month! Guys.....I'M GETTING MARRIED???!!!! O__o

(The last chapter will be in January 2014)

WISH ME LUCK!!!! I NEED ALL YOUR DOA!

:)

XOXO,
Bride-To-Be.

That Priceless Facial Expressions!

Warning. This is a long entry..and this post is not for the uptight, romantic or lovey dovey /romance haters. If you're one of those people, kindly leave this page. hehe. 

Yesterday was Hazim's birthday. 20th October. Someone just turns 26! So.... happy birthday mister fiance! You're old! heh :p Inshaallah next year, on this date, it'll be his first birthday as a husband. Well...my husband! hehe.. Anyway, I didn't really plan anything like I did last year. It was just a simpler birthday this time. He warned me a couple of times about few months ago, NOT to plan anything for his birthday, knowing that I love making a surprise for him! - Especially on a special day like this! haha. Alaaa can't help it laa, I love making people happy, especially him..Heee. So anyways he said, he just wants me to focus on the weddings instead, kalau tak nanti dia marah sebab tak dengar kata. Plus, with the wedding coming up pretty soon, he said he didn't need any present from me because I am his PRESENT! Pffft...So lame. haha. Oh well...he's just being a sweetie, cuz he doesn't really like receiving gifts from me. Rasa bersalah, katanya...and rasa tak jantan. hahahah (He has a thing about being a "macho man", by the way. LOL) Umm...I think he felt that way probably because I showered him with gifts for far too many now, being a shopaholic that I am? Sampai dia naik rimas, bersalah, segan, etc. hahahah. Alaaa..seronok lah, jadi Santa Claus! ;p The expressions you get to see is worth every effort you made! Heee. 

Anyways....

So being a caring partner that I am, I just feel the need to take care of every single thing about him. As you know what they say, men are just like kids. They need to be taken care of, just about everythingggg in their life... their baju, their makan minum, their office/workplace, their homes, etc etc. Semua mesti perempuan yang uruskan. They just go to work and lepak with friends. Yes, that's all they like to do. Pffft. heheheh. 

And my guy, just like other typical men out there, is not really someone who would bother about his looks. So here comes my duty to take heed and manage that part! Hence some time last year, on this month, I went on a shopping spree in Parkson a few days before his birthday, since they have this 25th anniversary sale where they got promotions and whatnot. So I made a wise choice to go crazy and shop there, cuz they gave vouchers for every RM 100 spent. So with the vouchers, I buy more things for him! So dapat la jimat sikit kat situ.. heheh ;p

I've always loved shopping in Parkson. They have lotsa cool brands and products on every level. I've been shopping in Parkson and be the Parkson Elite member since I was 18! So of course Parkson was my choice whenever I wanted to go on a shopping spree! (Even our barang hantaran are mostly from Parkson! - Gotta love Parkson! haha). And another reason why I chose to shop at Parkson for his birthday was because they provide a free wrapping service! I needed to wrap A LOTTTTTTTTTT of things! So of course I didn't want to spend on the wrappers some more, having spent a lot already on that day! Plus, I wanted them to be all in the same design/color wrapper! So Parkson's FREE wrapper and FREE wrapping service was my choice on that day! haha. Abang kat situ sampai dah kenal aku sebab banyak sangat barang yang dia kena wrap! LOL. 

Look!

These were all the things that he wrapped for me! haha xD

Terima kasih abang Parkson!

For his 25th birthday last year, I came up with the idea of showering him with lotsa presents and love! And when I say lotsa, I meant 25 items altogether! hehe. All that you see above was for him.. from me alone! One item for each year! LOL. - I've always wanted to do this for my partner actually... And I thought of doing it now since he's still young! (Sebab mati laaa kan, kalau nak buat macam ni on his 40th birthday kaaaaan? hahahah ;p)

Well, I gave him all practical items! Things that he'll use on everyday basis! It took me about 3 days to plan this! One day, for a shopping spree. One day for making cards and wrapping the gifts. And another one day to plan everything with his friends for the party, etc. 

I remember the night before his birthday, my room was a mess! haha. I took leave a day before his birthday...to plan this surprise! 

I even got myself hurt a little when I ripped out the skin that got the super glue sticked on my fingers while I did his birthday card that night...tskkk. 

Note to everyone: If the glue sticks on your skin. Don't be a genius like me, and tear the skin out! hahah. Instead, use your nail polish remover to remove it! (I only did this after googling it, and after my skin got hurt. haha ;p)

Okay so...back to the surprise birthday. 

So on that night, I told him that I didn't really plan anything for his birthday because I got some work to be done on that Saturday. I said it'll be just a normal date..and makan between us two.

So on that Saturday, I asked him to fetch me cuz my car got problem..and told him that I'll be bringing a lot of things to be posted for my customers later that day, after our lunch. Not having any clue, he said "Okay, sure. No problemo"

So on that day, we went to Pavilion to have our lunch...together with all his wrapped gifts. I felt like laughing when I saw him bringing all the paper bags that were full with all his stuff, that he didn't even know about it yet! hehee

There were six paper bags altogether! All big bags! haha. Dia siap tanya, "Siapa customer you yang beli banyak sangat ni? Gila lahhh.." LOL

Dalam hati aku, "Customer I you laaa". heheheh

I just laughed and said, "Kalau I cakap, bukan you kenal pun..hehe"

After we ordered our menu, I said to him, "Babe, so sorry...I didn't get the time to plan things and buy gifts for you la... But I made you a card. I hope you'll like it"

"No need la sayang. Ish you niii... I know we both are working and busy.. So no need all that k. You keluar dengan I harini pun dah cukup.. No need to feel guilty, k?"

"Oh okay.. Nah, here's your card"

"Yeay!"

"Uuuuuu...let's see, what do we have here?"

"Whoaaa... a button badge?! What am I.. 4? hahahah. Thank you baby"

"....errr...you want me to do what? haha. Ok!"

Yes...until 11.59 pm, 20th October 2012

"Oh well... Ok! Whatever you say, boss!"

"It's My Birthday!"

LOL

xD

Next...I gave him his handmade birthday card

"Wow...this looks nice. You made this??"

 Duh...it's obvious kottt... The card is comot. haha

I used lotsa glitter papers..

Happy man. 

........and he thought that's about it! haha. 

Then when our food arrived, I let him eat first, and surprise him more when our dessert came...

After we both had our favourite ribs, and while waiting for our Chocolate Avalanche to come, I took out this card, and gave him...

The word on that day was "special!" hehe

"heheheh"

Still not having any clue what's about to happen! hahah

I took out the Number One card, and the Number One box...and gave it away to him..

"Kata tak ada hadiah? hehe. Thanks sayang"

He still didn't realize what the numbers are for, despite seeing all the same bronze colored wrappers/boxes in the paper bags. (Read: men are clueless. LOL ;p)

I asked him to guess what's inside the box, before opening the gift and after reading each card.  

"Hmm...apa ni ek?"

"Oh! It's a pillow! I'll put it in my car k! Thank you sayang... 

Dah, jom makan ice cream tu"

Yes...you are!

Then I took out the rest of the clue cards... And his jaw dropped like crazy, and he went, 

"OH MY GOD??!!! ARE THOSE...?!!! IS THAT...??! OH MY GOD...ARE THE BOXES MINE???! YOU BIAR BETUL???! YA ALLAH BUDAK NIIIIIII...TIPU AKU RUPANYA.. OH MY GOD...SERIOUSLY, THOSE ARE MINE??! ARE YOU KIDDING MEEEEE?!!!! WHYYYYY????!!!"

Hahaha.. After calming him down for about 10 minutes, and laughing at his super funny very shock expressions, I started giving him one by one card and all the gifts according to the numbers...

"Haihh...you niiiii. Apa ni bagi banyak-banyak macam ni... Malu I lahhh"

Hahah xD

"Hmm..okay. What do we have here?"

"Oh...I know! Baju, is it?"

"Yeay..a shirt for work! Thank youuu"

He rarely wear coloured shirts. So I bought him purple shirt!

Number 3!

"heheheh.. Apa niii..."

"Oh cool! It's a tie! Thank you sayanggg"

I bought a purple tie to match with the striped purple shirt I gave him!

^__^

Next....number 4!

"What do you mean??"

"Just open it to find out! laa.."

"Awww..so thoughtful of you!"

Some hair care products! - He always complain about his hair. Dandruff la...dry la.. Dunno how to style la.. hahah. So I gave him an anti-dandruff shampoo, and three different types of hair styling products; spray type, gel type and wax type

Next...number 5!

(By this time..he said, he wants to go back already and open them at home...sebab malu sangat dapat banyak hadiah... hahah. I said no and ask him to open them until 25! heheheh. I think that day was the longest time we ever sit in Tony Roma's! haha)

"Oh my godddd BATMANNNNN!!! Hahahahah!"

"Yes yes yessssss yesssssssssss!!!"

"Oh my god...a Batman t-shirt! I love it! Thank you sayang!!! Heeeeee"

 He really loves Batman or any DC stuff, by the way. haha

Number 6!

"Alamakk...banyak nya lagi nak kena bukak. Penat la. Can we continue this at home? Malu laaaa...." 

"NO." haha

*Gasp*

"Another tie?!"

He has always wanted this red tie to match with this one baju he has... But never really bothered to go shopping. Busy with work memanjang.. haha. 

Number seven now! 18 more to go! hehehe

"haha. I think I know what this is..."

"Underwear, is it?"

"Oh my goddddd... Superman???!!!!"

"Oh my god sayang!!! It really IS Superman's underwear!!!! Oh, thank youuuuuuu baby!!! I loveeee Superman!!!"

Hahahahah. Lawak gila time ni! You should see his reactions! Excited gila when it comes to DC stuff! hahah. Such fun times I had! LOL. 

I can't imagine if he really wear it like Superman! hahah ;p

Now....moving on to Number 8!

"Wow...this one is big! What could it be?"

"Oh! I think I know what is this! A bag, right?"

"Yeay...thank you sayang!"

I gave him two bags. One, a grey backpack bag from Parkson (forgot the name of the brand) for whatever and whenever he wants to use it. And another one is a free duffle bag from Calvin Klein (he always travels/go outstation for work. So I thought this bag comes in handy!)

Number 9!

"Oh, another baju?! Berapa banyak baju ni sayang?? Ishhh you niiiiiii"

His fave color for office wear is red ;)

Next!

Haha..the answer is so obvious.

Another tie!

Number 11 now....

"Heh? What is thissss la?? Ada-adaaa je dia ni lahhh.."

I gave him a travel set! Like I said, he always travel for work. And being a typical men that he is (who never really bother about beauty and grooming), I gave him this set so he will never give me excuses like, 

"Oh, I forgot my toothpaste."

"I left my comb at blablabla"

"Alamak. I don't have my this-and-that with me.."

"My skin felt so dry. What should I do?", and lots more, trust me! hahahahah. xD

So this set contains a Clarins travel set (cleanser, moisturizer and a lipbalm), some Clarins facial vouchers, a Colgate toothpaste, mouthwash and toothbrush in travel size, Antabax hand sanitizer, travel size comb, anddd...some sleeping items like socks, sleeping mask, ear plug, and inflatable pillow!

I warned him. Not to ever leave this bag whenever he travels! I don't wanna hear any of those excuses anymore! haha

Number 12!

"Hahahah. Verrry funny, sayang. What is thisssss la?? Adoiii"

Yes...some socks! hehe. This is not just any socks.. I bought a very thick socks for his safety boots. Cuz last time he complained to me that the boots were making his feet got blisters, despite wearing socks. So I bought him this thick socks to protect his feet..hehe

See...I'm a caring lover. I am always aware of your needs. LOL. So that's why you have to love me moreeee. heheh ;p

Number 13!

Hahahah..

Gave him a set for trimming the hair! - The nose and the sideburn trimmer! haha

Please...no more excuses of 

"Oh..I forgot". 

"Oh, tak sempat"

"Oh..tak perasan"

Pfffft...

-____-'

Now...let's see what do we have for Number 14

Another shirt! hehe

A striped white & dark purple shirt!

So what's next! 10 more to go!

^__^

"Huh? What did I wish for?? I couldn't recall wishing for anything except a Ferrari"

Rightttt.....

-____-'

"Aaahhhhh...a new organizer!!"

"Oh thank youuuuuu! You nii...tahu aje apa yang I tengah perlukan sekarang! hehehe. My organizer baru je habis... "

"Yes I know. That's why I bought you two of them!"

He was just about to open another gift..then I said to him.. "No wait. Don't open the next present. There's something in that book. Go explore..hehe"

I gave him two different organizers..

"Adoiii...ada apa lagi niii..hahaha"

I filled up the Personal Details page...and I scribbled some random notes on random pages in it too! hehe

Hahaha. Even until now...these pages managed to put a smile on his face whenever he flips the scribbled pages I did! hehe

Next one!

A tumbler! hehe

Number 17!

"Ya Allah...another baju?! You ni kenapeeeeee. Berapa banyak baju you bagi niii?? Perli I ke apa ni? I ada baju, ok?! haha. 

Thank you sayang. This is such a nice baju!"

I've always loved him in white! 

So I bought him his favourite polo shirt in my fave color!

We're almost come to an end! hehe. Number 18 now! 

LOL

Some razors and shaver foam! For his sideburn and misai and janggut that he always forgot to shave. hahahah xD

Number 19...

A perfume!

Yeay! 20! 5 more to go! hehe

I have no idea what else to give...Heck, 25 item is a lot man! haha. So I came up with this! - I love playing UNO Stacko, and I bought this to play with him if we're thatttt bored...haha

This was how our table looked like by the time he got to the 20th presents! 

So messy! haha. He said, "Mati la I. Macam mana la I nak bawak balik all these presents? Segan lah. Adoiii...mampos aku. haha"

Next...number 21!

"Hah? Who? Hahahhah! You're funny!"

Some albums of his favourite singer!

Ne-Yo!

Gave him two of Ne-Yo's albums that he didn't get to buy last time..

;p

(He used to sing and dance for me a Ne-Yo song when we were just started dating. hahah ;p)

"Awwww...thank you so muchhhh! I reallllly wanted this album!!!"

Number 22 now! Almost done!

A jigsaw puzzle of my picture! 

Actually, I have this thing for 4 years already...and I kept it to give to someone really really special in my life. Although it's just a picture of me, nothing really special about it...but I kept it for so long, to give to someone who realllllly deserve it, and someone who I dearly loved. For you, it may seem like it's just a freaking picture..haha. But for me, it has some sentimental value and meaning to it. And.....it turns out, after 4 years of keeping it, baru terbuka hati nak bagi kat someone. And that someone is him. hehe.. I have a lot of things that I keep since I'm 14 by the way, to give to "that special someone", cuz I'm hopeless romantic like thatttt. hahaha.. And he is the one person that I really gave away all those sentimental things that I have kept for years! Heeeee. 

He completed the jigsaw puzzle within the next day, by the way! Good boy! Heh

Number 23!

He loves this! hehe

Some vouchers to use..for emergency days like...... when I'm PMSing and moody! hahahaha ;p

"Free lunch, free Italian dinner, free Thai massage, free Chinese reflexology, free action movies, free whatever things that he likes to do". haha

Number 24! 

:)

"Huh? You are? You are what laa..." 

"Awwwwww!!!!"

Again, something that has a sentimental value to me. I have this "trophy" for about 2 to 3 years already. I kept it for so long to give to someone who reaaaallllllly deserve this "BEST BOYFRIEND" award! hehehe.

And indeed, he IS the BEST lover everrrr. hehe

He was so happy when I told him that....and started acting like he just won a huge award, on a red carpet or something with all the cameras in front of him! hahaha

Funny man, I love youuuu

LAST ONE!

Finally!

"Oh..thank God! Finally habis punnnn!"

Yes it's true...

:')

A huge card I made, "100 Reasons and Things I Love About You!" 

He was so excited reading it.. He said, he never felt so much love like this! heheh

;)

Later that night...I made another surprise for him... I gathered all of his best buddies to have a birthday dinner with us at Andalus! He loves his friends so much..so I'll make sure he get to celebrate his birthday with his best friends too

Everyone loves free makan! hehe

^___^

He was surprised to see all of his close friends who came all the way, for his birthday! hehe

I ordered a cake from my highschool friend, Shuhada Khaldi. Her cake is delicious!!!

And cantik too!!

His friends call him Zeam or Jim or Ajim or Jimbo. 

But I call him...... sayang. heheheh ;p

And maybe next year... I gotta start calling him abang??? Erk. Sounds so awkward and weird..

huhu

I ordered a rainbow cake.. First time I had a rainbow cake that is not dry! Well...I only had 3 rainbow cakes at that time..hehe. So my friend's cake was the first one that I tried, that is not dry! And is super delicious!

Thank you guys for coming!!

This boy reaaaaally felt so happy that day. Mission accomplished! hehehe

Goshhh....so many pictures of him, huh? hahaha. Bet you'd say people in love are so annoying, no? hehehe. Anyways...so that explains why he warned me not to plan anything for his birthday yesterday! But I still did. LOL. Well...simpler la. Not like this! hehehe. - I brought him to have his fave ribs for lunch (same spot as last year's), and to have a candle light dinner at one of his favourite place at Doubletree Hilton last night. 

Last year I made him wear only one badge throughout the day. This year is different. I got him 8 badges to wear for the whole night! hahaha

(Actually it was supposed to be 10 badges, but I lost two of them)

This guy is so cool...didn't mind me 'bullying" him at all! hehehe

He got better haircut after dating with me for a year now. 

(I took care of that part! heheh)

The cheeky guy who loves bullying, and kacau me everyday! haha

Seriously...this dessert was super duper delicious! I don't know what that is! But I'm gonna find out the next time I go here..hehe

(It was on the house. Thank you Hilton!)

Happy boy got his cake for free..hehe

Coincidentally wore the same color yesterday! 

 

The guy who stole my heart...

Happy 26th Birthday....abang! Eh I mean..sayang. LOL.

(Gotta get used to using that word from now on! haha ;p)

And oh... I gave him only one gift this time! The 26th gift! hehehe ;p

XOXO,

Your Future Wife (inshaallah)